Venus Retrograde in Leo: Rekindling Love & Revisiting Past Lives w/ Christopher Renstrom

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  • Опубликовано: 5 авг 2023
  • On Today's Episode You'll learn...
    🌑 About the Venus retrograde and how it often signals the return of a former lover or the resurgence of past feelings.
    🌒 About the Korean concept of 'In-Yeon', which refers to the strings of providence that tie people together through their past lives and various reincarnations.
    🌓 Why Venus retrogrades in Leo are more potent when it comes to love, heart and romance.
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  • @kimstrandberg9529
    @kimstrandberg9529 11 месяцев назад +44

    “The heartache we get from the choices we make” Hit me right in the feels.

  • @amanitamuscaria7500
    @amanitamuscaria7500 11 месяцев назад +10

    My sister did that - met her first love in her middle years. They both divorced and were married. They are now around 80 and very happy together. Sometimes, it's meant to be.

  • @NaturalHealingAlchemist
    @NaturalHealingAlchemist 11 месяцев назад +21

    🤍T♾️Y🤍
    Christopher’s wise🌟musings 💭
    are always thee cherry🍒on top of my Sunday! 🤗

  • @vibravoxa8631
    @vibravoxa8631 11 месяцев назад +16

    I just adore your delivery and incredible storytelling which brings these transits to life! Thank you dear Christopher❤

  • @tamara6887
    @tamara6887 11 месяцев назад +18

    Wonderful story telling to illuminate the quality of this transit. I’m experiencing Venus Rx in my 4th house and felt recently compelled to reconnect with my estranged family through going to share time with my 91 year old grandmother and relearning the stories of my ancestry.

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад +2

      What a wonderful reconnection to make. I can't think of a more valuable gift to give and to receive. 😊

    • @CAT-rq4dp
      @CAT-rq4dp 11 месяцев назад +2

      Your 91y/o grandmother will be beyond elated

    • @tamara6887
      @tamara6887 11 месяцев назад +1

      @@CAT-rq4dp she absolutely was and as the visit went along so was I. The feeling of coming home after such a long time was a major cathartic experience.

    • @CAT-rq4dp
      @CAT-rq4dp 11 месяцев назад +1

      @@tamara6887 lovely lovely lovely. I'm happy for you both.😍🙂🧡

  • @sophfores430
    @sophfores430 11 месяцев назад +7

    Thank you for this bittersweet tale that helps me to remember to feel all my feelings that come up and to remember to stay grounded in the present as I possibly can in the moment.

  • @2bugsmama
    @2bugsmama 11 месяцев назад +12

    Venus in Leo 7th house here. A few months ago I discovered a very special and deep past connection person from 28 yrs ago. Both of us now single again and ready. The universe knows what it's doing lol. As soon as Venus went rx, we started talking about leveling up the relationship. Getting to know who we are now while remembering our younger selves. Thank you for this beautiful message Christopher!

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад

      Thank you for sharing this @2bugsmama. It's nice to see this side of Venus retrograde. 😊

  • @theresabogart15
    @theresabogart15 11 месяцев назад +12

    💓👏 You have really outdone yourself with this tender and insightful message. So eloquent. You put into words an entire scenario in my life that fits how you described the meaning of that Korean word. And I have wanted to say to this person the kinds of things that you said -and wow did I connect with when you talked about how the female character in the movie could see and feel his deep connection to her and love and how in some ways it was a mystery to her what it is he was able to hold onto. I believe a beholder energetically supports a person even when that person can no longer see a way forward for the relationship on the mundane level of existence. I have felt that love support me in a time of crisis and wondered is it selfish to receive when I am not raising my hand and redirecting my life so that all of the rest of what a full-on relationship is, could come to fruition. For this reason and more I do continue to feel love for this person…but the love is no longer inextricably intertwined with intense desire.
    I did the work early on to let go. And even when we reconnected in 2017 and everything woke up again I had to face the realities of how different we’ve become. Thank you for so beautifully framing this story in my life. ❤

