Coldsteeze - Close To The Edge (Prod. Pendo46 x StarBeats)
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- Опубликовано: 14 май 2019
- I do NOT OWN RIGHTS TO THIS ANIMATION
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*LYRICS*
living on the edge
something tells me that I’m better dead
I can’t get these voices out my head (x2)
Spirits talking and I’m breaking down
everybody thinking I’m a clown
dive in water I’m about to drown
always talking when I’m not around
ain’t nobody talk to me at school
im about to end it so it’s cool
I was broke ain’t never had a lot
always stuck up in a melting pot
lost the people that I use to love
lot of people say I’m not enough
lot of people tell a lot of bluffs
lately I been really living rough
everybody looking over me
wonder will they ever notice me
I’m the one that no one ever liked
always thinking when it turns to night
look around nobody in my sight
there’s a lot of stuff I gotta hide
how did I get to this point in my life
tell me why I gotta feel this way
didn’t want suicide as the result
I’m sorry to everyone it’s not your fault
I’m sorry I know that I should’ve just called
since I was little now I’m an adult
demons be talking they get in my head
telling me yeah you be better off dead
don’t go outside always lay in my bed
look at the water it’s coming out red
anti depressants they never will help
can’t love nobody I don’t love myself
step in my shoes and you’ll see how I felt
drink it away but it’s bad for my health
living on the edge
I can’t get these voices out my head
something tells me that I’m better dead (x2)
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I thought everybody wanted me not to exist, but I fiind power in my work,studiez,ambition,tears,lots of tears,my heart...,then colora,music,dancing,english studiez,career.My mistake was to accept marriage yo a materialistic mân,pretended he loved me,but he hit me.Then I went on living for my vhildren and for my work as a teacher.I found out that some vhildren had a live like hell.Divorced parents,one parent living with somebody else...nobody knew who was to come in their house and who was to get out.Tough.I don't know how but now I came strong.I read Lots of beautiful books which taught me to take live as it is if we can't change it.Being patient,waiting for another day or finding some work to do,plus music or just crying helped me to get over it.I tried to paint,to go for a walk in the park...little things made me forget all about my Deep sworros.I thought I was victorious and wise when I has to have an operation in my spine... about three years ago.I as led the doctor what were my chances to recover.He said not to worry.I replied:there were three possibilities:the operation could be successful, could fail and I was to become a paralytic ore the third situation to die.He denied with a small smile that all would ne ok.But I said I would prefer to die because that was my greatest possible happiness in the world.Now I think we vb must put up with ourselves tough we may be imperfect.When you love some one you accept that person as he/she is.But when dealing with us we don't forgive ourselves our mistaked or our defaults.Now other people come to judge us.Why?Show them who you are,what you want and what you feel/think.If they go on accusing you,cut them out off your life.I had a very severe step-father and I tried to do my best to graduate a faculty,foreing languages.It was my chance to offer my parents and mystep-sister the freedom to be happy without me and I left home going to be a teacher in Maramureș,Tg.Lapus in 1978.In 1980 I felt lonely.Somebody almost forced me to be his wife.He was interested in the material aspect,I was a respected beloved(by my little pupils) tracher.Ikearned gard ASE a student and so what?My husband was jealous on me and envious...I left him three years ago leaving him the apartment which was paid nu ne for more than ten years.I preferef to sacrifice material assets in order to free my self.I have no house,no husband(for about three years),but legally I am stilul bound in papers.Now my daughter got married last week.In the and I cam așa legally for the divorce and I'll do it.This means to cut off persons who make you feel miserable or wish to die.Why to die if your soul is so beautiful and can feel love?Think that you can find some people/real humansr who are în much worse situations than you.Life is good to you if you want to live for other people,too.Live yourself and find good-hearted people.But don't forget,in front of bad or dangerous things or when dying It's you that must fight your battle.We are not coward,are we?Take it easy!Draw me a flower and try to make a Mike or laugh at you when you make mistakes.Don't be so harsh to!Please!Live you,no matter who you are /maybe my future friend.I have no friends,I can't trust anybody.You can judge me as you like it.I'm thinking about a song:I don't care.Sorry for being too ling.All my best wishes!🍀😘🍓🌹💖😀🌻🌻🌻🌻💕🌺🌼🍹💐💝
Thank you for providing the lyrics. Some powerful stuff. Im addicted to this song right now.
