Here are some lyrics I made up for this beat: Hey man, it's been a minute I feel so high.. Am I spinnin'? Life feels so hard.. ugh, should I stop livin? Sitting on my couch watching television. Life feels like hell Everyday I wake up thinking I'm in a prison cell Don't know what to do anymore, you aswell? Remember those days, we would sit in the hotels Talking about problems Thinking we were awesome Until depression came This ain't no damn game I'm feeling insane Chugging down that champagne Hoping everything will be okay But know look at us Depression caught us good man it had us. Thanks for reading :) Edit: Thank you for the love! Your positive feedback inspires me into writing again :). -7/12/22
I'm with Oszi. Sometimes just reaching out to somebody who knows nothing about you can be really helpful. You can get some insight to yourself that you never would be able to get from friends or family. Huntergcarswell
@@ahriahnamoon6237 oh there's love, real love, sooo much. Hugs are the best, feel like nothing else. Warm, soft, comforting, neverending., can't live without. Are you thinking about how it feels when hugging? Or something, someone else. I think the mind is part of a hug, feelings. Whether it feels good, feels okay, comforting, or you can't wait to un-hug.
Once I met an amazing person in minecraft. We played almost everyday all day. We started our server only for two of us typical survival. 268 days we survived in our world. We build the best castle what we could. We build the best village for our fellow villagers. We have perfected our world every day to the best. We were happy and amazed what we build together. But there was 1 thing that needed to be done. Fight the Ender dragon. We had every thing what we need. I remember, what he wrote I remember that sentence until now "Bro we are almost ready to Fight him!" "This was challenging day, meet u here tomorrow" That was last day iv seen him.. its almost 8 years now. Still Waiting on him. i died alot without him, lost our Diamond Pickaxe with Rare enchant.... i build for him nice place when he come back ... he will be exiced ! I dont know what happened to you bro, hope u doing well. i will protect our world. Didnt know i can be so depresed from game... even from minecraft.
my friend found like, well what she said, the best guy ever on minecraft and then she was super depressed because they seemed so happy until she said he said that they were forced to break up and that made me sad because he was nice and yeah mhm
I'm alright moments Them: Are you okay? Me: Yeah, why? Them: You should let it out sometimes, it's not good to bottle them in. I'm here, you know. Me: Oh, thanks but I really am okay. Them: Sure? (Says a lot more of advices) Me: Positive. Not fine moments Me: Hey.. Them: Hey, what's up? Me: I kind of need someone right now, are you free? Them: Oh, sorry dude, I'm kinda busy. Maybe next time. *Well-*
It’s actually sad, being asked “Are you okay?” And responding “Yeah! I’m great!” And smiling when you are shattered inside.Its hard having no one to talk to when i really need someone.Because nobody checks up on me.only depression does.And he always comes when i’m happy. Its hard to cry everyday,everynight, just because of the feelings and thoughts you cant control.its hard having 1attempt that failed behind you.Its hard having scars on your arms and heart.Its hard having to hear i just want attention.its hard feeling worthless and empty (: because even tho i’m fucking hurting inside,i’m here for everybody that needs me.i give everyone fucking advice .but,where are they when i need them the most huh?.. What’s actually sad is that my parents don’t know that they lost their happy little girl YEARS ago.its hard not being taken seriously.
@@reimssi wtf dude. Don't say that! what is wrong with you!?! If you don't have anything nice to say don't fucking say it. You sound like you don't give a fuck. Your sick.
Exactly the same everyone always says oh your so happy but really I’m ending it in 2 months that’s how happy I am 😔 I can’t keep going I’m sick of putting on a mask to please other people
yea,pretending in front of everyone so nobody can say "you just think of yourself" or "you just want attention" or "you are just complaining" or some bullshit like that i would rather die than talk about my mental problems with literally anyone again
I had a freind i used to play idk what happend to them they was on a plane i last heard aint heard from them since 😭 they were nice they dont reply they aint been on the game since either
Listen Rick-D143 I understand that the dimension you come from is different and has many problems but it will all turn out okay and everything will be okay. Happy holidays
I miss the days when I was younger The days i didnt care about my body or peoples thought and did what i loved My past self would be so mad at me for what i let myself into Why did i let it get this far... I wish i never learned how to cry Or what cutting is I really miss the old days Im not okay....
Who here loves someone who don't love u back 😔💔 Edit: This probably isn't worth mentioning but I had a boyfriend who was perfect who I loved so much, he had helped me from self harming but he just broke up today because of this other girl who is "hotter" than me, I heard on his live stream through an account he didn't know was me he said he likes her, she likes him back and he might go out with her so yeah now I'm back to my old terrible state of depression again, life's pretty fucked ain't it? Just love is fucked. Anyway I just wanted to say anyone else going through this situation or just any shit situation which feels like your heart is shattering, your mental health deteriating, it may feel like absolute shit I know. The start of it can be the worst place to be in where your feelings fuck up. But please remember sad feelings are temporary, no matter how long they last the extremity does not stay the same, suicide isn't temporary, its permanent and there's no such thing as EVERYONE hating you I'm one of the people who don't. Please don't give up, even if you feel no one cares for you billions of people are on the earth, many care for you including me, it may sound repetitive and common but I genuinely mean it. Just wanted to say, stay safe and don't give up during tough times, I know your strong you can do this!! Even though I don't know you, I care for you a lot and just know your AWESOME and you will achieve amazing things in life, we Arnet okay and that's okay!! We are all human and we all make mistakes, there's no such thing as a perfect person who has no flaws at all so don't put yourself down, I know your worth it!! Just know I love all you guys and wish you happiness even if you feel at your worst atm, trust me, I've been the slightest bit away from committing suicide but here I am, sure i'm not at my best I can be but I'm still in one piece. So please don't beat yourself up any overthinkers, heartbroken people, people who cry themself to sleep, people who love someone so much they don't like you back, remember we both know your all better than all this, and it's okay to feel depressed, it's natural human feelings which everyone in the world could of experienced it at least once. Your not alone!! Me and many other people love you and care a lot about you and would never want you to be hurt physically or emotionally. I really hope you have a good day y'all 💕🥺 Also anyone who wants to talk dms are open :) IG: tallyatkinsonmain
When i was really young . I wish i could grow up faster . When i grown up . I wish i could be young again 😪 child ; know nothing , no care , no worries , just happy. Grown up ; In pain , disappointed , depressed, fake smile , worries 😭
Hey Man I lost my grandma due to covid and lung problems a year ago but remember to live everyday like it’s your last, and to work everyday to make them proud! I pray you overcome any struggles in life.
when you realised that you can't save everything or everyone you ever loved,things come and go in this world we are in,its sad but what can we do, nothing, we could only remember them, and not forget them
God’s got it all under control. No need to worry. Pray about it and put it in God’s hands. Please repent and turn from your wicked ways. That way God will hear you. God bless❤️❤️
We may not be able to save everything but that doesn't mean we can't try. That doesn't mean we have to let them die. It just means we have to try harder. We have to become smarter. Once we nail that we might just be able to succeed. Sorry for the rhyming
"I wear a mask I pretend to be fine I say I'm ok but that's a lie No one sees the tears I cry I'm loosing count of the sleepless nights I wish you'd hold me Tell me everything was alright I'm not ok I'd rather fade away then face the pain All of these voices are driving me insane I'm not ok"
"I wear a mask I pretend to be fine I say I'm ok but that's a lie No one sees the tears I cry I'm loosing count of the sleepless nights I wish you'd hold me tight Tell me everything was alright I'm not ok I'd rather fade away then face the pain All of these voices are driving me insane I'm not ok" as i wish you'd stayed longer it made me feel stronger but it never lasted as you said we were forever Do you love me? Do you want me? Thought you promised that you'd never leave Now I lost it And your voice is calling me Saying follow me Do you love me? Do you want me? Thought you promised that you'd never leave beside me Now I lost it And your voice is calling me Saying follow me\ Yeah (hey) Do you love me baby tell the truth I've been up for days because i'm thinking about you I don't wanna hurt you baby i just want you near But you didn't feel the same you made that very clear Think it's a quarter past one, I can't get you off my mind, Realising that we're done, I know I've wasted time. Baby, tell me, that I am going crazy I've realized that you've moved on. But also that, I'm not that strong When we were together, You said it was forever Wishing it would get better, Feel's it may never go away never. And now I'm sittin' here all alone, And all of your things are gone, Your keys off the rack, You ain't comin' back, no, Do you love me? Do you want me? Thought you promised that you'd never leave Now I lost it And your voice is calling me Saying follow me Do you love me? Do you want me? Thought you promised that you'd never leave beside me Now I lost it And your voice is calling me Saying follow me\ Do you love me? Do you want me? Thought you promised that you'd never leave beside me Now I lost it And your voice is calling me Saying follow me\
Hey depression how you been. you’ve been my best friend since I was ten. all the memories that I’ve ever had You were always there to turn them sad Been loosing track of time Trapped in an imaginary box,you can call me the mime Tell all my friends that they will be fine And that it’s not their fault Mentally unstable my own brain ordering the assault. Can’t keep my mind straight Ya Leaving this world would be my greatest feat Everyone dies slowly But I’ve been playing defense,I’m the goalie
I know that you posted this a while ago, but I wanted to take the time that reading the line, “Mentally unstable my own brain ordering the assault” left me speechless! Loved it! You are so much more fantastic than you know!
