Agony - Take Care(full album)
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- Опубликовано: 8 сен 2022
- 1. Everything Reminds Me Of You
2. Please Don’t Leave
3. Destroy Me From The Inside Out
4. Fall For You
5. All I Need Is To Feel Like Someone Could Love Me
6. It’s All My Fault
7. One Day
8. I Feel Like I’ve Been Shot In The Stomach
9. Think Of Me Once In A While, Take Care
I have lied to everyone my entire life to be liked . and now I realized that no one knows me , not even a little bit . I feel so lonely.
keep ur chin up bruh
That happens to everyone, lol
It will be ok, lets keep going, stay with us and move forward for all those who failed. Rise in the remembrance of those whomst have fallen, we will make it.
Time to start telling the truth, man.
i feel tbis
Today is my birthday. I'm 22, I am tired and stuck in my hometown. My friends have all moved away and each week, month and year that goes by I can feel the distance growing stronger with the only people I've ever felt myself around. I work, I come home and sometimes I dream. I long for company and direction but it all feels so hopeless. It's been years. Not sure what brought me here but it seems we're all having a hard time. Thanks for reading my vent. I hope we all come out okay in the end.
You said words what I feel often, but I'm scared to say out loud. That empty feeling wont go away, I feel you.
At the end of the day, if someone wants to be in your life, they will be. Truly - if they are capable, they will make the effort, and they will show up. If they do not - let that be your closure.
However, you do not have to hate them. You do not have to remember their contribution to your life as anything but beautiful. Do not ruin them in your mind, do not grip until you feel resentment.
Instead, love them without attachment. Love the lessons they taught you. Wish them well every single time you think about them. Miss them, but do not ache for them to come back. If the people in your life left because they were not ready to value you, or love you, or be there for you, do not wish for them back, do not ask for them to be more than they can be at the moment. Wish for them to figure themselves out. Wish for them to grow. They are on their own journey - a journey you are not a part of. And that is okay. You have to learn that that is okay.
So instead of focusing on the people who left, focus on the people in your life who have chosen to be there. Focus on the ones who stayed, on the ones who appreciate you and respect you. Focus on the people who match the love you give them, focus on the people who empower you and grow you and make your life beautiful. You are surrounded by human beings who will not shy away from the love you give. You are surrounded by human beings who know that they want you in their life, people who show you that every single day. Don't take them for granted. Don't lose touch with what you have, chasing what you no longer do.
Trust me when I say - you will miss out on beautiful things if you continue to stay rooted in all of the ways you were wronged, and if you continue to let your past pull you from experiencing what the present has to offer you. Do not close yourself off to your potential. Instead, open yourself to the world, and allow for it to fill that space with the kinds of people, the kinds of moments, and the kinds of experiences that exhilarate you, that compel you - that make you love yourself, and your life, and what you have to offer, more and more each day.
-@alexandracordovacardenas117
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I hope this relates to you, it hit me when I started finding people
I remember dreaming every single day in a streak and I remember them till this day
What options do you have?
I painted all day. That's what I do, I'm an artists. Anyway, just when I thought I was finished for the day I came upon this album and I painted some more. I think I might give it another listen and continue.
Time heals the soul. I find old paintings beautiful. These newer ones hurt me too much.
Same bro
God loves you I want you to know that and he will never leave you or forsake you and if you ask the Holy Spirit to live in you, God will let it happen and you can be saved if you confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord and that God raised him from the dead you will be saved bro
@@Mr.M971 God loves you I want you to know that and he will never leave you or forsake you and if you ask the Holy Spirit to live in you, God will let it happen and you can be saved if you confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord and that God raised him from the dead you will be saved bro
@@madmax2943 God loves you I want you to know that and he will never leave you or forsake you and if you ask the Holy Spirit to live in you, God will let it happen and you can be saved if you confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord and that God raised him from the dead you will be saved bro
It's been 3 years and I seem to have finally recovered. Hold tight boys and girls, eventually this feeling ends and things get better, but you have to be strong and rough it out. Good luck.
i am honesty so happy for you my man i hope that you will gett only the best in your future stay strong bro okay?
sorry if my eng suck btw
@@francescobarbato5121 Yeah that's the plan, you too my guy
Man I hope
@@p0zzed it’s gonna suck for a REALLY long time, so yeah. But life never was about finding an easy way out. You got this.
Thank you for your comment, gives other people hope when they need it most.
Not even sleep can fix this type of tired.
Today is my birthday, I'm 22 and sad. Why? My gf dumped me now. We r already 3 years. I feel so empty. I have few friends but I can't vent out my feeling to them I don't have a bro to call upon on. To all of my birthdays I didn't even have a cake ever, my gf is the one who only gave me in my entire life. I love her so much and I can't imagine my life without her. I feel so empty. As Im listening into this music can't help my tears are falling. Telling myself why my life is so miserable. I want to disappear n be forgotten. This kind of music helps me ease my pain. Thank you so much for reading hope we'll be okay sumday..
happy birthday jevri!! i feel you man, everything gets better eventually
28:53 Hearing this song makes me feel like a car-struck deer, tired and running out of air. It makes me feel like the Bear or coyote watching me struggle to stay awake and alive, knowing it must feed yet it had no hand in my demise. It is now that I realize I have been feeling like this for a while and just haven't noticed until now. Thank you so much for waking me from that nightmare
This dumb as hell
gives me ruclips.net/video/wYUi4YBLM0Y/видео.html vibes
You gay
so real. im honestly at my last straw i cant get out and my mom threw away my razors i think im gonna dig them back out cause i need to survive honestly
@@va3y4_loves_alex_g somebody smell like shit
Hello, my name is Anete or Zane! Im 17 years old soon to be 18, i finshed school and now am learning on how to be a cook. I like to go on walk, when i dont want to be around people, i like the woods and the smell of fresh spring air, i like the the smell of fresh cut grass and the smell after the rain, i love the stars and the moon, even tho when i was smaller i was really scared of the dark, i started to really like the dark and the quiet. I love spending my time with people i mostly love, and that would be my little brother and my best friend Caroline, they both one of the best people i ever meet, even tho sometimes we fight and annoy the heck out of me, i still love and cherish them. I love daydreaming, even tho i do it to much, i love it because it makes my thought get a little quiet for a bit, i can fantasies about the things that i love the most. I love music, music now i just like a therapy session where i can just stay quite and be in my daydream, even tho my thoughts sometimes get a little louder than the music, i still can enjoy it a little. I like soft things, the sensation just makes me feel safe and warm. I like sunflowers, i think they are mostly not everyones choice, but its for me, they beautiful, sunny and it makes me happy. I like movies and books, mostly fantasy and adventure ones. I like fantasy. I never have been in a serious relationship, even tho i try hard to get one, but im also scared. Im scared of tight spaces and im scared of big spider, but i can hold them if i would want to, i just dont like when they crawl up my arm. Im scared a little of heights, bc whenever i am somewhere to high, my legs start to wobble and i start to feel dizzy, but i also love the adrenaline that comes from it. I love animals, especially cats,dogs, frogs, rats, any bird. I would travel if it wouldn't meant for money and my diabetes. I have undiagnosed anxiety, but diagnosed Depression. My mental health started to go down when i was only 12, i would feel mostly really unhappy or be really sensitive. I really didnt have the best childhood, mostly it was just my parents blaming me, but i tried my best to be a daughter that tbey would want. I appreciate them, but they really never were for me like parents. I really one day someone will like me the way i am, i hope pne day i will be in someones eyes a Lover. I hope someday i will be enough for people to accept me.
