I'm 44. I feel I haven't accomplished much with my life, it feels wasted, struggled with depression for years. But I still try and hold out for that little, sliver of hope...
Hang in there, life is a beautiful gift, you’re not wasting it. You exist for a reason, you are wanted and needed. There’s a reason you’re still alive. I have my hopes in you and anyone else who feels like that. And the fact that you’ve made it through this far is a big accomplishment! Don’t give up! Life has so much more to offer, it gets better, trust me. That little sliver of hope is a sign, build on it. I respect if you’re not religious but I believe Jesus loves you ❤
Pass on what you know and what you have seen, do what you can to make due with you have and be greatful with what you have today "Thy life is a riddle to bare rapture and sorrow, to listen, to suffer... to entrust on tomorrow"
This is my view on life: Everything is random, every event, occasion, thing is random unless we can control it directly but on the large scale it's up to the randomness since we can't predict it. If one used all his life being a garbage man, he did not waste it, because streets do not clean themselves, someone has to do it. The world needs everyone to work, the weak and the strong , but not the ones who give up.
I don't know who needs to hear this. But no matter how bleak something looks, life can get better. I spent my 20s struggling to find my meaning, and even after I got a leg up, it was a nightmare. I can't give you advice on the path to take, only to tell you there is a path to be found, if keep looking. Life will never be a perfect journey, and suffering is inevitable. But it's refusing to give in, to be the person you know you can count on rather than seeking another to save you, that is what will save you. There will come a day where you can look back and smile, and your pain can be used to help those starting out where you did.
I haven't been feeling great recently (to the point where I began questioning again what's the point of living) and this feeling has been a recurring one throughout this year. How did you know if the path was right for you? I'm in a similar situation except I'm not sure if I have the same advantage you did with the "leg up" bit. And thanks for this comment, it's given me some hope.
I can't be saved, I can't even save my self, I can't open up to anyone, just my self because am afraid they won't love me anymore. I wish I could just end it all. Disappear. Forever *Also Beatiful ambient song*
I Love you Jesus Loves you God Bless in Jesus' Mighty Name 😊 ❤Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father. ❤God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.❤For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you, Jesus ❤'s you 1 John 2:1-29 ESV [1] My little children, I am writing these things to you so that you may not sin. But if anyone does sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous. [2] He is the propitiation for our sins, and not for ours only but also for the sins of the whole world. [3] And by this we know that we have come to know him, if we keep his commandments. [4] Whoever says “I know him” but does not keep his commandments is a liar, and the truth is not in him, [5] but whoever keeps his word, in him truly the love of God is perfected. By this we may know that we are in him: [6] whoever says he abides in him ought to walk in the same way in which he walked. [7] Beloved, I am writing you no new commandment, but an old commandment that you had from the beginning. The old commandment is the word that you have heard. [8] At the same time, it is a new commandment that I am writing to you, which is true in him and in you, because the darkness is passing away and the true light is already shining. [9] Whoever says he is in the light and hates his brother is still in darkness. [10] Whoever loves his brother abides in the light, and in him there is no cause for stumbling. [11] But whoever hates his brother is in the darkness and walks in the darkness, and does not know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded his eyes. [12] I am writing to you, little children, because your sins are forgiven for his name’s sake. [13] I am writing to you, fathers, because you know him who is from the beginning. I am writing to you, young men, because you have overcome the evil one. I write to you, children, because you know the Father. [14] I write to you, fathers, because you know him who is from the beginning. I write to you, young men, because you are strong, and the word of God abides in you, and you have overcome the evil one. [15] Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. [16] For all that is in the world-the desires of the flesh and the desires of the eyes and pride of life-is not from the Father but is from the world. [17] And the world is passing away along with its desires, but whoever does the will of God abides forever. [18] Children, it is the last hour, and as you have heard that antichrist is coming, so now many antichrists have come. Therefore we know that it is the last hour. [19] They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would have continued with us. But they went out, that it might become plain that they all are not of us. [20] But you have been anointed by the Holy One, and you all have knowledge. [21] I write to you, not because you do not know the truth, but because you know it, and because no lie is of the truth. [22] Who is the liar but he who denies that Jesus is the Christ? This is the antichrist, he who denies the Father and the Son. [23] No one who denies the Son has the Father. Whoever confesses the Son has the Father also. [24] Let what you heard from the beginning abide in you. If what you heard from the beginning abides in you, then you too will abide in the Son and in the Father. [25] And this is the promise that he made to us-eternal life. [26] I write these things to you about those who are trying to deceive you. [27] But the anointing that you received from him abides in you, and you have no need that anyone should teach you. But as his anointing teaches you about everything, and is true, and is no lie-just as it has taught you, abide in him. [28] And now, little children, abide in him, so that when he appears we may have confidence and not shrink from him in shame at his coming. [29] If you know that he is righteous, you may be sure that everyone who practices righteousness has been born of him. ❤😊
As a Christian the title hits hard. I always feel like I don't deserve it. But God doesn't care about whether I deserve it or not. God is just that loving and forgiving. When I'm struggling or I feel worthless that's what keeps me going. For anyone who trusts in God, never give up your faith, sometimes God may seem far away, but God is always with us when we're suffering, He knows all too well what suffering is, He experienced it when He walked the Earth. Never feel like God doesn't understand how you feel, because He does. He does. And for anyone who is grappling with faith and skepticism, know that it doesn't matter how long it takes, God is always waiting. As for me, it's so jarring whenever I learn about some new, horrible thing that humans have done. At first, I just think, "oh, they did something terrible, they're terrible people." Then I remember the distance between me and those people is not very far. We are all literally one or two steps away from evil at all times. There is constant temptation directed at us from the Enemy and from the world. Hitler was a normal person before he did the stuff he did. I mean, were the Japanese soldiers who were present during the Nanking Massacre especially evil or something? No, it's not like they were demons. Maybe they were possessed by demons, but, they were just, normal high school boys before they did all that stuff. What's the distance between us and them? Not much I'd wager. But I also laugh and I also feel a profound sense of irony as well. We're all made in the image of God, blessed with a divine spark, the ability to create, to have a sense of beauty, aesthetic, artistic passion. We have the ability to form complex bonds with other living beings, we have a sense of morality inscribed in our souls, we can develop complex laws and languages and civilizations, we can use our intelligence to image God and to make the world a better place. But we also twist God's image into something foul, something evil. When we invent torture methods or new ways of destroying other humans in warfare, when we use our intellect to torment others and to bring misery to our loved ones, when we use it to murder and to steal and to ruin, we're also imaging God. We're using the intellectual abilities we've been given, but, we're directing it towards evil. We can use our intellectual gifts that God gave us to create the internet, the most revolutionary information-sharing medium in human history. And then we use it to watch pornography. Whenever I am reminded of this, I can't help but feel like laughing and crying at the same time. Every single day, the more I learn about the world, the more I am convinced that humans are so rotten, we can't do it ourselves. I mean, look at human history. Filled with a bunch of failed experiments. It never ends. I bet those people also thought, "hey, we don't need God, we can do it ourselves!" Newsflash, that never works. And what is the price of our continuous cycle of pride, ignorance and foolishness? Piles. Piles of bodies. Man always tries to fill the void with something other than God, transcendent purpose. And then we end up killing and hurting a bunch of people. No. We need a savior, otherwise, we'll keep ruining it over and over again. And I fully believe that savior is Christ.
The way that ps2 character stays swaying yet seemingly trying to stand still is how I feel. Even at my most serene I’m always off balance wondering wtf am I actually doing…especially the anxiety of only seeing so far wondering whats lurking to fuck me over hidden outside of my perception
Still, there's nothing there but your own thoughts, been struggling with what you said for long now, day by day i try to do better and act upon my anxiety, wish you the best, as for everyone here. 👍
for everyone who has lived way longer than me, im so proud of you for being able to be patient with the pain and suffering you've felt for all this years, i wish that everyone will find their reason to live soon, and i hope for everyone's life to get better without having to leave this world
God gives us challenges to prepare us for the reward he has to us, you have to face that challenges and become a better person, then you will understand why of those bad moments
I struggled with years of depression and searched through every outlet I could find: Jesus, meditation, therapy, etc. In the end, my salvation was in discovering that my best is good enough.
❤God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.❤For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you, Jesus ❤'s you 1 John 2:1-29 ESV [1] My little children, I am writing these things to you so that you may not sin. But if anyone does sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous. [2] He is the propitiation for our sins, and not for ours only but also for the sins of the whole world. [3] And by this we know that we have come to know him, if we keep his commandments. [4] Whoever says “I know him” but does not keep his commandments is a liar, and the truth is not in him, [5] but whoever keeps his word, in him truly the love of God is perfected. By this we may know that we are in him: [6] whoever says he abides in him ought to walk in the same way in which he walked. [7] Beloved, I am writing you no new commandment, but an old commandment that you had from the beginning. The old commandment is the word that you have heard. [8] At the same time, it is a new commandment that I am writing to you, which is true in him and in you, because the darkness is passing away and the true light is already shining. [9] Whoever says he is in the light and hates his brother is still in darkness. [10] Whoever loves his brother abides in the light, and in him there is no cause for stumbling. [11] But whoever hates his brother is in the darkness and walks in the darkness, and does not know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded his eyes. [12] I am writing to you, little children, because your sins are forgiven for his name’s sake. [13] I am writing to you, fathers, because you know him who is from the beginning. I am writing to you, young men, because you have overcome the evil one. I write to you, children, because you know the Father. [14] I write to you, fathers, because you know him who is from the beginning. I write to you, young men, because you are strong, and the word of God abides in you, and you have overcome the evil one. [15] Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. [16] For all that is in the world-the desires of the flesh and the desires of the eyes and pride of life-is not from the Father but is from the world. [17] And the world is passing away along with its desires, but whoever does the will of God abides forever. [18] Children, it is the last hour, and as you have heard that antichrist is coming, so now many antichrists have come. Therefore we know that it is the last hour. [19] They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would have continued with us. But they went out, that it might become plain that they all are not of us. [20] But you have been anointed by the Holy One, and you all have knowledge. [21] I write to you, not because you do not know the truth, but because you know it, and because no lie is of the truth. [22] Who is the liar but he who denies that Jesus is the Christ? This is the antichrist, he who denies the Father and the Son. [23] No one who denies the Son has the Father. Whoever confesses the Son has the Father also. [24] Let what you heard from the beginning abide in you. If what you heard from the beginning abides in you, then you too will abide in the Son and in the Father. [25] And this is the promise that he made to us-eternal life. [26] I write these things to you about those who are trying to deceive you. [27] But the anointing that you received from him abides in you, and you have no need that anyone should teach you. But as his anointing teaches you about everything, and is true, and is no lie-just as it has taught you, abide in him. [28] And now, little children, abide in him, so that when he appears we may have confidence and not shrink from him in shame at his coming. [29] If you know that he is righteous, you may be sure that everyone who practices righteousness has been born of him. ❤😊
After 19 years of life, today I discovered I have autism. My whole life living with self hatred and struggling to understand why I am the way I am and why everything is actually so difficult for me to understand and do I finally get some closure. But what now? I still feel as though everything is undiscovered and I feel so lost I try to find a purpose everyday and a new reason to go on but who actually cares? Who is telling the truth? Am I talking to myself? Why is everyone so different than me? Why have I never been able to fit in? Is God actually listening to my cries for help? Where are the people now who said they would always be here? Why was I made? What happened to make me this way? Why does life have to actually be this bad? What version of God in different books is real? Why are there so much evil people in the world? Who was actually true in my life? So many questions go unanswered and I doubt anyone is going to read till this point but if you did thank you for being one of the few to ever listen to me.