fung whyou fun fact it’s not the worst I’m going through. But I guess I’ll just have to be grateful to god even though I’m an atheist. I’m going through much worse rn. It was a joke. And I think the original commenter is going through a rough time too
i remember when i was so happy and i was laughing at everything i saw but now...its just like nothing is funny anymore. im sad everyday. i cant stop thinking of the person who broke me. im crying everyday. i wonna scream in a pillow just to let everything go. i cant hold it anymore. i...cant...hold it anymore...... :(
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you.
I'm not okay, every single day, I listen to the voices in my head telling me what's right or what's wrong but these days my life is just the wrong one I haven't been a good friend even if I try to be everything is coming to an end, so listen here close to I wanna make sure everythings okay wi everyone, great beat raspo n much love to everyone wi hurtful problems in there life I give them respect and my full support ❤❤
One time my friend asked me "You okay?" And I said "Yeah I'm good." What really hit me was when they asked "Are you okay, really?" for the second time. That's when I really cried
Don't worry I feel the same and I myself I am a muderer I killed the girl I used to be and I have been living like this for 3 years and life just sucks for me my parents think I am lazy but the truth is I am tired, I am tired of everyday faking a smile and living and I can't take my life bc I am afraid of what's going to happen after I die and I am 12 years old but yeah and this is due to school stuff and my friends have problems and I am afraid my friends commit mistakes like me so I pretend I am happy so they don't see me as a problem rather than a solution who ever is suicidal like me just remember YOU ARE WORTH IT DON LET ANYONE MAKE U LESS WE NEED U WE LOVE YOU KEEP FIGHTING FOR YOUR LIFE YOUR WORTH IT💕💕
I’m okay, I have the perfect family and environment. My family loves me a lot, and I have lots of friends online. But, I just can’t seem to figure out a way to fit it and find a true friend. I... changed way to much, in order to make friends, my family. People think I’m perfect, I have good grades, and my personality is nice, but that’s not who I am. I just wish that there can be a true friend who accepts all my true characteristics and personality.
I’m the exact same I’ve moulded into everyone else’s fucking perfect human to the point where I’m not happy with anything fuck this shit I’m gone in 2 months I guarantee no one will hear from me again😭
man i can relate so much I get good grades I am kind but I have no one to talk to but ya know i don't wanna be known as a smart guy i wanna be known as someone you can go to for help
If I breathe I shake. My heart flows, head throbs. I stomp. I scream. I cry. I pray. I wish. I plead. Nothing. Nothing comes and nothing goes. Not on my side. No it’s not here. Not within. I get nothing. It leaves me with absolutely emptiness.
Love the beat man so good. I wrote this song with it This life gets hard But we all fall sometimes Everybody wondering why Their visions are so blind But we gotta keep pushing through To see the better side But don't give up now You have a life Waiting on the other side Waiting for you The further we fall The higher we can climb People stripped away from love And losing their grip But I'm telling you now You'll get out of this Don't lose yourself You will be ok I'm here for you Every night and day Sharing my words To spread my message across the world Hoping one day we will all be ok All share our love All share out hearts Not hate one another But light the spark To a better place for us all Where we don't get separated And torn apart I'm just here to inspire you all Whenever you fall I got your back through it all Don't let yourself down for your flaws All our imperfections are what make us perfect just the way we are And don't take failure so heavily Take it as one step closer to success Cuz that's all it is Don't lose your grip cuz you fell and lost it all Get back up and pursue your dreams Because once you do that you open the door To be who you are And to see the stars shine bright On the darkest night Where you will find your love And open your arms To fly free like a dove Don't lose all your hope Don't lose all your faith It is backing you up every step of the way Even if it may not seem like it now It is waiting for you to let it all out Be yourself Be who you want to be Don't let others control you You are the only you And that's what makes you perfect to me
The worst things someone can go through is being heartbroken. Imagine this, if your throw a plate on the ground and say sorry, will it get fixed again? No. And if you throw someone’s heart on the ground and all you do is say sorry, it won’t go back together. And no don’t say “stop bringing up things that happened a long time ago” cause things we have done to eachother can stay in someone’s mind their whole life. Think about that everyone can feel just as sad as you. Everyone has their bad times. So don’t judge if someone gets sad for something small, cause you don’t know what might be going on on the other side of that persons life.
It doesnt hurt anymore The thought of you leaving The fear of being left behind Being lonely in the dark nights Sitting Under the sky which calls out nothing but ur name But am i really over you Or maybe thats just a trick my mind is playing Convincing me to forget you But i see ur reflection in the mirror I didnt just love you i became a part of you And now my soul isnt with me anymore So i guess it does hurt
whoever you are please stay strong we are all fighting own battles and i have no clue what you are going through and I probably won't understand but you are strong and you will overcome whatever this is, the world is unfair and cruel but you only have one heart and although it feels like it's broken now I promise it will get better just please please please be patient do what makes you happy just hang in there and hold tight because you aren't alone and someone is definitely going through something similar or the same thing as you are no matter how big or small or in between so please just hold tight and just take it one day at a time, don't think abut the future so much it's far far away think about how grateful you are for today and please look forward to tomorrow because your life can change in an instant so just look at the small things and be happy and thankful for living today even if it was the worst day because today was someone's last day, i love you a lot i really do even though i have NO clue who you are i'm not only saying this to make you feel better although that is one reason but i actually do truly love you
I ain’t gotta lot to say But I’ve gotta say I’m not ok My heart it breaks when watching you watch me walking away. Choosing Not to stay is a top mistake I often make but I can’t stop or wait until it’s all too late alternate between the loss n profit made. when I’m gambling your emotional currency that you’ve insured in me and sure believe that I’ll earn your keep but you’ll learn I’ll leave when concern is currently the current discerning me.
If u're reading this comment, i just wanna say *you're loved, the world needs you, there's a lot of reasons to live for, don't quit, no one can do ur role, YOU HAVE ME, i love u so much ❤️, cry it out, I'm sending u loads of virtual hugs, everything has an expiry date so has pain, I'm never gonna leave u like them, smile your smile matters to me the most, i love u*
“I promise, to be honest”/ don’t take my kindness for my weakness/ then Why do I feel betrayed and cheated?/ why do I feel this way? Defeated/ why does the pain decide to stay? It beats me/ looking for a moment of peace I need it/ but you got me picking up the broken pieces. / Was just feeling this beat. Haha.