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад +1

      And thank YOU @theresabogart15 for sharing your profoundly loving experience with all of us. 😊

    • @theresabogart15
      @theresabogart15 11 месяцев назад

      @@christopherrenstromastro reverberations from this continue! 🤗

  • @Gaby-rp6bd
    @Gaby-rp6bd 11 месяцев назад +2

    I love how you read these transits , so touching , moving and nostalgic , thank you Christopher , Love you❤

  • @lotusphoenix8
    @lotusphoenix8 11 месяцев назад +1

    My gosh, what a beautiful video. You captured the very essence of Venus in your choice of words amd your delivery. Thank you 💓

  • @lenalarsson6310
    @lenalarsson6310 11 месяцев назад +3

    What a beautiful way to talk about love. Thank you, mr Renstrom 💕

  • @morriganwitch
    @morriganwitch 11 месяцев назад +5

    That was exquisitely beautiful . Thank you Christopher xxx

  • @misywor635
    @misywor635 11 месяцев назад +1

    I love the way you use your incredible talent for storytelling to teach astrology concepts to us! Thank you Christopher!

  • @carolh1652
    @carolh1652 11 месяцев назад

    Oh my goodness Chrisopher!!! What a heartfelt show today. Thank you thank you...probably need to get a reading from you someday....

  • @karenallen9501
    @karenallen9501 11 месяцев назад

    Omg this hit me right in the heart. Truly beautiful message 😢

  • @genghisgalahad8465
    @genghisgalahad8465 11 месяцев назад +1

    A moving and heartfelt episode to replay once and again! 🎉

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад

      I'm so glad that this week's horoscope resonated with you @genghisgalahad8465. 😊

  • @marlapeters9359
    @marlapeters9359 11 месяцев назад +3

    This was such a beautiful message. Thank you for creating this video.

  • @karenpopp1806
    @karenpopp1806 11 месяцев назад +2

    Beautifully spoken Christopher 🙏

  • @tereza9772
    @tereza9772 11 месяцев назад

    This was absolutely beautiful! Thank you so much for this! Also, I love the fact that you tied it in with a Kdrama as I love Kdramas and romcoms so much myself and I've never seen any other astrologer do that. This is like a beautiful blend of my 2 favorite things, Astrology and Korean drama 💕 I can't wait to see more of your videos, thank you ✨

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад

      I'm so glad that you enjoyed this week's episode @tereza9772. And as you can tell - Astrology and Kdramas are my passion so there's definitely more in the future! 😊

  • @nidhidhawan6683
    @nidhidhawan6683 11 месяцев назад +5

    Loving in the moment of love... especially melancholic love... so so so beautiful! You are always such a great and tender storyteller. Thank you for ever so beautifully weaving in tales of planetary stories that tug at the heart. Even THINKING of those who might have been- and realising they are not- for a much more beautiful present is a wonderfully loving place to be. Re-finding one's love in present relationships- finding it in or despite melancholia, too... Love accepts and gives. It may occasionally yearn and ask- but, love just IS.

  • @palma9835
    @palma9835 11 месяцев назад

    wonderfully done. A thoughtful way of describing this kind of encounter with emotional maturity.

  • @Volpe2025
    @Volpe2025 11 месяцев назад +7

    Oh Christopher, I absolutely love love love you ❤️💛💚, your energy/style, your profound insights, and how you can unfold stories/life lessons and interpret the meanings behind them. 🙌🏼👌🏼🥰. You’ve absolutely outdone yourself with this one! I had to watch it twice and shared this video with so many friends already…..it was that moving, touching, and inspiring to me. 🫶🏻🤗
    I love your work! So glad Astrology Hub has you on as a regular guest. You’re a legend! 💯👑 🤴 👏🏼💕💫.

