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  • @kenziekayla8613
    @kenziekayla8613 11 месяцев назад +811

    As a woman age 72; I can suspect several traumas that could basically kill your joy; just know that your viewers have come to love you (thru thick and thin; sorrow and joy). Please post snippets when you can. We will continue to like and share so your income stream will continue. Praying for you and your wonderful children. Deep breaths, one hour at the time - until you can make it one day at the time). Im sending a bear hug of support to help you still stand and face tomorrow.

    • @saramurillo-garcia2301
      @saramurillo-garcia2301 11 месяцев назад +4

      You took the words out of my mouth 🥰🫶🫶🥰🫶🫶🥰

    • @michelleowens671
      @michelleowens671 11 месяцев назад +1

      I’m thinking of you Jamerrill, I hope you get to feeling yourself again soon

    • @cherylmccune4350
      @cherylmccune4350 11 месяцев назад +3

      We love you and. Send prayers

  • @BCGirl822
    @BCGirl822 11 месяцев назад +49

    I’m so sorry you’re going through such hard times. You look absolutely radiant in this video! You inspire me to keep going through my hard times.

  • @barbaraketchum8287
    @barbaraketchum8287 11 месяцев назад +120

    I am just now coming out of a traumatic series of events that left me in a total fog for a year. Through this experience I have completely embraced being gentle and kind to myself and processing through the feelings as I am able. It sounds like you are working through your time as beautifully as possible. I am here to support your journey, especially because you have been so meaningful in my life!!! Blessings, dear sister ❤

  • @stephanieburrell4200
    @stephanieburrell4200 11 месяцев назад +4

    Sending prayers for you and your family. I was traumatized in 2022 and I'm working through that right now. I love your videos.

  • @anitamuller9863
    @anitamuller9863 9 месяцев назад +6

    Jamerril.... you are loved beyond borders and time. I wish you all the best, and hope you will be able to bless us with your sparkle real soon !!
    Love from South Africa ❤

  • @scary747
    @scary747 11 месяцев назад +30

    I felt that you didn't need to explain. We are with you through whatever you need. Many prayers for you and your family. Take your time we will continue to be here for you. I send hugs and prayers.

  • @sonicx2464
    @sonicx2464 10 месяцев назад

    God Bless You....While I don't know your trauma, I was in deep depression from the Trauma of losing my husband very suddenly in 2022. I found you and YOU gave me JOY....YOU provided me comfort! I know that may sound strange but you did. Take the time you need to heal! Obviously, it was life-altering! I so get that! Healing takes time, just as with Grief! Trauma, Oh That's an entirely different story. While we "heal", trauma decides to revisit us. It's hard, and I just want you to know I completely understand. I will be holding you in Prayer Sweet Lady...May God Surround You During Your Healing Season and Provide you ALL YOU NEED! Much Love From KY!

  • @nancysadewater964
    @nancysadewater964 11 месяцев назад

    When I had some trauma in my life a number of years ago, I too walked- rain, shine, daylight, night time (I had a Rottweiler that I walked with). I am praying for you and your family during your healing journey.

  • @deborahanderson3659
    @deborahanderson3659 11 месяцев назад +5

    Dearest Jamerrill- please know that we all love and support you, and are here to do anything you need us to do. That includes keeping the faith and knowing that you will find your spark again and delight in the world. We are patient- take the time you need. XO

  • @modernhomesteadalaska
    @modernhomesteadalaska 11 месяцев назад +4

    I would give me left arm to hug you and say the world is not entitled to the deepest part of you. I have gone through a moment where my daughter said to me “mom don’t disappear again” your children are watching you and how you deal and how you press into the Lord, and they will learn and realize what their mom is made of and who her God is. I’m here to support in any way I can!

  • @autumneidson
    @autumneidson 11 месяцев назад +7

    Praying for you and your family! You keep doing what you can! You have been a blessing to so many!

  • @maryarcher8484
    @maryarcher8484 11 месяцев назад +1

    My prayers are with you daily. I know I can say I have walked in the same shoes that you have up to this point. That is not going to help with your trauma, everyone deals in different ways to the trial's we are given. So I have no wise words to offer, I know I have come to love you as my own. It's not the work the big meals or large shopping trips that hold me with you! It's love, respect, the power you show to get through the everyday life, before this trial, you are so brilliant through all things! Jesus shines through you! And however long it takes I will be here supporting you. I'm just a 71 year mom of one dtr. 2 granddaughters, 2 Great grands. They are my life! There is one thing I will share of my Christan belief. There will be a time coming that you will get to hold and raise your baby, in a time when Satin will be restrained and there will be no evil on the new earth! I have nothing to offer you, except support and sincere prayers. I know God is going to bring you through, it might be in a different direction but your zeal for life is there and you will find it! Reg. Nurse also. I love how you have turned your life toward Jesus and your faith and belief.

