He had a gf named Emma who he was friends with since 3rd grade and Emma explained how they were really close and how much she loved him but once he started getting famous from his music she felt as if they weren’t the same anymore and he felt guilty in a way for letting things get the way they did ( not being back home with her, being in another country, not having time for her etc) and so that’s just what a lot of his heartbreak music is based off of cause he couldn’t give her the simple life she wanted for the both of them
Peep was also sad because a big part of him wanted to go back to his previous simple life with no fame and responsibilities as a famous artist. He wanted to go back but there was no way to do that because he was becoming so famous. His last tour (the one where he passed away) was really hard for him and he wanted to quit so bad but his crew pushed him trough it. He used drugs to help get him trough the tour but in the end I guess it was too hard for him. I feel like he shouldn't have died but I think his death freed him. He talks about how he wants to go back to 'small city blues' in his song "the song they played [when i crashed into the wall]" which is a reference to another song called "big city blues" where he talks about wanting to leave his crew and career behind and going back to his ex. If I'm not mistaking this song, like many others, is about Emma - his childhood best friend and girlfriend who he was together with for years but had to leave his life behind to pursue his music career. They both wanted a simple life but peep couldn't miss his opportunity to become a famous artist because he was too talented. Thought about his girl and his relationship haunted him all his life because that was what he really wanted deep down in his heart. I would recommend you listen to both the songs I've mentioned before. Thank you :)
@ENDLockdowns DotOrg Thank you for your reply. He overdosed because his xanax were laced wint fentanyl. The combination is very dangeros and can cause coma or death. In peeps case it was lethal. Worst part is a fan gave him those laced pills :( Idk if she knew they were laced or if it was accidental.
her name is emma rose she actually wrote a book about their relationship called deeper then the ocean . it’s pretty deep . but she tweeted one time that they officially broke up in September of 2016 because he officially moved to la and didn’t wanna drag her into his lifestyle . he got with another girl toopoor who he was with for a while but emma said every month she’d receive letters or text messages from peep saying she’s still the one he wants to end up with . and she even said in her book hours before he died he was telling her how much he loved her and still felt the same way for her .
there was another girl named layla some of his newer songs are about her like awful things probably was. she liked peep for peep, for the high life but emma had always loved him for himself, for gus.
Most of his songs were about Emma if I’m not mistaken. They were very on and off but they were crazy about each other. I don’t know the full story on why he always wrote about her like this I’ll definitely to look it up. Maybe he felt like he messed up or felt guilty for something? Idk I really don’t but I really wanna know as well I’m for sure going to research this I’ll comment again when I find out something
His songs are about different girls between emma , layla , most love songs are about emma which was his first love back when he was like 13/14 till 19 he was with her all that time now the heart break songs are mostly about layla which cheating on him in 2017 and ofc other girls like bella throne , arzaylea Rodriguez which there isn’t much details about so yeah :)
@@gothboiclique8185 yea I could’ve worded this better. I knew most of his songs were about Emma. I knew some of them were about Layla but not at all as much as Emma. I know part of Moving On is about Bella Thorne and I think the next line is about Layla but I could be wrong but idk
this one is one of my favorites, not sure if you can find the OG version on youtube still, but there was an older one with a feature on it that they removed on the release version, im normally able to find it somewhere by searching " Broken Smile- Lil Peep, Patrick Blue " its mostly the same song but has a but more to it so if you like this one and can find that one its definitely worth the listen to see his true vision of the song, atleast the one we got while he was alive
listen to gym class, i really love your channel cause people always say how are you christian and love lil peep and i found someone who relates like that much love
Yo love your reactions(especially the peep ones). You always give very constructive advice and genuine reactions. You reaction vids are easily the best on youtube. If u want some more peep songs to react to i suggest : shame on u, its me, or kiss. These are just a few off the top if my head. I could suggest more but the list would be way too long lol. Keep up the good work man.
My dude if you could react to Nothing to you or Nineteen or Omfg it would be amazing. Those are the songs that give you a look into Peeps brains, his thinking and feelings. His sadness and lonlines.
Yes I was just wondering when the next peep reaction was coming out thank you........ do you think you can put all of the peep songs you listen to in a Playlist
He had a gf named Emma who he was friends with since 3rd grade and Emma explained how they were really close and how much she loved him but once he started getting famous from his music she felt as if they weren’t the same anymore and he felt guilty in a way for letting things get the way they did ( not being back home with her, being in another country, not having time for her etc) and so that’s just what a lot of his heartbreak music is based off of cause he couldn’t give her the simple life she wanted for the both of them
Peep was also sad because a big part of him wanted to go back to his previous simple life with no fame and responsibilities as a famous artist. He wanted to go back but there was no way to do that because he was becoming so famous. His last tour (the one where he passed away) was really hard for him and he wanted to quit so bad but his crew pushed him trough it. He used drugs to help get him trough the tour but in the end I guess it was too hard for him. I feel like he shouldn't have died but I think his death freed him.
