I'm actually crying. She is so strong. To go on stage to perform 4 hours after you had a misscarrige, to go up there and perform infront of so many people.. I don't really know how she manged to do that without breaking down, it's incredible how much some people are capable of. I have so much respect for her
She was a kid back in 2015. The tour organizers and managers were not on her side. They treated her like a robot. She can shake the mountains now. Love u, Halsey!
@@petrichor3647 she actually wasn’t forced to perform. in her rolling stone article she even said she CHOSE to do the show. she was offered a choice and she didn’t wanna risk not doing the performance and letting fans down.
She was also apparently on hella painkillers... her voice sounds really good somehow, it sounds damaged now in 2018 but this performance is incredible ESPECIALLY considering the circumstances.
Watching this performance, you'll never expect she's going through something big. It's so sad that we live in a world where we're expected/forced to work when we are not in the right state
Not gonna lie this is one of her best performances. I feel so bad that she had a miscarriage right before this but she is so strong still coming out on stage and performing
This makes me really sad. You can hear the pain and struggle in her voice. Everyone who calls her trash, and everything else needs to respect how strong she is.
I’m not a Halsey fan and honestly think that she’s not the best person, but I do have respect for the fact that she was strong enough to perform after something like that
ok but.. the roughness in her voice makes it sound more raw and real. especially when she says the first "i sold my soul to a three piece, and he told me i was holy / he's got me down on both knees" its just beautiful. i can't. why. this is one moment i hate that i'm ace.
okay so the first time I watched this I just about died. like the grind, the mic, you get the point. and then I remembered that this was that set. and I watched it again and you can just read it in her face. all of the anger and sarcasm just rolling off of her and I didn't even see it the first time. and honestly what a badass. she just went through one of the hardest things a woman could go through, and she went out and preformed. she is so unbelievably strong, and anyone who hates on her for this should be ashamed. Halsey is so beautiful and strong and breathtakingly astonishing and I've never been more proud to be a fan.
Ali Haggard,my God,you are So right there.She Is absolutely amazing.What a Beautiful Woman she is.I take my hat(if I was wearing one) off to her! I never even knew that had happened with her..Everytime I listen to her she really nearly makes me want to cry (theirs times I have aswell) she is just so fxxxing amazing, seriously,I'm in Love X p.s do you know who the father was?...(just wondering)..
So i am discovering Halsey today (yeah i know i'm so late). I just heard her album, and thought i'd see some live stuff. I was NOT prepared for how good this is! Better than the album record.
It's not "live". TECHNICALLY she's lip-syncing. But, she's lip-syncing to a prerecording that she did at THAT location. Recording at location with the in-house acoustics makes it less obvious they're lip-syncing for the moments they switch the mic on the talk to the audience. I know because I do a lot of the tech work behind the scenes and can hear it. Basically when the place was empty, she did the recording while sitting down under optimal conditions. Then I later sample each good cut and splice them all together in sync to create a normal song with all the best parts. So later on stage she can walk around and dance without sounding out of breathe. Don't get me wrong, she's got a great voice and I love her music, which is why I'm here. Just stating the facts because if you go to a concert of hers and you're the 2nd of a double header that day, she won't sound that good. Even though I don't like his music TOO much, Bon Jovi is the most legit live performer I've ever seen/heard. Walking in with my backpack and briefcase to setup one time to help with the next concert, I was listening and he sounded so good and I couldn't even tell it was a prerecord. So I asked, "who did his sampling? It's flawless...". I was met with, "No one, he's rolling live". O.O I'm looking at this guy running around on stage and dancing like a kid. He's very impressive from a technical stand point.
You can hear how angry and sad she is during this performance. I can't think of another artist who would have the strength to do this after the loss she suffered.
Bruh this song is about her selling her soul for talent, "Sold my soul to a three piece" , "They rush me, telling me I'm running out of time" Wake up. Pretty sure thats why she had the miscarriage
LaughAs actually this song is about a certain "asshole" that she met, and the song is a reminder that no matter how small you are or people assume you are, you should never let them hold you down. the lines are just bashing on the man, even calling him a "three piece" meaning devil. plus even if the whole selling your soul thing existed, she would definitely be more famous. and i don't think you sell your soul for talent lmao, it's for success. but i don't believe that shit.
can't believe this was just hours after having a miscarriage. she's so strong, it's unbelievable. she said it was the angriest show she's ever done, and i totally see it in this song, how she's growling and yelling and delivering her lyrics. i love her so much ❤
tam phan you are so wrong to say that. For one you do not know how much this has crushed her, plus they are exstreamly painful. Second she was probably worried about disappointing her fans. She has said over and over again how much she loves her fans. Third and last thing, how is she supposed to act? Doing the performance probably helped get her mind off of the emotional pain she was going through. So please keep you negative and hateful thought to your self and try to give her some respect for performing and not wanting to upset the fans. It shows how strong of a woman that she is. Halsey I love your music, I love that you put yourself out there and talk about having bipolar and you are not ashamed of it.