  • @harleyanne3720
    @harleyanne3720 11 месяцев назад

    I changed too in my late sixties. I’m so different now. Happy but different. The Lord walked with me.

  • @karin.ferdwer
    @karin.ferdwer 11 месяцев назад

    I am so sorry that you have to go throught this! Hope you feel better soon, sending you love and strenght from Europe ❤️

  • @rudiannwildgoose-laing4629
    @rudiannwildgoose-laing4629 11 месяцев назад

    Hey Jammerill I am praying for God's continued healing for the traumas that you have experienced. I am subscribed and will continue to watch whenever you are able to post.🤗🥰

  • @youme-iq1sh
    @youme-iq1sh 11 месяцев назад

    I recently, over the summer, subbed to you and now I know why. My kids received a call Aug 27 from an investigator looking for next of kin for my brother, their uncle. We had been evacuated for the hurricane and just getting in to the hotel. My brother lived in another state an hour away from his son. He was killed and he was homeless. We had recently lost our mom and we were extending olive branches to each other and trying to get to know each other again, until he blocked me. The shock and absolute devastation of his passing is with me every minute of every day. We were trying to finish all the legal stuff with our mom when this happened. I feel you are speaking right to me, bless you. I want to be alone, I don't want to be around others, just my son. I'm so grateful you shared this, please pray for us, as we will you. I feel your words could be coming from me. Nothing will ever be the same and I get you. Bless you.

  • @susanturner1171
    @susanturner1171 11 месяцев назад +1

    Most of us have bad spots in our lives. Just take your time and be kind to yourself

  • @kevinmccarthy6217
    @kevinmccarthy6217 7 месяцев назад

    You are a remarkable lady. I have enjoyed your videos for many years and always appreciated your kindness and joyful spirit. I wish you the time you need with the tools and people you have to feel like yourself again. In ways, I can relate to those feelings. God is good and trust you are not alone and he will comfort you and encourage you to be gentle on yourself. It takes time, so with that said, we love you and know all will get better and pray for you and your peace of mind. You deserve the peace and joy that’s ahead. Blessings and hugs. 💙✈️💙

  • @michellehorning2216
    @michellehorning2216 11 месяцев назад

    Adding my prayers to all these others, dearest Jamerrill. We love you and continue to hold you in our hearts. It is a journey you're working through and you are so patient and peaceful, walking with the Lord and waiting for your healing and the new season coming. Thank you for sharing; you're courage and vulnerability are a precious gift to us. We are here and we are not going anywhere. Just waiting in the wings until your right time and cheering you on. ❤❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @jaimeswartz7407
    @jaimeswartz7407 11 месяцев назад

    Praying for you! I don't know what you are going through, but God knows. Praying He gives you clarity and wisdom, as well as peace and healing. You are very much loved❤

  • @AngelaPattillo-ov1kx
    @AngelaPattillo-ov1kx 11 месяцев назад

    @jamerillstewaet I am so sorry your having to go through all this it’s hard. I KNOW. but you have so many people praying for you and wishing you peace and comfort. You take as long as you NEED to heal. That’s what’s important and matters the most that your healing we will all be here when you feel your ready. Many hugs. From a mama that has experienced a miscarriage and the abuse it’s something you never get over but you eventually learn to cope and move forward. Hugs

  • @jenniferthompson5930
    @jenniferthompson5930 11 месяцев назад +23

    I'm marching with you momma and lifting you up in prayer 🙏 ❤

  • @brandijacobs1306
    @brandijacobs1306 11 месяцев назад

    Sending love and prayers your way. You are in our thoughts. We are all so proud of you for standing and still going. You are an amazing influence. We appreciate all you do for us. Thank you!

