Therapist Reacts to NF - Mansion
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- Опубликовано: 1 окт 2024
- Keilani continues down the NF journey and comes across NF's powerful take on abuse, regret, and inner fear in the song "Mansion". Watch the closing statements for some really powerful messages about childhood trauma.
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NFs music literally saved my life I am extremely mentally ill and had drug abuse issues and then I found NF and I now have found god and I'm clean ❤
"Were"
@@mribrahim4996 what
@@mribrahim4996 you what
Hey man, congrats. We're all glad you're here dude. Keep at it. I'll be praying for you.
@@mribrahim4996right where you stand! Honestly, just ask.
Try it…..I dare you!
Great reaction. Run that whole NF journey. Intro 3 next would be perfect because it builds on this song.
Shed be skipping a few songs inside album 2 that feed into intro 3 if she jumped that far. Intro 3 closes this song out
Great reaction. Loved it. He has a song called Therapy Session and Nate. Would love your reaction of those. Thank you
@@BruceWayneHussein bro expecting the commenter he's replying to to give her the message😂
Intro III is a must.
“Broken legs but I chase perfection” is such an incredible line. So deep and so layered.
It's so simple yet so complex. It's the line that still makes my eyes water every single time I hear her sing it. Even after years of listening to the song.
The problem is we don’t want to give you too much information. He will reveal everything in time if you take the journey. You just have to pay attention.
Just one sorta spoiler that won’t ruin your journey, but help you follow the path. His mind is that mansion, the balloons his burdens, he talks to his different emotions in different verses of songs. AND EVERY SINGLE SONG IS TIED TOGETHER FROM START TO THE PRESENT! It’s a deeeeep rabbit 🐇 hole!
Most NF videos are full of pain and emotions a HUGE one is NF - How could you leave us and then follow it up with NF-MAMM - both songs are about his mother and crazy emotional.
MAMA its a extraordinary song
MAMM
I almost regret requesting this, but I would love to see a reaction to "how could you leave us." it's absolutely gut wrenching.
Barring that, "Time" is another really good song.
You'll recognize that intro by Fleurie as the same song playing when NF is pushed/falls into that "Mansion" in the Hope video. It's his more mature older self being dragged back into his own mind, his own mansion. But we get to see how he sees the rooms differently, how his perspective has changed now that he's older. You'll find more and more references that you'll recognize from the Hope video as you continue the journey.
Turning fear into a physical creature was an amazing move. Most people think that fear comes from themselves, and is created by themselves. By making fear a physical creature, NF turns it into something that people have to confront and "kick out."
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If you want to know more about the relationship between NF and his mother, you will find that in the song "How Could You Leave Us". Be sure to bring the tissues as the song really hits you in the feels.
I buy the tissue in bulk 😂
What’s a girl gotta do to get a puffs/kleenex sponsorship?!
Nf has become one of my favorite artists lately
Great choice
My father beat me almost every night for 14+ years till I got a car and left. My parents were divorced, 50/50 custody, I "ruined his single life" by being there half the time. Once I had a car I just stayed at my moms permanently. He died when I was 22. I've still to this day never told anyone about him beating me. But, I'm now 28, happily married, and just bought a house in a nice suburb. I work a cozy job and golf or game in my free time. I don't know why but sometimes I enjoy crying alone to songs similar to this, but no one will ever know me as anything other than the funny happy guy.
I’m so sorry you went through that, no child deserves that from a parent or anyone. Find whatever safe space you need to fully feel and grieve the childhood you didn’t have. It brings a smile to my face knowing you’ve bravely created a new and healthier path that sounds lovely. Thank you dear human for stopping by our little channel.
NF Remember This!
Nathan John Feuerstien (fire-stine) aka ИF is an amazing artist his songs intertwine to paint a picture for you / make one big movie, we call this the ИF Journey what you hear or see in one album it will pop up in a later album so try to pay close attention to everything & always watch every MOVIE to the end ( yes movie bc he doesn't make music videos)!