*I am an overthinker with multiple mental illnesses and all those questions go through my mind as well. I just got out of a relationship with my girl, we only lasted a few weeks. She said "I love you" and "I miss you", but after we broke up she blocked me like that. Did she even Love me?*
Jesus describing what God The Father is like: ““Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead? Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!”” Luke 11:11-13 Does God want you to pray to Him and ask Him for things? Does He hear you? The answer is yes, He does. The Father sent His Son into the world to save you, He does care for you. “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because they have not believed in the name of God’s one and only Son.” John 3:16-18
Stop overthinking, you know why you are different now. You have all of your answers, this is the way you were made. The way god wanted you to be, you may not think you are perfect and that’s because of not god but the world you live in. A lot of the people in this word spread evil in this world, no matter what you do being on earth doesn’t hit a lot of people the way it should. You live one time and one time only and you should live it the right way. Love your friends and family and do what’s right. If nobody wants to stand by your side then do be it for you never needed them anyways. The one and only person you will ever need is the Lord. You don’t live in this life you live in the next remember that…..what happens here on earth will be a testament of where you go and what happens next. Try as much as you can to learn about god and grow closer to him. I know it can be so hard at times to keep going but look at yourself you’re still here and still going. I believe in you.✝️🙏❤️🔥
@@ALIENIGHTMAREtopic I think it’s the opposite in my opinion. I think it’s naive to just talk about good and bad like it’s just a given when you hold a morally bankrupt worldview like atheism. What’s good and bad to you doesn’t matter when you don’t have a higher standard to base that on.
Lots of times throughout my teens and twenties I thought I wasn't going to be here much longer. It felt like it would be better for everyone in my life if I simply wasn't here anymore, and I'd be gone one way or another, deliberate or as a result of self-destructive and dangerous habits/addictions. I'm still here, and I have a beautiful baby girl. I'm the only father my daughter will ever have. I am beyond glad I stayed. I am filled with a gratitude more profound than I can express.
why would you have a child? would it be better if you don't? don't get me wrong btw,I'm referring to myself. You see, I'm born with a skin condition that gave me depression growing up, don't wanna see the kid suffer the same fate,and don't say "with love and support from the parent",no i think I'm too detached for that
It feels like we go through each day not really living, not feeling much of anything, just kind of drifting. But let me tell you, you can change that. I just turned 31 this year, and after finally pushing my anxieties and worries aside, I'm bringing my project-one I've been working on for so long-to life for everyone to see. I spent most of my teenage years and 20s doing nothing but being online, reading, learning, arguing, and wasting time. I’m sure a lot of you reading this can relate. But if I can turn things around, so can you. You are worth so much more to this world than you might even realize. Don’t let life’s challenges or your own self doubt and negativity hold you back. You control your destiny, and you can achieve greatness. Keep moving forward boys, we are gonna make it.
The abyss I look at the drops of rain Like tears on my window pane Hypnotic stream On the edge of a dream Mirror in mirror Within - the quiet sound A brooding song Comforting sadness - friendship Suspended on a shallow breath I stand on the edge I dream, I fear, I hope I live, I die- I clutch On a moonless day On the edge of time On the edge Looking in
I have PTSD since chilhood, sometimes its hard for me to just sit and breath, so for you who made this song, thanks (i'm brazilian so sorry any mistakes)
I hope you're doing okay yourself, Departure. Everyone's sharing how they're feeling, but I think it takes someone who understands those feelings, deeply and honestly, to make a video like this that completely encompasses that feeling. I hope you're okay, I hope you feel special and loved and wanted and I hope you know that we're grateful to you for making these. I listen to these when I have trouble sleeping and they help, I'm sure it's the same for everyone. You're helping a lot of people when you make these, I hope you know that your efforts aren't wasted on us.
acceptance is perhaps all i need. just accept what my life was in the past, what life is currently and what life is going to be in the future. i dont want to move any longer and just stay still. let everything wash over me. its time to rest...
@@Evil0ne-001 You're more than her boyfriend. The fact that you would try again if given a second chance means you have reflected and learned of the mistakes. That means you're not broken.
Not in a great point in my life, but right now I’m sorta embracing the suck knowing this is temporary, keep your head high, we’ll all make it through this
I cried while listening to this song, thinking about how ruined my life is, I've been bullied in my school for like 10 years..and it makes me always feel scared in school. Always cold sweat,tense, body always shaking, lots of thoughts, etc..and because of that, my grades are ruined. I can't think positively, always negative. Every time I found someone I could trust, they always let me down in the end, from then on I decided I never wanted to have friends again.I always want to tell all my problems to my family, but they have done so much for me, I'm the only one who hasn't changed. Im an introvert,and i hate it.
hey, school was the same for me. It was hell. No friends, I was picked on by students and teachers too sometimes. Homelife was hell too. I got no relief anywhere and I thought life would always be bad because I had nothing to compare it to, because I was so young. What happened to me was this: everything changed as soon as I was done school. School is like its own little universe, with its own laws and rules and it's almost impossible to change who you are, and who people there see you as, halfway through. But....as soon as you're out of school, in the outside world, the real world, you'll see, that people act differently there. I've had more friends than I knew what to do with at times ever since Ive been out of school. So don't give up hope, things might change for you too. College and everything after that have been fun for me, and I can promise you that I NEVER thought life would be fun for me when I was still in high school. I was sure I was doomed to be unhappy, but I was wrong. And you might be wrong too.
you really need help. you deserve help. just because you lived like this for a long time doesn't mean that this life was meant for you. it is really hard but you need to keep fighting for what you truly deserve. i believe in you and your wellbeing is important to me, although i'm a stranger, because you don't need to prove your worth to me. you just are worthy, valuable and important. i really mean it. i can't help you but in the end the only ones who can help us is ourselves. you can do it! whatever you're fighting for, i know you can do it. i believe you can make a very beautiful life for yourself.
I don't think or know that/if anyone cares about this but I just felt like I needed to comment it. I'm currently at a very difficult point in my life and doing pretty bad both in the physical world and mentally. Listening to this whilst just laying in bed in the middle of the night just made me think about all of the struggles I have and why they are, all of that culminated in me realising how profoundly sad and afraid I am. Rationally I know that things are eventually probably going to be ok. But damn, I just really want for that time to come, I just want to be happy again and not just short term.
Focus on yourself and what you want to do! I can promise you there is so much out in the world people, scenes, experiences, etc. Depression will never leave you. BUT if you can control it. Remember happiness is a choice, despite the world collapsing around you keep your head up and continue to look forward. It's okay to look back sometimes. To reflect. Letting go will always be difficult but not impossible. Dont try and find love within others but within yourself. This is something im currently working on and seem to be doing alot better. Recently i was talking to a girl for months, we finally hung out in the begninng of october but a few days later she blocked me. She eventually unblocked my and we texted. i asked her why she had blocked me and she said she just wasnt ready for something serious. I was devastated because so much time was wasted i didn't care about the money, but the time wasted the emotions and time i spent trying to know this girl wasted. I was honestly so sad but go over it eventually. From traveling the world i can tell you that you can make anything from nothing at any place in the world. Sometimes you need a change of scenery. My brother, life hits hard but you have to hit harder. You have to stand up every time knocks you down. Remember we only get one life and after that who knows. Remember no one cares what you do so don't be shy, shake off the anxiety. YOU GOT THIS. BE POSITIVE EVEN WHEN IT ALL IS COMING DOWN ON YOU but also remember its okay to be sad and to cry. In the end however its how you bounce back and what you tell yourself. Your mind is very powerful think of yourself as a two man team ... your mind and your body. you need to make sure your mindset is strong. You may not have clear goals but be sure to remember that you must, YOU MUST be better then you were yesterday. Yes there will be off days, there will be times you dont want to do it and that okay! Everything at your pace brother. Keep you head up KING, i promise it will get better. I do not know the specific of your life if you have terminal illness or are alone in the world or whatever. But I will always be thinking of you and your comment here and will be cheering you on despite not ever knowing you. YOU GOT THIS MAN! We all go through something similar. Remember things change and the only thing that stays constant is CHANGE. I leave you with this last quote ive recently picked up ..... (Yesterday's history, tomorrows a mystery, todays a gift, that's why we call it present).
@@omari2306 Although in theory the intentions are good, there is always the egocentric Christian who thinks that everyone wants to join a religion, taking vulnerable people and promising them solutions by reading a magic book seems cruel to me.
@@publiocornelioescipion8803 There is no such thing as magic in the word of God, God himself preaches against magic, even tho he aknowledges that it exists in the 5 books of moses, here: Deuteronomy chapter 18 verse: 9 “When you come into the land that the Lord your God is giving you, you shall not learn to follow the abominable practices of those nations. 10 There shall not be found among you anyone who burns his son or his daughter as an offering,[a] anyone who practices divination or tells fortunes or interprets omens, or a sorcerer 11 or a charmer or a medium or a necromancer or one who inquires of the dead, 12 for whoever does these things is an abomination to the Lord. And because of these abominations the Lord your God is driving them out before you. 13 You shall be blameless before the Lord your God, 14 for these nations, which you are about to dispossess, listen to fortune-tellers and to diviners. But as for you, the Lord your God has not allowed you to do this. If God preaches against sorcery it's because it comes from other powers that are not holy, neither from his holy spirit. wiked spirits are the ones who are present among sorcerers and the ones who give them power. If you really seek the Lord you wouldn't question what he says, you would submit in fear to keep your steps away from sin. The beggining of wisdom is the fear of the Lord, book of Proverbs (king Solomon). If you disagree, then i only must say that i am not gonna get into a discussion, i only left this comment here for those seeking answers.
@@publiocornelioescipion8803it's not about a religion brother. It's about a relationship that will keep you grounded no matter where you are. You know who you are in Christ and where you are going. But for those you are referring to I agree it isn't spreading the gospel for others to be truly saved but rather a mere club that can be picked up and dropped at a whim of each Sunday.
to all those broken souls down there,remember life can always change. It can get better. Turn your pain into your power. Im a thirteen year old suffering from ocd and depression for seven years and i really want to dissapear,but i want to others know there is always a chance to get slightly better. The worst thing you can do is give up like i do. ''Fear is only in our minds taking over all the time'' a song made by evanescence ''sweet sacrifice''. You can always find comfort or small happiness in something. Even looking throught the window can quiet those voices. Please,never give up. Youre not alone.
me and my girlfriend were taken from one another because of an altercation that got her in jail. i promised to stay but i know i shouldn't because of the abuse. she saved me from a pain while giving me a new pain of abuse. i love her still and my love will always remain. i want our best times back. the ones that felt real even if they were lies. i dont know what was real with us. i needed to vent. this has been weighing on me for the past month and i have bad coping habits. ill leave with a positive message. Grasp onto hope as hard as you can. Its been the only thing that keeps me kicking. Always move forward, youll lose if you stop and if you don't know what direction is forward listen to your morality. It tells you whats good so start there.And one last thing love one another.Were all human with trashy qualitys but that's more of a reason to look after each other.
Honestly death looks like the right option. Too depressed so i lost all my friend. Did job i hate do it made my mind busy. Beginning of the year i finally was able to stop spending my time sleeping. Had enough strengh to get a job. Felt like it was over, this hopeless feeling. But something was off i felt like it was just covered, not gone. I almost wanted to felt like before tho it was hell, i dont know why. Comfort maybe. I left my draining home to go to my sisters. Its been 3 years now and i feel to much. She wants her home for herself now and it's totally understanable. She never made me feel like it wasnt my home, she took good care of me. I feel bad i bother her still. I have no job, scared to do the things i Dream of because i dont trust, believe me. I just want peace. I am lonely, immature and feel too much everywhere. I wish i was never born. I suffered from myself for years now i cant take it no more. People fucked me up and i fucked me up but i feel like i have no choice. Death sounds like freedom. I wouldve loved to laugh more, know love. Almost 25 and nothing done. I am boring. I talk to nobody. Ill be better of dead. I want a peaceful one but i dont wanna die
I am so sorry to see that you are struggling like you are my friend. Life is a hard journey. I know people will tell you they've had it harder but it doesn't change that to you. Whatever you go through is the hardest thing for you. Almost like a little child just beginning to walk, they shake each time they take a step and they fall over. The child begins to cry, and it's the worst thing they've ever been through in their life. Picture that being your child. What would you do? Comfort or belittle? This response shows how you treat yourself. Do you comfort yourself? Or belittle yourself? I love ya man, God loves you, that's why Christ died for our sins. The Lord doesn't have any pre-requisites for salvation. Come to the Lord Jesus as you are and he will set you free from any issue any problem you can even fathom. Cut yourself a break. I implore you to read the gospel of John. Please just Read to chapter 4 and just see what the Lord Jesus is all about. I know whenever I was at my lowest. I lost everything. I wanted to die, I was a failure of a man, pathetic, but the Lord stood by me, strengthened me, and blessed me. He gave me everything back and many times more. Turn to him to be sustained by him. He will never leave you nor forsaken you. God bless you my friend. Logan
Hey dude, just want to say. Life is worth living. Without God, life is worth living. Without any purpose life is worth living. Whether it be through sport, education or academia, your children or others’, passions, desires, foods you never tasted, sights you never seen, arms that never held you, talents you never knew you had. There’s too many beautiful things to miss out on. You are hardwired to find beauty within this cruel and cold landscape and its people. You will find peace my friend, but it won’t be through death, it will be through life. Through your misery you shall be born again and again. It’s what we humans are good at, it’s why we won over animal, land and sea. Because he adapt, overcome and conquer. You will find joy, you just gotta explore, you must not let your heart turn to stone before you can rejoice in truths and mysteries you never could conceive of.