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад +2

      I am very grateful to Astrology Hub as well. And to you @Deep11519 for sharing with your friends. 😊

  • @jeanne3877
    @jeanne3877 11 месяцев назад +1

    I can listen to Christopher all day! ❤

  • @CAT-rq4dp
    @CAT-rq4dp 11 месяцев назад

    I LOVE this story. It's what I needed to hear bcuz I always found myself wanting to revisit old loves❤. BEAUTIFUL AND VERY HELPFUL. THANK YOU 😊

  • @ninah5938
    @ninah5938 11 месяцев назад +4

    This is so beautiful I wept. Thank you Christopher ❤

    • @scott2296
      @scott2296 9 месяцев назад

      Come on man! lol

  • @colorsynthesis
    @colorsynthesis 11 месяцев назад

    Christopher this so describes what I’m experiencing and you describe it beautifully, extending and deepening my soul’s perspective, softening my heart…Beautiful. 😊

  • @SMG338
    @SMG338 11 месяцев назад +2

    This was a beautiful talk. You are an amazing storyteller and captured my attention. What a glorious way to describe what is transpiring during this Venus retrograde. Thank you for describing this situation as tenderly as you did. Times change yet the heart remembers.

  • @m.t.docherty2802
    @m.t.docherty2802 11 месяцев назад

    That was achingly, beautiful and profound. Thank you 🖤

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад

      I'm so glad it spoke to you @m.t. docherty2802. And thank YOU for watching. 😊

  • @mindfulsounds5725
    @mindfulsounds5725 11 месяцев назад

    I love this! Astrology and kdrama in one video. Only you Christopher can do this beautifully 🥰

  • @annmiddleton8780
    @annmiddleton8780 11 месяцев назад +1

    Truly truly beautiful Christopher, thank you 🙏❤️

  • @moonshinekellie461
    @moonshinekellie461 11 месяцев назад

    So sweet at end! True! Thanks again!

  • @OLIVIA-mb9pb
    @OLIVIA-mb9pb 11 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you, Christopher helpful information. Blessings 💚🙏🏽🕊

  • @user-ss6db3lo2k
    @user-ss6db3lo2k 11 месяцев назад +1

    Again Christopher, so incredibly thought provoking and sincere…love Sunday with you and thank you as always for the way you tell a story we can all find comfort in….🙏🙏🙏🙏

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад

      I love spending Sunday with you too @user-ss6db3lo2k. It makes me very happy. 😊

  • @caramena
    @caramena 11 месяцев назад +1

    Beautiful story sir Christopher about old loves... Thank you so much👑♀✨🌞🌝❤💫

  • @giovannam7
    @giovannam7 11 месяцев назад +1

    Oh wow Christopher, this brought me to tears. This Venus retro was so beautifully expressed. I really want to watch the movie also. Thank you🥰💕💕

  • @barbaraoconnor866
    @barbaraoconnor866 11 месяцев назад +1

    Thanks Christopher ❤️ Loved this🙏

  • @carellmehl3291
    @carellmehl3291 11 месяцев назад

    Beautiful Christopher! Thank you.

  • @beckyd712
    @beckyd712 11 месяцев назад +1

    What a beautiful story! I love the different styles of drama around the world. Thank you for sharing this.

  • @diannefish5316
    @diannefish5316 11 месяцев назад

    Thanks Christopher, I love your meaning in the stories.

  • @whitneylee33
    @whitneylee33 11 месяцев назад

    This was beautiful!

  • @Menstrala
    @Menstrala 11 месяцев назад

    Christopher, this was so great. Very sincerely. Venus Geist.

  • @luckysol7486
    @luckysol7486 11 месяцев назад

    You don't know how much your information has helped me, dear Christopher.
    I'm an August 11th Lioness.

