Maybe I'm just going through a rough patch, but I crashed after high school. I graduated before the pandemic thinking I'd take a gap year.... and somehow I've slept away 3 almost 4 years. I don't even know how to pull myself out of this. I'm just so damn tired, I wish I could fall asleep and never wake up. I mean, what's out there waiting for me? It's not like I'll ever support myself off of making my art
@@Abhishek-fe3zs Sure would be nice if I could afford it. But I'm not going into long term debt just to get a degree that's borderline useless because all the entry level jobs for field s that need degrees require work experience in the field, something thats not easy to get without an entry level job... the thing that requires work experience. Besides, I got a pretty awesome job now anyway. I don't feel like leaving it any time soon.
You're so young You haven't even peaked yet. Please keep going. Be a shame if you missed out on everything out there. Start strong. Don't worry about wasted time. Just start using the time you have
Hey man, I know it's been a year already but... How's life? What's going on right now, is everything good? Update whenever you can, don't force yourself okay :) You're doing just fine, you'll live a life you can be satisfied with.
You know... I moved here, trying to look for more friends and maybe someone to fall in love with. Stayed here during the lockdown stuff. It hurts so much to know that nobody, not even what's left of my family miss me. Sometimes I think about suicide as a way of just having some people care for me, but I'm afraid it won't work.
heyy i hope you're doing well and I hope that you find someone who cares about you earnestly and unconditionally. even if you don't have anybody like that right now just know that you have me (the coolest person in the world)! and you have yourself (the best person in the world... duh!) I'm going through something similar and my coping mantra is that I think it's better to only have yourself for some time than to have someone who misses you or cares for you half-heartedly. sending you love, and i wish for all the meaningful genuine relationships and happiness to come your way!
Not another sunrise, another dry, stale taste in your mouth You walked away from waking up inside of that house Depending on the call you've been waiting for It felt just like a song you loved so long ago You can hear it now They'll only miss you if you leave So you try and stay away You just might be the love in their eyes When it's attracted all the times You've sat there trying not to say Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Telephones and postcards with misshaped hearts beside the names I've read this letter for the hundredth time today I rearranged, analyzed the words Tried to find something between the lines that wasn't there At least now I can see Through these worn-out lines on torn-up pages Don't know how I'll fall asleep tonight Tonight, tonight, tonight Outside the window, awful weather The storm will slowly close in on me When it's time to leave When it's time to leave When it's time to leave When it's time to leave Worn-out lines on torn-up pages Don't know how I'll fall asleep tonight Tonight, tonight, tonight Outside the window, awful weather The storm will slowly close in on me When it's time to leave When it's time to leave When it's time to leave When it's time to leave
every time I hear this song everything around me becomes so fucking emotional and desperate I was so fucking glad to be in love but you can't just keep those feelings alive for so long or turn these things back. but honestly it is easier to live with thoughts of nothing really happened and nothing ever will because it all makes no matter as we lost those feelings. both of us. I will always love you Carissa
maybe they won’t miss you even then.
maybe you'd let 'em cause you love 'em
@@শৈবালআদিত্য Based reply to cringe comment
@@CausticSpace based reply to a based reply
@@dantemovie no, cringe reply to a based reply
They'll only cringe when you leave
They used to play in the record shop I worked at in Albuquerque. One of my favorite live shows
mista white . where is jessie ???
mista white yo this band called carrisa weird or something is playing at this record store yo let's check it out yo
ai que orgulho
hehe...
Te amo cyborg 😭❤️
Cyb❤️rg
One of my Absolute favorites by Carissa's weird, is This Beauty of a song
Saw them in Seattle a few times. Jenn Ghetto really had some great projects, but none better than this band. Man I miss this city’s live music scene.
Maybe I'm just going through a rough patch, but I crashed after high school. I graduated before the pandemic thinking I'd take a gap year.... and somehow I've slept away 3 almost 4 years. I don't even know how to pull myself out of this. I'm just so damn tired, I wish I could fall asleep and never wake up. I mean, what's out there waiting for me? It's not like I'll ever support myself off of making my art
Go to college
@@Abhishek-fe3zs Sure would be nice if I could afford it. But I'm not going into long term debt just to get a degree that's borderline useless because all the entry level jobs for field s that need degrees require work experience in the field, something thats not easy to get without an entry level job... the thing that requires work experience. Besides, I got a pretty awesome job now anyway. I don't feel like leaving it any time soon.
