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Blessed, Blind & Broken - Sarah Jakes Roberts
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God I give you my brokeness,pain,hurt, rejection, abandonment,anger, weaknesses, failures 😭😭 God I can't hide anymore 😭😭Holy Spirit take over n restore me.
Amen
Me as well lord please hear our cry
I felt this! Amen
God will repair, restore and rebuild you, just keep pressing on.
In Jesus name so be it!
She didn't let her shame break her. She is highly blessed and favor. She speaks life back into dry bones 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
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Father God, I surrender my brokenness, pain, abandonment, anger, anxiety, depression, fear, pride, guilt, low self esteem, ego to you. Im also grateful for the brokenness as it leads me to my destiny of who you called me to be. In the mighty name of Jesus I pray amen 🙏🏽
Amen 🙏🏽
Amen!!!
Lord I put my brokenness at your feet today knowing that you will turn it into greatness🙏
Remove my broken sprit and my 20 year old daughter LORD PLEASEEEEEEE.
Break this generational curse on my daughter and I of sadness, grief. Give my daughter mental clarity and touch her heart Lord...Heal her from head to toe...IN JESUS NAME...Break it Lord
Amen
Amen
amen. please Jesus. help my children against this curse
Amen
Amen
Did you all see how she acknowledges her man? That's so beautiful
Yaaasss I was like ok!!!
That's how i want to be acknowledging mine in Jesus name
I love it you hear me ❤️
I just don't think she should give all the accolades to a man.. whether that's her husband, boyfriend, dad, etc. I only bow down and give all that honor to God/ Jesus! Yes, I have been married before and I know you supposed to submit to your husband..just my opinion..we can agree to disagree..
@@esthermcdonald3313 You said you “were married before” I assume that means that you no longer are. This may be a disagreement. I don’t think she’s bowing down to her husband. Of course we are called to bow down to NO ONE but God. I do think that she’s simply “acknowledging” her man, her husband, her head, her king. Sadly too many women today don’t do that. Many have taken on the “it’s ALL about me” spirit. When you’re single that may be ok but some are doing so even when married.
So many men are bowed down and bent over with the weight of the world on their shoulders.
Many men are not encouraged, inspired, uplifted, applauded or even thanked for anything that they do.
The Bible tells us to treat each other well especially those of the household of faith. I think that also includes our own household and IF there’s a man in the house then build him up don’t tear him down.
Proverbs says “The wise woman builds her house but the foolish one tears it down with her own hands.”
There are too many women who are on the demolition team instead of the construction crew when it comes to marriage and the home.
God please strengthen me in every area that I'm weak. I am broken, hurt, angry. I trying my best to get closer to you God and live a peaceful happy life but my past keep popping up. I'm still broken and weak so I keep going back. God please help me to keep moving forward and to never look back and move on with my life. God grant me peace love happiness
I pray months later your prayer has been answered. In the event you are still struggling to move forward, may I gently remind you…all things work together for YOUR good.” Your past is working together for your good. God doesn’t waste our experiences. Give yourself permission to accept & OWN every detail of your life and move forward. May God’ peace, wisdom, insight & revelation consume you. 🫶🏽
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Get rid of your past that is where the devil keep accusing us is a stronghold of accusations ... forget about your past if he brings those accusation again divert your mind through worship.. devil is like a lion roaring around looking for whom to devour
This lady is something else! May God continue to use you to help us!
I LOVE WHEN SHE PREACHES!!!!! Always speaking directly to my situation!!! She's like the big sister I never had!
Big sister for real for real ❤️
Ur going otwoi the gym and
Yessssssssss
Same
Same here!
This message has humbled me. I know I’m close to a big blessing, but in this season I feel so small and inadequate. I am learning to be ok with being “blind,” I’ve been afraid but I find comfort in this message. I’ve been “broken” for so long I forgot what it’s like to be whole. I’m “blessed” but I always anticipate that my blessings will be taken away. I want to get out of that mindset. I want to heal the parts of me that are broken and I want to commit to being blind for God so that I can receive the blessings he has for me. God you can have this broken spirit 🙏🏽
I feel you sis. Just remember God has plans to prosper us & not to harm us.
