I have been following your love readings for the last 6 and half months. You even answered me a comment I did and I appreciate very much your readings because they have been a space to be while I was so much in pain. My sp break me because he said he was confused. I was in wait. Sometimes he approched me but no for returning to the relationship, just because of nostalgy. That confused me a lot and the wait was even more hurtful. A lot of emotional hell. Everyday. Hope, despair, loss, hope again, anger, sadness, more hope, magical thinking and surrounding reality, etc. ALL in one day. My English is poor and is difficult to me try to explain and find words. I use work as an escape. My mind was 100% just thinking on him 24 hours. I was so tired. His silence, and then a small message without possibility of anymore. I was so confused. I tryed to block him but then I was so afraid thinking perhaps he wanted to return in a small way, just a first step and the blockage could take away his will or impulse. I didn't wanted to know about his social media or even him. Nothing. I was afraid and very weak. I tryed to have new friends. I am without family, alone in the world. But I have some great friends and I am very, very succesful in my carrier, considered to be one of the best in my country for the job I do. My money is not much but I have everything to be fine and good. During this months I worked a lot. I went to therapy and for some reason it wasn't working, was even worst. Then he break me for good with a WhatsApp message. I was trying to survive. I took his last and few things out of my home but memories were still there. Depression was so hard I couldn't get out of bed. I cried day and night. No eating, almost no sleeping, smoking in chain. Not having somebody with me in home, was another factor. I did not have responsability for someone to take care on and get out of bed and take a shower. Silence was everywhere. Podcast we're the every day companie I had. I listened without hearing. Justo for noise. Friends called me but I didn't wanted to talk too much. My mind was with my sp. Anyway, this is a long comment, just to void my heart. The other day I called him. He was polite, warm and detached. I took the decision to move to another city. I don't want to be here in Chrismas. Next saturday I am living. Today is my last day here. Everything is ready. I try to focus in those positive new things I will encounter in the next place, in my new home, but pain is unbeliveble. I can't stop crying. Difficult to breath. I have the capacity to move my whole life, home, job in just 3 days, but I don't have the capacity to get him out of my heart, of my mind. Is hell. Inside of me I don't want to move, but is worst been in the same city he is without the possibility of been with him, surrounded by the same streets we took evenings walks, places we shared and liked, afraid of a casual encounter... During the day, time to time I still have that magical thinking of a miracle can happens. We were happy. We had it all. We were a great couple with a lot in comun and a bright future. He is the love of my life since the very first moment I met him. To me, Everything was so colourful, interesting, beautiful and bright with him. There was a lot of fun, travels, work, chats, confidence, intimacy, peace, activities...joy. I thought that. Photos and videos says it is truth, that existed between us. Till the day he suddenly said he was confused and he left. Since then, my soul, my heart, me, me, me only wants to be in his arms again, hear his voice, touch him, love him... watching him returning home with a smile in his face was my wish, My Chrismas miracle...it hurts so much. No one is him. Thank you, Prairie. Tomorrow starts a new path for me. Your love readings help me when I was in my worst. Most of the time they were so possitive. At that moment gave me hope. Always made me reflexion. I was addicted. Perhaps this will be my last reading. This will be part of my past and the worst time of my life but don't take me wrong, this are the good things of that period, even if possitive readings who gave me peace for a moment, later we're a bit frustraiting, but you and other tarot channels were my companions and helpers in that way, in those moments. Wish you the best for you, your family and suscribers. Peace, joy, good health, beautiful life with the warm of giving and recieving love and the blessing of a great relationship with a sp for those who desires having one. Thank you very much. Merry Chrismas.
Awe, omg your story 🙏 I totally understand this. You do you beautiful heart. My angle here is mainly for self growth and Spiritual ascension which really don't have anything t do with another person. But it is unfortunately the suffering one experiences in a love relationship that beings people my way. I hope you do stay and grow and ascend with me on your path to enlightenment, but I understand your path may be diverting elsewhere at this time. You are welcome here whenever. Sending healing golden light to you on this journey. Bless you angel!!! 🙏
Definitely find that the more I muddy the waters trying to find stuff out, the less I hear. The more still and present I can be, the more clarity opens up. I'm trusting in this limbo that the more peace I create for myself, the clearer the path becomes.
Definitely resonated. Big hugs to the one who needed this so much the night you posted. 💗💗💗 I shifted in some way where I’ve finally been allowing flow. I had an ongoing thought of “I am protected. I am guided. I am loved.” And look how much has improved and manifested since then. I know that the latest steps are massive and that this path is beautifully leading me to not only one wish come true, but many. So…just gotta flow… 😪😂
Ok what you said about seeing things with different light totally resonates. I saw a reel the other day with a woman wearing a historical victorian dress and she said something about how it belonged in the candlelight for only in the candlelight did the embroidery and beading on it flicker and shine. It was beautiful but would have been lost in electric light. Made me go down a rabbit hole thinking about art and how we see things differently now with electricity and now you’re talking about light and perspective. Brilliant.
