I've heard people say that sex was never on MJs mind. These tapes seem to back that up. It's a big reason why I never believed the allegations. This guy was all emotion and pure heart.
The physical turure and emotions when he was a kid untill he grown affect to his personality , nervous system and even in he's sex life 😢😢😢 poor Michel😭😭😭💖💖💖
@@salutsalut8272 I heard what he said very well, but people are understanding it as him not being interested in women and that is just not true. It was difficult for him to find the right partner because of who he was, doesn't mean he didn't date. Listen to the Glenda tapes and hear him talk about looking for someone to spend his life with. Plus I listened to the people he hung out with who also knew him.
@@nneomamichelleegeonutv his own sister is on tape saying he was not interested in women.. He spent all his time with children. he developed intense exclusive relationships with young males in particular not females.. He would sleep alone in bed with these boys even after all the court cases he continued to risk the very worst stigma a human could have as well as serious jail time yet would not change his behavior. He continued to put both himself and the child at risk. All the misery you see in this clip the adult male primary care giver cruelty and deprivation of affection. This loss of a normal childhood and stable attachment is exactly why he developed a unhealthy attraction to children..
@@tamaramadison7563 Him being an old man in a child's body, wasn't he charged with that? Repeatedly? Lol. Whatever wisdom he had was offset by the fact that he'd look at porn in his bed with pre-teens. That's something he acknowledged on the record. That's disgusting. Even if he didn't diddle the kids, he exposed them to things he shouldn't have. And that's just what he acknowledged. You know how many times the average driver drives drunk before they get their first DUI? It's what we don't know that people should consider. Talent doesn't excuse demonic behavior. The only point I'll concede in Michael's case is the only people more twisted than him were his parents - treated their kids like a product to be exploited, and in turn Michael never received the emotional support he needed as a child. That explains his behavior, but doesn't justify it.
He didn’t want to be photographed as he got older, but if you google the most beautiful smile in the world, it’s him. It really shows how people see the better in you than you see in yourself.
@@ROYAL_REBEL autopsy revealed exactly as many surgeries as he said when grilled post accusations. He had vitigo, a lot of ppl know that. In the 1980s his skin started to turn white. His nose, 1st nose job, then he couldn't breathe. Got fixed. And one cut behind his ears. Hearing this about his dad shows a lot. His father brutalized him. Breaks your heart. For he and Janet to hate their father that much that young means that he was a terror. He never had a childhood and stayed in arrested development...stayed in never land waiting for his own young self to have that childhood.
Absolutely loving him daily and respecting his sound values because he was no coward for the media/cabal to push around. He is the GOAT musically. His lifestyle is inspiring me to be a better character to others. Shine on Michael Jackson.
Never believe what the media tell you. If you want to know the truth listen to what he had to say himself in his speeches, conversations like this one, and in lyrics written by him. Straight from the horse’s mouth is the only way to learn the truth.
Igzi: 👏👏👏👏french: Michael victime d'une mafia !!! Bravo, vous avez compris! Il a toujours été innocent, des pourritures étaient autour de lui😔😭😖il n'a jamais fait de mal a un enfant...il savait ce qu'était l'empathie et les gens empathe ne font pas de mal aux autres! "You understand!!!👏👏👏🙏💖✌️😘
I hate to invade his privacy in such a manner where he was in a vulnerable emotional state, but its nice to hear the truth from the original source. I cried throughout the entire thing, such a beautiful soul. This man, this man was too pure 😞
@@shays.3104 Yes he was a inno ent soul and everyone when I was growing up I can remember staying with my mother Ms friends me and my siblings would all sleep together with they're kids which some were grown there's be five or more of us in one bed that does not make a man guilty
chelle motsinger simply put: if people wanted to know the truth they’d know he was innocent. Otherwise they’re just deafly listening to what they hear.
We miss him very dearly and we love him very much, but I'm somewhat happy that he's in a better place and he's not suffering and hurting anymore! R.I.P Michael!❤
When he was a child he was abused by his father, when he grew up he was called a monster by the public and the media. What does that have to do with such a sensitive person. The thought of how Michael must have suffered is unbearable. It's heartbreaking and really hard to bear what was done to this amazing human being.💔💔💔
Then he was eventually falsely accused and probably killed by people who were afraid he’s going to get justice against them. Classic case of narcissistic abuse.
It wasn’t all for nothing though, in the end he made it to heaven, his testimony is a good example of enduring till the end as a Christian, and the persecution that comes with it through life 🙏💯
Almost like Jesus…he suffered for loving unconditionally! That’s what comes to mind. There is no place for truth, pure love and kindness in this world. Good thing that god took him away at 50. It was like …that’s enough, come back home!! The media did him bad!! Never trust the media
Actually shumley asked MJ if he could record the conversations and he agreed, hence why MJ says 'I hate to say this on tape'. It was always planned to be released at some point.
@@mrpussinboots4252 I don't know. I don't think it was meant to be released. If rabbi schmuley was his spiritual guide, mj may have been recording his thoughts on tape as part of a therapy that the rabbi may have suggested. Kind of like writing your feelings in a journal, because I know that recording your thoughts on tape and listening back to them afterwards to figure out how to heal issues or past hurts that you may have is a technique used in counseling and part of self-reflection to improve yourself. I think schmuley just wanted to make a buck off of mj unfortunately, as seen by his negative commentary in his book and the timing of his book's release.
@@JD-sh5dt Leaving Neverland. Two men accussing Michael Jackson of abusing them. After examining their stories and doing research on the two accusers, Wade Robson and James Safechuck, the whole thing falls apart.
@@Zzucia Woah woah! I surely have missed a lot. So money suckers are back again? Come on, cant they just let the innocent man rest in peace? Is that doc merely against Michael?coz if so, I wouldnt bother to watch it. Im tired of it.Im done with their shits against Michael.
Yeah right,,!! I feel sad about all michael said,,just" love "he wanted to ask for everyone,,and firstime i heard on him about madonna coz i like her before but think not this time and And more hate & shame for 2liars & untrusted person,,thats why the song of mj "money" is exactly for them,,!!
I doubt he ever loved himself. And that's the root of everything. You have to become your most loyal ally. Everytime I listen to him talking about himself, all I hear is "I hated my nose, I don't like the image of myself in the mirror" etc. And plus those mf tabloids and the media talking shit about his appearance all the time and the haters mocking his appearance, he was literally bullied by too many people. And he grew up in the public eye so he never really had the time to be on his own, exploring new things, reflecting on himself... because everywhere he went he got recognised. I'd say he had a very difficult life.
@@jazmorrison9030 Yes, I know. And I like Joe. I should edit this. I think he was a lot more worse in Michael's childhood. And you know, Michael had a ambiguous feeling about him (which is very understood). But I know he loved him.
Madonna has just broken my heart after this story. I can relate to that as a commoner, with relatives being jealous and competitive. I don't care about their activities but they monitor mine.
Right!! Someone told me Joseph was trying to raise his kids up to be good.. I'm like what the hell did u just say?? That's not good if u make your kids throw up in your presence!!
There will never be another celebrity like him, ever. No one had such a love and caring soul as him. All he wanted to do was help people. Such a rarity nowadays. Rest in Heaven Michael ❤
Notice how MJ says "I love him today, but it was hard"....that shows you how compassionate and forgiving Michael was. He was beaten, controlled and bullied by his father with ZERO love for his boy, and yet MJ says he loves his father. Many many people would not be the same.
And God will use the same measure of judgement and forgiveness on Michael e same way he did to other people. That makes me happy because when time comes everything will be revealed
Well, his father tried to change later on. That’s why. I think abusive parent-child interactions are complicated. You don’t have to forgive any of that. No victim or survivor deserves to be told that they have to forgive something like that. He was a compassionate person in spite of all that.
Joe wanted to leave Gary to get a verter life for the huge family...It was the 60s...There is no reason anyway...but he tried ....Joe...to improve when time passed. Mike was so generous yo forgive HIM after all. Pray for both of them.😇😪💔🤍🙏
Sadly there was a much bigger stigma around depression and other mental health problems in the 20th century, so many doctors likely did not diagnose him accurately.
I agree .... I’m glad in a way his dream came true. Even tho the way it happened wasn’t great at all, but I’m glad he didn’t have to worry about getting old.
YES omg it is so hard for me, the more I know about him, the longer it takes to accept the fact that he's not been here...for 12 years. I still can't get over it.
So true. I guess the reason he didn't want to grow old probably because he is a perfectionist. He just can't stand that one day he would too old to dacce as perfect as he used to.😢 Even though understand that, it's still so hard to accept he's not here anymore.😭
I feel the same. However I don't think he actually wanted to die. I think he had planned to work on some movie related projects and charity, he did not want to be on stage any more. And I'm very sure he would have liked to see his children growing up.
I just don’t understand how he thought he was “Ugly” Michael was the finest man to ever walk this Planet Earth!!!! I wish he was here with us😞 He seems like such a sweet gentleman ❤️ I would have loved to meet Michael😩
I wish someone was there to tell him that he was a beautiful person inside and out, and didn't need to change a thing 😞. People weren't just in love with his looks, but his voice, his laughter, his ability to connect with people through his music, his words... Oh, Michael...🥺
Abused children can't love themselves or find themselves attractive because this is what they learnt about themselves from an early age based on how their parents treated them. I m talking from experience. I feel him deeply.
Sophie Ghaffari i feel happy/sad at same time for michael 's brothers/sisters who knew michael's real personity and private life i know how its feels/know from my own exprices who was a friend that treated me un-fairly and who was a stranger who tried to help me to be better person and treat others with respect
Rick M Jackson I looked into it. There rlly is nothing about that guy on the internet, but I doubt that a now 60y/o MJ would wanna dance like that you know? I think he‘s just a pretty good impersonator that happens to have an amazing jawline lol
OMGGG goosebumps when he asked Michael "So is that an argument Michael, for you to one day say: "That's it?". And he called his concert 'This is It'....he knew on some level what was coming. He prophesied so much of his life. He really never wanted to grow old before the public and he had endured so much. I truly believe we sign up for this joint, and we sign up for how we're going to sign out. He came to Earth to teach those who'd listen, share joy and break the mould because someone had to do it. I know he is at peace now, hopefully incarnated on some other plane, or if he did come back here, born to the most loving exceptional parents ever.
Beautifully said. I moticed it too. This is it. He said he wanted to disappear. Makes you wonder. He truly was a special soul who I believe chose this life. Like a modern day Christ. And he was crucified and scorned and loved children with his heart. May sound corny but i do believe Michael was an advanced soul.
Yesss siiii ❤el ya esta en otro plano mas espiritual al q a nosottos nos queda muchas reencarnaciones el enfrento toda oscuridad con puro amor hacia la humanidad Nathing more genuino ❤ love Michael ❤❤
It's sad because I can relate. I was so shy, my classmates thought I was mute. I was lucky to find such an outgoing best friend/husband that forced me to talk in high school. If Mike had just 1 real friend, that would have made the world of a difference for him. You can tell he wasn't a child abusing monster. Kids are the most honest beings. If your aura is off, they will run away from you. They loved Mike, and not because of his superstardom.
i love to imagine that he is still alive somewhere, far away from people that hurt him and media and everything that goes with it, and that hes happy healthy now...... yet the cruel reality breaks my heart..
@@jazmorrison9030 .....Edi bullshit!......Ano bang alam mo sa death hoax nia,nag-research kb?.....kung ayaw niong maniwala edi wow!......Yaan nio kami.....
I think so too baby!! I really do.. bc he doesn't seem like the man who would just die and give up on the lives he made better.. he made a choice to make his life better by getting out the spotlight and the accusations!!
