I can't help but wonder where those two kittens are now. I hope they lived the best life ever. My cat passed away suddenly a while ago and I can't think about anything other than wanting to give the best life and as much happiness as possible, to all those who I love.
I would love to know what it took to redirect your love like that. I haven't lost anyone yet, but I'm so scared of losing someone I love, like all the emotions would be directed at wanting them back and nothing else.
@@Ryzawing It was like that, I wanted nothing but my cat back for months upon months and I still think about him every single day. But after maybe the first month I gained the capacity I needed to feel for others too and it was stronger, so I have both endless love for him and now, for others. I guess what it took was time
Day 8 post break up I think I'm managing more today. We get to reconnect for a little bit and its enough to keep my day sane enough to go through. Thank you for talking to me again. Thank you that we get to laugh and smile about our small conversation. And, thank you for acknowledging the questions I kept asking for ever since we broke up. You're not a bad person. Thank you
This picture brought back forgotten memories. The kinda old picture quality and the tv reminded of my childhood home. My home's still there but I am not the same kid. I miss when I was younger and carefree. When I didn't care about the future and only cared about having fun in the present.
we'd been keeping two cats who were brothers and adopted them when they were only a few months old and a few weeks ago one of them disappeared. his brother has been as upset as us. it's like he'll never be the same again. wish i could play this for him
the first song reminds me of the feeling of saying goodbye to a friend, knowing yall are never gon see each other again or the relationship would never be the sane
i feel trapped in time. so much has happened so much is about to happen. but in both directions it feels so far away. i was a child so long ago and i wont be an adult for years and years. i don't have a home that's mine anymore. it's their home. i don't pay the bills, i don't buy the food. i just live here or there leaching off of their money, their time, until they can't handle me anymore and they send me to the other. i don't have a home. i spend so much time alone. it's the fourth of july and i was sitting on the roof watching the sky explode and i saw police trucks at the park a block down so i went to see what happened. i don't know why. there was nothing i could do but watch. i wanted to be a part of something. i wanted to see if i could be useful at all. i saw a woman scream they ran to the ambulance screaming for her son. groups of grown men held each other. a police was escorting people away and i followed them. i stayed with the group of people outside the park gate watching ambulances and firetrucks drive past. i stayed there for hours with strangers just watching.
Day 4 post break up This just showed up on my recommended page. Glad I found this. I was doing my laundry today. It was going fine until I took a short break to check on my phone. I went to my gallery and saw a video of us making fun of my cat, Happy. He was asleep, and we decided to let him smell the bowl I used to put the food I cooked for us for dinner on that night on June 3rd. It was also the day after you answered me to be your girlfriend. And I was just there, standing next to my wet clothes while I was filling up water, looking down at my phone, watching a video of us making fun of Happy. And I could hear how happy we were together. I could hear your voice again. I can feel the warmth in the laughter behind my screen. It feels like yesterday when I watched it. What went wrong? Why did you fall out of love? Why was it so easy for you to move on so quickly, to already have an interest to someone else that fast after we broke up? I can't accept the fact that I will always be a girl's pastime. And I couldn't accept that you were my first in everything I have never experienced in my entire life. You were my first kiss, my first girl that I can truly call my girlfriend, and you took something so special away from me. But now that you're gone, what am I to do? You seem to be happy without my presence anymore. Maybe you were just not ready. I'm not ready to completely move on. But I want to become better. I want to be better, and the next time we get to cross paths again, I wish to try again. I wish to try again with you.
En este momento me siento tan despreocupado de la vida, sólo en mi habitación, mientras de fondo se oye esta lista de canciones y la lluvia, asi es como me gustaría que fueran todos los días, donde la vida no me duela.
I don't know how bad you're hurting and I can maybe never understand. I do still you don't have to be alone please we can share the weight of the world. Don't let him bare it alone too.