Hey everyone..I hope if you’re going through something that it gets better, and if you feel like you’re going to give up, please don’t. You all have so much potential in everything. Anything that is happening right now it WILL get better. Things in the past are in the past. Forget them. They don’t matter, life is trying to bring you down, don’t let it. Keep your head held high. Things will happen that can seem like they’ll never get better, but believe me, they will. Do. Not. Give. Up. People love you, I don’t know you but guess what? I love you. With everything I have. So don’t let events that bring you down keep you down. Stay positive. Have confidence in yourself! And please remember- People care, and love you. ❤️
start(0:20) i can't stop thinking about her and everything we spoke about crying in my room outloud asking myself these questions like why'd you turnabout was it because of my self existential thoughts or cus you didn't wanna see me rot i think it's just because you wanna self preserve yourself and that's okay because i know you don't wanna be hurt it's all i do it's all i know ill grab my blade and put it to my throat but ill never fucking do it i know just leave me to die im an empty soul something you probably should've known ill throw our relationship away if it means you'll be okay don't have any words left to say i don't want to be some throwaway but if it means you'll be okay, ill go away this time for sure i won't even stay it'll break my heart in so many different ways but atleast ill know that you'll be safe thank you for staying with me up until today
I always ask for hugs form my mom and try to give everyone I can a hug if I’m comfortable with it I just want a hug that sticks with me, a hug that will last, a hug that understands my every thought, a cozy hug that I didn’t have to give or have to ask for.
when they were upset we rescheduled all of our works just stay with them. when we're upset theyre like "gotta go home real quick man, watch yourself"....
To anyone out their dealing with depression , anxiety , family problems anything that puts you in the wrong mindset your not alone. Push until you have nothing left. My dads always told me suicide was a selfish mans mission but when you deal with it you look at it from such a different perspective remember y’all are not alone heads up y’all got this !!
I’m not ok. I’m alone I’m afraid don’t like this pain can’t leave this cage I won’t ever be the same cuz a what’s her name still miss her face can’t shake this haze brain stuck in a maze I’m amazed I remain still not ok maybe someday one day till then everydays Monday
I’m not ok... I have this just big fear inside of me... that fear is getting killed in school. I know most of use have it ,but with the world we live in know it’s become so much of an issue that my 9 year old brother came to me and said “big sister I don’t want to die in school” with his eyes tearing up. I start tearing up to knowing I’m going to a new middle school. Knowing I’m going to have to keep caution, not hang around any form of bully, try and make as many friends as possible with those that are like me or lonely... I need to be self aware now because of this issue that being nice is just a way to survive school. Be kind to anyone even if they bully you.. please know if you ever cause harm to a school that you might traumatize so many people , that you will be known as a demon , that you will get sent to jail. I’m afraid of so much but this fear... I holds me down the most. I try and try to be people’s friend. Now to only to survive but I also want to be kind... I know this is cheesy and only a small amount of you will see this but please. Please. Please. Please. Know that everything will be okay. I tell this to myself, my friends, and family.. and now I’m telling it to you
for the first time in a long time now I felt happy , most days during quarentine and isolation I felt lost , lonely and upset but going to school for the first time in a while and seeing my closest friends and laughing and enjoying myself I was actually happy
I had a dad. Never knew him though. I hear he was a bad guy, in jail most of my life. Always wanted to meet him despite what I’ve been told, he was my dad, no one could replace that. In the end drugs were where his heart was, never in me. And they killed him too..
Whenever someone asks if I’m okay, I just feel like screaming “NO! I’M NOT OKAY! I FEEL LIKE A WASTE OF SPACE! I DON’T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE!! I’M TOO BROKEN TO BE FIXED!!!! PLEASE HELP ME!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!” And crying and sobbing until I can’t anymore. But what do I say instead? “I’m fine. You?”
It's my grandmas funeral tomorrow and.. I don't think i can ever get through this.. She was the one who actually cared for me.. I miss you grandma... 💔
funny how people in real life tell you they’re here for you but once you need them they’re not there so you have to go to youtube and talk about how you’re feeling with strangers buy they actually get it. sometimes complete strangers are actually better than people you actually know in real life if you actually have someone whos there for you all the time and that cares about you please be there for them too and go give them a hug and check on them. be grateful. because there really arent many people that will be there for you
My dog died when I was just 5,i couldn't save him, I couldn't even understand what was going on,I wish I could go back in time and save him, the only thing I could do now is remember him, I'm sorry bro🐕
when i was 8 my cat got ran over right in front of me then the car that hit my cat proceeded to crash head on into another car, killing both the drivers
These are the best "goodbye, will I see you again?" Kind of beats where the answer isn't clear - there's just enough hope to keep you listening but so much sadness at the same time
It's sad always putting on a smile for the sake of other people who could care less if you were okay or not. I know because I did it for years. then one day I stopped because I realized they didn't care at all. I don't smile for anyone now and it's because of the way I was treated...
All by myself feeling’ lonely as hell Like I fell in a well, no one hears me yell Someone get me out of this pit someone get me out of this shit Sorry drippin’ down my pen Bleeding out when I spit This is a verse for the lonely When you’re hurt mission’ homies Poppin’ perks cause your’ lonely on earth It’s the worst when you immerse into solitude Your shadow is the only one who follows you The mirror is the only 1 who talks to you It eats you alive till it swallows you Wallow through feeling hollow thinking no 1 understands God is just a man who let the illusion expand I once held love in my hands But fuck she ran And the pain snapped back like rubber
Poem i wrote: “Sometimes the person you would take a bullet for becomes the person holding the gun” That is something that hit me. It made me realise that i have things that i want to get off my chest. Lately i honestly haven’t been feeling anything. It’s not like im numb. I just don't feel anything, when it is day. When the night slowly starts to appear it’s like everything hits you, like a bullet. You go onto RUclips, and listen to all of the sad music. Honestly i have been thinking lately, “why do i go to RUclips and listen to sad songs? it only makes it worse.” Honestly i think i know the answer. They can explain it. They can explain how empty, sad, mad and upset i feel. They can make me realise that hey, i am not feeling well. I haven’t dared to open up about those kinds of things lately. Mostly because i don’t feel safe opening up. That is why i chose that sentence. I was scared that i will one day be able to relate to it. Now that i do relate to it, it breaks me as much as i thought it would. After my suicide attempt i haven’t trusted anyone, mostly because i don’t trust myself. I’m scared that someone will push me over the edge, so i will try to hurt myself again, but mostly i’m scared of myself. I am so fucking scared of myself, that i get scared of other people. I realised that you can not trust anyone, without trusting yourself first. I don’t want to hide the fact that i’m terrified of myself, from myself. I don’t want to hide all of my scars anymore. I don’t want to hide my biggest secret anymore. I’m not hiding those things from people, i’m hiding them from myself.
Pain in my heart Where do I start Thoughts in my head Wish I was dead Dont know what I gotta say To keep this pain away Talking to the therapist He says I'll be ok Going through shit I wish didnt happen
A good friend is just like a wind... Sometimes it's feel good and it vanish in the thin air...Saying nothing... And don't worry if their is no one for you...Just remember your happiest memory and smile...Every just like normal...🙂
This life gets hard But we all fall sometimes Everybody's wondering why Their visions are so blind But we gotta keep pushing through To see the better side But don't give up now You have a life Waiting on the other side Waiting for you The further we fall the higher we climb People stripped away from all The reason their grip But I'm telling you now You'll get out of this Don't loose yourself You'll be okay I'm here for you Every night and day Sharing my words Spreading my message Accross the world Hoping one day all will be okay All share our love All share our heart Not hate one another But light the spark To a better place for all of us Where we don't her separated And torn apart I'm just here to inspire you all Whenever you fall I got your back through it all Don't let yourself down For your flaws All our imperfections Are what makes us perfect Just the way we are And don't take it fear So heavily Take as one step Closer to success 'cause that' s all it is Don't loose your grip ...
I remember listening to this about two years ago. Listening to it again makes me realize how much I've been through. The Lord has stuck with me, and He will with you, too. I wish everyone reading this the best. You're all loved and important to the world. Never give up, because I'm not giving up on you. ❤️🩹🫂
I’m not okay 0:06 Why did you have to leave me on this earth alone on my own It hurts me to know that you’re gone now But you are there’s no saving you now You’re my guardian angel Falling from the sky Don’t know what I’d do without you but I guess I have to now Just know that I’m trying to be happy Trying to go on with my day My heart breaks a little bit more than ever Singing part: I’m not OK I’m not OK no I’m not OK I’m trying to hold on to my life Comment more lyrics if you can
Every single day, you won’t leave. Get outta my head. I try! I wanted to make this something. But no. I wish I could say I love life that’s not possible.
It's so messed up that in this world a place we're supposed to be happy in and love it n enjoy it we're finding so many ppl who don't wanna be here ppl who r suffering so badly that it makes my heart break 💔 I love each n everyone of u..big hug
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.
