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  • Опубликовано: 2 май 2018
  • • NF - Let You Down (Audio)
    nf ♡
    / @nfrealmusic
    open.spotify.com/artist/6fOMl...
    itunes.apple.com/us/artist/na...
    www.pandora.com/?sc=miR438099
    www.iheart.com/artist/NF-9589...
    nfrealmusic?s=17
    nfrealmusic?utm...
    Lyrics:
    Feels like we're on the edge right now
    I wish that I could say I'm proud
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    Let you down
    All these voices in my head get loud
    I wish that I could shut them out
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    L-l-let you down
    Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
    Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed
    It's annoying
    I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you
    But, I guess the more you
    Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right?
    Yeah, I'ma just ignore you
    Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
    Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
    Very loyal?
    Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full
    What else should I carry for you?
    I cared for you, but
    Feels like we're on the edge right now
    I wish that I could say I'm proud
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    L-l-let you down
    All these voices in my head get loud
    I wish that I could shut them out
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    L-l-let you down
    Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
    You just wanna make this worse
    Want me to listen to you
    But you don't ever hear my words
    You don't wanna know my hurt, yet
    Let me guess you want an apology, probably
    How can we keep going at a rate like this?
    We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
    Please don't come after me
    I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
    Go ahead, just drink it off
    Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
    Ain't that what you always do?
    I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood
    What else can I offer you?
    There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you
    Feels like we're on the edge right now
    I wish that I could say I'm proud
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    L-l-let you down
    All these voices in my head get loud
    I wish that I could shut them out
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    L-l-let you down
    Yeah, don't talk down to me
    That's not gonna work now
    Packed all my clothes and I moved out
    I don't even wanna go to your house
    Everytime I sit on that couch
    I feel like you lecture me
    Eventually, I bet that we
    Could have made this work and probably woulda figured things out
    But I guess that I'm a letdown
    But it's cool, I checked out
    Oh, you wanna be friends now?
    Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
    Sit around and talk about the good times
    That didn't even happen
    I mean, why are you laughing?
    Must have missed that joke
    Let me see if I can find a reaction
    No, but at least you're happy
    Feels like we're on the edge right now
    I wish that I could say I'm proud
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    Oh, I let you down
    All these voices in my head get loud
    And I wish that I could shut them out
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    Oh, let you down
    I'm sorry
    I'm so sorry now
    I'm sorry
    That I let you down
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Комментарии • 1 тыс.

  • @Lea-sz7vq
    @Lea-sz7vq 5 лет назад +4255

    The begging sounds like a teenage boy is singing, love it.

    • @thewhitehorse6176
      @thewhitehorse6176 5 лет назад +17

      Tru

    • @k1126a
      @k1126a 5 лет назад +35

      @ALT ACCOUNT put it at 1:25 it sounds like the song but there`s a dud with a deep voice and a kid with a squeaky voice

    • @tibasf3324
      @tibasf3324 5 лет назад +4

      @ALT ACCOUNT its just faster yhhh.

    • @rodneythomas8288
      @rodneythomas8288 5 лет назад +6

      Reminds me of me and my dads relationship, this seems like something he would do according his actions

    • @cassidymurtagh
      @cassidymurtagh 5 лет назад +13

      When you said that it made it even more deep

  • @yangjw6920
    @yangjw6920 4 года назад +3330

    Isn’t it sad when you get hurt so much , you can finally say
    “I’m used to it.”.

    • @ojazzyone6812
      @ojazzyone6812 4 года назад +35

      Skylar it’s not sad. It’s life. But I see what you’re saying; I’m sure tons of people can relate

    • @silentnighx4667
      @silentnighx4667 4 года назад +13

      I say that alot but my friends still helps me😕

    • @fyodorbeloved14
      @fyodorbeloved14 4 года назад +47

      it's sad when you've been raised to think it as 'normal'

    • @sawyerunruh1188
      @sawyerunruh1188 4 года назад +4

      @@silentnighx4667 more than i can say

    • @Iamdogfanandlikedog
      @Iamdogfanandlikedog 4 года назад +3

      yup 😔🤚🏽

  • @Ethan8246Gaming
    @Ethan8246Gaming 5 лет назад +3468

    The pain that you hide the best hurts you the most

  • @babibunni
    @babibunni 5 лет назад +5130

    song : its like we-
    me : *immediately starts crying.*

  • @constancemess4385
    @constancemess4385 5 лет назад +2815

    That first note hit me in the feels like a truck

  • @vi.3125
    @vi.3125 5 лет назад +836

    "i'm sorry, i thought you loved me."