I love this comment
Hello ! What a beautiful message you wrote here ! I love music too. Hanging out and listen Pretend by Alex G.
You know, in life, there's always people that's gonna love you and some others that doesn't. And both's gonna tell you how they feel about you and sadly, in most negative way (because this is always easier to tell something mad about people in there back that tell them in front of their face that you love them). So, that's a fact, folks gonna love you or not. You cannot choose who love you BUT you can choose whitch person you want in your life and you want to listen. If people say mad things, avoid them, they're are just unhappy in their life, that's all. They don't matter for ya. If people say good thing, listen to them, cherish them, spend time with them ect...
But others people are important for mental health, but imo they aren't the most important thing. At the end of your message, you said you 'hope that someday you will be enough for people", but, I think, (and that's just my way of seeing life), that it's not a great thing to wait other's love for being in harmony with yourself. You have to love yourself, alone. Do not compare yourself with others or do not wait for their love. Other people love is not bring strong self-confidence. Start to falling in love with you, accept who you are, then accept that you can become whatever the fuck you want ! You is not a prison. You are what you want to become. You, is everything. I can clearly see in your text that you are someone with a lot of imaginations and personnality. You are like a whole fucking universe ! And the space growth everyday and become more infinite. Humans can do the same. They can become bigger, they can grow everyday, but they are to scared of getting out of their comfort zone. Evolve my bro !
Imagine this example : You buy GTA 6, but when you start you first game there is this text message : "Dear little sheep, you have ONLY one life in this game. After your death in game, you cannot play anymore". So you start the game. You have 2 choice. What are you gonna do :
- 1) Do not touch your controller. Stay in fucking T pose. Do not move for hours and years and do not play the game, because you are "safe" here and you don't want to die...
OR
- 2) At the first second of the game, you start running, exploring the whole map, talks to girls, make some crazy courses, make mistakes, hanging out at L.A at night, go to night culbs, make some RP because you love fantasies, go to college, walk in some green forest, go to beach, watch Avatar 3 in theaters, I dunno fucking everything that the game allowed you to do ! And then you die.
At the end of each game you're gonna die. That's a fact. You start, you birth. And one day, it will end. It is what it is. You cannot control this fact. BUT MY BROTHER AND I SWEAR TO THE PEOPLE THAT YOU ARE LOVIN MOST IN THIS EARTH : YOU CAN CONTROL what you do between birth and death. You prefer dying in GTA 6 knowing that you made absolutely nothing in this amazing game, or knowing that you explore all the posibilities that this fucking game offers ? I think you know the right answer !
You understand what I want to say : In life, this is the same thing ! AND MORE. Because in GTA 6, that's just a game, virtuals, with limits (it gives you impresion of no limits but this is not, that's a code, with rules ect...). In life, you have no limits !
Long life to you my friend ! Be happy. Be bigger ! Evolve ! DO, FALL, GET UP and DO, and DO AND DO... All over again. Experience is life !
(sorry for the faults i'm french lol).
Have a good day Little Sheep !
@@erymano467 that was beatyfull bro :')
You are so human. I would really love to figure you out. ❤️
Hey there, I'm Erik, someone in the exact same year range as you.
You are you, and you are more than enough. No one in this world is as much as you as you are, and for that you've won, and you can keep winning being the best you you can be.
You are much, much more than enough. Within you there is love and warmth, warmth and water, water and life. Within you it's the past and the present and the future only you alone can build and be, for you are the world, as beautiful as the stars, as vast as everything and as pure as time.
I aspire to nothing, absolutely nothing, else than what you are and feel, and think and maintain within you. You have been able to build upon a void, glance at its exit and be free of it. I've yet to find the light, even after so many years, I'm still claimed by the dark.
Please, keep being like you are, and please, keep being well and happy. Take care, Anete.
He was my first love. We were immature teens in a small town and I was an undiagnosed borderline. We fuked everything up. After 4-5 years of no contact he died. Listening to this makes me feel like he sees me. Incredible album.
holy shit bro
I dated a borderline and I'm bipolar. It went off the rails. But the honeymoon phase was incredible. If we were more mature we wouldn't have tarnished that. Death is such a roadblock in this mortal coil. Bless you. It'll be alright.
I just heard this album for the first time. I really like it.
@@ImprovEyes-fc9fo bless you too!!
@@ImprovEyes-fc9fo maturity wont fix mental illness, wanted to die since i knew what death was and nothings changed.
last track is soul crushing
I wish I could just be better. It's so hard. I do what I'm supposed to; I turn in my assignments, I socialize, I even stopped smoking. I've been clean for 2 months and nothing has changed. I always end up right back where I started. Why can't I just be better?
if u keep beating yourself up about something so out of ur control right now, you'll feel even worse, and that cycle will repeat. ur doing really well, i dont know u, but the things u said ur doing are really hard, yet ur still pushing thru. u need to give urself credit for that. I dont knowall the details, but I'm sure that good things came from what you've accomplished. good job:3
Be patent with yourself luv...think about the positive things in life like your friends, family, pets, having fun, if this helps tell yourself positive things about yourself everyone until you actually realize your perfect just the way you are...
it gets better...