She said “kids get out of here leave us alone” I said “don’t you ever talk to children like that again” She said “shut up” I said ”YOU SHUT UP!” That was funny😂😂
I’d really love it if Michael did actually just disappear and not die, just slipped off the radar, living in peace and still helping the children. What a wonderful thought
Wherever mj is ..weather he is passed on or not (and he had enough money to fake his death) i hope he is happy, at peace...planting flowers and chasing butterflies by a nice waterfall filled with animals and nice kind friends. That he is enjoying the childhood he wasnt allowed to have. All the simple things like buying a baseball glove, camp outs making hot dogs and s'mores ... trading basketball cards, having his candy store 😢. I understand what its like to have a parent like Joseph, them pressuring you and making you the bar "be like etc" "do it like etc"... i longed for a mother like mrs. Katherine. I respect Joseph for making his family black hollywood royalty, the greatest band of brothers known in entertainment ...and the icon GOAT Michael Jackson...but he broke a nerve with his children. He didnt realize the traumatic effect he had on some of them... that they didnt need that much discipline and force. somehow i feel the pressure of having millions of dollars on the line ..if they missed a show, if they got bad reviews....if the t.v shows stop booking..just the thought of living like that and losing it to go back to gary Indiana ...i dont think Joseph could handel that ..maybe it made him be even harder on them to constantly tour. He worked those boys for real, thank god they handled it well. Joseph feared being poor again and having to go back to the steele mills. That was hell for him, the cotton feild if you will. So he was gonna do what he could...his children were his golden investment and fear kept them in line! I know what its like to fear your oarent more than god. Yes, They are a black royal family its just heartbreaking that mj didnt get the love he gave back. The kindness and mercy he gave in millions of dollars. His brothers had a great run with mj, but mj carried the family for yrs. Anyone would say enough! To this day im afraid of my parents..both have Joseph Jackson ways a mother like Katherine is so foreign to me. I understand what its like to be in a room full of ppl and they seem happy to see you but you still feel like no one's there that really cares about you or hear you. They all just want something. Michael jackson cried in a multi million dollar estate with everthing he could ever dream of and wealthy enough to buy anything no expense spared. All that and not ine true friend he knew meant him well. At 5 youre usually told about "friendship" and sharing...being friends with other children. He was taught to entertain.
"Kids always do that. (Call MJ "dad") And I always feel that I don't want parents to get jealous, because it happens sometimes. And it rubs fathers in a strange way. And the kids end up just falling in love with my personality. Sometimes it gets me into trouble, you know? But I'm just there to help". - This tells ALL.
I respect both sides of this case cuz facts are the most important. I listen to both sides. MJ said once that he loved Brooke as platonic love cuz she treats him just like a friend. I think it was similar with Diana but who knows? What I don’t like is saying in LN about Culkin and Barnes when they said nothing happen to them but James and Wade decided to lied about them. I think this is the saddest thing.
@@AleksandraMatsuTakarai In an early 80s interview with Ebony magazine he said that he wanted to marry Diana Ross. He was very to the point in that interview.
@@bolder2009 He also wanted to marry Brooke Shields and adopt kids with her. So he was in love in Diana and Brooke for sure. Probably it was platonic love cuz both woman treat him just as a friend.
We forget sometimes that Michael was human, someone who experienced extraordinary fame and pressure that no one would be equipped to handle. He sacrificed a lot to entertain the world and make people happy. RIP MJ
Your comment said it all . Michael was such a misunderstood person . The key word is " person " . He was human . He wasn't given any special powers but he was given a very special gift of music . The music helped him to relate to all the people he could in this world . 🌎. In many ways he tried to help the world to see that you can't sit on your butt and try to fix what things are wrong . He did help with the famines around the world with so much money , out of his pocket , to try to get the food needed for each area ( Africa , India , etc. ) . He also worked on the kids in hospitals around the world . He tried to show love to those who didn't feel love , give hope to those who lost hope ,. He also tried to keep and share faith with those who forgot how to have it . He helped people to look to the higher being for help . The higher being depends on what belief of the many in their countries . God for most but there is Budda and others . He also tried to show people how to come together and unite for the greater good to help each other as well as show that it only takes one voice and one person to get people moving to do what we all should do for each other . He was loyal to his promises to help . There were many things that Michael did to help others but there Is still so much that I can't list them all . One of the biggest was music . May he rest in peace .
I love hearing about Michael from Michael. He was a man of pure emotion, caring and love. He was so full of love and giving back to the world. I respect him, admire him, and miss him so dearly. Those money hungry people thought they did something, well guess what. You cant take money to the grave. And Michael Jackson will be remembered forever. We miss you beautiful soul and we love you very much.
michael was healing for children. when i was 10 years old i was at a mj concert with my father and sister. it was i think in 1996. when i saw michael on stage i felt his energy in my heart. it was my greatest wish to walk forward through the crowds to run into michael's arms and give him all my love .. and to tell him how much I love him. sometimes I close my eyes and go back there and imagine I had done it that way. I still draw from that moment.
It's cuz he tried to be like Jesus. Read the words of Christ. His parables. They dwell your heart that way. ❤💕💞 that's really God's energy which is love. JC said God IS love! Wow. I think the rest of the bible is starkly scary compared to Christ to show he's the way. Maybe you know all this already... If so sorry! ❤💕💞
In addition to that - I had a colleague who worked for the media. He had the luck to work for one of his Concerts (1997). He was NOT a Michael Jackson fan at all. After the Team was hired, and before the main work began, Michael wanted to see his whole Crew. They all stood in line, Michael came, greeting every single one personally, shaking their hand and saying hello to them. My colleague told me he was blown away by his presence and kept mentioning his enchanting smile while looking into his eyes. He was totally impressed by this moment. And i repeat, he was not a fan of him!
he saw children in rough situations and extended his hand to help them because it helped him heal from his own traumas. no one EVER listened to him or those children when they explained it to the public. as a CSA victim myself, i love what he used to do for those children.
Ahmed Elias : Yes. Me too. Esp. whn most people don't understand what traits pedophiles actually have. #MJ is the polar opposite. The only truth Trump has ever said is that : "Michael Jackson is ABSOLUTELY NOT a pedophile." We don't need a 24/7/365 Liar like Trump to defend #MJ cuz all the #facts #timelines & #truth reside with #MichaelJackson .. It's all public record. This was, is & will always be the most famous man on Earth, who's more documented than #MichaelJackson ? If he touched even one child, it would be documented.. So where's the proof? Where? There's not one shred of evidence against this man.. none, zero. Dan Reed will forever be a fraud & a coward. Disconnected from reality. He will never be a Filmmaker nor an Artist. He's a Liar. An Artist must have integrity & CARE ENOUGH 2 seek the #truth wherever it leads. This man is a complete hired gun. As for Wade Robson & James Safechuck there R so many holes in their stories only the uneducated would believe them. There R written summaries the world over detailing the lies, inaccuracies & skewed storylines in #LeavingNeverland .. This film has NEVER been a documentary & should be revealed as the Fraud it is. As for @Oprah @DavidGeffen @TommyMottola @HBO @SONY etc. the universal tsunami of the galatic karma seems 2 b starting. The REAL Documentaries (Ursula Macfarlane's #Untouchable abt #HarveyWeinstein & Ava Duvernay's #CentralParkFive) R doing quite well now. #Amerikkka's last hurrah is in effect, but the dream of #America continues to rise. #MichaelJackson may help the world eradicate racism yet since his fans & supporters represent the cultural diversity AND the full degrees of melanin with roots deep within kindness, compassion & love that Humanity (whn it is sincere) keeps deep within their hearts. Don't let anyone stop U from embracing AND celebrating EXCELLENCE at its highest level. #MichaelJackson is the pinnacle of Genius, of Greatness. Long Live #TheKingMJ4Ever🌍❤️🎵💜☮👏🏾 #ThankU 2 EVERY SINGLE PERSON who follows #truth #facts & ACCURATE #timelines 😉
Evan Chandler committed suicide. And I heard that Gavin's mother is in a institution (I don't know if that's true or not. I saw it in one of the comments on RUclips) but yes, Karma does come around!
It's so sad that this sweet soul was so mistreated as a child by his father and then victimized over and over again by money hungry liars. I don't believe for one second that this sweet person could have ever hurt a child. I bet he was the most loving, understanding father on the planet.
Oh god. I‘ve read about the abuse he suffered at the hands of his father and listened to his interviews and so on but nothing ever sounded as horrible as him describing it himself and in detail like that. He was deeply broken inside, it‘s clear as day. But at the same time so unbelievably strong. And so emotionally intelligent and capable of self-reflection. Which is probably why he handled his life as well as he did. And the Brooke Shields part is A-DO-RABLE!🥰🥰
@Jean Michel Cherry stfu. What Michael went through wasn’t no regular beating for being bad. What Michael went through was abuse. I don’t see how messing up on a dance step justifys getting a ass whooping. And I guess bullying Michael about his looks is discipline to you aswell. Sick punk.
I truly, truly wish I was born back then and was in a position where I could help him and show him the love and companionship he needed. I really do love Michael to bits. He is a being of pure love and emotion. Someone who I love not just for his music, but for all of him. All that he does, all of who he is.
How could the call him child molester if he gets so uncomfortable when someone ask him if he is virgin or not or when people talks about sex. He just really love kids and cares about them because he never had that experience when he was a kid. People that called him child molester are horrible, i hope they will have their karma.
This tape being recorded is really disrespectful.But listenening to him like this...Oh Mike, he was such a pure soul and people just couldn’t get the fact that how innocent he was.Have you ever seen any entertainer as pure and caring as Michael was?He was so much in hurt.Childhood trauma, the price of fame.But his trauma only led him to be a better person unlike the other people who turned out as junkies etc.We miss you Michael,you were too magical for this planet.No one like you, ever.
I read this book and honestly even I felt really disappointed by the negative comments of Rabbi Shmuley on Michael Jackson. After talking to him, he shouldn't have such a bad perception on Michael. This is how so many people whom Michael knew personally back stabbed him and broke his heart and trust. Unfortunately Shmuley is one of them. Sad.
No publications wants to publish books that are Michael Jackson positive.The dirty it is the more appealing to them.How disgusting. Poor Michael, people just used him. Latter years of his life he didn't trust anyone except her Mom.
You should understand that when he came to hand around Michael, it wasn't for MJs benefit. It was to take everything away from him and then kick him to the ground by slandering him using the media. After all they control the media, tabloids, and the whole industry.
This just breaks my heart when I hear about how hard Joseph was on Michael. Michael just wanted to be loved and accepted by his father. Michael was so caring and kind hearted. I wish I could just hug him and tell him he is loved! Yes, I love him as a fan but love him even more for the person he was! I never got the opportunity to see him live at one of his concerts but have seen his concerts on video. His stage presence was amazing and it made me feel like I was there at the concert live! He was a phenomenal human being!
he's dead because of Conrad Murray(a cardiologist is never qualified to give anathesists and he would have being alive if Conrad didn't go out of the room to call all of his girlfriends that he had), and also AEG who knew that Michael wasn't healthy to perform, and Michael would not have being taking his painkillers if it wasn't for the demand of the shows.
What he said about ”M”, it’s not just because she’s a woman. Is because they all sold their souls, and that is why they can try as hard as they want, they’ll never even get close to the level he was at. Michael was a victim, forced into the business by others, his soul remained intact, shining from within. Empty shells on stage can dress up all they want and be marketed as ”superstars”, they’ll still be empty inside, all their riches cannot buy that, and people feel that. Love is what makes the difference. Love and a kind, caring, compassionate soul inside bringing light into the darkness of this ugly world. There will never be another like him. Rest in peace, Michael, know that you were and still are loved by millions around the world. 🙏
!!!!!!ATTENTION!!!!!!! Michael jackson isn't as complicated as we think he is he's just a normal man who did what others were too lazy to do He did what other artists were too lazy to do that's why he stood out coz he was the first to do what could be done but wasn't done by others He is a man before an entertainer, a father before a record breaker he just simply is MICHAEL JACKSON a man born in Gary Indiana ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@Brian Murphy official well then let’s see you and go out as a child artist in a band with your four brothers, then going solo only to be known as the king of pop, doing the moonwalk along with other insane dance moves, fans fainting over your concerts, selling a record breaking album thats number 1 till this day, being in your 40’s and still singing and dancing and after your death you’ll be labeled as the greatest entertainer of all time. So much for a “normal man”. Though why would you say other artists are lazy, their great in their own right. Ever heard of Elvis, the Beatles, Prince, The Bee Gees etc.? Yeah there are other artists who are lazy but that’s because their aiming for a small minded audience and they know they’ll never be no Michael Jackson.