@@thandimhlongo2200 amen! 🙏🏽
Yes, amen 💜🙏🏾😊
Hold on sis, trust him wholeheartedly
@@kennetrab.3044 amen! 🙏
I healed and bounce back after a heartbreak when that 19 year relationship ended last year. Then God gave me a new assignment to bring healing to the broken heart. So I now I help women to get unstuck and embrace their new beginning!
Sometimes he breaks things that he knows are not of Him.
This is beautiful
Lord, Heavenly Father, Thanks for your child SARAH JAKES ROBERTS. She's Soooooo Awesome, when it comes to speaking the Words of the Scriptures 🙌👏🙏🏽🥰
This message was aligned with everything I’m facing. I cried out to GOD the other day and told him I’m frustrated because I don’t see how he’s going to turn certain situations in my life around. I get discouraged when I can’t see the road/blessing ahead. I gotta remember to stay connected and devoted to God, instead of trying to maintain the blessing.
You're not alone in this. I'm exactly where you are. But let's keep the Faith and prayers. Hang in there.
Same here🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
The crown I'm carrying is heavy
I feel u i really do
The church has been asleep, BUT have no fear, GOD is awaking US!!! Now is not the time to quit, but PUSH, believe me I know it's hard, but PLEASE keep praying keep fasting, and keep believing! I will give you what God gave me when I was feeling just like you! GOD said, Not by power, nor by might, but by my spirit!!! Gods going to do it, all he needs from you is to be ready and believing that he will!!! I love you but God loves us the most and HE got us!!!!
This message was just meant for me, im tired of the way I've been living, God take my sight and let me be BLESSED, BLIND& BROKEN....I'm going to break my generational curse
Exactly me too.
Father me too
Amen! Amen!! Amen!!! I'm u with sweetheart. He's an awesome God
Me too
Yes 🙏
Amen.
I listen to this sermon everyday and cry this sermon spoke through me. ❤️🙏🏾
Prayers for my babygirl and my grand-baby - That God gives hey direction, protection and Joy
I shed tears the entire time and I’m a truck driver .. got me broken blind and blessed on this road
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@@lecandicedurham7608 🥰🥰
This is the sign I needed.
I’ve been so demotivated, sad, angry, tired, broke . I just want God to break it all, bless me with a job, for my marriage to work, for me to get more campaigns. My creativity level to be great. My life to make sense to me . God please😭 take over, it’s gotta BREAK 🙏🏻 it’s gotta BREAK 🙏🏻 thank you for this Pastor Sara 🤍
I feel like this word was for me… boy I was raggedy!! Last year I lost my infant child… today I know what David felt..through it all I still stand here knowing I have a praise for a powerful God!!
I know the feeling I lost my 2 week old son 11/4 🙏🏾
Lord I’m coming to you broken, blind but still blessed and excellent 🙌🏽 Lord I’m so empty and broken, I need to be filled with your love,strength and guidance .. Please heal my heart,mind,body and soul ❤️🩹 Lord do it for me 💞🙏🏾
Lord break my thoughts. I declare peace I declare Gods will. Breaking generational curses. Declaring my blessing will live in the name of Jesus
Amen!! I love that, “Lord break my thoughts” blessings to you and your family!
Pastor Sarah your anointing is unmatched !, from wet wood still burns to , the breaking point and now this sermon !!!
# POWERFUL
yessssssssssssss both sermons you mentioned!!!
And don't forget.... Giirl Get up! 🙌
Yesssss!!! She is a bad mama jama!!
And don’t forget The Undoing and End if an Era! 🙏🏾
Looks like if the mentioned sermon is among ur favourite add to the list.#Wildwoman#
I Bind all generational curse over my family in the Blood of Jesus Hallelujah Selah 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
I just started listening to her and she is apart of my days and change I'm making
Thank you for the word you're giving today
Me too 🙏🙏
This message was so powerful that I listened three times. God, thank you for using Pastor Sarah Jakes Roberts to deliver Your Word.
