Yep pile 3. ❤ Completely cut nasty narc ex off- finally back to work as an artist. Wasn’t allowed to work, or leave the house or do anything for myself. Father of my kids. Felt so blocked for so long. Finally painting again and finalist in a painting prize. ❤
wow. i journaled my indecision about saying anything, really because I have so much peace. I opened RUclips, clicked on this, without realizing what it would be about, and it’s completely relevant. i love how much i resonate w your frequency. thanks jess 💛
Ahhhh, Pile 1 was soooo on point. At first, I couldn't quite follow where you were going with it. 😅 But you came through strong. It's learning our own triggers and finding loving ways to engage that allows for openness, vulnerability, and honesty so both parties to feel safe and secure. I've been learning a lot about my emotions. While my heart feels a little raw at times, I will be grateful for this experience, no matter how things work themselves out.
Im going through this now. I've been gaslit for 28 years. Told how he wants to divorce 20 years ago, for visiting family while he worked. ... I've been everything from the best thing to a pig only uséd for good schmeckel.. his only reason to stay .. SMH. My beautiful sister died and I have been at the funeral home today. My lesson is not to be degraded.. i have been.
aaah, yes, my toxic mothers ideologies coming back to haunt me once more in a reading *takes out shadow work notebook* aaaaah, shiiii, here we go again! 😂😭😮💨
I tried watching this video about 10 times and I just have to keep rewinding it. I relate to all three piles. Number three was really close to my heart. You hit the nail in the coffin. LOL. Trying to love myself again. I'm releasing all the toxicity from my past and you made it clear for me to understand. And I'm truly grateful for this video. I really needed it. You are definitely tapped in and you are definitely a light to others.. thank you thank you thank you
pile 3: yes hyper critical parent.....now im 26 and still feel so confused as to what my "calling" is that will make my heart light up, and feel as though maybe its not really anything in particular...just being and doing good ...sigh
Once again Jess you totally knocked it out of the park. I started therapy recently to address my mean inner monologue and it’s been bringing up a bunch of hard memories but for the sake of healing it’s totally worth it. This actually helped bring in a little perspective I needed. Also ps. I recently joined your Patreon ⛈️🌈 and I’m excited for the exclusive readings over there !!!
I would just like to say thank you for being such a beautifully eloquent, deep, compassionate, and articulate female example in this world! You have given language to understanding in me. Now I feel more equipped to speak on the complex knowings I had within, but didn’t have the words to help people understand. I am truly grateful! 🙏🏼
Pile 2: the decision was to keep our baby and not abort. He ran. Been in that deep 8th house shadow work untangling from codependency and stepping more into my intuitive gifts. Thx Jess 🤍
Pile 2 drew me in..( I'd like to share something please..last week i dropped 2 trays a total of 30 eggs on my vehicle seat & floorboard .. 16 of them broke ,after the shock of what happened I actually felt a calming affect come over me. Thinking about it this past week ,I'm sure it was fate because I'd been feeling lost , confused & off track. ) Thank you Jess for sharing your readings , glad i found your channel !!
Lmao literally played my way into nannying and seeing for others. Thank you. You have such a powerful eye to pinpoint which energy is triggering problems.
I went through pile 3 and I’m on my way up and have been doing so much better ever since. I am still disappointed that i allowed a so called friend to treat me that way. I’m smarter than that but in hindsight i was just trying to trust another person. I really wanted to believe everyone in my life isn’t a horrible person. It’s like i have to stick with the devil i know and stop expecting anything at all ever from anyone
Pile 3, this is my second comment..You are blowing my mind, Jess. My Mom was extremely critical, primarily about how I look. She’s cruel and overly fixated on appearance. She’s definitely a bully.
Thank you so much Jess. Your readings are so in depth. Even when a particular reading or pile isn't necessarily meant for me, I still learn so much. I appreciate you saying that the way we get drawn into a specific pile has own meaning. All 3 of these piles resonated in different ways. I think the overall message for me right now is to sit down, not speak up. It feels really unfair but the other person isn't opening that door.
This reminds me of one of the first readings I saw on this channel, about a woman who was manipulative and who was eating / in control of another person. Getting caught in their "web" also feels like deja vu, like you said it before..