@@AlSumait other artists were lazy back then that's why Michael practised more and more and more he wasn't special just coz he practised but he stood out coz he was the only one to do the most. I'm not gonna fight with u ppl who worship an idea of a simple man who just worked harder Michael isn't a God to be worshipped he instead is a hard worker and for that we saw the Grammy, amas, mtv awards etc. ..... his hard work was recognised not coz he Jesus or God but because he was a HARD WORKER
I love michael but sadly after watching this it sounds like he had really low self esteem minus him being really shy. when he talked about not being able to ask a women out and that they would have to ask him. I guess it makes sense after all these years. Why it would make it hard for him to approche women. He seems to lack confidence. Which no one would ever think . Also unless its just me some of the things he said to me in this video, comes across as him actually not liking women. he loves his mom but maybe he has some resentment towards her for not really doing much about the situation with their father? I also wondered after hearing him talk about not wanting to grow old and it being the worst thing in his eyes if the surgeries werent just about his nose. Its sad to hear that he usually didnt eat and that he basically starves himself when something happens. Because there has been multiple times i thought he seemed thiner than normal. Although hes always been tall and a bit linky. He was definitely trying to make up for a childhood he felt was lost. And you can clearly tell he loved kids. I never believed the allegations about him were true. He really seemed like a lovely soul. We love you Mj . No need to search for approval nor acceptance anymore for sure! Your in the best hands possible. Gone but still a legend!! RIP.
@@FedeRhodes Thank you, that's quite helpful .Your analysis of Michael was quite intriguing , I am a fan of Michael Jackson . I have always been perplexed by everyone's reluctance to acknowledge his flaws especially among his fans (This may be due to the media relentless bullying), hopefully the Rabbi's book will help me understand the King of Pop in his entirety .MJ is multi-faceted as we all are ,by understanding his weaknesses and strength, I will be more accepting of him as a human not only as the King of Pop, because that's what MJ so rightfully deserved. I do question the reliability of the source (Rabbi Shmuley), after the release of Leaving Neverland he seemed to change his opinion on MJ , previously he had spoke of MJ innocents' with such conviction however he seems to be believing the lies told in the documentary.
The only woman he talked bad about was Madonna; which she totally deserved. He didn’t speak ill of the other women and seemed to be love sick for Brooke Shields even to that day.
I thought I couldn’t love this man more than I already did but boy was I wrong!! He was even more of an amazing human that I could have ever imagined. It’s so heartbreaking to see the side of him that just wanted love when he deserved it more than almost anyone for all the love and joy and light he brought into the world. God rest his precious soul. 🙏
The part where he stroked the kid's face I got a kind of a breakdown. I never ever cryed so hard in my life. It breaks my heart that such a beautiful soul suffered so much and that he would kill himself. Why didn't he get a good therapy? I wonder if someone could have helped him. There was so much twisted in his head :(
it shatters my heart to hear this. absolutely breaks my heart to hear what he went through personally. he suffered from major ptsd from his abusive father and it still haunted him till his last moments. he just wanted to help children, he loved them so much, he wanted to give them the childhood he never had and experienced. i truly understand now why he loved children so much. they were the only people that purely and innocently loved michael with no malicious intent. he knew they would never hurt him intentionally. grown men and women wanted his downfall, they wanted him to fail so bad. and that all becomes true when you see how they treated him in the media. they called him sick names, made fun of him, accused him of false and heinous crimes just to bring him down. they used him, and i will never ever forget that.
This is so sad hearing how MJ was treated by is old man. This should be turned into a documentary and the world should see and hear it from Michael Jackson’s perspective. Poor guy, it actually reminds me of my best friend when he was trying to become a Rugby player his dad was like this, beats him if he messed up, with wires, cords, hangers anything he could used to teach him and his 6 brothers to be greater. Very similar to MJ and his brothers. But it’s not the right way. I wish I could talk to Michael and hold him in my arms and say the world loves you man. 😢❤️🙏🤴🏽🌏
my father used to hit us too, with a belt...i relate so much to what he explains about when his father gave him a look and he knew he was in trouble...i know that feeling and the fear...i totally understand him...i cant take when people jell to children neither...and the most amazing thing is that he wasnt nothing like that as a father, he was a wonderful soul.
This is a fascinating collection of tapes. I’ve probably watched this over 20 times but I keep coming back. There’s a lot to learn here about how a great artist thinks, how trauma molds a person, and about the state of humanity in general.
5:19-5:35 “I fainted once. I’ve thrown up in his presence, its just when he comes in the room, ugh, this aura comes, and my stomach starts hurting” he must have been traumatized and so scared.. poor baby :(
Wow! What an intelligent human, MJ was woke. He was right about why Madonna was jealous of him, about Women not screaming for women, and men thinking it isn’t cool to do that. It is so sad to learn of his traumas and how much he hated his dad’s ways and so humbling to learn he forgave him later in life. He reads people well and what an intelligent insight about a lot of things.
I wanted to be loved. That is sad. I never felt loved. Bless his heart. Only God knows what someone is feeling, or what they are actually going through. He was a very talented artist, and I do miss him. I hate that I never got a chance to meet him.
i think the audio cuts out too much. I would assume he was saying only by his father because his Mother clearly loved him and he only has great things to say about her. But even just one parent being like Joe can scar a child for life. And it's just something about a bad or absent Father that causes these deep scars in children
There is something about him, something unexplainable, something innocent and something this world was not ready for. Even his name says it all. Michael means: "Who is like God". They definitely destroyed this man. Rest in Peace Angel 😇. Till we meet again!! 😭
The name meaning, who is like God? is asking a question. The unwritten answer is no one! BUT MJ did try to emulate Jesus, which is why he had so much love and compassion.
@@youtubingbabs thank you for saying that Michael believed in Jesus. I was worried he didn’t believe in anything. I’m so happy to know he believed in Jesus. He will be with Him forever! Love you Michael. God even gave you the name of “who is like God”. Once he said I don’t claim to be God, just God like. You definitely were!🌻🌻🌻🙏🙏🙏✝️✝️✝️😘😘😘😇😇😇
The way he speaks about the abuse he endured as a child and the way he described his father it’s amazing how even after he went through all that he still managed to find love in his heart for him
End of the video holds the key! “Thats it” “disappear for ever do my own thing to help kids” My heart is at peace Michel if you ever read this im so glad you could escape your nightmare of tabloids and bad media, live happily ever after
I guess Michael loved children because he saw in them kind, pure, sensitive persons, just like him. They never judge or hated him, unlike people in media or his father. If you wanna know the truth about Michael, just listen to him.
It's my firm belief that Michael was a gift to the world. The Universe (or God or whatever you're comfortable calling it) formed his path to teach us love, compassion, self-improvement, and all the other good things MJ tried to promote through his music and the way he lived his life. His pain was part of that plan. It helped mold him into the person he became. Just as importantly, it serves as a shining example that no matter how much evil you are forced to endure, it's possible to rise above it, if you try to walk in love and light. It's not easy, but it is possible. I don't mean to sound cliche but he endured that pain and loneliness for all of us and those of us who recognize his goodness should keep the banner of love held high. We must carry on his legacy of love so that his suffering wasn't in vain. I'm trying to cultivate love within myself and it's a hard thing to do but his example burns brightly. I'm not trying to say he was a prophet or a god. He was a highly evolved (or enlightened) soul. Every so often, we are blessed with the opportunity to witness such a person as they live. We got to witness MJ. Let's all continue to walk in that light. Judging by the comments I see from his fans all over RUclips, y'all already are. God bless all of you. Let's continue working towards a better world!
I love your optimistic view, but in a world where he was destroyed for giving pure love, joy and purity... that's very depressing. He should be celebrated and enjoyed every day.
SAMCTB ikr he tried to change the world by bringing good messages and love and joy through his songs and ppl tried to destroy that and I find that really disgusting of them to do
right? he really seems like a martir...look what they did to jesus, and the media and the sharks he had around and all that stuff were like the one who put him in the cross kinda thing...i wonder if all the really good people dont survive this world and all of them go young...if you think about it...
@@ericricky6314 of who? I was sexually abused when I was 6 years old, from the man upstairs, he was nice too, bought me toys, candy and so on, really a nice and gentle man, and he nicely made me sit on his lap while he was feeling me up. Pedophiles are always nice to children, remember that.
@@gr122 you don't have evidence to support your claims. Mj was was investigated and found not guilty. Michael was vulnerable to false allegations because of his success and fame in music. His enemies wanted him down so they used every tool possible to kill his good image. MJ was just a poor black man in a white mans land surrounded by people who wanted to hurt him because of envy
This video needs to be circulated, I really wish someone was there for him and we always find out things like this when its too late. I know he is in a better place I hope that he can continue to rest peacefully and that we as fans never forget him and that the generations down the line will know him for who he truly is and not as what they tried to portray him as. When you are successful and work hard they always try to bring you down because of jealousy. REST UP KING OF POP. YOUR PRESENCE WILL NEVER DIE...… LEGEND
Michael Jackson was one of the purest souls who ever walked on this earth. He was in a way chosen one; with the tremendous talent and the way he was as human being. The person and artist he became through years was not only due to external factors, such as his unhappy childhood, strict abusive father, deep inner pain and great need to be loved (all these factors were sources keeping him doing what he was accomplishing), but it's clear that he was also born with golden heart, being this beautiful soul - who he was until the end. The way he was as person maybe fascinates me even more than entertainer (and he was the best one) he was. More I get to know about him, more fascinated I am. We really know many talented artists (dead or alive) that are so gifted, that we admire, that are phenomenal in their job and some of them are or were great people too, but Michael..this man was just something else from others. Different. Special. And I think that's why he was adored and loved probably more than anybody else because we saw it and we felt it from him. This Legend will never be forgotten because he lives forever.
I love him so insanely much, it’s crazy! These tapes, made me love him even more and more and I wish so bad, I’d have been there for him, a person he can lean on, a person to talk to, a very good friend🥺 these tapes show THE REAL MICHAEL JACKSON! Who he really was and that all he wanted was to be LOVED and get love from other people and be around them. Once again, another proof of his innocence. I miss you my love, my angel and I love you forever and always. Thank you for these tapes swift, I wish the rest of the world gets to see this, so they’ll finally stop all the lies, all the false assumptions and accusations and FINALLY apologize to him and leave him alone!❤️✨
Im with u. I so much miss him. And i hate Conrad Murrey so much. And I hate that nobody was there to love him as a person and help him with his problems. Its a pity thay we normal people who loved him didnt have access to him. So many of us loves him for who he was and would be there for him for his pure soul and not for the money. But he had only leeches around him 😡
lunaticatiga I totally agree with you as well. I really think Conrad was SENT to murder him. Michael knew people were after him and I’m sure Conrad was meant to kill him and that’s just disgusting! How can you do this to an innocent man like him! They all want him guilty but they’ll never succeed cuz he ISNT and never were. I hate Conrad as well and I’m so angry that he’s running free- he deserves prison so hard for murdering an innocent man, our Michael Jackson! I wish I was born earlier so I could befriend myself with him and show him the love he always needed. I wanna hug him so bad! I love him way too much and I’ll never stop😢❤️🙏
lunaticatiga i was born October 2000 so too late to know him and meet him. I was only 8 when I’ve found out about him, sadly when he already had passed away, exactly on the day he passed away but you’re so lucky really and you can be really grateful for this special moment of seeing him once. I wish I ever had but I’m happy for you. It just have been magical. Always keep this memory dear❤️
@@tams.lvjy_ thats really amazing that u became a fan after he was not in this world anymore. I mean i started with MJ with his Bad album. U became a fan when already all his songs were created.
As someone who used to believe in the accusations. I'm truly disgusted with myself for being so blind. EDIT 5/27/21: dont go into the replies some dumb dumb is being political and cringe
@@FedeRhodes i feel like michael had those in his room because that’s his privacy. he probably said that when talking about Madonna because the media would’ve definitely started painting him as a sex obsessed weirdo
There is a recording of Michael when he was a young adult. I don't know the source of it, just a short clip. He said, "I don't like wrinkles". He was interrupted with the question of, "do you want to die young"? He said, "well I don't want to get old".
Micheal Jackson was a man with a nice pure heart and love the kids sick or well he would never harm a child looking and watching this video made me tear because MJ SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN TREAT LIKE THAT AT ALL HE SHOULD HAVE HAD. MORE RESPECT FROM THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD AND FROM THE HIRE PEOPLE OVER THEM IN SHOW BUSINESS LOVE AND PEACE ALWAYS MJ ✌❤
It truly hurts my heart that Michael gave the world so much love and in return he was made out to be a monster. It’s one of the worst injustices ever. I will forever and always defend Michael Jackson and celebrate his memory as the most famous human being after Jesus.