I am not okay I ’ve never been Pretending that it’s alright then crying myself to sleep I am filled with misery Can’t face my insecurities No matter how hard I try Never works for me This is how it is This is how it has been for me Take me somewhere Far from my pain and misery Where I can rest in peace
Past: Brother's friend: Let's go outside! Me and brother: Yes let's gooo! Present: Brother: Hey bro wanna play fortnite? Brother's friend: Yeah Me: What about me? Can we go outside? No?
All done my soul got crushed cant be undone wrote a letter but no reply i want to no the reason why? Please dont make this be the last goodbye... Sick of staying up all night wishing I didn’t have to choose to fight i wish i loved you more and respected you wish I didn’t really put you through them horrible things i said to you.. im sorry i was just mad at you you see sometimes we say things we dont mean to wish you could forgive me but guess its so late to say how much i miss you I really sorry what i put you through, but now your gone im so lost with out you cant really breathe need you back in my life cuz you was the reason i wanted to breath, my soul is roaming this earth hope you reply back to me if not then there’s no point of running back to me cuz maybe I might be dead or maybe I wrote this song before you left... You see all the hungs and kisses we gave all that love thought it couldnt brake but guess im to late this really cant be fixed feel like if I prayed so much would god help me find my way all this darkness feels like its closing in but i keep saying I really cant give in, but with out you in my life where would I begin so I standing up on this bridge thinking whats the point to live? keep asking for gods advice but he still doesn’t reply wish i had a reason why... i cant be strong enough is enough got nothing to live for so really cant find the strength to hold on...
L J I’m in the same boat. I messed up. Lost the one I love. Sent love songs and a letter, but no reply. Now I’m planning on taking a one way ticket off this planet because this pain is to painful
this beat will make you cry pt. 4 is out now: ruclips.net/video/vq6U2jejW5I/видео.html
Here are some lyrics I made up for this beat:
Hey man, it's been a minute
I feel so high.. Am I spinnin'?
Life feels so hard.. ugh, should I stop livin?
Sitting on my couch watching television.
Life feels like hell
Everyday I wake up thinking I'm in a prison cell
Don't know what to do anymore, you aswell?
Remember those days, we would sit in the hotels
Talking about problems
Thinking we were awesome
Until depression came
This ain't no damn game
I'm feeling insane
Chugging down that champagne
Hoping everything will be okay
But know look at us
Depression caught us good man it had us.
Thanks for reading :)
Edit: Thank you for the love! Your positive feedback inspires me into writing again :). -7/12/22
DominickAndino well this was deep af, sending love ❤️ ❤️
Jeez thats so like me
wow so good
Hey its awesome!!
Well said bro.....
The saddest beat is the beat of my heart that just wants to stop beating.
This deserves more likes
Keep going ❤️ hit me if you need to talk
i wish it wouldn't have to beat anymore 😔
Felt that one bro 😔
Yo.... 😔
"The dead receive more flowers than the living because regret is stronger than gratitude"
- Anne Frank
anne really said that?
Ouch I guess I’ll get more flowers than I’ve ever gotten in 2 months than I have my whole life
@@Heezybeats1 Yeah
yeah quote someone who actually has something to be sad for and had a brain (unlike you) just to seem more edgy in a youtube comments section
@@Nestomac calm down, it's not a big deal. Chuck it in the f*ck it bucket and move on.
I just feel like everyone around me is changing.
cant change the people around you so change the people around you
i am also feeling that bro😖😖😖😖😖
I feel like they changed. But its all my fault.
yaaa same
Your profile pic is making it sad cause this show ended
I don't remember the last time I was ok. But hey, that's life ya know.
if u need someone to talk
i am here 24/7
instagram: oscar.muc
this comment made me unimaginably sad, i aint getting over this for a few days..
then do something to change it and dont seek for attention
I'm with Oszi.
Sometimes just reaching out to somebody who knows nothing about you can be really helpful. You can get some insight to yourself that you never would be able to get from friends or family.
Huntergcarswell
@daniel_haycraft
Twitter or IG
we are here for you, don't be afraid too hit me up
“the worst part about batrayal is that it doesnt come from your enimes... it comes from the people you trust the most” -Xxxtentacion
Oh my..
This is soo true
well no shit lol, why would i trust an enemy lmao
"we will fight ender dragon tomorrow, see you"
"yea see you too mate"
*last active: 6 years ago*
That really hit me even though it’s minecraft
This comment got me in the feels man 😭
b r o
call 911 we are having a real bruh moment here
Wow, Wow, Wow,
Maybe if I fall in love with my depression it will leave me too 😔
Deenan Nugget stfu lmao
@@muhammedmeeran9775 loool xD
Deenan Nugget sane here😣
stfu?
@@Oliver-lt7ye stfu = shut the fuck up
I just realized that I never had a good caring hug from friends or family. It's just side hugs but to me it's like, I'm hugging air 😢😔
Feel that bro
You don't feel my love for you when we hug? Does it really feel like air?
Absolutely. Going my whole life needing a big hug. They want sex i wanted to be held. People will give you words, slightly shaming. No real love
@@ahriahnamoon6237 oh there's love, real love, sooo much. Hugs are the best, feel like nothing else. Warm, soft, comforting, neverending., can't live without. Are you thinking about how it feels when hugging? Or something, someone else. I think the mind is part of a hug, feelings. Whether it feels good, feels okay, comforting, or you can't wait to un-hug.
Feel u
Once I met an amazing person in minecraft.
We played almost everyday all day.
We started our server only for two of us typical survival.
268 days we survived in our world.
We build the best castle what we could.
We build the best village for our fellow villagers.
We have perfected our world every day to the best.
We were happy and amazed what we build together.
But there was 1 thing that needed to be done.
Fight the Ender dragon.
We had every thing what we need.
I remember, what he wrote I remember that sentence until now "Bro we are almost ready to Fight him!"
"This was challenging day, meet u here tomorrow"
That was last day iv seen him.. its almost 8 years now.
Still Waiting on him. i died alot without him, lost our Diamond Pickaxe with Rare enchant....
i build for him nice place when he come back ... he will be exiced
!
I dont know what happened to you bro, hope u doing well. i will protect our world.
Didnt know i can be so depresed from game... even from minecraft.
stop you made me cry :(
tony toncek same last online 6 years ago for me and now I’m officially offline so I never got to say goodbye
my friend found like, well what she said, the best guy ever on minecraft and then she was super depressed because they seemed so happy until she said he said that they were forced to break up and that made me sad because he was nice and yeah mhm
:(
Shii that’s deep
*at THE spot*
“Yeah man, I’ll see y’all tomorrow”
*10 years later*
Geez thats kinda sad
at this point I don’t even remember why I am sad, I just know that I haven’t been happy for awhile.
Hi, if you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you!
I'm alright moments
Them: Are you okay?
Me: Yeah, why?
Them: You should let it out sometimes, it's not good to bottle them in. I'm here, you know.
Me: Oh, thanks but I really am okay.
Them: Sure? (Says a lot more of advices)
Me: Positive.
Not fine moments
Me: Hey..
Them: Hey, what's up?
Me: I kind of need someone right now, are you free?
Them: Oh, sorry dude, I'm kinda busy. Maybe next time.
*Well-*
Luna Mincara it’s a life that i hate
I like this one better than mine ha more simple
😣😔
There not busy, there far gone.. they betray me and don’t know how i feel, all my “friends” turned there backs on me because of my ex-bsf.
True.
It’s actually sad, being asked “Are you okay?” And responding “Yeah! I’m great!” And smiling when you are shattered inside.Its hard having no one to talk to when i really need someone.Because nobody checks up on me.only depression does.And he always comes when i’m happy.
Its hard to cry everyday,everynight, just because of the feelings and thoughts you cant control.its hard having 1attempt that failed behind you.Its hard having scars on your arms and heart.Its hard having to hear i just want attention.its hard feeling worthless and empty (: because even tho i’m fucking hurting inside,i’m here for everybody that needs me.i give everyone fucking advice .but,where are they when i need them the most huh?..
What’s actually sad is that my parents don’t know that they lost their happy little girl YEARS ago.its hard not being taken seriously.
Idk man, that sounds like a personal problem
U know that feeling when ur crush kisses another boy?
@@reimssi wtf dude. Don't say that! what is wrong with you!?! If you don't have anything nice to say don't fucking say it. You sound like you don't give a fuck. Your sick.