  • @raya.888
    @raya.888 11 месяцев назад

    Know you're not alone. I think one thing what can make this situation hard is that it's almost impossible to explain to others what we're feeling when we're unsure ourselves. We're not sick but yet can't get up everyday & get motivated for much. I'm beginning to think that maybe my mind just needs to have less things to handle everyday. I have a lot of things I can point to & say that was the trauma that caused this but I really believe it's cumulative. Everyday is a struggle but we get through it. It's ok to feel what we feel. Prayers for you, myself & all the other women out there going through the same thing. ❤

  • @aricar8178
    @aricar8178 11 месяцев назад

    Praying for you, dear Jamerrill. God bless you and your family. ❤✝️🙏

  • @wilsonberrezueta2686
    @wilsonberrezueta2686 11 месяцев назад

    Praying for you, dear Sister!🙏🏻💕

  • @roszcutler9724
    @roszcutler9724 11 месяцев назад

    Dearly beloved, your in my prayers and have been and will continue until your on the other side. I’m 73 and I understand.

  • @serobinson1
    @serobinson1 11 месяцев назад +1

    I'm so sorry for whatever you went through. You are such a good person . We love you in all your forms And stages. Whatever kinds of videos you can put out, do those. If it's dinners of the weeks where you just show us, that's fine! Make it as on yourself as you can!

  • @reynaanderson6887
    @reynaanderson6887 11 месяцев назад

    So sorry to hear. I hope you can mend without the pressure of having to work. Sending hugs

  • @HeySuga904
    @HeySuga904 11 месяцев назад

    I am so sorry to hear about your hard time. Live hits is all in different ways. I hope and pray for peace and clarity for you sweet one. You have been such an encouragement and blessing to us all. We love you and take your time.

  • @Elsa_318
    @Elsa_318 11 месяцев назад

    Hello 🌼Jamerill , I don’t comment often, but I wanted to express that I enjoy your videos. And yes, “He will never leave you nor forsake you” I hold on to this as well. I keep my eye on the Lord💜💜💜
    Sending my love and Prayers.
    Take care of yourself 💜

  • @carolynlane3439
    @carolynlane3439 11 месяцев назад

    "Verily with difficulty comes Ease"... God willing you will get throught this.

  • @mlwbasham
    @mlwbasham 11 месяцев назад

    Please take your time. We love you and want what is best for you. Sending love, hugs and prayers 💜

  • @SleepyEyeglassFrames-rt9qy
    @SleepyEyeglassFrames-rt9qy 10 месяцев назад +1

    The good lord has provided and we have survived through every trauma. He will not fail.

  • @Heysaywhatnow
    @Heysaywhatnow 11 месяцев назад

    Praying for you, Jamerill. ❤️

  • @patriciagreene5842
    @patriciagreene5842 11 месяцев назад

    We all have our suspicions but know that we all are hoping that this storm will pass and you’ll find your rainbow. Love and prayers. Hugs because sometimes we all need them

  • @judyoneal7887
    @judyoneal7887 11 месяцев назад

    I get the practicality of what you’re sharing here. You’ve been walking a hard, rocky, uphill path. Still are. You are taking steps & the time to get better, & heal. Having said that, you of course understand the world doesn’t stop spinning when we are in a difficult situation. The light bill still needs to be paid. Having worked in the corporate world for 25+ years (most of my adult life) I can so relate! I’ve walked my own hard, rocky, uphill paths & how I functioned @ the office on some days is a mystery to me. But I had a little boy depending on me to pay that light bill, keep the house payment made & food on the supper table. I know it was the Lord Himself, Jamerrill. He is faithful & I know He will see you through this. One day you’ll be able to encourage another Mom with your own experience & because of how God showed up to heal your heart. ❤️

  • @aaronsgal87
    @aaronsgal87 11 месяцев назад

    Dear lady, we love you!!! May God envelop you in His grace that never runs out. Sounds like you are taking the time you need and giving yourself what you need. You will get your spark back, but it will take time. Bless your dear heart. Big hugs.

  • @biancascerri7738
    @biancascerri7738 11 месяцев назад

    Thank you for sharing. Some things take such a long time to live through and work through. You’re a wise woman and it seems you already know that. I hope you find some comfort and happiness in the small things to get you through.

  • @debraharris8902
    @debraharris8902 11 месяцев назад

    Sending lots of prayers your way. Take one day at a time or one minute at a time. I do that all of the time and thank God every day i wake up.