❤️🩹
sometimes i feel like im destined to be alone like im supposed to never find anyone to share anything special with. never to hold hands. never to kiss. never to fall in love and hope to get married. and thats okay.... but sometimes i wish i was able to be desirable to other people. i know that the loneliness i feel is portayed to others and it scares them away. but i dont know why im sad sometimes....i just am. id like to imagine that if i wanted someone to know how i felt everyday id send them your album. its devastatingly beautiful. thank you for creating this
i know this feel
This 100% is how I feel.
hey, youre okay you will find someone to love you fully :)
This is my greatest fear in life, I've been trying to explain it to myself but couldn't put it into words, im still very young, but my entire life so far, I've never had a real friendship with anyone, and now the one friend I've ever had in my life, is leaving, and i will never see them again and if i do, im worried it wont be the same friendship, sounds fucking stupid i know but its fine and it doesnt matter becuase ill just keep going, living life empty and without feeling anything, thats why i listen to these songs, i need to make myself feel something.
Sounds like you doubt yourself a lot as a person. Carry on doing things normally and eventually something unexpected will happen just trust me. Spent nearly 5 years to learn and see it through. I’ve been there too :/
28:57
Think Of Me Once In A While, Take Care by Take Care (8am, Nov 15, 2023)
Take Care
The fact that this little irish man can make some of the saddest tunes under multiple aliases is insane to me
liam mccay aka: Take Care
Sign Crushes Motorist
Birth Day
Mantra
Miserable Teens Club etc etc
I love you, Catherine.
May you found peace by launching yourself from that building.
May your childrens remain safe, I will take great care talking to your daughter.
I really hoped to see you to my marriage, by my side.
I guess things are like that, sometimes. I'll get you a seat, even tho it'll stay empty.
I speak to you before the sea.
I love you, Catherine, goodbye.
I miss my best friend.
Every morning I wake up and I think of her.
I see her house and her family in my dreams, where we are still close
Where we share the same food and draw at the same table
I miss my best friend
She doesn’t reach out much anymore.
I don’t either
I think I feel it’s unnecessary, as she’s let me go
I haven’t let her go
I miss my best friend
It’s been months since we’ve seen each other face to face.
I have to accept its changing, the way we love
I have to learn to move on from a person who saved me from the darkness that once devoured my soul
I have to know, that every day it may not be the same as it was years ago, as we shared a lunch table and fruit snacks.
I miss you Lauren, I hope you know how dear you are to me, I wish we never faded away. I wish things never changed.
I miss you.
this shits getting too real.
dude.. this is the exact way im feeling too.. everything about her is so familiar and i can’t forget. but i also can’t remember enough
i miss her so much
i’m sorry you’re going through it too
word (i fell in love with her too, and she left me when i was at my lowest)
Think of me once in a while, take care, is the song that absolutely devastates me every time I listen to it. It just sounds and feel so gut wrenching. Truly a beautiful song.
I really like this record. It's completely raw and visceral, portraying love, lost, pain, agony in a very relatable way.
I'm going through a divorce. I never thought life would do to me what it did. I never knew how adults could be so cruel, until life made me choose between my own happiness or the happiness of the person I loved the most. I never knew how adults could end up so desperate for an escape they would resort to drugs, sex, suicide, alcohol, anything to take the pain away, until I realized I had grown up to be what I hated. I am uncomfortable in my skin and I feel a guilt for my existence. Its not fair that it didn't work out, it's not fair we got engaged at 19 and grew up into two different people. This album captures what I feel in a way my own thoughts cant. If god were real, time is proof he is a man. Only a man could keep his pace, never stopping or slowing, when his children are being left behind. When his children are begging to go back, to rest, to wait. But he doesn't even look back, time keeps going and leaves you right where you are. I am so far behind I feel lost, I don't know which direction to turn.
sorry to hear but thank you for existing. i feel this so much. i dont know you but believe, I love you. existence is weird, terrifying, lonely but we are here. i believe in us
your comment made me tear up. I wish you all the best in this life
I was trying to think of something to say, but I just can't. I can't find the words to explain it. After all, Im only 14. But if God isn't waiting for you, then let him go. Take YOUR time. YOU are the most important thing about everything that happens around you. Take care of yourself. I wish you the best.
For a long time, I’d sit in my room alone and id think about a person. Sometimes when I feel really hurt I still do, sometimes when I dont know if i can do it anymore i still do. But for a long time, i’d conjure up some person, id put music on and just lay there in the stillness of my room and cry. and then id think about a person. Someone that didnt exist who loved me, who held me, and who looked into my eyes and said nothing, but made me feel everything. And just for a night, i felt okay. But underneath the okayness there was a twinge of pain in my heart. Because I knew it was a dream. Never did i ever think that one day i could really feel the touch, never did i ever think id be able to look into their eyes, never did i ever think I could really hear their voice. But I kept on with it. And years went by, where id lay there dreaming while awake. But then i met you, and long story short i fell in love.
And now when i close my eyes in the stillness of my room I can feel you there even when your not. I can feel you’re love even when im far away, deep in my mind. And even just while grasping a pillow or the air i feel okay. Because I know now the person id conjured up for so long is real. And they do look into my eyes and say nothing but make me feel everything, and their touch does feel like the softest most magical thing, and their voice does make me wanna keep on. when I say you’re my dream, I mean that in the most honest sense. While im awake and while im asleep you are my dream. And as much as that little voice tries to fight me, Itll never change that fact. I love you brendan.
:)
Oh wtf you made my eyelids pee
im 16 and ive been feeling a gut wrenching pain through my whole body especially my heart and throat ever since i was 12 , i dont recognize myself anymore ,i feel distant from everybody even those who seem close, my heart throbs everyday and i just want to get rid of this feeling , i feel that most people here can relate to me and hopefully one day we can be contenet with ourselves
Im at a similar point in life. Ive cried while walking to school so much lately and every time i just feel this stinging burning feeling in my nose and down to my chest. I hope one day youll feel better, i may not know you but i really hope that youll be happier one day. I believe in you
29:00 This is perfect for the ending of this album, it sounds so tragic
The song title is “Think of Me Every Once In A While”
i love that song so much. it makes me feel emotions i never felt before. i think its also the song of how i found this album
Currently going through a rough break up. I feel like it's underestimated how painful break ups are, I literally think about throwing myself off a building a few times a day. Well I just wanted to say that I never connected with an album to this extent. Every song feels how I feel, the lyrics describe the thoughts that are constantly going through my mind. Thank you for this, I'm glad I discovered it.
i know it's hard but you can do it i hope you feel ok soon .✨🪐
It's been 6 months bro, are you better? Sounds silly but time heals all wounds, it's been 2 years for me now and I still dream of her, but the pain is bearable.
