Meg & Dia- Monster- Lyrics
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- Опубликовано: 11 сен 2024
- The song is based off of a short story that was written by Meg and Dia, but also based on the book East of Eden by John Steinbeck.
[MONSTER]
The couch. Always behind the couch. Under the table. The closet under the stairs. Three places to run. Three places to hide. Every time their voices would rise I would run to the closest sanctuary and thank God I was small enough to fit. Those voices that ran across each corner of the room seemed to reverberate off my very skin. Dad. He told me to call him Sir. Never Dad. Mom. She told me to call her Hannah. She was so pretty when she slept. She was so pretty when she was happy. Now, her body of twenty years was old. Tired from no sleep, breaking from fingertips pressed into her sides, and boiling with too hard of liquor for her fragile, porcelain outline.
After every uproar, every tear by her, and every empty bottle by him they would come looking. Her, happy to see him turn his malice towards me. Him, happy to turn his malice away from himself. I was the six year old pathetic coward.
Sir, I would say.
My eyes would wander to Hannah with frightened curiosity.
What had I done?
I called him sir. I called her Hannah.
They called me Henry at school.
They called me Henry at church.
They called me Monster at home.
After black, they would confine me to my room. A tiny room with one window, where their words said minutes earlier would form long sentences and wrap around in a circle above my head like those music boxes loving mothers would clip to the sides of their infants cribs. I hated my room. I hated the dark. They knew it, too, and took pleasure in locking me in. Locking me in where they could get me.
Dear Reader: Please note, if you ever were a six year old child, remember what it was like to lay in bed and imagine that loud heartbeat pulsing thick from underneath your mattress. Remember that hand that hovered over your face once you closed your eyes. Remember that loud breathing that resided around your open window. The creatures. That white little girl that crawled towards you in the night, hair hanging around the neck, fingers outstretched. To a child it is horrid. To an adult, it is a memory that most barely ever remember.
Twenty years later.
I didn't understand love. I didn't understand human connection. I only understood the weather: constantly changing. I understood change. I didn't understand safety, or any emotion, be it love, or hate, that could be unconditional.
I was at my second year of college. I was striving to be a writer. I didn't trust the crowds. I would go to my apartment, sit at my small desk I had gotten at a garage sale, and stay there for hours with my books, my papers, and a bottle of brandy. Then the day would end, and I'd get ready for the next.
I slept with the lights on.
Always.
I didn't want many things, but every once in a while, I hate to admit, I would want to feel that popular emotion I had read about in so many books: love. I was scared to administer it myself. I was scared to feel for another person.
So things happened.
On the walk to my apartment I saw a girl in a red sweater. I pardoned her and asked her if she knew where Rebecca street was. She looked at me in a funny way, paused, and turned her back to me. My hands ran to her shoulders, my lips to her neck. Hard fingers, hard hands. Her soft hair, thin ankles.
I ran off, leaving the crème skinned girl crying at her violette bruises left in patches under her sweater and skirt.
I had been born of glass but now I only felt apathy. No regrets, but still, that hard human pain that is there when you know you have done a terrible trespass.
I went back to my apartment. I turned all the lights on and opened the window. The night was calm and beautiful. The wind brought in glow flies by the dozen. They did not bother me like they did to most locals here. They brought light and company and I loved them with all my heart. I broke the lamps and poured the liquid into the bath tub. Small shards of porcelain glass managed to mix in with the water as well, that was now pouring from the faucet. I added the remaining kerosene I kept under my sink and by my desk which I had used as a denaturant for my alcohol.
Maybe it would have the same effect on me.
I DO NOT OWN THIS SONG OR THE STORY THAT GOES WITH IT
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Here's the meaning for y'all; it's not just rape but also other messed up stuff:
"This song is about a boy named Henry, who is abused by his parents. His mom, Hannah, had him at like 14 years old and didn't love him. The dad would abuse Hannah and Henry; Hannah would be happy anytime the father would abuse the son because it gave her a break. They'd call him "monster" all the time but only at home, never in public and lock him into a tiny room in the dark which only has one window. Henry is 6 years old and he is terrified of the dark: he sees creatures looking through the only window in the room and he's scared. Soon, he gets used to it and doesn't feel anything: not fear, not love, not even pain because his parent's words hurt him enough. So when he grows up, he isolates himself, because he has always been like that and reads a ton of books: they all seem to include "love" but Henry doesn't know anything about that because his parents not only didn't love him but also each other and all he ever saw was abuse.