@@ilsekisramybejepragarokara3559 no, but my crush is dating their ex :(
kamela the whatever thank you❤️
Mom: Stop faking that ur depressed ur always smiling and laughing!
My heart: Ur so wrong :(
Exactly the same everyone always says oh your so happy but really I’m ending it in 2 months that’s how happy I am 😔 I can’t keep going I’m sick of putting on a mask to please other people
yea,pretending in front of everyone so nobody can say "you just think of yourself" or "you just want attention" or "you are just complaining" or some bullshit like that i would rather die than talk about my mental problems with literally anyone again
i feel that
ALLWAYS
Nice u copy pic frm google
“We’ll play again next week”
“Ok bro”
Last online 7 years ago...
Fallen memories..
I had a freind i used to play idk what happend to them they was on a plane i last heard aint heard from them since 😭 they were nice they dont reply they aint been on the game since either
Gta memories and Xbox 360
Sorry bro...that’s sad. I’m sure they know you’ve missed them.
*last online 9 years ago* right we somehow have the same pain i can feel it.
It's 1 day before Christmas and I'm not Okay
Now it's 2020 and I'm still not okay 😥
Listen Rick-D143 I understand that the dimension you come from is different and has many problems but it will all turn out okay and everything will be okay. Happy holidays
Same brou
@@Lifeofcovalt thank you so much wish you a lovely merry Christmas
@@eduard_0024 it's like I'm numb
I know right.its now past christmas and I have dreams,about me getting bullied,and in pain,or falling to my death,....I'm just not ok
I miss the days when I was younger
The days i didnt care about my body or peoples thought and did what i loved
My past self would be so mad at me for what i let myself into
Why did i let it get this far...
I wish i never learned how to cry
Or what cutting is
I really miss the old days
Im not okay....
Darkxvibes_ .. I get it. If u need, or want to talk I’m here, I know what ur going through.I’m here if u need someone to talk to.
Lulu Is Lazy thank u
Please don't cut yourself, I've been there 😥🙏
I'm sure you are perfect
Lily Amerson thank u🥺
“Don’t worry about him” she said
I believed her
Should’ve worried about him
ow fukk 😢
Shouldnt had worried about her
I‘m sry Bro, be strong
Yeah girls.. lots of girl goin only for the money not for the love
Nowadays is hard to find someone who can be with you for the rest of the life..
tony toncek, I feel this brother
Who here loves someone who don't love u back 😔💔
Edit: This probably isn't worth mentioning but I had a boyfriend who was perfect who I loved so much, he had helped me from self harming but he just broke up today because of this other girl who is "hotter" than me, I heard on his live stream through an account he didn't know was me he said he likes her, she likes him back and he might go out with her so yeah now I'm back to my old terrible state of depression again, life's pretty fucked ain't it? Just love is fucked. Anyway I just wanted to say anyone else going through this situation or just any shit situation which feels like your heart is shattering, your mental health deteriating, it may feel like absolute shit I know. The start of it can be the worst place to be in where your feelings fuck up. But please remember sad feelings are temporary, no matter how long they last the extremity does not stay the same, suicide isn't temporary, its permanent and there's no such thing as EVERYONE hating you I'm one of the people who don't. Please don't give up, even if you feel no one cares for you billions of people are on the earth, many care for you including me, it may sound repetitive and common but I genuinely mean it. Just wanted to say, stay safe and don't give up during tough times, I know your strong you can do this!! Even though I don't know you, I care for you a lot and just know your AWESOME and you will achieve amazing things in life, we Arnet okay and that's okay!! We are all human and we all make mistakes, there's no such thing as a perfect person who has no flaws at all so don't put yourself down, I know your worth it!! Just know I love all you guys and wish you happiness even if you feel at your worst atm, trust me, I've been the slightest bit away from committing suicide but here I am, sure i'm not at my best I can be but I'm still in one piece. So please don't beat yourself up any overthinkers, heartbroken people, people who cry themself to sleep, people who love someone so much they don't like you back, remember we both know your all better than all this, and it's okay to feel depressed, it's natural human feelings which everyone in the world could of experienced it at least once. Your not alone!! Me and many other people love you and care a lot about you and would never want you to be hurt physically or emotionally. I really hope you have a good day y'all 💕🥺
Also anyone who wants to talk dms are open :) IG: tallyatkinsonmain
Twenty One Pilots Fan Did and dk if I still do plus it hurts to always think abt them and it’s really hard to move on from that
@@isamara912 Yeah it's probably the worst feeling ever.. But you just gotta move on and that's the depressing part
it feels like being betrayed
@@Theo-un2jd yeah but even worse when u can't do anything about it.
@@xeth5602 Yeah, you'r right.trying to be perfect for her is difficult
When i was really young . I wish i could grow up faster .
When i grown up .
I wish i could be young again 😪 child ; know nothing , no care , no worries , just happy.
Grown up ; In pain , disappointed , depressed, fake smile , worries 😭
Hi, if you want to talk to someoane who understands you, i'm here for you!
same here i understand and im not even that old yet. talk to any of us if you need somebody.
Go ahead
*check out my music on spotify: **spoti.fi/3aX8pzv*
me too
Thanks
ZombieDroid when*
Raspo Why arent ur beats on iTunes, SoundCloud? Anything.. i need them.. can u try to get them on iTunes
I'm ok, but inside i'm dying
Someone just said that their depression is depressed😢
F e l t t h a t
ouch
i haven’t seen my great grandad in over a year due to covid. he’s 91 this year.
but now he’s gone.
Bro you made my cry.
@@RixozAmv im so sorry bro.
He is looking down to you from heaven now🙏
I am sorry for your loss
Hey Man I lost my grandma due to covid and lung problems a year ago but remember to live everyday like it’s your last, and to work everyday to make them proud! I pray you overcome any struggles in life.
Anyone listening to this, I just wanna tell you that you are special and you matter 💕
when you realised that you can't save everything or everyone you ever loved,things come and go in this world we are in,its sad but what can we do, nothing, we could only remember them, and not forget them
God’s got it all under control. No need to worry. Pray about it and put it in God’s hands. Please repent and turn from your wicked ways. That way God will hear you. God bless❤️❤️
We may not be able to save everything but that doesn't mean we can't try. That doesn't mean we have to let them die. It just means we have to try harder. We have to become smarter. Once we nail that we might just be able to succeed.
Sorry for the rhyming
"I wear a mask
I pretend to be fine
I say I'm ok but that's a lie
No one sees the tears I cry
I'm loosing count of the sleepless nights
I wish you'd hold me
Tell me everything was alright
I'm not ok
I'd rather fade away then face the pain
All of these voices are driving me insane
I'm not ok"
I like your lyrics but i added some more to them
"I wear a mask
I pretend to be fine
I say I'm ok but that's a lie
No one sees the tears I cry
I'm loosing count of the sleepless nights
I wish you'd hold me tight
Tell me everything was alright
I'm not ok
I'd rather fade away then face the pain
All of these voices are driving me insane
I'm not ok"
as i wish you'd stayed longer
it made me feel stronger
but it never lasted as you said we were forever
Do you love me?
Do you want me?
Thought you promised that you'd never leave
Now I lost it
And your voice is calling me
Saying follow me
Do you love me?
Do you want me?
Thought you promised that you'd never leave beside me
Now I lost it
And your voice is calling me
Saying follow me\
Yeah (hey)
Do you love me baby tell the truth
I've been up for days because i'm thinking about you
I don't wanna hurt you baby i just want you near
But you didn't feel the same you made that very clear
Think it's a quarter past one,
I can't get you off my mind,
Realising that we're done,
I know I've wasted time.
Baby, tell me,
that I am going crazy
I've realized that you've moved on.
But also that, I'm not that strong
When we were together,
You said it was forever
Wishing it would get better,
Feel's it may never go away never.
And now I'm sittin' here all alone,
And all of your things are gone,
Your keys off the rack,
You ain't comin' back, no,
Do you love me?
Do you want me?
Thought you promised that you'd never leave
Now I lost it
And your voice is calling me
Saying follow me
Do you love me?
Do you want me?
Thought you promised that you'd never leave beside me
Now I lost it
And your voice is calling me
Saying follow me\
Do you love me?
Do you want me?