Hopefully coldsteeze is doing alright I know he’s making music to help people out but does anyone ever check up on how he’s doing highkey hope your doing good bro your finna make it don’t let nothing stop in your way and if u ever need anyone to talk to hmu on Snapchat tanner_royer758
Lmk if u ever need anything coldsteeze no one deserves to be depressed
This is just so underrated man. This just gave me chills. Depression is medical condition why dont people get that ! :'(
Xeero Gravity I think it’s bc there’s no medical way to take care of it besides therapy or drugs but that only covers it
Only bad thing about mental illness is people want you to behave as if you dont
I have to swallow pills everyday for a mood disorder and every time I go to the pill bottle it makes me more and more depressed sometimes I feel like therapy doesn’t help but just shoves it in your face how depressed you are and the pills everyday just don’t work but make it worse..
It's because all of us who suffer from it are the only ones who truly understand one another. I know it's tough sometimes and I've been to the lowest point. I still get there sometimes. I just can't do that to my family or friends. I'm just here rotting away.
@@wnbkrispy9101 It's never easy, but we all gotta hold on. For everything always never revolves around us, we leave behind a lot us.
Props to you for making people not feel alone. Remember you're never alone..
Its so sad there are times I feel like this song is speaking out of my heart but when I listen to this song after having a good time it shows me time and time again that after a bad time there is still some good going to come thats worth fighting for !
The slowed down ending always chills me to my core. Such a beautiful song.
God loves you Steeze, hes looking over you, all of us. And for anyone who see's this dealing with depression, stay strong, DO NOT TAKE YOUR LIFE. Let your soul with the help of god guide you. Amen
It's sad but for some People this is so accurate. Bless them ❤️ it's a moment in everyones life. Amazing lyrics, clean af
Kkkom😅 mm ñmñ lol:be3k🎉
Wow! The animation, the lyrics, the production....everything just hit me hard, love your stuff man! 💖
Song had me in tears.. I hate my depression but sadly it's the only thing I'm familiar with. Being happy is difficult for me.. I'm always there for my friends and family but no one is ever there for me.. but it's okay I'm used it
Words are weapons. Every Middle school should play this to onboarding students to remind them that bullying isn't cool
Ou Molina
My favorite artist , thank you for your music .. your music helps me
I cry😭😭😭
This is so beautiful
It's become a constant battle with myself... And my vices are getting old and bad for my health. So yea... Just listening to some Coldsteeze while falling deep into this bottle of jack while i still can.
U keep getting better and better what do u use again to make ur vocie so cleann
You can not fight with your inner demon alone, one day you have to give up, i already did no chance to go back
am already did i lost my self like you after my dad is dead it was not my dad it was my best friend in my life 💔 😔 😪 I miss him too much
U really putting you're heart and your pain into your songs, thats what I like most about them ❤
I’ve never felt that understandable.. thanks for your music, it really helps a bit..
This so emotional, thank you for this song this is a masterpiece ❤
Holy shit. The animation for this is profoundly moving. Had me in tears. It reminded me of myself as a kid in highschool back in the 90s. Wow.
I m a really big fan mate. I love your style, voice and lyrics and you are so underrated. I m giving my best to suggest you to my friends so you get a very little bit more influence. By the way they think youre amazing! Keep it up!
okay im crying. i love your music.