One day, he sees a beautiful girl and he thinks he loves her, so he takes her somewhere, ties her up around her wrists, ankles and abuses and rapes her because that's what he thinks love is like. He leaves her crying and goes home. He realizes that she obviously did not enjoy that at all and realizes that he truly is a monster just like his parents. So he burns up the bathtub with kerosene to kill himself and "their words tattooed into his veins" means that what his parents repeatedly called him (monster) is true because he has become a monster."
Any sources, would love to read more.
What....The.... Holy.......Fuck ........😥
HOLY SHIT
Oh.....wow......😢
That's so sad... T-T
"Creatures lie here, looking through the window" *checks window*
meee. And mood for life
omg when i was reading your comment that part started lol
XxOreoCookiexX Wildcraft My windows*
Me after at the demon: cuddles?
Demon:....yeah.
Every time
Everybody gangsta till the lyrics “That night he caged her” appear
Shit ! I just realized.🙇
"White van has jond the chat"
The line “I am Hannas regrets always gets me”
Story of my no more longer life
Just got Killing Stalking Vibes
Every child deserves a parent but not every parent deserves a child
^
Amen.
WHAT ABOUT THE FATHER?
@@yaban360 same thing
Yeah poor Henry, I really felt bad for him.
I heard this song earlier today and I said to myself : “damn, remember hearing this song when I was younger.” Pretty nostalgic honestly
I know I heard it. Dont know where from. Only thing I can think of is minecraft. Maby a herobrine documentary? Or a story made for fun
I think I've done this before.... I JUST CAN'T REMEMBER!!!!!
When I was in my creepypasta phase lol😅
Reg Dunlop yeah its a common feeling, if you're aged a certain way sings and smells just bring you back to a place even if you didn't specifically remember it. This song just reminds me of mid 2000s and I don't even remember specifically listening to it
@@sonickage That kinda cool
I've known the remix version for years, but this is the first time I've ever found the original. This is deep...
I listened remix first, then a month later I heard the remix just once, I was too young to understand it’s message (I was 7).
I used listen to the remix on repeat. Now I scream sing this constantly while watching the video. Pretty good trade.
Personally I prefer the OG over the remix
kokichi
Same
Moral of the story: Monsters are made not born.
Okay
@@user-uo3if9iz2w wow so edgy and quirky
@@Cil_ Not even those... Monsters are always made, everyone is born good.
WTF THIS GAVE ME SHIVERS ITS 2019 WHY AM I HERE
Yeah, I agree.
This song is 100% one of the most beautiful/underrated songs in the world
I hope they add it on karaoke though, I wanna try to sing it.
@@uzziahjamesumis9557 I have a karaoke of it on my channel if that helps lol
agreed
right
"I'm a glass child..."
"I am Hannah's regrets"
God that hits way too close to home. I just liked this song as a kid but now I realise its actual meaning and god dam...
Harmless-Nightshade this song is actually about a poem, lemme see if I can find it
@@hurricanetortillla east of eden
i really want to kill myself thank you
Metro Pcs thank you Metro Pcs, very cool
Pls explain that part, I like the song and understand a lot, but not this part.
Okay if you search up the meaning behind this song, omg, it’s so deep. But thank god it’s only based off a book. The meaning behind the song is about a boy who was never loved. He never knew what love was. Till he meets a girl . From the story, she falls in love with him, later on he finds out that he was hurting her. So, he committed suicide by filling a bath with kerosene and lighting it on fire, which also saying the the lyrics:”Bathtub full of glow flies, Bathe in kerosene.”
*STOP COMMENTING ON THIS SHIT ITS OLD*
That's interesting and actually his mother is Hannah
Its about a boy, whose name was henry. who was neglected as a child. Born from hannah, hence hannahs regrets, implying having a kid was her "regret". He was never shown love as a child so he doesnt know how to show love to others. he found a girl who he liked but didnt know how to show he loved her. He ended up locking her up somewhere and raping her. "Then he STOLE her" Which means he stole her virginity. "Then he slowley saw her nightmares were his dreams" it was her nightmare. but to him it was a fantasy. He ended up figuring out that what he did was NOT love and he ended up killing himself by setting himself on fire in a bathtub full of kerosene
What book?
Wrong meaning.
@@Apex-ly7bd what book
"I am hannahs regrets"
I cant- thats so upsetting..
Help whatt
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@@ilikeapples1824 the rapist was a child born from rape. That's why he raped the girl, cause that's the only way he knew how to show and present his love.
@@electricsoul3355 ohhhhh omg that makes so much sense, thank you for clarifying that
@@electricsoul3355 is this story real like was there actaully a boy named Henry that went through this????