Stay strong
@@Gtown215crazy we’re reading this comment at the same time. hope you’re taking care of yourself friend as well, i know this album can bring out raw feelings and sentiment.
how are you now?
Ceci est mon checkpoint :
Je ne suis pas anglophone, c'est peut être pour cela que t'as musique m'a fait ressentir l'inverse de ce que tu exprime.
Je considère la musique comme de la magie , et ton sort m'a redonné courage.
J'ai 19 ans et ma génération est bloqué dans un doute perpétuel, dans un malheur sans fin , comme sur la photo, ont subsiste dans un vide profond.
J'ai bientôt 20 ans et j'ai une dysphorie de genre qui me fais souffrir tous les jours, je vois du noir en permanence .
Mais cet album pendant ma scéance de musculation m'a permis de me rendre compte que j'étais déjà un homme et que avec encore plus de travail , je pourrais entrevoir mon vrai moi sous cette peau de femme.
Cet à mes 6 ans que j'ai pensé pour la première fois à cessé d'exister, en somme de mourir.
Je pense que c'est de la dépression mais je n'ai jamais vu un médecin pour me faire diagnosticer, depuis mes 6 ans je suis malheureux.
Mais avec cette musique j'ai ressenti une chaleur en moi , une flamme dans mon cœur à l'image du sacré coeur, une ardeur de vie comme les guerriers gaulois .
Je suis Français, je suis donc un mélange entre cette culture chrétienne et les rites celtes oublié, je veux rendre fier mes ancêtres qui ont aimé ces terre ,j'aime cela et je veux aimé encore plus, et pour cela je dois m'aimer.
Et ta musique m'a fait m'aimer ,
Merci du fond du cœur
keep it up, stranger 💙
Votre histoire est très touchante. Aimez vous. Vous n'etes pas seul.e. On a qu'une vie. Il faut en profiter un maximum. C'est facile à dire, mais le vrai secret est là : FAIRE. Arretez de penser. Stoppez les ruminations. Stoppez youtube, insta, ect... Reconnectez vous avec la vraie vie, pas celle qui est numérique. Priez si vous est chrétien.ne. Ne cherchez pas à vous "rentrez" dans une case. Vous etes qui vous etes. Et votre dysphorie vous fais soufrir parcque vous n'acceptez pas qui vous etes. Ne regardez pas les autres, n'écoutez pas ce qu'ils racontent. Concentrez vous sur vous et votre coeur. Voyez plutot votre "problème" comme une force. Vous n'etes pas "diviser" entre deux... au contraire, vous etes tout à la fois ! Vous abritez en vous un univers entier. Vous etes en perpetuelle expension. N'empéchez pas cette chenille de se transformer en papillon, par peur qu'elle soit "different". Le piège de la société est de croire qu'on doit etre quelqu'un avec une personnalité précise, des gouts spécifiques, un type de vetements particulier, en outre, sa propre prison, un esclave de sa propre personne, qu'on doit etre un véritable système avec des règles bien établi qu'on ne peut transgresser sous peine de nous "trahir". Mais c'est totalement faux. L'esprit est puissant. Acceptez qui vous etes, evoluez, devenez une meilleure version de vous meme. Vous etes ce que vous pensez. Explosez bon sang, exprimez vous ! Vous pouvez devenir ce que vous voulez... Il suffit de pleinement le vouloir ! FAITES, FAITES, FAITES. TOMBEZ. LEVEZ VOUS. RECOMMENCEZ.
Vous n'avez rien à perdre à essayer. Vous avez tout à gagner ! Le véritable échec est de ne rien faire par "sécurité".
J'ai confiance en vous.
Pensez comme les autres c'est disparaitre. S'écouter c'est naitre. La seule personne que vous devez convaincre dans votre vie, c'est vous meme.
Je vous souhaite le meilleur ! N'oubliez pas : Soyez fier de qui vous etes ! Evoluez, encore et encore...
Bonne journée !
You sound like a beautiful person
I’m trying not to kill myself. I think I’m succeeding
that’s good
its been 4 months i hope you are still doing good
You're doing a great job. We all here hope you live your best life.
i hope u r feeling better rn
I hope too
one of the coldest, most soul-crushing and desolate albums i've ever heard. Liam's words portraying the loss of his loved one hits different, and the music adds to this desperation.
It took a long time…
It took my whole life in fact. It took several breakdowns and insecurities, several words of self hatred in front of the mirror, several hours crying in my bedroom alone at midnight when no one in the house could hear me, several hours of therapy and healing, several hours of questioning my purpose on this plane of existence, several trial and errors, several goodbyes and thanks, several moments of grief and relief, and finally, several words of self appreciation, understanding and love…
But it finally happened, I’m happy now…
I never thought I’d be glad to be alive again, but I am…
Please don’t give up just yet
You don’t need to be perfect
You’re worthy of being loved
You’re worthy of being alive
You WILL heal one day
The universe loves you
THIS!! I went through very rough depression since I was very young. Started attempting suicide several times a week at the age of 10. When I was 11, I decided to stop trying to think about what I wanted to be when I grew up because I thought I would be dead by the end of the year. But I kept going. I found my best friend, that is now by boyfriend, and found my friend group. I found the people that make me feel human. THat truly make me forget about all the tough shit that happened to me and make me feel normal and okay for a while.
I still suffer from severe derealization, still take depression and anxiety meds, and have been recently diagnosed with ADHD. I may not really know how to word my phrases (I'm only 14 after all), but I am truly happy I am getting better. I have a long way to go, but no matter how long the path is, the only thing that matters is that I'm taking a step foward. One breath at a time.
needed to read this because I am in a wierd pocket of emotion that is making me question alot of things. Thank you for your story and showing that it is possible.