Imagine one of the most dear friends of yours recording your tapes while your talking about your private life with all your heart waiting for someone put your hand out and then when you die he will cheat on you and give away all of your privacy; what a true friend 😔
Zohra Ben mihoub / Nonetheless, these tapes will help people to have another perspective of Michael. We should think about the positive outcome of these tapes and thanks to it we could all understand Michael, specially, the young generations of fans.
Michael is such a beautiful person inside and out, i feel so bad for him because he just wanted to be loved, that’s all he ever asked for and in my opinion he deserves all the love in the world. He did not deserve to be treated this way and yet he stayed so sweet to the people. I just wished that he could have lived his life to the fullest and be the happiest man on earth because that’s what he deserves. People were talking crap about him because like he said they where just so jealous so they were trying to make him look bad but to me he is one of the most kind and beautiful i know. I love you MJ 🕊✨❤️
I think Michael was the best person ever!!!! I just want to hug him. He is beautiful inside and outside. Hurts me to hear that he suffered a lot. He deserves/deserved all the love in the world. Love and miss him like hell🌹✨❤️🔥
how he never got corrupted and just send them all to fuck off or despite all the people who betrayed him, he never seek revange....i m not sure i could take all the crap he took without having a breakdown or punch someone in the face..i would punch bashir in the face for example, it was discusting what he did in that documentary...
@Jeremy Carterlmao, why u so bordered with that? As I said, I don't know what love means to you and I'm not interested. Love doesn't only mean relationship.
This is an honest confession of a man to a friend whom he consider a confidante. Accused by jealous friends doing their best to destroy him, this tape could be best describe what kind of person Michael was. Hope they will consider this tape even Michael has no idea that this tape would publish
He is innocent thats all i can say! . I have never had any friends and i still dont have (ill turn 17 next week).My mom left me with my grandparents when i was 4 years old(she found new husband) My childhood has always been very lonely i wish i had some friends to play games like hide and seek ecs..i really do 😞My grandfather is kinda poisonous person and he makes me cry a lot 😣I sometimes wish that i never had been born at all 😔Im soo sick of this i wanna die😞Its always painful for me to watch kids with their parents because i never had them☹When i see kids with their parents my soul just wants to scream and cry...I wanna dissapear like Michael did😞I hope you are all loved by your parents and that you had fun childhood💚 I dont wanna have kids...I dont wanna hurt them like my parents did to me. I don't have anyone to open up to 😞 God bless you and him💚
Aphrodite Aquarius / I’m sorry to hear that, darling but you know what? It’s up to you to make a difference in your life. Don’t feel sorry for yourself, love yourself and make a difference. You are here for a reason, it’s your life, take it, live it the right way, fall in love, get marry, have children and love them. My father when through your same situation, he married old and had 6 children and we loved him so much! He found love, a family, he thrived and all because he decided to change his life and stop feeling miserable for being a lonely child that no one loved. Life is beautiful and it’s all yours to live it, thrive and you will see.
Please Huni , you are still very young and life is so so precious . We never know when it will be the end because it is up to God . I’m not here to preach or go into details about faith ,but when I was about your age and feeling sad honestly I turned to God , he is the answer to all our worries . when you change your attitude that’s when you see a change in your life . I also believe that you will benefit from professional help . They are there to listen to you , please do something NOW . stay safe !!
Very sorry to hear about your painful life but don't loose hope. The time is not constant it will surely bring happiness for you. Be stronger and stronger to face any storm.
Life changes in an instant..... Don't worry... You'll get by soon, Turn to God and He will change your life..... Suicide is never a solution, let alone final resort..... Did u know that God only has the right to give or take someone's life..... I feel bad for all people who sucided.... Cuz they surely ended up in hell..... Its never a solution.. Its the beginning of eternal suffering..... Keep faith in God and cheer up!! 😁😀☺😊
Michael is not guilty,Michael is a good person a great heart ,a great soul ,and love people ,, I m pray for him every day never forget!!! Michael Jack-Sun Flowers xxxxXXX
80's and 90's generations were influenced by Michael Jackson although no internet, no social media .. VHS tapes and cassettes taps only but he was unique phenomenon...miss you a lot MJ
He’s such a pure soul literally he was too pure for this world. He was such a talented, kind, generous man who didn’t deserve to be hurt, he didn’t ask anything unless helping people honestly. He had all. There was no one like him and there will be no one. Your legacy will live on. Rest In Peace, Michael, miss you so much!! And hope I’ll see you one day in heaven. 🙏
He wanted to die young 🥺 I can’t wrap my mind around how deep this mans story goes. All of the things we don’t know about, all of his feelings. MJ rarely spoke about his feelings in public and after listening to this I really think that I understand him a little bit better. But I don’t think that anyone besides his closest relatives and/or friends understand him and his feelings to the fullest. Love you MJ May You RIP 🌹
In all of his concerts when he was 11-teenager he has that “I don’t know what I am getting myself into, hopefully no mess-ups at all, why am I here” look on his face. It scares me so much... but we all know you’re in a better place, Michael. Love you so much....
I've heard people say that sex was never on MJs mind. These tapes seem to back that up. It's a big reason why I never believed the allegations. This guy was all emotion and pure heart.
The physical turure and emotions when he was a kid untill he grown affect to his personality , nervous system and even in he's sex life 😢😢😢 poor Michel😭😭😭💖💖💖
We don’t know what was on his mind , we just know he was honorable. He could have like sex with women like any other man . He kept it private, period.
@@nneomamichelleegeonutv Did you hear it at all ? he was trying to say women are not good in so many ways.please listen it again carefully.
@@salutsalut8272 I heard what he said very well, but people are understanding it as him not being interested in women and that is just not true. It was difficult for him to find the right partner because of who he was, doesn't mean he didn't date. Listen to the Glenda tapes and hear him talk about looking for someone to spend his life with. Plus I listened to the people he hung out with who also knew him.
@@nneomamichelleegeonutv his own sister is on tape saying he was not interested in women.. He spent all his time with children. he developed intense exclusive relationships with young males in particular not females.. He would sleep alone in bed with these boys even after all the court cases he continued to risk the very worst stigma a human could have as well as serious jail time yet would not change his behavior. He continued to put both himself and the child at risk. All the misery you see in this clip the adult male primary care giver cruelty and deprivation of affection. This loss of a normal childhood and stable attachment is exactly why he developed a unhealthy attraction to children..
As a friend once said at his funeral... The more you really dig into the stories of Michael Jackson, the more you realize he wasn't the crazy one.
Michael he had a lot of wisdom.I belive Hames Brown once said he was an old man in a Child's body😢😢😢😢
@@tamaramadison7563 Him being an old man in a child's body, wasn't he charged with that? Repeatedly? Lol. Whatever wisdom he had was offset by the fact that he'd look at porn in his bed with pre-teens. That's something he acknowledged on the record. That's disgusting. Even if he didn't diddle the kids, he exposed them to things he shouldn't have. And that's just what he acknowledged. You know how many times the average driver drives drunk before they get their first DUI? It's what we don't know that people should consider.
Talent doesn't excuse demonic behavior. The only point I'll concede in Michael's case is the only people more twisted than him were his parents - treated their kids like a product to be exploited, and in turn Michael never received the emotional support he needed as a child. That explains his behavior, but doesn't justify it.
@@DarthSidious What the hell are you talking about here?
He said that the press accuses him of all kinds of messes!
So stop slandering!
@@DarthSidious could you provide a source where he acknowledged looking at porn with pre-teens? I cant find anything about that
@Jonny Crayfish and you won't find any.
America, This man was your National Treasure, and your media treated him like dirt 😓
Consider this: He was Black.
The elites and music industry
And it hurts😢😢😢😢
@@mistajammin yep! Amen
That also, happened to his friend Donald J. Trump. Very sad :(
“Do you know what you’ve done to me?”
That broke my heart🥺 Michael was an angel
😢
which part?
princers channel every single one
Michael is in heaven,,his dad who knows 🤬 love you Michael Jackson 💔😪
@@princerschannel7426 the whole thing :(
He didn’t want to be photographed as he got older, but if you google the most beautiful smile in the world, it’s him. It really shows how people see the better in you than you see in yourself.
I literally google it, and its true! and Im trying my best not to be emotional. god i love this pure man so much ❤️
It is him too, I can doubt it.
Absolutely.
I appreciate your words
@@ROYAL_REBEL autopsy revealed exactly as many surgeries as he said when grilled post accusations. He had vitigo, a lot of ppl know that. In the 1980s his skin started to turn white. His nose, 1st nose job, then he couldn't breathe. Got fixed. And one cut behind his ears. Hearing this about his dad shows a lot. His father brutalized him. Breaks your heart. For he and Janet to hate their father that much that young means that he was a terror. He never had a childhood and stayed in arrested development...stayed in never land waiting for his own young self to have that childhood.
Wow. The more I learn about Michael Jackson through these direct sources, him speaking his mind, unfiltered, the more I respect the man. 👍
Yes your right about MJ. I had to save this video!
Absolutely loving him daily and respecting his sound values because he was no coward for the media/cabal to push around. He is the GOAT musically. His lifestyle is inspiring me to be a better character to others. Shine on Michael Jackson.
Never believe what the media tell you. If you want to know the truth listen to what he had to say himself in his speeches, conversations like this one, and in lyrics written by him. Straight from the horse’s mouth is the only way to learn the truth.
Igzi: 👏👏👏👏french: Michael victime d'une mafia !!! Bravo, vous avez compris! Il a toujours été innocent, des pourritures étaient autour de lui😔😭😖il n'a jamais fait de mal a un enfant...il savait ce qu'était l'empathie et les gens empathe ne font pas de mal aux autres! "You understand!!!👏👏👏🙏💖✌️😘
they want money money money :(
I hate to invade his privacy in such a manner where he was in a vulnerable emotional state, but its nice to hear the truth from the original source. I cried throughout the entire thing, such a beautiful soul. This man, this man was too pure 😞
I swear to you and I don’t really swear. This man was GOOD.
@@shays.3104 Yes he was a inno ent soul and everyone when I was growing up I can remember staying with my mother Ms friends me and my siblings would all sleep together with they're kids which some were grown there's be five or more of us in one bed that does not make a man guilty
chelle motsinger simply put: if people wanted to know the truth they’d know he was innocent. Otherwise they’re just deafly listening to what they hear.
@@shays.3104 yes I know people arecrazy
This man was good & pure. Shame on the those liars, their accomplices & a big one on the Tabloids. SHAME!!
Ah, this was heart breaking to listen to in some parts. He was such a precious, pure soul.
yes he was 🌸💞✨
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Parmy M. yess the most beautiful soul
I know I almost felt like crying 😭
We miss him very dearly and we love him very much, but I'm somewhat happy that he's in a better place and he's not suffering and hurting anymore! R.I.P Michael!❤
When he was a child he was abused by his father, when he grew up he was called a monster by the public and the media. What does that have to do with such a sensitive person. The thought of how Michael must have suffered is unbearable. It's heartbreaking and really hard to bear what was done to this amazing human being.💔💔💔
That's heartbreaking
Then he was eventually falsely accused and probably killed by people who were afraid he’s going to get justice against them. Classic case of narcissistic abuse.
It wasn’t all for nothing though, in the end he made it to heaven, his testimony is a good example of enduring till the end as a Christian, and the persecution that comes with it through life 🙏💯
shh... I was listening to the adults@@hay_Z2021
Almost like Jesus…he suffered for loving unconditionally! That’s what comes to mind. There is no place for truth, pure love and kindness in this world. Good thing that god took him away at 50. It was like …that’s enough, come back home!!
The media did him bad!! Never trust the media
This is why Michael could not trust ANYONE!!!
justsaybobby He trusted Debbie Rowe as his best friend
Exactly it really makes me mad i don't believe he wanted his most intimate moments with the world. Who would .. He cant even trust this guy. Sucks
Actually shumley asked MJ if he could record the conversations and he agreed, hence why MJ says 'I hate to say this on tape'. It was always planned to be released at some point.
justsaybobby right geeeez
@@mrpussinboots4252 I don't know. I don't think it was meant to be released. If rabbi schmuley was his spiritual guide, mj may have been recording his thoughts on tape as part of a therapy that the rabbi may have suggested. Kind of like writing your feelings in a journal, because I know that recording your thoughts on tape and listening back to them afterwards to figure out how to heal issues or past hurts that you may have is a technique used in counseling and part of self-reflection to improve yourself. I think schmuley just wanted to make a buck off of mj unfortunately, as seen by his negative commentary in his book and the timing of his book's release.