Really powerful!🔥🔥
I’m with you- I plan on re-listening to this many more times over the next month ✅
Amen
....@@simply_bisola
God led me to listen to this message & wow! I’ve been feeling like I’ve been losing my mind lately and to know that the whole time I’m being stretched into excellence. I literally felt like I was going crazy. Thank you Sarah for allowing God to use you as his vessel. This message touched my spirit in numerous amount of ways. Blessed be anyone who comes across this video. ❤️❤️
Right after I read this comment, she said this (loosing my mind) and I just cried. I feel the same sis. Just grow through the season.
Amen 💜🙏🏾
Loving and blessing you from a far. ❤️ your message touched me deeply bc I left the same way
I have been praying and reading so much I too have been feeling crazy. I honestly 😭😭💔 contemplated asking Drs to admit me, but I KNOW there is ONLY one Dr that knows what is REALLY wrong and how to make it right and that's God 🙏🙏🙏
I have faith in him and his timing, like leading me to this video and your comment.
God Bless You 💗🙏💗
God I give you my brokenness, my failures, my mistakes, my fear, my doubt, my envy, my pain....I want to be restored. Fill me with yourself
HUMBLE YOURSELF... THANK YOU FOR THIS MESSAGE GOD WILL SPEAK THROUGH ANYTHING 🙏
I will be listening to this a million times in this life.
Starting now for me lol
Feel like God talkin to me through these videos. Saved my life. Thank you!!
I did not expect to ugly cry this morning, that brokenness came on out. 🙏🏽
God I give you my brokenness, my marriage, my weaknesses I give it all to you!!!!🙌🏾🙏🏾
She always speaking life!!!! Wheww lord I love her 😍 🙌🏾💜😭💜
BIG FACTSSSSS
There’s beauty in my brokenness 🙏🏾💙
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God I give you my brokenness, unhappiness, fear, anxiety, depression , worries , mentally abusive relationships & people, demonic attacks , rejection , abandonment, anger , I won’t to be happy GOD restore & renew do the NEW ❤
Yesss!! Imma be excellent because it is in my blood!! I am my grandmother’s answered prayers!! My excellence is the beauty for my grandmother’s ashes!! This is a generation excellence I’m claiming in the name of Jesus!! Hallelujah hallelujah
Brokenness is not the end🙌😭🥺❤
And just when I needed a sign from God, I came across this sermon and Pastor Sarah you came for me so strong here but I needed it. Thank you for allowing God to use you.
Recently, my husband of 44 years had to transfer to the Father ... He is asking me to step my game to a new level.
Thank you Lord for mending pieces back together 🙌🏾
Everytime I listen to this powerful woman of God it soothe my spirit 🙌🏽
On Wednesday, that song “something has to break” was placed on my heart. This word right here was continued confirmation for what God is doing in me. Lord, I trust you, surrender, and lay it all at Your feet. I am blessed, broken, and blind❣️ It doesn’t always feel good but that doesn’t matter as long as You go with me. 💛😭🙌🏾🙏🏾
beautifully said🙏🏽
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Father I surrender all this Brokenness to you💚💚💚💚💚💚
2 minutes and 50 seconds in. And you already called me OUT. The Lord knew my lung would collapse. The lord knew my esophagus would tear. GOD KNEW HE would almost bring me home. But God also knew, he wasn’t going to let me leave this Earth without spreading His Word. And for that, I’ll dedicate my life to Him. I THOUGHT I knew him. But I was so far from him. Chile please He brought me to the literal light and refused to let me go with my grandpa. I KNOW THE LORD NOW BABY.
I finished my prayer closet today; we’re breaking generational curses!!! “A blessing is more than a gift, it’s a mandate to grow!” Amen!
I thought I was just broken but couldn’t be blessed nor blind. But Sarah wow… I’m gonna keep on believing.
Thank you God for this powerful message 🙏.I definitely feel the holy spirit through Pastor Jakes Roberts. Thank you so much Pastor Jakes Roberts for your anointing. I greatly appreciate that fact that I can recognize my brokenness will be binded up by God's blessings.