I feel lonely everyday... I cry loudly at night wishing someone to kiss, hug, comfort, me I live with my dad and step mom and I hate my step mom she makes me feel bad about myself.... And I only see my mom every other weekend... Same wth my siblings my siblings are in there 20s so they never have time for me....I just want to be loved man....
that transition from Please Don't Leave to Destroy Me From The Inside Out is soooooooo gooooddd 5:44 to 5:50
so true i found take care in july 2023 cad now i feel like this brought back memories of when i was extremely depressed so i’m glad you like the songs i like as well☺️
I thought they were the same song for a while
i wanna talk for hours about how perfect this album is and how strong the feelings it gives me everytime i listen to it
2 breakups getting played 3 times and losing a best friend later this album is still a banger 🔥
Many moments have fleeted me, but when I look back and truly stand still in memories I find some peace. However even peace has its hint of sadness. As hard as it is to admit I don’t have too many good memories. It’s hard looking at the world with optimism, hoping I can make new good memories to overcome the bad. I wish it was that simple but sometimes when you’ve been beaten physically, mentally and emotionally over and over again by people the who you’re born From. The people you have no choice but to trust tainted by abuse of substance and violence it breaks you.
I don’t understand how to feel happy trying to fill my voids like a black hole toys and eats away at my soul it grows and my heart tires ever more loathing the growing fires I’m burning inside what can drown out the cry’s that have me so hopelessly dire what can help me rest I’m oh so very tired
this album will always remind me of my friend who has recently passed away of cancer, I started as her friend last year and already we had similarities she was funny and connected well with everyone and that same year she was diagnosed with cancer we waited for her to come back for about a year and this month was supposed to be the day she would come back to school but instead im gonna be at her funeral on friday i won’t be able to make another memory of her,not another joke,not another happy birthday, or not another conversation with her i’ll never forget the memories i made with her and this album will always be here to remind me of her.
forças mano, essa dor vai passar...e sua amiga deve estar em um lugar melhor, fique bem
This guy is seriously talented! masterpieces that you listen to over and over. He has so many side projects but my favorite is Sign Crushes Motorist.
This album feels like my relationship to my dad. I'm not all the way through it, in fact I'm only 11:20 minutes in, but I know what I'm feeling. Thank you for making this album.
I hope one of these days i just don't wake up more, sometimes im too tired to even talk... just stare at blank hearing these kind of songs makes it feel placing
22 and all i can think of each passing day is how much i miss my family, having friends, being a baby. i wish i had friends. i wish my brother talked to me. i miss smoking weed with my little sister before her boyfriend changed her. i miss seeing my mom smile when she’s with our family. i just miss it all
I just hope that one day, everything gets better. Im tired of feeling this lump of guilt and shame.
This is insane, im going through some stuff atm and was just mindlessly going through youtube when i got recommended this and it just took me out completely and made me feel so many emotions, thank you this is beautiful.
I don't know exactly why but...somehow songs like this or Alex G just seem to make me feel understood
28:53
This was written in five minutes, spare me.
You could see the agony painted within his eyes. The way that his words cut flowers from his ribs with just a glance. Now, he was simply a shell with daggers pinned between porcelain bones and flowers gutting his soul. It was heartbreaking to look upon a man aged no more than 15, and see a hollow shell of what could’ve been a dreamer. Only if he wasn’t crushed by the words of others.
He thought to pull the daggers from his exposed ribs, if that made any difference, he would still feel weightlessly empty where the daggers weighed. Even if there was a god, perchance, he would not save this being who begged for divine intervention of some sorts. He would never return to living a normal life.
Creativity ran deeper than anyone could comprehend, his mind overflowing with ideas and plans to change the world through words, and no one could understand him. He was a canvas, long overdue to be thrown out, but the creativity always recycled it.
Creativity was his only friend. Grasping his hand and running far away within his imagination. He had dreams once, those now replaced by nightmares of premature death, of living his life to the fullest and changing the world; yet he stared at himself in the mirror and was reminded of not having anything to weigh his body down, only his mind and soul were worth his body weight by tenfold.
Worthless; someone had sat in front of the mirror and muttered that word over and over again, like aiming a bow at an animal undeserving of death. Cruelly, forced into a relationship in which no reciprocation was returned, he rotted. His creativity rotted. What organs and flesh remained on his body melted away like memories from a childhood not his own, always glancing towards someone and begging for someone to relate to him or understand him as a person.
One day, he will find someone like him. With a body light as a feather, but a mind as heavy as the world below your feet, you will love once more.
~
This small writing is dedicated to those in which who feel as if there is nothing to continue for, to those who feel beaten and lost, to those who are struggling with abusive relationships or struggling with mental illness; to all those who are struggling.
You are not alone within your situation; thousands stand where you stand at the exact moment. No matter how alone you feel, you are standing with thousands or millions of people who have felt just the same way as you, facing the same situation with a mindset that they will surely be defeated. Please don't give up, don't throw away your body and soul, your potential for blossoming into a beautiful person. I believe in you all, I support you, and there are others who love and care for you.
~ Sincerly, Cupid.
Wow, this is really good, like incredibly good. You're an amazing writer. A piece of writing doesnt normally move me this much but damn
I want to scream at the top of my lungs until my throat bleeds. but all i do is stare at this screen...
Me too.
same, buddy
❤
I love this so much I definetly relate to these songs on here great album!!! Thanks for making it
this album is a blessing showing up on my timeline at this time of my life. its so raw it…tugs on me. thank u
on streaming services now
I was hurt by a person who I trusted with my life. After that I thought I'd never let anyone to be as close to me as they were. I was pretty much sure that physical contact just wasn't for me, and that I will live the rest of my life without it. But then I met someone new. And to say that I was deeply terrified and unable to trust them is like saying nothing at all. However it turns out that I can, and that I really, truly wanted to. And also that I love to cuddle. So here we are. I allowed someone to hug me for longer than a few seconds. The process took exactly 550 days.
Maybe it's possible to love and be loved... you know like... without all the pain. Maybe It's not that I'm really that hard to love... maybe they just didn't love me and thsts it.
Yours truly
Ev♡
i found your boyhood album a few weeks after it came out and loved it! only just now im finding your channel with your other music and love it all too! i wish i found it sooner it was hard to find your music with all the different names :(
My little kitty died this morning, now at night listening this... It feels weird but kinda helps me feel better.
Hope ur ok, good to hear you've found something that helps u cope ❤
HEY THANKS FOR MAKING MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!💖💖💖
U JUST CANT IMAGINE HOW YOU MAKE US FEEL GOOD THROUGH UR ALBUMS DUDE!!