  • @kimberlierauton9094
    @kimberlierauton9094 11 месяцев назад

    Love and praying for you and your family. ❤

  • @maryf2964
    @maryf2964 11 месяцев назад

    Sweet girl, thank you for sharing with us. Take your time to rest and heal. We will be here when you are ready. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. ❤🙏❤️🙏

  • @toniconder696
    @toniconder696 11 месяцев назад

    I'm praying for you, and I know you will get thru this.... iv been thru alot in my life as well. It takes time... lean on us, your family, and God. Big hugs sweetheart ❤❤

  • @Tiffany-vj1tv
    @Tiffany-vj1tv 11 месяцев назад

    Prayers and blessings to you and your family ❤️🙏

  • @happyonthehomefront4317
    @happyonthehomefront4317 8 месяцев назад

    Hey, everyone! Let’s all pray and comment and like and subscribe and watch every video! Let’s buy her large family table products!

  • @orionsbelttarot
    @orionsbelttarot 11 месяцев назад

    Jamerrill, you have brought me so much comfort, joy, and inspiration 💖 through the years. My heart is with you at this trying time, whatever it may be. I pray 🙏 that Jesus shines his love, light, and grace on you and your family.✨️

  • @Bentleyismyboy
    @Bentleyismyboy 11 месяцев назад

    Prayers for you and your healing ❤

  • @hairhoodoohair5298
    @hairhoodoohair5298 11 месяцев назад +444

    You never know who you will connect with. I'm a 6'4" 41 year old man covered from head to toe in tattoos. I found you August two years ago when I was literally in bed for a moth due to Covid. You really helped me just get through day because of you light and joy. Thank you for that and please continue your healing journey.😋😊

    • @ShawnaLynnn
      @ShawnaLynnn 11 месяцев назад +13

      I’m glad you’re here and feeling better!

    • @jacquehoosier6597
      @jacquehoosier6597 11 месяцев назад +3

    • @brandiparis5411
      @brandiparis5411 11 месяцев назад +1

      💚

    • @shannonludden8283
      @shannonludden8283 10 месяцев назад +10

      I found this channel while I had Covid too. It was such a scary time, but Jammerill's calmness was just what I needed. I'm doing better now, and I hope you are too. 😊

    • @AnnaleeJohnson-p9g
      @AnnaleeJohnson-p9g 10 месяцев назад +3

      Iam praying we all have issues but TheLoed help us get threw them HE IS EVERWHERE PRESENT NOWHERE ABSENT,

  • @naturalsimpleliving
    @naturalsimpleliving 11 месяцев назад +193

    I am not leaving or going anywhere. You take all the time you need. I love chatting with you on our zooms, and I will be praying for you. You have encouraged me to walk even more, haha! I've been in seasons, and having my 11 children around me has been healing. God loves you. Sending love and prayers from Wisconsin!🫶

  • @debgordon6542
    @debgordon6542 11 месяцев назад +208

    Just to let you know, you were very clear, crystal clear that you were dealing with other life challenges in addition to the miscarriage during the Costco haul. Prayer flares for you and your family. Your Virginia lovin sister

  • @rosannasauereisen2827
    @rosannasauereisen2827 11 месяцев назад +102

    "It's okay to not be okay." One of my teenagers says that once in awhile and I'm learning that is true more than I think.

    • @lyndsaymoehrman
      @lyndsaymoehrman 11 месяцев назад +4

      I learned the truth behind this phrase in a very real way a handful of years ago. I know repeat this phrase to people often.

  • @kateymateymusic1
    @kateymateymusic1 11 месяцев назад +315

    It hurts to see you suffering. You’ve always brought us so much joy. Praying brighter days are seen soon 🙏🏻

  • @erinnstreeter
    @erinnstreeter 11 месяцев назад +87

    For whatever it's worth, Jamerrill, I'm in your corner. There's some old saying about how one stick can be broken, but a bundle of sticks holds together. I'm just one stick, but I think I'm part of a big bundle of 'em, and I hope you can take strength from us. 💛

  • @andreahapke8886
    @andreahapke8886 11 месяцев назад +139

    You're gonna be ok Jammerrill. We are worried about you but you're incredibly strong. Opportunities lost will return.

  • @kathleenmacdonald5389
    @kathleenmacdonald5389 11 месяцев назад +38

    I'm so very sorry to hear that you're going through more hard times. I have been keeping you in my prayers and will continue to do so. You have created a support network here that most won't understand, but we will be here for you and to support whatever content you can bring. And if that means grocery hauls, that's okay with me! I think you are amazingly kind and strong. I hope all those you've helped in the past are coming through for you and that you feel the love of this group!! Prayers and hugs!!!

