It feels cold and empty again
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- Опубликовано: 27 ноя 2024
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I want to tell everyone here. I am doing really good in all parts of my life. I am finishing my master degree, I already applied for PhD (a dream will come true soon). Also, I don't know why but in the last months, I came closer to God. I am working out, I started running, I am away of my country and besides that I have made a lot of good friendships. Everyday still, I feel that I am not doing anything. I am trying to be busy everyday, stay until late studying etc. But I feel that I am not good enough, I feel empty most of the times and I know that my life is good but I don't feel good. Sometimes, I am outside with a lot of people, hanging out and I can feel like I don't belong here..I catch myself getting lost in my thoughts..I don't know, I remember myself at my 17 years old and I couldn't imagine such a good life, I've surpassed my expectations but still I feel empty.
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As someone on a seemingly similar situation academically, mentally and perhaps emotionally, maybe I could share my findings with you. Don't ask me how to do that though, because that's the part I'm also trying to figure out...
I found that this emptiness we feel is a void that cannot be filled with any achievement, conquest, craft or relationship we can come by. This particular void can only be filled by you with something only you have: you.
It is a work where instead of looking to the outside world, as sad or happy as it may be, it requires us to look within and slowly fill it with our own presence and find a way for it to be enough. Eventually it will overflow and that's when this emptyness will go away.
I pray this helps your path a bit, seems we both have lot of work to do on ourselves.
Be well ❤
@AlphaCygnus I really appreciate that. You definetely made my day better. The thing is that it is easy to say these things to myself, but I really struggle to follow them. At the end of the day we are alone. We born alone and we die alone. Thanks again and I hope to enjoy this journey
@@vasilistsampallas2222 you may feel alone but the truth is that you die with the memories you made with the people. Yes we are born alone but we don't die alone. At least not in our hearts.
You are a golem with no purpose, no values, no ideals, no strength, no mind, no soul, no life and all in all, no consciousness.
You're doing "good" in a disastrous derailed hell like a dqwn syndrm does good when it laughs at itself.
You will always be a helpless mlsrbl thing. I didnt even read the point you were trying to make because I know it will be hellish drone senselessness, and this world has quite enough of that everywhere.
The only being that "does good" is a real man, wether in suffering or in happiness, I will always want to be a real man and I can because I am one, you could never. Having little government papers won't give you anything real.
The only music I can stand listening to these days on my long nightwalks.
WE'RE... uh... we're sitting... nice and quiet... and listening to this as white noise. cause we want to listen to something, of course. but not a song. we want something peaceful. something quiet. something ambient. WITH THIS ONE 🔥🔥🗣🗣🗣🔥
I saw many channels with sh ambience and i can say this is the best channel music with this content. U doing great job man ! ❤❤🤗😘😪😴
Departure, i want to tell you that you are changing peoples lives with your art. Wish you all the best for you.
I definitely second that. You're doing an amazing job : )
100% true...its not only music...this music changing ur mind and so relaxing...
Yes man, this channel is amazing, I'm proud to say that I've been following it almost since the beginning.
Be glad for your emotions it proves you are human. It proves you are real. It proves you care.
Life always balances itself, and so will yours.
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i love the people under these videos, no quarrels or arguments about politics or anything like that, people just say something they can't say to anyone in life, maybe these videos and comments under them right now have saved someone, we all have problems, i do too, but it will pass =)
I lost my best friend and my love.... it's the same show over and over again
Hey just know that ur not alone, take your time on finding relationships that are the right one for you I pray for you the best bud. 🙏 God has a plan for you and nothing can infere it at all
Just don't give up I know you got this.
That show is life... it's love. I take it it's all much to bear; more than what any burden can my perceived by man. Those people are gone now; that you must come to terms with. Though; such morning only comes when you had and still do fully and truthfully love those people. That is special... you were able to love, even if just for a time. Now you must find a new love, a new passion, new people. Their lives may have ended, but yours still goes on. I hope you can rest easy with the idea that (I reckon, at least) they would want you to live your life content; yet accepting of the trauma that's occurred in your life. Perhaps, if you can not manage to live your life as you once lived for yourself... live your life for them, for those you will forever care for, even in death.