Lord, Break it off Me! Break it off My Children and Not let it show up in our future generations! Break it Now Jesus!Amen
Thank you thank you so much for everything I believe I trust and I have faith in you God father Almighty and lord Jesus Christ thank you for your loving kindness and compassionate thank you I trust the process of life I trust in the flow of life and I trust myself thank you I trust in the timing of Devine thank you God for working my life thank you so much for everything I am grateful for everything that I have thank you I trust in the timing of Universe thank you for working my highest good thank you for providing me everything that I need thank you for all my guardian angels for supporting me and guiding me and blessings me everyday I received it all thank you I am so grateful for all the blessings after blessings and blessings everyday I achieve it all thank you I am so grateful for all the miracles and my presence I received it all thank you I am so grateful for everything that I have thank you for empowering me thank you for loving me for who I am thank you for choosing me thank you for the power I can transform my life thank you I can uplift myself thank you I can blessed myself thank you for fighting my battles thank you for being with me all the time thank you for today thank you for saving my life thank you I am alive thank you I am thankful for my abundance that soround me thank you I am grateful for my financial prosperity I thank the Universe for everything I am thankful I am grateful for fulfilling the purpose of my life thank you I am thankful for discovering my passion I am thankful for living in my dreams I am thankful for trusting myself to evolve everyday I am thankful for the loving relationship in my life I am thankful for my awareness I am thankful for my achievements I am thankful for my higher consciousness I am thankful for learning and growing thank you..The moment I was about giving up, I was introduced to a business by a man I met in a seminar I went to in Florida. This was not my first time hearing of such business but I took the risk Investin 1OOO USD and it was worth it. info@markhanfarmer, KOM 4 weeks later I kept on getting earnings and I started using the money for Gods work. I am very popular in Maryland. Doing Gods work always give me joy. There is peace and joy in my mind . I am here to motivate you and tell you never to give up even though the situation seems so though. God has promised his children and he will surely do what he has promised his children.
Amen
GOD I GIVE YOU FULL PERMISSION IN JESUS NAME AMEN
Amen
Me too
Dear father break my thoughts,the covenants of blood ,adulterly , anger, fill me with your love, the spirit of rejection,fear ,I know I am not here by a mistake , break every chain, generational curses,bless me lord , make me your vessel lord change me in Jesus'name Amen 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Lord forgive me for operating in my flesh when you have invested in me but my unbelief has caused me to falter. I have sinned forever me Jesus
Now I give you ALL my senses that you FATHER GOD MY GET THE GLORY
Amen❤
She’s so well articulated, this opened up my heart ❤️
LORD GOD STRETCH ME TO EXCELLENCE IN ALL AREAS!!!👏💯🙌📖❤🙋❤📖🙌💯👏
Speaking to my brokenness 😢of my spirit. Yes Lord help me to overcome my broken heart. All of my frag😢peace. Glory to God.🎚️❤️🎚️🧔🏽♀️
What is this blessing trying to pull out of me! Came to the channel and this was the message that first appeared and if it's not speaking to me Lord I hear you this word this message was for me 🙏🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
I was Blessed, Blind and Broken in the negative BUT God sent this message and turned what I thought was bad, that was a set back into Good!!! I give God my whole Broken Spirit that he may potter me into want he wants! I believe generational curse will be Broken and Transformed for his Glory!!! Hallelujah!!!! Thank you, Jesus!!!!
Lord, Keep my eyes closed to the things that are not of you and distract me from your will!!!
My Heavenly Father I leave my brokenness with you knowing you will turn it into better and greater! Amen 🙏😢
Lord help me to stay strong in this phase m facing in my marriage... Help me not to lose you too cause your my comfort
The Lord has been working on me. Showing out and this sermon has touched me. The generational curse from both me and my husband I decree broken. Our marriage, our kids are healed. Show me my broken spirit lord and I give it to you. Fear of failure, broken marriage, broken spirit of my kids passed on by me. Blessed, Blind, Broken
I've learnt to trust God in the mist of trials and tribulations in that blindness state because on my own I get anxiety attacks 🙌
Yes lord thank you jesus amen lord help in jesus name 🙏🏽 ❤🙏🏽
YES GOD Hallelujah 🙌 Hallelujah 🙌 Glory Glory Hallelujah 🙌
My God thank you Lord for this confirmation! Lord restore me and remove the burdens off of me! I receive this word!