I used to love this song when I was little. It was only today that I learned the meaning and the story behind it
people used to lipsync to the remix on musically five years ago 💀
@@chemistryflow I hope they were having fun at least
It’s in the lyrics 💀
@@LLVJ929 it is, but I didn't understand that
Listened to this song in a sped up version and didn't know the lyrics but I liked it. But I am today years old when I actually learned the lyrics and I'm like 💀
Oh look i'm emo again
Hi emo again, I'm dad--
Lmfao same
“ ~gloms~ 0w0 “ cringe 😂
Let's see if we can get this comment to six hundred and sixty six likes.
Sarah Joyner same. Excuse my username I was 11
Hayley Blaha mines still worse lmao. Just pressed on here to reply and now I can’t press off the song 😂
now that i read the story in the desc it is a lot darker...
i know
ikr
ikr
ikrrr
what is it
the second that “monster how should i feel” hit, i realized i know this song, just not this version... took me back years, man
This is the original though
You heard remix, this is original
yeah i know this from a littlebigplanet 2 sackbot with low-quality recorded audio
i never even knew it was edgy or about rape, because for one i couldn't understand the lyrics and for 2 it cuts into a remix
this is the original, the high notes/beats is a remix
That part give me anemoia, kinda feel addictive
As someone whose actually been sexually assaulted.... This hurts.....
I hope u are ok...😿
I'm with you.
@@sadlysad.5531 I am, thank you! it was a long time ago now
......
another unfortunate event In a long life full of pain, dread, and sorrow you have my condolences
Me: *has listened to this song since I was 8*
Me: *now understands the lyrics*
Me again: oh shi- Edit: that’s a lot of likes o-o
Ikr
Same just recently found out the meaning and bro it makes me think damn my favorite childhood songs where so messed up
Dude same
Same
What`s the meaning behind it? I`m 17 and I still don`t get it
For anyone wondering, the book this I based off of is “East of Eden” by: John Steinbeck
Heir of Gryffindor this song was made a year before 13rw was written lmao
Infact, its in the description
Ladislao I didn’t read the description. Most people usually just go to the comments. 🤷🏽♀️
yess
ravenousclaws you must be really young
-I did not come from Tik Tok
-I was not aware of the story in the description
-I didn’t know about the meaning of this song
-This is so nostalgic
-I was so “emo”
Sammeee!!! every single sentence!!! But I'm still kinda emo
same
literally me right there
I don't even have that damn tic-tac-toe app lol and i used to actually like the dubstep remix but now i get right terrified listening to this.
same
The story of the song is very sad yet fascinating. The voice also sounds very beautiful as well as the lyrics.
I love this style of music. It's so deep, honest, meaningful, and well written. You can feel the emotions gushing through every word, ever sound, every instrument and vocal utterance. No matter what the lyrics say in any song of this genre, the lyrics are honest reflective pains felt by intense people. You can feel for them, you can find solace in them and understanding in them... you can live through them.
I'm sure you've already listened to them, but you should try more artists then. Look up bands like Icon for Hire, My Chemical Romance, Starset, and Shinedown.
I will give you a like for spending your time on your paragraph.
HELLHOUNDGRIM
I actually never heard of Icon for Hire or Starset! I do love the other two~ I should give them a try ^_^ thanks!
Not a problem! I hope you enjoy!
You have a higher chance of liking Starset. Check out My Demons first.
HELLHOUNDGRIM I love that song
I realized that half of the songs that I listened my while childhood are dark or in appropriate 😬
Bro fr
Ikr and I've listened to classic rock n roll like Aerosmith and ACDC to name a few. Aerosmith song Walk this Way was actually talking about... Well um definitely nsfw content.
True
Bruh ive listened to some heavy rock songs like "monster" by skillet and this one but was dancing cuz it was in the face of apider-man 😂
SAME
That night he caged her, bruised and broke her.... ima cry now
+Space Turtle stole her and every part of her soul
Stole her virginity
Virginity?! What is this dark art you speak of?
He raped her... It's pretty much stealing her soul, everything she had and physically her virginity
He raped a girl he like, Hanna was his mather
in the beginning of the song, its almost as if the "monster" was the thing he was afraid of, and being called a monster caused him to ask His monster how he should feel,
then when he grew older, after what he did, he realized he Was the monster, he had become it,
there was no turning back
all that was left was-
Now that ive found the original, i realize how badly the remixes butchered this song...
same
True
There not too bad... But its just so repetitive that it gets annoying after like 5 seconds
+Luke J I like this one better!
+Luke J ikr
Ugh I'll never understand why that remix is more popular than this one.
because dubstep basically
Because it is cleaner and not quite as dark.
