21- 0:21 nakarat Yirmi bir başladı yine sırf kaçmadım diye Saçları başkadır akşamdaki gözyaşlarım saçmalık Bendeki bu ağlamaklı tavırlar adeta laçkalık 0:43 Kimisi için hayat çok erken başlar Gözlerimin altındaki bu yaşlar telaşla akar Ya birisi beni görürse Ya birisi benim gibi toprağa gömülürse 0:54 Üzülmeyin, zira öldüğüm gün bugünse Yaşıyordum oysa ki ben tarih dünse yani farkına var ve gülümse önemli değil eğer konu ölüm değilse 1:05 yine de kendini üzme konu ölüm gibiyse de hayatta, ölümden yetme bunu anlayamazsın tekte doğru zamanlamayı bekle
Staring at the ceiling, with my fingers crossed With a ton of stirred thoughs, hoping ill win the lot Ive been bought out with so much And it keeps growing like an you can eat lunch Perhaps its just just a dark hunch My anxiety is crippling, through my blood stream its persisting I am though resisting, but my consciousness isnt listening Im all consumed of what life couldve been Im addicted to my negative thoughts and i keep sinking until the water hits my chin Drop one more inch lower and maybe ill drown Death right now seems better than accepting my current circumstances right now They say in life you only get so many chances I wont have my inner voice screaming so loud My parents will have at least one kid that makes them proud Im sorry mom and dad that i was always combative Never being appreciative, never accepting what you gave Accepting my fate, no i dont want to brave I just wanna lay in a grave because ive accepted that i cant be saved People in my life say im the one who needs to change But they cant see that ive been shot at long range For my thought process to rearrange, i need to experience something thatll get me out of this haze And into a better place, its what im after Happy moments and laughter, same book, next chapter Rekindling past disasters, climbing the ladder faster Seeing the green on the pasture Drive by the past at last Cut off the demons head with an axe Replastering the pavement and filling in the cracks
Man I hate a lot little people with a fake smile Trying keep it 100 hundred with they fingers crossed Bet I see you humming to Eminem spitting 8 mile While rolling dice smoking chase while drinking plain water And no rabbit in this race that keep me on the break’s child I got a jack I cop ace then a queen king me in this full house Stop playing pull out ain’t tryna put a baby in this bulls mouth How you got me looking crazy when I ain’t even had my pant up I tried to stand up got a hook jab until I fell down Then when I was down kick in the mouth with a round house But ain’t nobody see nothing damn a bunch of clowns out How you call me your best when I ain’t even got a chance to I got something to prove chip on my shoulder Sometimes to lose when I dip my head in the water Looking for faith ain’t no god or messiah Higher power who’s the better me My enemy is my friend in deed And the enemy of my enemies is my friend Who can turn foe when they decide to fold I ain’t betting money I just keep it known That if you want me on your side You got keep it too Be 100 don’t change for others Whenever you get better deals I got a steady flow fat from incredible But I working on a couple still Just tryna show up when I’m needed But I got a reason to be on my toes In the night is where you’re vulnerable And I heard someone creeping on the low Leave crumbled underneath their souls So it’s obvious that I gotta go If I can’t walk then I gotta crawl Ain’t a victim so I gotta make it home Even when the odds are 10/1 I’ll take the 10 out of 100 still And die before they take my soul They want the love but cannot handle coins They wanna dollars to feed their hunger And not just 100 they like a lot of dough While I don’t care if I’m gotta check I just want the love cause fuck the disrespect You coming crooked will have to fix your neck I ain’t reckless I move with intellect So just want your six while I get the rest
So much I ain't proud of...(hol' up) I admit....(yeah) I done did....(wait) Look I admit I done did a lot of shit I ain't too proud of But that's life. We live. We learn. And try to keep on But I can't lie. Don't paint me as a Saint. I done sinned so much... Fuck. I done sinned so much that my sense of right are wrong I really don't know why I keep writing these songs. If anything I'm afraid to break out Afraid of the skeletons in my closet finding they way out Too afraid of all the attention. But I know they still gonna put me on a pedestal If anything I genuinely prefer second. But my talent seems to help me attain all the gold Even tho I prefer silver or bronze. Imposter syndrome no joke. I hate how I really am if I'm being honest. I have way too many bad tendencies. My brain, I never understand, thoughts are too toxic. My conscience seems to always gets the best of me Maybe I'm lost in my own void Fuck. My flaws are what they'd exploit Fuck. Lost in my own voice Said I just wanted a sense of rejoice But what I wanted was never a choice. I wonder why I pour out my soul. I pour out my heart. Why I met many luminescent souls that kept me in the dark
My game I choose to play gave me scar tissue guess I got personal issues with no tissues the drugs I misused made me became a excuse with a dream and talent that’s unused like condoms and wound up abandoning it like whoops baby’s that u regret making with the wrong ladies paying the price for my neglected past like child support papers with time will get your ass just like my past now all I. Have in high anxiety and stress while playing like I’m hero with a S on my chest while on the inside I’m nothing but a mess who would have guess ha ha