Thought you promised that you'd never leave beside me
Now I lost it
And your voice is calling me
Saying follow me\
@@lil_vibez02 nice
انشهد
Hey depression how you been.
you’ve been my best friend since I was ten.
all the memories that I’ve ever had
You were always there to turn them sad
Been loosing track of time
Trapped in an imaginary box,you can call me the mime
Tell all my friends that they will be fine
And that it’s not their fault
Mentally unstable my own brain ordering the assault.
Can’t keep my mind straight
Ya Leaving this world would be my greatest feat
Everyone dies slowly
But I’ve been playing defense,I’m the goalie
Omg i llove this comment with all my heart, you are speaking such beautiful words and I love it 💕💕
Literaly story of My life
I know that you posted this a while ago, but I wanted to take the time that reading the line, “Mentally unstable my own brain ordering the assault” left me speechless! Loved it! You are so much more fantastic than you know!
When your teacher assigns homework over the weekend.
im dead
Worse. Over the Christmas break whyyyyyy
fung whyou fun fact it’s not the worst I’m going through. But I guess I’ll just have to be grateful to god even though I’m an atheist.
I’m going through much worse rn. It was a joke. And I think the original commenter is going through a rough time too
@@28stabwounds92 it is sad doing a project in christmass break.. In each subject
Welcome to middle school
i remember when i was so happy and i was laughing at everything i saw but now...its just like nothing is funny anymore. im sad everyday. i cant stop thinking of the person who broke me. im crying everyday. i wonna scream in a pillow just to let everything go. i cant hold it anymore. i...cant...hold it anymore...... :(
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you.
Life will always be tough. But u have to fight and never give up.
I'm not okay, every single day, I listen to the voices in my head telling me what's right or what's wrong but these days my life is just the wrong one I haven't been a good friend even if I try to be everything is coming to an end, so listen here close to I wanna make sure everythings okay wi everyone, great beat raspo n much love to everyone wi hurtful problems in there life I give them respect and my full support ❤❤
Im with u🙏
@@raspobeats thanks same to u ❤
Aye bro life hits you so hard sometimes , but don’t let the hurt define you. Let the way you handle it define you. Keep your head up I’ve been there
@@FrostyBillz cheers man
One time my friend asked me
"You okay?" And I said
"Yeah I'm good."
What really hit me was when they asked
"Are you okay, really?" for the second time.
That's when I really cried
Wish I could cry alone just to let it out that’d mean something
Are you okay really now Charlotte?
@@kaur996 I was but I've survived before
@@Charlie_77737 We could talk about that. If only comfortable, through ig - carmine_inker
@@kaur996 You're too kind, I'll add you now xXx
I really wish i can go back and change things💔 shes gone for ever 💔😥
❤
hmu Luxury I felt that man. But, we gotta stay strong, and keep moving forward
@@ksrs2008 thank you appreciate it 🙏
hmu Luxury anytime :(
Don't worry I feel the same and I myself I am a muderer I killed the girl I used to be and I have been living like this for 3 years and life just sucks for me my parents think I am lazy but the truth is I am tired, I am tired of everyday faking a smile and living and I can't take my life bc I am afraid of what's going to happen after I die and I am 12 years old but yeah and this is due to school stuff and my friends have problems and I am afraid my friends commit mistakes like me so I pretend I am happy so they don't see me as a problem rather than a solution who ever is suicidal like me just remember
YOU ARE WORTH IT DON LET ANYONE MAKE U LESS WE NEED U WE LOVE YOU KEEP FIGHTING FOR YOUR LIFE YOUR WORTH IT💕💕
When your so happy but youtube recommended this.
Me: *okay*
I’m okay, I have the perfect family and environment. My family loves me a lot, and I have lots of friends online. But, I just can’t seem to figure out a way to fit it and find a true friend. I... changed way to much, in order to make friends, my family. People think I’m perfect, I have good grades, and my personality is nice, but that’s not who I am. I just wish that there can be a true friend who accepts all my true characteristics and personality.
I’m the exact same I’ve moulded into everyone else’s fucking perfect human to the point where I’m not happy with anything fuck this shit I’m gone in 2 months I guarantee no one will hear from me again😭
Same
Hi dear, you can make things right trust me, you’ve got love and God’s got your back..Just calm down please, everything will be okay
Saint Rhymez Thank you 😊
man i can relate so much I get good grades I am kind but I have no one to talk to but ya know i don't wanna be known as a smart guy i wanna be known as someone you can go to for help
If I breathe I shake.
My heart flows, head throbs.
I stomp. I scream. I cry.
I pray. I wish. I plead.
Nothing. Nothing comes and nothing goes.
Not on my side. No it’s not here. Not within.
I get nothing. It leaves me with absolutely emptiness.
Love the beat man so good. I wrote this song with it
This life gets hard
But we all fall sometimes
Everybody wondering why
Their visions are so blind
But we gotta keep pushing through
To see the better side
But don't give up now
You have a life
Waiting on the other side
Waiting for you
The further we fall
The higher we can climb
People stripped away from love
And losing their grip
But I'm telling you now
You'll get out of this
Don't lose yourself
You will be ok
I'm here for you
Every night and day
Sharing my words
To spread my message across the world
Hoping one day we will all be ok
All share our love
All share out hearts
Not hate one another
But light the spark
To a better place for us all
Where we don't get separated
And torn apart
I'm just here to inspire you all
Whenever you fall
I got your back through it all
Don't let yourself down for your flaws
All our imperfections are what make us perfect just the way we are
And don't take failure so heavily
Take it as one step closer to success
Cuz that's all it is
Don't lose your grip cuz you fell and lost it all
Get back up and pursue your dreams
Because once you do that you open the door
To be who you are
And to see the stars shine bright
On the darkest night
Where you will find your love
And open your arms
To fly free like a dove
Don't lose all your hope
Don't lose all your faith
It is backing you up every step of the way
Even if it may not seem like it now
It is waiting for you to let it all out
Be yourself
Be who you want to be
Don't let others control you
You are the only you
And that's what makes you perfect to me
Beautiful, just so beautiful... 😭
🔥
Thank you all, I love writing and hope to make music one day.
@@LumidxGoat
Waiting for that day 😇👍
All the very best, have a great life.
that’s amazing
When you play yourself then regret it all right afterwards.
John Thao yep
إِنَّ مَعَ ٱلۡعُسۡرِ يُسۡرٗا
Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease.
Yes the craziest thing about being a muslim is when everything is against you, you're still hopeful.
@@fedibenalaya that's called faith. And that's not just to limited to us muslims.
@@frz7553 some true words
كاتب اية في لحن اغاني؟
The worst things someone can go through is being heartbroken. Imagine this, if your throw a plate on the ground and say sorry, will it get fixed again? No. And if you throw someone’s heart on the ground and all you do is say sorry, it won’t go back together. And no don’t say “stop bringing up things that happened a long time ago” cause things we have done to eachother can stay in someone’s mind their whole life. Think about that everyone can feel just as sad as you. Everyone has their bad times. So don’t judge if someone gets sad for something small, cause you don’t know what might be going on on the other side of that persons life.
Well said dude
the glass breaking thing is a over used phrase. ill like it if you made original content. but aight
d e ѕ p α ι r you see I don’t care if it’s original or not I just wanna remind people.
@@robloxgaming9597 u can atleast rephrase it yo
It's relaxing more than sad
I think.
Tbh tho its not really getting in my emotions at all sounds more like a Geico commercial
I like this beat becasue it allows me to get in touch with myself and grow myself from there
tbh reading all of the comments are much sadder than the music
"I'm not okay"
Me: "We all can relate, bud."