я надеюсь у вас всë будет хорошо, никто не заслуживает чувствовать такое:(( пожалуйста, поговорите с кем-нибудь о ваших мыслях и обратитесь за помощью, я очень надеюсь вам станет легче!
I have room in this windowless spacecraft for a feline friend. Perhaps we could just hang out and fish random songs like these from the static in space. #ff1987
It's been almost two months since she said goodbye. Since the better half of me was lost. Since the one I thought i'd be spending the rest of my life with, the one i'll always love. left me. I know we still talk and im grateful for that but to have you not hurt like I am, to have you not long for the past that we once used to dream about. It's killing me.
How, what witchcraft do you possess to that makes 5 different songs remind you of the past? When times were simpler and you didn't have to worry so much. Now were scared of a lot, and with good reason
I deadass feel like I’m a horrible partner, a horrible son, a horrible brother, a horrible person overall Every good thing that happens to me, to give me a tiny break from the pathetic clusterfuck I call my life, I always manage to find a way to ruin it I will die alone because of my selfishness, and I know it, no sane human being would like to be with someone like me, and the few that actually want to be by my side, I push them away because of how I grew up I’m tired of this, i genuinely don’t see myself alive in the next 5 years and it scares me
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good news its now on spotify now after 8 months... yeah sorry.. new album soon..
🎉🎉🎉 YAYYYY!!! THANK YOUUU❤❤
This gives off a feeling of ‘wanting to go home but you can’t because home doesn’t exist anymore’
Cadia may not stand. But it's people did. Still do. And as long as a Cadian family stands, their home is where they serve.
this is exactly how I've been feeling lately.
Jesus loves you.
@@d0ll-777 naaaah. nahhhh. nah
It never did.
First song is what it feels like to watch the tail lights disappear for the last time,
that's actually a very fitting description
I love when the song is gut wrenching
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The first song makes me feel like I’ve finally gain control over my consciousness after years of being on autopilot
It's a lie, my friend. Though I still wish you the best
My cat passed away today, and I got this on my recommended. In a way, this feels like they're telling me they're at peace. Thank you.
Im with you bro
Don't cry because it's over, smile because it's happened
😔
i kind of miss being a happy little kid
I can't help but wonder where those two kittens are now. I hope they lived the best life ever.
My cat passed away suddenly a while ago and I can't think about anything other than wanting to give the best life and as much happiness as possible, to all those who I love.
I would love to know what it took to redirect your love like that. I haven't lost anyone yet, but I'm so scared of losing someone I love, like all the emotions would be directed at wanting them back and nothing else.
@@Ryzawing It was like that, I wanted nothing but my cat back for months upon months and I still think about him every single day. But after maybe the first month I gained the capacity I needed to feel for others too and it was stronger, so I have both endless love for him and now, for others.
I guess what it took was time
It's actually amazing how many cat enjoyers there are here. I thought i was the only one who recently lost a lil baby guy
the first song fixes everything wrong with my brain
It’s been feeling like grey blobs scattered through my head. And I’ve been subconsciously looking for a song or something like this.
Listening to the first song gave me whatever was wrong with your brain
@@Skoldpadden sorry
sometimes i think i know what im doing. then reality sinks in and im awakened, realizing ive been on autopilot the whole fucking time
the amount of time I feel the same exact way as you.. you're not alone brother 💛
Things may be shit now, but you'll find happiness at the end of the road. Keep on trucking, brothers and sisters. We'll get there soon.