Cordaliene VanMarrum
I think the darker atmosphere makes the song much more meaningful.
The original song is what got me into electronic music years ago actually, but coming across the original i like this better.
IKR. I mean who likes dubstep?!!?
They called me Henry at school.
They called me Henry at church.
They called me Monster at home.
They called me Henry at school.
They called me Henry at church.
They called me Heather at home.
What? XD
They call me Henry at school.
They call me Monster at church..
They call me Henry at home.
;)
Krysto AveSatanas You never went to church you couldn't even get in Monster XD
Pppffff how would you know?? D:
There are so many angsty songs titled Monster...
And I love every single one
Even the Boondox version?
Gabbie Hanna’s version
@@Venus0914 No, not that one.
Skillet’s amazing song.
*Looks at Lady Gaga*
His little whispers,
"Love me, love me
That's all I ask for
Love me, love me."
He battered his tiny fists to feel something
Wondered what it's like to touch and feel something
Monster,
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
That night he caged her
Bruised and broke her
He struggled closer
Then he stole her
Violet wrists and then her ankles
Silent Pain
Then he slowly saw their nightmares were his dreams
Monster,
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the windows
Time will
Hear their voices
I'm a glass child,
I am Hannah's regrets
Monster,
How should I feel?
Turn the sheets down
Murder ears with pillow lace
There's bath tubs
Full of glow flies
Bathe in kerosene
Their words tattooed in his veins, yeah!
I
I LOVE THIS SONG
erza scarlet is better
***** what about death note or black butler or attack on titans. All of them are truly epic
I don't really like those animes sorry I can't bare watching those scenes ._.
I am just shocked that no one realized this was about sexual assault. It's very obvious to me.
It's especially sad when you realize the "Monster" was treated as one. At home. Every day. Due to that, he never learned to love anyone properly. So when the boy ends up assaulting her, he ended up realizing that what he thought was right all along, was actually a horrible way to show compassion. After realizing that, he blames himself for the way his parents treated him, killing himself in the end,
Lil Rayden Yeah
Bro I was way too young to understand it at the time lol
@@lightisbored5343 roblox isnt the same like 2015 I remember this song playing and I thought it w was s good without knowing the actual meaning
It’s based off a book but ok
Remember when edgy was cool and not cringy
Yeah I miss those days too
yea wtf happened? when did edgy become cringy
@@theorykraft419 I don't even know
@@theorykraft419 the misanthropes ruined it.
@@theorykraft419 there are two types of edgy people, 'cool' ones and those that are 'cringe'. Those Who are cringe try too hard.
@@theorykraft419 tik tok happened
His little whispers, "Love me, love me!"
That's all I ask for, "Love me, love me!"
He battered his tiny fists to feel something
Wondered what it's like to touch and feel something
[Chorus]
Monster, how should I feel?
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
[Verse 2]
That night he caged her, bruised and broke her
He struggled closer, then he stole her
Violet wrists and then her ankles, silent pain
Then he slowly saw their nightmares were his dreams
[Chorus]
Monster, how should I feel?
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
[Post-Chorus]
Time will hear their voices, I'm a glass child
I am Hannah's regret
[Outro]
Monster, how should I feel?
Turn the sheets down, murder ears with pillow lace
There's bath tubs, full of glow flies
Bathed in kerosene, their words tattooed in his veins
Me: *plays this*
Mom: sounds very deep
Sister: you shouldnt be listening to this you can get depressed
Dad: MONSTER HOW SHOULD I FEEL!?
btsanime v XD
Omg 😂😂
Dads r da best
Hey army
Oml😂😂
This song tares my Heart into 1 Million pieces, a heart break at every note. A story of pain and chaos truly vocalized in the sweetest way showing the meaning as to wanting only Peace.
Wow, excuse me while I never forget how much this song has touched me.
I have subbed you too *****
That's deep.
#Deep
*tears
liek if u crie evry tiem...
"I am a glass child, I am Hannah's regrets... " Awesome lines...
Super je ova pjesma koju slusam sada
Who's here in 2024?? DAWG I MISS THIS SONG
I usually don’t reply to comments like these but MEEEEEE RAAAAH 1!1
I love old songs like this
I think my hair just turned black
MEEE
Me too,but the meaning of song💀
The story of this is actually so sad, wth
OnlyMidnight I know, right?
Ye
true but it's not like it actually happened
is it real I hope it’s not
Ah, I get the story! Okay so.
This was about how a boy was abused his whole life by his parents and called monster constantly. And never knew love, one day he saw a beautiful girl, and took her to his house. Caged, bruised (abused her, raped her) and his nightmares of being a monster was true. So he sat in a bath tub, filled a water and lit it.