one of her best damn fucking performances, she let out all that anger, frustration, sadness out into this performance, she's so strong to do this after a miscarriage, I don't know how she did it
knowing what she went through that morning, she's fucking incredible. i love her so much she's so strong and amazing i want to give her a hug and a kiss
in RS she said it was the angriest performance she's ever done (with the whole show, not just this song), but she doesn't look angry. She just looks tired and a little weak. I grimaced when she did the grinding part. You can tell she couldn't do it the normal way she always does, I can't even imagine how painful it was (even tho she took painkillers. And yet she still looks so beautiful and confident and sounds amazing. She does so much for us. I love her so much and care about her so deeply, it breaks my heart to know that literally hours before this she miscarried. I could NEVER go through that and still manage to get up and grin and bear it and STILL put on a good show. She's so fucking strong.
Parts of the song she sounds like she's growling. I don't remember what that's called musically but you can see her anger every time she says "I sold my soul to a three piece" (aka music industry)
I used to jam to this performance and now I'm about to tear up. She's so fucking strong, she had to put a brave face while her child was dying inside her. So so so much respect for her. She deserves the best.
I'm crying. She went through so much. And still performed. She is strong and is my spirit animal and teacher. Lesson from Halsey: NEVER FUCKING GIVE UP!
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i read her rolling stone interview and came here to watch all the performances she made this day. i am so proud of her for doing the show after what happened... so much talent, professionalism and love for us
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Halsey is the only one who makes you feel sad, painful, happy, angry, and with every feeling,Through her words and songs...And I felt very much in this perform
OMG she is really strong woman !! She had a miscarriage just an hours befor the show !! U can hear it in her voic that she is angry and how she yells !! DAMN AMAZING !! And this is the 1st time i like the live version more than the original ! Do u agree ?
She's not just an artist. Being artist is an honour in and of itself, but she's more. She's a goddamn performer. She creates magic. Seeing this examplifies that the recording doesn't even come close. One of the rare artists I would do almost anything to see live. Such a presence. Hats off, girl. Continue doing you. EDIT: And being a guy.. I have to mention the part form 1:56 onwards. I think I bit my lip until it bled. Confidence. So.. damn.. hot. Sincerely, a random guy from Norway.
she told once they bought her painkillers, put her on a diaper and sent her to the show. she also said that at that momento she felt less then a human being 💔
No, you're not the only one. Excuse my language, but I get so p*ssed off when people say she did it for attention, because you can clearly see how ill she looks and WHY THE F*CK SHOULD PEOPLE HAVE THE RIGHT TO RIDICULE SOMEONE WHO HAD A MISCARRIAGE? She had a child inside of her, and then, she was told it was dead!
This song means everything to me. When I was hospitalised in a psych unit the nights were so hard for me I was suicidal depressed and struggled immensely every night I'd get my headphones and blast Halsey all night, the words would drown my thoughts and urges. It was the worst experience of my life and I just hour one day I can meet Halsey and tell her my story and thank her for saving my life on nights I tried to take it 💗💗
This performance was emotional as is before I read the Rolling Stone article. Now after reading it, I feel even more emotional while watching her perform. She is so strong and amazing. I love her❤️💖
This is the performance she did after the miscarriage, right?? She said in an interview that this is the angriest performance she's ever done. You can hear the anger in her voice.
more than feeling "awe", I feel sad whenever I watch this live of her... She got me crying just watching her expression... I can't even imagine how I'd feel if I lose my child so sudden like her did... May God bless her always... 😢
After the Rolling Stones article I actually look closer at this performance, and you can see in her face that she lost a lot of blood. She's such a strong women, there's nothing that proves that more than this does. I have so much respect for her, and I'm so sorry for what she went through. I love her.
She looks exhausted. It's horrible that she still had to sing after this kind of tragedy. I hope she will be happy with her baby and lover. She deserves the best 💜
@@samanthaburr2370 Interesting, from what I read, talking literally wise yes she made a decision, someone was going to, but situational she had no choice and the industry is brutal.
@Shant3ll998 Yes, I was speaking literally, she did choose to stay. However, I do understand the situation. People were already there and paid for their tickets, so it would look bad, and the people she works under would more than likely make her feel like shit about canceling.
