My god, listen Go. To . Bed. I swear on my life you'll regret it if you don't. I was sleep deprived for a week and I've developed a twitch in my eye that's been with me for a while now. It gets so flipping annoying, you honestly want to gouge your eyes out with a rusted fork. So please. Sleep
"Hostage" I wanna be alone Alone with you, does that make sense? I wanna steal your soul And hide you in my treasure chest I don't know what to do To do with your kiss on my neck I don't know what feels true But this feels right so stay a sec Yeah, you feel right so stay a sec And let me crawl inside your veins I'll build a wall, give you a ball and chain It's not like me to be so mean You're all I wanted Just let me hold you like a hostage Gold on your fingertips Fingertips against my cheek Gold leaf across your lips Kiss me until I can't speak Gold chain beneath your shirt The shirt that you let me wear home Gold's fake and real love hurts But nothing hurts when I'm alone When you're with me and we're alone And let me crawl inside your veins I'll build a wall, give you a ball and chain It's not like me to be so mean You're all I wanted Just let me hold you Hold you like a hostage Like a hostage
i kept getting this fuzzy warm feeling in my chest when i watched it. not sure if i love the feeling. but it can stay if i get to listen to this masterpiece
whenever im sad i want to find this song and just let all of my tears fall from my eyes to my cheek. i can’t cry even if i have tried for two years. i feel nothing sad for two years and finally something like this makes me feel something. idk how to describe how im feeling rn. just, thank you.
lustry. thank you. i appreciate it. this channel has helped me even if i haven’t commented. i really really do appreciate this channel for the songs that really heal me from bad severe anxiety i always go through and my severe depression. i try to hide the fact that im sad but then when i come here i always let go of my tears and let them fall, and always return to my normal life to be stronger every single day. so, thank you for replying to my comment. you’re amazing.✨💕
Take care of yourself please, you’re matter we love you and give you all the support 💞💕and nothing bad in this life will stay. After the bad there’s good. Wish u all the happiness. I love you so much💞💕
I'm not okay... My grades are slipping,I'm strating to binge eat. I just want to fall asleep and never wake up basically kinda disappear, I'm trying to stay alive I'm trying
it gets easier better days are coming. i was going through something just like that to , i’ll pray for you & i want you to Pray to. Rely on JEHOVAH GOD & JESUS CHRIST its gets better♥️🙏🏽.
I’ve been crying for the past hour just missing my loved ones, anybody else just listening to sad slowed songs they’ve heard before and just randomly hurting themselves?
I personally think all of Billie Eilish's songs that aren't as popular like: Hostage, Watch, i love you. They all are probably my favs out of all her songs.
Lyrics: I wanna be alone Alone with you, does that make sense? I wanna steal your soul And hide you in my treasure chest I don't know what to do To do with your kiss on my neck I don't know what feels true But this feels right so stay a sec Yeah, you feel right so stay a sec And let me crawl inside your veins I'll build a wall, give you a ball and chain It's not like me to be so mean You're all I wanted Just let me hold you Like a hostage Gold on your fingertips Fingertips against my cheek Gold leaf across your lips Kiss me until I can't speak Gold chain beneath your shirt The shirt that you let me wear home Gold's fake and real love hurts But nothing hurts when I'm alone When you're with me and we're alone And let me crawl inside your veins I'll build a wall, give you a ball and chain It's not like me to be so mean You're all I wanted Just let me hold you Hold you Like a hostage Like a hostage
What happened to me? Now... I always sleep... I always laughs I always smile Even im in pain... What happened to my soul? I always feel tired Tired with myself Tired with everyone around me.. I can't cry... My heart feels nothing What happened to myself...
this song puts into words exactly how i feel at the moment with someone, i think about them every minute of the day and it’s killing me. but i wouldn’t want it any other way.
It’s like your being drowned by the thought of them but it’s okay because it’s them. You are fine being drowned by them in a way. And you don’t wanna come back up for air unless they pull you out of the water. Yk?
"How are you? : )" "I am not fine..." "Why, what's wrong, tell me??" "..." "TALK!" "..." "I TOLD YOU TO TALK TO ME, KIARA" But in that moment you feel speechless. Thousands of things pop up in your head, you zone out and just stay there. Only me??