Blossom-chan Wolf Now this song is even more depressing...
Blossom-chan Wolf I dont think she invited him in, because it say he took her, i think it may have been a kidnapping
Stevie Nichols no, he invited her into his apartment, then thats where action started. Read the description.
Omg I am really depressed now.
Lucy Morgan are you thinking of naruto
Remixes fucked up the meaning of this song(Edit:Never said I didn't like the remixes)
agreed
yes your right
trueee
yup
Lmao
Can’t believe this vid is 10 years old 😳 I loved this song at 10 and still do at 17 ❤️
Song is 20 years old soon
samee this was one of my fav songs and lyric vids as a kid 😭
im sorry for u. U missed the good times on earth :(
Anyone else hear this version first and think, "Damn, this is a pretty good song." Then hear that there is a remix of it and think, "People keep saying that the remix is better than the original." Then you go look up the remix and think, "What monstrosity turned this beautiful song into a fucking alien radio station?"
... C'mon. I can't be the only one thinking this.
Same.
Dothurnaax You're not, I usually get irritated by dubstep remixes of beautiful songs.
Dothurnaax I listened to the Dubstep first and thought it was pretty good, so here I am looking for the original, and damn. Why alter something so much when it was pretty great to begin with?
Molly Sheridan I can deal with a little dubstep here and there, but when you take something and modify it so heavily you hardly have any of the original content left, then yeah....it's shit.
Dothurnaax I love both! :P
"I am Hannah's regrets" Didn't understand until I read the description but now i'm crying lol
Yeah, it's his mom ;')))
Don't Worry Kiddos nei they
she was raped and got pregnant. treated him like a monster for it, cause he was conceived that way
thanks sherlock
Or *her* mom
I have not heard this in forever
its a slapper
BeccaSlays fr I miss this
same
I tried to find this song ever since i was like six and I found it ☺
Me neither I love this song though
Ok yall're talking about the meaning and how deep it is and it is dont get me wrong
But the vibes of this song are immaculate. Delectable. This song grants me unending serotonin.
I like this a lot better than the dubstep version
how?!
jose alvarez
Well, this isn't just some crappy remix of another song, for one. It's it's own thing.
+Nicholas Hudson same :33
I can see why! This is a great song on its own and holds a lot more t0meaning then it's remix. I love this song as well.
I love both
Me at 5: *Boping to this song
Me now: *confused screaming*
SAME-
Lolz samez I was like hmmmmmm when I realized wat it mwant
AHHHHHHHH I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT SAME???
Same, it was all fun and game until you know the meaning-
same
the story is very deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
CircusBaby_nightcore that is more deep
No it's more like this: deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
CircusBaby_nightcore wow that's a really long
agreed
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My friend told me what the song was about because all I knew was it was deep-
This is what it's about
The boy was abused by his parents, his mother being Hannah. So when he goes off to college, he didn’t really knew anything about bondage and stuff. So the first time a girl interacts with him, he abuses her and I think rapes her. He realizes what he has done and commits suicide in the bathtub.
Never realized, this is really sad. And people making tiktoks about it? Seriously?
@@bendover21257 apparently. People are insensitive. Or they don't actually know what the song means and they just like the beat.
Well actually it's not the first person to interact in the book in the discription he had a crush on her a wanted to feel something then he realized he was hurting her and kill himself
@@noahjohnson8968 ohh. Thanks for telling me.
That sums up the version I heard-
But yes.
Everyone is talking about the TikTok. I came here cause I wanted to feel nostalgic.
me too, I didn't remember how good this actually was
same and now my childhood is ruined-
wait tik tok took this from me too?
same
I didn’t even know this was on tiktok..
sometimes it's good to just bathe in that angst you haven't felt since your teens.
Honestly lol. I really dont like this kinda music anymore (moved on to angrier nu metalcore stuff) but ill often revisit this song and "Watch Me Bleed" by Scary Kids Scaring Kids despite not liking that type of music anymore
I'm a teen and I'm not angsty, but I could definitely understand why someone would want to do it.
for all the people who are confused to what this song is about :
it's about a boy named Henry, and his parents didn't care about him and neglected him.
when he grew up he didn't know how to love or show emotions. he was never shown empathy.
when henry grew up he saw a girl he liked but he didn't know how to talk to her.
she tried to get away from him but then he raped the girl then killed himself lol
( his mothers name is hannah, and he refers to himself as monster(
+Jade Kathlen thanks :)
+SAlvizo 38 Ikr
Holy fuck that is some deep shit
wow that's dark
When I didn’t understand much English I listened to this and thought it was a really dope melody and would put it on repeat, thinking it was nothing more than a love story. Until today I listened to it again that is.