These 19 minutes are more compelling than a 4 hour long documentary made by a few moneyhungry people
What is that 4-hr documentary? Am I missing something? I thought Ive seen all Michael-related documentaries.
@@JD-sh5dt Leaving Neverland. Two men accussing Michael Jackson of abusing them. After examining their stories and doing research on the two accusers, Wade Robson and James Safechuck, the whole thing falls apart.
@@Zzucia Woah woah! I surely have missed a lot. So money suckers are back again? Come on, cant they just let the innocent man rest in peace? Is that doc merely against Michael?coz if so, I wouldnt bother to watch it. Im tired of it.Im done with their shits against Michael.
Yeah right,,!! I feel sad about all michael said,,just" love "he wanted to ask for everyone,,and firstime i heard on him about madonna coz i like her before but think not this time and And more hate & shame for 2liars & untrusted person,,thats why the song of mj "money" is exactly for them,,!!
@@JD-sh5dt stop in the name of love !! Slanders MJ is a victim MJ is innocent
I almost cried when Michael said “I wanted to be loved” no one should ever have to say they want to be loved ele everybody love everybody
He said that the truth
He wanted to be loved , and he could get it from children because they are innocent and not mean like grownups 😡😭
And he was loved by millions of people but never could really feel it!! He needed to feel personal connections and love from those closest to him
I cried cause I feel the exact same way as him. And my childhood with father issues, so shocking to hear he went through that as well
I want to be loved..av never been loved and am 35
His lack of love pushed him to love the world. Wow.
How much love does one need...my god
Same scenerio as Marlon Brando, I believe that is why him and Michael became friends.
He was adored by many but loved by few. You can be surrounded by ppl who adore you and yet feel very lonely.
@@ws6764 frr. so many were so fake and used him. he had very few real friends😕
I doubt he ever loved himself. And that's the root of everything. You have to become your most loyal ally. Everytime I listen to him talking about himself, all I hear is "I hated my nose, I don't like the image of myself in the mirror" etc. And plus those mf tabloids and the media talking shit about his appearance all the time and the haters mocking his appearance, he was literally bullied by too many people. And he grew up in the public eye so he never really had the time to be on his own, exploring new things, reflecting on himself... because everywhere he went he got recognised. I'd say he had a very difficult life.
I feel like his dad was worst than we ever think.
mj loved his father he said by 2005 he was holding mj hand in court
@@jazmorrison9030 Yes, I know. And I like Joe. I should edit this. I think he was a lot more worse in Michael's childhood. And you know, Michael had a ambiguous feeling about him (which is very understood). But I know he loved him.
There where times that he hated his father for somethings he did to him, but he has forgiven his father and tought on the good things he did.
Madonna has just broken my heart after this story. I can relate to that as a commoner, with relatives being jealous and competitive. I don't care about their activities but they monitor mine.
Right!! Someone told me Joseph was trying to raise his kids up to be good.. I'm like what the hell did u just say?? That's not good if u make your kids throw up in your presence!!
There will never be another celebrity like him, ever. No one had such a love and caring soul as him. All he wanted to do was help people. Such a rarity nowadays. Rest in Heaven Michael ❤
Notice how MJ says "I love him today, but it was hard"....that shows you how compassionate and forgiving Michael was. He was beaten, controlled and bullied by his father with ZERO love for his boy, and yet MJ says he loves his father.
Many many people would not be the same.
And God will use the same measure of judgement and forgiveness on Michael e same way he did to other people. That makes me happy because when time comes everything will be revealed
I wouldn't
@@naty5851 why?
Well, his father tried to change later on. That’s why. I think abusive parent-child interactions are complicated. You don’t have to forgive any of that. No victim or survivor deserves to be told that they have to forgive something like that. He was a compassionate person in spite of all that.
Joe wanted to leave Gary to get a verter life for the huge family...It was the 60s...There is no reason anyway...but he tried ....Joe...to improve when time passed. Mike was so generous yo forgive HIM after all. Pray for both of them.😇😪💔🤍🙏
"They admire you and know you're wonderful and great, but they're jealous cause they wish they were in your place" -Michael Jackson
Crazy cause that’s all his life was. Everyone (and when I say everyone I MEAN everyone) was so damn jealous
indeed!
I don't think people are bad for feeling that, it's just HUMAN NATURE
Exactly
@@naty5851Who said that was bad??
What he’s describing is trauma and PTSD when he’s around his father. God bless Michael…
Yes
Sadly there was a much bigger stigma around depression and other mental health problems in the 20th century, so many doctors likely did not diagnose him accurately.
When he says he didn't want to grow old, i found closure with his death. what a wonderful person he was.
I agree .... I’m glad in a way his dream came true. Even tho the way it happened wasn’t great at all, but I’m glad he didn’t have to worry about getting old.
YES omg it is so hard for me, the more I know about him, the longer it takes to accept the fact that he's not been here...for 12 years. I still can't get over it.
So true. I guess the reason he didn't want to grow old probably because he is a perfectionist. He just can't stand that one day he would too old to dacce as perfect as he used to.😢
Even though understand that, it's still so hard to accept he's not here anymore.😭
🤮 children were Michael Jackson's obsession not beautiful black women✊🏿
I feel the same. However I don't think he actually wanted to die. I think he had planned to work on some movie related projects and charity, he did not want to be on stage any more. And I'm very sure he would have liked to see his children growing up.
I just don’t understand how he thought he was “Ugly” Michael was the finest man to ever walk this Planet Earth!!!! I wish he was here with us😞 He seems like such a sweet gentleman ❤️ I would have loved to meet Michael😩
NalaaR R because that one opinion his dad had of him mattered more than he knew.
@@Jewel77777 Joe was a dick.
I wish someone was there to tell him that he was a beautiful person inside and out, and didn't need to change a thing 😞. People weren't just in love with his looks, but his voice, his laughter, his ability to connect with people through his music, his words...
Oh, Michael...🥺
Same!!!!🥺
Abused children can't love themselves or find themselves attractive because this is what they learnt about themselves from an early age based on how their parents treated them. I m talking from experience. I feel him deeply.
I feel so sorry for him. All he wanted was to give kids a better life than he had and he was accused of awful things. Life treated him so unfairly. 😔
I agree and this makes me cry 😭.
Sophie Ghaffari
i feel happy/sad at same time for michael 's brothers/sisters who knew michael's real personity and private life
i know how its feels/know from my own exprices who was a friend that treated me un-fairly and who was a stranger who tried to help me to be better person and treat others with respect
Not life.. People..
Denial
@@JennifuhhGilardi wtf
''to disappear is important'' these words will haunt me forever
Oh he faked it alright. Disappeared.
Yesss
Nope
@@RC-ns6nv Look up Sofurgofromashes in Disneyland. That is Michael Jackson 😬 Trust me 🕺
Rick M Jackson I looked into it. There rlly is nothing about that guy on the internet, but I doubt that a now 60y/o MJ would wanna dance like that you know? I think he‘s just a pretty good impersonator that happens to have an amazing jawline lol
This made me cry.
I knew deep in my heart, that he has a beautiful soul and indeed a good human being.
My love for Michael Jackson will never change.
Army Cams137 he will forever be a good human and will forever have a beautiful soul ✨
@@mqchi_thetic3636 Amen
And his music will never die as along as true Fans of Michael will be on his side and help him fight since he's now defenseless.
OMGGG goosebumps when he asked Michael "So is that an argument Michael, for you to one day say: "That's it?". And he called his concert 'This is It'....he knew on some level what was coming. He prophesied so much of his life. He really never wanted to grow old before the public and he had endured so much. I truly believe we sign up for this joint, and we sign up for how we're going to sign out. He came to Earth to teach those who'd listen, share joy and break the mould because someone had to do it. I know he is at peace now, hopefully incarnated on some other plane, or if he did come back here, born to the most loving exceptional parents ever.
Oh my god your last sentence :,(((
Beautifully said. I moticed it too. This is it. He said he wanted to disappear. Makes you wonder. He truly was a special soul who I believe chose this life. Like a modern day Christ. And he was crucified and scorned and loved children with his heart. May sound corny but i do believe Michael was an advanced soul.
Yesss siiii ❤el ya esta en otro plano mas espiritual al q a nosottos nos queda muchas reencarnaciones el enfrento toda oscuridad con puro amor hacia la humanidad Nathing more genuino ❤ love Michael ❤❤
This audio tells me that Michael HAD A HEART OF GOLD. He would never do those things that Wade said he did, or Jimmy. They lie!
Inaworldoflove 100% anyone who doesn’t see that is an idiot
Inaworldoflove them men re liars
“If it wasn’t for children, I’d choose death.” - Michael Jackson, I love you so much.
Well yeah he's not attracted to adults ..so he'd be stuck with just photos.
@@belladonna5904 what
@@belladonna5904 bro shut up
@@belladonna5904problem in your comprehension
@@belladonna5904 🤡🤡🤡
It's sad because I can relate. I was so shy, my classmates thought I was mute. I was lucky to find such an outgoing best friend/husband that forced me to talk in high school. If Mike had just 1 real friend, that would have made the world of a difference for him.
You can tell he wasn't a child abusing monster. Kids are the most honest beings. If your aura is off, they will run away from you. They loved Mike, and not because of his superstardom.
I have never heard or read anyone refer to him as Mike before!
@@forestgrace6093 a lot of moonwalkers call him that, trust me 😂
Well he had Elizbeth Taylor and Chris Tucker at least, which seemed to be the only real ones.
he had Princess Diana but he was heartbroken when she died
@user-nm5xc3ms3i yeah, I wish they could've met in person more, that they could've hugged and comforted each other in person
plot twist: he fake his death just to be normal.
-- ahhh nevermind I just want to imagine he is still alive somewhere. Miss you MJ
He is still alive.....i can feel it!
Let's give it to him.....he wanted a normal life .....
I miss you Mike.....Stay safe wherever you are.....
mj did not death hoax is bullshit
i love to imagine that he is still alive somewhere, far away from people that hurt him and media and everything that goes with it, and that hes happy healthy now...... yet the cruel reality breaks my heart..
@@jazmorrison9030 .....Edi bullshit!......Ano bang alam mo sa death hoax nia,nag-research kb?.....kung ayaw niong maniwala edi wow!......Yaan nio kami.....
I think so too baby!! I really do.. bc he doesn't seem like the man who would just die and give up on the lives he made better.. he made a choice to make his life better by getting out the spotlight and the accusations!!
She said “kids get out of here leave us alone”
I said “don’t you ever talk to children like that again”
She said “shut up”
I said ”YOU SHUT UP!”
That was funny😂😂
The lesson was: Dont ever scold or disrespect children in front of Michael Jackson, or the beast in him would come.out.haha
Still funny🤣🤣🤣
This sounds like another version of "Dirty Diana"... could have been an awesome song...
True
@@TheAdrenalineRush707 lolz... dirty madonna 😂😂😂
I’d really love it if Michael did actually just disappear and not die, just slipped off the radar, living in peace and still helping the children. What a wonderful thought
Who said he didn’t 😮💨🤫🤫
💯
Wherever mj is ..weather he is passed on or not (and he had enough money to fake his death) i hope he is happy, at peace...planting flowers and chasing butterflies by a nice waterfall filled with animals and nice kind friends. That he is enjoying the childhood he wasnt allowed to have. All the simple things like buying a baseball glove, camp outs making hot dogs and s'mores ... trading basketball cards, having his candy store 😢. I understand what its like to have a parent like Joseph, them pressuring you and making you the bar "be like etc" "do it like etc"... i longed for a mother like mrs. Katherine. I respect Joseph for making his family black hollywood royalty, the greatest band of brothers known in entertainment ...and the icon GOAT Michael Jackson...but he broke a nerve with his children. He didnt realize the traumatic effect he had on some of them... that they didnt need that much discipline and force. somehow i feel the pressure of having millions of dollars on the line ..if they missed a show, if they got bad reviews....if the t.v shows stop booking..just the thought of living like that and losing it to go back to gary Indiana ...i dont think Joseph could handel that ..maybe it made him be even harder on them to constantly tour. He worked those boys for real, thank god they handled it well. Joseph feared being poor again and having to go back to the steele mills. That was hell for him, the cotton feild if you will. So he was gonna do what he could...his children were his golden investment and fear kept them in line! I know what its like to fear your oarent more than god. Yes, They are a black royal family its just heartbreaking that mj didnt get the love he gave back. The kindness and mercy he gave in millions of dollars. His brothers had a great run with mj, but mj carried the family for yrs. Anyone would say enough! To this day im afraid of my parents..both have Joseph Jackson ways a mother like Katherine is so foreign to me. I understand what its like to be in a room full of ppl and they seem happy to see you but you still feel like no one's there that really cares about you or hear you. They all just want something. Michael jackson cried in a multi million dollar estate with everthing he could ever dream of and wealthy enough to buy anything no expense spared. All that and not ine true friend he knew meant him well. At 5 youre usually told about "friendship" and sharing...being friends with other children. He was taught to entertain.