He talks about how he wants to go back to 'small city blues' in his song "the song they played [when i crashed into the wall]" which is a reference to another song called "big city blues" where he talks about wanting to leave his crew and career behind and going back to his ex. If I'm not mistaking this song, like many others, is about Emma - his childhood best friend and girlfriend who he was together with for years but had to leave his life behind to pursue his music career. They both wanted a simple life but peep couldn't miss his opportunity to become a famous artist because he was too talented. Thought about his girl and his relationship haunted him all his life because that was what he really wanted deep down in his heart.
I would recommend you listen to both the songs I've mentioned before. Thank you :)
@ENDLockdowns DotOrg Thank you for your reply. He overdosed because his xanax were laced wint fentanyl. The combination is very dangeros and can cause coma or death. In peeps case it was lethal. Worst part is a fan gave him those laced pills :( Idk if she knew they were laced or if it was accidental.
her name is emma rose she actually wrote a book about their relationship called deeper then the ocean . it’s pretty deep . but she tweeted one time that they officially broke up in September of 2016 because he officially moved to la and didn’t wanna drag her into his lifestyle . he got with another girl toopoor who he was with for a while but emma said every month she’d receive letters or text messages from peep saying she’s still the one he wants to end up with . and she even said in her book hours before he died he was telling her how much he loved her and still felt the same way for her .
there was another girl named layla some of his newer songs are about her like awful things probably was. she liked peep for peep, for the high life but emma had always loved him for himself, for gus.
This is one of my favorite Peep songs. It’s so good
Most of his songs were about Emma if I’m not mistaken. They were very on and off but they were crazy about each other. I don’t know the full story on why he always wrote about her like this I’ll definitely to look it up. Maybe he felt like he messed up or felt guilty for something? Idk I really don’t but I really wanna know as well I’m for sure going to research this I’ll comment again when I find out something
His songs are about different girls between emma , layla , most love songs are about emma which was his first love back when he was like 13/14 till 19 he was with her all that time now the heart break songs are mostly about layla which cheating on him in 2017 and ofc other girls like bella throne , arzaylea Rodriguez which there isn’t much details about so yeah :)
@@gothboiclique8185 yea I could’ve worded this better. I knew most of his songs were about Emma. I knew some of them were about Layla but not at all as much as Emma. I know part of Moving On is about Bella Thorne and I think the next line is about Layla but I could be wrong but idk
@@merkio6328 i mean no one can know for sure whats in peeps head so fair enough lol
@@gothboiclique8185 Heartbreak and numbness.
One of the most beautiful things I've ever heard and I don't just mean in terms of music
Great reaction thanks for listening.
this one is one of my favorites, not sure if you can find the OG version on youtube still, but there was an older one with a feature on it that they removed on the release version, im normally able to find it somewhere by searching " Broken Smile- Lil Peep, Patrick Blue " its mostly the same song but has a but more to it so if you like this one and can find that one its definitely worth the listen to see his true vision of the song, atleast the one we got while he was alive
Still a huge peep fan. Everytime you do one of his songs I'm just in awe and tears. Love to you man.
wish there was more peep like this this song is too short man
My favorite song off the album
listen to gym class, i really love your channel cause people always say how are you christian and love lil peep and i found someone who relates like that much love
one of the best songs off COWYS2
Definitely
Thank you so much, I literally suggested this like a week ago thought you only did patreon requests... you earned a sub
I’m super glad I enjoyed this song
u arent wrong this song might of sampled the movie kick ass soundtrack thats called “honor to serve him” it sounds similar the beat
YO MORE PEEP CONTENT!!! Fr dude this is becoming my favorite channel, keep it up!
Yo love your reactions(especially the peep ones). You always give very constructive advice and genuine reactions. You reaction vids are easily the best on youtube. If u want some more peep songs to react to i suggest : shame on u, its me, or kiss. These are just a few off the top if my head. I could suggest more but the list would be way too long lol. Keep up the good work man.
Watch his documentary or memorial of when his ex girlfriend speaks they were on n off most of there lives from 5th grade but they were friends in 3rd
My dude if you could react to Nothing to you or Nineteen or Omfg it would be amazing. Those are the songs that give you a look into Peeps brains, his thinking and feelings. His sadness and lonlines.
Excited when I saw the notification, love what u do bro
Yes I was just wondering when the next peep reaction was coming out thank you........ do you think you can put all of the peep songs you listen to in a Playlist
Been waiting on this onw
You should do lil peep reaction to "lil jeep"
Sounds like 4 vocals overlapping very nice
interesting
this song is a remix of a older song he was featured on i belive
Nah its also broken smile just a different more mainstream type beat
@@gothboiclique8185 ohhh ok,
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That's be cool if you'd made music inspired by Peep.
Please react to to the grave by juice
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Could you react to Rapstar by Polo G?
React to you don’t know me by juice wrld