I love the MONSTER HOW SHOUD I FEEL
i like the menster how should ifell like ock vg
me to
It's called the chorus...
+Aken A -.-
Toni Nikoloski :3
Mom: Your turning in to your brother with that type of music
Me:does my music scare you or something
Dad: YES
Sister: YES
Mom: YES
Brother: Nah
Me: THANK YOU AT LEAST SOMEONE LIKES IT
Edit: for the people saying im young because i spell you’re as your: I AM FINEEEEE. I just dont like spelling stuff like that
Davidsays RBLX same tho but I'm the only one who's emo in this house of mine
abbigail ely im the only one too
Hey I like it to
abbigail ely same here xd
Sounds like my house other than my cousin lives with me so for brother it would be cousin
Jeez, now I see it, it’s super dark and emotional. Like damn
As someone that has seen all the abuse mentioned in this song, it hits, my old school was rlly sick in the stomach, to the point I got rlly scared of going, to anyone that is going through or is seeing ANY type of abuse, SPEAK OUT. It's not to late, dont stay silent.
Me: *Drawing edgy drawings while listening to this song in 2015.*
Also me: *Remembers that this song is about rape and starts to feel really bad-*
Did you copy this from that vid on tik tok ?
@@burntcoochie6408 No?
:O srry
@@burntcoochie6408 it's okay :D
:D
My favourite part is:
“His little whispers,
Love me, love me,
That’s all I ask for,
Love me, love me”
Same
Bibiana Díaz that’s what the comment section is for. surprised? 😮
@@bibianadiaz3751 who shit in your cereal?
@@bibianadiaz3751 your rude
@@bibianadiaz3751 And no one asked for yours
but still you gave it. Feel better now?
Is it that you identify with this part too much that it hurts ?
Come on now!! internet is open for group therapy session 1,567,903,094,342,243,243.
we’re all from that one tiktok that told us what it actually meant 😐
edit: sorry for anyone that commented “i feel called out” , i didn’t know i sounded mean 😭
another edit: ok some of y’all have tiktok some of y’all don’t ok i get it but most of us HAVENT heard the song , don’t expect us to know everything , i apologize if this comes off as run but not everyone knows everything you know.
Wendi Ajpacaja yep lok
Lol
Yea
Yess
FBI OPEN UP
I will never get sick of this song
me: huh this is not bad
*monster how should I feel*
me: I KNOW THIS
edit: how did get 31 likes??? I forgot I made this
Sueoogle Wintour
233 likes, love
Sueoogle Wintour FIX DAT EDIT
Why the hell do we comment this in the same week? Haha
AggressiverAffe
Huhh
Same lmao i didnt even know i knew this song
I feel awkward because I like both the remix and the original. It's weird because I can not stand remixes and techno sounding stuff. I think it's just her voice maybe?
Cat Ram Same here.
Even tho i love dubstep..
Diamondgamer 1987 I swear you follow me XD Haha
Cat Ram XD i dont. i swear. XD
Diamondgamer 1987 Haha okay okay XD
***** That's exactly how I feel. XD
For all of you wondering
This song is based off a book the Guy rapped the girl And realized what he did was not love so he committed suicide
Listen to the song again and everything will make sense
Leah Beah books name?
Actually, it's about a boy who was neglected by his parents, raped a girl in college then killed himself because he felt guilty,
You edited this and still misspelled "raped"
@@strwberritears4409 east of eden
@@sumeirah9254 I’ve read east of Eden and no one was ever raped
I first found the remix, and after hearing it for about 20 minutes, I decided to look for the original, and I was choked on how deep it actually is.
After that I read the story.
*I don't even know how to describe my feelings at the time*
The meaning of this song is actually really f***ed up.
Trash Can how?
I just came here because I was thinking of the remix and wanted to hear the real version.
The storys in the description of this video
Trash Can In my opinion, songs like this one are better than the ones that are about partying all night:3
XxJiangLiXDxX RAWRXD I just realized we both have the same name.....*RawrXD*
0:42 for some reason that part and the part where she sings "creatures lie here, looking through the window" gives me chills like the way she sings it sounds so nice and because all you can here is her voice and it just sounds nice to me...I feel like I'm the only one who thinks that😂
I KNOW RIGHT!!! IT LITERALLY GAVE ME ANXIETY
That line is the best, your not alone. It gives me a sense that thing just aren't right, which is so true once you learn the story behind the song.