Man this was for me. God this was for me. AMEN I receive it 🔥🔥
I don't want hate between my family 😭 Amen 🙏💞
AMAZING WORD AMEN
Jesus Jesus Jesus! I am broken but I am still in position 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
Glory to God, trying to stand.
Amen!!!! Break break break break!!! Break every chain over my family and my families and break break break break!!! Every chain over my mother in law and entirely all my in laws in Jesus Jesus Jesus Jesus name amen 🙏
KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS YES GOD HALLELUJAH Glory
I feel this ❤in my marriage and parenting. I’m am so blessed to be married but the journey is difficult. May the Lord continue to cover my child, husband and marriage.
"FATHER GOD, LET YOUR BLESSINGS CONTINUE TO BE MY NORM!!!"📖🙏🙇🙏📖
Break it Blessed Blind And Broken Fall on Me Hallelujah 🙌
I broke into tears listening to this because I can relate to the season am in right now.Brokenness is not the end.Lord You want my pain and my broken spirit.....here it is.Holy Spirit may u restore all the broken spirits out there,help them to realize that their brokenness is not the end.
This is speaking right to where I am right now in the process and my flesh is rebelling against what is required of me, and He is calling me higher and I don’t know what I am doing but He is requiring me to learn. He is trying to bless me and show me what’s inside but my stinking flesh keeps rebelling in the form of procrastinating. But I think it’s based off of fear, I don’t know. I am sure doing it to the Lord!!! Just know you are on point!!! This is a Rema word! Thank you for your obedience!
I’m in the same place HAVE TO KEEP KOVING FORWARD AND KEEP PRAYING WITH OUR HEAD UP AND GIVE GOD WHAT WE HAVE AND HE WILL TAKE IT AND MAKE IT BEAUTIFUL I PRAY YOU LOVE YOUR BLINDNESS AND BROKENNESS.!!!!!!! YOU ARE BLESSED
I'm there to sis but He's got us
Whew!! This spoke to my spirit 💗
God my sprit is broken 😞 because how I feel my family has treated me when I’ve always been there when my family needed me who was there for me when I wasn’t well I’m broken I’m mature to admit it. 😢please lord break the generational curse 🙏🏾🙏🏾
My GOD ‼️‼️‼️Her words was Soo delightful & refreshing I felt it through my soul🙏.,. She's went through a storm and it was teachable to be taught !…..I love them Jakes 🙏!
I swear that Ms Sarah is speaking directly to me. I would give the world to meet her and her dad and thank them in person. I love the Jakes family!
When she said God if you don't break this generational curse l might not be able to stand up it went straight to the core of my heart @Sarah Jake's Robert's you are my girl
As long as she's alive....can always come home
For your glory 🙏🏽 ❤🙏🏽
When I watch and hear you preach, I see how God will transform me like He's done with you ma'am. You inspire me so much. God bless you Pst Sarah, I love you.
Thank you Sarah. We love you!!
Father breaks every curse upon this family of broken
Glory Glory Glory Lord. Everywhere work on us Lord. Thanks for the Growth in Life.
Tear down every lie. Set the wrong thing right. Cause when you have Your way
Something has to break.. Amen 🙌🙌
This lady always speaks into my inner being that I can’t make out in words, in those moments when I’ve come to the Lord.
Nothing will taint the excellence of God in me 🙌🙌🙌
HALLELUJAH 🙌 HALLELUJAH 🙌
The way she just honored her Boo Baby !! Amen Sis
I just love to hear this little lady. She is so full of the spirt of God, that she makes me hungry for God
Heavily Father show me your way and will because I need you Father to do your way I'am Blessed'blind, broken,. Help me Holy Spirit I you to remove it. Forgiven me ,Enlarge my knowledge, wisdoms to be all thing in Christ JESUS. Thank be to God in name of JESUS Amen❤❤❤❤
Father God I ask that u save my daughter Kayleigh. I take authority over drug addiction in the Name of Jesus, an I cast it into the lake of fire. Father wrap ur mighty arms of healing and safety around her. Heal me too Father. I give praise to ur mighty Name. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.