  • @themartianstitcher7483
    @themartianstitcher7483 11 месяцев назад +134

    I am not a frequent commentor but watch consistently. Sending you love from Nova Scotia. I understand trauma...lost my 21 year old son in a car crash in October 2015. Do whatever you need to do to get you through the days and back to having your spark. I am not the same person I was but I do have joy and love and tremendous support system. Take care...we will all be here whenever you come back. ♥

  • @ShawnaLynnn
    @ShawnaLynnn 11 месяцев назад +35

    Give yourself time. We never get over Trauma we just learn how to live with it. You’re strong. You know this because what you’ve gone through. Sending you love, good energy and prayers! Much love Jamerrill! You’ve got this!

  • @IntotheFray84
    @IntotheFray84 11 месяцев назад +94

    I know exactly what you’re talking about. I recently got out of an abusive marriage, which was very traumatic for me and my kids. I’ve lost my spark as far as cooking and certain other things. Sometimes you just do what you can until you make it through to the other side. ❤

  • @unleashedpatriot1802
    @unleashedpatriot1802 11 месяцев назад +41

    Praying for you, Jamerrill. It hurts to see such a usually joyful person sad & in pain. Not only is God with you, but all of us are here & will be here, to help lift you up the best we can across the miles. Sending you a big 'ole Iowa hug. ❤

  • @TheWaterMinx
    @TheWaterMinx 11 месяцев назад +69

    I have certainly been deeply concerned for you. I knew that there must be something very big happening. I will be praying for you, dear lady! Your videos helped me through a difficult and sad part of my life. I pray the Lord will comfort and feed you through His Word and that you find healing. ❤️

    • @fadingdandelion4792
      @fadingdandelion4792 11 месяцев назад +4

      I love you called her lady that is how I refer to ladies I'm speaking too.

  • @stefaniedecoster2772
    @stefaniedecoster2772 11 месяцев назад +175

    Hey Jamerill, I'm more of a watcher than a commenter but I need to say this. I can tell you're in pain and life is really tough right now but I can also tell your strength is bigger than the trauma you're working trough. Take it moment by moment, day by day, at your own pace. Warm hug and love from a mama from the Netherlands

    • @fadingdandelion4792
      @fadingdandelion4792 11 месяцев назад +6

      My brother was born in the Netherlands lived in Germany when I was 8-10 In the 80s . We lived in Monchengladbach Germany. We would travel too the Netherlands every weekend. The most beautiful place I have ever been

    • @toniconder696
      @toniconder696 11 месяцев назад +1

      I so see your pain, im hurting for you 😢

  • @lisachatham8690
    @lisachatham8690 11 месяцев назад +25

    Sweet Jamerrill, I have just gotten past a bunch of trauma myself. I "escaped" an abusive relationship and am coming out on the other side. I moved over a thousand miles to get away from him, lived in my car for almost 6 months and just got into an apartment on the first. The odd thing is I have been happier in these 6 months than I have been for most of my life. I feel like I have a purpose and am working on fulfilling it. I have quit smoking and have been feeling good.
    I know that if I can make all thses changes and come back that with GOD and your family and the family you have here you will be good.
    I learned in a College course on trauma that we never really get back to where we were but get to a place that can be even better. We are stronger together, allow us to comfort you in your time of need, as without knowing you comfort us constantly. With sisterly LOVE I will pray and send Angels to hold you in your times of need.

  • @shesinherapron
    @shesinherapron 11 месяцев назад +20

    So sorry you're walking through trauma and secondary trauma. It's so brave of you to mention it publicly. I'm coming out of my own this past year. I completely understood when you said you're not the same. I will pray for you and for your family. Thank you for being vulnerable and being a light to so many. ❤

    • @JamerrillStewart
      @JamerrillStewart  11 месяцев назад +3

      Thank you so much sweet lady! 💗💗💗

  • @doodlebug5105
    @doodlebug5105 11 месяцев назад +65

    Your kind and loving heart jumps through the screen even as you share your spark is hiding. Thank you for everything Jamerill.