Sound quality is like what?? I cant hear you over my tears and unplaceable nostalgia
Oh dear. Im going to cry
here for the cat
HI BRO PLEASE PUT THIS ON SPOTIFY OR SOMETHING, THIS IS LITRLY SO FIRE I LOVE THIS SO MUCH PLESEE 🥺🥺🥺🙏🙏🙏
this made me just look around my room and realize life
Day 8 post break up
I think I'm managing more today. We get to reconnect for a little bit and its enough to keep my day sane enough to go through. Thank you for talking to me again. Thank you that we get to laugh and smile about our small conversation. And, thank you for acknowledging the questions I kept asking for ever since we broke up. You're not a bad person. Thank you
This picture brought back forgotten memories. The kinda old picture quality and the tv reminded of my childhood home. My home's still there but I am not the same kid. I miss when I was younger and carefree. When I didn't care about the future and only cared about having fun in the present.
listening to this at midnight is a 10/10 experience. something about the silence and darkness makes the music resonate so much more
I NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY PLSSS
YES
Me and bro after he says "one more game"
Everyone you love seems away. Everyone you adore goes away. So… last forever… stare into my eyes one last time.
smoothにすっと入ってくる
i feel like i paid all my dues
Now you're free. What will you do?
we'd been keeping two cats who were brothers and adopted them when they were only a few months old and a few weeks ago one of them disappeared. his brother has been as upset as us. it's like he'll never be the same again. wish i could play this for him
All i have left are my memories
the first song reminds me of the feeling of saying goodbye to a friend, knowing yall are never gon see each other again or the relationship would never be the sane
why does this song make my heart constrict but also heals me in ways I can't explain;-;
this is reminding me of my childhood memerious especially the photo
my two cats trying to get inside the tv
Duster - Stars Will Fall jumpscare
6:05
Nice music btw
i feel trapped in time. so much has happened so much is about to happen. but in both directions it feels so far away. i was a child so long ago and i wont be an adult for years and years. i don't have a home that's mine anymore. it's their home. i don't pay the bills, i don't buy the food. i just live here or there leaching off of their money, their time, until they can't handle me anymore and they send me to the other. i don't have a home. i spend so much time alone. it's the fourth of july and i was sitting on the roof watching the sky explode and i saw police trucks at the park a block down so i went to see what happened. i don't know why. there was nothing i could do but watch. i wanted to be a part of something. i wanted to see if i could be useful at all. i saw a woman scream they ran to the ambulance screaming for her son. groups of grown men held each other. a police was escorting people away and i followed them. i stayed with the group of people outside the park gate watching ambulances and firetrucks drive past. i stayed there for hours with strangers just watching.
sorry for the random rant the bud was bad and the music was going to make me cry if i din't do something to distract myself.
@@thing2be I hope it'll be alright for both of us
im dreadfully awaiting tomorrow to hear back from a job recruiter if i got hired or not. these songs are helping me calm down a lil bit, thank you
first song reminds me of the OST of Hylics
this hurts me so bad
Consequences of my actions have me like ;(
Some of these tracks give me hylics vibes honestly. love it!
Me and her playing back the game i still have a saved file under her name
home has become memories
My heart hurts
Day 4 post break up
This just showed up on my recommended page. Glad I found this.
I was doing my laundry today. It was going fine until I took a short break to check on my phone. I went to my gallery and saw a video of us making fun of my cat, Happy. He was asleep, and we decided to let him smell the bowl I used to put the food I cooked for us for dinner on that night on June 3rd. It was also the day after you answered me to be your girlfriend. And I was just there, standing next to my wet clothes while I was filling up water, looking down at my phone, watching a video of us making fun of Happy. And I could hear how happy we were together. I could hear your voice again. I can feel the warmth in the laughter behind my screen. It feels like yesterday when I watched it. What went wrong? Why did you fall out of love? Why was it so easy for you to move on so quickly, to already have an interest to someone else that fast after we broke up? I can't accept the fact that I will always be a girl's pastime. And I couldn't accept that you were my first in everything I have never experienced in my entire life. You were my first kiss, my first girl that I can truly call my girlfriend, and you took something so special away from me. But now that you're gone, what am I to do? You seem to be happy without my presence anymore.
Maybe you were just not ready. I'm not ready to completely move on. But I want to become better. I want to be better, and the next time we get to cross paths again, I wish to try again.