Pile 3 - Interesting convo at the beginning. I've got a Leo sun and Scorpio moon. Haven't ever heard of them being like a conjunction. Interested in learning more about that.
Group 3. This is the ex I've just left. He came from a long term relationship with a queen of swords in reverse and I was the door mat that he wanted to wipe his feet on after he came in from his nefarious activities. But he doesn't realise that wiping the mud off the feet is not the same as having a spiritual bath. I thought he was really working on his life but his relationship with me was just his mask to help him pretend he wasn't spiritually damaged. I'm finding my own peace now and he's having a dark night. I hope, for his sake, he learns something. Sending him peace, love and healing from a distance.
Pile 3, In western astrology I have the Sun in Leo and I am 29 degrees Libra rising…I am still traumatized over an experience with a very mean man who has a Leo Sun and his Mars and Jupiter are Scorpio, yet almost conjunct my Ascendant by 3 degrees. His Pluto was in my 12th house nearly conjunct my Ascendant as well. My moon is Aquarius precisely opposite his Sun, and his Taurus across from his Mars Jupiter conjunction. We both have Venus in Cancer. His Venus squares his Saturn, Pluto, Mars and Jupiter. I am terrified of this person.
My precious Jess, at my sister's funeral a letter was read from her calling me a sinner, or wandered from God, who wasn't going to see her in heaven unless I was forgiven.. 😢😢 I've always been a child of God the Creator. I feel I was put here on earth to help and encourage others.. It really stung in front of hundreds of her friends and family.. any advice for this?!?? I posted before my lesson must be not to be degraded.. SMH.. I'm not going to accept the dark thoughts they seem to have.. I'm a light in this world.. I'm the 13th out of 15 kids .
Pile 3 ...being shot out of a cannon?😂 how ironic. Remember the video soul to squeeze/rhcp? Conehead gets shot out of cannon while band members are carny folks? Would it surprise you to know that the missing band member IS MY KARMIC??🎉😈yeah soul squeezing is what he's BEST AT. Well, im a bartender and im saying, caught you red handed this lifetime bub, and YOURE SHUT OFF. No fucking wonder I woke up through MUSIC, and His music has been the Catalyst. And no fucking wonder my REAL TWIN is dead, be cause in 8/9s reading pile 2 you said HE was the real target. My moniker is named after a song about carny life. Since Anthony Keidis wrote the song, guess id have to go back to see how the video was conceptualized. I just know 4he song is on the coneheads soundtrack. But AK isn't my karmic. However. Thry could land themselves in very hot water if they ripped off my real twin CONSCIOUSLY. Spirit always talkin😂!
Wow! I’ve lived through pile #1 and then pile #2 in this same connection- and now I’m inside of pile 3….. I ended the relationship on Friday and I’m feeling so free and excited for future and flowing wherever my higher self guides me. I’m still processing the grief of what he COULD have been if he could have lowered his guard and met me in love instead of clinging to the toxic behaviours that became so volatile that I couldn’t stay there safely. 💔🥲
Pile 1 is 100%. I'm sitting at a beautiful beach crying my eyes out because this is so true. Needed to hear this.
Intro and anchor: 11:40
Pick pile and bonus cards: 12:51
Pile 1: 18:12
Pile 2: 47:47
Pile 3: 1:11:30
General: 1:38:43
Pile 2: 47:57
Yep pile 3. ❤ Completely cut nasty narc ex off- finally back to work as an artist. Wasn’t allowed to work, or leave the house or do anything for myself. Father of my kids. Felt so blocked for so long. Finally painting again and finalist in a painting prize. ❤
Ha yep- ex kept saying… well you win! No one wins in a situation like ours. You’re right it’s not win or lose.
wow. i journaled my indecision about saying anything, really because I have so much peace. I opened RUclips, clicked on this, without realizing what it would be about, and it’s completely relevant. i love how much i resonate w your frequency. thanks jess 💛
Ahhhh, Pile 1 was soooo on point. At first, I couldn't quite follow where you were going with it. 😅 But you came through strong. It's learning our own triggers and finding loving ways to engage that allows for openness, vulnerability, and honesty so both parties to feel safe and secure. I've been learning a lot about my emotions. While my heart feels a little raw at times, I will be grateful for this experience, no matter how things work themselves out.