  • @kali8789
    @kali8789 11 месяцев назад +58

    Thank you for your vulnerability. You’re always an inspiration to me! ❤

  • @hollysmall3490
    @hollysmall3490 11 месяцев назад +34

    You got this babe! We're not going anywhere, by the grace of God we'll all get through it together!💚

  • @sammyhammy78
    @sammyhammy78 11 месяцев назад +53

    I've followed you since your blogging days when I was a brand new homeschooling mama and now through YT. You're like family to the majority of us. We aren't going anywhere! We've got your back through love and prayers and all the things. A lot of us are going through a harder season right now, myself included. We love you, Jamerrill. Praying for you daily. Love you!!! ❤

  • @SkySilver777
    @SkySilver777 11 месяцев назад +22

    you look so beautiful here- hair, dress, makeup- I just needed to let you know how radiant you look on the outside even if the inside is suffering. I've found that ones inner beauty tends to shine though and show on a persons face as well. you are in my thoughts and prayers- I too am going through a tough time & watching your videos always helps distract me from some of the tough stuff. you're in my prayers

  • @yolandaw2650
    @yolandaw2650 11 месяцев назад +46

    I’ve grown to absolutely love and enjoy any of your content and even though I have a totally different lifestyle I will continue to watch whatever content you keep putting out and I am sending many thoughts and prayers your way!
    Weeping may endure for a night but Joy will come in the morning! 🙏🏻❤

  • @jorobinson6640
    @jorobinson6640 11 месяцев назад +23

    Thank you for this video. I very much respect the way you are processing trauma ... you are giving yourself grace, working through it all in a positive way, and you will definitely come out of that dark tunnel and see the light again. As women - wives, mums, sisters, aunties, grandmums, friends and co-workers, we've all experienced trauma at some point in our lives. No, you won't ever be the same, but you will be who you're meant to be at this stage of your life. :) Sending much love.

  • @randomvideos_658
    @randomvideos_658 11 месяцев назад +45

    I'm sorry Jamerill, what you've mentioned is totally understandable, this sounds like how I felt when I lost my soulmate, you're not alone in navigating traumatic situations, take your time and do what you can. Sending a a big virtual hug your way. ❤

  • @HeavenlyZenDesigns
    @HeavenlyZenDesigns 11 месяцев назад +40

    I don't comment very often, but I'm a long time subscriber. I watched this video 3 times, bawling my eyes out, because I needed too... I felt every single word of this season you're in having gone through it myself a few times and I still get stuck in the waves. I started a RUclips channel in March 2023 (art/crafting related) and haven't been able to post for the last several weeks (no spark.. you just can't fake it). My husband and children still need every bit of me so my work, in a way, is suffering. I know you already know you're not alone in this season, sometimes it's difficult to get over the anger that steals our joy. Sometimes it's hard not to question the WHY. I'm not going anywhere. I enjoy all of your content no matter what it is. The fact that you are still able to put out content is so inspiring to me. Thank you 😌 We love you and we will see you in your next video! 🤗🤗🤗 HUGS MOMMA!! 🤗🤗🤗

  • @danner3835
    @danner3835 11 месяцев назад +23

    As a wife of a "RUclipsr," I understand the burden of being the one in front of the camera and having to be "on," no matter what. Your life is your ministry and you carry it out with grace and always point to HIm who sustains you. Prayers lifted up for you all :)

  • @brummymummyof2
    @brummymummyof2 11 месяцев назад +22

    A few years ago I had a traumatic experience which I am slowly healing from after having therapy. During this time your channel felt like a safe place for me. Watching you caring for your family encouraged me to get back to being the Mum I was previously. So we will support you as you supported us. Post what you want and when you want to. And sending you much strength and love xxx

  • @deannawoolard7326
    @deannawoolard7326 11 месяцев назад +30

    I was beaten and raped not long ago and what you said resonates with me so much. I still feel like im trying to understand the new me daily. Trauma in any form is so hard to work through. Love and hugs

    • @melissamooney2866
      @melissamooney2866 11 месяцев назад +16

      Prayers and love going out to you tonight 🙏❤ I am so sorry that happened to you.

    • @theirishcailin333
      @theirishcailin333 8 месяцев назад +4

      I'm so sorry for you! That's horrendous

    • @reneeluiten6386
      @reneeluiten6386 5 месяцев назад +2

      🙏🏼❤️❤️

  • @AuntMommyshouse
    @AuntMommyshouse 11 месяцев назад +34

    I’ve been watching your channel for a few years and although I have noticed deep trauma in your eyes, I also see the spark of the joy of the Lord♥️ I don’t know what exactly you’re walking through but I do know Who is holding you as you walk through this valley. I will continue to lift you and cover you with prayer.