I feel like like 70% of us females who listen to Halsey are just gay. We're just sO FUCKING GAY. AND HALSEY JUST MAKES OUR HAPPY LITTLE GAY HEARTS DO THE THING
Cannot believe 8 years later I've only just found out. That is awful. She is so amazing! Shes clearly exhausted and in pain yet she did it, she shouldn't have had too! Such an amazing woman❤
I know I'm amazed she had to go through all this in one night. she is so strong and through all of it she put us before herself which is truely amazing.
i think it is; you can hear it in her voice. she lost a lot of blood and you can see it in her face (discoloration, loss of color in her face and her lips) and her voice is raspy and shaky
This was my favourite performance to watch that she did. But after reading the rolling stone article I don't even know how I feel? Sad? Scared for her? Confused? Just shows how much she cares for other people more than herself
I always thought this was one of her most powerful performances having no clue of the context. Makes me view it in an entirely different light. Even more powerful. She is so strong! - fellow Endo Warrior 💙💙💙
With everyone saying that can't believe she performed, I think that shows internal strength but It also angers me that her crew encouraged her to preform and she listened to them. First and foremost she is a human and a person and her person life and medical issues should of came first way before this performance. It really bothers me that her crew and everyone involved that knew she had a miscarriage and still let her preform. They should of stuck beside her and canceled the show. This is a job and no job should do this to you. If she worked anywhere else and her boss and or coworkers mad her come to work after miscarrying, people would be outraged. So to me this is not ok. Not ok at all. I hope HALSEY gets the time off to relax and get her thoughts and feelings out there and dealt with how she feels she needs to and takes care of herself before returning to her job. Her fans will love and support her.
I had a miscarriage when I was working as a caregiver. I called them to let them know that I was going to the hospital and when I left. I told them I would need a week or so to recover because I literally labored to have it (was only 8 weeks along). They asked me to come in the day after!! I was so pissed. It's crazy how people think it's no big deal. So sad she had to go through this. 😢
I couldn’t agree more. You shouldn’t feel like you owe it to people to perform as an artist if you’re going through a tough time, you should feel you owe it to them to make sure your doing okay, or at least that’s my ideology. I’m not a performer, but if you make a name of yourself then you should owe it to those who expect things from you that you’re okay. You shouldn’t force yourself to work if you don’t think you’re ready, y’know?
@shelz8 In case you didn’t know, she wasn’t forced to go back to work. Halsey chose to go back to work because she was worried that if she missed a concert she would ruin her career. 👍🏽✌🏽👌🏽
You can see the pain in her eyes when she says ,"I'm helpless" It is really sad to hear that she was kinda forced to perform because they seem to just see her as a cash piñata that they can beat whenever they want to get more money, despite that person's feelings or personal struggles. That is a major problem with the industry.
I actually think she has a different point of view about that night. In the Rolling Stone article she says "The part that bothers her most is that, as insane as it was to play that concert, no one forced her to do it. 'I had a choice,' she says, though she did the thing that made her feel like she didn't." I get the impression that she did go out there with the pain and burden because her music helps her process things. I think she made that decision. Her crew was as confused as she was.
Katharyn Stong originally she said no, but the staff would basically suggest she should do it anyway, saying “this is an important impression” and stuff like that. She knows she had a choice, but she felt inhuman performing like this anyway.
Entire audience here doesn't know the truth . She had a miscarriage hours before this performance and she's so fucking strong . So fucking dark ... She gave this performance despite losing her baby .... She said " this is one of the angriest performance she gave and she felt like she wasn't a human being " . We all love you Halsey
This was the best she'd ever sung this song in my opinion. Pushing through all that pain and getting on stage to sing?? My god I bet those lyrics hit another part of deep
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She said this was the angriest performance she has ever done. You can tell. The anger in her voice on her face, all the emotion she is giving it.
its amazing
She had a miscarriage before the show 😢😢😢
she looks like shes lip syncing
@@blackswan1301 she is no, and it would be perfectly understandable if she was poor girl
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I'm actually crying. She is so strong. To go on stage to perform 4 hours after you had a misscarrige, to go up there and perform infront of so many people.. I don't really know how she manged to do that without breaking down, it's incredible how much some people are capable of. I have so much respect for her
i would break down and throw the mic on the floor.
I really don't know how she did that.I mean she is so strong..
I couldn’t do that.
It's called drugs.
You have to. If you have a contract with a label they don`t really care what`s up with you. I know it sounds bad, but that`s the business.
She was a kid back in 2015. The tour organizers and managers were not on her side. They treated her like a robot. She can shake the mountains now. Love u, Halsey!
Code One ironic you say that bc of the lyrics of gasoline
falling and now a lot of lyrics from her new album
@@petrichor3647 she actually wasn’t forced to perform. in her rolling stone article she even said she CHOSE to do the show. she was offered a choice and she didn’t wanna risk not doing the performance and letting fans down.
21 is considered a kid-?
@@themariechannelyep, you’re not exactly mature until 25 so 😊
You can see the pain in her eyes, she has an indescribable strength, i love her.
I know
I get goosebumps EVERYTIME i watch this performance. Her eyes look dead, can't imagine how much pain she must have felt💔
Stuti Sood yea youre right 😭💔
She was also apparently on hella painkillers... her voice sounds really good somehow, it sounds damaged now in 2018 but this performance is incredible ESPECIALLY considering the circumstances.