  • @silkemansholt6283
    @silkemansholt6283 11 месяцев назад +1

    Wow! Thank you! Yesterday I met an old school friend I had not seen in twenty years in a shop in England. She lives in Germany and just passed through on a holiday! We stood for a few minutes and talked about the past and the place we called home. It brought up exactly these thoughts about time and decisions one has made. I left the German home years ago because a special relationship ended. I keep dreaming about this lost relationship these days and I think I met her to help me heal a little further. The chances of meeting there were so small...❤

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад

      I suspect that that's exactly why you met. Venus moves in mysterious ways. 😊

  • @siennamay2499
    @siennamay2499 11 месяцев назад

    I so love listening to your stories and insights Christopher 💕 you have given me such a different perspective today, thank you so very much 🙏🏻💫♥️ your such a gifted storyteller ✨🕊🙏🏻

  • @helentyetalkin1490
    @helentyetalkin1490 11 месяцев назад +1

    Beautiful! 🩷

  • @jacquelinesouth6598
    @jacquelinesouth6598 11 месяцев назад

    A beautiful story thank you Christopher 🌼

  • @aishwaryakulshrestha7102
    @aishwaryakulshrestha7102 11 месяцев назад +1

    Sir thank you so much for having said those words. I've been through this phase recently.. And I've been loving and caring and generous and it was the right thing. Yes. He needed healing. I was glad to be his resting place. It's just that now that the fate has ended I'm left heart broken. A bit wanting. But hearing your words I think I've got the closure I needed. Thank you. I'll probably go watch that movie now💜💜💜

  • @juliepalmer2545
    @juliepalmer2545 11 месяцев назад

    Perfect. Very recent past life meeting with a person that it seems we meet again to help each other with healing and current big transformation.

  • @KM-du5vj
    @KM-du5vj 11 месяцев назад

    Thank you Christopher, much love ❤🙏🏼

  • @devaludwig
    @devaludwig 11 месяцев назад

    OMG! The movie "Past Lives" was a wonderful movie, a perfect movie. How wonderful that you're using this amazing film as your example. It's perfect! Love you, Christopher!!!

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад

      How could I resist? The movie simply says it all! I'm so glad you enjoyed this week's Horoscope Highlights. 😊

  • @01waterlilly
    @01waterlilly 11 месяцев назад

    😪"The ghost's that lay between us" - so profound. Feeling really emotional hearing this. Thank you for another meaningful tale. 🙏

  • @emms8
    @emms8 11 месяцев назад +1

    Goodness me, i immediately noticed the pic from ' Past Lives' behind you Christopher and was happily surprised❤ This movie is on my bucket list, waiting for it to come to my part of the world😊 So looking forward to it. Loved the abs gorgeous connection you made with the storyline n characters to the Venus retrograde & V Cazimi. Thank you as always for your brilliant take on the sky and the stars🥰

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад +1

      You're welcome. And thank YOU for watching. BTW Past Lives is worth the wait! An absolutely FANTASTIC film!!!! 😊

    • @emms8
      @emms8 11 месяцев назад

      @@christopherrenstromastro Agree n agree about Past Lives being worth the wait. So excited🤗

  • @pennymay2141
    @pennymay2141 11 месяцев назад

    That was beautifully expressed ❤
    PS Yes- Korean drama rocks!

  • @anjalo
    @anjalo 11 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you! 🌸

  • @katiemills9246
    @katiemills9246 11 месяцев назад

    I've been waiting for someone to finally bring this up. The weekend of July 23rd was a 'reunion' weekend. It's like my home state of Connecticut put out a siren call to many of its former inhabitants to come back and check in, form a touchstone. I ended up returning there from France to meet up with my parents and sister (also expats from the region) and it was my mother's highschool reunion. I got to reconnect with so many people from my past, and I kept hearing stories about others who were in town for the first time in so long also, and more comments on my social media from still others who planned on returning in August. I ended up reconnecting unexpectedly (I say unexpectedly but I knew we would see eachother, I just didn't expect the reconnection part) with a childhood sweetheart, with whom I had several near-misses in our teens and twenties. And it was exactly like you described. That kind of connection, unexpected and incomprehensible tenderness, an eternal soft-spot for another that goes beyond reason or intellectual understanding. Confusing, but important - That was the touchstone. It doesn't change anything. But on some level it changes everything.