  • @iceteaisthebesttea2550
    @iceteaisthebesttea2550 5 лет назад +2043

    **depression has joined the chat**

  • @nioviehello6587
    @nioviehello6587 5 лет назад +989

    Its one of those days where being at school is better than being home... "those days" are my normal now

    • @mxstical_
      @mxstical_ 5 лет назад +11

      i feel this highly

    • @lola-ox9ul
      @lola-ox9ul 5 лет назад +9

      Niovie Hello aww babes😩💔I’m here fr u bro💗💗☹️Wanna talk

    • @777talia
      @777talia 5 лет назад +8

      Omg same 🥺😣 i thought i was the only one...

    • @trackback6500
      @trackback6500 4 года назад +4

      I love you

    • @cassandrajohnson2826
      @cassandrajohnson2826 4 года назад +5

      I feel the exact smae way 😖

  • @kh0l1
    @kh0l1 5 лет назад +1720

    my bestfriend hates me, i couldn't relate more to this song.. :/

  • @annaanna-ul8bl
    @annaanna-ul8bl 5 лет назад +759

    I started whisper-siging this to myself. My voice was cracking and I almost broke down. Jesus, I never cry when I hear this song but I swear I'm the verge of a mental breakdown. I needed this though. I need something to give me a wake up call. Thanks. I love this version.

    • @laveen-nf2wi
      @laveen-nf2wi 4 года назад +8

      Hey, I know it's been a year and you might not see this but I hope your doing okay, you know I can't really cry anymore I try my hardest to show any sign of sadness just to be a little relieved in the end but it never happens but today it did I sang it and I cried and it was amazing haven't done it in a while i just wanna say we're all here for you. I hope your doing better ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @amyamalia56
      @amyamalia56 4 года назад +4

      @@laveen-nf2wi how sweet of you to say those things,i hope that ur okay too.

    • @laveen-nf2wi
      @laveen-nf2wi 4 года назад +2

      @@amyamalia56 thank you, you to ❤️❤️

    • @jasmineflores9013
      @jasmineflores9013 4 года назад +3

      laveen 2727 hope you’re doing good and thanks for being so kind hearted to a comment that is from one year ago, God Bless You 😗

    • @laveen-nf2wi
      @laveen-nf2wi 4 года назад +1

      @@jasmineflores9013 thank you soo much I hope your doing great as well ❤️❤️❤️🥺.

  • @stella-gh6dn
    @stella-gh6dn 5 лет назад +423

    nf is so amazing, i love to see him getting bigger and bigger everyday. he really deserves it.

  • @ashlynbaker5652
    @ashlynbaker5652 4 года назад +182

    i remember when i fell in love with this boy. he was obsessed with nf and got me into his music. before he broke up with me he said ‘i hope i never let you down’ and now every freakin time i hear this song i break...

  • @sqturn.x1593
    @sqturn.x1593 4 года назад +200

    When it says “It’s like we’re on the edge right now” hits me hard😔

    • @vesperious
      @vesperious 4 года назад +6

      its actually "feels like we're on the edge right now"

    • @brooklynpaul2757
      @brooklynpaul2757 4 года назад +1

      Shirrinツ because we really are

  • @princessanthony7538
    @princessanthony7538 4 года назад +491

    I haven't been going to school lately. I have been fighting a lot with my family. I don't find any motivation at all. I've been having really bad insomnia. Haven't been eating or getting out of my room. School is really hard and I'm always lonely. My depression hasn't left yet, it's been 2 and a half years. I've committed/attempted suicide for a good amount of time. don't know what to do anymore. anxiety is at it's peak. I just feel numb. life sucks.