Dude you’re music and vids are amazing 🔥😩 thank you 🙏 you’re helping me out 🖤
I’ve been just going through your songs and they’re all so good but this one really hit me. I couldn’t even stop my tears. They fell on their own. Thank you for making this for us , you aren’t alone ❤ we aren’t alone ❤️
I don't know how you do it Steeze, I can't get enough of every single song you put out. Your songs hit me right in the heart, without exception. Please don't ever stop what you are doing
i feel so broken- i dont have anyone to talk to, or support. all i have is music i can relate to and know im not alone - it doesnt fix it but its reassuring and thats better than nothing- keeping me alive at this point. thank you truly
Man this was an automatic like. This hit me hard 💙
"I'm the one that no one ever liked." Man, I fucking feel you, Steeze. I love you, man. Stay alive for us, we need your music.
you never disappoint us, don’t you?
Just lost an old friend brutally yesterday and this is one of the first songs that came back to me randomly...
Stay strong man your music touches ppl like me
Wow, never seen anybody depict suicidal thoughts so well. Sometimes people ask me how does it feel. this a hundred percent how
Better and better, song after song... great job bro !
If you find peace in this song I have a huge amount of respect and love for you keep up the fight
What a gift. Bless u
It's 5:55am and I'm ugly crying in my room all alone because of this music video and song...... First time I heard and it and damn man..... I just..... 💔💔💔
*Very emotional song, love the visuals*
What a powerful message and beautifully illustrated
i felt this 😭❤️ can you also put “run it up on em” back on SoundCloud 😩
Much love for this!
Don't have any words for this 😭❤
Perfect, more like this pls😨
„Something tells me that I’m better dead” felt that
hell yes 💚
Can’t tell you how many songs you make I relate to soo much thanks to you I don’t feel alone thank you so much
Thank you for your music, I love so many of your songs. I can relate in so many ways. ❤️
Wow. Beautiful. I love how your lyric are deep, meaningful and relatable. Thank you for opening up your heart to us through your music. ❤
Animation is beautiful
🙏🏼
this is really dope 🔥🔥🔥🔥
This is sooo deep it touches parts of my soul i cannot even reach
Man hit me in the gut. Appreciate the song!
Can't get your voice out my head 😴❤️
Awesome , you are my ultimate fav
I totally feel this kids pain man.... songs like this save lifes... never give into the demons and love yourself always.
omg this is so unbelievably amazing i just found this music video but i knew the song i'm so shook this is so underrated wow people need to see this the lyrics is so perfect and the vid literally touches your heart. this is just so amazing wow
the prod the animation, everything just hit me hard
Its beautful and sad at the same time
omg...I didn't think that a cartoon could make me cry but I really felt all the energy in this video, it was actually really upsetting. I'm not saying that I was crying like a little b*tch, but I'm saying someone was cutting onions and that must have been why it appeared that I was bawling and talking to the animation like, "Nooooooo...no, baby, don't, please don't..." and you can really feel the urgency that the spirit of the mother of the main character in the animation felt, it made me think of my daughter and wow....
Really powerful video, dude, I have never heard of you before today, I am not sure how I ran across one of your videos but everything I have seen so far, you really have a very powerful gift, man. I don't even bother to listen to alot of new music anymore because so much of it sounds so empty to me, it's misleading, or it's just nonsensical and isn't really talking about anything....distractions mostly and I really like artists who make music with purpose, authenticity, vulnerability, etc and definitely you're one of my favorites, the first song I heard, as soon as I heard the music, before the lyrics even began I could tell it would resonate with me,
SUPER DOPE, dude, I can't stop going through all your stuff. In terms of snapping me out of my normal distracted absentmindedness and making me, as a listener, uncomfortable enough to take a minute to stop and really think about the things that matter and maybe more significantly, the things that don't, this is was one of the most noteworthy and impossible to ignore reminders that I've encountered in a long time.
Thank you honestly🙏🏼 It means a lot I try to help people with mental illnesses and talk to all the kids and sometimes adults about anything they are having problems with. Thank you for the kind words it means a lot when people say things like this it keeps me motivated
Can't get tired of repeating this beat
Song needs to be put on Spotify ❤
So good
Keep it up steeze all your songs are awesome and inspiring.