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад +1

      You're right. There are certain moments with certain people that don't change a thing but change everything all at the same time. I think realizations of the heart are a very different sort than realizations of the mind or even spiritual realization. I'm so glad that this week's horoscope resonated with you. And I'm even more grateful that you shared your story with us. 😊

  • @kimstrandberg9529
    @kimstrandberg9529 11 месяцев назад +3

    Great title - talk about “you had me at hello!” ❤

  • @pushpithamohiuddin8703
    @pushpithamohiuddin8703 11 месяцев назад

    Thank you Christopher ❤

  • @psyberchic2240
    @psyberchic2240 11 месяцев назад +1

    Beautiful ❤

  • @msmaryna961
    @msmaryna961 11 месяцев назад +2

    Ohh, my two favorite topics - astrology and Korean cinema! What a treat. Kdramas have been a huge source of soul and heart healing in the past 3 years. Even light-hearted romances have a deeper meaning. Thank you, Netflix for so many choices! P.S. recommend - Vincenzo, Romance is a Bonus Book, Lovestruck in the City, My Liberation Notes, Alchemy of Souls!

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад +1

      Vincenzo is on my short list. How is Romance is a Bonus Book? 😊

    • @msmaryna961
      @msmaryna961 11 месяцев назад

      @@christopherrenstromastro Bonus Book is good! Set in the world of publishing. Check it out.

  • @sujata5722
    @sujata5722 11 месяцев назад +1

    Awesome🙏🏻💕💜

  • @kathrynkerr3317
    @kathrynkerr3317 11 месяцев назад +2

    "If equal affection cannot be/ let the more loving one be me."

  • @alisaaustin8431
    @alisaaustin8431 11 месяцев назад

    I just saw the trailer. It looks like a great film!

  • @alytaylor8974
    @alytaylor8974 11 месяцев назад +1

    Christopher. Your just so amazing how you can take one thing and bring it into a beautiful story. But also help us see and understand. I hope to share soon. But I’m not the kind of person to fall in love quickly. I do not go after someone just because of their outside appearance. Even though it’s some thing you see at first. I’ve always been different. But now I can understand why. I believe I may have found a person. I have been with in a pas life I have not yet seen this person. I probably have seen all of 30 seconds over the Internet. But I have never felt like this in my whole entire life. I don’t normally reach out to others and I surely don’t share a whole lot with somebody I don’t know. This definitely is Venus and Leo time.

  • @amandadetour4365
    @amandadetour4365 11 месяцев назад +1

    Remember that song by Dan Fogelberg ~ Same Old Lang Syne
    🎵 met my old lover in the grocery store … the snow was falling…Christmas Eve 🎶

  • @yogi-artist
    @yogi-artist 11 месяцев назад

    Now I want to see the movie again!

  • @user-hu4hd3ot8p
    @user-hu4hd3ot8p 11 месяцев назад

    Venus transiting my 1st house....I feel like I am discovering myself all over again. ❤

  • @paulinebradleysoundinspira6981
    @paulinebradleysoundinspira6981 11 месяцев назад +1

    Thankyou Christopher, Im now intrigued with In-Yeon and want to learn more. Ive had an In-Yeon experience with an ex partner turning up. Im sure we wont get back together again but maybe we can be at peace and be good friends.

  • @gabriellescrayen6765
    @gabriellescrayen6765 11 месяцев назад

    I have venus in leo ( 12th house) conjunct pluto. Thank uou for this story, very illuminating as always Christopher

  • @scott2296
    @scott2296 9 месяцев назад

    Let this sink in, a male best friend I had when a kid in the 1970's, came back as a girl during this most recent retograde.
    So in other words, my childhood best friend reincarnated and I met them again.
    It's such a mind blower, never would have thought anything like this would ever happen to me.

  • @TheTimeForChange44
    @TheTimeForChange44 11 месяцев назад

    It's the layering of the drawing that we need to be conscious of, and honest with ourselves! What IS the draw and is it honest/realistic to her, given the nostalgia on one hand, and how one has evolved/changed since the last meeting/parting?