    • @heyitzalisha_1112
      @heyitzalisha_1112 4 года назад +26

      awh, hope ur okay, please people will miss you ive been there. Stay strong

    • @gracierobson8112
      @gracierobson8112 4 года назад +20

      Princess Anthony please stay strong ‘light will come through’

    • @kennageier7818
      @kennageier7818 4 года назад +18

      your not alone,im here and its gonna be okay

    • @kimberlyg2778
      @kimberlyg2778 4 года назад +12

      hi I’m late but please eat something and keep your head up💞

    • @princessanthony7538
      @princessanthony7538 4 года назад +9

      Kimberly G thank you sm for your concern! Gladly, I’m feeling a lot better now :) it took a while, but I’m the important thing is that I’m recovering ❤️

  • @melissa-rx9xf
    @melissa-rx9xf 5 лет назад +276

    I want this slowed on spotify.🤤

    • @gothbave2
      @gothbave2 4 года назад

      Me too :(

    • @bertan_420.8
      @bertan_420.8 4 года назад +4

      You can Download it with a converter

    • @jamieelmore1
      @jamieelmore1 4 года назад +3

      I got y’all just wait a little bit and I can put it on there

    • @breyannino3888
      @breyannino3888 4 года назад +2

      PRO TV ELMORE Do it please

    • @jonesfamily2657
      @jonesfamily2657 4 года назад

      Same I wish it was

  • @jondavis617
    @jondavis617 Год назад +7

    "No, but at least you're happy."
    That hits.

  • @jacksonkolijn
    @jacksonkolijn 5 лет назад +272

    And here goes my mental breakdown just like every other night

    • @__eea
      @__eea 4 года назад +5

      Maya Het bijtje same 😔

    • @Morgannnnnnnn21
      @Morgannnnnnnn21 3 года назад

      Hope you’re doing better a year later king👑

  • @leeuhleah
    @leeuhleah 6 лет назад +270

    Got me in my feelings...✨

    • @nichilyu8309
      @nichilyu8309 5 лет назад +2

      Keke do you love me... ...... Sorry😂
      Army BTW!

    • @tuananh0376
      @tuananh0376 4 года назад

      @@nichilyu8309 vc

  • @ryliesellers4383
    @ryliesellers4383 4 года назад +22

    "At least your happy"
    That hits so hard

  • @briannada4241
    @briannada4241 6 лет назад +808

    Lyrics
    Feels like we're on the edge right now
    I wish that I could say I'm proud
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    Let you down
    All these voices in my head get loud
    I wish that I could shut them out
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    L-l-let you down
    Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
    Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed
    It's annoying
    I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you
    But, I guess the more you
    Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right?
    Yeah, I'ma just ignore you
    Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
    Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
    Very loyal?
    Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full
    What else should I carry for you?
    I cared for you, but
    Feels like we're on the edge right now
    I wish that I could say I'm proud
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    L-l-let you down
    All these voices in my head get loud
    I wish that I could shut them out
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    L-l-let you down
    Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
    You just wanna make this worse
    Want me to listen to you
    But you don't ever hear my words
    You don't wanna know my hurt, yet
    Let me guess you want an apology, probably
    How can we keep going at a rate like this?
    We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
    Please don't come after me
    I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
    Go ahead, just drink it off
    Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
    Ain't that what you always do?
    I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood
    What else can I offer you?
    There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you
    Feels like we're on the edge right now
    I wish that I could say I'm proud
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    L-l-let you down
    All these voices in my head get loud
    I wish that I could shut them out
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    L-l-let you down
    Yeah, don't talk down to me
    That's not gonna work now
    Packed all my clothes and I moved out
    I don't even wanna go to your house
    Everytime I sit on that couch
    I feel like you lecture me
    Eventually, I bet that we
    Could have made this work and probably woulda figured things out
    But I guess that I'm a letdown
    But it's cool, I checked out
    Oh, you wanna be friends now?
    Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
    Sit around and talk about the good times
    That didn't even happen
    I mean, why are you laughing?
    Must have missed that joke
    Let me see if I can find a reaction
    No, but at least you're happy
    Feels like we're on the edge right now
    I wish that I could say I'm proud
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    Oh, I let you down
    All these voices in my head get loud
    And I wish that I could shut them out
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    Oh, let you down
    I'm sorry
    I'm so sorry now
    I'm sorry
    That I let you down