Xd
It means I'm a monster watching you through the window because this is about about named Henry who was neglected by his parents and he never knew what love was and then he saw a girl he liked then he raped her then committed suiside because he found out what he did was wrong
I get the chills because of all the emotion put into those lyrics alone
That story.... my god... I don't even know what to feel... it's saddening, yet angering, yet I'm thankful that I have never experienced such a pain. And the end... my god...
U.S.W I really like this song. I can sort of relate to it. My parents don't care about me because they think I'm the one who killed my own little brothers and I've been in an abusive relationship.
If you heard this first through nightcore and not tik tok
You deserve a senior discount
yay!!
Yes
thank you
(the version i heard was nightcore, i didnt discover it through nightcore but instead on an lbp2 sackbot with recorded audio on it)
@@spooktspeek hello fellow lbp2 player 👋
@@Y-Chan_NekoVera ayy wassup
i miss that game
The description made me breathless... Now I actually know this original song and the story behind it...
c h e r r y
Same.....
c h e r r y same
What's the story??
Dεαη ωιηcнεsтεя read the description
S A M E... When I was I child I used to sing it, bc I loved the music, but never knew the lyrics nor the story rly 😂 but daaaamn that is too deeeeeeep and super sad 😟😟😟😭😭😭😭
Now the song has so much more sense after reading that story in the description... I love it.
So from what it seems this is what it's about
A boy named Henry grew up with his parents neglecting him and not loving him and I think "I am Hanna's regrets" might mean she regrets giving birth to him. So when Henry got older he didn't know what real love was so he found a girl he liked but he didn't know how to show it so he raped her which "Then he stole her" means he stole her virginity. Then he realized that what he did wasn't love he committed suicide.
Hetalia Took My Life I honestly think Hannah's regrets means that after what happened that she regretted the way they acted. But yours is more believable.
Hetalia Took My Life- HTML makes sense
thats deep man
Yea hence the "then he slowly saw their nightmares were his dreams"
I thought the song was from the perspective of the child of a rape victim hence 'monster, how should I feel?' since because of him she was born but also he did an Awful thing. idk though, I havent read the story.
this video is HUGE nostalgia for me. was listening to this in 2012
They called him Henry at school,
They called him Henry at church,
They called him Henry at home, What did you expect?
Henry i guess?
something else
Monster (neglected child turned bad)
How should I feel (?)
Creatures lie here (?)
Looking through the window (?)
Can someone explain the meaning to the other ones? What creatures is he referring to and why are them looking through the window? Or am I getting it wrong? Why does he ask how he should feel?
This is the part that intrigues me the most since nobody has explained it to me yet and I want to know the meaning of this iconic part.
@@grunge-616 maybe it means his doubts/sins? there's also a website called genius lyrics that analyzes lyrics to songs. It has the song on there, so maybe check that out?
@@tigermisty5901 ty I'm gonna check
Personally, I think the dub step version ruined the song.. I mean, yes I like the rhythm of it, but I feel like it ruined the actual meaning of the song if you actually listen to this original version :/
Indeed. It made it sound all cute and catchy.
Mia Animates I find that people tryed to make it a cheesy monster inside song for creepypasta and stuff like that, I absolutely hate the remix.
Mia Animates whats the main point or lesson of this song?
i think its about what abuse can do to a person
i dont think so at all it actually made it sound just as deep and dark but everyone has their own i believe its hard to compare them cause they are so different
Everyone's here for 0:40
TRUE
yup..!!
Nah, I'm just here to listen to the entire song
I appreciate the entire song lol
thats what i looked up to find the song cause the lyrics were in my head but i could not find it
It makes me sad that everybody admires the remix more than this beautiful song
Fr, tbh i don't rlly like the remix ones
00:00 me: this is not the song i am looking for
*keeps listening*
00:42 me: HELL YEA THIS IS THE F*@^&$# SONG I'M LOOKING FOR!!!!!
Edit: 6 likes? TY
My exact reaction
Alberto Abrameto same I have been looking for this exact song for hours
Same 🤣
Think you were looking for the lum!x bootleg or the dot.exe remix, same thing happened to me xd
edit: 257 likes and one more dislike ty
I love songs where I can feel emotion. Doesn't matter witch. Hatred and sadness and a bit of confusion. That's what I can feel in this one. If any one has a different feeling feel free to tell me. I like knowing things.
Saby Martin Frigault ikr
Same! Even though i just now discovered this song, this song is really meaningful and sounds amazing ! Even though it has a dark meaning behind it, I really like the style
Saby Martin Frigault I love songs like that too, particularly ones about how everything seems insane
Sometimes the absence of emotion is a blessing, for those of us who feel nothing, music is a drug, an addiction with symptoms like any other. Ours are feelings
Saby Martin Frigault I feel a lot of desesperation too, but your feelings are so right
WHO ARE WATCHING THIS AT 2020. P/S THIS IS FOR THE FUTURE !