@@rimshahv6144 i like to think even now we as a culture still follow times of old and shamans preach divine inspiration for what others can't see we only need to realize what makes us realize we can be happy in everything thank you for sharing Snez I think you have much more capability than you think you do look for the small things that make you start to live again for me it has been connecting with the outside while doing some form of exercise I hope it will be a helpful recommendation for you one human to another
I have struggled so much with health, relationships and money. I am tired of struggling and just want to hit the fast forward button. I feel like I have hit the end of my road and I truly don't know if my life will get better from this point. When I am alone, all I feel is numbness in my chest. It feels like everyone else is successful and enjoying their lives. Enjoying the gifts that I will never receive.
No matter what it is that you did or are currently doing. Everyone deserves the chance to grow and become a better person. This is not the end result of who you are as a human being ♥
I don't deserve Salvation. I deserve Hell for my Sins against God and Heaven. I am not Worthy to be called a Child of God. Although that is what I Would like to become. I gave my Life to Jesus Christ Verbally But it was Empty because I Didn't Give Him Action Behind it. I am Not Worthy. This Fallen World Non of Us Are. Lord Jesus have Mercy Us.
@@anthonydane2781 The Lord forgives you. Just pick yourself back up and try to follow him more steadily each time you fall. You'll get better at it. Don't give up brother.
@@anthonydane2781 This is where religion fails. "God fearing" becomes literal fear, not in the metaphorical "do the right thing" sense. If we were expected to "be perfect or repent", not a single human being that has or ever will live would go to "heaven". Sit up and just be a good person and that's good enough for any being that is omniscient and understands free will.
@@normified this is not where Christianity fails. God requires absolute perfection from us because He’s Just and hates evil. the problem is we are unable to meet this standard so simply trying your best won’t save you. You need someone to take your place and do it for you. Someone who can’t fail. Enter Jesus, Gods Son, who was sent by The Father because God so loved the world in this way. He sent His Son to take our sins upon Himself and suffer in our place the justice we deserve, dying on the cross for the sins of the whole world. Then He rose again on the third day so that everyone who believes in Him will have eternal life.
It’s ok. People are weird creatures. All humans, including me and you are weird. We do small things that only we notice and we can take pride in that. Understand, if your great great great grandparents were to see how you live now, they would be so proud of you
The need to talk to others is like a battery that runs out throughout the day. Some people just have a lower capacity. Honestly, being alone is very calming (in a physical sense, of course).
i actually wrote this poem while listening to this. it goes something like alone around this night, my smile disappears, from that face of dignity, that was never there. surely I've fallen, from the grace of unknown, but it's not the injuries, that bring tears in this eye. looking back for footsteps, in search of something to rejoice, all i could see was guilt, as vivid as afternoon sun. can i still be saved? i wonder this day and night, with a hope to regain my pride, i am not committed to fight.
No matter what we do in life, we will never be spared from the burdens of pain and hardship. It is all a part of the natural flow. Everything that has been placed before you thus far in life was made to shape you for this moment, and many others to come. No matter how much things could pause, or how much we wish to disappear, will change the fact that you are going through experiences unique to you, made for you. Living a life that is only yours, specifically yours. We fail to realize that if we pause now, we will just be more stuck in our sadness and constant pain. I cannot tell you what to think or how to feel, but these are some things that I like to think to myself to keep me going. I am 26 years old, and I thought I would end my life by 18 years old. With each day that passes, I am more and more proud of me for persevering. A day passed is a step forward, and as long as you are doing your best, your absolute best, then there is nothing anyone else can ask of you. I wish all that read this peace, prosperity, and the reassurance that if no one else says it, I am so so proud of you for persevering and carrying on. We can do it, together.
You make tracks that bring a calm to storming minds, bringing comfort and peace to those whose hearts look like…this place here. You’re doing wonderful work and have my support. Please keep at it, for everyone’s sake
I can remember the past here very well. Your music makes me feel like I'm looking at the sea waves without getting bored. It moves something inside me that I don't know what it is.
If i don't save myself who will? If i won't save myself who will? If i can't save myself who will? Love yourself everything you gain in life can get lost besides yourself, you will always be there until your lights go off Be apreciative it makes life more kind But you do you tho Not like anyone cares but you
@@momotjekage393 the Lord cares about you my dear friend. More than anything or anyone he cares for you. He will sustain you in troubling times if you turn to him. He loves you so much he sent his son Jesus Christ to die for your sins and mine. That we might be redeemed. If you don't save yourself God will save you. Sometimes we cannot do things on our, sometimes we need to leave it to God to push us through. I encourage you read the gospel of John. Just up to the fourth chapter and see who this Jesus truly is. Not a religion, but a relationship with the one true Almighty God. God bless you brother, Logan
my thoughts exactly, it feels like nobody cares about me as i much as i care about myself. or that nobody cares about me as much as i think i SHOULD care about myself, if that makes sense
Thank you for making this. The despondency and hope alike in the track's ambient energy is oddly uplifting as if the hope struggles against, and yet ultimately overpowers, the despondency.
I'm sorta really worried that I have bpd. Ever since an extremely traumatic childhood event (sh + almost attempt) I have had this very weird thing where I'm fine for about a month, maybe a month and a half and then I just feel completely numb. Emotionless, I get extremely angry, excited, sad very quickly and it's in a way where I can't control. I have a constant feeling people hating me and being scared they'll abandon me because of my trauma. I always try to keep people near me, I'm scared fo being alone. I just feel so pathetic. All the time. I don't know what's wrong with me. I wish it would just stop. Luckily I have the best parents in the world and they said that if I ever wanted they could get me professional help. My mother has dealt with anxiety and depression and I'm pretty sure my dad has too and that's why they're so supportive. I love them so much. I don't wanna worry them, but I think I might have to take it. It doesn't help that my best friend is halfway across the world and it feels like he doesn't care (he has trauma too which made him closed off and hard to feel/express emotions so it's a pretty horrible match from that perspective, I love him so much though) I've just been in a really tough spot recently, I feel like none of my friends really like me, I'm falling behind in school because I can't sleep (spiraling), I feel like complete shit and I just don't know what to do. I don't know. I'm scared.
there is always a solution and hope. I know it sounds cliche, but there is always a way. Definitely try professional help, there's never any harm in trying. God is always with you, it's hard to believe that sometimes, but He's always there. He puts His strongest through the toughest things because He knows they can overcome it. You will be alright in the end :) ❤❤
I'm 19 and this week was probably the worst time of my entire life, we broke up after 2 years, and it has left a hole larger than any pain I have experienced. She was my everything, every decision I took was for our relationship's sake. Now every day it feels weird, like a part of me is missing, like there's nothing to live for anymore. I was at a dark time, and she appeared out of nowhere, brightening up my life like no one had ever done and filling it up with happiness. I can't believe I fucked up this relationship with a perfect girl like her
learn from it and use the energy to go do something better that'll improve your life. Heads up gang you got this, heartbreak and loss is all part of life. I'm rooting for you
I'm not the best advicer about this kind of thing, but i've seen enough people around me regretting or shrug off their choices, and that it's no exception for me as well. No matter great or small decision you make, when time consume us, we will reach the same ending tied fate in the end, sound depressing, but it's a fact, and i'm not an idealist person to begin with. Slowly learnin' that life is okay, is my best self-advice anyway, and just keep going. That same process thought when we hit puberty when something weird happens to our body, now we're reaching young-adult where our brain can't compherend multiple existential crisess. I hope whoever read this, is not mistaken to embrace life that way. My favorite qoute from other media : "We do not heal the body, nor free the soul. We do not covet life, nor shun death. We honor existence itself".
Calm ambience music helps me relax and I dont have to worry about things, just being in peace for a brief moment. Thank you for these uploads I truly appreciate them
I can only say what I experienced. Love can grow from lust, but from lust true love is the most false feeling in the world You do not have to believe in your capabilities, remain humble. It is what you can rely upon others for, they will believe in you once you gain what I will say now Sheer undefeatable, simple, nonjudgemental, self-centered determination to push one more thing one step further. It is the only way to man up and still remain sensitive to the beauty of world. Once you get the tune, you will last forever, and with a smile. You will regain masculinity while remaining humble. Do little, but compete just yourself to the end of a shallow inner world. I lost half my childhood chasing dreams that made me look away from my traumas. I killed that kid, that me, as if I killed my good friend, mercilessly and coldly. There is no going back or fixing, so there is only sweet now and unknown forward. I won for now, you can too. Just for now is enough. Later you will know.
“For the Son of Man came to seek and to save the lost.”” Luke 19:10 ““Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”” Matthew 11:28-30
I'm 19 almost turning 20 dropped out of college because a lot happened this year has been the most hardest the year is almost ending and nothing good has happened I did everything right I played by the book I got good grades graduated with high honors made sure I wasn't a burden to anyone especially my parents and yet and yet everything just came fucking crumbling down a lot can happen in a year now all my friends left me especially the ones close to me the person I used to look up to now hates me I'm alone now isn't this what I wanted?. God I'm pathetic I feel guilty since I know there are people who are struggling so much more than me, it'd be better if I was gone...
hey buddy, I feel you. I know it probably feels like a nightmare that lashed on you forever, but please stay vigilante. God promised that after hardship comes relief. And no, you're not pathetic, others' hardships don't invalidate yours. I hope that whatever you're facing comes to a solution. Peace be upon you brother.
Unfortunately, that’s life. You can try your hardest with the best odds, yet somehow, it goes wrong. Sorry what you’re going through. Find a reason to push through & get to the next goal. You can set things right still despite the misstep… even if it’s just a little.
im 20, and being honest, life is not trully the best right now. however, deep inside me i have this feeling that it never actually was, of course i have memories of times where i was actually genuinelly happy and such, but there was always something wrong around, or that feeling of "wait for it" always nagging at me in the back of my mind, and it simply remained there till something happened, it felt like a constant "i told you so" from myself. i've tried to give up multiple times, but somehow i ended here anyway. i've always had this weird feeling of my existence being just... wrong, like, a mistake. and it was something that i tried to either ignore or deny, but anytime something bad happened i just felt like it was proof of that feeling. it feels wrong for me to be alive.
the amount of times my mind just reels back to the thoughts of attempting to end it all, making the pain stop just make me really want to. i never really had a nice life, its all been delusional, wish i could just end it here, right now, without anyone knowing.
Its funny. I used to think i needed saving from others, because we want to be wanted and loved and noticed. At some point i think i said fuck it and saved myself. Whether i did it right or wrong really wasnt a concern at that point. Eventually you get sick of waiting to be saved. Ill say this, for the people who want some truth. Lifes a bitch to everyone. Its gonna do everything it can to smoke you. So fight. Tooth and nail, teeth and claw, spitting mad and pulling hair, whatever it takes. You're going to lose a lot. Thats what makes victory feel best. Knowing you were pushed down and stepped on, and you still defied lifes shit game. Fight. Defy. Get up. Stand tall and walk loud. Be your kind of strong. So that one day you'll look back and laugh at life's games. Because you beat them.
beinf old is scary :( i mean im only 21 but still im like here, here i am, yk? finally. i remember always thinking about it whej i was younger and now its here
Well, many people wish they were 21 right now, it's true that time passes faster from that age onwards but it also stops being important, you'll realize soon enough.