“Are you okay” No mom. I’m not. I’m in so much pain. I can’t walk. My ribs are sticking out like a kid when their mom says they have candy. I can’t move. I’m trying. I can’t. I can’t move because of you. I want to eat but my body rejects. Help. Help. Get me out. I hate it here. I hate hate hate HATE it here. It’s a loop whole of, wake up, try and walk, pass out on the floor, wake up get slapped and pass out again, push to bed. Fall asleep. Watch RUclips. Fall asleep. Repeat. I can’t. I can’t move. I can’t breath. I can’t *live.* I’m trying mom. I’m trying to be who you want me to be but I damn can’t. It’s hard. I can’t drive anymore, I don’t like this road. “Rose!” “Rose!” “Rose!” Okay. Okay. I’m Rose. Not coda. Yeah, deadname. You can’t spell deadname without name. Name. Name. Name. Stick to it like the knife does to your body. “I’m good!” I’m running out. My string is about to snap.
o-oh... oh my goodness.... darling i'm right here for you please know i'm here for you get your mum, or dad or *someone* to take you to a doctor.. please.... stay alive, for me, this stranger.. stay alive. you're so strong, maybe not physically, but mentally and emotionally. you had so much courage to comment this and reach out. i'm here now. i've reached you. i heard you. and i'm here to help you. i promise honey wanna talk..?
i havent felt normal in a long while but i think im only starting to realise that. everytime someone asks me whats wrong, i try my hardest to tell them but its like a block, something just stops me. and then i realise, you cant trust anyone with your feelings.
i really feel like we’re all just surviving and not living anymore at this moment just trying to get through the day and feeling bad at night in ur bed.
Something about this song.. the background… how I’m feeling… all combined into one made me feel things I wasn’t planning on feeling. My mind also came up with a million different short stories for this 😙
“Why are you crying?” “I lost my charger!” “Cry...” “What?” “Come here...” “So many things just...they pop up and I can’t sort them out and I don’t know what to do I just feel so alone...” “Tell me everything...”
i just realized that most of the songs i listen to on youtube are edited by you. thank you so much. you may not think you are doing a lot by just editing songs but trust me you definitely are.🤍
This is one of my fave songs of all times :) the girl i like made a playlist for me and this is one of the songs that she put, i love the lyrics and meaning and billies voice AND THE REVERB/SLOWED DOWN- UGHH I LOVE EVERYTHING
Its sad seeing all these sad people:( Just know Youre worth Youre the best Im here Youre not alone You're gorgeous YOURE IMPORTANT believe it or not people care about you more than what you think.
@@m1sc0nc3pt10n talking isn't about how you do it or if u do it properly. Something u just need to get all your thoughts out of your head because if u dont talk i will wat yourself from the inside. And u will become somebody else....
@@kiararemine4527 i never uploaded the video. i just kept it in my saved videos. but i do have a channel where i cover songs :) it’s called “alejandra vega”💕🌸✨
Lol sadly this was my top listened song 3 years ago on Spotify. Girl I was madly in love with left me for her career as a respiratory therapist.. said she had no time for me... guess I just wasn't worth it.. but she showed me this song and I had never heard of Billy Eilish. I learned the chords and sang it to her.. I wanted to marry her lol. I was dumb back then and finally got over it, but damn did I listen to the fuck out of this song being sad over her. Back for a re visit cause I love this song, specifically THIS slowed version... thanks for making this song. It'll hold a special place in my heart.
One of Billie's most underrated songs in my opinion.
ikr and strange addiction
and come out and play
and party favor
Was searching for this comment ❤️
It’s my favorite song but it’s not under rated it has 110 mill videos
*no, i havent slept in three days, but will i sleep? no. i will listen to this*
@@flor_de_May.0 yeah i did, 4 months ago
@@sillygirl4673 HAHAHAH
chaebaby hope ur doing ok ,sending love
My god, listen
Go. To . Bed.
I swear on my life you'll regret it if you don't.
I was sleep deprived for a week and I've developed a twitch in my eye that's been with me for a while now. It gets so flipping annoying, you honestly want to gouge your eyes out with a rusted fork.
So please.
Sleep
@@woundedpassenger3013 for the last time i DID five months ago
Somehow... this song hurts me in a really painful way
I hope you’re doing okay🤍🤍🤍
yes, this song hurts but it also helps you heal. i hope it helps you to let go of your tears when sometimes you can’t cry.
@Itzysmoon yup💕
same
same, it’s unbearable
4:10 I GOT CHILS OMG IM CRYING
ME
YESSSSSS I LITERALLY WANT TO CRY BC THE BASS AND THE VOCALS WERE ABSOLUTE PERFECTION
YESSS
MEEEE
Im crying
this song hurts and heals at the same time
Yes 🥺
it hurts sm but it describes how i feel. i’m literally in love w this song
Anyone here listening slowed down songs at 5AM and is still awake?