  • @rain-zp9go
    @rain-zp9go 5 лет назад +193

    0:00 - 0:33 is the absolute best part, don't even fight me on this one

    • @hannahpayne4091
      @hannahpayne4091 5 лет назад +3

      Ikr

    • @yvngzion835
      @yvngzion835 4 года назад +22

      I feel like 3:24-3:59 was better

    • @xybax9535
      @xybax9535 4 года назад +25

      0:00 - 4:36 PERIODT

    • @alisaf3010
      @alisaf3010 4 года назад +3

      @@xybax9535 YUP

    • @coltenlewis4768
      @coltenlewis4768 4 года назад +2

      I like where it talks about nothing left cause he gave it all to him but that’s me

  • @chungers1460
    @chungers1460 4 года назад +37

    yeah. i let everyone down. i wish that i could cry. i wish i could show someone how much i care. i can’t take it.

  • @kiarakh7637
    @kiarakh7637 5 лет назад +35

    This song is me and my dad....
    The big last part starting from "don't talk down on me;..." till the song ends ,has 100% all happend to me and him in the last 4 years

  • @SW77l
    @SW77l 4 года назад +6

    All this voice’s in my head get loud I wish I could shut them down * damn I felt that 💔

  • @nelasafrova886
    @nelasafrova886 4 года назад +48

    These songs hit different when you’re home alone because of the quarantine

  • @nev7678
    @nev7678 5 лет назад +154

    Me: Omg- i finally found one
    Dad: what are you listing to
    Me: Um

  • @reagancrist8490
    @reagancrist8490 5 лет назад +78

    ripped my heart out

  • @warcrimesz
    @warcrimesz 4 года назад +567

    Me listening to this song in the car: “What did I do wrong, that’s parents for ya”
    My dad: Shut up. We raise you perfectly.
    YOURE DENYING ME OF ANY SORT OF COMFORT. I FEEL HAPPIER WITH A GROUP OF 30 PEOPLE I MET ONLINE THAN I DO WITH YOU TWO.

  • @Turquxise-LpsTube-
    @Turquxise-LpsTube- 5 лет назад +125

    I think this song is one of my favorite drugs.
    (I don't take drugs but when I love a lot a song or something, I say it's my drug.)

    • @seva7396
      @seva7396 5 лет назад +3

      i take *drugs* because of the way _people_ be with me. i'm sorry, *i* can't *_stop_* *i'm* slowly *dying*

    • @katiekushnerov3262
      @katiekushnerov3262 5 лет назад +1

      the only drug i use is weed for anxiety and sometimes recreational

    • @bertan_420.8
      @bertan_420.8 4 года назад

      @@katiekushnerov3262 me too

  • @saracarlino615
    @saracarlino615 4 года назад +16

    I just realized how bad it is to lose someone because in that way you lose your self too :(

  • @Sweetheart11_
    @Sweetheart11_ 5 лет назад +18

    Nf is gorgeous, this song is gorgeous, this version is gorgeous. Thank you!!!

  • @miss-prada
    @miss-prada 5 лет назад +28

    1 year later and I’m still crying to this song 😭

    • @ematab4352
      @ematab4352 4 года назад

      did u make it another year or u happy now? if yes i’m happy fou uuuu

    • @IlRMII
      @IlRMII 2 года назад

      @@ematab4352 hope both yall hade more and better years🫂

  • @Mj-qi2nu
    @Mj-qi2nu 4 года назад +122

    Song: its-
    *tsunami😭

  • @elisabethandrade3015
    @elisabethandrade3015 6 лет назад +286

    damn i love this song its rlly depressed and i used to cry alor but anyways im over wth deppression which is good cuz i used to hurt myself ... but anyways do u mind doing pnb rock unforgettable

  • @bradriggien2946
    @bradriggien2946 4 года назад +50

    Looking at these comments and not knowing if yal are still alive... or if the trigger rly got you.. is the worst 😔

  • @mantits2724
    @mantits2724 4 года назад +4

    After the hardest stage..your just numb after that.

  • @AriannaWhitacre
    @AriannaWhitacre 4 года назад +10

    We are the generation who is depressed and we will understand our kids depression well

  • @sorryno9391
    @sorryno9391 4 года назад +284

    lyrics for the first fast part
    Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
    Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed
    It's annoying
    I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you
    But, I guess the more you
    Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right?
    Yeah, I'ma just ignore you
    Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
    Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
    Very loyal?
    Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full
    What else should I carry for you?
    I cared for you, but
    edit:thx for 2likes..