  • @ellenmuseum
    @ellenmuseum 11 месяцев назад

    Kdrama also obsessed with first love and the importance it plays and the place in our lives 🥰

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад +1

      And that's why we LOVE KDramas!!!!!!! 😊

    • @ellenmuseum
      @ellenmuseum 11 месяцев назад

      @@christopherrenstromastro yes been watching since @2010! Thank you for the marvelous understanding and perspective sharing 😊🌏

  • @patiyer4134
    @patiyer4134 11 месяцев назад

    Fascinating. I had two situations present themselves over the past week so I am curious if there will be a part two. One was doing a formerly loved activity with an old love and the other was a request to do a formerly loved activity with an old employer. Both did not feel right to me so I declined.

  • @TwoGrainsOfGold
    @TwoGrainsOfGold 11 месяцев назад

    12:36 ❤OMG Christopher!!! What you just said there SHOWS your Saturn!
    I was just having a conversation with a friend and she listened through one of my narrations of how something went and she said “God! That took SO long!!!” (She has Gemini rising but I have a very prominent Saturn plus I really love Saturn, and the color dark blue) but wow can’t wait to hear the rest of this, but if you like Korean RomComs, I wish you could/would read my chart. With my Retro Venus and close by SouthNode and Chiron, you might get to see a full-on RomCom Series there in my chart lol 😂
    🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • @gwynethsnape5748
    @gwynethsnape5748 11 месяцев назад +1

    Wow! In-Yeon....Explains the encounter I had with a stranger at Verona's railway station. I was waiting my turn to collect tickets for the train. This Italian guy looked puzzled - you had to get a numbered ticket to secure your place at the booking office. I pointed in the direction of the machine but he went strolling past it. I ran over to him, calling Signore! Signore! He turned and I led him to the machine and pressed the button for him...The station was crowded and we were very close. Our eyes met and I took in every part of his face. He thanked me and I walked away.
    Later he walked past me and our eyes locked again.
    Much later I got onto the very noisy and crowded train. My travelling friend and I decided to walk through one of the carriages to obtain a seat..There were 2 seats remaining and as I approached them the stranger was sitting in the seats infront. His face lit up when he saw me as if we were old friends. I smiled politely and sat behind him. We never spoke and my friend and I got off the train before him.
    Since then I have returned to the UK and have wondered why I can see this man's face so clearly in my minds eye...and with it a warm, fuzzy feeling....😂❤

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад

      If what you described isn't Inyun, then I don't know what is. Thank you SO MUCH for sharing. 😊

  • @hughiedavies6069
    @hughiedavies6069 11 месяцев назад

    Thanks for talking about the film past lives in an astrological sense, perhaps you could review films from an astrological angle 👍 😊

  • @PaulinaPorsche
    @PaulinaPorsche 11 месяцев назад +1

    I frikken love this dude does he have his own chamnel ?

