David reaching inside himself and converting that intense anger and confusion and sorrow into burning lyrical energy, assuming the voice of the tempter who tortured him in his grief. The man is a true artist.
@@petesteelesgf read his comment more carefully. He said "assuming the voice of the tempter who tortured him in his grief". The tempter is exactly who you said...
Metal guys usually look aggressive and rebellious. But in reality, they are the ones who care about others, talk about important issues of life through their songs, love fans by often interacting with them personally. That makes metal unique
I'm in no band but i listen to a variety of metal and partly because of that I'm looked at like a monster, doesn't help I'm 6 foot n 300lbs. I am a nice guy but I'm always looked at like I'm about to rip them apart n it couldn't be further from the truth, don't get me wrong tho if a man deserves it I'm not above beating him down but in general i keep to myself n even try to stay out of peoples way. Life itself blows but I'm still clawing n scratching through it.
@@gregadams1976 I’m so sorry to hear your cousin committed suicide just because some girl told him to kill himself! That was so CRUEL and wrong for her to do that to him!
I saw disturbed in concert last year. I was raised Christian, and still am, and I was always told that Disturbed was satanic, and this song promoted suicide. But after I saw them, and saw David warm everyone what this song was about, and they showed the suicide hotline number at the top of the stage, I realized that it was the exact opposite. I had seen this music video before, but they had never included the intro part that shows the suicide hotline number and everything. This song has a VERY different meaning when you know the story behind it, than when you just hear it on the radio. I had always heard that he was telling people to kill themselves in the song. But, the words he says in the chorus are, supposedly, exactly what he heard the devil whisper in his ear when his high school girlfriend committed suicide. It’s supposed to be a warning against suicide, not a call to it. I’m glad I came to realize this.
I wouldn't really see it as a warning against suicide. Rather, it shows the pain the survivors feel and the temptation to follow the deceased... While this revelation might deter someone from taking their life, it is not necessarily the meaning of this song. (At least in my opinion)
@@RKBock on my perspective, it's both, it's warning to those that are considering suicide, telling them that their pain will just find another victim, and it also shows, like you said, the aforementioned pain seeking ways to break down the friends and loved ones of the person.
Well, inmy highschool (catholic btw) they warned us about metal bands too, and that's why we wanted to listened more XD, but after we realized the meanings of the songs, you start loving them. since then we appreciate a song for the meaning and not just for what people talk about then.
A religion that's supposed to preach forgiveness, where its devotees spend most of their time demonizing others for not following their aesthetics. What conclusions can be drawn from that, i wonder.
Metal music isn’t scary. Some of these talents are the most gentle, caring people who’ve been there…Every song comes from someone’s heart and real life experiences/traumas. If you really “hear” it, you’d notice, it’s therapeutic. If you’re reading this…You are not alone.
With everything that’s been going on in my life, this shit helps so much. Just listening to this and reading your comment made me cry. Thank you. You didn’t say or do much but everything helps more than you know. Time heals all wounds guys we are the next generation stay strong we are here together and for each other. We are no different than one another ❤
Mathew, I know your probably joking, but the off chance that you are not, if you are in trouble, or just need to talk, about anything, please do call, I am here too, be well my friend!
@@charliem2507 i anit joking some thing not to joke about iam in and out of it and his music is whats holding me together and many more i hope you are safe mate to
@@charliem2507 i actuly would love to meet the band i would not ask for a signiture i would shake his and say than you for helping me threw my mental health and my derpersion and all of the above its a very serius thing to lose your self in your own head i have been in and out of hospital all my life and one because of drugs and many other stuff God bless you all hope the covid ends soon so we can get back to life and i may one day go to a disturbed concert here in Australia pl z stay safe and help your loved ones and even strangers
Mathew, I am so sorry to hear of your struggles, I hope you are hanging in, anytime you need to talk, I am obviously not a professional, but I just wanted to tell you how special you are, the odds of your being born exactly the beautiful way you were, is pretty staggering, thanks for sharing your story with me, I am a Canadian woman, different ends of the earth, haha! Anytime you need to talk, I will do my best! I hope you get to see the band, got my fingers crossed for you, take care darlin, all the best to you and yours, charlie
I lost my brother to suicide. It haunts me still. Please look for the signs and tell them you love them and they are special and they can get through whatever is hurting them. Depression is a horrible thing...ty your music has helped me so much .god bless you...