It doesnt hurt anymore
The thought of you leaving
The fear of being left behind
Being lonely in the dark nights
Sitting Under the sky which calls out nothing but ur name
But am i really over you
Or maybe thats just a trick my mind is playing
Convincing me to forget you
But i see ur reflection in the mirror
I didnt just love you i became a part of you
And now my soul isnt with me anymore
So i guess it does hurt
There are these words in my head that I cannot expressed but some people call that being depressed.
but its actually called being edgy
whoever you are please stay strong we are all fighting own battles and i have no clue what you are going through and I probably won't understand but you are strong and you will overcome whatever this is, the world is unfair and cruel but you only have one heart and although it feels like it's broken now I promise it will get better just please please please be patient do what makes you happy just hang in there and hold tight because you aren't alone and someone is definitely going through something similar or the same thing as you are no matter how big or small or in between so please just hold tight and just take it one day at a time, don't think abut the future so much it's far far away think about how grateful you are for today and please look forward to tomorrow because your life can change in an instant so just look at the small things and be happy and thankful for living today even if it was the worst day because today was someone's last day, i love you a lot i really do even though i have NO clue who you are i'm not only saying this to make you feel better although that is one reason but i actually do truly love you
I ain’t gotta lot to say
But I’ve gotta say I’m not ok
My heart it breaks when watching you watch me walking away. Choosing Not to stay is a top mistake I often make but I can’t stop or wait until it’s all too late alternate between the loss n profit made. when I’m gambling your emotional currency that you’ve insured in me and sure believe that I’ll earn your keep but you’ll learn I’ll leave when concern is currently the current discerning me.
Nice lyrics writing
Who sing this with NF’s or logic’s voice in their head
Can i use this
Even the voices inside my head have depression ...
Nick Arius woah deep
Your beats take me into another dimension 🤯
If u're reading this comment, i just wanna say *you're loved, the world needs you, there's a lot of reasons to live for, don't quit, no one can do ur role, YOU HAVE ME, i love u so much ❤️, cry it out, I'm sending u loads of virtual hugs, everything has an expiry date so has pain, I'm never gonna leave u like them, smile your smile matters to me the most, i love u*
thank you I’m feeling better now
Thank you
I wish you can read this.
Thanks for that✨💙
No no no no blame no no
“I promise, to be honest”/ don’t take my kindness for my weakness/ then Why do I feel betrayed and cheated?/ why do I feel this way? Defeated/ why does the pain decide to stay? It beats me/ looking for a moment of peace I need it/ but you got me picking up the broken pieces. /
Was just feeling this beat. Haha.
Im depressed right now and this fits my mood these are my favorite beats to listen to right now thank you❤
Hey everyone..I hope if you’re going through something that it gets better, and if you feel like you’re going to give up, please don’t. You all have so much potential in everything. Anything that is happening right now it WILL get better. Things in the past are in the past. Forget them. They don’t matter, life is trying to bring you down, don’t let it. Keep your head held high. Things will happen that can seem like they’ll never get better, but believe me, they will. Do. Not. Give. Up. People love you, I don’t know you but guess what? I love you. With everything I have. So don’t let events that bring you down keep you down. Stay positive. Have confidence in yourself! And please remember- People care, and love you. ❤️
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i can't stop thinking about her
and everything we spoke about
crying in my room outloud
asking myself these questions like why'd you turnabout
was it because of my self existential thoughts
or cus you didn't wanna see me rot
i think it's just because you wanna self preserve yourself
and that's okay because
i know you don't wanna be hurt
it's all i do
it's all i know
ill grab my blade and put it to my throat
but ill never fucking do it i know
just leave me to die
im an empty soul
something you probably should've known
ill throw our relationship away
if it means you'll be okay
don't have any words left to say
i don't want to be some throwaway
but if it means you'll be okay, ill go away this time for sure
i won't even stay
it'll break my heart in so many different ways
but atleast ill know that you'll be safe
thank you for staying with me up until today
beautiful just beautiful, i felt your pain, your not alone
sadboyylucky ! 😌
You’re amazing! 👏🥺❤️
Damn man that's dope
I always ask for hugs form my mom and try to give everyone I can a hug if I’m comfortable with it
I just want a hug that sticks with me, a hug that will last, a hug that understands my every thought, a cozy hug that I didn’t have to give or have to ask for.
when they were upset we rescheduled all of our works just stay with them. when we're upset theyre like "gotta go home real quick man, watch yourself"....
people after hearing this : i'm not okay. i'm sick of this life. i cant hold this life anymore.
me after hearing this : i'm hungry ....
Same ngl I'm bout to get sum snacks rn
lowkey got up and ate a donut
I'm today happy. I don't wanna change it :)
LittlePlayerCookie / ur name?
@@xPhilosophyy Mr. What zit tooya
It just hits different hearing this while it's raining rn..
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I remember how I cried my soul out to this
The pain brooo 😢❤💯
To anyone out their dealing with depression , anxiety , family problems anything that puts you in the wrong mindset your not alone. Push until you have nothing left. My dads always told me suicide was a selfish mans mission but when you deal with it you look at it from such a different perspective remember y’all are not alone heads up y’all got this !!
I’m not ok. I’m alone I’m afraid don’t like this pain can’t leave this cage I won’t ever be the same cuz a what’s her name still miss her face can’t shake this haze brain stuck in a maze I’m amazed I remain still not ok maybe someday one day till then everydays Monday
Beautiful
Raspo holy shit lol 33 likes. Appreciate it everyone 👊🏻
FBI AGENT 420 that’s dope.. follow Oracle_Lyrics on IG I post lyrics like this daily
55 likes... lol shit wild
Augmented around what time of the song did you think of putting that in ?
I’m not ok... I have this just big fear inside of me... that fear is getting killed in school. I know most of use have it ,but with the world we live in know it’s become so much of an issue that my 9 year old brother came to me and said “big sister I don’t want to die in school” with his eyes tearing up. I start tearing up to knowing I’m going to a new middle school. Knowing I’m going to have to keep caution, not hang around any form of bully, try and make as many friends as possible with those that are like me or lonely... I need to be self aware now because of this issue that being nice is just a way to survive school. Be kind to anyone even if they bully you.. please know if you ever cause harm to a school that you might traumatize so many people , that you will be known as a demon , that you will get sent to jail. I’m afraid of so much but this fear... I holds me down the most. I try and try to be people’s friend. Now to only to survive but I also want to be kind... I know this is cheesy and only a small amount of you will see this but please. Please. Please. Please. Know that everything will be okay. I tell this to myself, my friends, and family.. and now I’m telling it to you
Saucy *i know*
for the first time in a long time now I felt happy , most days during quarentine and isolation I felt lost , lonely and upset but going to school for the first time in a while and seeing my closest friends and laughing and enjoying myself I was actually happy
I had a dad. Never knew him though. I hear he was a bad guy, in jail most of my life. Always wanted to meet him despite what I’ve been told, he was my dad, no one could replace that. In the end drugs were where his heart was, never in me. And they killed him too..
When you farted but...
Something else came out
Shrek better out than in is what I say
Happened b r u h
Something that I can finally relate to... RIP my white undies.
@ELITE LIFE GAMER ...
oh noes..
Man I miss being a kid. Smiling at the candy in the stores and never overthinking anything. I hate growing up.
Whenever someone asks if I’m okay, I just feel like screaming “NO! I’M NOT OKAY! I FEEL LIKE A WASTE OF SPACE! I DON’T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE!! I’M TOO BROKEN TO BE FIXED!!!! PLEASE HELP ME!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!” And crying and sobbing until I can’t anymore.
But what do I say instead?
“I’m fine. You?”
It's my grandmas funeral tomorrow and.. I don't think i can ever get through this.. She was the one who actually cared for me.. I miss you grandma... 💔
funny how people in real life tell you they’re here for you but once you need them they’re not there so you have to go to youtube and talk about how you’re feeling with strangers buy they actually get it. sometimes complete strangers are actually better than people you actually know in real life
if you actually have someone whos there for you all the time and that cares about you please be there for them too and go give them a hug and check on them. be grateful. because there really arent many people that will be there for you
early finally this so emotionally beautiful made well done sir
Thank you🙏
My dog died when I was just 5,i couldn't save him, I couldn't even understand what was going on,I wish I could go back in time and save him, the only thing I could do now is remember him, I'm sorry bro🐕
I’m sorry for your loss. Your dog is in a great place now. I hope that you will feel better and have a good rest of your year.👍😢🙏
Sorry for your loss but but he or she is looking down at you smiling because you’re such a great dog owner
when i was 8 my cat got ran over right in front of me then the car that hit my cat proceeded to crash head on into another car, killing both the drivers
These are the best "goodbye, will I see you again?" Kind of beats where the answer isn't clear - there's just enough hope to keep you listening but so much sadness at the same time
The saddest beat is the sound of a heart that doesn't want to beat anymore.