These songs make feel.
I know it's an odd sentence, but i guess what I mean is
I rarely feel human like its not what i really am, and im not the type to care about religions, why we're here, who we are, if we were alive before or not..
So when i say i don't feel human im not saying "in a past life i was this" im saying.. in a world surrounded by life, surrounded by death, and everything in between. I feel im on the outside observing and learning more than i bargained for, friends i make i know will one day die, and so will i. I don't mean to live forever, but even though every day passes by is another day i die just a little inside.
I want to be free but i don't know from what.
I want to feel but actively avoid allowing myself to feel.
I wake up knowing there is no reason to.
I go to bed knowing I'm just preparing for death.
And often i dream knowing im sleeping.
I don't have a reason to live and i know that.
I deal with hallucinations as if they're some estranged family member.
"I don't know who you are, and i used to be afraid of you, but now i think i understand youll always be here for some reason"
And i argue with my mind because it never is mine alone.
And i know i could die, and sometimes I crave to do so.
But my friends exist, and they need help too
So if i leave now, what would that do to you?
So there, there is my reason to live
Though I still wish to die i wish to die after you, so i can always be here to do whatever i can do...for you..
I dont feel human, because i have no care to live, and no purpose like you do, i wait behind trees and enjoy being alone in forests because then is the only time I really feel peace, everything else is nothing...
And i don't care what happens to me, im sure I'll be fine, as I always have been, as i always will be
Because when one day i fall, i can at least say i had a reason, a purpose... And it was you
Losing a friend this year on the November 3 2023 is going to be the hardest thing for me idk what to do now
im so sorry :((( i know it may not look like that, but its going to get better. it may not stop hurting, but it will hurt much less with time. its going to be okay
Great songs to dissociate to. Just numbs the mind and finally gives peace. I can really write some heartbreaking shit listening to this shit.
My reaction to it was exactly the opposite... it makes me feel right here, right now, with all the weight of the world in my back and crying like a baby.
Man I remember coming back to listen to youre music only a few months ago to see this album with a couple hundred views now to come see it with 100k plus I’d awesome congrats 🎉
I don’t remember the last time I let myself cry for me, and I find it real unchill of you to make me
My agony is mine,
but it reminds me of you.
Just please don't leave,
it destroys me-
from the inside out.
When I fell for you,
I needed someone to love me.
And its all my fault,
my agony.
Ive been shot in the stomach,
I want it to go away,
I want to go away,
Just think of me once in a while,
take care.
As someone who spent almost 5 years getting over someone I never even dated, I must admit, I would have listened to this type of music if I was at my brightest mood.
That's how much of a hole I was in: self-harm, attempts, addictions, not caring for a future.
I'm grateful I can now listen to this and it makes me calm and sad.
Not happier.
You will love a lot of girls in your life.
And that love will not be returned.
Or you will get a feeling that she is the wife of another man, and not your own.
Do not tarnish her with your imagination nor with your needs for solitude, and do not force yourself to stop loving her.
Ever.
You have infinite love to distribute, you can't run out.
Read on if you're jaded:
I love my exes.
I really do.
And because I do, I understood that I had to leave their lives.
Let them be.
I pray for those four women almost daily and wish them prosperity and fulfillment.
But they are not mine to take care of, that is not my duty, and not what they want.
I am friends with one of them, and run into two of them every couple of years.
I'm not filled with anxiety, resentment or heartbreak.
I am at peace and small talk to see how they're doing in life.
I have a laugh with them and smile when we say our goodbyes.
Don't fall for the trap of holding on to hope.
She is taken care of, and if you truly love her, that's all that should matter to you.
Her friends and family take care of her.
If not them, her guardian angel watches over her anyway.
If by some miracle not even her guardian angel, then if you pray for her, the Lord will make sure she's always taken care of.
You do not have to let her go.
You do not have to block her out.
You don't have to fake it till you make it.
Accept her fully, love her fully, and proceed in terms of what you see is best for her.
Forgive yourself bro.
Even if that means not being in her life.
Trust me, the best you can do is pray for her.
I don't feel emotion anymore for any of them, I am at peace, and I could choose to forget them.
Why don't I just stop praying for them then?
Because once you love someone, you never stop.
What value would love have if it was bound by time and my emotions?
That's where I find peace.
That's how I can live without them.
Because I do not have to degrade love to let them go.
You got this bro.
Go to church sometime.
thank you for this wonderful music friend. melancholy is the natural state of life for many for a long time and this helps people get through it. God bless.
This album helps me cope with the fact that they already have someone. Thanks, Liam.
The album picture has so much emotion i always get sad looking at it and listening to this album
Thank you so much for this album
Man it sucks, coming back to this music genre instantly reminds me of her...
I miss her so much man, I literally can't let go of her......
I need some help from you guys, please help me get over it.
@@Flonginiuswell said, misery is wasted on the miserable.
To everyone out there struggling, you are heard and you are loved. Maybe things irl are not making it look that way.. But listen. I hear you and care about you, and so do other people. Stay strong out there. To infinity, and beyond!
this is very nice i have been checking out all your music on spotify and just realized you have a youtube channel you make great stuff my friend, i hope that you’re doing well
this is beautiful
i am writing this at 6 am i couldn't sleep i am so tired. i hate my life. i hate my behaviour, my addictions, my situation. i've been alone for the past 3 years w very lil social interaction here and there. i try to cope w addictions but i fall back to the same place. i always feel this emptiness and dread in my heart that i can't get rid of since so long. My dad is disappointed in me that i didn't study enough to get into college for free. he's been yelling at me for 3 days and i haven't bothered. i don't react to anything anymore i just let life push me wherever cuz i am tired. i am done. i realized i have nothing in my control as i thought i feel so powerless so i gave up i started indulging in a life full of escapism where none of it makes me happy but it makes me sane enough to keep going. I am not happy ab my life i am wasting my youth for nothing. home rotting alone. Alone, bothered, angry and hurt. I hate myself for falling for my habits yet I don’t resist it. My dreams are dead. I wasn’t born lucky or fortunate enough to have the wealth or the opportunities i need. I wish life could give me a chance. i wish i can take a break from this emptiness and dread. i want to feel happy for once. i want to feel loved.
night time tears
I always knew that I was hurt
I just didn't recognize it
Until much too late for closure
Now I spend a lot of time recollecting
Repressed memories of anguish
I unlock and view through time
Sometimes I reflect too much
And tears of past sorrow
Visit me and torment me as I cry
I break down without a soul
To provide me comfort or peace
I cry here alone and unnoticed
My night time tears trailing
I never thought I'd feel this way
I collect yet I want to reject
I know I can't run from my past
It'll consume me if I do
So I try to recollect and live again
It lied dormant for much too long
Now I pay the price of ignorance
Which is misery and pain
Every time I go a little further
My thirst for knowledge is growing
My night time tears will come
But I will not stop until I have found
All of the misery that I come from
Closure I know is quite far
It's like a drug I chase
I need the high so desperately
Yet I am never sustained of the need
I continue to chase and crawl
Each step is agony
Yet each time I think I've reached it
It's still not there only a glint
A glint of white in the dark
This feels self destructive yet I chase
Am I facing all the feelings?