I went to therapy from the age of 11 to 25, I knew where things were going and are going by 24 but i kept going cause it reassured my family. I switched to my last therapist after 3 years. I told her everything that had gone on up till then. She told me she couldn't help me. She told me she thought nobody could help me. I think i needed to hear that. Needed to hear someone else say it to know i was right. I'm just saving money now, as much as i can, with as little as i can work. I'm gonna try to leave some kind of compensation for my parents for all the wasted time and effort. In 4 years and 6 months I'll be gone, unless the opportunity arises earlier. I'll never make it past 30 and that brings me peace. On my 30th birthday I'll finally get to be happy for once in my life, I'll get to feel that warmth i felt when i was at deaths door again.
Emocionalmente me siento devastado por acontecimientos que han pasado en los ultimos meses pero se que, aun no me puedo rendir, tengo que seguir adelante y este tipo de canciones, me dan tranquilidad mental para poder avanzar
I’m deciding between letting go of the hope of someone or what I had with someone coming back or just moving on, it’s so difficult to watch something decay in real time but I hope that it makes it stronger or something. I hope life gives me some luck!
Im a 14 year old girl and i know i haven't lived long but it feels like my life is already over. It feels like i won't be able to make it past 16-18. It feels like i won't get to experience the life i want to. Although im not that old, I think I can't be saved from the horrible future that awaits me. I have no talents, no hobbies, and no Interest. My life is just flashing year by year. I don't want to waste my life, i want to save it and make the most out of it, yet everything just stops me. I want to be saved..
At the age of 14, you're at the perfect point to begin learning new things. Most people end up wishing they began pursuing their passions/hobbies at that age, believe me when I say that 14 is just the very beginning of the whole journey.
The comfort of having people you love around you will certainly help you deal with many problems, but if loneliness is ahead, remember that it is temporary, because soon you will have People in the same situation as you, you know how to suffer so instead of sinking into this darkness you could help other people to get out of this darkness, because when you do a good deed Somehow it will be reciprocated, and you may even be able to get out of this darkness. What I want to say is that you are not alone. Many people feel this emptiness, but with unity we can fill this void Together.
I've been feeling like a huge disappointment. So far at 19, Everything has been going great. I have the support I need, Tons of amazing friends, and have done so many things already yet I still have some of these shitty moments where I just want to end it. I feel like im the lowest of the low in those times. I feel as If im useless, ill never be anybody, and in general nobody would care If I passed since the world keeps spinning and everyone has got to move on. Idk why I do this to myself. I will feel like the main character and wonder how I get to meet these amazing people or these insane core memories/moments i want to cherish and then simply will feel the complete opposite as If I am nobody. Life is so weird man. I told myself I wouldn't self harm anymore yet I still do from time to time and cry for hours. All I want is for the people around me and my family to be at their best(Feels like im repaying them) even if Im not. Whatever life throws at me I hope I don't just decide to quit. I need to learn to be more grateful even If I feel like im hanging on by a thread.
To all the people with hearts heavier than the feather of Ma'at. We are the same. We accept this truth but we'll do whatever it takes to atone for the things we have done.
Got kicked out of my home 5 days ago. I feel lonely and betrayed. My mind dont stop getting rush with intrusive thoughts. I feel like a nomad going from one friend's house to another to be able to have a roof over my head. I feel like the situation is overwhelming me. Try to study but i cant concentrate. I'm at a point where I don't know if it's better to try to go back and hold on a little longer until I can live on my own and finish my studies and continue to be treated like garbage. Or find my own way and postpone my dreams and aspirations to get a job with which I can survive but be free.
Existing is just enough, but I'm tired. I do a favor to everybody in my life by being on my own, I'm only a burden to myself and hope to become a faint and distant memory. I can't be saved but I accepted it.
There is a reason you are still here. You are man created in the image of God. You are not an accident, you have value, you are loved, and you will do many great things before your time comes. And even if you do not, always have hope. Never give up on life. Because before you know it, life will pass away. You have to get up and keep fighting. What are we if we are not men? I heard something once and its true. The road to heaven feels like hell The road to hell feels like heaven In all circumstances give thanks to the Lord. For the air you breathe is a blessing enough throughout the day. Praise God for you Jacob. I pray you find your way in this life. God bless you Logan
I am a piece of everything and everyone around me. We as humans often times like to talk about authenticity, but maybe its also about what shapes you and being influenced (not in bad ways though) and then seeing if things fit is a part of things I am at a good point in life, yeah but still waiting for many other things be alright. Maybe, its is good life, I'm grateful for what I have. I don't know what future and life brings, hopefully this comment ages well
Noone comes to save you. Dont depend on luck and wake the fuck up. If you are unhappy start with small changes. Start doing sports, join a fight club idk but make something out of your life. Go for the hard way and make things u would never do, because these are the things your probably need. Dont forget it can always be worse...
For me, life is about adapting, improvising, and don't forget to rest. I live in a poor family, have no friends, and no ambition, I just get through my day just to solve all life's problems, my life is not about achieving goals or dreams, I just keep fighting and fighting, healing myself, depending on myself, and encourage yourself, I don't know how to be happy, but I try to be grateful so that my mental condition doesn't get worse and at least it allows me to continue moving forward, I don't know what happiness is, but I only know peace because I have felt it several times, I don't know how to have passion, but I know if I give up then my problem can't be solved, If I give up, the people around me will have even more difficulties, giving up is not an option or choice. I just keep going and don't let myself give up even when I have no passion and ambition, my life is just a responsibility and mandate
We have to finish what we started, so we will follow this path until we come to an end. Dont lose hope guys, always smile. Pain, suffering, depression etc. are all over the life and the world. Just accept it and live.. Live until you cant...
pois é né, eu tenho 16 anos de idade eu já não aguento mais acordar. Eu não entendo esse sentimento, nunca faltou nada aqui em casa, sempre tive comida, água, luz, brinquedos, eletrônicos e uma família amorosa, mas mesmo assim sinto um buraco dentro de mim inexplicável. Por mais que eu faça muitas coisas que de certa forma me trazem felicidade, eu sempre estive triste e nunca consegui contar o que se passa em minha mente para os outros por medo de me julgamento e por alguns problemas de confiança que eu desenvolvi. E sinceramente, chegou a um ponto que eu guardei tanta coisa para mim mesma que não adianta mais eu desabafar o que eu sinto com alguém. Eu me odeio, não sou suficiente para a escola, não sou suficiente para a minha família, não sou suficiente para os meus amigos, não sou suficiente para mim mesma, não sou suficiente para o que quero no meu futuro, não sou suficiente para a sociedade. Eu me sinto tão deslocada de tudo e parece que eu nunca vou achar um lugar para me encaixar. Eu estou passando meus anos de adolescência trancada no meu quarto, saindo de casa só para ir para a escola; e vendo como os outros adolescentes conseguem viver, sair, namorar etc, faz com que eu me sinta cada vez mais nojenta, odiada e uma pessoa incapaz de ser amada.
Tenho 18 anos e lhe entendo perfeitamente. Essa sensação, de sentir que não merecemos ser amado, é uma das coisas que não desejo nem para o meu pior inimigo. Ultimamente tenho me sentido isolado do resto do mundo; sabe aquela sensação que mesmo ao redor de pessoas, em público, você ainda se sente solitário e isolado na sua própria mente? Horrível...
I haven't revisited this place in a long while. But I remember how the scars ached. It's ironic to find once you get over your hurdle it's not the end of the journey but only the beginning. I am reminded to share this message to those of you who are suffering. You may think your suffering is paramount but pain is pain and none of us were ever meant to experience it. Now you know and now you see what others can not in this place so far down below the world from a different view that the truth is not what you thought it was and it is here in this darkness that the light is illuminated the most. If we all are feeling this pain I can not imagine how much Jesus must be hurting. All he ever wanted was to lift you up, to teach you right from wrong. To provide everything you needed. To live with you every day. But most all all.. To love you. Yet so many people turn their back on him and his ideas. They leave him all alone with the light off in the empty room labeled with your name on it. He waited and waited for you to come and spend time with him but you never did. You totally forgot about him and his heart ached immensely because he is the guy that has everything... except you. We wanted to share everything with you. But you denied him and all you had to do was open the door. There are lost people forever in outer darkness who are suffering and God's heart is permanently rent from the loss. His heart is breaking every day more and more with each person he loses. We must be better, please accept him and more importantly share this word. People need to be loved... And Jesus the most deserves our love.
““Therefore, my friends, I want you to know that through Jesus the forgiveness of sins is proclaimed to you. Through him everyone who believes is set free from every sin, a justification you were not able to obtain under the law of Moses.” Acts 13:38-39 “Set free from every sin” it’s not too late. “On hearing this, Jesus said to them, “It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners.”” Mark 2:17
Yes, out of nowhere, in the most unlikely of circumstances, you’ll meet the most beautiful woman of your dreams. Her warmth, vibrancy, and kindness will bring color to your life and pull you out of the depths of your despair. Together, you’ll fall deeply in love and live happily ever after. 😌
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I'm 44. I feel I haven't accomplished much with my life, it feels wasted, struggled with depression for years. But I still try and hold out for that little, sliver of hope...
fuck thats what im struggling with and what im afraid the most in life
Hang in there, life is a beautiful gift, you’re not wasting it. You exist for a reason, you are wanted and needed. There’s a reason you’re still alive. I have my hopes in you and anyone else who feels like that. And the fact that you’ve made it through this far is a big accomplishment! Don’t give up! Life has so much more to offer, it gets better, trust me. That little sliver of hope is a sign, build on it. I respect if you’re not religious but I believe Jesus loves you ❤
Pass on what you know and what you have seen, do what you can to make due with you have and be greatful with what you have today
"Thy life is a riddle to bare rapture and sorrow, to listen, to suffer... to entrust on tomorrow"
try to take notes
This is my view on life: Everything is random, every event, occasion, thing is random unless we can control it directly but on the large scale it's up to the randomness since we can't predict it. If one used all his life being a garbage man, he did not waste it, because streets do not clean themselves, someone has to do it. The world needs everyone to work, the weak and the strong , but not the ones who give up.
I don't know who needs to hear this. But no matter how bleak something looks, life can get better. I spent my 20s struggling to find my meaning, and even after I got a leg up, it was a nightmare. I can't give you advice on the path to take, only to tell you there is a path to be found, if keep looking. Life will never be a perfect journey, and suffering is inevitable. But it's refusing to give in, to be the person you know you can count on rather than seeking another to save you, that is what will save you. There will come a day where you can look back and smile, and your pain can be used to help those starting out where you did.
life "can" get better but it doesn't mean it will for everyone and for most it usually only gets worse
God Bless you.
I haven't been feeling great recently (to the point where I began questioning again what's the point of living) and this feeling has been a recurring one throughout this year. How did you know if the path was right for you? I'm in a similar situation except I'm not sure if I have the same advantage you did with the "leg up" bit. And thanks for this comment, it's given me some hope.
I needed to hear this. Thank you so much.
Thank you for these words
I can't be saved, I can't even save my self, I can't open up to anyone, just my self because am afraid they won't love me anymore. I wish I could just end it all. Disappear. Forever
*Also Beatiful ambient song*
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I pray you find hope.
real real.
I cant wait until life is over i hate it
I Love you Jesus Loves you God Bless in Jesus' Mighty Name 😊
❤Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father.