  • @Jmurch17
    @Jmurch17 11 месяцев назад +1

    I’ve Venus RX conjunct Pluto 4h Leo 😊

  • @Gordonjosh1212
    @Gordonjosh1212 10 месяцев назад

    GEMINI ♊️ SUN, CANCER MOON, LEO IN VENUS, JUNE 12TH

  • @violetatcontentboutique7188
    @violetatcontentboutique7188 11 месяцев назад

    What a beautiful, thought-provoking story! I had one of those experiences ... I reconnected with Brian about a year ago. We're now 69. Loved him soooo back in high school, but I couldn't catch his serious attention in those days - kinda ... he'd chase me up & down the halls, & he did give me a lovely kiss and a hickey last day before summer break of our 11th grade. During that summer, I met the fella that I eventually married, but I made Michael wait for consent to be his girlfriend until next semester so I could ask Brian if he wanted 1st choice ... he sent me to Michael ... ( I didn't know how to say no when pressed, and I wound up pregnant, then married, but I still held lofty dreams of Brian) ... I guess I can make peace with the idea that we were "just young & stupid", but Michael never stopped seeing other women, and on our first anniversary, Michael gave me a watch, and then promptly answered a call to see his other sweetie. He came home, I was upset, took the car, and went & sat outside Brian's house for hours. Came home, and Michael attacked me, threw me on the floor, and gave me a black eye. (memorable 1st anniversary gift - yes? ... I have never recovered from that one) ...
    Next day, Brian came into the McDonalds I worked at, saw that black eye, and made an appt. to come see me at my home. ... He & Michael wound up chatting in our car for several hours, and they decided that I would stay with Michael. I was stupid enough to follow along, and endured Michael for a couple more years until I just couldn't take his alcoholic & cheating ways anymore. Michael did not commit to me, he married my father's checkbook... he would not go work, I did everything in our marriage, and Michael drank 1/2 gallons of Christian Bros Brandy everyday. ... anyhow, one night I'd had enough, went into a screaming fit, unleashing all of my grievances. Michael choked me in the bathroom till I passed out, then left the next morning. This was 1975.
    I remember screaming to the sky that I always loved Brian, Never loved Michael a few years ago while waiting in the stands at my grandson's college graduation. (I'd just been informed that Michael & wife #4 were going to be sitting with us) ...
    I found Brian on facebook a few years ago, left a 'Hello there' message after having a dream of him. In my dream, we were back in high school, in the gym with many people. Brian looked me deep in the eyes, then he turned & walked away. Soooo, of course I studied his fb page, saw that he lived in a forest environment - had horses, and seemed to be in perfect alignment with me, an environmental activist and animal lover. About a year ago, he finally answered my message, asking Where Are You? ...
    Finally, we're talking on the phone. His wife just passed 6 months prior, and Brian asks me if I lived in the nearby town, would I have sex with him? yes, just like That! ... he tells me that his horses died of old age, he owns 12 acres of forest in Oregon, sawed down 11 acres of old-growth forest to make money, and wished he could take down that last acre, but couldn't because of an eagle's nest in one of the trees, and Oregon law protects one acre around such nests ... smh ...
    I can't help but feel that that he'd lived the life I dreamed of with another woman, and those days are gone ... I told him I was ok living a simple low-income life, alone, and we've gone our separate ways. I do wish him well. ... kinda sad, but I do feel free of that lingering question about what our life could have been together. It would have been good, but those days are gone. He's a Taurus who sawed down his forest - for money... his wife died suddenly later that year. I have no place in his world now, and I doubt human love will come to me again in these later days of life.
    Gosh, Christopher, that really is a sad story, now that I've written it all down. ... but I am content living the life of an artist with a magical world I've built here in Tehachapi, Cali. All kinds of critters frequent my garden along with my family of 4 + 1 wild kitties. My back yard is visited by deer & elk most every day, and raccoons, skunks, & foxes every night. Baby raccoons are sooo adorable, and I love providing a safe place for the mamas to rest & let the kids play. ... and a family of ravens & crows who followed me hundreds of miles from Big Sur, Cali, and watch over me in the garden. I've chosen Divine love ... human love may have to wait 'till next life. 😺💜

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад

      What an extraordinary story! Thank you so much for sharing. I really appreciate it. 😊

  • @gabriellescrayen6765
    @gabriellescrayen6765 11 месяцев назад

    Oh my lord ,this korean story! I met up with my childhood love ( he was 15 i was 14 in europe) he came and visited me in 2018 ( i was 68 then) we travelled backwards and forwards between our 2 countries and we immediately reconnected on a deep level it was a dream come true and i was going back to europe to live with him in 2020. However the pandemic happened and we didnt survive. This was the most painfull breakup in my life! It took me over two years to get over him,still struggling and it is the beholder who was the strongest in this case

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад

      Thank you for sharing your story @gabriellescrayen6765. I really appreciate it. 😊

  • @jillmiller5134
    @jillmiller5134 11 месяцев назад +1

    With the last Venus Rx I had an old beau reach out. Hadn't talked to him in 12 years. LOL I just told him the woman he once knew was no longer here. He never responded back.

  • @snezaostojic
    @snezaostojic 11 месяцев назад

    You are a poetry.... 🥺

  • @woooohooooayo
    @woooohooooayo 11 месяцев назад

    accurate

  • @MellanyR7
    @MellanyR7 11 месяцев назад +1

    Any comments on someone with an invisible Venus?