FOLLOW THIS TIMELINE TO BETTER UNDERSTAND HIM & GET READY FOR A LONG RIDE YES LONG LIST BUT WORTH IT AT THE END
The ИF Journey 🎤 audio only 📽️ music video
ИF Mansion 2015
*📽️Intro❓
*🎤Mansion❓
*📽️All I Have❓
*📽️Wake Up❓
*📽️Notepad❓
*🎤Paralyzed❓
Marty ft ИF 2015 :
*🎤The One With My Friends❓
ИF Therapy Session 2016 -
*📽️Intro II❓
*📽️Therapy Session❓
*📽️I Just Wanna Know❓
*📽️How Could You Leave Us❓
*📽️Real❓
*🎤oh lord❓
*📽️Grindin'❓
*🎤Statement❓
Single 2016 :
*📽️Warm Up❓
Futuristic ft ИF 2017 :
*📽️Epiphany❓
ИF Perception 2017 -
*📽️Outro ❓
*🎤Intro III❓
*📽️Green Lights❓
*📽️Outcast❓
*📽️Let You Down❓
*📽️If You Want Love❓
*📽️Remember This ( lyric video )❓
Single 2018 :
*📽️No Name❓
ИF The Search 2019 -
*📽️Why ❓
*📽️The Search❓
*📽️Leave Me Alone❓
*📽️When I Grow Up❓
*📽️Time❓
⚠️ Once you've done TIME go back and listen to the rest of THE SEARCH ALBUM starting from CHANGE till you end up at the last song ( interlude & hate myself go together so listen to them in one reaction ) then once that's done continue on by reading these articles so you can better understand the next song at the bottom called PAID MY DUES ⬇️
The NY Times -
www.nytimes.com/2019/08/07/arts/music/nf-the-search-ybn-cordae-the-lost-boy-review.html
Rolling Stone -
www.rollingstone.com/music/music-album-reviews/nfs-the-search-is-a-one-note-depression-symphony-872720/
Single 2019 :
*📽️Paid My Dues❓ ( original date but then added to Clouds mixtape 2021 )
Single 2020 :
*🎤CHASING NF ft mykayla❓
Clouds the mixtape 2021 :
*📽️CLOUDS❓
*📽️ LOST ft Hopsin❓
*📽️ STORY❓
⚠️Then react to the rest of the mixtape !
ИF Hope 2023 -
*📽️ Hope❓️
*📽️ Motto ❓️
*📽️ Happy ❓️
Are you sure that’s how Feuerstien is pronounced?
@Somm_RJ that's how Google has it but it may be wrong
@@Tremend_ it looks German, I think it should be foyer. But I don’t know it must be how it is said where he grew up.
@Somm_RJ it's german but that's how Google said It was pronounced but I'm sure someone else might know or he has an interview or live where he explains it
React to therapy session by NF
For me the part “Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in” resonated with my feeling of being behind. I first heard this song years ago and that line really put words to my feeling of barely going through life as existing waiting for it to get better. Being trapped inside my thoughts of the past, the way memories can feel like a dream.
His music has changed my life. SO therapeutic and so amazing to hear I’m not the only one that feels some of these things
Please do the journey.
1) seeing his journey from a professional’s pov would be amazing to see
2) I think spreading his music through your channel can help so many people
3) your channel will grow so fast on this journey
Yep, idk how many times i watched Nf journey reaction. But listening from prof's point of wiew is really good. Already subbed and waiting for whole NF journey.
And yeah, u will win too much if u react his journey.
Love your NF reaction - hope you keep this NF reactions coming!! He has so so many amazing and DEEP DEEP Videos - All of his video are powerful ❤️
13:25 on- I have heard this song countless times. I got incredibly emotional watching your reactions to his words. I also appreciate that you let the song ride out at the end and didn't pause, just let it finish. This channel has become my favorite reaction channel in two videos. Please keep going with this.
Appreciate your NF reactions!