    • @sorryno9391
      @sorryno9391 4 года назад +6

      i got highlited... did i do something bad...sorry im bad at english filipino here

    • @sorryno9391
      @sorryno9391 4 года назад +3

      something wrong

    • @arounduaewithilian917
      @arounduaewithilian917 4 года назад +3

      @@sorryno9391 highlighted is something good, don't worry

    • @soapkito
      @soapkito 4 года назад

      ahh thank you! ^^

  • @renereale4872
    @renereale4872 5 лет назад +113

    Teen boy: it's like were on the edge right now...
    Uncle comes in: *YEAH* ʕʘ̅͜ʘ̅ʔ

  • @annie-plzcomeback7910
    @annie-plzcomeback7910 3 года назад +11

    All the people that is listening to this. I just want to say that it will get better.. You just need to get through this.. Even if it's hard I know you GUYS can do this😊

  • @kxte.dreamzz6497
    @kxte.dreamzz6497 5 лет назад +119

    Song: *im sorry that I let you down*
    I feel the same way, my mom always doubted me in things and whenever i did something she wanted me to do, she'd think it wasn't good enough and that I was a disappointment and a disgrace to my family.
    This song is sadly relatable😔💔
    Edit: I'm doing better, I eventually got to the point where I started hurting myself but then I'm trying to break the addiction! My mom called me a disgrace and my sister called me useless, but I wont let them take me down! Always stay strong and never let others opinion's about you get to you. You are you and they don't see what you could be when your older. Stay strong ❤️💞

    • @Meg-sv6pe
      @Meg-sv6pe 5 лет назад +6

      tae yang I'm sorry, I bet your amazing and that your mom just wants what's best for you. From one random person on RUclips to another in always here💕

    • @kxte.dreamzz6497
      @kxte.dreamzz6497 5 лет назад +4

      @@Meg-sv6pe awww thank you I bet your amazing also but better than me my mom doesn't love me so what's the point.... She doesn't want the best of me if she did she would've been happy from any grades I got she didn't even come to my awards ceremony... 😭

    • @mynameisnugget1195
      @mynameisnugget1195 5 лет назад +3

      im so sorry :c if you want to talk my insta is : @amelielovr
      Dont forget i love you and youre great!

    • @kxte.dreamzz6497
      @kxte.dreamzz6497 5 лет назад +2

      @@mynameisnugget1195 awh okie I'll add you! And I Love you more xoxo

    • @mitsumi1979
      @mitsumi1979 5 лет назад +2

      @@kxte.dreamzz6497 aww im sorry here is my email if u wanna talk mentalminds666@gmail.com

  • @tsmith416
    @tsmith416 5 лет назад +116

    i’m mentally unstable because i was broken up with, i gave everything i had to someone i truly cared for and they left me. i’m so numb to everything now, i laugh at things i should be sad at... does that make me psychotic or just done? 💔

    • @MGLAkia
      @MGLAkia 4 года назад +5

      t ...love does make you be like that huh..?you were broken up, when you didnt even know why..when you gave everything you had.. just to show them you care..you love...them..but when you needed them they left you..but laughing at things you should be sad at doesnt mean you are done nor a psychopath..it turned your world upside down....it turned your life the exact opposite..but thats ok love..life is..stupid..a lie..a * G A M E* that has many unlimited choices..choose your path wisely

    • @arunanabanana3159
      @arunanabanana3159 4 года назад +4

      @@MGLAkia damn.

    • @MGLAkia
      @MGLAkia 4 года назад +2

      z i a n n e - was i too poetic?🤣

    • @arunanabanana3159
      @arunanabanana3159 4 года назад +4

      @@MGLAkia nah, i just find it perfect

    • @MGLAkia
      @MGLAkia 4 года назад +3

      z i a n n e - aww!!ok!

  • @xeon579
    @xeon579 5 лет назад +34

    It seems our world became so lifeless and sad ,

  • @bryannaj8837
    @bryannaj8837 4 года назад +12

    It's 2 AM
    Your crying
    You feel alone
    You feel like no one would notice if you left
    You hide your tears from the world
    You put on a smile everyday
    You wanna give up
    It's 2 AM and no one knows
    Welcome to my world
    Your not alone I love you
    You don't have to be happy to have friends or to fit in.
    Be you

  • @the_it_girl1209
    @the_it_girl1209 4 года назад +4

    “I wish I could say I’m proud I’m sorry I let you down”🥺🥺this reminds me of every sad thing in life

  • @mxstical_
    @mxstical_ 4 года назад +5

    i usually cry to this song but i’m too numb to cry anymore.