@@rissaonthepiano true , but she still slays w sexy voice of her. I hope she stop smoking for her own good "( spread love
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Ikr I was just going to comment that
Watching this performance, you'll never expect she's going through something big. It's so sad that we live in a world where we're expected/forced to work when we are not in the right state
Not gonna lie this is one of her best performances. I feel so bad that she had a miscarriage right before this but she is so strong still coming out on stage and performing
Audrey Johnson SHE IS A HUMAN BEING THAT WE NEED TO APPRECIATE 😍 Halslay really did THAT
What happend ? I don't get it 😕 ...
@@val_r1143 right before the performance , she had miscarriage , ( she lost her baby) and she said that she rather being a mom than a superstar "((
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@Såmuńo Kįŕ im joking ;))
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This makes me really sad. You can hear the pain and struggle in her voice. Everyone who calls her trash, and everything else needs to respect how strong she is.
I’m not a Halsey fan and honestly think that she’s not the best person, but I do have respect for the fact that she was strong enough to perform after something like that
Are you sure?how did you hear that
@@griffinnguyen945who said she wasn’t a good person
ok but.. the roughness in her voice makes it sound more raw and real. especially when she says the first "i sold my soul to a three piece, and he told me i was holy / he's got me down on both knees" its just beautiful. i can't. why. this is one moment i hate that i'm ace.
+Alayna Davidson GAWD you have another ace here. :)
you are exactly right
Your profile pic :)
it's even more real once you read the Rolling Stones article
+ShutUpSandra i did. i'm so proud that she overcame all of that
I have so much respect for her performing that night, i love her
Me too. I feel so sad about her. And I'm happy that you're a Crybaby and Halsey Trash too.
Halsey is a very strong woman I hope she will always be happy HI FROM TURKEY
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@@canand696 I couldn't understand. I'm sorry. Can you write in English?
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THE DROP AND THE MIC LICKING I CAN'T
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After reading the Rolling Stone article the amount of respect I have for her just went up by so so much.
same. I think of her in a completely different light now.
me too, i have so much more respect for her
And she still did the grind omg 😩😭
yes
Same tho smh bc of the hate she is getting tho bc of it
5 years after having a miscarriage on this day, today she announces that she is pregnant. She's gonna be the best mom ever ❤
yes, im so so happy for her 😭
@@jaklin225 me too ❤❤❤
Exactly
Isn’t she battling cancer now ? Don’t know for sure if that’s true just read some stuff online … If so I hope she’s ok and pulls through…
@@funkyflightsnooo, not cancer, but she suffers from endometriosis, Ehlers-Danlos syndromes, Sjogren's syndrome and mast cell activation syndrome
This has nothing but my respect for her, as a singer, as a woman and as a person. Love you Halsey
okay so the first time I watched this I just about died. like the grind, the mic, you get the point. and then I remembered that this was that set. and I watched it again and you can just read it in her face. all of the anger and sarcasm just rolling off of her and I didn't even see it the first time. and honestly what a badass. she just went through one of the hardest things a woman could go through, and she went out and preformed. she is so unbelievably strong, and anyone who hates on her for this should be ashamed. Halsey is so beautiful and strong and breathtakingly astonishing and I've never been more proud to be a fan.
people hate on her?
why?!
Ali Haggard Would you consider her weak if she hadn’t?
Matthew M shut up
Ali Haggard,my God,you are So right there.She Is absolutely amazing.What a Beautiful Woman she is.I take my hat(if I was wearing one) off to her! I never even knew that had happened with her..Everytime I listen to her she really nearly makes me want to cry (theirs times I have aswell) she is just so fxxxing amazing, seriously,I'm in Love X p.s do you know who the father was?...(just wondering)..
Matthew M ,get a grip & show some Love b'coz that didn't sound very nice!.🤫come on...
Can we just talk about the hot growl in Halsey's voice when she sings?
Willow well go ahead and say something
is it weird that I like it more than a straight person??? (im bi)
IM FUCKING BLUSHING IRL!!!! (She is so hot!
So i am discovering Halsey today (yeah i know i'm so late). I just heard her album, and thought i'd see some live stuff. I was NOT prepared for how good this is! Better than the album record.
Lol
+VatsalaMolly EXACTLY
WELCOME TO THE BADLANDS FREN
It's not "live". TECHNICALLY she's lip-syncing. But, she's lip-syncing to a prerecording that she did at THAT location. Recording at location with the in-house acoustics makes it less obvious they're lip-syncing for the moments they switch the mic on the talk to the audience.
I know because I do a lot of the tech work behind the scenes and can hear it.
Basically when the place was empty, she did the recording while sitting down under optimal conditions. Then I later sample each good cut and splice them all together in sync to create a normal song with all the best parts. So later on stage she can walk around and dance without sounding out of breathe.
Don't get me wrong, she's got a great voice and I love her music, which is why I'm here. Just stating the facts because if you go to a concert of hers and you're the 2nd of a double header that day, she won't sound that good.
Even though I don't like his music TOO much, Bon Jovi is the most legit live performer I've ever seen/heard.