The allegory of a house with rooms sticks with me every time, with a coat of paint on the outside and compartmentalized trauma on the inside. First heard Mansion in 2018, now I listen to Happy on repeat because it reminds me how far I've come and how far I have yet to go.
same😊
Nice video! Linkin Park also has some great songs. I recommend you listen to some 😉
To me the part that hits the most is when he talks about his safe room that he built where he hangs onto the things he’s most afraid to open up about because he’s afraid it’ll scare those that he loves the most away if he reaches out for help with what he’s struggling with. That’s always been my fear. Leads to nights of painful loneliness where I just feel hopeless and broken beyond repair. It can definitely be challenging, but NF’s songs have really helped me over the years. I remember being at one of his concerts the first or second year that he was touring. It was a room that maybe had one or two hundred people and I was front row on the rail. Now I see him selling out arenas and it’s so crazy to me. Super proud of him and the impact he’s had on people.
What a great reaction. Thank you so much for your insight. He has a song called Therapy Session i think you would really enjoy. After Therapy Session check out the song called Nate. Very powerful!
Reaction all the songs to NF 🙏🙏🙏
You're definitely FEELING this one.
LOVE THE REACTION!!!!!!!!!!!! :) “Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you believe in Him so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.” ~ Romans 15:13
only married sex can be perfect. ♥
Mansion was one of the first songs that brought tears to my eyes, his recovery displayed in his work is so inspiring. The other song was Marina and the Diamonds - I'm Not A Robot, not sure why but damn did it get to me.
As a therapist, you can see the breakdown of HIS JOURNEY.
Follow the rabbit hole ....
NF’s music has helped express the feelings I couldn’t quite describe but knew very well. I don’t relate to all of his lyrics because of course my story is different but I love that his art and his way of articulating his feelings and truth resonates not only with me but many others. He has helped remind me to continue to hold onto my faith in Jesus and also be able to release some of the emotions I have knowing that I’m not alone in how I’m feeling. NF’s music is a deep encouragement to me and he has blessed me through it as a brother in Christ. I have nothing but respect and admiration for him for putting his heart on the line for all to criticize but I pray for this man and his family often because he has blessed me so the least I can do is pray that God continues to bless him. I highly encourage you to listen to more and more of his music.
I love this song as does every NF fan but i must say it feels like a missed opportunity for a video. The imagery is built in for the video but maybe, it just occured to me, that the imagery in the song is supposed to create the video in your own mansion in your head. Wow...i think i just realized it all these years later. Amazing if that was the actual thought to not have a video. Does anyone know if it was ever said?
"when that love is met with neglect the child doesn't stop loving you they stop loving themselves" i'm not sure why but that made me cry so hard it was like as soon as she said that something in me broke and i started sobbing
Same here...same here.
memento mori, friend
@@reesejensen9929 haha memento mori, Unas Annus ⏳
@@reesejensen9929 memento mori
I really hope you do the NF Journey hearing your insight as a therapist is dope. It’s crazy you said this is your fav song this far. I discovered NF 9 years ago right when this album came out (I’ll admit this Abum wasn’t that great since he was experimenting and it was all over the place) but this song and a couple others on it were great. Then “Therapy Session(Album)” came out and I was like there’s no way he can top this. Ive been saying that every new album. He progressively gets better it's insane.
You have to do intro III next, its pretty much a direct follow up to Mansion
How could you leave us should be your next reaction. P. S. Grab a tissue you will need it.
The whole journey is amazing.
Wait until you get too “why did you leave us”😢
I'm a Mental Health song addict! If you ever want to broaden your therapeutic artist list. You should try AJR " Maybe man", "100 bad days" "Way less sad", and "Inertia"
Kyle Hume "Fine"
Alex Benjamin "Boy in the bubble", "Death of a hero", and " Mind is a prison",
Ed Sheeran "save my self",
Rayan Caraveo " one winged airplane",
Hopsin " Alone with me", "I don't want it", and "Your house"
Jorner Lucas "The River" "I'm Sorry",
Letdone "Empty"
Tim Minchin "I Can't Save You"
Jacob Lee "Demons" "Oceans"
Eminem "Darkness",
Token "Exception"
I'm curious what are peoples favorites
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This song hits me so hard every time. I am a victim of physical and emotional abuse from a spouse who it took me 18 years to realize what was happening and get away from it. It left me with cPTSD that is always lurking in the back of my mind, waiting to send me in a flashback to have to relive the worst moments. One in particular keeps coming back even after 5 years of therapy, medication, and a lot of work on grounding techniques. The fact that you can't burn the memories down. The memories follow you when you sleep (until I found medical cannabis I would wake up from flashback nightmares). The hardest line for me, though, is the part at the end about fear. I let fear in, it settled in, and I still haven't been able to fully move it out...because opening the door is scary in itself, let alone letting others in.