  • @Gamer9870win
    @Gamer9870win 5 лет назад +4

    slowed to perfection !!!

  • @ame_ame5737
    @ame_ame5737 4 года назад +10

    Who there for listen to this song of quarantine 'couse you miss someone...

  • @pew2326
    @pew2326 4 года назад +5

    The thing is, your always hit with that feeling having to ruin your good feeling.

  • @hollymohan2504
    @hollymohan2504 4 года назад +17

    I can't hide the pain of not being skinny, prettier enough left in everyone's shadow like I'm nothing I'm the last choice my fake friends come to vent to me then leave me all broken with nothing to build me back up again I can't talk to anyone they'll find me a disappointment

  • @sisilondinova92
    @sisilondinova92 4 года назад +4

    stop crying, im here for yall;)

  • @adithyanstatus8642
    @adithyanstatus8642 4 года назад +10

    Everyone left me, my family, friends, girlfriend, I've no one to say mine, I'm alone always , sometimes talk to myself .

  • @bekka9230
    @bekka9230 5 лет назад +37

    This is gorgeous oh my word

  • @baileynaranjo4410
    @baileynaranjo4410 4 года назад +5

    I have never cryed harder in my life

  • @pirate_kylie_mspxox5837
    @pirate_kylie_mspxox5837 5 лет назад +33

    this is perfect video for those people trying to learn the rap xD liked :D

  • @grayamet
    @grayamet 5 лет назад +22

    this channel puts my heart in a microwave

  • @kikifigs4013
    @kikifigs4013 4 года назад +3

    Damn sounds so much better slowed

  • @boobygirl5507
    @boobygirl5507 4 года назад +74

    "What else can I offer you?
    There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you"
    yikes

  • @zrchie3641
    @zrchie3641 4 года назад +1

    the quiet little 'screams' in the background music are so strangely..beautiful

  • @jennifertorres4552
    @jennifertorres4552 4 года назад +18

    When your not depressed but still listens: mom: those songs make you sad 😒 me:…………Mother You listen to sad songs and make you cry 🤨

  • @laxshanaoff4217
    @laxshanaoff4217 5 лет назад +7

    am I the only one thats so numb to the core that I cant even feel any emotion?

  • @lucy3646
    @lucy3646 5 лет назад +7

    The beginning! 😍

  • @BellaCupcakez
    @BellaCupcakez 3 года назад +1

    it’s like you want to tell someone how you really feel, all those moments you broke down, all the moments you’ve been faking a smile for, all the times you’re up late, all the times you lost your appetite, all the times you felt lost in reality but words can’t even come out, just tears and your urge to scream

  • @ojazzyone6812
    @ojazzyone6812 4 года назад +3

    I swear no matter how many times I listen to this, that first note on the piano hits me like a kick to the gut from a martial arts master. I CAN’T! I wanna cry every time I hear this, which is why I only listen to it when everyone in my house is asleep.

  • @zoebel321
    @zoebel321 5 лет назад +13

    This really helps me with mastering the rapping part of the song. Thank you!

  • @hotl2ne
    @hotl2ne 4 года назад +4

    you know those times when you cant cry and you just sit there just sad and you just feel depressed.. ?

  • @mankho_
    @mankho_ Год назад +1

    When you're happy, you listen to the song.
    When you're sad, you understand the lyrics.

  • @creatiistudios9007
    @creatiistudios9007 4 года назад +15

    My fav part is 1:24
    The duet is soo good there!