What an awesome Word from an anointed woman of God! Thank you so much for allowing God to use you. I know that the Holy Spirit led me here today. 🙌🏾
This Word got my entire life together in this moment clarity arrived. I lost 10 family members over the course of 4 years. I battled addiction homosexuality. God delivered me placed me back into position and I went back after the recent death of my uncle. I’m like how do I pick back up because God I know there’s a work that You are doing but I don’t know how it’s going to get done and instead of leaning into you I went into my feelings and started feeling my way through…this Word my God Blessed Blind and Broken was the Word I needed…thank you Pastor Sarah!!
Wow Sis!💃🏽👑
I love your honesty and openness of vulnerability to find help. You are definitely a leader, even if you don't realize it. What you're experiencing, you have to combat it with spiritual tools, not just be motivated by how you feel. There's NOTHING wrong with feelings, you being aware and acknowledging how you feel is a great start. Feelings are at the seat of your Spirit and the spirit you feed most is persuading your Heart. When God speaks of your Heart, it's referring to your Soul. So you will always fight, but you have to feed the spirit that will fight spiritually on your Soul's behalf. That's why we pray. Pray God open your understand and give you revelation to move forward. Ask God to help you see your Soul how Heaven sees it. If you're upset, give God your anger bc anger can be a very controlling spirit. God wants us to freely give all we have & place God back at the core of our life..bc your life belongs to God..bc God gave you the gift of breath..so when we acknowledge andyield back our soul, it allows God to send the Holy Spirit to give us hope, and fight for us until we return (through death) back to God. "Death" means to be eternally separated from your Creator where your soul belongs. So if you live your life yielding to other spirits, like anger and jealousy..you're feeding the Stronghold of Jealousy (in your mind), where grief and anger are normally intertwined. Sexuality is very closely linked to spirituality, which is why when you're Uncle passed, you turned to what makes you temporarily feel better. Some do that with drugs, some with violent porn, some turn to self harm/cutting/burning or tattoos (something that releases blood & makes them feel pain bc Life is in the blood) so your ego (Self) immediately wants to have control and fix how you feel, instead of yielding what is beyond our understanding. When God walked the earth with Original Man, they were tested with instructions; they chose their ego through disobedience, instead of waiting on God to confirm or help them decide. So they leaned on their own understanding of what they thought would happen. Their sin created distance between God and their descendants/ human beings..they never asked God to forgive them or instructions on what to do. If they ate fruit from the Tree of Life, they could have been immortal so an angel blocked their access and eventually shortened humanity's mortality to 120years maximum age. God knew they needed an example of how to live and sent Spirit wrapped in human flesh as Yeshua(Jesus). He stayed pure so when his blood(life) was shed, gave all humankind a chance to accept forgiveness and live so that when we die (separate spirit from flesh) our Soul returns to its Source/Creator to be judged on what it did while living here. Accepting Jesus's example of righteousness, forgiveness and choosing to live our lives with forgiveness and kindness towards others is what God will judge us on. Having Jesus in your heart while living on earth, will have him be like a lawyer on your behalf when you get judged!
The blessings we have come with the choice to accept the responsibility along with the privileges they come with. Tell God you voluntarily yield your Spirit back and accept Jesus forgiveness over your life. Make your path clear and please give me the courage and strength to live right. I'm excited about what God is doing in your life. You are an example to everyone around you of what choosing Jesus example looks like. Feed your Holy Spirit by learning of spiritual things. Start at reading James in The Bible (Jesus's brother wrote it) then read Proverbs to learn how to get wisdom knowledge and deeper understanding 🤲🏾
Love you sis!
God please remove my depression my confusion my anxiety pain and despair lord please give me a blessing the blood of Jesus cover me I believe that u gave your only son to die for our sins lord only u can give a blessing ❤❤❤❤
I just turned 21 I don’t have my mom and dad and I wanted to be independent but heavy is the head that wears the crown. I didn’t know how much it takes but I’m grateful for the growth and I hope God continues to elevate me. I pray that I gain control over my finances and find a new place I feel comfortable growing in. Because right now I don’t feel qualified but I’m not giving up I don’t have any other choice.