Yeah that’s me
6:30 am rn 😭
its 4:33 am rn
6:43 😭
4:50 am
I love the part where the boy is calling
Where does it appears?
Every time
Can you tag the part when that happens?
*0:00**-**4:32*
I don’t see it 🥺
1:45 sit in a dark room turn volume up and just breathe. Sends chills through my body bruh
perfection is on my screen
"Hostage"
I wanna be alone
Alone with you, does that make sense?
I wanna steal your soul
And hide you in my treasure chest
I don't know what to do
To do with your kiss on my neck
I don't know what feels true
But this feels right so stay a sec
Yeah, you feel right so stay a sec
And let me crawl inside your veins
I'll build a wall, give you a ball and chain
It's not like me to be so mean
You're all I wanted
Just let me hold you like a hostage
Gold on your fingertips
Fingertips against my cheek
Gold leaf across your lips
Kiss me until I can't speak
Gold chain beneath your shirt
The shirt that you let me wear home
Gold's fake and real love hurts
But nothing hurts when I'm alone
When you're with me and we're alone
And let me crawl inside your veins
I'll build a wall, give you a ball and chain
It's not like me to be so mean
You're all I wanted
Just let me hold you
Hold you like a hostage
Like a hostage
Thanks
woah.
Your an angel
this is one of billies best songs, literally fight me
Lovely and Six feet under
No one's even going to try
i literally want to marry this song
same it makes me feel
so safe but unsafe idk
why
please tell me how😩😩🙏
I love your pfp-
Do you ever want to cry? But you can’t cry because of how many times you’ve been put down?😔
for real
Chihiro! Is that you?
Or u don't want to cry. because u ready cry sm
YES
My love for Billie + my love for hostage + my love for reverb = I cAn'T oMg ThAt'S sO pErFeCt
literally same
i kept getting this fuzzy warm feeling in my chest when i watched it. not sure if i love the feeling. but it can stay if i get to listen to this masterpiece
im having the same feeling
this is a vibe tbh
Hurts like hell...
Me too bestie
Pls more billie Eilish slowed songs🥺
ikr???
more more 🥺
Good and sad taste in music
whenever im sad i want to find this song and just let all of my tears fall from my eyes to my cheek. i can’t cry even if i have tried for two years. i feel nothing sad for two years and finally something like this makes me feel something. idk how to describe how im feeling rn. just, thank you.
i really hope you're doing okay :(( i'm here for you
lustry. thank you. i appreciate it. this channel has helped me even if i haven’t commented. i really really do appreciate this channel for the songs that really heal me from bad severe anxiety i always go through and my severe depression. i try to hide the fact that im sad but then when i come here i always let go of my tears and let them fall, and always return to my normal life to be stronger every single day. so, thank you for replying to my comment. you’re amazing.✨💕
Take care of yourself please, you’re matter we love you and give you all the support 💞💕and nothing bad in this life will stay. After the bad there’s good. Wish u all the happiness. I love you so much💞💕
I'm not okay... My grades are slipping,I'm strating to binge eat. I just want to fall asleep and never wake up basically kinda disappear, I'm trying to stay alive I'm trying
I’m here for you and I care you are so loved.
Its ok❤
i feel the exact same way. you’re not alone.
I'm feeling the exact same way, dw we will get better
it gets easier better days are coming. i was going through something just like that to , i’ll pray for you & i want you to Pray to. Rely on JEHOVAH GOD & JESUS CHRIST its gets better♥️🙏🏽.
0:26
I love that "Im Sorry" part
"it's not like me to be so mean your all I've wanted" that hit hard 😭
I’ve been crying for the past hour just missing my loved ones, anybody else just listening to sad slowed songs they’ve heard before and just randomly hurting themselves?
"It’s not like me to be so mean"
bruh.
your all i wanted
just let me hold you
like a hostage
🎵🎼🎶 gold on your fingertips
@@sarcasticpop481 fingertips against my cheeck
@@robinzeijstvan5739 🎶gold leaf across your lips
Kiss me until I can't speak 🎶
i miss billies old music so much dude
I personally think all of Billie Eilish's songs that aren't as popular like: Hostage, Watch, i love you. They all are probably my favs out of all her songs.
Lyrics:
I wanna be alone
Alone with you, does that make sense?