When you look in the mirror
LMAO WHY DOES THIS ONLY HAVE 10 LIKES LMAO
Wo KE wow finally a comment from less than a month ago
Cecilia Mendes yes
I liked your comment because its close to 69😸😸
Lmao
It's sad always putting on a smile for the sake of other people who could care less if you were okay or not. I know because I did it for years. then one day I stopped because I realized they didn't care at all. I don't smile for anyone now and it's because of the way I was treated...
You are the god of sad beats bro... A Kiss from Italy
Thank you from Slovenia🇸🇮
All by myself feeling’ lonely as hell
Like I fell in a well, no one hears me yell
Someone get me out of this pit
someone get me out of this shit
Sorry drippin’ down my pen
Bleeding out when I spit
This is a verse for the lonely
When you’re hurt mission’ homies
Poppin’ perks cause your’ lonely on earth
It’s the worst when you immerse into solitude
Your shadow is the only one who follows you
The mirror is the only 1 who talks to you
It eats you alive till it swallows you
Wallow through feeling hollow thinking no 1 understands
God is just a man who let the illusion expand
I once held love in my hands
But fuck she ran
And the pain snapped back like rubber
I realize when we feel down, I just have to tell myself its okay not to be okay...
“Text me in the morning so we can get food”
“Ok, just remember I love you. Always have always will”
*last active 1 year ago*
💔
Poem i wrote:
“Sometimes the person you would take a bullet for becomes the person holding the gun”
That is something that hit me. It made me realise that i have things that i want to get off my chest. Lately i honestly haven’t been feeling anything. It’s not like im numb. I just don't feel anything, when it is day. When the night slowly starts to appear it’s like everything hits you, like a bullet. You go onto RUclips, and listen to all of the sad music. Honestly i have been thinking lately, “why do i go to RUclips and listen to sad songs? it only makes it worse.” Honestly i think i know the answer. They can explain it. They can explain how empty, sad, mad and upset i feel. They can make me realise that hey, i am not feeling well. I haven’t dared to open up about those kinds of things lately. Mostly because i don’t feel safe opening up. That is why i chose that sentence. I was scared that i will one day be able to relate to it. Now that i do relate to it, it breaks me as much as i thought it would. After my suicide attempt i haven’t trusted anyone, mostly because i don’t trust myself. I’m scared that someone will push me over the edge, so i will try to hurt myself again, but mostly i’m scared of myself. I am so fucking scared of myself, that i get scared of other people. I realised that you can not trust anyone, without trusting yourself first. I don’t want to hide the fact that i’m terrified of myself, from myself. I don’t want to hide all of my scars anymore. I don’t want to hide my biggest secret anymore. I’m not hiding those things from people, i’m hiding them from myself.
And now a virus came to make things worse and worse.
Can i cooy this so i can share it with some of my friends
Madina Iqbal of course
mkaouar eya yes i am basically trapped with myself
@@MajaLarsen9534 thnk u
I don't remember the last time of how it felt to be happy anymore, it's been years since that
lol good if you are gonna complain about it
Pain in my heart
Where do I start
Thoughts in my head
Wish I was dead
Dont know what I gotta say
To keep this pain away
Talking to the therapist
He says I'll be ok
Going through shit
I wish didnt happen
Rested God all over berged after pain solved doctor to maintain rated tik tonight bannya oh happey haromma
This is awesome! I'm gonna put this on replay for an hour or 2
I appreciate it🙏
A good friend is just like a wind... Sometimes it's feel good and it vanish in the thin air...Saying nothing...
And don't worry if their is no one for you...Just remember your happiest memory and smile...Every just like normal...🙂
This life gets hard
But we all fall sometimes
Everybody's wondering why
Their visions are so blind
But we gotta keep pushing through
To see the better side
But don't give up now
You have a life
Waiting on the other side
Waiting for you
The further we fall the higher we climb
People stripped away from all
The reason their grip
But I'm telling you now
You'll get out of this
Don't loose yourself
You'll be okay
I'm here for you
Every night and day
Sharing my words
Spreading my message
Accross the world
Hoping one day all will be okay
All share our love
All share our heart
Not hate one another
But light the spark
To a better place for all of us
Where we don't her separated
And torn apart
I'm just here to inspire you all
Whenever you fall
I got your back through it all
Don't let yourself down
For your flaws
All our imperfections
Are what makes us perfect
Just the way we are
And don't take it fear
So heavily
Take as one step
Closer to success
'cause that' s all it is
Don't loose your grip
...
its somehow similar to 'Hold on - Chord Overstreet' hehe justsaying.
Eris Taran I can hear it too
Yeah. Deep version even more sad than the original one
I dont hear it
Nvm i hear it now
I remember listening to this about two years ago. Listening to it again makes me realize how much I've been through. The Lord has stuck with me, and He will with you, too. I wish everyone reading this the best. You're all loved and important to the world. Never give up, because I'm not giving up on you. ❤️🩹🫂
It's hard when when you feel you get left behind.
When you cracked a joke but they didn't laugh
oh wow the worst pain anyone can feel huh? not like other people have seen people kill their selves right in front of them
@ImaGnome06 that was fucking 5 months ago
Yeah and make fun of it and ALL laugh😒
I’m not okay
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Why did you have to leave me on this earth alone on my own
It hurts me to know that you’re gone now
But you are there’s no saving you now
You’re my guardian angel
Falling from the sky
Don’t know what I’d do without you but I guess I have to now
Just know that I’m trying to be happy
Trying to go on with my day
My heart breaks a little bit more than ever
Singing part:
I’m not OK
I’m not OK no
I’m not OK
I’m trying to hold on to my life
Comment more lyrics if you can
Every single day, you won’t leave. Get outta my head. I try! I wanted to make this something. But no. I wish I could say I love life that’s not possible.
It's so messed up that in this world a place we're supposed to be happy in and love it n enjoy it we're finding so many ppl who don't wanna be here ppl who r suffering so badly that it makes my heart break 💔 I love each n everyone of u..big hug
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.
Its because they don't want to live with God...oh man...they don't know how beautiful they Life with God could be...🙏🏼
*I Wish I Could Go Back To Childhood And Never Grew Up*
I am not okay I ’ve never been
Pretending that it’s alright then crying myself to sleep
I am filled with misery
Can’t face my insecurities
No matter how hard I try
Never works for me
This is how it is
This is how it has been for me
Take me somewhere
Far from my pain and misery
Where I can rest in peace
I've been feeling sad these days so much and this make me sad more that enough, that's hurt so bad you know.
The point that it is sad make it 🔥😱
🙏
Past:
Brother's friend: Let's go outside!
Me and brother: Yes let's gooo!
Present:
Brother: Hey bro wanna play fortnite?
Brother's friend: Yeah
Me: What about me? Can we go outside? No?
how about you get your own friends you dipshit
@@Nestomac lmao
Please...stay strong...you deserve to be okay ❤️
All done my soul got crushed cant be undone wrote a letter but no reply i want to no the reason why?
Please dont make this be the last goodbye...
Sick of staying up all night wishing I didn’t have to choose to fight i wish i loved you more and respected you wish I didn’t really put you through them horrible things i said to you..
im sorry i was just mad at you you see sometimes we say things we dont mean to wish you could forgive me but guess its so late to say how much i miss you I really sorry what i put you through,
but now your gone im so lost with out you cant really breathe need you back in my life cuz you was the reason i wanted to breath, my soul is roaming this earth hope you reply back to me if not then there’s no point of running back to me
cuz maybe I might be dead or maybe I wrote this song before you left...
You see all the hungs and kisses we gave all that love thought it couldnt brake but guess im to late
this really cant be fixed feel like if I prayed so much would god help me find my way all this darkness feels like its closing in but i keep saying I really cant give in,
but with out you in my life where would I begin so I standing up on this bridge thinking whats the point to live?
keep asking for gods advice but he still doesn’t reply wish i had a reason why...
i cant be strong enough is enough got nothing to live for so really cant find the strength to hold on...
Daaamnn
L J I’m in the same boat. I messed up. Lost the one I love. Sent love songs and a letter, but no reply. Now I’m planning on taking a one way ticket off this planet because this pain is to painful
same what is life
@@james5780 I sincerely hope you didn't do it because I know how you feel because I'm thinking of doing the same.
Can i use this???