That said, I'm trying. In the midst of maybe the worst string of events I've ever had to deal with, I've managed to let someone new into my life and they are accepting me fully as I bare my soul to them. It has been scary, but so worth it to find someone who will love me in spite of all of my traumas that affect me in our relationship. She met me with compassion when I completely flashed back while we were together. She listened while I explained where I was and what I was seeing disconnected from the current reality and did not push me away for it. I cannot say how much that meant. In my scariest moment, the type I expect to scare potential partners off, she leaned in. It was everything. I just hope this time I can avoid the self sabotage I seem to fall into when my brain starts telling me I am unlovable or worthless. That is the existence voice...it has never fully left me after 18 years of hearing the criticisms.
Can you react to "happy" next i would love to see your reaction
Please do Dax-“To Be A Man” (mega remix)
now you have some understanding to the fall in hope were he gets pushed and he falls in a mansion
Please react to NF How can you leave us first which his about losing his mom and Mama 2nd which was off his most current album as he finally forgives his mom.
Omg you need to listen to NF "therapy session"
You should definitely do intro 3 next as it was make more sense doing it after this song
Pls react to how could you leave us next
First one, love the vids keep up the good work y'all make my day❤👍
Intro III is absolutely brilliant as well. The lyrics and his conversation with fear…It is brilliant.
Please react to NF i miss the days
Could you react to “A Symptom of Being Human” & “Dysfunctional You” by Shinedown?
Speaking of people not feeling alone, he reinforces that with his song "Just Like You" on the Clouds album.
yes!!!! More NF!!! Looking forward to the journey!!! #bestartistontheplanet
I appreciate this content. Definitely. One of my favorite artists and a great song to choose. I would suggest breaking down any number of Dax' songs in the future.
Thank you for this reaction, waiting for more nf !
I am so excited for you to go on this Journey, your content is so high quality this series will pop-off with just your own community but wait till you see the NF fans turn up.
I would like to make some recommendations for songs I believe which have the greatest lyrical depth, in my opinion. I am going to list the official NF Journey, then a shortened list with ones which I consider highlights;
Official Complete Journey:
Mansion - Album
Released:March 31,2015
Tracks
All I have (Video)-Jul 15, 2014
Wake Up (Video)-Jan 14, 2015
Intro 1 (Video)-Mar 18, 2015
Notepad (Video)-Jul 10, 2015
Wait (Video)-Aug 6, 2015
Mansion( Must listen audio track essential to journey/story)
The Warm Up (Video)-Oct 21, 2016
Not on any album, but released as an in between albums track.
Therapy Session - Album
Released:April 22, 2016
Tracks
Intro II (Video)-Mar 24, 2016
I just wanna know (Video)-Apr 8, 2016
REAL (Video)-Apr 22, 2016
Grindin’(Video)-Jun 17, 2016
Therapy Session (Video)-Aug 26, 2016
How could you leave us (Video) Jan 26, 2017
Perception - Album
Released:October, 6th 2017
Tracks
Outro (Video)-Aug 2, 2017 ( Must be watched before Intro III)
INTRO III (Audio) (Directly connects to the end of “Outro”
Green Lights (Video)-Aug 18, 2017
Outcast (Video)-Oct 6, 2017
Let You Down (Video)-Nov 9, 2017
If you want love (Video)-Dec 6, 2018
NO NAME (Video) - Jan 19, 2018
Not on any album, but released as an in between albums track.
The Search - Album
Released:July 26th, 2019
Tracks
WHY (Video)-June 17, 2018
The Search (Video)-May 30, 2019
When I Grow up (Video)-June 27, 2019 (Easter Egg to time, can you spot it?)