I wanna steal your soul
And hide you in my treasure chest
I don't know what to do
To do with your kiss on my neck
I don't know what feels true
But this feels right so stay a sec
Yeah, you feel right so stay a sec
And let me crawl inside your veins
I'll build a wall, give you a ball and chain
It's not like me to be so mean
You're all I wanted
Just let me hold you
Like a hostage
Gold on your fingertips
Fingertips against my cheek
Gold leaf across your lips
Kiss me until I can't speak
Gold chain beneath your shirt
The shirt that you let me wear home
Gold's fake and real love hurts
But nothing hurts when I'm alone
When you're with me and we're alone
And let me crawl inside your veins
I'll build a wall, give you a ball and chain
It's not like me to be so mean
You're all I wanted
Just let me hold you
Hold you
Like a hostage
Like a hostage
Thanks😁
The sad part is that when we are soo sad we want help but we dont know how to explain how we feel...
Omgg i have likes? Wtfff thank you so muchhhh❤️🥺
That's exactly what happens to me...
@@li4m659 Same
Thats why I stopped going to therapy
What happened to me?
Now...
I always sleep...
I always laughs
I always smile
Even im in pain...
What happened to my soul?
I always feel tired
Tired with myself
Tired with everyone around me..
I can't cry...
My heart feels nothing
What happened to myself...
i know right
Same I can't feel something only pain
this song puts into words exactly how i feel at the moment with someone, i think about them every minute of the day and it’s killing me. but i wouldn’t want it any other way.
It’s like your being drowned by the thought of them but it’s okay because it’s them. You are fine being drowned by them in a way. And you don’t wanna come back up for air unless they pull you out of the water. Yk?
@@EM-tg8pe perfect description of how I’m feeling now
Beautiful absolutely beautiful
"How are you? : )"
"I am not fine..."
"Why, what's wrong, tell me??"
"..."
"TALK!"
"..."
"I TOLD YOU TO TALK TO ME, KIARA"
But in that moment you feel speechless. Thousands of things pop up in your head, you zone out and just stay there. Only me??
Same just same
Same here
This song grabs me by the soul.
If not for them, stay alive for me stranger and I’ll stay alive for you
deal
That's so sweet thanks
“Are you okay”
No mom. I’m not. I’m in so much pain. I can’t walk. My ribs are sticking out like a kid when their mom says they have candy. I can’t move. I’m trying. I can’t. I can’t move because of you. I want to eat but my body rejects. Help. Help. Get me out. I hate it here. I hate hate hate HATE it here. It’s a loop whole of, wake up, try and walk, pass out on the floor, wake up get slapped and pass out again, push to bed. Fall asleep. Watch RUclips. Fall asleep. Repeat. I can’t. I can’t move. I can’t breath. I can’t *live.* I’m trying mom. I’m trying to be who you want me to be but I damn can’t. It’s hard. I can’t drive anymore, I don’t like this road. “Rose!”
“Rose!”
“Rose!”
Okay. Okay. I’m Rose. Not coda. Yeah, deadname. You can’t spell deadname without name. Name. Name. Name. Stick to it like the knife does to your body.
“I’m good!”
I’m running out. My string is about to snap.
o-oh... oh my goodness.... darling
i'm right here for you
please know i'm here for you
get your mum, or dad or *someone* to take you to a doctor.. please....
stay alive, for me, this stranger..
stay alive. you're so strong, maybe not physically, but mentally and emotionally. you had so much courage to comment this and reach out. i'm here now. i've reached you. i heard you. and i'm here to help you. i promise honey
wanna talk..?
fuck. that hit deep.
@@dopeasfruck I love you so much it hurts
@@patriciamalorie2337 i'm here for you. right here in this comments section. i love you too
@@dopeasfruck I'm okay I'm just so in love with the fact that you're so kind and loving and supportive. It's actually crazyy
this is what u listen to when the homies aren’t around.
Anyone else here balling their eyes out?
yes
mhm 😔
yes..
i havent felt normal in a long while but i think im only starting to realise that. everytime someone asks me whats wrong, i try my hardest to tell them but its like a block, something just stops me. and then i realise, you cant trust anyone with your feelings.
i really feel like we’re all just surviving and not living anymore at this moment just trying to get through the day and feeling bad at night in ur bed.
Just spoke my mind
@@wazihanokshi2414 ur gonna be okay I promise if u ever wanna talk I’ll send u my social media!!
@@zoey-bs6hf Thanks so kind of you...I'd love to be our friend
somehow this song still hits different at 3am !! I am almost gonna cry. The whole song the background noises and everything are just perfect
Sou muito grata por sua grande disposição em compartilhar conosco esta grande perfeição, serei eternamente grata. Muito obrigada, eu amo essa música.
This slowed version captures my soul and makes me feel like crying
She’s literally my comfort singer
fineas voice is so soothing i love it when he sings with her
This song hit so many places.
y’all got this besties 💛 don’t give up
This song makes me feel things I didn’t know I could feel
Something about this song.. the background… how I’m feeling… all combined into one made me feel things I wasn’t planning on feeling.