Sometimes it just isn't enough, friend... Sometimes nothing is enough. I'm sorry for the loss of your brother... Hopefully he's found some peace now. Take care of yourself... And others... Life is too short.
@@1014armydude I'm so sorry for your pain and loss I learned to live above the pain..It takes time..I also put my faith in the Lord who carries me through the hardest days....You could find a way to honor his memory it will help you find purpose and a way to possibly relieve the pain in a way...im always around if u need to talk. God bless u..
I am a combat veteran. I called the suicide hotline in Israel in early 2015 after a break up/ptsd relapse. It was very helpful to me. It's not therapy but they will help you in an acute crisis. I now help combat veterans and the mentally ill.
ForeverRepublic god bless you man for serving we need more people like you in this world instead of I’m not going to say what they are but you know what I’m talking about
this comment made me very happy, If you ever feel like a very complex and twisted challenge, message me. to the ANTIFA coward who stained these comments, good job on bringing back communism and unbalance to the world after so many veterans died and still suffer today just to make sure we were free of your propaganda. I pray that your kind never face me on the streets
This song, among others, literally helped save my life many years ago. Metal is the most expressive genre, hands down, and I dare anyone to try and prove otherwise.
All types of music even metal can soothe a hurt soul that’s why music is one of the best ways to wine down and escape this hell we call life music helps calm and deter those demons who thrive and feed on hate hurt and so much more music makes it all better ❤❤❤❤❤❤ music is and will forever be the best medicine we could ever take.
I really hate that they don’t get as much credit as they deserve (at least in my eyes). Hell, they’ve done music that was also on Dawn of the Dead, Dragonball, Bleach, one of the Sonic games and a lot of other shit. A lot of the time when I tell people Disturbed was behind a lot of the greatest parts of their lives they cannot believe it
This is the message that saved my life at the age of 34, I was about to commit suicide and remembered this song and the message and called. I ended up in a mental hospital for a week and it was one of the best decisions that I ever took in my life. At the end of all the diagnosis that I received and all the possible approaches I was finally diagnosed with ADHD and General anxiety. My life was a cluster of poor decisions, self hatred and ager until the age of 34, after I was diagnosed correctly at the age of 35 (last year) my life is changing for the best, this message gave a me second chance. No more fights, nno more drugs, no more broken bones, no more confusion and fail attempts, now is all about love, my family and friends, My soon to be wife, my school, God, love and all the good things to come. Fuck yeah I put up a good fight against my demons and now I am casting them away.
I lost my brother in law to suicide he hanged him self . This song is very intense. The pain you must be in to take your own life is hard to understand if you haven’t been there yourself. Great song ❤️
I tried to kill myself twice the one time by driving my motorcycle faster then the speed limit and then crashed. The other a knife attempt. But I am grateful to be alive now. I have stuff to live for and am better now.
It's said he wrote this song about a girlfriend he had when they were 18 or 19 that killed herself. It made him attempt to take his life which thankfully failed but also led him to get his life back on track and get better. This song has helped so many but it is also a very personal, sad song for him about a tragedy he had to go through.
@@xeronylloyd21 Yeah, I know for sure the part about his girlfriend taking her own life is true. Not 100% sure if him trying to take his as well is true or not though.
Here's a link to the Video where David talks about it: ruclips.net/video/eLDeFPMdKcw/видео.html He never attempted to take his own life, it was mainly an internal struggle of wanting to but not wanting to. He never actually attempted to take his own life, just thought about it for a while.