Yes pretty amazing hey?! it was really coming in exactly as you are describing to me!! The moonlight is the only way that the embroidery could be seen and appreciated in it's fullest. In any other light that would be lost. I am so glad that that part resonated for you. It made me think a lot too afterwards. 💛💛💛
I have a weird shtick that tarot readers that look like me are usually a sign its really really meant for me 😹 Like hey its you giving yourself a reading! I’ve been watching you for weeks now and resonating with every bit and then I see this video and we both have fair olive skin and black hair and similar age 😁😁🙏🏼 Pretty cool eh ….? Keep posting !
hahaha, yayyy my soul sister doppelganger!!! Where have you been?!? hehehe. I am so glad you found me 💛💛. Thank you for being here and also for commenting. :) I can put energy to my readings this way.
Thank you. ❤ I may have to sit with this a while before I can finally get the full meaning, but I am sure I will. There were certainly parts of it that already made sense.
Sometimes it is just a small message we get from a reading. However, I think this reading was coming through for someone that felt in distress. But I gained a lot from the message as well that resonated with me afterwards. I like to watch it back because I can sit with certain parts that were meant for me as well. If you weren't feeling like you were bound to a yoke or behind an insurmountable situation then this might not be a reading you need concern with. Although the guidance was BANG on about perception and intuition. 💛
Hahaha mushrooms and flowers and the colour brown. I prob woulda never wore this before my Spiritual awakening hahaha. But now I thought it was cute and it spoke to me. Thank you!! 🙏💛
I feel like I already made this decision but Spirit keeps reminding me that I didn't 😳 In this video specifically, you look exactly like a lady I used to work with. She used to drag me kicking and screaming out of my comfort zone. 🤔
I think if it is still coming up the decision may still not be aligned with the Truest self but the self that we think we are. Means more shedding to reveal the authentic self, then we can decide clear. But any part of the false self still calling the shots then we have truly not decided - the false self (or ego) decided for us. I was super tired this video. I too may drag you kicking and screaming into ascension with me. 🔥🔥🔥 Big hugs to you sister!!! 💛💛💛
I have been following your love readings for the last 6 and half months. You even answered me a comment I did and I appreciate very much your readings because they have been a space to be while I was so much in pain.
My sp break me because he said he was confused. I was in wait. Sometimes he approched me but no for returning to the relationship, just because of nostalgy. That confused me a lot and the wait was even more hurtful. A lot of emotional hell. Everyday. Hope, despair, loss, hope again, anger, sadness, more hope, magical thinking and surrounding reality, etc.
ALL in one day.
My English is poor and is difficult to me try to explain and find words.
I use work as an escape. My mind was 100% just thinking on him 24 hours. I was so tired. His silence, and then a small message without possibility of anymore. I was so confused. I tryed to block him but then I was so afraid thinking perhaps he wanted to return in a small way, just a first step and the blockage could take away his will or impulse. I didn't wanted to know about his social media or even him. Nothing. I was afraid and very weak. I tryed to have new friends. I am without family, alone in the world. But I have some great friends and I am very, very succesful in my carrier, considered to be one of the best in my country for the job I do. My money is not much but I have everything to be fine and good.
During this months I worked a lot. I went to therapy and for some reason it wasn't working, was even worst.
Then he break me for good with a WhatsApp message.
I was trying to survive. I took his last and few things out of my home but memories were still there.
Depression was so hard I couldn't get out of bed. I cried day and night. No eating, almost no sleeping, smoking in chain. Not having somebody with me in home, was another factor. I did not have responsability for someone to take care on and get out of bed and take a shower. Silence was everywhere. Podcast we're the every day companie I had. I listened without hearing. Justo for noise.
Friends called me but I didn't wanted to talk too much. My mind was with my sp.
Anyway, this is a long comment, just to void my heart. The other day I called him. He was polite, warm and detached.
I took the decision to move to another city. I don't want to be here in Chrismas.
Next saturday I am living. Today is my last day here. Everything is ready. I try to focus in those positive new things I will encounter in the next place, in my new home, but pain is unbeliveble.
I can't stop crying. Difficult to breath.
I have the capacity to move my whole life, home, job in just 3 days, but I don't have the capacity to get him out of my heart, of my mind.
Is hell.
Inside of me I don't want to move, but is worst been in the same city he is without the possibility of been with him, surrounded by the same streets we took evenings walks, places we shared and liked, afraid of a casual encounter...
During the day, time to time I still have that magical thinking of a miracle can happens. We were happy. We had it all. We were a great couple with a lot in comun and a bright future. He is the love of my life since the very first moment I met him. To me, Everything was so colourful, interesting, beautiful and bright with him. There was a lot of fun, travels, work, chats, confidence, intimacy, peace, activities...joy. I thought that. Photos and videos says it is truth, that existed between us.
Till the day he suddenly said he was confused and he left.
Since then, my soul, my heart, me, me, me only wants to be in his arms again, hear his voice, touch him, love him... watching him returning home with a smile in his face was my wish, My Chrismas miracle...it hurts so much.
No one is him.