Walking in with my backpack and briefcase to setup one time to help with the next concert, I was listening and he sounded so good and I couldn't even tell it was a prerecord. So I asked, "who did his sampling? It's flawless...".
I was met with, "No one, he's rolling live". O.O I'm looking at this guy running around on stage and dancing like a kid. He's very impressive from a technical stand point.
Michael Antonio She's Not Lip Singing Those Are Backup Vocals
Her eyes tells a lot 🥺
She had just suffered a miscarriage she was stuffed up
She was tired. She went through alot a few hours before the preformance
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You can hear how angry and sad she is during this performance. I can't think of another artist who would have the strength to do this after the loss she suffered.
True and it kinda makes me wanna cry tho
Sorry Sammy what happend before this live?
+AurieDancer she had a miscarriage
Bruh this song is about her selling her soul for talent, "Sold my soul to a three piece" , "They rush me, telling me I'm running out of time" Wake up. Pretty sure thats why she had the miscarriage
LaughAs actually this song is about a certain "asshole" that she met, and the song is a reminder that no matter how small you are or people assume you are, you should never let them hold you down. the lines are just bashing on the man, even calling him a "three piece" meaning devil. plus even if the whole selling your soul thing existed, she would definitely be more famous. and i don't think you sell your soul for talent lmao, it's for success. but i don't believe that shit.
can't believe this was just hours after having a miscarriage. she's so strong, it's unbelievable. she said it was the angriest show she's ever done, and i totally see it in this song, how she's growling and yelling and delivering her lyrics. i love her so much ❤
nons she's cool! :)
so sad to hear
What miscarriage??? She was pergent I don't get it
holland roden. Yes she was pregnant but she had a miscarriage before she did this show. She talks about it on a Rolling Stones interview.
tam phan you are so wrong to say that. For one you do not know how much this has crushed her, plus they are exstreamly painful. Second she was probably worried about disappointing her fans. She has said over and over again how much she loves her fans. Third and last thing, how is she supposed to act? Doing the performance probably helped get her mind off of the emotional pain she was going through. So please keep you negative and hateful thought to your self and try to give her some respect for performing and not wanting to upset the fans. It shows how strong of a woman that she is. Halsey I love your music, I love that you put yourself out there and talk about having bipolar and you are not ashamed of it.
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one of her best damn fucking performances, she let out all that anger, frustration, sadness out into this performance, she's so strong to do this after a miscarriage, I don't know how she did it
Oh my gosh she sounds so fucking good it's unreal
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I see these videos in such a different light now. We love you so much and this proves how much she cares about us
She's pregnant again 🤧 Hope the little baby borns healthy 🤧
And baby is turkish !!!!1
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knowing what she went through that morning, she's fucking incredible. i love her so much she's so strong and amazing i want to give her a hug and a kiss
Magaluna what's really happened?
BTS Cris she had a miscarriage just hours before the concert
Bella Styles wow... I see this too late and i found out this too late... Thank you! It's sad but u can see on his face that she's mad, sad, nervous...
in RS she said it was the angriest performance she's ever done (with the whole show, not just this song), but she doesn't look angry. She just looks tired and a little weak. I grimaced when she did the grinding part. You can tell she couldn't do it the normal way she always does, I can't even imagine how painful it was (even tho she took painkillers. And yet she still looks so beautiful and confident and sounds amazing. She does so much for us. I love her so much and care about her so deeply, it breaks my heart to know that literally hours before this she miscarried. I could NEVER go through that and still manage to get up and grin and bear it and STILL put on a good show. She's so fucking strong.
i agree so much
Parts of the song she sounds like she's growling. I don't remember what that's called musically but you can see her anger every time she says "I sold my soul to a three piece" (aka music industry)
Usually called sliding
Yes, it's vey sad, Ashley(Well, Halsey if you must) shouldn't deserve such. But what do you mean by grinding part and when is that?
why was she angry
I used to jam to this performance and now I'm about to tear up. She's so fucking strong, she had to put a brave face while her child was dying inside her. So so so much respect for her. She deserves the best.
Halsey umarım bebeğini sağlıkla kucağına alırsın.
Umarım
Umarım
Acaba bebek kaç aylık
@@sibelgunay2775
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I'm crying. She went through so much. And still performed. She is strong and is my spirit animal and teacher.
Lesson from Halsey: NEVER FUCKING GIVE UP!
i read her rolling stone interview and came here to watch all the performances she made this day. i am so proud of her for doing the show after what happened... so much talent, professionalism and love for us
Holy crap she sounds INCREDIBLE live! Almost better than the studio recordings haha!
0:44 - 0:55 oooh shit, she stole every single part of my heart with thus facial expressions and her wild voice, i think i'm in love😍😍
HER HIGHLIGHT IS ALWAYS ON POINT DAMN
100% perfect talent. She deserves to be more popular
Bam Whip no, we need to keep her to ourselves
Thats an edit Cover of "Son Lux - Easy"
This may be the only song I've heard where I like the live version more than the album version.
saame
Reacshion she's more fierce in this one and i like it!