I lost my best friend four years ago to suicide, and recently got a suicide attempt screen by another friend. I feel your pain, David. I really do. My condolences.
I have loved Disturbed for years and been listening to this song for a long time but never fully understood it, because one cannot feel that pain unless they have been there. Then, nearly 4 months ago I found my brother after he decided to commit suicide and I too feel the pain. I hope you, and anyone else going through similar situations are managing to get by okay.
Thank you. I get that. I think we have to sometimes and it sure does help. Not a day, not an hour I do not think of him. He is always in my dreams or sometimes nightmares but hopefully it will pass eventually.
When I was 11, maybe 12, my bestfriend committed suicide and it crushed me. My mental state was and still is very unhealthy. I've wanted to commit suicide but I haven't done it since I joined marching band, where I felt safe and worthy. I want you all to know that there is a place for you where you are loved and worthy of being at. Please don't take your own life away. Love you all💗
I want No offense towards you (cuz my girlfriend has allso attempted commiting suicide, but thank god she failed) but this kinda sounds fake. I do believe you, but this just sounds kinda weird :/ but I hope all the strenght in the world to you, just don't end up like her 🙏🏻
Lyrics Ooh, Devon, won’t go to heaven She’s just another lost soul About to be mine again Leave her, we will receive her It is beyond your control Will you ever meet again? Devon, no longer livin Who had been rendered unwhole As a little child She was taken And then forsaken You will remember it all Let it fill your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There’s another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her! Sever, now and forever You’re just another lost soul About to be mine again See her? You’ll never free her You must surrender it all If you’d like to meet again Fire, for your desire As she begins to turn cold For the final time You will shiver, till you deliver You will remember it all Let it fill your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There’s another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her! Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There’s another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her! Devon, no longer living Who had been rendered unwhole As a little child She was taken And then forsaken You will remember it all Let it fill your mind again
I've been listening to disturbed since I was a young child, roughly around the time the Indestructible album came out. Grew up on them, 100% my favorite band of all time, I have never known what he said when he said, "Devon, no longer living" I could never figure it out. A fan made lyric video I saw years ago said the lyric was "one of eleven". "no longer living" makes so much more sense.
Oh Devon Won't go to heaven She's just another lost soul, about to be mine again Leave her we will recieve her It is beyond your control will you ever meet again Devin No longer living Who had been rendered unwhole As a little child, she was taken and then forsaken you will remember it all Let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity release your life to begin another time with her End your grief with me there's another way release your life take your place inside the fire with her Sever Now and forever you're just another lost soul about to be mine again see her, you'll never free her you must surrender it all Would you like to meet again Fire All you desire As she begins to turn cold and run out of time you will shiver till you deliver you will remember it all Let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity release your life to begin another time with her End your grief with me there's another way release your life take your place inside the fire with her [solo] Give your soul to me For eternity release your life to begin another time with her End your grief with me there's another way release your life take your place inside the fire with her Devin No longer living Who had been rendered unwhole As a little child she was taken, and then forsaken you will remember it all Let it blow your mind again
Yea, so is the Devon with the O alive and the Devin with the I dead? If so, how do we get Devon with the O back from the other side of the portal. Do we need to speak to Master Raiden?
+Nadim Il a regardé la date sous la vidéo du coup c'était forcément un fan de longue date en droit d'insulter quelqu'un qui félicitait le groupe.... Ah la jungle d'internet.
+ Terry Wilson Oh no.....religious people. Look, i've been in some deep shit, i've been a drunken mess, i've had thoughts of suicide. What helped me? My family, friends, i found new hobbies and stuff like that. Depressive music had no effect on me at all, to me it's just music and the feelings coming with it just reflected my own bad situation but it didn't make things worse. And sorry i just can't believe in God.....i'm a science guy :D
My fiance ( the father of my child) committed suicide 6 yrs ago by hanging. How this amazing Man has ANY nerves left at all is beyond my comprehension 😭🙌🙌. Such a horrifically powerful video. Thank you David for spreading this kind of awareness and I wish him all the best and comfort he can find ❤
People who listen to this music, and/or sing it are actually very sweet. They just let out their feelings then society sees as 'normal'. Many 'mean' bikers are actually very sweet dispite their image as being bad.
