got me writing shit today (note, the ending is 95% made up) TW: Abuse, Suicide I miss the old days I miss the old me I miss when I had My mind at peace I miss when I was young I miss when I was dumb I couldn't feel the pain I had no self restrain And now I'm sitting at the floor I can still feel the cuts bleed They're not visible anymore But I can't find peace I need to heal from what you did Cause I need to find myself You caused turmoil deep inside You caused me to hate me It's like I am sitting at the bottom of the well It's dark like it was in your room No sunlight, no escape I was scared you'd come back to me Cause every time you did You called me out You cut me up you made me drown You told me lies Told me it was for myself But you just wanted someone to feel your pain I need to heal from what you did Cause I need to find myself You caused turmoil deep inside You caused me to hate me I forgive you I forgive the pain But I can't forget what you did And now I'm standing at the edge I don't know what to do but to jump There was no one to help me again So I ended up on the ground Imma upload an unlisted version of me singing on my channel, lmk if you want the link to listen
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got me writing shit today
(note, the ending is 95% made up)
TW: Abuse, Suicide
I miss the old days
I miss the old me
I miss when I had
My mind at peace
I miss when I was young
I miss when I was dumb
I couldn't feel the pain
I had no self restrain
And now I'm sitting at the floor
I can still feel the cuts bleed
They're not visible anymore
But I can't find peace
I need to heal from what you did
Cause I need to find myself
You caused turmoil deep inside
You caused me to hate me
It's like I am sitting at the bottom of the well
It's dark like it was in your room
No sunlight, no escape
I was scared you'd come back to me
Cause every time you did
You called me out
You cut me up
you made me drown
You told me lies
Told me it was for myself
But you just wanted someone to feel your pain
I need to heal from what you did
Cause I need to find myself
You caused turmoil deep inside
You caused me to hate me
I forgive you
I forgive the pain
But I can't forget what you did
And now I'm standing at the edge
I don't know what to do but to jump
There was no one to help me again
So I ended up on the ground
Imma upload an unlisted version of me singing on my channel, lmk if you want the link to listen
Yeah send it gang! 😌
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