Or just creating new ones that reside
So many things I feel and think
I feel like I'm falling is this healing?
Or is this opening old sad scars
Each step is so crooked then I thought
I know it'll be better tomorrow
But will it or will I be the same old me
All this time have I changed?
I know I have but I wonder if it
Meant anything for me as I continue
Is the path of closure closing old doors?
I know I still retain memories
But will I continue to remain in sorrow?
My questions I know no answer to
Feels like I'm fighting
What I believe and what I don't
Will I ever find closure?
i remember you was conflicted
@@fourstarshit what do you mean?
@@xavierroninblack8829 misusing your influence
Dope
This is incredible
With these lyrics and melodies in the background they are wow, I feel that although my body is locked up without being able to go anywhere, my mind imagines me in a thousand places full of tranquility that maybe in my -
I could have been in my past life, it's so beautiful and so frustrating at the same time 🖤
i love this mini playlist so much, love `take care` with all my heart. i`m literally gonna cry, you're the best !!!! Т-Т you make this life more full of sense, i think.. tysm for your music
Suffering from love pain for not a person but an entire country is the worst thing i have ever felt. I went through 2 breakups, yes it was bad yet this shit is worse than those.
Today was a really hard day, thank you for this. ❤
Heard on Spotify, love it so much.
This is beautiful..
It's just so perfect.
love this, greetings from peru
Feels so human. I wish I could play and make music to put what i feel inside into notes and chords. Im sure it feels good.
dude same. i’m an occasional writer and i LOVE music so much and am so moved by it and feel it so strongly but i don’t know how to make it, i’ve written lyrics before but they come nowhere near capturing how i feel
i have a friend, best friend. and she just sent me a video of how she's trying to make a violin cover for Think Of Me Once In A While, Take Care. i'm really worried about her. we share jokes about suic1de, things like y'know how we would laugh if somebody told us we would never wake up next morning. she often talks how she's tired of life and school. and i'm powerless to do anything about it. i don't now how to tell her that life is worth living. i just want her to be okay. to know that i'm there for her. but at the same time it's not like she's sad visibly and asks for my comfort. i'm afraid that if i tell her this, she'll just laugh, because it's all jokes
Go talk to her man before it's too late. You'll hate yourself if she's gone and you couldn't help something within her, js be considerate and think abt what you'll say
its amazing hw i may be the only guy in the whole north africa listening to this
dw ure not xD
19. Haven't finished highschool yet. just got out of a hard situation and now im going right back into it. I question why things happen the way they do. Even when i tried my absolute best:/. Your songs make me feel some sort of comfort in my soul. I appreciate that.
почему я увидела это только сейчас ? очень атмосферный и классный альбом.
и главное что у него почти все альбомы такие
Look guys, I know yall are deppressed and I was too last year. But it does get better if you put in the effort to get better. Just cut out the toxic influences in your life, stop hurting yuorself even if it feels super good. IN the long run doing these two things made my life 10x better, and honestly is the only reason I'm not dead.
this is my suicide note
thank you for staying with me when you did and im sorry that i had to go
i know i was the only person keeping you going but you were mine too
and you hurt me
so badly
yet we still talk everyday
i cant do that anymore
im so sorry i still love you
Please dont, stay
Stay please!
Keep pushing, giving up hurts more.
I wish I had the words to help you. All I can say is that you're making a mistake. You have people who love you.
The sadness stems from something, whether it be an event or the blackhole that is depression. Depression can be so dehabilitating that it makes you think the world is better off without you. It's not. You matter, you always have, and you always will.
The people in our lives are not always good at communicating how much we matter and how much we are loved, but you are loved and by many more people than you think.
I know it feels like letting go will bring you peace, but the torture your loved ones will face every day for not knowing or realizing how much you are struggling with life will be crushing. Please, please, please seek help because, as bad as it feels right now, life can and will get better if you seek support and help. Reach out to a suicide hotline, depending where you are - Samaritans on 116 123, or 988 for Crisis hotline, or 911/999/ your national emergency line. You are important, you've made it through so much already. Please don't let that be for nothing.
You just will never know when life changes for the better. Believe me, I have been through the whole suicidal phase. Isn't it worth it to stick around and find out? Because when it does happen, and it will, you will look back at this phase and thank yourself for being strong enough to push through.
YOU matter, not other people. NOT your loved ones. YOU! And trust me, there is always time for permanent decisions but that doesn't mean you have to make it now!!! Breathe. Minute by minute, day by day.
I hope you find peace while still here. You matter. Live for yourself. I love you.
Please stay 🙏
Очень приятный альбом, комфортный
Nice to see you be good be safe grow strong and healthy maybe someday cause that's who you remind me of From old man William
sometimes, there are times where bad things happen but do not affect us.
but sometimes they do, and there are times after such experience we recover, and in most cases we don't.
but if we don't, it takes a lot of time and effort to get it through and start over yourself again.
but if we lose a loved one, we need to start a new chapter, you know? even if we made the best memories possible with that person we lost along the way.
but whatever it is, i hope whoever reads this is having a great time and if anyone is going through a hard time then just know that you are not alone in this,
and for those on the edge of suicide then please just hang in there for a little i know that it might go away sometime, just hang in there, a lot of people will miss you.
and if anyone is living in a toxic household then i am wishing things get well for you, and if anyone is witnessing/going through divorce then my dearest apologies for you, with God's willing you will get better things in life.
and if you are having a very bad health condition then i hope you get well soon, no matter how bad it has gotten, i hope you'll be okay soon.