❤God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.❤For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you,
Jesus ❤'s you
1 John 2:1-29 ESV
[1] My little children, I am writing these things to you so that you may not sin. But if anyone does sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous. [2] He is the propitiation for our sins, and not for ours only but also for the sins of the whole world. [3] And by this we know that we have come to know him, if we keep his commandments. [4] Whoever says “I know him” but does not keep his commandments is a liar, and the truth is not in him, [5] but whoever keeps his word, in him truly the love of God is perfected. By this we may know that we are in him: [6] whoever says he abides in him ought to walk in the same way in which he walked. [7] Beloved, I am writing you no new commandment, but an old commandment that you had from the beginning. The old commandment is the word that you have heard. [8] At the same time, it is a new commandment that I am writing to you, which is true in him and in you, because the darkness is passing away and the true light is already shining. [9] Whoever says he is in the light and hates his brother is still in darkness. [10] Whoever loves his brother abides in the light, and in him there is no cause for stumbling. [11] But whoever hates his brother is in the darkness and walks in the darkness, and does not know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded his eyes. [12] I am writing to you, little children, because your sins are forgiven for his name’s sake. [13] I am writing to you, fathers, because you know him who is from the beginning. I am writing to you, young men, because you have overcome the evil one. I write to you, children, because you know the Father. [14] I write to you, fathers, because you know him who is from the beginning. I write to you, young men, because you are strong, and the word of God abides in you, and you have overcome the evil one. [15] Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. [16] For all that is in the world-the desires of the flesh and the desires of the eyes and pride of life-is not from the Father but is from the world. [17] And the world is passing away along with its desires, but whoever does the will of God abides forever. [18] Children, it is the last hour, and as you have heard that antichrist is coming, so now many antichrists have come. Therefore we know that it is the last hour. [19] They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would have continued with us. But they went out, that it might become plain that they all are not of us. [20] But you have been anointed by the Holy One, and you all have knowledge. [21] I write to you, not because you do not know the truth, but because you know it, and because no lie is of the truth. [22] Who is the liar but he who denies that Jesus is the Christ? This is the antichrist, he who denies the Father and the Son. [23] No one who denies the Son has the Father. Whoever confesses the Son has the Father also. [24] Let what you heard from the beginning abide in you. If what you heard from the beginning abides in you, then you too will abide in the Son and in the Father. [25] And this is the promise that he made to us-eternal life. [26] I write these things to you about those who are trying to deceive you. [27] But the anointing that you received from him abides in you, and you have no need that anyone should teach you. But as his anointing teaches you about everything, and is true, and is no lie-just as it has taught you, abide in him. [28] And now, little children, abide in him, so that when he appears we may have confidence and not shrink from him in shame at his coming. [29] If you know that he is righteous, you may be sure that everyone who practices righteousness has been born of him.
❤😊
I feel trapped, cornered, isolated and anxious waiting for all this to end
🫂 it'll be ok.
same man, i need to heal like i can feel it every year passing by that i cant live like this anymore. I need to heal and i want to heal
Same
lying in the bed, staring at the ceiling, minutes, hours, days pass by. waiting for what? sweet oblivion to swallow this vast emptiness
Existence is merely a concept of elusion
As a Christian the title hits hard. I always feel like I don't deserve it. But God doesn't care about whether I deserve it or not. God is just that loving and forgiving. When I'm struggling or I feel worthless that's what keeps me going. For anyone who trusts in God, never give up your faith, sometimes God may seem far away, but God is always with us when we're suffering, He knows all too well what suffering is, He experienced it when He walked the Earth. Never feel like God doesn't understand how you feel, because He does. He does. And for anyone who is grappling with faith and skepticism, know that it doesn't matter how long it takes, God is always waiting.
As for me, it's so jarring whenever I learn about some new, horrible thing that humans have done. At first, I just think, "oh, they did something terrible, they're terrible people." Then I remember the distance between me and those people is not very far. We are all literally one or two steps away from evil at all times. There is constant temptation directed at us from the Enemy and from the world. Hitler was a normal person before he did the stuff he did. I mean, were the Japanese soldiers who were present during the Nanking Massacre especially evil or something? No, it's not like they were demons. Maybe they were possessed by demons, but, they were just, normal high school boys before they did all that stuff. What's the distance between us and them? Not much I'd wager.
But I also laugh and I also feel a profound sense of irony as well. We're all made in the image of God, blessed with a divine spark, the ability to create, to have a sense of beauty, aesthetic, artistic passion. We have the ability to form complex bonds with other living beings, we have a sense of morality inscribed in our souls, we can develop complex laws and languages and civilizations, we can use our intelligence to image God and to make the world a better place.
But we also twist God's image into something foul, something evil. When we invent torture methods or new ways of destroying other humans in warfare, when we use our intellect to torment others and to bring misery to our loved ones, when we use it to murder and to steal and to ruin, we're also imaging God. We're using the intellectual abilities we've been given, but, we're directing it towards evil. We can use our intellectual gifts that God gave us to create the internet, the most revolutionary information-sharing medium in human history. And then we use it to watch pornography. Whenever I am reminded of this, I can't help but feel like laughing and crying at the same time.
Every single day, the more I learn about the world, the more I am convinced that humans are so rotten, we can't do it ourselves. I mean, look at human history. Filled with a bunch of failed experiments. It never ends. I bet those people also thought, "hey, we don't need God, we can do it ourselves!" Newsflash, that never works. And what is the price of our continuous cycle of pride, ignorance and foolishness? Piles. Piles of bodies. Man always tries to fill the void with something other than God, transcendent purpose. And then we end up killing and hurting a bunch of people. No. We need a savior, otherwise, we'll keep ruining it over and over again. And I fully believe that savior is Christ.
Thank you
I read the whole thing and I just wanna say that was excellently said.
I'm up at 11:38 P.M, and I decided to read this delightful speech. I'll never meet you, but your work speaks volume. Merry Christmas, Sir.
The way that ps2 character stays swaying yet seemingly trying to stand still is how I feel. Even at my most serene I’m always off balance wondering wtf am I actually doing…especially the anxiety of only seeing so far wondering whats lurking to fuck me over hidden outside of my perception
I've never thought about it that way before. I feel that way too.
ps1
@@yoshi4152 thanks for the clarification I honestly had no idea
@@drater6615 SH1 and 2's graphics were very above par for their time so it's understandable
Still, there's nothing there but your own thoughts, been struggling with what you said for long now, day by day i try to do better and act upon my anxiety, wish you the best, as for everyone here. 👍
for everyone who has lived way longer than me, im so proud of you for being able to be patient with the pain and suffering you've felt for all this years, i wish that everyone will find their reason to live soon, and i hope for everyone's life to get better without having to leave this world
God gives us challenges to prepare us for the reward he has to us, you have to face that challenges and become a better person, then you will understand why of those bad moments
I struggled with years of depression and searched through every outlet I could find: Jesus, meditation, therapy, etc.
In the end, my salvation was in discovering that my best is good enough.
Jesus is first on your list... Good to hear man, GBY ❤
❤God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.❤For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you,
Jesus ❤'s you
1 John 2:1-29 ESV
[1] My little children, I am writing these things to you so that you may not sin. But if anyone does sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous. [2] He is the propitiation for our sins, and not for ours only but also for the sins of the whole world. [3] And by this we know that we have come to know him, if we keep his commandments. [4] Whoever says “I know him” but does not keep his commandments is a liar, and the truth is not in him, [5] but whoever keeps his word, in him truly the love of God is perfected. By this we may know that we are in him: [6] whoever says he abides in him ought to walk in the same way in which he walked. [7] Beloved, I am writing you no new commandment, but an old commandment that you had from the beginning. The old commandment is the word that you have heard. [8] At the same time, it is a new commandment that I am writing to you, which is true in him and in you, because the darkness is passing away and the true light is already shining. [9] Whoever says he is in the light and hates his brother is still in darkness. [10] Whoever loves his brother abides in the light, and in him there is no cause for stumbling. [11] But whoever hates his brother is in the darkness and walks in the darkness, and does not know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded his eyes. [12] I am writing to you, little children, because your sins are forgiven for his name’s sake. [13] I am writing to you, fathers, because you know him who is from the beginning. I am writing to you, young men, because you have overcome the evil one. I write to you, children, because you know the Father. [14] I write to you, fathers, because you know him who is from the beginning. I write to you, young men, because you are strong, and the word of God abides in you, and you have overcome the evil one. [15] Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. [16] For all that is in the world-the desires of the flesh and the desires of the eyes and pride of life-is not from the Father but is from the world. [17] And the world is passing away along with its desires, but whoever does the will of God abides forever. [18] Children, it is the last hour, and as you have heard that antichrist is coming, so now many antichrists have come. Therefore we know that it is the last hour. [19] They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would have continued with us. But they went out, that it might become plain that they all are not of us. [20] But you have been anointed by the Holy One, and you all have knowledge. [21] I write to you, not because you do not know the truth, but because you know it, and because no lie is of the truth. [22] Who is the liar but he who denies that Jesus is the Christ? This is the antichrist, he who denies the Father and the Son. [23] No one who denies the Son has the Father. Whoever confesses the Son has the Father also. [24] Let what you heard from the beginning abide in you. If what you heard from the beginning abides in you, then you too will abide in the Son and in the Father. [25] And this is the promise that he made to us-eternal life. [26] I write these things to you about those who are trying to deceive you. [27] But the anointing that you received from him abides in you, and you have no need that anyone should teach you. But as his anointing teaches you about everything, and is true, and is no lie-just as it has taught you, abide in him. [28] And now, little children, abide in him, so that when he appears we may have confidence and not shrink from him in shame at his coming. [29] If you know that he is righteous, you may be sure that everyone who practices righteousness has been born of him.
❤😊
amen
@@Uteria_888what are you talking about they just said he isn’t enough lmao and that they had to fall back on their own strength.
@@Uteria_888 what are you talking about they just said he isn’t enough lmao and that they had to fall back on their own strength.
After 19 years of life, today I discovered I have autism. My whole life living with self hatred and struggling to understand why I am the way I am and why everything is actually so difficult for me to understand and do I finally get some closure. But what now? I still feel as though everything is undiscovered and I feel so lost I try to find a purpose everyday and a new reason to go on but who actually cares? Who is telling the truth? Am I talking to myself? Why is everyone so different than me? Why have I never been able to fit in? Is God actually listening to my cries for help? Where are the people now who said they would always be here? Why was I made? What happened to make me this way? Why does life have to actually be this bad? What version of God in different books is real? Why are there so much evil people in the world? Who was actually true in my life? So many questions go unanswered and I doubt anyone is going to read till this point but if you did thank you for being one of the few to ever listen to me.
*I am an overthinker with multiple mental illnesses and all those questions go through my mind as well. I just got out of a relationship with my girl, we only lasted a few weeks. She said "I love you" and "I miss you", but after we broke up she blocked me like that. Did she even Love me?*
Jesus describing what God The Father is like:
““Which of you fathers, if your son asks
for a fish, will give him a snake instead? Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!””
Luke 11:11-13
Does God want you to pray to Him and ask Him for things? Does He hear you? The answer is yes, He does. The Father sent His Son into the world to save you, He does care for you.
“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because they have not believed in the name of God’s one and only Son.”
John 3:16-18
Stop overthinking, you know why you are different now. You have all of your answers, this is the way you were made. The way god wanted you to be, you may not think you are perfect and that’s because of not god but the world you live in. A lot of the people in this word spread evil in this world, no matter what you do being on earth doesn’t hit a lot of people the way it should. You live one time and one time only and you should live it the right way. Love your friends and family and do what’s right. If nobody wants to stand by your side then do be it for you never needed them anyways. The one and only person you will ever need is the Lord. You don’t live in this life you live in the next remember that…..what happens here on earth will be a testament of where you go and what happens next. Try as much as you can to learn about god and grow closer to him. I know it can be so hard at times to keep going but look at yourself you’re still here and still going. I believe in you.✝️🙏❤️🔥
@SethPlays01 You're not alone brother. If you need someone to talk to, I'll listen. 💯
@@ALIENIGHTMAREtopic I think it’s the opposite in my opinion. I think it’s naive to just talk about good and bad like it’s just a given when you hold a morally bankrupt worldview like atheism. What’s good and bad to you doesn’t matter when you don’t have a higher standard to base that on.
Lots of times throughout my teens and twenties I thought I wasn't going to be here much longer. It felt like it would be better for everyone in my life if I simply wasn't here anymore, and I'd be gone one way or another, deliberate or as a result of self-destructive and dangerous habits/addictions. I'm still here, and I have a beautiful baby girl. I'm the only father my daughter will ever have. I am beyond glad I stayed. I am filled with a gratitude more profound than I can express.
Congrats! You've found your motivation to keep moving forward. I'm still looking for it...
damn
this is beautiful, I’m glad you found reason to your life. wishing you and your girl nothing but happiness from here on
why would you have a child? would it be better if you don't? don't get me wrong btw,I'm referring to myself.
You see, I'm born with a skin condition that gave me depression growing up, don't wanna see the kid suffer the same fate,and don't say "with love and support from the parent",no i think I'm too detached for that
It feels like we go through each day not really living, not feeling much of anything, just kind of drifting. But let me tell you, you can change that. I just turned 31 this year, and after finally pushing my anxieties and worries aside, I'm bringing my project-one I've been working on for so long-to life for everyone to see. I spent most of my teenage years and 20s doing nothing but being online, reading, learning, arguing, and wasting time. I’m sure a lot of you reading this can relate. But if I can turn things around, so can you. You are worth so much more to this world than you might even realize. Don’t let life’s challenges or your own self doubt and negativity hold you back. You control your destiny, and you can achieve greatness. Keep moving forward boys, we are gonna make it.
