Angels of Porn II - Nicole Dollanganger (Official Video)
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- Опубликовано: 12 сен 2024
- lyrics:
my bedroom smells like rotten food
and i guess so do i
it’s harder to be good in here
than it is to starve and die
i’d give my body to satan
if i could only keep my soul
but i can’t seem to find the split
between them anymore
my hair is falling out again
and i don’t really care
i try to stir my conscience
it was never really there
your fingers up inside of me
feel like fingers down my throat
everything is fine in heaven
but i’ll never get to know
make sacrifice in bathtubs
and stained bed covers
soak all of my clothes in holy water
and drown them like a crying son
drown them like a crying daughter
praying in the night to the angels of porn
nails in their wrists, knees on the floor
great lakes full of cum extracted from everyone
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not a lot of people write songs about eating disorders that truly capture the hell of being stuck in the middle of one, but she sure does
I'm sure this song is about prostitution... and the starving is reference to their lack of access to food / their declining health
It’s written like that because Nicole went through it, she’s probably one of the best writers out there
@@cocainesuperstar2972 it is
@nabokov orbust the lyrics really don't point to that tho
@@lovettdeleted certain lines point to not-so-well-known eating disorder quirks, like hiding and hoarding of food (such as in one's bedroom) or having a distorted view of the separation of body and "soul" ("if my body is 'bad', then that must mean that I AM bad"). plus, pornography in general can be a goldmine in self-triggering body dysmorphia, so "praying" to them is a fun way to phrase the glorification of petite bodies seen there.
restrictive food behavior can also be a response to trauma, so that doesn't discount the sexual abuse interpretations. it's just easy for restrictive ED sufferers to point at certain lyrics and go "haha i do that"
Saw her live when she opened up for Grimes...I was blown away. I was so surprised that her voice sounds exactly like the studio versions. Her voice was just as a sweet
I’m so exited, I’m seeing her soon
YO, she opened for grimes!? That must've been so epic, I love both of them
@@rin111dd8 yes it was a concert I'll never forget!!
That’s so weird because before I saw this comment, I just had thought to myself that her voice sounds a little like Grimes then BAM, I see this 5 seconds after 😐 it’s the elves!
Which concert was it?
I honestly didn't think you could make this song better and yet here we are.
Tru
I think this isnt just about just anorexia. To me its about rape, an eating disorder, and the mental health issues that come from those. Thats just my interpretation of course. As someone who has an ED- this sure as hell depicts what its like
She's all one great big ball of fucked up and baggage so makes sense
real
The most perfect thing about this version, amongst all of its beauty, is an incredibly subtle change from the original: She actually includes "the split" (literally) between her "body" and "soul" that she "can't find". Have another listen; it's the only truly split syllable (rather than note change) in the entire song...
that was a religious experience
Ok this is officially my aesthetic. Biker dudes eating sweets and makin out
+Helene raven SAME!
+Helene raven These look like biker dudes?
suicidesucks08 ur right im uneducated when it comes to generally ppl. Pls tell me what kind of subculture these gents belong to.
suicidesucks08 wha
suicidesucks08 are you tellin me biker dudes wouldnt eat sweets and make out like that
squad goals
Deadass
this is one of the greatest pieces of art that I seen in my entire life
Me with every Nicole Dollanganger song
what kind of biker gang is this and how do i join
biker dudes eating ice cream with a badass aesthetic feel is now my religion goodbye
lol..would like to be friends with you
I cant believe Nicole invented homosexuality
it's funny because 3 of the guys in this video are actually homosexuals
@@eriklrdp yea i'm the gay feeding matt ice cream through the fence lmao
@@alanghannoum3029 "I'm the gay" 😂
@@alanghannoum3029 is really you at 1:27 jsjsjsjsjsjshjsjsjs
this had me rolling omfg
you can really hear the desperation in her voice, she perfectly captures how eating disorders feel
I guess everyone has their own interpretation of the song. I personally don't think of sex workers when I listen to it... Did you know that anorexia makes you lose all libido? That's what I think about when I hear this song
well said
but why she did video like that? isn't normal
No wonder ppl say chubby dudes last longer in bed
Not every anorexic person can't have sex. I was 82lbs and still being fucked by assholes. That's what she's talking about here. Hollowed out and used by uncaring men.
nicole had anorexia b/p subtype and thats why the video depicts eating like this. it’s not only about starving she specifically talks about purging in the song and her room smelling like rotten food it wasnt purely restrictive. and you can still have a high libido as an anorexic it really all depends person to person, people with sexual trauma that causes them to be hypersexual are more at risk for anorexia which explains the lack of a loss of libido in those cases
my hair is falling out again
and i don’t really care
i try to stir my conscience
it was never really there
The years are passing by and this is still being wronged, one of her best songs :( lvv you Nicole
there's a Gummo-like vibe to this vid that i rly luv ^__^
+Gabriel Peza was gonna say the exact same thing
this has such a nostalgic feel to it
this song makes me cry every single time
Why do Nicole's songs give me tingles all over my body?..
i feel like shit
same
same
This song never fails to make me cry
Even if one is not aware of the lyrical content, this song is so moody and musically just a simple gothic joy to listen to.
i’d give my body to satan
if i could only keep my soul
but i can’t seem to find the split
between them anymore.
