VENT WARNING Time's going by too fast...my sister moved out 4 years ago, my brother's in college and my mom is 58 now. I'm 16 and i feel like i'm still stuck as a 14 year old. I don't even know what i want to be when i'm an adult and honestly i feel like i'm not even gonna MAKE IT to adulthood. I still haven't grown from the trauma i've endured over the years and i feel like it's too late for me. I just want to fall into the void and stay there
TW: mentions of suicide i felt this way before.....i just graduated high school and its scary thinking about my future, especially about my education and that i lost so many friends because of it.....the truth is nobody knows what they could do in the future....i never even thought id finish highschool since i planned to kill myself when i was 13, but you dont have to face it alone.... idk what im trying to say is that i hope you know theres always someone out there who would hold your hand in the dark...whether its kind strangers on the internet or someone dear to you
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VENT WARNING
Time's going by too fast...my sister moved out 4 years ago, my brother's in college and my mom is 58 now. I'm 16 and i feel like i'm still stuck as a 14 year old. I don't even know what i want to be when i'm an adult and honestly i feel like i'm not even gonna MAKE IT to adulthood. I still haven't grown from the trauma i've endured over the years and i feel like it's too late for me. I just want to fall into the void and stay there
TW: mentions of suicide
i felt this way before.....i just graduated high school and its scary thinking about my future, especially about my education and that i lost so many friends because of it.....the truth is nobody knows what they could do in the future....i never even thought id finish highschool since i planned to kill myself when i was 13, but you dont have to face it alone....
idk what im trying to say is that i hope you know theres always someone out there who would hold your hand in the dark...whether its kind strangers on the internet or someone dear to you
Love this song!
What a pretty song❤😊💙
Its my birthday now :(
Happy late birthday :P
Mine is tomorrow