SKHYLAR WYLIE she's angry in this.
SKHYLAR WYLIE that's cause she's actually angry
Obviously
Canının yandığını o kadar belli ki🥺😣
Nolmuş ki🥺
@@eglencelibirii3606 bu performans sırasında bebeğini düşürdü ama buna rağmen şarkıyı söylemeye devam etti
@@miray8595 aa öyle mi,çok teşekkür ederim ✨
@@eglencelibirii3606 rica ederim💫
@@miray8595 performans öncesi oluyor diye biliyorum hatta menajerlerinden yetişkin bezi almasını istemiş sonra iki ağrı kesici içip bezin varlığının görünmeyeceği uzun bir tişört giydiğini söylemişti.. Performans sonrası otopark alanında kusmuş ve hastaneye gitmiş öyle biliyorum
I was wondering how she would sound live and damn it sounds the same as the album anyway I love her
+Luis Allcca She sounds almost better live, in my opinion.
+Tristan Smith same, I actually like this version better than the one on the album
She sounds amazing live! I saw her live at her album release show last month she's better than the album 😍
she sounds better live trust me
i recently saw her live at the weeknds concert and just mind blown
Her anger and fight is totally visible in this performance. So proud of her, it's insane.
0:45
The look in her eyes ❤
Halsey is the only one who makes you feel sad, painful, happy, angry, and with every feeling,Through her words and songs...And I felt very much in this perform
I've never wanted to be a microphone this bad 💖💖💖💖💖
😭😭😭😂
There's so much emotion in this performance, especially considering the circumstances. I find myself watching this video over and over.
OMG she is really strong woman !! She had a miscarriage just an hours befor the show !! U can hear it in her voic that she is angry and how she yells !! DAMN AMAZING !! And this is the 1st time i like the live version more than the original ! Do u agree ?
Oh yes!
What is the meaning of miscarrige
@@winniewinniewinnie9288 when you lose the baby during the pregnancy
Potter's World ضض
ilovefrenchfries 10 when you are pregnant and the baby dies
Halsey sen çok güçlü Bi kadınsın seni çok seviyorum canım ablam 💛🧡❤️
She's not just an artist. Being artist is an honour in and of itself, but she's more. She's a goddamn performer. She creates magic. Seeing this examplifies that the recording doesn't even come close. One of the rare artists I would do almost anything to see live. Such a presence. Hats off, girl. Continue doing you.
EDIT: And being a guy.. I have to mention the part form 1:56 onwards. I think I bit my lip until it bled. Confidence. So.. damn.. hot.
Sincerely, a random guy from Norway.
I wonder how much pain she must have been in to be able to deliver the emotion very well throughout this performance.
she had a miscarriage 4 hours prior to this performance 😥😥
she told once they bought her painkillers, put her on a diaper and sent her to the show. she also said that at that momento she felt less then a human being 💔
The mic licking kills me
same
I don't recall any mic licking?
Jaylen Stewart When she says that she soold her soul to a three piece
+Mariana Gavela "wire licking", not the microphone itself.
+Jerry Travelstead no she actually licked the mic
O kadar güçlü bir kadınsın ki anlatamam
she sounds so good live and after reading the rolling Stones article I have hella respect
Halsey. You show people how to live through the pain.
I love watching her mouth when she sings. And I don't mean in any sexual way, I just like how she juts her jaw like wow
+Bre Brad I though that I was the only one omg bless
yeaah me too
+Bre Brad Me too glad I'm not alone lol
Same. It's just captivating to see how she sings.
+Bre Brad I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WTF
She's pregnant again! You are strong woman, Halsey!
Who’s baby did the miscarry?
Was it g easy?
@@dependent_edits384 Yeah
@@dependent_edits384 but i think she was with lido when this performance came out
Some best live vocals I've heard, raw talent. Her voice cuts like a knife yet soft st same time
2:00 holy shit you can feel the pain and anger.
2:28 she looks so tired and stressed my heart is broken :(
Everyone saying "this makes me question my sexuality" while I'm over here saying this CONFIRMS my sexuality
SAME AAHAHAHA
yep
lol true
True
My friend recommended I watch this to confirm my sexuality(cuz I’m questioning) but I watch it, I’m still questioning
Maybe it’s because I’m a guy
HALSEY I LOVE YOU❤❤❤
I from turkey
Am I the only one who came here after the Rolling Stones article? She's honestly so strong
this performance was so good, yet did we know about what was happening behind closed doors :(
I just read it, she's so strong to have done this and she's so dedicated. It's so sad that this happened to her :-(.