WMLYFF ch this is the future but not that far quite yet😂😭
I am!
Na man watching in 8262827282
Im in 2019
I'm in 1568
No matter how old a song is it will never be forgotten
What can I say? This is fucking mind-blowing, both the song and the story. Such an interesting perspective, and written in such a theatrical style. I think this is my new favorite song.
Ellye M
Is it still your fav song?
Henry is a dick.
Why is this not that popular?
Lalatina Dustiness it was popular like 10 years ago or so. Oh how I miss those high school days lol
Because the remix exists so people run to the remix rather than the song
Lalatina Dustiness BRUH EXACTLY I'M ADDICTED HAH
Lalatina Dustiness Hello
Remix has like 100 million views. Hmph.
After I read the description I was like "DAMN! That's deep."
The meaning of the song hits deeply 😔. Be safe and always on alert.
Is it bad I like both the original and the dubstep version?
+Peter Pan's Lost Girl Nope :D
+Peter Pan's Lost Girl Definitely not. Right there with you.
+Peter Pan's Lost Girl No. I love both as well!
The Original Is Way far better
+Peter Pan's Lost Girl Why the fuck would it be bad??
The real monsters were his parents :(
In my opinion, the verse at 0:40 is the best part of the song. So soulful and so much emotion in one verse, and in no other version on this website has it been so perfect.
Frostbite. Yes, exactly. She sings it so perfectly and so quietly yet at the same time with so much emotion it makes me want to scream the verse
Ive been looking for the original for how many years....
RIP to people who still havent found the original song :DD
Me:
Sister:
Me: Hi--
Sister: YOU'RE EMOOOOO
HAHAHA
bro- when you understand the true meaning now-
Kind of funny how most of the comments are complaining about people enjoying the remix better.
Just enjoy the song, why does it matter to you? Besides, they are two different genres, you can't compare the two with
"Huh, I prefer rock to dubstep so... This is like obviously better than the remix, and always will be."
Just say that you enjoyed this song, and move on.
Kartini Hanitio AMEN!
Kartini Hanitio I hate the remix
This is true, I don't like that they ignored the rest of the song cause it has such a deep meaning, but i like the remix and the original, in fact I didn't know the original until 2 years after i founf the remix. Its more so people want to state their opinion and I think u should just leave it be, u can't please everyone. ya feel?
Star Animations exactly
best comment of here tbh
Monster, hows the light beer?
well, i have to say,.its not the best
I just lie here, looking in the toilet.
So yeah, it's not that great.
Im dead XD
Bath in blood, they will never find the bodies. xD
***** Not if you hid them well....extremely well....
This age faded away when Harambe died and it took with it everything we
loved. Have you noticed that since then monkeys have been a part of the meme culture? This isn’t a coincidence, this is our way to pay respect for Harambe. Rest in peace bro ✌️
What does any of this have to do with the song
@@AngieMarioFreak2001 because this song is a symbol of Internet's old edgyness
There's something about 'Monster'..
I just don't get bored of it.
Question? there was a vid made that had this song playing over a movie about a teen that dressed in all black and dyed his hair black
damn this is millions times better than the remix
You should definitely hear boondoxs version
Ikr!
Ah I’m reverting back to my emo phase. I actually missed it-
Edit: I specifically remember listening to this while playing Roblox omfg
My childhood is returning holy shit
Uraviteaa same
Well it might have been the remix
LMAO SAMEE SIS
That's Literally What I'm Doing :0
I remember seeing this video brand new on MTV2
I was a bullied child before all I heard was half of the song I listened to this every time I get home from school but now... When I heard "I'm a glass child I am Hannah's regrets" damn..
Me when I was young: I like this song!
Me now understands what it says: oh...
This is a really deep song. Touching in a dark sorta way.
Dude this song so depressing for me, not because I've been in an abusive relationship but because it's a song me and my friend used to listen to before I moved.
Abusive relationships absolutely fuck women up in so many ways. I dated girls that used to be in one and they are some of the most fucked up people i even knew. I wish you well and remember not everyone is evil and crazy.
CHILIDOG HAMSALAD You realise men are abused too, right? Not just women.
BarbaricTemptress t h a n k y o u
Junkyard Jams I was abused mentally by my bullies at school so this song just leaves me crying lmao I still love it tho
I'm sorry that has happened to you
No matter what. The original is the best.