  • @emilymay7158
    @emilymay7158 4 года назад +7

    “Packed all my clothes and I moved out, I don’t even wanna go to your house” I relate to that one a little to much

  • @ellabeaulieu7349
    @ellabeaulieu7349 4 года назад +23

    “I guess I’m a disappointment” 😔

  • @JoseMejia-iw7si
    @JoseMejia-iw7si 4 года назад +5

    This song make me feel like I’m not alone here. The feeling of never being enough. And always failing. Everyone expecting me to be okay and apologize for everything. Then it’s me in my room, getting dizzy, feeling lonely, and outcasted. I’m only 15 and I feel this way and it scares me that I may live my entire life with these chains of self deprecation holding me down. And it’s tiring. Anyone else just so tired? And get upset when others say “you don’t know what it means to be tired” but we do. We do.

    • @kittvskarrkr6074
      @kittvskarrkr6074 2 года назад

      Girl I feel you. But I pray. Because the best comfort I get is from the Heavens.
      Everything...everyone happens for a reason. I believe we were put here because even though we suffer we still have a divine purpose. Why else wouldn't we be here?

  • @goatcheese
    @goatcheese 6 лет назад +106

    This is hella nice. Would you mind doing its not love by lontalius?

    • @slowpokes
      @slowpokes  6 лет назад +8

      ofc

    • @slowpokes
      @slowpokes  6 лет назад +8

      ruclips.net/video/AYO8Jmaxl6c/видео.html posted!

  • @avabrown8812
    @avabrown8812 4 года назад +6

    It’s gotten to the point where I’ve become so good at hiding the pain I’ve forgotten about it. And then I stop and think and it all comes rushing back. Like it’s always been there. And if someone asks me how I’m doing it’s always “I’m fine”. The fake smiles. The I’m goods. And in reality it feels like you have no one. Nothing. Nowhere to go. And whenever I get happy. Like really happy. Something happens. And it goes away. And I crave that feeling. I miss it. I miss the happiness. And so I fake it.

  • @himalia7884
    @himalia7884 4 года назад +5

    RIP LIL BUB AND GRUMPY CAT
    At least they’re together now⭐️❤️ comet cat💫🌏 and miss hate-it-all😾💝

  • @lilysasmr9928
    @lilysasmr9928 5 лет назад +2

    favourite rapper 🥺🥰

  • @michelle-jx4en
    @michelle-jx4en 4 года назад +1

    anyone just love the feeling of crying and just letting your feelings out, nobody hurt you,you just like being sad

  • @sophieparata1958
    @sophieparata1958 5 лет назад +5

    It really gets into your feels :(

  • @MO0NP13_
    @MO0NP13_ 4 года назад +9

    My best friend left me for “that group” that skips and smokes, this song hit me hard..

  • @JC-nw7hg
    @JC-nw7hg 4 года назад +2

    This song just really hits me I swear

  • @rodneythomas8288
    @rodneythomas8288 5 лет назад +1

    Beautiful melody

  • @kh0l1
    @kh0l1 5 лет назад +44

    Feels like we're on the edge right now
    I wish that I could say I'm proud
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    Let you down
    All these voices in my head get loud
    I wish that I could shut them out
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    L-l-let you down
    Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
    Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed
    It's annoying
    I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you
    But, I guess the more you
    Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right?
    Yeah, I'ma just ignore you
    Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
    Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
    Very loyal?
    Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full
    What else should I carry for you?
    I cared for you, but
    Feels like we're on the edge right now
    I wish that I could say I'm proud
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    L-l-let you down
    All these voices in my head get loud
    I wish that I could shut them out
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    L-l-let you down
    Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
    You just wanna make this worse
    Want me to listen to you
    But you don't ever hear my words
    You don't wanna know my hurt, yet
    Let me guess you want an apology, probably
    How can we keep going at a rate like this?
    We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
    Please don't come after me
    I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
    Go ahead, just drink it off
    Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
    Ain't that what you always do?
    I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood
    What else can I offer you?
    There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you
    Feels like we're on the edge right now
    I wish that I could say I'm proud
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    L-l-let you down
    All these voices in my head get loud
    I wish that I could shut them out
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    L-l-let you down
    Yeah, don't talk down to me
    That's not gonna work now
    Packed all my clothes and I moved out
    I don't even wanna go to your house
    Everytime I sit on that couch
    I feel like you lecture me
    Eventually, I bet that we
    Could have made this work and probably woulda figured things out
    But I guess that I'm a letdown
    But it's cool, I checked out
    Oh, you wanna be friends now?
    Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
    Sit around and talk about the good times
    That didn't even happen
    I mean, why are you laughing?
    Must have missed that joke
    Let me see if I can find a reaction
    No, but at least you're happy
    Feels like we're on the edge right now
    I wish that I could say I'm proud
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    Oh, I let you down
    All these voices in my head get loud
    And I wish that I could shut them out
    I'm sorry that I let you down
    Oh, let you down
    I'm sorry
    I'm so sorry now
    I'm sorry
    That I let you down