Thank you for this comment
When you choose how to spend your time, it's never really wasted. Your values and priorities simply change. That's life.
Bro thank you so much for this
„We‘re all gonna make ir brahs“
life isn't about finding love. it's about finding love for yourself and everything around you.
I love myself. I want others to love me and treat me kindly
The abyss
I look at the drops of rain
Like tears on my window pane
Hypnotic stream
On the edge of a dream
Mirror in mirror
Within - the quiet sound
A brooding song
Comforting sadness - friendship
Suspended on a shallow breath
I stand on the edge
I dream, I fear, I hope
I live, I die-
I clutch
On a moonless day
On the edge of time
On the edge
Looking in
dont be sad, everyone in this world is anxious and unsure about their lifepath, some just hide it better, keep going
I have PTSD since chilhood, sometimes its hard for me to just sit and breath, so for you who made this song, thanks
(i'm brazilian so sorry any mistakes)
i hope you're feeling okay. take good care of yourself.
Boa sorte irmão, espero que esteja indo tudo bem!!!
be strong turn your fear into your power it takes a lot of time its a tough road not an easy one stranger.
já tentou terapia EMDR?
im so sorry man, you didnt deserve that shit.
I hope you're doing okay yourself, Departure. Everyone's sharing how they're feeling, but I think it takes someone who understands those feelings, deeply and honestly, to make a video like this that completely encompasses that feeling. I hope you're okay, I hope you feel special and loved and wanted and I hope you know that we're grateful to you for making these. I listen to these when I have trouble sleeping and they help, I'm sure it's the same for everyone. You're helping a lot of people when you make these, I hope you know that your efforts aren't wasted on us.
acceptance is perhaps all i need. just accept what my life was in the past, what life is currently and what life is going to be in the future. i dont want to move any longer and just stay still. let everything wash over me. its time to rest...
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
i'm not really living... i'm just... sort of... existing...
i had peace.
i had joy.
i had passion.
i had beauty.
i had trust.
i had love.
i had her.
i had it all...
nah fuck that yearnmaxing.
time to lock in 😤
Me too and I had it all and I ruined everything with her…oh Lea…
If the Lord gave me a second chance I would do it all over again…😢
I feel so lonely now I’m just a broken ghost…
@@Evil0ne-001 You're more than her boyfriend. The fact that you would try again if given a second chance means you have reflected and learned of the mistakes. That means you're not broken.
your music means a lot to me.
thank you.
We get one life, might as well give it a shot.
Keep on pushing, gents.
You are worth it. You are worth more than you'll ever know.
i needed that bro thank u for the enlightening comment
Motivational comments like these are nice. You're worth it too man
needed to hear this brother thank you
im worth a few, just like that is fine
Not in a great point in my life, but right now I’m sorta embracing the suck knowing this is temporary, keep your head high, we’ll all make it through this
I cried while listening to this song, thinking about how ruined my life is, I've been bullied in my school for like 10 years..and it makes me always feel scared in school. Always cold sweat,tense, body always shaking, lots of thoughts, etc..and because of that, my grades are ruined. I can't think positively, always negative. Every time I found someone I could trust, they always let me down in the end, from then on I decided I never wanted to have friends again.I always want to tell all my problems to my family, but they have done so much for me, I'm the only one who hasn't changed.
Im an introvert,and i hate it.
hey, school was the same for me. It was hell. No friends, I was picked on by students and teachers too sometimes. Homelife was hell too. I got no relief anywhere and I thought life would always be bad because I had nothing to compare it to, because I was so young. What happened to me was this: everything changed as soon as I was done school. School is like its own little universe, with its own laws and rules and it's almost impossible to change who you are, and who people there see you as, halfway through. But....as soon as you're out of school, in the outside world, the real world, you'll see, that people act differently there. I've had more friends than I knew what to do with at times ever since Ive been out of school. So don't give up hope, things might change for you too. College and everything after that have been fun for me, and I can promise you that I NEVER thought life would be fun for me when I was still in high school. I was sure I was doomed to be unhappy, but I was wrong. And you might be wrong too.
you really need help. you deserve help. just because you lived like this for a long time doesn't mean that this life was meant for you. it is really hard but you need to keep fighting for what you truly deserve. i believe in you and your wellbeing is important to me, although i'm a stranger, because you don't need to prove your worth to me. you just are worthy, valuable and important. i really mean it. i can't help you but in the end the only ones who can help us is ourselves. you can do it! whatever you're fighting for, i know you can do it. i believe you can make a very beautiful life for yourself.
I don't think or know that/if anyone cares about this but I just felt like I needed to comment it. I'm currently at a very difficult point in my life and doing pretty bad both in the physical world and mentally. Listening to this whilst just laying in bed in the middle of the night just made me think about all of the struggles I have and why they are, all of that culminated in me realising how profoundly sad and afraid I am. Rationally I know that things are eventually probably going to be ok. But damn, I just really want for that time to come, I just want to be happy again and not just short term.
Focus on yourself and what you want to do! I can promise you there is so much out in the world people, scenes, experiences, etc. Depression will never leave you. BUT if you can control it. Remember happiness is a choice, despite the world collapsing around you keep your head up and continue to look forward. It's okay to look back sometimes. To reflect. Letting go will always be difficult but not impossible. Dont try and find love within others but within yourself. This is something im currently working on and seem to be doing alot better. Recently i was talking to a girl for months, we finally hung out in the begninng of october but a few days later she blocked me. She eventually unblocked my and we texted. i asked her why she had blocked me and she said she just wasnt ready for something serious. I was devastated because so much time was wasted i didn't care about the money, but the time wasted the emotions and time i spent trying to know this girl wasted. I was honestly so sad but go over it eventually. From traveling the world i can tell you that you can make anything from nothing at any place in the world. Sometimes you need a change of scenery. My brother, life hits hard but you have to hit harder. You have to stand up every time knocks you down. Remember we only get one life and after that who knows. Remember no one cares what you do so don't be shy, shake off the anxiety. YOU GOT THIS. BE POSITIVE EVEN WHEN IT ALL IS COMING DOWN ON YOU but also remember its okay to be sad and to cry. In the end however its how you bounce back and what you tell yourself. Your mind is very powerful think of yourself as a two man team ... your mind and your body. you need to make sure your mindset is strong. You may not have clear goals but be sure to remember that you must, YOU MUST be better then you were yesterday. Yes there will be off days, there will be times you dont want to do it and that okay! Everything at your pace brother. Keep you head up KING, i promise it will get better. I do not know the specific of your life if you have terminal illness or are alone in the world or whatever. But I will always be thinking of you and your comment here and will be cheering you on despite not ever knowing you. YOU GOT THIS MAN! We all go through something similar. Remember things change and the only thing that stays constant is CHANGE. I leave you with this last quote ive recently picked up ..... (Yesterday's history, tomorrows a mystery, todays a gift, that's why we call it present).
@ItsOMGTheSuperNoob thank you
I don't think I can be saved..but this video is just the break I really needed
Yes you can, if you want. Give the Bible a read from Genesis, or wach the animated version if you don't feel like reading. But reading is a must.
“for, “Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.””
Romans 10:13
@@omari2306 Although in theory the intentions are good, there is always the egocentric Christian who thinks that everyone wants to join a religion, taking vulnerable people and promising them solutions by reading a magic book seems cruel to me.
@@publiocornelioescipion8803 There is no such thing as magic in the word of God, God himself preaches against magic, even tho he aknowledges that it exists in the 5 books of moses, here:
Deuteronomy chapter 18 verse:
9 “When you come into the land that the Lord your God is giving you, you shall not learn to follow the abominable practices of those nations. 10 There shall not be found among you anyone who burns his son or his daughter as an offering,[a] anyone who practices divination or tells fortunes or interprets omens, or a sorcerer 11 or a charmer or a medium or a necromancer or one who inquires of the dead, 12 for whoever does these things is an abomination to the Lord. And because of these abominations the Lord your God is driving them out before you. 13 You shall be blameless before the Lord your God, 14 for these nations, which you are about to dispossess, listen to fortune-tellers and to diviners. But as for you, the Lord your God has not allowed you to do this.
If God preaches against sorcery it's because it comes from other powers that are not holy, neither from his holy spirit. wiked spirits are the ones who are present among sorcerers and the ones who give them power.
If you really seek the Lord you wouldn't question what he says, you would submit in fear to keep your steps away from sin. The beggining of wisdom is the fear of the Lord, book of Proverbs (king Solomon).
If you disagree, then i only must say that i am not gonna get into a discussion, i only left this comment here for those seeking answers.
@@publiocornelioescipion8803it's not about a religion brother. It's about a relationship that will keep you grounded no matter where you are. You know who you are in Christ and where you are going. But for those you are referring to I agree it isn't spreading the gospel for others to be truly saved but rather a mere club that can be picked up and dropped at a whim of each Sunday.
Never loved someone like you, never prayed for someone like you,just for you to make me feel this way.
"I like walking in the rain because when I cry nobody can see my tears"
to all those broken souls down there,remember life can always change. It can get better. Turn your pain into your power. Im a thirteen year old suffering from ocd and depression for seven years and i really want to dissapear,but i want to others know there is always a chance to get slightly better. The worst thing you can do is give up like i do. ''Fear is only in our minds taking over all the time'' a song made by evanescence ''sweet sacrifice''. You can always find comfort or small happiness in something. Even looking throught the window can quiet those voices. Please,never give up. Youre not alone.
me and my girlfriend were taken from one another because of an altercation that got her in jail. i promised to stay but i know i shouldn't because of the abuse. she saved me from a pain while giving me a new pain of abuse. i love her still and my love will always remain. i want our best times back. the ones that felt real even if they were lies. i dont know what was real with us. i needed to vent. this has been weighing on me for the past month and i have bad coping habits. ill leave with a positive message. Grasp onto hope as hard as you can. Its been the only thing that keeps me kicking. Always move forward, youll lose if you stop and if you don't know what direction is forward listen to your morality. It tells you whats good so start there.And one last thing love one another.Were all human with trashy qualitys but that's more of a reason to look after each other.
Honestly death looks like the right option. Too depressed so i lost all my friend. Did job i hate do it made my mind busy. Beginning of the year i finally was able to stop spending my time sleeping. Had enough strengh to get a job. Felt like it was over, this hopeless feeling. But something was off i felt like it was just covered, not gone. I almost wanted to felt like before tho it was hell, i dont know why. Comfort maybe. I left my draining home to go to my sisters. Its been 3 years now and i feel to much. She wants her home for herself now and it's totally understanable. She never made me feel like it wasnt my home, she took good care of me. I feel bad i bother her still. I have no job, scared to do the things i Dream of because i dont trust, believe me. I just want peace. I am lonely, immature and feel too much everywhere. I wish i was never born. I suffered from myself for years now i cant take it no more. People fucked me up and i fucked me up but i feel like i have no choice. Death sounds like freedom. I wouldve loved to laugh more, know love. Almost 25 and nothing done. I am boring. I talk to nobody. Ill be better of dead. I want a peaceful one but i dont wanna die
I am so sorry to see that you are struggling like you are my friend. Life is a hard journey. I know people will tell you they've had it harder but it doesn't change that to you. Whatever you go through is the hardest thing for you. Almost like a little child just beginning to walk, they shake each time they take a step and they fall over. The child begins to cry, and it's the worst thing they've ever been through in their life. Picture that being your child. What would you do? Comfort or belittle? This response shows how you treat yourself. Do you comfort yourself? Or belittle yourself? I love ya man, God loves you, that's why Christ died for our sins. The Lord doesn't have any pre-requisites for salvation. Come to the Lord Jesus as you are and he will set you free from any issue any problem you can even fathom. Cut yourself a break. I implore you to read the gospel of John. Please just Read to chapter 4 and just see what the Lord Jesus is all about. I know whenever I was at my lowest. I lost everything. I wanted to die, I was a failure of a man, pathetic, but the Lord stood by me, strengthened me, and blessed me. He gave me everything back and many times more. Turn to him to be sustained by him. He will never leave you nor forsaken you. God bless you my friend.