@@weedtalktv3745 he is NOT alive.
He's alive and well. Know that.
"Kids always do that. (Call MJ "dad") And I always feel that I don't want parents to get jealous, because it happens sometimes. And it rubs fathers in a strange way. And the kids end up just falling in love with my personality. Sometimes it gets me into trouble, you know? But I'm just there to help". - This tells ALL.
Yes, so very true!
@Norwegian Frida Exactly this I meant :)
I respect both sides of this case cuz facts are the most important. I listen to both sides. MJ said once that he loved Brooke as platonic love cuz she treats him just like a friend.
I think it was similar with Diana but who knows?
What I don’t like is saying in LN about Culkin and Barnes when they said nothing happen to them but James and Wade decided to lied about them. I think this is the saddest thing.
@@AleksandraMatsuTakarai In an early 80s interview with Ebony magazine he said that he wanted to marry Diana Ross. He was very to the point in that interview.
@@bolder2009 He also wanted to marry Brooke Shields and adopt kids with her. So he was in love in Diana and Brooke for sure. Probably it was platonic love cuz both woman treat him just as a friend.
We forget sometimes that Michael was human, someone who experienced extraordinary fame and pressure that no one would be equipped to handle. He sacrificed a lot to entertain the world and make people happy. RIP MJ
He was pretty equip to handle the fame. It was Joe and the corrupt people around him that he wasn't fully equip to handle.
Your comment said it all . Michael was such a misunderstood person . The key word is " person " . He was human . He wasn't given any special powers but he was given a very special gift of music . The music helped him to relate to all the people he could in this world . 🌎. In many ways he tried to help the world to see that you can't sit on your butt and try to fix what things are wrong . He did help with the famines around the world with so much money , out of his pocket , to try to get the food needed for each area ( Africa , India , etc. ) . He also worked on the kids in hospitals around the world . He tried to show love to those who didn't feel love , give hope to those who lost hope ,. He also tried to keep and share faith with those who forgot how to have it . He helped people to look to the higher being for help . The higher being depends on what belief of the many in their countries . God for most but there is Budda and others . He also tried to show people how to come together and unite for the greater good to help each other as well as show that it only takes one voice and one person to get people moving to do what we all should do for each other . He was loyal to his promises to help . There were many things that Michael did to help others but there Is still so much that I can't list them all . One of the biggest was music . May he rest in peace .
I love hearing about Michael from Michael. He was a man of pure emotion, caring and love. He was so full of love and giving back to the world. I respect him, admire him, and miss him so dearly. Those money hungry people thought they did something, well guess what. You cant take money to the grave. And Michael Jackson will be remembered forever. We miss you beautiful soul and we love you very much.
Are you going to even remember the two guys that he might have abused
@@perrycoffey5410 the two perjurers whose stories are all over the place? please stop
The man was misunderstood
kajal pomu Yes
Definitely
Yup
Very much so! He was so innocent! So pure! His dutty father messed him up! He was still a child! He died with his innocence!!
In the United States and maybe UK, yes. Most of the rest of the world understood him.
michael was healing for children. when i was 10 years old i was at a mj concert with my father and sister. it was i think in 1996. when i saw michael on stage i felt his energy in my heart. it was my greatest wish to walk forward through the crowds to run into michael's arms and give him all my love .. and to tell him how much I love him. sometimes I close my eyes and go back there and imagine I had done it that way. I still draw from that moment.
Yes
This is beautiful
It's cuz he tried to be like Jesus. Read the words of Christ. His parables. They dwell your heart that way. ❤💕💞 that's really God's energy which is love. JC said God IS love! Wow. I think the rest of the bible is starkly scary compared to Christ to show he's the way. Maybe you know all this already... If so sorry! ❤💕💞
@Vanessa Hitzfeld which city and stadium Did you got to see MJ live during late 1996?
In addition to that - I had a colleague who worked for the media. He had the luck to work for one of his Concerts (1997). He was NOT a Michael Jackson fan at all. After the Team was hired, and before the main work began, Michael wanted to see his whole Crew. They all stood in line, Michael came, greeting every single one personally, shaking their hand and saying hello to them. My colleague told me he was blown away by his presence and kept mentioning his enchanting smile while looking into his eyes. He was totally impressed by this moment. And i repeat, he was not a fan of him!
he saw children in rough situations and extended his hand to help them because it helped him heal from his own traumas. no one EVER listened to him or those children when they explained it to the public. as a CSA victim myself, i love what he used to do for those children.
This is real Michael Jackson. The best part is that I can't speak the language so well but I understand every word that He speak. He was amazing.
That's the great thing about michael
His accusers are sick humans accusing a good innocent dead man. It’s sad that people actually believe them. I hope they get what’s coming to them
Ahmed Elias : Yes. Me too. Esp. whn most people don't understand what traits pedophiles actually have. #MJ is the polar opposite. The only truth Trump has ever said is that : "Michael Jackson is ABSOLUTELY NOT a pedophile." We don't need a 24/7/365 Liar like Trump to defend #MJ cuz all the #facts #timelines & #truth reside with #MichaelJackson .. It's all public record. This was, is & will always be the most famous man on Earth, who's more documented than #MichaelJackson ? If he touched even one child, it would be documented.. So where's the proof? Where? There's not one shred of evidence against this man.. none, zero.
Dan Reed will forever be a fraud & a coward. Disconnected from reality. He will never be a Filmmaker nor an Artist. He's a Liar. An Artist must have integrity & CARE ENOUGH 2 seek the #truth wherever it leads. This man is a complete hired gun. As for Wade Robson & James Safechuck there R so many holes in their stories only the uneducated would believe them. There R written summaries the world over detailing the lies, inaccuracies & skewed storylines in #LeavingNeverland .. This film has NEVER been a documentary & should be revealed as the Fraud it is.
As for @Oprah @DavidGeffen @TommyMottola @HBO @SONY etc. the universal tsunami of the galatic karma seems 2 b starting. The REAL Documentaries (Ursula Macfarlane's #Untouchable abt #HarveyWeinstein & Ava Duvernay's #CentralParkFive) R doing quite well now.
#Amerikkka's last hurrah is in effect, but the dream of #America continues to rise. #MichaelJackson may help the world eradicate racism yet since his fans & supporters represent the cultural diversity AND the full degrees of melanin with roots deep within kindness, compassion & love that Humanity (whn it is sincere) keeps deep within their hearts. Don't let anyone stop U from embracing AND celebrating EXCELLENCE at its highest level. #MichaelJackson is the pinnacle of Genius, of Greatness.
Long Live #TheKingMJ4Ever🌍❤️🎵💜☮👏🏾
#ThankU 2 EVERY SINGLE PERSON who follows #truth #facts & ACCURATE #timelines 😉
I Know!
Karma is real
@@cruzpaez8047 Ava Duverney believes hes guilty.
Evan Chandler committed suicide. And I heard that Gavin's mother is in a institution (I don't know if that's true or not. I saw it in one of the comments on RUclips) but yes, Karma does come around!
It's so sad that this sweet soul was so mistreated as a child by his father and then victimized over and over again by money hungry liars. I don't believe for one second that this sweet person could have ever hurt a child. I bet he was the most loving, understanding father on the planet.
😢!! I thought so has well!! Hope your having a wonderful time?
Oh god. I‘ve read about the abuse he suffered at the hands of his father and listened to his interviews and so on but nothing ever sounded as horrible as him describing it himself and in detail like that. He was deeply broken inside, it‘s clear as day. But at the same time so unbelievably strong. And so emotionally intelligent and capable of self-reflection. Which is probably why he handled his life as well as he did. And the Brooke Shields part is A-DO-RABLE!🥰🥰
@Jean Michel Cherry stfu. What Michael went through wasn’t no regular beating for being bad. What Michael went through was abuse. I don’t see how messing up on a dance step justifys getting a ass whooping. And I guess bullying Michael about his looks is discipline to you aswell. Sick punk.
Few seconds in and his laugh is, like, one of the best things ever
That wasn’t his laugh
@@sebastianmolina5606 Let a fan dream boi
I truly, truly wish I was born back then and was in a position where I could help him and show him the love and companionship he needed. I really do love Michael to bits. He is a being of pure love and emotion. Someone who I love not just for his music, but for all of him. All that he does, all of who he is.
How could the call him child molester if he gets so uncomfortable when someone ask him if he is virgin or not or when people talks about sex.
He just really love kids and cares about them because he never had that experience when he was a kid.
People that called him child molester are horrible, i hope they will have their karma.
yes
They will.No one get out of this 😢😢😢
He just sincerely loved children in an innocent way. He would not have hurt a kid.
@Jeremy Carter I feel I do........
D ....... I truly believe this too
@Jean Michel Cherry I know for sure punk. If you think differently click off this video before you get hurt punk.
@Jean Michel Cherry we do though
@@joshdaboss2365 🤣
This tape being recorded is really disrespectful.But listenening to him like this...Oh Mike, he was such a pure soul and people just couldn’t get the fact that how innocent he was.Have you ever seen any entertainer as pure and caring as Michael was?He was so much in hurt.Childhood trauma, the price of fame.But his trauma only led him to be a better person unlike the other people who turned out as junkies etc.We miss you Michael,you were too magical for this planet.No one like you, ever.
He knew he was being recorded. He even mentions it in the tape
@@youtubingbabs I am just curious, why he accepted? I suppose this is for psihology purpose, but I am not sure ..
MJ knew it was being recorder
@@dianasirbu2225 Seems to me he wanted his side and point of view to be heard because of what was going on in the media with him at the time.
Sadly,Michael did end up as an addict,granted,the drugs he took were prescribed by doctors,but he was an addict nonetheless.
I read this book and honestly even I felt really disappointed by the negative comments of Rabbi Shmuley on Michael Jackson. After talking to him, he shouldn't have such a bad perception on Michael. This is how so many people whom Michael knew personally back stabbed him and broke his heart and trust. Unfortunately Shmuley is one of them. Sad.
No publications wants to publish books that are Michael Jackson positive.The dirty it is the more appealing to them.How disgusting.
Poor Michael, people just used him.
Latter years of his life he didn't trust anyone except her Mom.
I think Shmuley could be the part of mason's brotherhood that wanted to destroy Michael's image . They held most of tabloids and publishing agencies
You should understand that when he came to hand around Michael, it wasn't for MJs benefit. It was to take everything away from him and then kick him to the ground by slandering him using the media. After all they control the media, tabloids, and the whole industry.
This just breaks my heart when I hear about how hard Joseph was on Michael. Michael just wanted to be loved and accepted by his father. Michael was so caring and kind hearted. I wish I could just hug him and tell him he is loved! Yes, I love him as a fan but love him even more for the person he was! I never got the opportunity to see him live at one of his concerts but have seen his concerts on video. His stage presence was amazing and it made me feel like I was there at the concert live! He was a phenomenal human being!
That’s exactly what I was thinking 🤔
Such a pure soul. If only we could have helped him, i wished we could 😑😑😑😑
Exactly
Freya Sutton oh give it a rest. MJ never abused anyone. You want to believe the worst.
he's dead because of Conrad Murray(a cardiologist is never qualified to give anathesists and he would have being alive if Conrad didn't go out of the room to call all of his girlfriends that he had), and also AEG who knew that Michael wasn't healthy to perform, and Michael would not have being taking his painkillers if it wasn't for the demand of the shows.