Nicole a think i saw u at at the end nicole, is that u nicole? Oh i lov you nicole i really do lov you Nicole
+Santiago Ogarrio yes its her
I can't stop laughing at this comment
invariantAlchemist three years later and I'm still laughing my ass off
@@invariantalchemist8183 5 years now and same, every time i see this comment i hear tommy wiseau reading it in my mind
why is this so funny
8000 of these views are probably me replaying this omg
I want this to be the song playing on my funeral.
me 2
I read a document released this month in Brazil about pornstars in a research, 80% kills himself, usually they live until 35 years, this music is about porn industry, is sad, I think I don't need to write more than this, just listen.
maikson mendes no she’s speaking of her eating disorder in the form of porn
What was the documentary called?
1967 Chevy Impala it’s the other way around
bitches get no love
people can see the song in different ways u guys know? u don't have to go "nO iTs PrOsTiTuTiOn"
I didn't think it was possible but this is actually better than the original - and the video is just A+
I'm aching for the album release, I feel like the whole world is going to collapse
This music video is literally art.
oh my god this is my number one song this year on spotify😭
This is so breathtaking. You and your boys are so beautiful.
i have been reborn
+raina b. I FEEL THE SAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
+raina b. same
same🌹
this song makes me feel so fucking weird I love it
Haha I love ice cream and biker dudes
Oh my god you just made my day
I LOVE your music! I actually have a dairy sharing phobia which is hilarious because I was so squeamish through this entire video but the song made it so worth it.
LokiPii wow haha what a coincidence! That's such a specific phobia om
So, you don’t mind sharing other foods?
This song makes me feel alive
i swear every song of hers is god tier. its like she could never disappoint i love her
i hope i get to see her live one day. her music has helped me through some really rough times, and continues to do so.
there is not a song in the world that means more to me than angels of porn does. i love you so much nicole your songs are everything to me ive been listening to every single one ofyour songs since 2019 and i will never stop. your music has helped me get through so much
Desde Colombia quiero decirte que esto me llego al alma
🇨🇴🇨🇴
@@giovannybedoya4133 coco
I cannot believe I’ve been listening to this song for so long and I didn’t even know there was a music video and that it was this good!!
LMAO ALL THE BOTS IN THIS COMMENT SECTION CAUSE OF THE TITLE VFGCCCCBHJ
Everyone's chillen eating sweets, and what I see? Someone is eating dirt.
I don't understand a lot of your music, but, It has a nice sound, and the music is nice, and your voice is like an angel. We love you Nicole!!
You need to be more famous
This girl has been THROUGH IT godamnn
I wish she was in more of her vids i love her so much tho and i believe its her artistry in the videos so I'll take it. lol.
Essa música envelheceu tão bem♡
Obrigado Nicole por essa obra prima
sim
I need more songs that sound like this!
Obsessed with this song
Her best song im in love with her i can't discribe my feelings thank u for exicisting gurl
I love everything about this
This is incredible! angels of porn was so perfect and it's been made even better (how that is possible I don't know)! I am so proud of Nicole for this and I'm unbelievably excited for Natural Born Losers.
I just got into her very recently and this is definitely my favorite of her songs. I’m in love 💖
pure poetry.
literally listened to this like 20 times today, LOVE THIS
This song brings me back so much. I love this video and song with all of my heart
Homoerotic version of Black Circle Boys, some Twin Peaks, and ice-cream.
this makes me cry
this song. so beautiful. perfect video.
She’s so cute I love her and her song writing
i love this song so much
Aaaahhhh, Nicole you are so incredibly talented! Love this video and this new version of one of my favorite songs you've done. The ending is so cute too !!
i'm so madly in love with this
This is pure art
I love it so much
So glad i found your music
Comfort songg and video ly Nicole
I love your musics so much❤❤❤
Esto es arte ❤❤
Not many people have the experience or artistry to make music about childhood sexual abuse so I’m glad Nicole could do it so well.
it’s about eating disorders
@@getting-on-my-nirvana "your fingers up inside of me feel like fingers down my throat" it's not just about eating disorders??
edit: nvm idk what im saying
@@xaire3684 nicole never experienced CSA
@xaire that phrase is how making yourself vomit after eating is as pleasurable as sex because you release the “ fat” and guilt.
maybe it's not about csa but i can be interpreted like that. Eating disorders as a result of csa?? could be
THIS IS THE BEST FUCKINGN SONG AND VIDEO I HAVE EVER HEARD AND SEEN I LOVE IT SO MUCH I WANNA CRY IT TEARS MY SOUL INTO PIECES I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT IT IS EVERYTHING IT FUCKS ME UP ITS SO GOOD I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
Damn nigga did you catch your breath?
real
Just got into her a few months ago. Wish I would’ve gotten into her sooner. First song I heard was Mean. She’s amazing! ❤️
welcome! there’s no turning back 🩵 hehehe
this is insanely great, thanks for making it...
Girll you are my fav musician
This is absolutely haunting dude I love it
She is so underrated wtf
Love this
happy four twenty u guys i fucking love this song/video
oh ok, so she's the blueprint.
Albert Camus would've written an essay about this song
this is beautiful
Amo essa musica e esse videoclipe ❤❤❤
I LOVE IT
this is so gorgeous
TE AMO NICOLE DOLLANGANGER, desde MX. Me iré de mojado para ir a uno de tus conciertos luv you this song makes me feel so fucking electric
best monday of my life
i am so proud of her
EVERYTHING I'VE EVER WANTED
this video makes me feel disgustinly sick, but i love the song
nicole Needs more recognition
I loved this!
Such a beautiful song.
felt this in my soul
hottest music video
love this song!
Simply love it...
this changed my life in 2017
mine in 2018:(((
@@magnoarcadio8937 time is an illusion!!! this song doesnot exist yet
still cry to this mya
amarla mas no puedo , Nicole es la mejor
aaa this is beAUTIFUL.
I really like this, the original is great but this ahh