I feel for y'all. I can't say I know what it is like to lose a family member like that, but I lost my best friend to suicide. It was the worst feeling not being able to see that something was that wrong in his life. I still think 5 years later what could I have done differently.
My husband found me hanging January this year. I was dead but he brought me back. This hits me VERY close. Many of Disturbed's songs do that and I have to thank them for giving voice to this.
@@MikeMike-dv7iv I can't speak from experience, but my father attempted to hang himself when he was 16-- he was cut down after a couple minutes, taken to the hospital, and lived. Never knew if he had brain damage, but his mental disorders and addictions that developed soon after that hinted it may. He died, however, less then 2 years ago after another suicide attempt. Hanging, again, this time in jail. Since he wasn't cut down for two hours, he obviously choked to death. Takes about 10 minutes to actually die, but you could pass out before that. Actually dying and being resuscitated? Haven't heard of that, but maybe her husband is certified in the medical field. Or it could even be metaphorical. Dunno. Don't want to doubt her story, especially since she's probably gone through a lot. (Though I doubt you meant it offensively) Have a great day :)
I swear this song has to be in the top three songs they've ever made. It's so well structured, has a strong message with serious undertones and spurs a lot of imagination.
It's ironic. My best friend of 28 years, since birth, loved this band. Like myself. And he ended his own life at the end of February and another comment here said it best: Suicide doesn't end the pain. It transfers it to the survivors, with interest. They failed to mention how much GOD DAMN pain the interest accrues.
Jack Of Shades I’m still paying for my brothers my parents still don’t have the love and courage to let it go and I’m stuck with my nephews who look like me and my brother worse part about it there is nothing I can do to alíviate my parents pain
+YourUncleSteve The plot thickens..... I've watched this video many times and only just noticed the feet are blue / off color before the removal of the chair. I feel like a sadist for pointing out production errors in the recreation of a suicide. It's just, collating our findings... I think this is a murder scene.
To the person who reads this Your skin isn't paper don't cut it Your face isn't a mask dont cover it Your body isn't a book don't judge it Your life isn't a movie don't end it Your heart isn't a door,don't lock it Your beautiful💝 Be you... Now pls spread this message
I took a screenshot just as it showed a picture of David and his girlfriend. I was crying for an hour before I could reply. Thank you for the motivation.
I love this song. When the voices in my head start telling me to give up I put on my headphones, and listen to songs like this and steadily turn the volume up. Unfortunately, sometimes I really wish the volume could go higher than 100. Just for clarity I'm referring to metaphorical voices. I don't hear actual voices. I'm just trying to drown out my own thoughts.
I'm sorry Maggie. I hope you're finding peace. I hope there is support groups in the afterlife and I hope Pat is happy and laughing, maybe in a support group with Robin Williams acting up. Don't beat yourself up. The severely depressed are from all walks of life and they cover up their pain very well.
For two whole years, I’ve thought about getting back into drinking. Every time I listen to this song, it gets me thinking about my mothers drinking and how I’ve had to wake up to her yelling at me for no reason at 3:00am. Leaving me mentally broken down, and nearly cutting her out of my life. Permanently. Every word she said, completely seared to my brain. I can even remember when she legitimately told me to kill myself at 18. Then again at 19. I just picture myself just yelling at my mom in anger and throwing the bottle at a wall. The amount of verbal abuse was almost enough to push me to the very brink of Suicide.
children of alcoholics have more trauma than they often realize. taking a counseling class called "family therapy" at my local community college helped me a lot. it was one of the classes in an "addiction studies" program. I didn't take the others, only the family therapy one.