  • @learningtogether
    @learningtogether 11 месяцев назад +26

    You don’t have to be anyone you aren’t and this is where you are now and who you are. It’s been incredibly helpful for you to share snippets as I have been working through my own grief and the multifaceted thing it is. I sure appreciate you!

  • @carin1390
    @carin1390 11 месяцев назад +56

    You could literally post a hot long video with no editing looking at the sky line and I'd watch it on auto play over and over. We are here for you whatever you need from us

    • @jeanenep33
      @jeanenep33 11 месяцев назад

      I came to say the same thing. This dear woman is a rare jewel in this world ❤

    • @marythomas1127
      @marythomas1127 11 месяцев назад +1

      Same! Post videos of you watching reruns of Bonanza, we don't care. We will watch & like & comment to keep help in whatever tiny way we can!

  • @deborahwarren9368
    @deborahwarren9368 11 месяцев назад +16

    Like many others commenting on this video, i watch more than i comment. Just want to share that i found you while pregnant with my daughter, during the pandemic, during a time of very poor mental health. You felt like home and i have been subscribed and watched ever since then. My momma passed 10 years ago this month and you feel like one of my mom figures. Take all the time you need. We love you!

  • @brenda0823_
    @brenda0823_ 11 месяцев назад +19

    A couple of yrs ago I was in the hospital with pneumonia for 9 days. When I got out I was depressed for months! I learned its a pretty normal thing because its a form of ptsd. So just hang in there girl. It will get better.

  • @springhouser3565
    @springhouser3565 11 месяцев назад +26

    I am so sorry for whatever it is you are going through. You have brightened my day more often than I can tell you when I was going through dark times. I wish there was more than words that I could give you for comfort. You will be in my thoughts and whenever you are back, I will still be here to support you.

  • @kj-tf8oh
    @kj-tf8oh 11 месяцев назад +15

    You do what you can when you can. If you need to cry, cry, yell, scream, do it. Its fine. I get it. Trust me more than you know. If you just want to talk talk walk walk do it babe do you we get it. Jesus has you. We understand.❤❤❤❤😊

  • @erinmorgan8546
    @erinmorgan8546 11 месяцев назад +15

    Trauma shows up when we least expect it. Healing isn’t linear. Take your time. Feel it, learn from it, love yourself through it, then let it go ❤ We are all praying for you ❤

  • @au6685
    @au6685 11 месяцев назад +22

    Jamerrill you are in my thoughts and prayers ❤️ I have been following since 6 years ago. I found you in my sophomore your of college and I’ve gone though tough times and life adjustments during that period. I always loved your videos and they brought me such a bright light. It hurts me that as a viewer I can’t offer you the same. I’m sure other people feel the similar. We all love you and are here to support you. ❤❤

  • @rocky6055
    @rocky6055 11 месяцев назад +14

    Sending love and prayers to you and your family. I started watching a couple of years ago when I was first diagnosed with cancer. The "experts" gave me a couple of months to live- and here I am. The Lord knows our needs and provides on his calendar.

  • @319roxanne
    @319roxanne 11 месяцев назад +18

    To be blunt, PTSD SUCKS! I sat in my recliner for 3 months at one part of my life. I have been fortunate to have counseling, friends and a stubborn attitude that has gotten me through. You I’ll get through. I promise.

    • @JamerrillStewart
      @JamerrillStewart  11 месяцев назад +9

      Yes and sitting in the chair for 3 months is also perfectly acceptable 💗💗💗

  • @vintagedietitian
    @vintagedietitian 11 месяцев назад +17

    Jamerrill, you have been such an inspiration to so many of us for so many reasons. Watching you acknowledge and validate your pain is so amazing for so many people. I can't imagine being as vulnerable as you are with the world. I know that can't be easy. I feel like God has given you such a gift in being able to serve others by sharing not just your wins, but your pain as well and how He is bringing you through it. I listened to a book recently that really helped me and you were one of the people I thought about and prayed about while hearing it. If you see this (or anyone else who sees this who went through serious childhood things or loves someone who you don't always understand who went through serious childhood things) I recommend What My Bones Know by Stephanie Foo. I imagine many people who read it or will read it may feel so very seen for maybe the first time in their lives. Sending so much love and many prayers.