Time (Video)- July 12, 2019
Leave me Alone (Video)-Jul 26, 2019 - After “The Search” written in response to Rolling Stones critique of his album “The Search”
Paid my dues (Video)-Dec 3, 2019
Clouds -Mixtape
Release date- March 26th, 2021
Chasing_(Demo) ft. Mikayla (Audio)-Oct 12, 2020
Clouds (Video)-Feb 18, 2021
Lost (Video)-Mar 11, 2021
Story (Video)-Mar 26, 2021
Hope-Album
Release date-April 7th. 2023
Tracks
Careful (featuring Cordae)
Mama
Happy
Pandemonium
Suffice
Gone
Bullet
Turn My Back
Mistake
Let 'Em Pray
Running
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My personally recommended Journey having watched exactly one piece of your content:
All I have
Wake Up
Intro 1
Notepad
Mansion
Intro II
REAL
Therapy Session
Outro
Intro III
Outcast
Let You Down
If You Want Love(Can be skipped, but I think you will like it)
No Name
The Search
Leave Me Alone
Change
My Stress
Nate
Time
Returns
When I Grow Up
Only(**I think you will find this one interesting**)
Let Me Go
-Interlude-(**Should be counted as part of the next song)
Hate Myself
I Miss The Days
No Excuses
Like This
WHY
Thinking
Trauma
Time
Clouds
Just Like You
Story(**Video is essential to any NF, but more so with this one**)
Prideful
Lost
Layers
Trust
Clouds
Drifting
Hope
Mama
Happy
Gone
Mistake
Suffice
Running
I wouldn't suggest skipping any of the above listed songs, but I did indicate the only song I would classify from that list.
This man is a magician, with the beat, with the lyrical depth, his callbacks, references, out of this world intricate. Try and remember the names of the songs on the entire journey, they feature as lyrics long before the titles are released, he has quite a bit of word play in that sense.
_NF crew, please feel free to suggest additions, but I will not be accepting any removals from my own list lol_
This song made me feel like he was in my mind. I was also abused by my ex step dad. Among other childhood tragedies.
"Insidious is blind inception
What's reality with all these questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)
Broken legs but I chase perfection
These walls are my blank expression
My mind is a home I'm trapped in
And it's lonely inside this mansion"
NF is my favorite! He and I have a lot in common.
I like the fact you mention ACEs. You should do a video for TRAUMA by EKOH. He talks about how our childhood traumas are a blueprint for us growing and becoming adults and still having those issues and the way we react is because of this blueprint .
Great song
Mansion... so mutch to said but you've started your NF journey with hope and see the clip without all the key to understand it so there is probably many moment where you'll found out and realise "ok i was there" and this start here with NF falling through the ceiling of his mansion.
Will be time for you to open some door like he did and for so i'll probably recommand NF - Let You Down cause everything on this song is just ... maybe you should discovering by yourself and enjoy the ride.
As all NF journey, fan will recommend "how could you leave us" so keep some tissue around
To the stranger who read it you're beautiful budy don't doubt it, kiss from France and see you next
I discovered NF about 3 years ago! He's my therapy! Few of my favorites are Notebook, Remember This, Only, Change!
Great insights !! NF is my favorite artist and I'll be following your NF journey 🙂
❤❤
Nate has so many absolutely amazing & deep songs. The entire journey is definitely worthwhile. That being said, a few that I think would especially resonate with you are "Paralyzed" (the most accurate & relatable depiction of depression that has ever been recorded), "How Could You Leave Us" (the exhaustingly painful account of losing his mother to addiction & how it affected him), "Nate" (a therapist suggested writing a letter to his younger self... from that came this amazing song wherein he is speaking directly to 6 year old Nate), "Change" (a song about his dueling feelings of desire for & fear of change), "Trauma" (a beautiful song about the effects of trauma, reaching for freedom from them, & finding them just out of reach), "Hope" (Nate beginning a new chapter in his life involving hope... with a brilliant depiction of always present inner conflict), "Mama" (another song to his mother that exhibits his emotional growth & matured perspective on his mother's struggles), "Running" (a triumphant, inspiring song in which he is finally letting go of some of his burdens & the parts of him that blocked him from happiness).