Staring at the ceiling, with my fingers crossed With a ton of stirred thoughs, hoping ill win the lot Ive been bought out, so much And it keeps growing like an you can eat lunch Perhaps its just just a dark hunch My anxiety is crippling, through my blood stream its persisting I am though resisting, but my consciousness isn't listening Im all consumed of what life couldve been Im addicted to my negative thoughts and i keep sinking until the water hits my chin Drop one more inch lower and maybe ill drown Death seems better than accepting my current circumstances right now They say in life you only get so many chances ve been hit with making too many poor decisions Broken too many bridges, wont heal naturally, need stitches I wont have my inner voice screaming so loud My parents will have at least one kid that makes them proud Im sorry mom and dad that i was always combative Never being appreciative, never accepting what you gave Accepting my fate, no i dont want to brave I just wanna lay in a grave because ive accepted that i cant be saved People in my life say im the one who needs to change But they cant see that ive been shot at long range For my thought process to rearrange, i need to experience something thatll get me out of this haze And into a better place, its what im after Happy moments and laughter, same book, next chapter Rekindling past disasters, climbing the ladder faster Seeing the green on the pasture Drive by the past at last Cut off the demons head with an axe Replastering the pavement and filling in the cracks Self-harm, no im not cutting my arm Set myself in flames and still remain calm Manufacturing emotions like an animal farm An emotional vortex, consumed by my demons, more or less What i did in the past, i confess, im paying the price, strangle my own neck Yeah, with both my own hands, sinking in sand Floating in space, wait no wait, i think its land Uncertainty, is hurting me, to family its burdeningz. ' In dire need of getting rid òall this anxiety I guess with all this pain im still learning Night or morning, temper the storms early Cant let it fester under so much pressure You see one day things will hopefully get better But right now im still suffwring The computer that is my mind is still buffering Muttering phrases, catch myself before hell's blazes Fall into the hands of angels and god's good graces Face the fact that i got to start where i am The past has got to go and move forward the best that i can
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Suzana Nina,,,, "Stiiiiiiiiiiiiiiillllllllll"
21-
0:21 nakarat
Yirmi bir başladı yine sırf kaçmadım diye
Saçları başkadır akşamdaki gözyaşlarım saçmalık
Bendeki bu ağlamaklı tavırlar adeta laçkalık
0:43
Kimisi için hayat çok erken başlar
Gözlerimin altındaki bu yaşlar
telaşla akar Ya birisi beni görürse
Ya birisi benim gibi toprağa gömülürse
0:54
Üzülmeyin, zira öldüğüm gün bugünse
Yaşıyordum oysa ki ben tarih dünse
yani farkına var ve gülümse
önemli değil eğer konu ölüm değilse
1:05
yine de kendini üzme konu ölüm gibiyse de
hayatta, ölümden yetme bunu anlayamazsın tekte doğru zamanlamayı bekle
Staring at the ceiling, with my fingers crossed
With a ton of stirred thoughs, hoping ill win the lot
Ive been bought out with so much
And it keeps growing like an you can eat lunch
Perhaps its just just a dark hunch
My anxiety is crippling, through my blood stream its persisting
I am though resisting, but my consciousness isnt listening
Im all consumed of what life couldve been
Im addicted to my negative thoughts and i keep sinking until the water hits my chin
Drop one more inch lower and maybe ill drown
Death right now seems better than accepting my current circumstances right now
They say in life you only get so many chances
I wont have my inner voice screaming so loud
My parents will have at least one kid that makes them proud
Im sorry mom and dad that i was always combative
Never being appreciative, never accepting what you gave
Accepting my fate, no i dont want to brave
I just wanna lay in a grave because ive accepted that i cant be saved
People in my life say im the one who needs to change
But they cant see that ive been shot at long range
For my thought process to rearrange, i need to experience something thatll get me out of this haze
And into a better place, its what im after
Happy moments and laughter, same book, next chapter
Rekindling past disasters, climbing the ladder faster
Seeing the green on the pasture
Drive by the past at last
Cut off the demons head with an axe
Replastering the pavement and filling in the cracks
This is decent but it need a boast of some sort but this really good keep it up the mix
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
dammm nice
Man I hate a lot little people with a fake smile
Trying keep it 100 hundred with they fingers crossed
Bet I see you humming to Eminem spitting 8 mile
While rolling dice smoking chase while drinking plain water
And no rabbit in this race that keep me on the break’s child
I got a jack I cop ace then a queen king me in this full house
Stop playing pull out ain’t tryna put a baby in this bulls mouth
How you got me looking crazy when I ain’t even had my pant up
I tried to stand up got a hook jab until I fell down
Then when I was down kick in the mouth with a round house
But ain’t nobody see nothing damn a bunch of clowns out
How you call me your best when I ain’t even got a chance to
I got something to prove chip on my shoulder
Sometimes to lose when I dip my head in the water
Looking for faith ain’t no god or messiah
Higher power who’s the better me
My enemy is my friend in deed
And the enemy of my enemies is my friend
Who can turn foe when they decide to fold
I ain’t betting money I just keep it known
That if you want me on your side
You got keep it too
Be 100 don’t change for others
Whenever you get better deals
I got a steady flow fat from incredible
But I working on a couple still
Just tryna show up when I’m needed
But I got a reason to be on my toes
In the night is where you’re vulnerable
And I heard someone creeping on the low
Leave crumbled underneath their souls
So it’s obvious that I gotta go
If I can’t walk then I gotta crawl
Ain’t a victim so I gotta make it home
Even when the odds are 10/1
I’ll take the 10 out of 100 still
And die before they take my soul
They want the love but cannot handle coins
They wanna dollars to feed their hunger
And not just 100 they like a lot of dough
While I don’t care if I’m gotta check
I just want the love cause fuck the disrespect
You coming crooked will have to fix your neck
I ain’t reckless I move with intellect
So just want your six while I get the rest
wow
بهالدنيا لا تأتمن .. من حكى بيبقى وراكك
انت جاي تتفلسف هنا
how do you want to sell this beat when there are your names in the beginning and in the whole song
all licenses without voice tags
Somebody pass the mic...