I don't know you, but I'm glad your still here with us. My mom was/is the exact same as yours. At 12 years old, she told me that I'll never be shit, I'll never make shit happen, my existence was nothing. So yes, words can be the final key in someone's coffin. Keep your head up!! 💯
I've had two friends that have committed suicide, one in middle school and one later in life. I've been through therapy because for a while there I was leaning towards it myself. This really hits hard. I'm glad there's people who have a platform like yours that takes this seriously. Thank you for this song.
Ooh Devon Won't go to Heaven She's just another lost soul, about to be mine again Leave her We will receive her It is beyond your control Will you ever meet again. Devon One of eleven Who had been rendered unwhole. As a little child, She was taken And then forsaken You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again. Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There's another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her Sever Now and forever You're just another lost soul about to be mine again See her, you'll never free her You must surrender it all If you'd like to meet again Fire All you desire As she begins to turn cold for the final time You will shiver Till you deliver You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There's another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her. Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There's another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her Devon One of eleven Who had been rendered unwhole As a little child She was taken, And then forsaken You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again.
I love this song so much. I lost my dad and older sister to suicide, it hurts like fucking hell to lose the ones you love. Music has helped me to keep going in such a big way, resonate with good frequencies (Music) especially.
Melissa Virgo I can relate to how ya feel I found my wife sitting in her car after she had shot herself in tha chest. It's been 4 years since she did that an it feels like yesterday but like you said music helps so much.
Melissa Virgo Dude, look at weabo's profile pic... What do u expect from someone like that. Most of the people here believe. Luckily I did not experience something as horrible as that. Anyway there were periods in my life when i got to bed without really wanting to ever wake up so I understand about 5 % of your pain. Anyways you should not get deadbrains like this piss you off.
+PATRiCKFBi MetalHead yo snooker boy take a seat and chill no need to get mad eh mate I mean ya started it anyway but whatevs sneering boy I'll test your fuckin thorns
I know this comment may seem out of place or even inappropriate but at least there are bands who's song still has meaning. Disturbed is one of the few artists keeping music real.
Your not out of line tour right disturbed is one of the few bands that still have actually meaning to there song if your like me and actually listen to the.lyrics
I can tell he really cares about suicide. Not just because he has personal experience with it and song an amazing song about it but, put a warning before the video.
doesn't matter what you believe or think this song is about, he is saying if you feel like offing yourself get some help which is always there for you, NOT do it, or anything Satanic, so don't believe that. its his experience , his advice, his help.
Going to my best friends funeral tomorrow all i can think about is this song :( . I didn't believe it when people told me that suicide affects every body around you. Well now i know because im burying someone i just hung out with last week. Suicide is never an option there's always help
When you first hear the news you just refuse to believe, but then at the funeral the cold hard truth of reality grips you. Now you realize that the person you've had fun times with not long ago is now forever gone...forever...
***** i know man, i've had suicide thoughts for a while at a young age. and not because my gf broke up with me or something, because i was fed up with everyone treating me like trash. after years of being trashed you start to feel like trash and actually believe you are. i still feel that way but the suicide thoughts are gone after therapy.
+Chris Stokes Same here. I didn't even really realize what the lyrics were until now even though I've loved this song for years. This video is intense.
@@Cozad2ll2 you are welcome. I have been fighting these impusles since I was 14. I'm now 58 and still fighting. Please continue your fight. Don't let the demons win.
Proud of you Corrina! The road we walk is not easy and fraught with clear and present danger, and actual peril, but, it is the only option worth pursuing, the rest are all dead ends. To anyone out there, I know it feels like all your pain and suffering will never end, but one day, we will get to lay our heavy burdens down, until then please stay alittle longer among us, you have much to offer, even if you don't necessarily agree. You matter to someone out there, and even if you could prove otherwise, you matter to this planet, this multiverse, something is expressed in you, in a way that isn't expressed in anything else alive! Ponder that when you feel like you don't matter, and no one would miss you and you think that the world would be better without you. And lest you think that this is coming from some square who has never been touched with the sorrows of this world, I've had the world's worst severe chronic pain disease for 11 months shy of a quarter of a 100 years, I know what the pit looks like, I've lived in it longer than I had been alive otherwise. Chin up soldier, I know the way is rough, tough, long, arduous, painful, precarious, petrifyingly god awful, and perilous, press on even then, you are stronger than you know, I believe in you...