I did too. It's crazy, it's sad and it's what makes me love her more as an artist
No, you're not the only one. Excuse my language, but I get so p*ssed off when people say she did it for attention, because you can clearly see how ill she looks and WHY THE F*CK SHOULD PEOPLE HAVE THE RIGHT TO RIDICULE SOMEONE WHO HAD A MISCARRIAGE? She had a child inside of her, and then, she was told it was dead!
i'm so in love with her voice! halsey is dope af
This song means everything to me. When I was hospitalised in a psych unit the nights were so hard for me I was suicidal depressed and struggled immensely every night I'd get my headphones and blast Halsey all night, the words would drown my thoughts and urges. It was the worst experience of my life and I just hour one day I can meet Halsey and tell her my story and thank her for saving my life on nights I tried to take it 💗💗
It’s crazy and sad how pain makes the best art. This live sounds like a recording too perfect
This performance was emotional as is before I read the Rolling Stone article. Now after reading it, I feel even more emotional while watching her perform. She is so strong and amazing. I love her❤️💖
So this is the infamous performance. Oh sweetie. How true the lyrics must have felt here.
This is the performance she did after the miscarriage, right?? She said in an interview that this is the angriest performance she's ever done. You can hear the anger in her voice.
Taylor O'Dell you can feel and hear the intense emotion in her performance. I love it.
Emmi Wagner yes.!
Taylor O'Dell what happened to her baby? sorry im lost
+crybaby -.- she has a miscarriage 4 hours before the show
Emmi Wagner she has endometriosis
and now she gave birth to her first born baby !! congratulations ♥️
more than feeling "awe", I feel sad whenever I watch this live of her... She got me crying just watching her expression... I can't even imagine how I'd feel if I lose my child so sudden like her did... May God bless her always... 😢
After the Rolling Stones article I actually look closer at this performance, and you can see in her face that she lost a lot of blood. She's such a strong women, there's nothing that proves that more than this does. I have so much respect for her, and I'm so sorry for what she went through. I love her.
I find this version even better than the studio version because it is so angry
Same. I bought the iTunes version and instantly realized it wasn't as powerful and amazing. (It was still good though.)
Well she did have a miscarriage hours before preforming.
She looks exhausted. It's horrible that she still had to sing after this kind of tragedy. I hope she will be happy with her baby and lover. She deserves the best 💜
She didn't have too, thankfully. It was her choice. Still very, very sad. :(
@@samanthaburr2370 I’m pretty sure she didn’t have a choice.
@Shant3ll998 I read something about it, and saw an interview and she did have a choice.
@@samanthaburr2370 Interesting, from what I read, talking literally wise yes she made a decision, someone was going to, but situational she had no choice and the industry is brutal.
@Shant3ll998 Yes, I was speaking literally, she did choose to stay. However, I do understand the situation. People were already there and paid for their tickets, so it would look bad, and the people she works under would more than likely make her feel like shit about canceling.
I feel like like 70% of us females who listen to Halsey are just gay. We're just sO FUCKING GAY. AND HALSEY JUST MAKES OUR HAPPY LITTLE GAY HEARTS DO THE THING
true
and/or bi and pan
Yes, this is so true
Same
Where is the lie?
Halseys music helped me leave a violent relationship. I will never not feel the words of badlands in my heart.
You go girl!
yay!!
Cannot believe 8 years later I've only just found out. That is awful. She is so amazing! Shes clearly exhausted and in pain yet she did it, she shouldn't have had too! Such an amazing woman❤
i just read rolling stone and came here.... fuck im still crying
I know I'm amazed she had to go through all this in one night. she is so strong and through all of it she put us before herself which is truely amazing.
how did she do it I never would have guessed in crying too
who is the song by in the rolling stone video piece??? i'm dying to know, shazam won't tag it.
+Gypsylvia New Americana
Thank you but are you talking about the song in the video above? I don't think its New Americana.
is this the performance she's referring to in Rolling Stones? I feel so bad :(
i think it is
i think it is; you can hear it in her voice. she lost a lot of blood and you can see it in her face (discoloration, loss of color in her face and her lips) and her voice is raspy and shaky
the vevo lift performance that everyone is talking about is the chicago
valerie east I think this is the one because she said that it was the performance that she felt more angry and this is quite angry the way she signs
I think, it's the wrong one
This was my favourite performance to watch that she did. But after reading the rolling stone article I don't even know how I feel? Sad? Scared for her? Confused? Just shows how much she cares for other people more than herself
just seeing her face at 0:08 broke my heart, you can tell she's destroyed inside
Yes, her eyes is just blank. Saw her live with my daughter soon 14 in London last Sunday and she did an outstanding performance. 😍
HALSEY = PERFECTION
قلبييي اهي وش ذَا حلوهههـ بـزيـادهه اهي وصوتها افف وجههها يفتححح النفسسس وربيي💔💔💔💔😔.
I always thought this was one of her most powerful performances having no clue of the context. Makes me view it in an entirely different light. Even more powerful. She is so strong! - fellow Endo Warrior 💙💙💙
it brings tears to my eyes watching this
just look how fucking mad she is
she just looks so tired I’m so sad
Olivia Perron mine too.