What he said about ”M”, it’s not just because she’s a woman. Is because they all sold their souls, and that is why they can try as hard as they want, they’ll never even get close to the level he was at. Michael was a victim, forced into the business by others, his soul remained intact, shining from within. Empty shells on stage can dress up all they want and be marketed as ”superstars”, they’ll still be empty inside, all their riches cannot buy that, and people feel that. Love is what makes the difference. Love and a kind, caring, compassionate soul inside bringing light into the darkness of this ugly world. There will never be another like him. Rest in peace, Michael, know that you were and still are loved by millions around the world. 🙏
He was so human, just like everybody else. He had insecurities and he feared growing old. He had a beautiful soul.
!!!!!!ATTENTION!!!!!!!
Michael jackson isn't as complicated as we think he is he's just a normal man who did what others were too lazy to do
He did what other artists were too lazy to do that's why he stood out coz he was the first to do what could be done but wasn't done by others
He is a man before an entertainer, a father before a record breaker he just simply is MICHAEL JACKSON a man born in Gary Indiana
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BRUH YOU ARE FREAKING DELIGHTFULLY SMART FOR THIS COMMENT
@Brain Murphy official PREACH!
@Brian Murphy official well then let’s see you and go out as a child artist in a band with your four brothers, then going solo only to be known as the king of pop, doing the moonwalk along with other insane dance moves, fans fainting over your concerts, selling a record breaking album thats number 1 till this day, being in your 40’s and still singing and dancing and after your death you’ll be labeled as the greatest entertainer of all time. So much for a “normal man”.
Though why would you say other artists are lazy, their great in their own right. Ever heard of Elvis, the Beatles, Prince, The Bee Gees etc.? Yeah there are other artists who are lazy but that’s because their aiming for a small minded audience and they know they’ll never be no Michael Jackson.
PREACH.
@@AlSumait other artists were lazy back then that's why Michael practised more and more and more he wasn't special just coz he practised but he stood out coz he was the only one to do the most. I'm not gonna fight with u ppl who worship an idea of a simple man who just worked harder Michael isn't a God to be worshipped he instead is a hard worker and for that we saw the Grammy, amas, mtv awards etc. ..... his hard work was recognised not coz he Jesus or God but because he was a HARD WORKER
"I wanted people to truly love me because I never really felt loved." Wow, my heart broke. Nobody should ever have to say this... 💔
I could listen MJ tapes over and over again. His voice is so charming and peaceful.
I love michael but sadly after watching this it sounds like he had really low self esteem minus him being really shy. when he talked about not being able to ask a women out and that they would have to ask him. I guess it makes sense after all these years. Why it would make it hard for him to approche women. He seems to lack confidence. Which no one would ever think . Also unless its just me some of the things he said to me in this video, comes across as him actually not liking women. he loves his mom but maybe he has some resentment towards her for not really doing much about the situation with their father? I also wondered after hearing him talk about not wanting to grow old and it being the worst thing in his eyes if the surgeries werent just about his nose. Its sad to hear that he usually didnt eat and that he basically starves himself when something happens. Because there has been multiple times i thought he seemed thiner than normal. Although hes always been tall and a bit linky. He was definitely trying to make up for a childhood he felt was lost. And you can clearly tell he loved kids. I never believed the allegations about him were true. He really seemed like a lovely soul. We love you Mj . No need to search for approval nor acceptance anymore for sure! Your in the best hands possible. Gone but still a legend!! RIP.
@@FedeRhodes Which book are you talking about? I want to read it
@@FedeRhodes Thank you, that's quite helpful .Your analysis of Michael was quite intriguing , I am a fan of Michael Jackson . I have always been perplexed by everyone's reluctance to acknowledge his flaws especially among his fans (This may be due to the media relentless bullying), hopefully the Rabbi's book will help me understand the King of Pop in his entirety .MJ is multi-faceted as we all are ,by understanding his weaknesses and strength, I will be more accepting of him as a human not only as the King of Pop, because that's what MJ so rightfully deserved. I do question the reliability of the source (Rabbi Shmuley), after the release of Leaving Neverland he seemed to change his opinion on MJ , previously he had spoke of MJ innocents' with such conviction however he seems to be believing the lies told in the documentary.
Mj♥️
The only woman he talked bad about was Madonna; which she totally deserved.
He didn’t speak ill of the other women and seemed to be love sick for Brooke Shields even to that day.
I thought I couldn’t love this man more than I already did but boy was I wrong!! He was even more of an amazing human that I could have ever imagined. It’s so heartbreaking to see the side of him that just wanted love when he deserved it more than almost anyone for all the love and joy and light he brought into the world. God rest his precious soul. 🙏
The part where he stroked the kid's face I got a kind of a breakdown. I never ever cryed so hard in my life. It breaks my heart that such a beautiful soul suffered so much and that he would kill himself. Why didn't he get a good therapy?
I wonder if someone could have helped him. There was so much twisted in his head :(
it shatters my heart to hear this. absolutely breaks my heart to hear what he went through personally. he suffered from major ptsd from his abusive father and it still haunted him till his last moments. he just wanted to help children, he loved them so much, he wanted to give them the childhood he never had and experienced. i truly understand now why he loved children so much. they were the only people that purely and innocently loved michael with no malicious intent. he knew they would never hurt him intentionally. grown men and women wanted his downfall, they wanted him to fail so bad. and that all becomes true when you see how they treated him in the media. they called him sick names, made fun of him, accused him of false and heinous crimes just to bring him down. they used him, and i will never ever forget that.
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This is so sad hearing how MJ was treated by is old man. This should be turned into a documentary and the world should see and hear it from Michael Jackson’s perspective. Poor guy, it actually reminds me of my best friend when he was trying to become a Rugby player his dad was like this, beats him if he messed up, with wires, cords, hangers anything he could used to teach him and his 6 brothers to be greater. Very similar to MJ and his brothers. But it’s not the right way. I wish I could talk to Michael and hold him in my arms and say the world loves you man.
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my father used to hit us too, with a belt...i relate so much to what he explains about when his father gave him a look and he knew he was in trouble...i know that feeling and the fear...i totally understand him...i cant take when people jell to children neither...and the most amazing thing is that he wasnt nothing like that as a father, he was a wonderful soul.
This is a fascinating collection of tapes. I’ve probably watched this over 20 times but I keep coming back.
There’s a lot to learn here about how a great artist thinks, how trauma molds a person, and about the state of humanity in general.
Ma scrivete in italiano!!!!no?
@@claracangiano4693 ?
5:19-5:35 “I fainted once. I’ve thrown up in his presence, its just when he comes in the room, ugh, this aura comes, and my stomach starts hurting” he must have been traumatized and so scared.. poor baby :(
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similar reaction with my dad in my 20's. HIs negativity drowns your soul. He was a different man when I was a kid
Imagine your own child throwing up and passing out because you looked at them. I’d piss myself cause clearly I failed as a person and a parent
Can we give a round of applause for Michael's smile... So genuine. 🙂
His own face deserves an Oscar🥰
YES cause he was HAAAANDSOMEEE 😍😍👏👏👏👏👏👏
Wow! What an intelligent human, MJ was woke. He was right about why Madonna was jealous of him, about Women not screaming for women, and men thinking it isn’t cool to do that. It is so sad to learn of his traumas and how much he hated his dad’s ways and so humbling to learn he forgave him later in life. He reads people well and what an intelligent insight about a lot of things.
I wanted to be loved. That is sad. I never felt loved. Bless his heart. Only God knows what someone is feeling, or what they are actually going through. He was a very talented artist, and I do miss him. I hate that I never got a chance to meet him.
i think the audio cuts out too much. I would assume he was saying only by his father because his Mother clearly loved him and he only has great things to say about her. But even just one parent being like Joe can scar a child for life. And it's just something about a bad or absent Father that causes these deep scars in children
It kills me inside that I will never meet MJ. I thought I'd finally be able to do so during This Is It, but of course....he died.
There is something about him, something unexplainable, something innocent and something this world was not ready for. Even his name says it all. Michael means: "Who is like God".
They definitely destroyed this man. Rest in Peace Angel 😇. Till we meet again!! 😭
They didn't destroy him. They tried. He believed in Jesus so he has eternity.
so true
The name meaning, who is like God? is asking a question. The unwritten answer is no one! BUT MJ did try to emulate Jesus, which is why he had so much love and compassion.
@@Marlaina It can go both ways actually
@@youtubingbabs thank you for saying that Michael believed in Jesus. I was worried he didn’t believe in anything. I’m so happy to know he believed in Jesus. He will be with Him forever! Love you Michael. God even gave you the name of “who is like God”.
Once he said I don’t claim to be God, just God like. You definitely were!🌻🌻🌻🙏🙏🙏✝️✝️✝️😘😘😘😇😇😇
The way he speaks about the abuse he endured as a child and the way he described his father it’s amazing how even after he went through all that he still managed to find love in his heart for him
Don't worry my baby many people loves you.. we love you Mike..! 😚
And love you. Wish you was alive so I could tell you....julline barnes 04/27/2020....I love children..m
He is not your baby. God!!
@@diegojavier8276 we never saif he was
@Curtis Mcatee yea he isn't but they would be lucky to have that angel
forever love
End of the video holds the key!
“Thats it” “disappear for ever do my own thing to help kids”
My heart is at peace
Michel if you ever read this im so glad you could escape your nightmare of tabloids and bad media, live happily ever after
I feel the same way 🤍🤍🤍🤍 we love you so much Michael ❤️
I guess Michael loved children because he saw in them kind, pure, sensitive persons, just like him. They never judge or hated him, unlike people in media or his father. If you wanna know the truth about Michael, just listen to him.
It's my firm belief that Michael was a gift to the world. The Universe (or God or whatever you're comfortable calling it) formed his path to teach us love, compassion, self-improvement, and all the other good things MJ tried to promote through his music and the way he lived his life. His pain was part of that plan. It helped mold him into the person he became. Just as importantly, it serves as a shining example that no matter how much evil you are forced to endure, it's possible to rise above it, if you try to walk in love and light. It's not easy, but it is possible. I don't mean to sound cliche but he endured that pain and loneliness for all of us and those of us who recognize his goodness should keep the banner of love held high. We must carry on his legacy of love so that his suffering wasn't in vain. I'm trying to cultivate love within myself and it's a hard thing to do but his example burns brightly.
I'm not trying to say he was a prophet or a god. He was a highly evolved (or enlightened) soul. Every so often, we are blessed with the opportunity to witness such a person as they live. We got to witness MJ. Let's all continue to walk in that light. Judging by the comments I see from his fans all over RUclips, y'all already are. God bless all of you. Let's continue working towards a better world!
I love your optimistic view, but in a world where he was destroyed for giving pure love, joy and purity... that's very depressing. He should be celebrated and enjoyed every day.
I teared up. Couldn’t have said it better myself.
SAMCTB ikr he tried to change the world by bringing good messages and love and joy through his songs and ppl tried to destroy that and I find that really disgusting of them to do
right? he really seems like a martir...look what they did to jesus, and the media and the sharks he had around and all that stuff were like the one who put him in the cross kinda thing...i wonder if all the really good people dont survive this world and all of them go young...if you think about it...
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Michael was too cool for this planet. Miss him. 😔
How can anyone think anything bad about him? He was such a good man and they destroyed everything for him.😔
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@@gr122 Jealous!!!👹
@@ericricky6314 of who? I was sexually abused when I was 6 years old, from the man upstairs, he was nice too, bought me toys, candy and so on, really a nice and gentle man, and he nicely made me sit on his lap while he was feeling me up. Pedophiles are always nice to children, remember that.
@@gr122 you don't have evidence to support your claims. Mj was was investigated and found not guilty. Michael was vulnerable to false allegations because of his success and fame in music. His enemies wanted him down so they used every tool possible to kill his good image. MJ was just a poor black man in a white mans land surrounded by people who wanted to hurt him because of envy
@@gr122 did you watch the video or not
This video says all about MJ!
He is the most purest, kindest, humble and unconditionally loving person I have ever seen!