🎤here bro
Yea that's us partake Impulsive scrutiny scullydue to reruns the feelin mutual
So much I ain't proud of...(hol' up)
I admit....(yeah)
I done did....(wait)
Look I admit I done did a lot of shit I ain't too proud of
But that's life. We live. We learn. And try to keep on
But I can't lie. Don't paint me as a Saint. I done sinned so much...
Fuck. I done sinned so much that my sense of right are wrong
I really don't know why I keep writing these songs.
If anything I'm afraid to break out
Afraid of the skeletons in my closet finding they way out
Too afraid of all the attention.
But I know they still gonna put me on a pedestal
If anything I genuinely prefer second.
But my talent seems to help me attain all the gold
Even tho I prefer silver or bronze. Imposter syndrome no joke.
I hate how I really am if I'm being honest.
I have way too many bad tendencies.
My brain, I never understand, thoughts are too toxic.
My conscience seems to always gets the best of me
Maybe I'm lost in my own void
Fuck.
My flaws are what they'd exploit
Fuck.
Lost in my own voice
Said
I just wanted a sense of rejoice
But what I wanted was never a choice.
I wonder why I pour out my soul. I pour out my heart.
Why I met many luminescent souls that kept me in the dark
Đốt đốt cho tao thêm 1 bi
Chắc là mày còn biết mày đốt tốt
Châm cho t 1 bi
Old school hay là boombap thì t vẫn sẽ còn giết được
My game I choose to play gave me scar tissue guess I got personal issues with no tissues the drugs I misused made me became a excuse with a dream and talent that’s unused like condoms and wound up abandoning it like whoops baby’s that u regret making with the wrong ladies paying the price for my neglected past like child support papers with time will get your ass just like my past now all I. Have in high anxiety and stress while playing like I’m hero with a S on my chest while on the inside I’m nothing but a mess who would have guess ha ha
Staring at the ceiling, with my fingers crossed
With a ton of stirred thoughs, hoping ill win the lot
Ive been bought out, so much
And it keeps growing like an you can eat lunch
Perhaps its just just a dark hunch
My anxiety is crippling, through my blood stream its persisting
I am though resisting, but my consciousness isn't listening
Im all consumed of what life couldve been
Im addicted to my negative thoughts and i keep sinking until the water hits my chin
Drop one more inch lower and maybe ill drown
Death seems better than accepting my current circumstances right now
They say in life you only get so many chances
ve been hit with making too many poor decisions
Broken too many bridges, wont heal naturally, need stitches
I wont have my inner voice screaming so loud
My parents will have at least one kid that makes them proud
Im sorry mom and dad that i was always combative
Never being appreciative, never accepting what you gave
Accepting my fate, no i dont want to brave
I just wanna lay in a grave because ive accepted that i cant be saved
People in my life say im the one who needs to change
But they cant see that ive been shot at long range
For my thought process to rearrange, i need to experience something thatll get me out of this haze
And into a better place, its what im after
Happy moments and laughter, same book, next chapter
Rekindling past disasters, climbing the ladder faster
Seeing the green on the pasture
Drive by the past at last
Cut off the demons head with an axe
Replastering the pavement and filling in the cracks
Self-harm, no im not cutting my arm
Set myself in flames and still remain calm
Manufacturing emotions like an animal farm
An emotional vortex, consumed by my demons, more or less
What i did in the past, i confess, im paying the price, strangle my own neck
Yeah, with both my own hands, sinking in sand
Floating in space, wait no wait, i think its land
Uncertainty, is hurting me, to family its burdeningz. '
In dire need of getting rid òall this anxiety
I guess with all this pain im still learning
Night or morning, temper the storms early
Cant let it fester under so much pressure
You see one day things will hopefully get better
But right now im still suffwring
The computer that is my mind is still buffering
Muttering phrases, catch myself before hell's blazes
Fall into the hands of angels and god's good graces
Face the fact that i got to start where i am
The past has got to go and move forward the best that i can