Хочу спокойно жить. Чтобы было все как раньше. Хочу, чтобы отец был жив, чтобы мама излечилась от алкоголизма. Мама до сих пор держит обиду на моего покойного отца. Только что она она обзывала мой характер и внешность (тк похожа на отца) Знаете, мне 21 год и я остаюсь ребенком. Хочу уже накопить на строительство дома и уехать. Но с моим ментальным здоровьем это очень тяжело дается.
Хочу, чтобы закончилась война и моего брата вернули на родину. Жить в переживаниях на протяжении долгого времени-катастрофа. Я уже чувствую, что теряюсь в пространстве. Мне тяжело воспринимать этот мир таковым, ведь в совсем недавно я смотрела на все совершенно с другой стороны. Мне хочется только душевного покоя. Спасибо автору за эти видео, хоть могу немного абстрагироваться от этого безумия.
Im fucking tired of everything
I like this core; it gives me peace and is sad but comfortable.
Edited: iloveyou departure thank you for this art.
Goodnight everyone
Thanks, love listen to your music at 3 am 😔❤️
you are the greatest musician ever my man
New here and I love it
thx 🖤
i feel better before listen to your music 🥰
your video always emphasize with me....tysm
Love it, thank you 🤍
Thank you Departure.
Awesome ❤
Sad? 😢 Why ? I dont know 😶 empty .
I just, always feel like i want to end it all, NEED to end it all, its not worth it and i hate it.
The desire to not exist. You'll be okay brother
Fuel the hate of feeling this way and push yourself out of that hole to see the light of life again.
Ive been there, but theres always something to live for. Also, it is my strong belief that those who commit suicide get deleted by the universe, there is no afterlife if you take that route
Keep your chin up stranger, or you won't be able to see the beautiful sky above that comes with it
I had to put down my female kitty a couple of hours ago. And I don't know what to do. How am I supposed to move on knowing she's gone and she was suffering and maybe we could've caught it sooner. All these horrible things keep happening to me and I numb myself so I don't have to feel the pain. But Its too much. I've wanted to die my entire life but my will to live is so strong. I don't get why. Its so unfair. Yet I have to keep living. With the pain. I don't know what to do with it. Everybody keeps dying and my life just started. I'm not even 20 yet. I'm scared to live to another age I didn't plan for, without the people and animals I cared for so much before. I'm trying to get help for myself but my old providers failed me countless times and I have to keep trying to find new ones. And open up again and again to “get better” and “be happy”. I don't know how to do that. I don't know how to do anything. I'm so scared. I never feel safe enough to rely on anybody. Because my pain isn't as much as I'm sure everybody deals with on a daily basis. But its never-ending. I never thought it’d be her before me. I barely had her for that long. Even if 6 years is a long time. My brothers been dead that entire time. And now she's gone too. My family's first girl cat. She was an adorable tyrant. She didn't want to go. But she had to. So what does that mean for me? I feel terrible that I want sympathy, somebody to cry for me and hold me and apologize that my life is what it is. We had no idea she was so old. It was so unexpected. How is death always unexpected when I know its absolute from the beginning? Anyways. I guess I can just sleep as always and try again another day. Thank you for the comfort you've been providing me with your music these last weeks since I found you departure. If anyone reads this. Thank you. Keep going guys 💛.
i’m sorry.
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I'm going to die next Wednesday and sadly that I also enjoy it at all with no fear. Just me escape from this world and find my happiness somewhere else.
i hope its not from sui$ide. if its not then i wish you a happy journey dear friend . may you find peace and joy where ever you go dear stranger
I need to wake up in 3h for school I'm cooked
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