I just wrote this poem, on one of my worst days yet I don’t really want to die I just want the pain to end I don’t really want to cut myself I just want to feel good I don’t really want to be quiet I just don’t have the energy to be happy I don’t really want to start restricting eating I just want to like my body I would fully open up to someone I just don’t know who or how to put it into words I don’t really want to feel like this I just don’t know how to fix it
I'm at the point where I just have no more reasons to keep going but somehow I do I'm just tired of fighting and sick of the pain, I need this there is something in me that wants to keep going I just don't know what it is
note to self and to others who experience depression or suicidal thoughts. it’s not always going to be a good day but that doesn’t mean it’s going to be bad forever. “it’s just a bad day, not a bad life.” 🤍🤍🤍
i don’t know how to thank you or why this video doesn’t have more attention. it’s 3am and i’m in tears because i wasn’t expecting a video to give me hope. but i tried. and God led me here. most videos make you feel selfish, this made me understand i’m separate from these thoughts but NOT selfish. God bless you, truly
I have this persistent to want it to end even though I know there is hope and things can change. I just get tired of being alone and being referred to services that don't help.
To all my fellow warriors here: The songs of Citizen Soldier are made for us. ❤ I recommend: - Everyday Hero - Irreplaceable - This Is Your Sign - Reason to Live - Still Breathing - Stronger Than My Storm - You Are Enough
The most sad thing is the solution is the reason behind the sadness i.e any one will suggest that if you have any problem then share it with your mother but the reason behind my pain is my mother our relation is full of toxicity she only needs to satisfy her ego and for that she can go at any stage and now i cant take it anymore 😢
I do not want to EXIST any longer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WIPE ME OUT FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sadly all of these videos just bring common phrases that don’t resonate. None brings the answer to the question : why keep on going, when all your life experiences proves that things will NEVER get better, only worse.
➡️ We need to talk about suicide: ruclips.net/video/cG9F8IPibqw/видео.html
I just wrote this poem, on one of my worst days yet
I don’t really want to die
I just want the pain to end
I don’t really want to cut myself
I just want to feel good
I don’t really want to be quiet
I just don’t have the energy to be happy
I don’t really want to start restricting eating
I just want to like my body
I would fully open up to someone
I just don’t know who or how to put it into words
I don’t really want to feel like this
I just don’t know how to fix it
heyy i hope you are better now!❤
@@martinaeveline7302 wow this was a while ago, I’m defs not better now but thanks for checking on me!! I’m working on it
I'm at the point where I just have no more reasons to keep going but somehow I do I'm just tired of fighting and sick of the pain, I need this there is something in me that wants to keep going I just don't know what it is
Same here
that’s a good sign my friend
Understand I feel same so tired of trying
I understand the pain
May the force be with you 😊
note to self and to others who experience depression or suicidal thoughts. it’s not always going to be a good day but that doesn’t mean it’s going to be bad forever.
“it’s just a bad day, not a bad life.” 🤍🤍🤍
Wrong, many people do have bad lives. You seriously have no idea what you are talking about and you should delete your comment
It's been bad for almost 4 years. So don't even begin to tell me that it's not forever.
23 years of shit what are you even talking about
That is right even if it is dark for years it can pass by
34 years of bad days...hm probably just a depression it has nothing to do with the life you have just a magical depression fairy
You are right, life is constantly changing, unfortunately to the worse. 😔
I understand the pain
I just can't take it anymore...
hey! just checking in
how are you doing bud?
I understand the pain
Me too, I don’t want to this anymore
I just want the pain to end. That made me cry.
So beautiful thank you xx
My life is a complete setup and I’m not even in control
You always have a choice
i don’t know how to thank you or why this video doesn’t have more attention. it’s 3am and i’m in tears because i wasn’t expecting a video to give me hope. but i tried. and God led me here. most videos make you feel selfish, this made me understand i’m separate from these thoughts but NOT selfish. God bless you, truly
I have this persistent to want it to end even though I know there is hope and things can change. I just get tired of being alone and being referred to services that don't help.
I so need this right now… bless you good sir and your noble mission of healing ❤
May the force be with you 😊
Thank you for making this. I do want my pain and suffering 😔😭 i have nothing to live for and lost my purpose
Feel same so tired unmotivated miserable depressed
@@annmarieoliverie7526 🫂 I'm sending you a big hug
I’m looking for the answers I can’t find out or even understand what’s going on in my life
This made me cry. Needed this
I just want to rest. Why can’t my mind allow me to rest? I’m exhausted of living this constant insanity and I just want to rest.
Thanks for trying but my suicidal thoughts are 100% rational thats the problem
Same. When you keep getting bullied for no f****** reason over and over it becomes entirely rational. Grow up Sacramento CA
This made my day!
Hang in there my friend! 💪💪💪 #KeepGoing
To all my fellow warriors here:
The songs of Citizen Soldier are made for us. ❤ I recommend:
- Everyday Hero
- Irreplaceable
- This Is Your Sign
- Reason to Live
- Still Breathing
- Stronger Than My Storm
- You Are Enough
i needed this 🙏🏽
Thank you. So needed. ❤️
Helping, thank you.
I don’t even know if I would actually off myself but I just feel like there’s no point to stay here anymore
I’m way passed this inspirational hhBS. 2 years waiting for “this too shall pass…” Helium or Hanging?
Sending you love
I understand the pain
The most sad thing is the solution is the reason behind the sadness i.e any one will suggest that if you have any problem then share it with your mother but the reason behind my pain is my mother our relation is full of toxicity she only needs to satisfy her ego and for that she can go at any stage and now i cant take it anymore 😢
I understand you.
I'm sure many of are fighting with some of the statements. I heard all the before. And they both true and untrue at the same time.
How will it pass 😢? It’s depression!
I don't know what should I do i feel alone rn
My depression acting up
Thanks 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 I need it ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
The more i listen this the more i become depressed
I do not want to EXIST any longer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WIPE ME OUT FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can’t take it
I understand the pain
Not helpful.
Become a villain and do what is necessary for you! Turn your heart into crystal ice! It’ll make you feel good.
This is great!
Thanks Katherine! I just subbed your channel! Awesome and helpful content you got! Would love to collab one day!
@@breakingthroughthedarkness1846 for sure! I’ve never done a collab before but you’re content seems like something I could get behind supporting :)
It's 2023 not 1968 ya gotta do better than this.
This comment section is deeply disturbing.
Sadly all of these videos just bring common phrases that don’t resonate. None brings the answer to the question : why keep on going, when all your life experiences proves that things will NEVER get better, only worse.
No one likes me romantically 😢
I’m way passed this inspirational BS. 2 years waiting for “this too shall pass…” Helium or Hanging?
I get you.
Any lawyers listen to this video?
It said affirmations FOR suicidal thoughts, not against it
This is bullshit false advertising
I searched the same... Manifestation
I needed this.
it did not pass for years ...
this isn't helping
Thanks 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 I need it ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I’m way passed this inspirational BS. 2 years waiting for “this too shall pass…” Helium or Hanging?