I wish to try again with you.
Bro this made me crumble. I feel so bad for u.
i hope you get better, really hope
I just needed something to cook my burgers to help help
These are really good
beautiful
please put this on spotify
i love the noon song, it makes me feel safer- i like the intensity of it
looks like a lot of people r being directed to this. what happened . is youtube just recommending it to you all?
Yeah, RUclips did.
I like RUclips algorithm for things like this.
gives me bl4ck m4rket c4rt vibes
Rip.
i got here via that band
En este momento me siento tan despreocupado de la vida, sólo en mi habitación, mientras de fondo se oye esta lista de canciones y la lluvia, asi es como me gustaría que fueran todos los días, donde la vida no me duela.
i misclicked and this came on, glad I didn't click off though these sound great
El algoritmo nos trajo aqui 👽
Gives me major "Life tastes like Cardboard" vibes
this ROCKS
When I die he will remember me.
I can't bare the pain anymore but he will carry it
pls rethink and be strong
life is ugly and beautiful, the pain will go away, you can't stop moving forward
I don't know how bad you're hurting and I can maybe never understand. I do still you don't have to be alone please we can share the weight of the world. Don't let him bare it alone too.
я надеюсь у вас всë будет хорошо, никто не заслуживает чувствовать такое:(( пожалуйста, поговорите с кем-нибудь о ваших мыслях и обратитесь за помощью, я очень надеюсь вам станет легче!
not even giving him a choice huh
The last song has a similar chord progression/production to Stars Will Fall by Duster
This is lovely.
This is nice…
this is nice
Real.
I have room in this windowless spacecraft for a feline friend. Perhaps we could just hang out and fish random songs like these from the static in space. #ff1987
omg this is so great wtf??? it reminds me of music my dad would play maybe its pink floyd i dont really really remember
The world was about to end so u just hang out with the one who loved u the most
this helps me control my thoughts ☺️because i sometimes overthink things
lovely music :)))))
spotify?
You should add this to Spotify!!
thanks it helps getting through dark times :)
i need to create some song like this
i'm in love with your job bro
catgazing
spotify when (please)
I want to go home too❤
love this!!! now subbed
It can't be a normal song, I think it was made by angles.
Man...
It's been almost two months since she said goodbye. Since the better half of me was lost. Since the one I thought i'd be spending the rest of my life with, the one i'll always love. left me. I know we still talk and im grateful for that but to have you not hurt like I am, to have you not long for the past that we once used to dream about. It's killing me.
nice!!!!!!!
pls pls pls pls pls put this on spotify :(
I thought this would be another good ol 'just the two of us' edit. I was wrong but damn
Loving it ❤
Absolutely amazing 👏
How, what witchcraft do you possess to that makes 5 different songs remind you of the past? When times were simpler and you didn't have to worry so much. Now were scared of a lot, and with good reason
This is awesome! Deserves way more views :D
THIS SO DAMN GOOD
spotify pleaseeee
I deadass feel like I’m a horrible partner, a horrible son, a horrible brother, a horrible person overall
Every good thing that happens to me, to give me a tiny break from the pathetic clusterfuck I call my life, I always manage to find a way to ruin it
I will die alone because of my selfishness, and I know it, no sane human being would like to be with someone like me, and the few that actually want to be by my side, I push them away because of how I grew up
I’m tired of this, i genuinely don’t see myself alive in the next 5 years and it scares me
nostalgia
Fetching canciones todas tristes escuchemoslas denuevo
Mazzy Star
Fire
do you have a spotify?
Love
Love this
♥
What should I do if the only thing I feel is sadness but I don't know how to express it? It's not allowing me, I haven't unlocked it yet.
journaling can sometimes be really helpful just to see your thoughts on paper. maybe that can help you to express them a bit?
pipkin pippa
Good......
This isn't Hamilton :(
I wish it was 2003
beautiful album cover.