This video needs to be circulated, I really wish someone was there for him and we always find out things like this when its too late. I know he is in a better place I hope that he can continue to rest peacefully and that we as fans never forget him and that the generations down the line will know him for who he truly is and not as what they tried to portray him as. When you are successful and work hard they always try to bring you down because of jealousy. REST UP KING OF POP. YOUR PRESENCE WILL NEVER DIE...… LEGEND
Michael Jackson was one of the purest souls who ever walked on this earth. He was in a way chosen one; with the tremendous talent and the way he was as human being. The person and artist he became through years was not only due to external factors, such as his unhappy childhood, strict abusive father, deep inner pain and great need to be loved (all these factors were sources keeping him doing what he was accomplishing), but it's clear that he was also born with golden heart, being this beautiful soul - who he was until the end. The way he was as person maybe fascinates me even more than entertainer (and he was the best one) he was. More I get to know about him, more fascinated I am. We really know many talented artists (dead or alive) that are so gifted, that we admire, that are phenomenal in their job and some of them are or were great people too, but Michael..this man was just something else from others. Different. Special. And I think that's why he was adored and loved probably more than anybody else because we saw it and we felt it from him.
This Legend will never be forgotten because he lives forever.
It's painful to know he was a victim of child abuse. Yet he still has this pure soul make me love him more.❤
I love him so insanely much, it’s crazy! These tapes, made me love him even more and more and I wish so bad, I’d have been there for him, a person he can lean on, a person to talk to, a very good friend🥺 these tapes show THE REAL MICHAEL JACKSON! Who he really was and that all he wanted was to be LOVED and get love from other people and be around them. Once again, another proof of his innocence. I miss you my love, my angel and I love you forever and always. Thank you for these tapes swift, I wish the rest of the world gets to see this, so they’ll finally stop all the lies, all the false assumptions and accusations and FINALLY apologize to him and leave him alone!❤️✨
Im with u. I so much miss him. And i hate Conrad Murrey so much. And I hate that nobody was there to love him as a person and help him with his problems. Its a pity thay we normal people who loved him didnt have access to him. So many of us loves him for who he was and would be there for him for his pure soul and not for the money. But he had only leeches around him 😡
lunaticatiga I totally agree with you as well. I really think Conrad was SENT to murder him. Michael knew people were after him and I’m sure Conrad was meant to kill him and that’s just disgusting! How can you do this to an innocent man like him! They all want him guilty but they’ll never succeed cuz he ISNT and never were. I hate Conrad as well and I’m so angry that he’s running free- he deserves prison so hard for murdering an innocent man, our Michael Jackson! I wish I was born earlier so I could befriend myself with him and show him the love he always needed. I wanna hug him so bad! I love him way too much and I’ll never stop😢❤️🙏
@@tams.lvjy_ so when u were born? I was born in 80. I had only one chance to be on his concert in 97. I was in the first line tho. ❤
lunaticatiga i was born October 2000 so too late to know him and meet him. I was only 8 when I’ve found out about him, sadly when he already had passed away, exactly on the day he passed away but you’re so lucky really and you can be really grateful for this special moment of seeing him once. I wish I ever had but I’m happy for you. It just have been magical. Always keep this memory dear❤️
@@tams.lvjy_ thats really amazing that u became a fan after he was not in this world anymore. I mean i started with MJ with his Bad album. U became a fan when already all his songs were created.
As someone who used to believe in the accusations. I'm truly disgusted with myself for being so blind.
EDIT 5/27/21: dont go into the replies some dumb dumb is being political and cringe
I'm happy for you that you ,,opened your eyes" for the truth
Don't be. Be glad you believe the truth now. The media is the enemy of the people
Aww that’s sweet of you to take the time out of your day to find the truth. ❤️
Don’t be ashamed just be happy you know the truth of how good of person he was/is
@@FedeRhodes i feel like michael had those in his room because that’s his privacy. he probably said that when talking about Madonna because the media would’ve definitely started painting him as a sex obsessed weirdo
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GMJHD OMG LOVE THIS VIDEO❤️❤️❤️
I have a question ... Michael didn't finish his sentence. He wanted to die young yes or no ?! 🤔
Le tuto 974 we don’t know. The tape ended. 🥺
@@sunsetxdriver7503 Oh ... why 😭😭😭 ... I hope he didn't answer "Yes" because it would have broken my heart 😭 Thank for the answer 🙏
There is a recording of Michael when he was a young adult. I don't know the source of it, just a short clip. He said, "I don't like wrinkles". He was interrupted with the question of, "do you want to die young"? He said, "well I don't want to get old".
May these lying sociopathic false accusers have to answer for their crimes.
I can listen to this man for talking an hours , he has such a sweet voice 🥺❤️
I will never be a father like Joseph.
That's great to hear
That’s the one thing I never will do in my life. Cause my own kids pain and suffering to the point where they hate my presence
He caused so much pain to Michael, It really breaks my heart.
Good 😊
Micheal Jackson was a man with a nice pure heart and love the kids sick or well he would never harm a child looking and watching this video made me tear because MJ SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN TREAT LIKE THAT AT ALL HE SHOULD HAVE HAD. MORE RESPECT FROM THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD AND FROM THE HIRE PEOPLE OVER THEM IN SHOW BUSINESS LOVE AND PEACE ALWAYS MJ ✌❤
Yes I second that . They treated him like crap he didn't deserve that 😭😭
I wish I was alive, but it's not like that. Someone would have seen it, it was too different for someone not to notice his presence.
Blacks some still are like joe was
The video made me cry too. It’s really heartbreaking that they treated an innocent man with so much hatred when Michael didn’t hurt anyone 😭
I love you Mj Rest In Peace 🦋
It truly hurts my heart that Michael gave the world so much love and in return he was made out to be a monster. It’s one of the worst injustices ever. I will forever and always defend Michael Jackson and celebrate his memory as the most famous human being after Jesus.
Imagine one of the most dear friends of yours recording your tapes while your talking about your private life with all your heart waiting for someone put your hand out and then when you die he will cheat on you and give away all of your privacy; what a true friend 😔
Zohra Ben mihoub / Nonetheless, these tapes will help people to have another perspective of Michael. We should think about the positive outcome of these tapes and thanks to it we could all understand Michael, specially, the young generations of fans.
Absolutely..
@@mysticamoreli9627 true as well...
Well it helps to understand the man better, especially now with the “fake” documentary...
@@arianashabani5072 absolutely.... Proves his innocence furthermore.....
Michael is such a beautiful person inside and out, i feel so bad for him because he just wanted to be loved, that’s all he ever asked for and in my opinion he deserves all the love in the world. He did not deserve to be treated this way and yet he stayed so sweet to the people. I just wished that he could have lived his life to the fullest and be the happiest man on earth because that’s what he deserves. People were talking crap about him because like he said they where just so jealous so they were trying to make him look bad but to me he is one of the most kind and beautiful i know. I love you MJ 🕊✨❤️
If you want love, that hard as he WANTED, usually, it never happened. Unfortunately, He was loved only ba small people, kids and he protected them too
I think Michael was the best person ever!!!! I just want to hug him. He is beautiful inside and outside. Hurts me to hear that he suffered a lot. He deserves/deserved all the love in the world. Love and miss him like hell🌹✨❤️🔥
"To dissapear is very important"
I feel so in love. He's the most amazing person in the earth. So pure and so sweet. He went to a lot, and he was so strong, I just admire him so much.
how he never got corrupted and just send them all to fuck off or despite all the people who betrayed him, he never seek revange....i m not sure i could take all the crap he took without having a breakdown or punch someone in the face..i would punch bashir in the face for example, it was discusting what he did in that documentary...
me too,i Really love him from the buttom of my heart..is just something I can't explain
@Jeremy Carter I love what he represented and the image he gave to us and that's strong enough to me. Whatever love means to you, I'm not interested.
@Jeremy Carterlmao, why u so bordered with that? As I said, I don't know what love means to you and I'm not interested. Love doesn't only mean relationship.
Just think. How wonderful and kind this man was. He wanted to heal the world.
HEAL THE WORLDD MAKE IT A BETTER PLACEE FOR YOU AND FOR ME AND FOR THE ENTITE HUMAN RACEEE THERE ARE PEEOPLE DYINGGG
PURE HEART AND SOUL INSIDE A HUMAN BEING .THIS IS MJ.
This is an honest confession of a man to a friend whom he consider a confidante. Accused by jealous friends doing their best to destroy him, this tape could be best describe what kind of person Michael was. Hope they will consider this tape even Michael has no idea that this tape would publish
Simple music can make you sing simple hug can make you feel better simple things can make you happy, i hope my simple Hello make you smile..
That was incredible. He spoke his death / disappearance into existence. He was adamant about his dislike of aging out. Love you Michael 💙🙏🏽
He is innocent thats all i can say!
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I have never had any friends and i still dont have (ill turn 17 next week).My mom left me with my grandparents when i was 4 years old(she found new husband) My childhood has always been very lonely i wish i had some friends to play games like hide and seek ecs..i really do 😞My grandfather is kinda poisonous person and he makes me cry a lot 😣I sometimes wish that i never had been born at all 😔Im soo sick of this i wanna die😞Its always painful for me to watch kids with their parents because i never had them☹When i see kids with their parents my soul just wants to scream and cry...I wanna dissapear like Michael did😞I hope you are all loved by your parents and that you had fun childhood💚
I dont wanna have kids...I dont wanna hurt them like my parents did to me.
I don't have anyone to open up to 😞
God bless you and him💚
Aphrodite Aquarius / I’m sorry to hear that, darling but you know what? It’s up to you to make a difference in your life. Don’t feel sorry for yourself, love yourself and make a difference. You are here for a reason, it’s your life, take it, live it the right way, fall in love, get marry, have children and love them. My father when through your same situation, he married old and had 6 children and we loved him so much! He found love, a family, he thrived and all because he decided to change his life and stop feeling miserable for being a lonely child that no one loved. Life is beautiful and it’s all yours to live it, thrive and you will see.
Please Huni , you are still very young and life is so so precious . We never know when it will be the end because it is up to God . I’m not here to preach or go into details about faith ,but when I was about your age and feeling sad honestly I turned to God , he is the answer to all our worries . when you change your attitude that’s when you see a change in your life . I also believe that you will benefit from professional help . They are there to listen to you , please do something NOW . stay safe !!
Very sorry to hear about your painful life but don't loose hope. The time is not constant it will surely bring happiness for you. Be stronger and stronger to face any storm.
Life changes in an instant..... Don't worry... You'll get by soon, Turn to God and He will change your life..... Suicide is never a solution, let alone final resort..... Did u know that God only has the right to give or take someone's life..... I feel bad for all people who sucided.... Cuz they surely ended up in hell..... Its never a solution.. Its the beginning of eternal suffering..... Keep faith in God and cheer up!! 😁😀☺😊
Thank you all 💚
Michael is not guilty,Michael is a good person a great heart ,a great soul ,and love people ,, I m pray for him every day never forget!!! Michael Jack-Sun Flowers xxxxXXX
I Agree so true
Sylvie Boulet
Agreed!!
Correct
So true
Amen
This is one of the most noble hearts that have ever existed in this world... Hope to see you in heaven one day MJ
80's and 90's generations were influenced by Michael Jackson although no internet, no social media .. VHS tapes and cassettes taps only but he was unique phenomenon...miss you a lot MJ
He’s such a pure soul literally he was too pure for this world. He was such a talented, kind, generous man who didn’t deserve to be hurt, he didn’t ask anything unless helping people honestly. He had all. There was no one like him and there will be no one. Your legacy will live on. Rest In Peace, Michael, miss you so much!! And hope I’ll see you one day in heaven. 🙏
I'm so sorry Michael did not find the right kind of woman to marry .
He needed an empath like himself but he chose ...well, Lisa, who seems to be spoiled.
He is in Heaven now his soul is at peace
Couldve been brooke shields but shes too stupid to realize it 😒
Only thing I respected about Lisa was that she stood up for him when he couldn’t sometimes. But that is ALL
@@traceywilliams6012 All for publicity ! Otherwise she was gallavanting with her ex , refused to get pregnant , would fight and sulk for days etc .
He wanted to die young 🥺 I can’t wrap my mind around how deep this mans story goes. All of the things we don’t know about, all of his feelings. MJ rarely spoke about his feelings in public and after listening to this I really think that I understand him a little bit better. But I don’t think that anyone besides his closest relatives and/or friends understand him and his feelings to the fullest.
Love you MJ May You RIP 🌹
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Those first few sentences are so telling and so sad. He just wanted to be loved. We love you Michael.
In all of his concerts when he was 11-teenager he has that “I don’t know what I am getting myself into, hopefully no mess-ups at all, why am I here” look on his face. It scares me so much... but we all know you’re in a better place, Michael. Love you so much....
Rest in power, MJ.
The world's a better place because you were in it.