Logan
Hey dude, just want to say. Life is worth living. Without God, life is worth living.
Without any purpose life is worth living.
Whether it be through sport, education or academia, your children or others’, passions, desires, foods you never tasted, sights you never seen, arms that never held you, talents you never knew you had. There’s too many beautiful things to miss out on. You are hardwired to find beauty within this cruel and cold landscape and its people. You will find peace my friend, but it won’t be through death, it will be through life. Through your misery you shall be born again and again. It’s what we humans are good at, it’s why we won over animal, land and sea. Because he adapt, overcome and conquer. You will find joy, you just gotta explore, you must not let your heart turn to stone before you can rejoice in truths and mysteries you never could conceive of.
@@rimshahv6144 i like to think even now we as a culture still follow times of old and shamans preach divine inspiration for what others can't see we only need to realize what makes us realize we can be happy in everything thank you for sharing Snez I think you have much more capability than you think you do look for the small things that make you start to live again for me it has been connecting with the outside while doing some form of exercise I hope it will be a helpful recommendation for you one human to another
real real
I feel death is the only thing that makes sense with the things I've seen
I have struggled so much with health, relationships and money. I am tired of struggling and just want to hit the fast forward button. I feel like I have hit the end of my road and I truly don't know if my life will get better from this point. When I am alone, all I feel is numbness in my chest. It feels like everyone else is successful and enjoying their lives. Enjoying the gifts that I will never receive.
No matter what it is that you did or are currently doing. Everyone deserves the chance to grow and become a better person. This is not the end result of who you are as a human being ♥
Through suffering I will earn my Salvation
❤
I don't deserve Salvation.
I deserve Hell for my Sins against God and Heaven.
I am not Worthy to be called a Child of God.
Although that is what I Would like to become.
I gave my Life to Jesus Christ Verbally But it was Empty because I Didn't Give Him Action Behind it.
I am Not Worthy.
This Fallen World Non of Us Are.
Lord Jesus have Mercy Us.
@@anthonydane2781 The Lord forgives you. Just pick yourself back up and try to follow him more steadily each time you fall. You'll get better at it. Don't give up brother.
@@anthonydane2781 This is where religion fails. "God fearing" becomes literal fear, not in the metaphorical "do the right thing" sense. If we were expected to "be perfect or repent", not a single human being that has or ever will live would go to "heaven". Sit up and just be a good person and that's good enough for any being that is omniscient and understands free will.
@@normified this is not where Christianity fails. God requires absolute perfection from us because He’s Just and hates evil. the problem is we are unable to meet this standard so simply trying your best won’t save you. You need someone to take your place and do it for you. Someone who can’t fail.
Enter Jesus, Gods Son, who was sent by The Father because God so loved the world in this way. He sent His Son to take our sins upon Himself and suffer in our place the justice we deserve, dying on the cross for the sins of the whole world. Then He rose again on the third day so that everyone who believes in Him will have eternal life.
It's very soothing to my heart. Thank you, Departure.
your vids are the best,, dont stop making these
i have lost the urge to communicate with people
Same
I built a house way out in the woods and work on my business from home. 99% of people are not worth talking to now days.
It’s ok. People are weird creatures. All humans, including me and you are weird. We do small things that only we notice and we can take pride in that. Understand, if your great great great grandparents were to see how you live now, they would be so proud of you
The need to talk to others is like a battery that runs out throughout the day.
Some people just have a lower capacity.
Honestly, being alone is very calming (in a physical sense, of course).
i actually wrote this poem while listening to this. it goes something like
alone around this night,
my smile disappears,
from that face of dignity,
that was never there.
surely I've fallen,
from the grace of unknown,
but it's not the injuries,
that bring tears in this eye.
looking back for footsteps,
in search of something to rejoice,
all i could see was guilt,
as vivid as afternoon sun.
can i still be saved?
i wonder this day and night,
with a hope to regain my pride,
i am not committed to fight.
this... this right here is therapy. thank you
lowk can you make this like 8 hrs lool
Beautiful, like, REALLY beautiful. Thank you so much, again.
No matter what we do in life, we will never be spared from the burdens of pain and hardship. It is all a part of the natural flow. Everything that has been placed before you thus far in life was made to shape you for this moment, and many others to come. No matter how much things could pause, or how much we wish to disappear, will change the fact that you are going through experiences unique to you, made for you. Living a life that is only yours, specifically yours. We fail to realize that if we pause now, we will just be more stuck in our sadness and constant pain.
I cannot tell you what to think or how to feel, but these are some things that I like to think to myself to keep me going. I am 26 years old, and I thought I would end my life by 18 years old. With each day that passes, I am more and more proud of me for persevering. A day passed is a step forward, and as long as you are doing your best, your absolute best, then there is nothing anyone else can ask of you.
I wish all that read this peace, prosperity, and the reassurance that if no one else says it, I am so so proud of you for persevering and carrying on. We can do it, together.
thanks
Your tracks are totally charming. Please keep going on
You make tracks that bring a calm to storming minds, bringing comfort and peace to those whose hearts look like…this place here. You’re doing wonderful work and have my support. Please keep at it, for everyone’s sake
I can remember the past here very well. Your music makes me feel like I'm looking at the sea waves without getting bored. It moves something inside me that I don't know what it is.
If i don't save myself who will?
If i won't save myself who will?
If i can't save myself who will?
Love yourself everything you gain in life can get lost besides yourself, you will always be there until your lights go off
Be apreciative it makes life more kind
But you do you tho
Not like anyone cares but you
so true
@@momotjekage393 the Lord cares about you my dear friend. More than anything or anyone he cares for you. He will sustain you in troubling times if you turn to him. He loves you so much he sent his son Jesus Christ to die for your sins and mine. That we might be redeemed. If you don't save yourself God will save you. Sometimes we cannot do things on our, sometimes we need to leave it to God to push us through. I encourage you read the gospel of John. Just up to the fourth chapter and see who this Jesus truly is. Not a religion, but a relationship with the one true Almighty God.
God bless you brother,
Logan
my thoughts exactly, it feels like nobody cares about me as i much as i care about myself. or that nobody cares about me as much as i think i SHOULD care about myself, if that makes sense
I love this type of music so much I can't even describe it. This is the stuff I aspire to make!!
what a convenient title
it happens sometimes
Thank you for making this.
The despondency and hope alike in the track's ambient energy is oddly uplifting as if the hope struggles against, and yet ultimately overpowers, the despondency.
Your growth is so impressive-keep shining and have a good day
107
i hope 107 means you were the 107th subscriber, that would made my day. bless.
Yes, you can be saved, by you. You need to believe in yourself and have hope. To anyone who sees this, you got this, I believe in you
How absurdly fitting. Godspeed
I listened to this on loop for 8 hours straight at work today. I'm mesmerized by those subtle piano notes.
i hope i find peace* too. thank you for sharing this..
I'm sorta really worried that I have bpd. Ever since an extremely traumatic childhood event (sh + almost attempt) I have had this very weird thing where I'm fine for about a month, maybe a month and a half and then I just feel completely numb. Emotionless, I get extremely angry, excited, sad very quickly and it's in a way where I can't control. I have a constant feeling people hating me and being scared they'll abandon me because of my trauma. I always try to keep people near me, I'm scared fo being alone. I just feel so pathetic. All the time. I don't know what's wrong with me. I wish it would just stop. Luckily I have the best parents in the world and they said that if I ever wanted they could get me professional help. My mother has dealt with anxiety and depression and I'm pretty sure my dad has too and that's why they're so supportive. I love them so much. I don't wanna worry them, but I think I might have to take it. It doesn't help that my best friend is halfway across the world and it feels like he doesn't care (he has trauma too which made him closed off and hard to feel/express emotions so it's a pretty horrible match from that perspective, I love him so much though)
I've just been in a really tough spot recently, I feel like none of my friends really like me, I'm falling behind in school because I can't sleep (spiraling), I feel like complete shit and I just don't know what to do. I don't know. I'm scared.
You'll be fine ☺️ just take care of yourself for your parents
there is always a solution and hope. I know it sounds cliche, but there is always a way. Definitely try professional help, there's never any harm in trying. God is always with you, it's hard to believe that sometimes, but He's always there. He puts His strongest through the toughest things because He knows they can overcome it. You will be alright in the end :) ❤❤
@@hasinikrishna3848 thank you so much, really. This means a lot to me 💝
Yo this makes me feel so much better foreal 🙌🏼
I'm 19 and this week was probably the worst time of my entire life, we broke up after 2 years, and it has left a hole larger than any pain I have experienced. She was my everything, every decision I took was for our relationship's sake. Now every day it feels weird, like a part of me is missing, like there's nothing to live for anymore. I was at a dark time, and she appeared out of nowhere, brightening up my life like no one had ever done and filling it up with happiness. I can't believe I fucked up this relationship with a perfect girl like her
learn from it and use the energy to go do something better that'll improve your life. Heads up gang you got this, heartbreak and loss is all part of life. I'm rooting for you
Anyone and Everyone can Departure.
thank you.
you’re incredible
I'm not the best advicer about this kind of thing, but i've seen enough people around me regretting or shrug off their choices, and that it's no exception for me as well. No matter great or small decision you make, when time consume us, we will reach the same ending tied fate in the end, sound depressing, but it's a fact, and i'm not an idealist person to begin with. Slowly learnin' that life is okay, is my best self-advice anyway, and just keep going. That same process thought when we hit puberty when something weird happens to our body, now we're reaching young-adult where our brain can't compherend multiple existential crisess. I hope whoever read this, is not mistaken to embrace life that way. My favorite qoute from other media : "We do not heal the body, nor free the soul. We do not covet life, nor shun death. We honor existence itself".
your titles are so relatable
I just saved you... in my watch later playlist
Playing Silent Hill right now with this one on the background 😊
Calm ambience music helps me relax and I dont have to worry about things, just being in peace for a brief moment. Thank you for these uploads I truly appreciate them
I wish for a life of purpose, I chose to give up on my only one that I loved because I wasn’t great at it, now I’m lost
I can only say what I experienced. Love can grow from lust, but from lust true love is the most false feeling in the world
You do not have to believe in your capabilities, remain humble. It is what you can rely upon others for, they will believe in you once you gain what I will say now
Sheer undefeatable, simple, nonjudgemental, self-centered determination to push one more thing one step further. It is the only way to man up and still remain sensitive to the beauty of world. Once you get the tune, you will last forever, and with a smile. You will regain masculinity while remaining humble. Do little, but compete just yourself to the end of a shallow inner world.
I lost half my childhood chasing dreams that made me look away from my traumas. I killed that kid, that me, as if I killed my good friend, mercilessly and coldly. There is no going back or fixing, so there is only sweet now and unknown forward.
I won for now, you can too. Just for now is enough. Later you will know.
“For the Son of Man came to seek and to save the lost.””
Luke 19:10
““Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.””
Matthew 11:28-30
Never have i resonated with a yt comment before. I hope it gets better for us
I'm 19 almost turning 20 dropped out of college because a lot happened this year has been the most hardest the year is almost ending and nothing good has happened I did everything right I played by the book I got good grades graduated with high honors made sure I wasn't a burden to anyone especially my parents and yet and yet everything just came fucking crumbling down a lot can happen in a year now all my friends left me especially the ones close to me the person I used to look up to now hates me I'm alone now isn't this what I wanted?. God I'm pathetic I feel guilty since I know there are people who are struggling so much more than me, it'd be better if I was gone...
hey buddy, I feel you. I know it probably feels like a nightmare that lashed on you forever, but please stay vigilante. God promised that after hardship comes relief. And no, you're not pathetic, others' hardships don't invalidate yours. I hope that whatever you're facing comes to a solution. Peace be upon you brother.
Unfortunately, that’s life. You can try your hardest with the best odds, yet somehow, it goes wrong.
Sorry what you’re going through. Find a reason to push through & get to the next goal. You can set things right still despite the misstep… even if it’s just a little.