  • @1moola
    @1moola 11 месяцев назад

    I have natal Venus in Leo 25*, in the 8th house. No people are showing up for me yet, but I am finding so many good things at the thrift stores these days. Clothes, books and art. I think it's T Venus retro, but I'm not sure.
    My burned out, too detail oriented manager's replacement started at work this week. Manager will train for two months, then retire. Replacement seems a lot more reasonable, I hope she doesn't run screaming out of the building when she realizes that she is doing the work of three people.

  • @Angela.Empressive
    @Angela.Empressive 11 месяцев назад +1

    Beautiful storytelling of the k drama Christopher !! 🩷 I really resonated with your Venus retro lesson this time around 🙏🏽

  • @claudialarsson7439
    @claudialarsson7439 11 месяцев назад

    ❤ Korean shows! Am thinking you’ve seen Extraordinary Attorney Woo, yes?? I really think you’ll enjoy! ❤

  • @user-gl6vb9dw4b
    @user-gl6vb9dw4b 11 месяцев назад +2

    My bf left me after a year on the 7… out of the blue….Said he’s trying to work it out with his ex…I see him everyday 5 doors down, with her…. I’m so heartbroken I feel like I’m dying and I can’t shake him outta my hear and head😢😢😢

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад

      I am so sorry for your pain @user-gl6vb9w4b. Those things are never easy to live with. 😊

  • @pearl1050
    @pearl1050 11 месяцев назад

    i and my husband have been separated but yesterday we decided to give our marriage a second chance

  • @kalaysia77
    @kalaysia77 11 месяцев назад

    Well..... two weeks ago I had to call my ex (after 6 years) to discuss treatment for one of our children. We need to be a team. I did a meditation with a good friend who is a therapist so that I could do it! I made the call and it was fine...and I was caring and kind and he was as well.....he is going thru a health scare with his partner.....but it did bring up feelings for me later that I m still processing.... and then yesterday I got an email from a friend from 7 years ago that I had just thought about a few days earlier....totally crazy! It's ALL in the stars and planets😅

  • @_e.n.
    @_e.n. 11 месяцев назад +1

    ❤️🙏❤️

  • @DougSmileyVirgo
    @DougSmileyVirgo 11 месяцев назад +1

    The recent death of Sinéad O'Connor in my Fourth House of ancestry made me feel significantly sad. Venus rules music and art. RIP, Sinéad O'Connor.

  • @justmepatsy
    @justmepatsy 11 месяцев назад

    ❤❤❤

  • @lovelight1792
    @lovelight1792 11 месяцев назад

  • @janaenae1338
    @janaenae1338 11 месяцев назад +1

    What if someone had Venus in Leo fourth house 18 degrees would that be like.......they love you to death????😂 Or like what do you think that would cause? I don't know anyone with that specific transit I'm just curious!

  • @AstroGeek-sq4ii
    @AstroGeek-sq4ii 11 месяцев назад

    I was only the beauty. 😢. 😊

  • @kolepepperstakeonit5283
    @kolepepperstakeonit5283 11 месяцев назад

    🙏

  • @StephieGsrEvolution
    @StephieGsrEvolution 11 месяцев назад

    💗💗💗

  • @peleflows
    @peleflows 11 месяцев назад

    😂😂😂Mercury pre retrograde shadow! Voice over because his mouth moving differently from the words. I had to stop watching the screen 😂Still an informative episode ❤

  • @jeanefraserCEO
    @jeanefraserCEO 11 месяцев назад +1

    Strange you mentioned @6:36 people who brush clothes, @61 single waiting on service, another patron elder guy literal POKED me out of blue no reason, I was truly upset. Blew steam forgot about it. Remember FB had silly Poke? Not ok IRL

    • @christopherrenstromastro
      @christopherrenstromastro 11 месяцев назад +1

      I hear you! Maybe that guy was a bratty little cousin from a past life . . . 😊