I'm fortunate I've never needed therapy. Though I've gone through some hidious stuff. Sad for people who do need it
In fact, my therapy is...
Annoy wife so she throws her sandwich at me.
Wife goes to make another and I shout, Make me one, dispicable sounds from kitchen, WE eat our sandwichs.
She comes for a cuddle... after she's punched me in the ribs... obviously
I'm a truly happy man
Love from the UK ❤
I would like to also say thank you for all the sacrifices that you have made. I would also like to thank you for your own personal struggles that you have endured to be able to help others. I sometimes forget the sacrifices that other people make in order to help me. Your reactions to other people's perks is helping me to connect and find the heating that I need. Honestly speaking I am in therapy with you. I may not be in your office but your ability to be able to articulate and help so many , myself included, identify the root of our hurts is truly a God given gift. Thank you for using your gift to help so many of us. Your return investment in people will not go unnoticed.
Ouch...Dear Lord that hurt. Where do I even begin? I've listened to this song and unraveled my own emotions about it at least a hundred times. But through your reaction, I rediscovered parts of myself that I had long forgotten, and it hurt trying to hold back tears as memories flooded back.
My mother is one of those hyper-sensitive people, a real helicopter mom even though I'm... well, old now... LOL. Her thoughts always tend to skew negative, and as a child, I was so overwhelmed by it all. Then there was my parents' divorce. I constantly felt guilty, and it made me feel sick. These issues have stuck with me since childhood. It's not a lie that trauma can physically change you. I've set up boundaries, and now, for the most part, I'm a very direct person. Once I got past all that guilt, I vowed "never again." Those walls and boundaries I've erected around myself have also been put up around my children now. But then I think, am I becoming like my mother? Am I doing to my kids what she did to me, unintentionally? I'm aware of it because I lived through it, so it's not as bad, but I still slip... and I hate it so much. The anger flares up within me. It's incredibly challenging to talk to my mom now because of how she is. Yet, at the same time, I feel guilty because she's getting older. However, I can feel myself suffocating in that pain when I'm around her, and I just need to escape. It's overwhelming.
All that to say, this song was like therapy for me, and your reaction just brought more of what's been locked up inside to the surface. Please keep doing what you're doing!
You are starting your NF journey???? Betttttt, I’ve seen a couple vids but if you are starting this I’ll def be tuning in more!!!
This was the first song I was introduced to, and to this day stands to be one of my favorite songs. When Nathan was talking about creating the safe room and locking himself in broke me. You could hear in his voice how much pain and fear he was dealing with. The song is hauntingly beautiful. I think one of the most beautiful things about Nathan's music is not just the message, but the instrumental accompaniment. His producer Tommee Profitt does such a wonderful job with his instrumentation.
Thank you
I'm definitely in that 20%. And I find myself having at least 1 time a week having my NF therapy jam sessions. It helps me keep myself grounded, but also most songs are bangers too lol
Love NF - Remember this one of my favorites. Please check out Mass of Man - Fallen Angel. It’s a brutal song and it’s one I listen to when I’m in.
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I think “feels like I missed my alarm and slept it” could also mean, being stuck in the nightmare that life can be. And obviously our nightmares happen when we’re asleep.
13:21-15:23
The majority of the issue I’ve seen of seeking therapy isn’t that therapy isn’t understood as an option or a step to a solution but more that arriving at therapy is complicated, confusing, expensive and by proxy anxiety ridden. When pursuing help while your personal resources are drained, also drains what you have left it can feel like it costs all you have left helping you hold on. So you don’t exactly run towards it.
Something I just realized after countless times hearing this song is he said I will be the only person I can blame WHEN you desert me. He says when not if which means he never expects anyone to stay.
Most NF fans love when you pause and talk about his lyrics, at least that is what I have seen. I really appreciate your reactions, I love that you are enjoying him, he is by far my favorite artist.
I wish i had found nf when i was in highschool, i really needed it. Mansion was literally most of my childhood years, and my freshman year of highschool. I was broken and trapped in my head all the time...i was so good, i was quiet, i was nice, i got good grades, i tried so hard to prove i was good enough, even when i learmed slower than "normal" kids. I needed help and wasnt given it, there was stuff wrong with me and i knew there was but no one listened to my cries for help...