This healed some part of my soul. Thank you.
im 20, and being honest, life is not trully the best right now. however, deep inside me i have this feeling that it never actually was, of course i have memories of times where i was actually genuinelly happy and such, but there was always something wrong around, or that feeling of "wait for it" always nagging at me in the back of my mind, and it simply remained there till something happened, it felt like a constant "i told you so" from myself. i've tried to give up multiple times, but somehow i ended here anyway.
i've always had this weird feeling of my existence being just... wrong, like, a mistake. and it was something that i tried to either ignore or deny, but anytime something bad happened i just felt like it was proof of that feeling. it feels wrong for me to be alive.
even if im too far gone, i just hope all my dawgs make it 🙏
the amount of times my mind just reels back to the thoughts of attempting to end it all, making the pain stop just make me really want to. i never really had a nice life, its all been delusional, wish i could just end it here, right now, without anyone knowing.
no dont do that, how are you gonna play act 3? stick around in this journey called life
@omarissobakasilly i dunno ill play it in heaven
A very mouthwashing aesthetic
I love this. Whatever this kind of vibe is, I understand it.
Its funny. I used to think i needed saving from others, because we want to be wanted and loved and noticed. At some point i think i said fuck it and saved myself. Whether i did it right or wrong really wasnt a concern at that point. Eventually you get sick of waiting to be saved. Ill say this, for the people who want some truth. Lifes a bitch to everyone. Its gonna do everything it can to smoke you. So fight. Tooth and nail, teeth and claw, spitting mad and pulling hair, whatever it takes. You're going to lose a lot. Thats what makes victory feel best. Knowing you were pushed down and stepped on, and you still defied lifes shit game. Fight. Defy. Get up. Stand tall and walk loud. Be your kind of strong. So that one day you'll look back and laugh at life's games. Because you beat them.
beinf old is scary :( i mean im only 21 but still im like here, here i am, yk? finally. i remember always thinking about it whej i was younger and now its here
21 here and same!! :(
you still young.
Stuck feeling the same way. At least I'm not alone, someone my age is going through it like me, gives me some comfort
Well, many people wish they were 21 right now, it's true that time passes faster from that age onwards but it also stops being important, you'll realize soon enough.
coming here everyday, hoping that things will get better soon
I went to therapy from the age of 11 to 25, I knew where things were going and are going by 24 but i kept going cause it reassured my family. I switched to my last therapist after 3 years. I told her everything that had gone on up till then. She told me she couldn't help me. She told me she thought nobody could help me. I think i needed to hear that. Needed to hear someone else say it to know i was right. I'm just saving money now, as much as i can, with as little as i can work. I'm gonna try to leave some kind of compensation for my parents for all the wasted time and effort. In 4 years and 6 months I'll be gone, unless the opportunity arises earlier. I'll never make it past 30 and that brings me peace. On my 30th birthday I'll finally get to be happy for once in my life, I'll get to feel that warmth i felt when i was at deaths door again.
this is amazing
Emocionalmente me siento devastado por acontecimientos que han pasado en los ultimos meses pero se que, aun no me puedo rendir, tengo que seguir adelante y este tipo de canciones, me dan tranquilidad mental para poder avanzar
Tu puedes Daniel! Te mando mis mejores energias!
I’m deciding between letting go of the hope of someone or what I had with someone coming back or just moving on, it’s so difficult to watch something decay in real time but I hope that it makes it stronger or something. I hope life gives me some luck!
Im a 14 year old girl and i know i haven't lived long but it feels like my life is already over. It feels like i won't be able to make it past 16-18. It feels like i won't get to experience the life i want to. Although im not that old, I think I can't be saved from the horrible future that awaits me. I have no talents, no hobbies, and no Interest. My life is just flashing year by year. I don't want to waste my life, i want to save it and make the most out of it, yet everything just stops me.
I want to be saved..
At the age of 14, you're at the perfect point to begin learning new things. Most people end up wishing they began pursuing their passions/hobbies at that age, believe me when I say that 14 is just the very beginning of the whole journey.
The comfort of having people you love around you will certainly help you deal with many problems, but if loneliness is ahead, remember that it is temporary, because soon you will have People in the same situation as you, you know how to suffer so instead of sinking into this darkness you could help other people to get out of this darkness, because when you do a good deed Somehow it will be reciprocated, and you may even be able to get out of this darkness. What I want to say is that you are not alone. Many people feel this emptiness, but with unity we can fill this void Together.
I've been feeling like a huge disappointment. So far at 19, Everything has been going great. I have the support I need, Tons of amazing friends, and have done so many things already yet I still have some of these shitty moments where I just want to end it. I feel like im the lowest of the low in those times. I feel as If im useless, ill never be anybody, and in general nobody would care If I passed since the world keeps spinning and everyone has got to move on. Idk why I do this to myself. I will feel like the main character and wonder how I get to meet these amazing people or these insane core memories/moments i want to cherish and then simply will feel the complete opposite as If I am nobody. Life is so weird man. I told myself I wouldn't self harm anymore yet I still do from time to time and cry for hours. All I want is for the people around me and my family to be at their best(Feels like im repaying them) even if Im not. Whatever life throws at me I hope I don't just decide to quit. I need to learn to be more grateful even If I feel like im hanging on by a thread.
To all the people with hearts heavier than the feather of Ma'at. We are the same. We accept this truth but we'll do whatever it takes to atone for the things we have done.
you're godamn right man
Got kicked out of my home 5 days ago. I feel lonely and betrayed. My mind dont stop getting rush with intrusive thoughts. I feel like a nomad going from one friend's house to another to be able to have a roof over my head. I feel like the situation is overwhelming me. Try to study but i cant concentrate. I'm at a point where I don't know if it's better to try to go back and hold on a little longer until I can live on my own and finish my studies and continue to be treated like garbage. Or find my own way and postpone my dreams and aspirations to get a job with which I can survive but be free.
hi are you okay now
Existing is just enough, but I'm tired. I do a favor to everybody in my life by being on my own, I'm only a burden to myself and hope to become a faint and distant memory.
I can't be saved but I accepted it.
Thank you for your beautiful music
only us can save ourselves
but for me who doesn't have anything left, all I see is the beauty of death
Same here my life is a lie i was born dead.
@@Lil_vivi13 im not sure if thats much worse than being a mistake, but for sure we're in the same boat
@@jacob01711 maybe i might get everything but its going to take a while for me to heal .
There is a reason you are still here. You are man created in the image of God. You are not an accident, you have value, you are loved, and you will do many great things before your time comes. And even if you do not, always have hope. Never give up on life. Because before you know it, life will pass away. You have to get up and keep fighting. What are we if we are not men? I heard something once and its true.
The road to heaven feels like hell
The road to hell feels like heaven
In all circumstances give thanks to the Lord. For the air you breathe is a blessing enough throughout the day. Praise God for you Jacob. I pray you find your way in this life.
God bless you
Logan
I am a piece of everything and everyone around me. We as humans often times like to talk about authenticity, but maybe its also about what shapes you and being influenced (not in bad ways though) and then seeing if things fit is a part of things
I am at a good point in life, yeah but still waiting for many other things be alright.
Maybe, its is good life, I'm grateful for what I have. I don't know what future and life brings, hopefully this comment ages well
The answer is always yes. It's just so hard
Noone comes to save you. Dont depend on luck and wake the fuck up. If you are unhappy start with small changes. Start doing sports, join a fight club idk but make something out of your life. Go for the hard way and make things u would never do, because these are the things your probably need. Dont forget it can always be worse...
For me, life is about adapting, improvising, and don't forget to rest.
I live in a poor family, have no friends, and no ambition, I just get through my day just to solve all life's problems, my life is not about achieving goals or dreams, I just keep fighting and fighting, healing myself, depending on myself, and encourage yourself,
I don't know how to be happy, but I try to be grateful so that my mental condition doesn't get worse and at least it allows me to continue moving forward, I don't know what happiness is, but I only know peace because I have felt it several times,
I don't know how to have passion,
but I know if I give up then my problem can't be solved,
If I give up, the people around me will have even more difficulties,
giving up is not an option or choice.
I just keep going and don't let myself give up even when I have no passion and ambition, my life is just a responsibility and mandate
this is so beautilful
We have to finish what we started, so we will follow this path until we come to an end. Dont lose hope guys, always smile. Pain, suffering, depression etc. are all over the life and the world. Just accept it and live.. Live until you cant...
This is a beautiful theme
pois é né, eu tenho 16 anos de idade eu já não aguento mais acordar. Eu não entendo esse sentimento, nunca faltou nada aqui em casa, sempre tive comida, água, luz, brinquedos, eletrônicos e uma família amorosa, mas mesmo assim sinto um buraco dentro de mim inexplicável. Por mais que eu faça muitas coisas que de certa forma me trazem felicidade, eu sempre estive triste e nunca consegui contar o que se passa em minha mente para os outros por medo de me julgamento e por alguns problemas de confiança que eu desenvolvi. E sinceramente, chegou a um ponto que eu guardei tanta coisa para mim mesma que não adianta mais eu desabafar o que eu sinto com alguém. Eu me odeio, não sou suficiente para a escola, não sou suficiente para a minha família, não sou suficiente para os meus amigos, não sou suficiente para mim mesma, não sou suficiente para o que quero no meu futuro, não sou suficiente para a sociedade. Eu me sinto tão deslocada de tudo e parece que eu nunca vou achar um lugar para me encaixar. Eu estou passando meus anos de adolescência trancada no meu quarto, saindo de casa só para ir para a escola; e vendo como os outros adolescentes conseguem viver, sair, namorar etc, faz com que eu me sinta cada vez mais nojenta, odiada e uma pessoa incapaz de ser amada.
Tenho 18 anos e lhe entendo perfeitamente. Essa sensação, de sentir que não merecemos ser amado, é uma das coisas que não desejo nem para o meu pior inimigo. Ultimamente tenho me sentido isolado do resto do mundo; sabe aquela sensação que mesmo ao redor de pessoas, em público, você ainda se sente solitário e isolado na sua própria mente? Horrível...
@@ryangustavo7248 Ss, mesmo rodeados até de amigos tu se sente sozinho tlgd
i dont know if im depressed or just sad, but im definitely hurt. i cant trust anybody.
i love u stranger
I love you too :)
@@user-xb7dp4vu3r thanks :]
"i still can be saved?" YES, YOU CAN. No one is too away from God to not get saved. i hope helps someone with this comment.
I haven't revisited this place in a long while. But I remember how the scars ached. It's ironic to find once you get over your hurdle it's not the end of the journey but only the beginning. I am reminded to share this message to those of you who are suffering. You may think your suffering is paramount but pain is pain and none of us were ever meant to experience it. Now you know and now you see what others can not in this place so far down below the world from a different view that the truth is not what you thought it was and it is here in this darkness that the light is illuminated the most. If we all are feeling this pain I can not imagine how much Jesus must be hurting. All he ever wanted was to lift you up, to teach you right from wrong. To provide everything you needed. To live with you every day. But most all all.. To love you. Yet so many people turn their back on him and his ideas. They leave him all alone with the light off in the empty room labeled with your name on it. He waited and waited for you to come and spend time with him but you never did. You totally forgot about him and his heart ached immensely because he is the guy that has everything... except you. We wanted to share everything with you. But you denied him and all you had to do was open the door. There are lost people forever in outer darkness who are suffering and God's heart is permanently rent from the loss. His heart is breaking every day more and more with each person he loses. We must be better, please accept him and more importantly share this word. People need to be loved... And Jesus the most deserves our love.
man... im already an alcoholic at 25... I'm cooked
you can do it bro im 26 and clean from heroin and pills i wish you the best, mate
You’re still young, I quit cold turkey at 17
I quit drinking alcohol everyday at 24
““Therefore, my friends, I want you to know that through Jesus the forgiveness of sins is proclaimed to you. Through him everyone who believes is set free from every sin, a justification you were not able to obtain under the law of Moses.”
Acts 13:38-39
“Set free from every sin” it’s not too late.
“On hearing this, Jesus said to them, “It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners.””
Mark 2:17
It's definitely a skill issue if you couldn't quit alcohol that tasted like crap plus very expensive
Yall can still be saved, there's no too late for anything, The problem isn't the situations, never will be, it's how you handle the situations
Yes, out of nowhere, in the most unlikely of circumstances, you’ll meet the most beautiful woman of your dreams. Her warmth, vibrancy, and kindness will bring color to your life and pull you out of the depths of your despair. Together, you’ll fall deeply in love and live happily ever after. 😌