My mind also came up with a million different short stories for this 😙
“Why are you crying?”
“I lost my charger!”
“Cry...”
“What?”
“Come here...”
“So many things just...they pop up and I can’t sort them out and I don’t know what to do I just feel so alone...”
“Tell me everything...”
Sometimes I need this love 🙂🔫
ikr
This song is so so underrated like fr it needs so much more hype this is billies most underrated songs in my opinion 🥺💕
i just realized that most of the songs i listen to on youtube are edited by you. thank you so much. you may not think you are doing a lot by just editing songs but trust me you definitely are.🤍
Billie's songs are like my medicine
this made everything wrong right and i cant thank you enough for that
the fact u put an eiji background makes me cry
This hits different thinking about your crush who hates you when your supposed to be asleep but crying instead
this is one of her best songs tbh
1:47 love this silent part...
This channel is just everything.
4:10 my ears are so freaking blesseeeddddd
4:00 just love this part
Ohh my god, thank you so much for make me vibing with this song :)
thank you for making this
ikr? 🥺
this vid made me feel strange- comforted, but also lonely.
This is one of my fave songs of all times :) the girl i like made a playlist for me and this is one of the songs that she put, i love the lyrics and meaning and billies voice AND THE REVERB/SLOWED DOWN- UGHH I LOVE EVERYTHING
hi, is there any way i can contact the awesome person that runs this channel? (email etc.) :)
sure!
lustry. just sent you a message! :)
@@jordyndeel4132 can i? lmfao
@@jordyndeel4132 I'm an army hi
@@jordyndeel4132 heyyyy:)
When I listen to this it makes me think of him and I miss him so much man it hurts I just want him to love me the way I love him :(
This sounds amazing with headphones
QUEEN.
i love this version of the song
this will forever be my fav
her voice is so magical wow
Love this song thxx🥰🥰
I don’t even get the feel to cry anymore you know like it hurts so bad when u can’t cry anymore but still suffer the pain
I feel you…
1:29 hits different
0:00 through 4:31 BEST PART
This song hurts me in a very peaceful way ❤
this and when the party’s over is so underrated and yet so hurtful at the same time
This is so underrated
billie speaks to my soul
Bro Its so Clean😌👌👌
"i wanna be alone. Alone with you does that make sense?" the only way that feeling could be put into words.
same
I love this thanks
“ I wanna be alone. alone w you, does that make sense?” Speaks volumes 🥲
I’ve never been in love before I’m starting to feel like I’m incapable of it. This makes me feel a little better.
Sorry, I'm in love with you.
My ears are blessed
The finger is on beat💗😭
Its sad seeing all these sad people:(
Just know
Youre worth
Youre the best
Im here
Youre not alone
You're gorgeous
YOURE IMPORTANT believe it or not people care about you more than what you think.
Thank you
Thank you it means a lot… I could be physically hurt and would try to help someone else before I help myself
This is so good slowed I don’t even know how to feel
2:05 is why I’m here
love this song
"gold's fake and real love hurts & but nothing hurts when I'm alone & when you're with me and we're alone"
4:10 прям мурашки по коже
I’m gonna take a bath in the dark and listen to this the whole time
A vibe I’ll do that too !
music keeps me alive. it always will
I'm really the type of person trying to help so if u wanne talk let me know
@@silke3598 i am the type of person that cant talk to anyone properly im sorry
@@m1sc0nc3pt10n talking isn't about how you do it or if u do it properly. Something u just need to get all your thoughts out of your head because if u dont talk i will wat yourself from the inside. And u will become somebody else....
my fav channel
i agree🥺
i got inspiration from this song and made my own cover
Can I listen to your cover of this song ? It sounds rlly interesting and I’d love to listen to it !
@@kiararemine4527 i never uploaded the video. i just kept it in my saved videos. but i do have a channel where i cover songs :) it’s called “alejandra vega”💕🌸✨
@@jikookpm okayyyy thank youuu I’ll be sure to check that out !!
i love you.
my fav song of hers
Lol sadly this was my top listened song 3 years ago on Spotify. Girl I was madly in love with left me for her career as a respiratory therapist.. said she had no time for me... guess I just wasn't worth it.. but she showed me this song and I had never heard of Billy Eilish. I learned the chords and sang it to her.. I wanted to marry her lol. I was dumb back then and finally got over it, but damn did I listen to the fuck out of this song being sad over her. Back for a re visit cause I love this song, specifically THIS slowed version... thanks for making this song. It'll hold a special place in my heart.