Damn love it bro
This is too real and close to me. Unreal
I really needed this today...
Wow!! 💓💓
Thank you coldsteez, this song helps me so much bro
YOU THE MAN COLDSTEEZE
This is the most accurate representation of depression/ suicidal thoughts I’ve seen. The ending was intense af 😢
I wonder if coldsteeze will ever blow up. Been listening for 2 years now. You and Guardin I relate so much to man. Idk how much longer I can keep going
Probably prefer not to blow up tbh that's when music changes
So touching.
I unsubbed to resub. I remember finding you only BC the XXL 2017 remix instrumental but damn you make fire music dawg. Keep it up 🔥🤘
DAMNNNN! You been around for a long ass time ahaha. Preciate u tho bro
@@ColdSteeze lmao so long ago that we talked a collab when I went under a different name 😂 I ended up too busy w shit but I'm glad you're still going in strong fr 💪
Fire keep it up
This man. This is Deep
We love you the Song is so Beautiful 😍💔❤ # D E M O N and E N G E L
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 the best
Эмоциональная песня обожаю тебя 🤧🥺❤️
Damn got me In my feel ❤️❤️
i legit cried so much man...
I hope and pray that anybody under any circumstances read this and makes their day better you are beautiful God wouldn't make you if it wasn't so. Praise to him. Keep your head up stand on all ten don't ever fold for anything or anyone. Have a great day 🙏.
Listening to July 16th my bday... been through it all understood brotha
Happy birthday 🎂 Keep your head up man
😢 This hit a very deep spot in my heart
Thanks for your awesome songs cold stay strong bro
You should do a song with nf that would be a dope track ! 💯
This is so powerful thank you ❤️❤️❤️❤️
To be honest with you I am a man's man - that being said I am not touched or moved to tears easily ever. However this song hit me in the face like a nuclear bomb going off- thank you. This song is truly one of a kind and is the most lyrically beautiful song as well as combination video I have ever seen.
I feel you 💯
In the darkest depths, where shadows reside,
A heavy burden, a pain we can't hide.
A topic so heavy, yet we must explore,
With hope in my words, I'll implore.
In times of despair, when all seems lost,
Aching hearts carry a tremendous cost.
But hold on, dear soul, for there is light,
A flicker of hope shining through the night.
When darkness surrounds and clouds our mind,
Remember, dear one, you're not confined.
Reach out to others, let them lend a hand,
Together we'll rise, united we'll stand.
In moments of struggle, please don't forget,
You're not alone, though you may fret.
Seek solace in love, let compassion prevail,
For in unity's embrace, we shall never fail.
Life's tapestry woven with threads so diverse,
And though it may seem our sorrows immerse,
There's beauty and strength in embracing our pain,
A testament to the strength we can regain.
So, let us extend our arms, hearts open wide,
Support and understanding, always beside.
For in this journey, we'll find a way through,
To heal, to grow, and rediscover you.
Remember, dear friend, you matter, it's true,
The world needs your light, your unique hue.
Hold on to tomorrow, let hope be your guide,
For with love and resilience, we'll conquer the tide.
Much love to all.
This is really good. This should be on the radio instead of that bs they play all the time
This song hits me hard .. thank you
Powerful
Holy shit bro, this touched me deeply. Very upsetting man, but so lovely 💯❤🖤❤ wish you all the best and hope by now your feeling better. I feel for you mate
Damn this really hits close to home...
This how I feel everyday but I smile so no one else feels sad as long as everyone is happy I will keep wearing my mask
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You’re so close to blowing up keep pushing young man! The talent is Undeniable🙌😈
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Ty for the connection i feel it deep in my soul feels like me
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This should've blown tf up but people can't handle shit this real
Damn this rlly touched my heart bro I can relate
Felt these emotions so much I just feel enough whenever there is music around me love ya by the way..