@@elk3407 that's good. I was just trying to help because you said you weren't sure what to do. If you've got a good life rn, that's good man
You're so young
You haven't even peaked yet. Please keep going. Be a shame if you missed out on everything out there. Start strong. Don't worry about wasted time. Just start using the time you have
Hey man, I know it's been a year already but... How's life? What's going on right now, is everything good? Update whenever you can, don't force yourself okay :) You're doing just fine, you'll live a life you can be satisfied with.
You know... I moved here, trying to look for more friends and maybe someone to fall in love with. Stayed here during the lockdown stuff. It hurts so much to know that nobody, not even what's left of my family miss me. Sometimes I think about suicide as a way of just having some people care for me, but I'm afraid it won't work.
How are you doing now?
heyy i hope you're doing well and I hope that you find someone who cares about you earnestly and unconditionally. even if you don't have anybody like that right now just know that you have me (the coolest person in the world)! and you have yourself (the best person in the world... duh!) I'm going through something similar and my coping mantra is that I think it's better to only have yourself for some time than to have someone who misses you or cares for you half-heartedly. sending you love, and i wish for all the meaningful genuine relationships and happiness to come your way!
@@rainbowfish1587 god bless you
hope you're doing well man
hope its gotten better for you man, stay strong
I'm in love with this song
brutal, devastating, amazing video
Not another sunrise, another dry, stale taste in your mouth
You walked away from waking up inside of that house
Depending on the call you've been waiting for
It felt just like a song you loved so long ago
You can hear it now
They'll only miss you if you leave
So you try and stay away
You just might be the love in their eyes
When it's attracted all the times
You've sat there trying not to say
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Telephones and postcards with misshaped hearts beside the names
I've read this letter for the hundredth time today
I rearranged, analyzed the words
Tried to find something between the lines that wasn't there
At least now I can see
Through these worn-out lines on torn-up pages
Don't know how I'll fall asleep tonight
Tonight, tonight, tonight
Outside the window, awful weather
The storm will slowly close in on me
When it's time to leave
When it's time to leave
When it's time to leave
When it's time to leave
Worn-out lines on torn-up pages
Don't know how I'll fall asleep tonight
Tonight, tonight, tonight
Outside the window, awful weather
The storm will slowly close in on me
When it's time to leave
When it's time to leave
When it's time to leave
When it's time to leave
Cyborg and this monster are the 2 people I love most on RUclips
I would recommend the channel 'the worst taste' then .
@@tonyjoseph5197 yeah man. Already subscribed. Check out thelazylazyme if you haven't.
@@pranjalsensua I guess David Dean Burkhart is obvious so I recommend *Worldhaspostrock* and *Syros*
every time I hear this song everything around me becomes so fucking emotional and desperate I was so fucking glad to be in love but you can't just keep those feelings alive for so long or turn these things back. but honestly it is easier to live with thoughts of nothing really happened and nothing ever will because it all makes no matter as we lost those feelings. both of us. I will always love you Carissa
i miss you
Starting 1 min.. just pure as pue soul
Words can't describe it ! 😶💘
bonita.
beautiful... CW + these clips... wow
**
Story of my life
Essa som me deixa melancólica
tbm
tbm
ah, essa banda... :(
Saudade... ;-;
im so lonely
hey
@@mt23dp hi
@@resagrimes hi
@@b00tsiew00tsie hii
hi
a banda mais linda
foda d+
مرات الواحد مدري شبيه
WalkaboutsEsque
The only video with no dislikes, can you guess why?
no
❤
amei
How can I extract the background music?
Adorei
algum br triste ai
claro
😍
omg, there's a band that use my name?? wow! 🤣💕
and it's a very good band!
@@1ofmonster cool! time to check them out! 💞
Ergen
Anan yanımda
anancilik bitmedi mi hala
But that's a wig right?
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