Im going through this now. I've been gaslit for 28 years. Told how he wants to divorce 20 years ago, for visiting family while he worked. ... I've been everything from the best thing to a pig only uséd for good schmeckel.. his only reason to stay .. SMH. My beautiful sister died and I have been at the funeral home today. My lesson is not to be degraded.. i have been.
Same
Sending you a big hug. May your sister rest peacefully.
I'm so sorry for your loss ❤
@@camillapalmer82 thank you. A beautiful ceremony
@@leschatsmusicale thank you
Yea toxic family issues are the worst..I lost myself in all of their mess
aaah, yes, my toxic mothers ideologies coming back to haunt me once more in a reading *takes out shadow work notebook* aaaaah, shiiii, here we go again! 😂😭😮💨
You can handle this, good luck ❤
I tried watching this video about 10 times and I just have to keep rewinding it. I relate to all three piles. Number three was really close to my heart. You hit the nail in the coffin. LOL. Trying to love myself again. I'm releasing all the toxicity from my past and you made it clear for me to understand. And I'm truly grateful for this video. I really needed it. You are definitely tapped in and you are definitely a light to others.. thank you thank you thank you
pile 3: yes hyper critical parent.....now im 26 and still feel so confused as to what my "calling" is that will make my heart light up, and feel as though maybe its not really anything in particular...just being and doing good ...sigh
Pile 1. Yes! I'm dealing with a narcissist!
Once again Jess you totally knocked it out of the park. I started therapy recently to address my mean inner monologue and it’s been bringing up a bunch of hard memories but for the sake of healing it’s totally worth it. This actually helped bring in a little perspective I needed. Also ps. I recently joined your Patreon ⛈️🌈 and I’m excited for the exclusive readings over there !!!
I would just like to say thank you for being such a beautifully eloquent, deep, compassionate, and articulate female example in this world! You have given language to understanding in me. Now I feel more equipped to speak on the complex knowings I had within, but didn’t have the words to help people understand. I am truly grateful! 🙏🏼
Pile 2: the decision was to keep our baby and not abort. He ran. Been in that deep 8th house shadow work untangling from codependency and stepping more into my intuitive gifts. Thx Jess 🤍
Pile 2 drew me in..( I'd like to share something please..last week i dropped 2 trays a total of 30 eggs on my vehicle seat & floorboard .. 16 of them broke ,after the shock of what happened I actually felt a calming affect come over me. Thinking about it this past week ,I'm sure it was fate because I'd been feeling lost , confused & off track. ) Thank you Jess for sharing your readings , glad i found your channel !!
Lmao literally played my way into nannying and seeing for others. Thank you. You have such a powerful eye to pinpoint which energy is triggering problems.
I went through pile 3 and I’m on my way up and have been doing so much better ever since. I am still disappointed that i allowed a so called friend to treat me that way. I’m smarter than that but in hindsight i was just trying to trust another person. I really wanted to believe everyone in my life isn’t a horrible person. It’s like i have to stick with the devil i know and stop expecting anything at all ever from anyone
This is so important, to not fight where you are not meant to fight, such a skill. 🥰
Pile 3, this is my second comment..You are blowing my mind, Jess. My Mom was extremely critical, primarily about how I look. She’s cruel and overly fixated on appearance. She’s definitely a bully.
Group 2: thank you - and absolutely right!
Thank you so much Jess. Your readings are so in depth. Even when a particular reading or pile isn't necessarily meant for me, I still learn so much. I appreciate you saying that the way we get drawn into a specific pile has own meaning. All 3 of these piles resonated in different ways. I think the overall message for me right now is to sit down, not speak up. It feels really unfair but the other person isn't opening that door.
This reminds me of one of the first readings I saw on this channel, about a woman who was manipulative and who was eating / in control of another person. Getting caught in their "web" also feels like deja vu, like you said it before..
Pile 2 he said, if you had my troubles, youd be cryin too.