side note on end: I'm only writing that for a slight ounce of affirmation and comfort, please don't leave, destroy me from the inside out and i feel like I've been shot in the stomach truly hit home for me. and quite literally the definition of heartbreaking, truly an amazing piece of art, liam is a truly talented guy and is deserving of all that love and support he gets! :)
and for whoever reads this you are truly amazing and beautiful, i hope things get better for you if you are going through whatever i mentioned in the following, and if you are genuinely not doing well then I'm sorry for you, I'm just one person in the comments of a song after all, no one might read this but I'll leave it here for those who find it
take care ♡
I can't ever fully explain how I feel. I know it seems simple enough but I just can't. So many things have happened in the 14 years i have been alive that i feel so many different emotions about everything that happened that i cant just use one emotion to describe how i feel about myself and my life. I dont know how to explain it to others and it hurts so much because all i want is to get help but i dont know how. Ive tried therapy , drugs/alcohol , venting to loved ones , sh , writing it down, talking to myself , recording myself , everything. Nothing works and i cant take this endless loop anymore. When i had her i at least had a purpose and a reason to keep going but she left me so easily and im starting to think she never really loved me from the beginning. I am planning on taking my own life some time around october this year. I hope something or someone comes into my life like her again , but if not then i wont be alive past october.
- February 11th 2024
Life is a wonderful privilege that's meant to be lived. It's not all positive, I know. But it's the trials that make us stronger. So, stranger who sees this message, even if it's all so complicated, tell yourself that you're here today to live. That if you're at your lowest point now, there's a future, near or far, in which you'll be at your highest to see the strength you must have shown. You're human and deserve to live. You have every right to be sad. I'm convinced that you'll find meaning in your life, a reason to get up every morning with a fresh breath of hope and determination. Don't give up. Believe in yourself, in your potential and in your ability to overcome obstacles. You have so much to give to the world. One day you'll look back and be proud of what you've achieved. I hope you're well, or that everything goes well.
theres nobody else i can talk to anymore, they just think im an egocentric narcissist that will never listen
she broke up with me on valentines, all i listen to by now is take care and sign crushes motorist, i can heavily relate to these albums and i thank whoever made these projects, it means the world to me
now is there anyone i can talk to on discord about my feelings? it would mean the world to me since i cant afford proper therapy
me bro, mxthegodly
I have lost everything over the past month or so, yet interestingly enough I cannot feel a thing. I can tell I am in pain, but somehow I do not feel it. Somehow, the silence of it is incredibly haunting. The inability to care or to worry makes it all just so... pointless. It makes everything seem entirely devoid of hope and purpose. My health has deteriorated so much and I have lost so much weight, anemia and shit, hell I'm probably dying and the alcohol hasn't helped. But it just feels like it doesn't matter at all. The hopelessness is so great that it does not bother me whatsoever, and it just feels like the ship is sinking and the outcome is just that, the outcome.
Going through a wierd ahift my my relationship... found out he has lied to me and it makes me second guess everything. Wvery thing he told me was true even if it didnt make sense i beleived him. Coming to the realization that he is no good for me and he has mentally fucked me up more than i already am. The small peice of hope that i was wrong and i was over reacting were dashed yesterday but i still cant let him go. I feel stupid for giving him 4 years of my life. Constantly struggling but thinking that everything will work out in the end because we have each other.... i feel lost now.. i feel numb
Nov 26,2023
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7:11 PM
Mannar
1st time here
March 28, 2024
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11:06 am
1st time here
I moved out of my hometown into the city at the age of 19. I never felt like I fitted in or belonged there. I always wanted to be a creative and now I’m studying and trying work for the art world, yet even though this is the dream I thought I wanted I still feel so lonely. I don’t know if I’m doing the right thing or not… I don’t have the support I need. I’m so tired.
the three voices are so good
i know that ill never be happy alone but i want to be alone until i meet someone then suddenly my whole life is about them and i cant think sleep eat or do anything without thinking about them or without them i love people in such a unhealthy way and i hate that im so self aware of this and i know its dumb but i really dont know what to do when im not with that person and everything hurts so bad and i cant do this anymore but ive been saying that my whole life and im still to much a chicken to end myself so i just keep going even though i dont want to
i hate how everyone in my life controls me no matter who they are like my brothers control me my in laws control me every single person i know controls and i don't know why because i know that i can do things by myself but they don't even though they're the ones making me do so much everyday and it hurts knowing that im only a maid to my family i clean and clean and over and over again without a break ever i cant tell them this because they'll say that im ungrateful and i should be happy with what i have because i have so much the latest iphone nice clothes a good house nice friends but what about my family when are they nice to me never they're never nice i guess i used to self harm and when my brother found out instead of you know helping me he hit me while my dad was there and he called my other brother to humiliate me while i was crying begging him to stop or to just end me i think about that moment alot because i know now that my brother doesn't care about me no matter what happens to me even if i die he wouldn't even cry about my death and i hope to move out of this home and live by myself and fix my broken heart sounds cringey but oh well oh well oh well thats what i say when something bad happens because you know oh well
epic album
i can feel the woman i like grow ever distant with me as she grows closer to somebody i introduced. she was the first person to treat me like a human, im sorry. im sorry for all of it, please forgive me living.
So corny dude
hi just want u to know i still listen to ur music
Those who tried to help me I just shoved away. I'm only 15 years old, and i'm so deep into god knows what. It hurts.
Gracias desconocido
Estas haciendo que un desconocido en argentina resista una noche mas.
Gracias por ayudarme
❤️
So good.
dope
The deaths, the cold ass nights, hot ass days, the physical, mental and emotional suffering, the mental anguish of tomorrow's problems, it's beautiful in a way. To go through so much and still come out on top, to suffer and realize that you're actually suffering and get through what you couldn't do or thought was impossible. It's a long road and it will get harder, worse more painful but we're stronger than yesterday. Everyday is a win against your enemies, against your demons, against all of the doubts, as long as you're not 6 feet under, you'll always be on top. So go forth and appreciate life, look to the sky, the sun rise and set, the moon, at the colors that make up what you see, listen to the wind, the quiet air, the birds, taste those delicious foods and drinks and smell those gorgeous scents because that is precious, that is the beauty and goodness to the ugliness and evilness of this world. There is always something trying to knock you down so stand tall and don't give up.
🥱
If a album could be my current expression conformed into music