  • @imjustaubree4754
    @imjustaubree4754 4 года назад +6

    I feel like the backup friend, they only talk to me when no one else will and it’s killing me inside. Am I not good enough, I try so hard to be perfect in their eyes but nothing works. They said ,” oh sorry we forgot u were even alive.” I can’t take it anymore.
    Sorry for the rant :(

    • @xlcver
      @xlcver 3 года назад

      It's okay you can rant. 🥺 There's no need to apologize ☹️

  • @goretasticcat
    @goretasticcat 4 года назад +6

    As soon as I hear the beat I immediately start to cry, my ex listened to this song when we broke up and everytime I hear it I feel like she's next to me judging me.

    • @Ahtesham_
      @Ahtesham_ Год назад

      Almighty allah is always with you bro be strong ♥️

  • @usr9161
    @usr9161 4 года назад +8

    Standing in the rain crying because he or she left you
    the only thing that u can remember is the past of u and them
    you wanted to just have a last hug but they just left
    when they did your friend left
    someone in your family died (sorry for that)
    no-one notices all they do is bully u
    then they noticed your really hurt but u cover it with a paper smile you drew now
    you cant stop crying or faking your smile because your pain and your mind hasnt lost that person that used u
    when you get up and go to your room you scream and just try to die but god has you in his heart
    then u tell yourself
    never give up but u did......now you lie their on the floor dead.....
    IM SO SORRY FOR THIS TBH

  • @MICHELLE-wr1dg
    @MICHELLE-wr1dg 5 лет назад +9

    cryιng ιn ѕlow-мoтιon

  • @therustynickle4772
    @therustynickle4772 5 лет назад +5

    (Has listened to the original song for about a year)
    I wonder if there's a daycore version, probably nothing THAT special-
    (0.25 seconds into the song)
    I'm in love

  • @bangtanxtxtyolo4968
    @bangtanxtxtyolo4968 4 года назад +1

    this song makes me emotional every time i listen to it ://

  • @alanna8599
    @alanna8599 4 года назад +3

    “I thought you loved me”
    that really hurts coming from someone you actually love and see as your world.🤕❤️❤️
    call the people you love today. Don’t fight with the people you love.

  • @lucy3646
    @lucy3646 5 лет назад +11

    The beginning killed me :'

  • @sofiaacebo3685
    @sofiaacebo3685 4 года назад +4

    NF songs slowed hit different

  • @whymyglowupkeeppassingme3412
    @whymyglowupkeeppassingme3412 4 года назад +2

    “Im sorry that i let you down” 🥺

  • @bensa2000
    @bensa2000 5 лет назад +1

    Much better than the other original

  • @suscube69
    @suscube69 5 лет назад +12

    I acc can't do this- This makes me feel so peaceful, so relaxed, so calm something that I really needed so tysm, like ily.

  • @leeahhh123
    @leeahhh123 4 года назад +17

    POV: you're trying to convince your friend to stay by apologising but he isn't listening

  • @jordanchandler6781
    @jordanchandler6781 5 лет назад +2

    this one hit me right in the feels

  • @k1126a
    @k1126a 5 лет назад +2

    I started to and started to cry bro I swear

  • @FireyPhoenix1314
    @FireyPhoenix1314 6 лет назад +8

    This is beautiful. Thank you

  • @emilyrose7978
    @emilyrose7978 5 лет назад +3

    2:52 best part of the song🤤

  • @neilwebster370
    @neilwebster370 4 года назад +1

    It’s okay to not be okay. Head up don’t do anything u may regret. U will get thru this u are loved, whether u know it or not there are ppl who will be devastated by ur loss. I’ve been there it’s ass but u just gotta get thru it. Thanks for listening to my Ted talk

  • @aminadilawar7262
    @aminadilawar7262 4 года назад +2

    honestly when people say it will get better it won't you will just get used to all the pain and go numb its the harsh reality of it.