Play your way into a career. -Awesome person
Pile 3 - Interesting convo at the beginning. I've got a Leo sun and Scorpio moon. Haven't ever heard of them being like a conjunction. Interested in learning more about that.
You have an incredible gift.
Wow pile 1 is my situation!
Group 3. This is the ex I've just left. He came from a long term relationship with a queen of swords in reverse and I was the door mat that he wanted to wipe his feet on after he came in from his nefarious activities. But he doesn't realise that wiping the mud off the feet is not the same as having a spiritual bath. I thought he was really working on his life but his relationship with me was just his mask to help him pretend he wasn't spiritually damaged.
I'm finding my own peace now and he's having a dark night. I hope, for his sake, he learns something. Sending him peace, love and healing from a distance.
Yes the last few minutes of the video really resonates too.
Pile 1 JX pile 2 MD RC and pile 3 🥅. Thank you 💜
Beyoncé - American Requiem (1)
Pile 3, In western astrology I have the Sun in Leo and I am 29 degrees Libra rising…I am still traumatized over an experience with a very mean man who has a Leo Sun and his Mars and Jupiter are Scorpio, yet almost conjunct my Ascendant by 3 degrees. His Pluto was in my 12th house nearly conjunct my Ascendant as well. My moon is Aquarius precisely opposite his Sun, and his Taurus across from his Mars Jupiter conjunction. We both have Venus in Cancer. His Venus squares his Saturn, Pluto, Mars and Jupiter. I am terrified of this person.
Hello everyone and of course you Jess ❤❤❤
Very nice title !
Pile 2
48:00 pile number 2 ❤
Lol I’m a free flowing children’s theater teacher
Ty Jess 💜💚
yeah I'm looking at numerology - I've got nothing left!
Way to go Alex! 🤗
LOL I knew you were going to say blue.
My precious Jess, at my sister's funeral a letter was read from her calling me a sinner, or wandered from God, who wasn't going to see her in heaven unless I was forgiven.. 😢😢
I've always been a child of God the Creator. I feel I was put here on earth to help and encourage others.. It really stung in front of hundreds of her friends and family.. any advice for this?!??
I posted before my lesson must be not to be degraded.. SMH.. I'm not going to accept the dark thoughts they seem to have.. I'm a light in this world..
I'm the 13th out of 15 kids .
😊 Thank you
Yessss truth
I saw that sculpture with two adults and two children. Turning away,
41:09 exactly
Heritage Store - Rosewater
❤️❤️❤️
Pile 1 would it surprise you to know that he passed away?😢
💖💖💖
Pile 3 ...being shot out of a cannon?😂 how ironic. Remember the video soul to squeeze/rhcp? Conehead gets shot out of cannon while band members are carny folks? Would it surprise you to know that the missing band member IS MY KARMIC??🎉😈yeah soul squeezing is what he's BEST AT. Well, im a bartender and im saying, caught you red handed this lifetime bub, and YOURE SHUT OFF. No fucking wonder I woke up through MUSIC, and His music has been the Catalyst. And no fucking wonder my REAL TWIN is dead, be cause in 8/9s reading pile 2 you said HE was the real target. My moniker is named after a song about carny life. Since Anthony Keidis wrote the song, guess id have to go back to see how the video was conceptualized. I just know 4he song is on the coneheads soundtrack. But AK isn't my karmic. However. Thry could land themselves in very hot water if they ripped off my real twin CONSCIOUSLY. Spirit always talkin😂!
What is 8th house?
Interesting, why "you" bought into it (the fantasy).
Connections
🪽🩵🪽
😂😂😂🎉
Yes the bridge God showed me and God said do it afraid and be brave
3-1:11:30
Thank you!
Wow! I’ve lived through pile #1 and then pile #2 in this same connection- and now I’m inside of pile 3….. I ended the relationship on Friday and I’m feeling so free and excited for future and flowing wherever my higher self guides me. I’m still processing the grief of what he COULD have been if he could have lowered his guard and met me in love instead of clinging to the toxic behaviours that became so volatile that I couldn’t stay there safely. 💔🥲
Pile 2 he said, if you had my troubles, youd be cryin too.