You need to listen to HAPPY from his last album. It's something else...
Can you react to NF When I grow up for me? i would be really intrested, thank you in forward😄 Loved all you have done so far, and I think I speak to a lot of ppl here but I really apreciate you took your time to dig into NF so thank you so much🥰
Just as we are, our birth families are imperfect, some more so than others. Remember your chosen family though. Trauma can be just as hereditary as any disease and without friends, without therapy, you are unlikely to ever escape it.
It's an odd experience to hear this song again, still having a powerful emotional reaction that brings me to tears, while seeing someone else hear the same song, but they're smiling and have moments of joy. Not joy in the pain, I know. Still strange.
Also, remember in the “hope” when NF falls through the ceiling into a “mansion”?
I guess im a highly sensitive person, mainly when it comes to music because i feel it SO DEEP. My anger is very intence, same with my sadness, pain. Music is one of the only things that can make me cry anymore, im talking ugly crying lol It can make me want to hurt myself or someone else. But at the end of the day it all helps because i can deal with those emotions thru music instead of acting on them in real life.
The fact that you picked up on the fact that this is a song about trauma just based on the chorus kinda blew my mind. I definitely wouldn't have. I guess it shows how much you've seen trauma in your patients and understand how that affects how they see the world.
You have to watch the hope video to the reference to this is you haven’t. I just discovered your channel so I’m going in order of what you’ve posted!
Great reaction and breakdown. All Glory to GOD our Healer and Peacemaker. 🩸🗝
My family went through a divorce and I had a depression stage for a long long time, but he saved my life
Underrated line. In this song he says the regret is the place he stays and sleeps. “Remember this” he mentions this again
Keep track of the times you say that the song you just reacted to is your favorite lol That's a common line for reactors with NF songs.
I loat my mom at 25 im about to be 29 she was an alcoholic that drank herself to her death and our last conversation she screamed at me on the phone for not being there i live in Illinois she was in florida and i beat myself up what if was there could i prevented it could i of been more considerate to her feelings i also struggle with bad panic attacks and i just get so consumed in my thoughts sadly it makes me selfish basically what im saying is nf is therapy for me i cry to almost every song he drops
Obviously a mansion is large enough to have enough rooms where each memory has its own room, or each emotion to also have its own room, if u could for a second try to imagine u walked into ur house and took ur thoughts and wrote each of those thoughts as notes on ur walls it to where yes it'll get to the point of becoming something u can't escape, also those over sensitive people you brought up all became a outcast fam. Keep on the journey please, and ull be able to become more as an outcast-sis, lastly its clear to know a mansion can be a fort or way of us putting up walls.
You should listen to citizen soldier - would anyone care
you should react to the whole NF Journey and every album and i like your reactions
Looking forward to your NF Journey. It is a deep reservoir. In this song we learn that NF personifies his emotions. We met Fear and learned NF sleeps with Regret. These two will be back in future songs.
Eminem castle and arose. Truly 2 of the greatest songs you will react too. Get ready to cry!
You should do. Castle in the sand. By Ren. Very underrated under reacted to song by Ren
Best song he’s ever made. I listen to him everyday for 7 years
6:35 You just unintentionally walked face first into a quote from one of my favorite actors, from one of my favorite movies.
“Symbolism. I believe the word you’re looking for is symmmmbolism, what is the symbolism”😂
- Willem Dafoe in The Boondock Saints
It’s been a while since I watched the movie so I may have messed it up but that’s close enough.
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Lost family in a plane crash all of them havent seen a picture or video of them ever again for 15 years im a recovering addict now on suboxone but still an addict went down fentanyl road and came out now successful business owner but still an addict and havent seen any pictures of my family after the incident CASPIAN FLIGHT 7908 btw i was supposed to go with them canceled my ticket 2 days before this song broke me good luck guys still cant open the doors
Oh my, my heart just breaks open for you dear human! I am sending you such care and support in your sobriety and in living each breath without them. 💜
If this made you teary wait until you hear Happy - NF