Lost without Nan x

Lost without Nan x
That's exactly how I feel right now without my Nan by my side. The world seems out of sorts, out of place with no glory and no light ahead to follow especially when life is weary, uncertain and so unclear. Nan always brought so much strength to me, huge inspiration to succeed and a determination that surely would scare the toughest of women and men into place, bless you Nan. For now anyway as it seems my world has lost it's glory and warm sunshine, it will never be the same again without her for me. But praise the Lord I have my amazing Mum! My Nan's daughter, gifts from god you could say in fact I do!!! Both cut from the finest diamonds I assure you. I am broken hearted. If the Lord would have allowed me to have held Nan for a lifetime I would have. I'll say to you what I said to my Nan when I let her in the Chapel of Rest, give me time Nan and I'll show you all what I can be and more. Remember this isn't the end, we just wouldn't be able to hold hands for a while. Look after my Nan please Lord. God bless you Nan xxx.