Thank you, Prairie. Tomorrow starts a new path for me. Your love readings help me when I was in my worst. Most of the time they were so possitive. At that moment gave me hope. Always made me reflexion. I was addicted.
Perhaps this will be my last reading.
This will be part of my past and the worst time of my life but don't take me wrong, this are the good things of that period, even if possitive readings who gave me peace for a moment, later we're a bit frustraiting, but you and other tarot channels were my companions and helpers in that way, in those moments.
Wish you the best for you, your family and suscribers. Peace, joy, good health, beautiful life with the warm of giving and recieving love and the blessing of a great relationship with a sp for those who desires having one.
Thank you very much.
Merry Chrismas.
Awe, omg your story 🙏
I totally understand this. You do you beautiful heart. My angle here is mainly for self growth and Spiritual ascension which really don't have anything t do with another person. But it is unfortunately the suffering one experiences in a love relationship that beings people my way. I hope you do stay and grow and ascend with me on your path to enlightenment, but I understand your path may be diverting elsewhere at this time. You are welcome here whenever. Sending healing golden light to you on this journey. Bless you angel!!! 🙏
Definitely find that the more I muddy the waters trying to find stuff out, the less I hear. The more still and present I can be, the more clarity opens up. I'm trusting in this limbo that the more peace I create for myself, the clearer the path becomes.
Amen 💛💛💛 That is all of it.
@@prairievintage it was nice to see you in glasses. A compatriot of the lens 😊
Definitely resonated. Big hugs to the one who needed this so much the night you posted. 💗💗💗
I shifted in some way where I’ve finally been allowing flow. I had an ongoing thought of “I am protected. I am guided. I am loved.” And look how much has improved and manifested since then. I know that the latest steps are massive and that this path is beautifully leading me to not only one wish come true, but many.
So…just gotta flow… 😪😂
I love love love this!!! Yes sister!
Ok what you said about seeing things with different light totally resonates. I saw a reel the other day with a woman wearing a historical victorian dress and she said something about how it belonged in the candlelight for only in the candlelight did the embroidery and beading on it flicker and shine. It was beautiful but would have been lost in electric light. Made me go down a rabbit hole thinking about art and how we see things differently now with electricity and now you’re talking about light and perspective. Brilliant.
Yes pretty amazing hey?! it was really coming in exactly as you are describing to me!! The moonlight is the only way that the embroidery could be seen and appreciated in it's fullest. In any other light that would be lost. I am so glad that that part resonated for you. It made me think a lot too afterwards. 💛💛💛
🙏🏼thank you, Linda such a beautiful and comforting message ❤️
awe, thank you for the sweet comment. Bless you! 🙏💛
I have a weird shtick that tarot readers that look like me are usually a sign its really really meant for me 😹 Like hey its you giving yourself a reading! I’ve been watching you for weeks now and resonating with every bit and then I see this video and we both have fair olive skin and black hair and similar age 😁😁🙏🏼 Pretty cool eh ….? Keep posting !
hahaha, yayyy my soul sister doppelganger!!! Where have you been?!? hehehe. I am so glad you found me 💛💛. Thank you for being here and also for commenting. :) I can put energy to my readings this way.
Thank you. ❤ I may have to sit with this a while before I can finally get the full meaning, but I am sure I will. There were certainly parts of it that already made sense.
Sometimes it is just a small message we get from a reading. However, I think this reading was coming through for someone that felt in distress. But I gained a lot from the message as well that resonated with me afterwards. I like to watch it back because I can sit with certain parts that were meant for me as well.
If you weren't feeling like you were bound to a yoke or behind an insurmountable situation then this might not be a reading you need concern with. Although the guidance was BANG on about perception and intuition. 💛
Thank you ❤
💛💛💛
Thank you Linda 🫶😌😌😌 watching it for the second time now. love you
You're welcome! I love you too. 💛💛💛
@ are you having a reading today?
@@danakaplan_music_arts I think I may do one shortly.
@@danakaplan_music_arts Thank you for thinking of me!!!
@@prairievintage yeah! of course! Im super curious about Maor. Although I dont have much expectations.
Your sweater is so cute
Hahaha mushrooms and flowers and the colour brown. I prob woulda never wore this before my Spiritual awakening hahaha. But now I thought it was cute and it spoke to me. Thank you!! 🙏💛
And...I am happy to had the chance to watch your beautiful face for the first time 😊
Awe!!!! Thank you that is so very sweet of you to comment. 🙏 I am so blessed that you are here!
I feel like I already made this decision but Spirit keeps reminding me that I didn't 😳
In this video specifically, you look exactly like a lady I used to work with. She used to drag me kicking and screaming out of my comfort zone. 🤔
I think if it is still coming up the decision may still not be aligned with the Truest self but the self that we think we are. Means more shedding to reveal the authentic self, then we can decide clear. But any part of the false self still calling the shots then we have truly not decided - the false self (or ego) decided for us. I was super tired this video. I too may drag you kicking and screaming into ascension with me. 🔥🔥🔥
Big hugs to you sister!!! 💛💛💛
@@prairievintage Very good advice, thank you!