  • @bravehearticus
    @bravehearticus 11 месяцев назад +25

    We love you Jamerill. Take as long as you need. We'll always be here, ready to take the little steps with you. Love to you ❤

  • @myrevival4325
    @myrevival4325 11 месяцев назад +3

    You don’t have to be ok. You don’t have to act ok for us. You don’t have to explain the story to us you don’t want to share.
    Maybe if you, say, get a cooking day video in. You don’t need to be cheery. You don’t have to act a certain way. As a matter of fact, you can show others how much you rely on God to get you through the tough stuff. You can thank Him for helping you with this video or that video. None of us expect you to be ok. You don’t need to expect it from yourself either. Give yourself grace. We will give you grace, too. No beating yourself up. We will watch you get teary eyed and keep watching to encourage you through your time. God knows you aren’t ok. You n ow you aren’t ok, we know you aren’t ok. You don’t need to hide from us if you feel imperfect. Just be. We will stay tuned. God bless. We are watching with love and encouragement. Not judgement. Can’t make a whole freezer meal day? What about one crock pot or whatever. You do you.
    You know, when Heather at the Kneady Homesteader lost her husband, nearly her life, and her kids were injured and traumatized when they were hit head on by a drunk driver, she was of course devastated and couldn’t do much. People have been patient and kind through her two years now of surgeries and recovery. If people complain about your content- oh well. Many of us will keep looking to support you like many tries to support her through her trial. Hang in there. God has you.

  • @ChainsawsTuF
    @ChainsawsTuF 11 месяцев назад +24

    Sending love, light and massive virtual hugs your way, we are all walking beside you and hoping and praying for brighter days. Xxx

  • @janetroche3648
    @janetroche3648 11 месяцев назад +6

    Jamerrill, in Psalm 46: 1, 5, 7, 10 (a). GOD is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. (5), God is in the midst of her; God shall help her, and that right early. (7), The LORD of hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our refuge. (10), Be still, and know that I am God: The JOY of the LORD is our strength. My prayers are with you. You hold to God's unchanging hand. 💜☀️🌻

  • @rachelmccoy7241
    @rachelmccoy7241 11 месяцев назад +14

    Girl! ♥️♥️ we don’t expect you to be okay. We love YOU with or without your creative spark. I don’t care if you post a 3 second video saying “Hey friends, my name is Jamerrill Stewart!” And that’s it. I’ll watch it 47 times and like the video and keep following if that helps your income stream! All the love! All the grace! ♥️♥️♥️

  • @heatheranderson9619
    @heatheranderson9619 11 месяцев назад +11

    I lost my husband to cancer in March. He was only 54. Life is hard. I pray for all of us struggling.

  • @judyabernathy80
    @judyabernathy80 11 месяцев назад +14

    Honey Girl: We are here when you are ready. Take the time you need. Frankly, I don’t see how you do all the things you do! I would be a basket case. So, nurture yourself FIRST!! ♥️🙏🏼♥️

  • @auntiepam5649
    @auntiepam5649 11 месяцев назад +2

    If we watch your old videos would that boost your channel views? Thank You.

  • @melissaguzman3498
    @melissaguzman3498 11 месяцев назад +21

    Take care of you first. We are here to support you anyway we can. Please let us know if we watch old videos that it would help you with your income. Your doing amazing! One day at a time 💜

    • @AmberManoff-iu7pq
      @AmberManoff-iu7pq 11 месяцев назад

      Yes! Please let us know what we can do to keep your income going. At least that will be one worry you don’t have to deal with.

  • @pentatonya1778
    @pentatonya1778 11 месяцев назад +21

    When I first glanced at you here I thought “Has she lost some weight? She’s so pretty today!” & then my heart broke. I SEE in you, a heartbreak that I too, have experienced. I’m so sorry. Your candor is Amazing! Your Strength in the Lord will Carry You Through. TRUST IN HIM. You’ve got this!!! Continued🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏Prayers Sister!!! & Lots of 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

  • @elliesilva1907
    @elliesilva1907 11 месяцев назад +40

    Anyone else just hurt when she hurts? It’s like she shouldn’t be allowed to go thru pain cause she’s too pure and sweet lol I love her ❤

  • @mylittleruralhomestead
    @mylittleruralhomestead 11 месяцев назад +21

    Thinking of you Jamerrill, and praying you find comfort and solace in the days ahead.🥰

  • @christymarcin9170
    @christymarcin9170 11 месяцев назад +11

    I hurt for you, Jamerill. I will be praying for healing and for your spark to return. You are a blessing to so many.