Am I the only one who thinks halsey's voice is a gazillion times better live than in the studio version???
yes me 2!!!
u go gurl
Same. I was just listening to the audio and I was like "nah, I like the live one better"
Ve Halsey şuan hamile. 💞
bunu izleyip aglamaya geldim🥺 umarim bebegini saglikli bir sekilde dogurur ve cok mutlu olur en iyisini hak ediyor guclu kizimiz💞
@@crescent8411 umarım.
İnşallah yeniden düşürmez küçüğü. O çok güçlü bir kız❤️🧡💛💚💙
@@saretaskin inşaAllah.
@@kriswumasumweloveyouwukris7374 dilerim ki nice güzellikler senin içinde geçerli olsun 😊
Sen çok güçlü bir kadınsın seni seviyorum 😔❤❤❤
With everyone saying that can't believe she performed, I think that shows internal strength but It also angers me that her crew encouraged her to preform and she listened to them. First and foremost she is a human and a person and her person life and medical issues should of came first way before this performance. It really bothers me that her crew and everyone involved that knew she had a miscarriage and still let her preform. They should of stuck beside her and canceled the show. This is a job and no job should do this to you. If she worked anywhere else and her boss and or coworkers mad her come to work after miscarrying, people would be outraged. So to me this is not ok. Not ok at all. I hope HALSEY gets the time off to relax and get her thoughts and feelings out there and dealt with how she feels she needs to and takes care of herself before returning to her job. Her fans will love and support her.
I had a miscarriage when I was working as a caregiver. I called them to let them know that I was going to the hospital and when I left. I told them I would need a week or so to recover because I literally labored to have it (was only 8 weeks along). They asked me to come in the day after!! I was so pissed. It's crazy how people think it's no big deal. So sad she had to go through this. 😢
I couldn’t agree more. You shouldn’t feel like you owe it to people to perform as an artist if you’re going through a tough time, you should feel you owe it to them to make sure your doing okay, or at least that’s my ideology. I’m not a performer, but if you make a name of yourself then you should owe it to those who expect things from you that you’re okay. You shouldn’t force yourself to work if you don’t think you’re ready, y’know?
She sold her soul to a three piece.
@shelz8 In case you didn’t know, she wasn’t forced to go back to work. Halsey chose to go back to work because she was worried that if she missed a concert she would ruin her career. 👍🏽✌🏽👌🏽
Actually they told her to not perform but she insisted, nobody forced her.
You can see the pain in her eyes when she says ,"I'm helpless" It is really sad to hear that she was kinda forced to perform because they seem to just see her as a cash piñata that they can beat whenever they want to get more money, despite that person's feelings or personal struggles. That is a major problem with the industry.
I actually think she has a different point of view about that night.
In the Rolling Stone article she says "The part that bothers her most is that, as insane as it was to play that concert, no one forced her to do it. 'I had a choice,' she says, though she did the thing that made her feel like she didn't."
I get the impression that she did go out there with the pain and burden because her music helps her process things. I think she made that decision. Her crew was as confused as she was.
Katharyn Stong originally she said no, but the staff would basically suggest she should do it anyway, saying “this is an important impression” and stuff like that. She knows she had a choice, but she felt inhuman performing like this anyway.
Where did you hear/read that? I've been following her intensely since 2015 and haven't seen that in any articles or interviews she's done.
Lanibear she said she wasn’t forced, that she chose to carry on with the show.
Entire audience here doesn't know the truth . She had a miscarriage hours before this performance and she's so fucking strong . So fucking dark ... She gave this performance despite losing her baby .... She said " this is one of the angriest performance she gave and she felt like she wasn't a human being " . We all love you Halsey
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Sweet Hands down
امبيييه ماتحمل جمالها💔
i got so many goosebumps just listening to this
+Sofia Durao holy shit me too!!
ModernMaddie oh my god yess ya feel me, halsey slays everything
I love how she doesn't really grind anymore but move her hips. I love the hold me down performance so much.
I'm in love with her voice and songs wow
This was the best she'd ever sung this song in my opinion. Pushing through all that pain and getting on stage to sing?? My god I bet those lyrics hit another part of deep
Sen çok güçlü, aynı zamanda çok tatlı bir kadınsın. Seninle gurur duyuyorum, umarım bebeğini sağlıkla kucağına alırsın ve hayatınız boyunca mutlu olursunuz.🤍
Halsey: Turning straight girls gay since 2015.
yep
And making gay girls gayer
Why the fuck have I been watching the hold me down drop since 2018 and loved it so much.
*gae*
Shes my girl crush & I'm straight. Hell I'd turn gay for Halsey
#alwaysbeengay #gayernow 🤣 ❤
Love 💕Halsey
احبكككك
هاهاها
dina only ؟؟
So much 😉💓💓💓💓💓💓
This is the most authentic version of this song. Her anger, frustration and pain can be felt by her voice
Obsessed with this performance! ♡♡♡
Same
Me too! Damn she's brilliant! !! :)
If Halsey's goal is to make all of us gay/bisexual it's working perfectly on me