Oh Devon Won't go to Heaven She's just another lost soul, about to be mine again Leave her We will receive her It is beyond your control Will you ever meet again. Devon One of eleven Who had been rendered unwhole. As a little child, She was taken And then forsaken You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again. Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There's another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her Sever Now and forever You're just another lost soul about to be mine again See her, you'll never free her You must surrender it all In your life to meet again Fire All you desire As she begins to turn cold and run out of time You will shiver Till you deliver You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There's another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her. Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There's another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her Devon Among the livin' Who had been rendered unwhole As a little child She was taken, And then forsaken You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again.
The thing about dying is once you die your no longer in pain. So I envy the dead because life is one big head ache and we will all die at some point. Once you die the head ache and pain ends. So that's a positive for the person that died. I know this is rough for you but look at it this way your friend is at piece despite going through a lot of misery. I can relate to misery and their is no use existing in that state. Not that death is good but living in misery is fare worse than losing your life. People have to die at some point and it should be up to the person to decide if life is worth living. To me it's selfish of someone to force someone to go through agony because they don't want to lose them. That's why if a family member of mine was not going to get any relief even though I would not want them to die I think it should be up to them if they live or die. Because I would not want someone to go through more pain than is nesicery all for my sake. Death is sometimes the best option for a person. Plus as fare as I see we were put in this shit hole world against our will. As a direct result we should pick how we leave this shit hole world.
A person always has a mask of happiness and one of sadness those of use that deal with mental illness tend to hide what we really feel behind the mask of happiness and a lot times people can't take the pressure and kill themselves
My bestfriends mum commited a few years ago.. No one knows why but she left kids and a husband and I loved her so much and so did my mom, almost as if she was family. every year when the day comes of her death her family comes down and visits us cause they dont like being alone, its sucks man, and its horrible, i hope any of you are reading this have made it this far in life and im proud of you! keep pushing! you are so strong!
As someone who's life almost ended at 15, this song really hits differently, pulls the heart strings truly. Thank you David for another masterpiece and sharing your story with us ❤️
I lost my very close cousin to suicide many years ago... Disturbed has been may favorite band for as long as I can remember....it is an epidemic, if you need help, call the crisis line. Call anyone. It's been 8 years since I lost him, and believe me, every day people you love just want to help. I know how low the lows can get, I've been on anti depressants for 10 years now... there is help for everyone. I am pretty sure no one will read this comment, but if it saves just one person... it's worth every letter I typed.
I suffer from thoughts of that after I lost there's no words for it but she was more then my soulmate I mean rely more then 2 bodies one soul and when she died in a car wreck it messed me up more then anyone can know and when I have them thoughts I go to a quiet room and just blast disturbed, Linkin park, three days grace and many others to get back level headed for I don't have anyone to talk to and the ones I did basicly why don't you grow a set and move on
Read your story and cannot express how much I relate.. My cousin steven who lived w me his whole life so more like brother got me into disturbed so long ago. He had alot of issues and his mom and dad were abusive and neglected him alot so we took him in and he felt alone still. His mom got him into pills and he overdosed 2 times then died on the third in the room next to me. Shit tore me up and still hurts today. Cant tell you how many times I wanted to take my place inside the fire w him... We live on to share our stories and grow stronger ffrom them and hopefully shine a light on someones dark life.
Dude, I have been suicidal for years, not even a good reason, sometimes my soul just wants to give up.... I just listen to some of your music and I feel like I can take the world on! Love everything you do! Thankyou for everything you do and for just being a genuinely good person. There aren't enough left.
I'll step in for david as he probably won't see your post. Keep going my guy stay strong, I too love his music. Whatever is making you feel this way, find the opposite and concentrate on that bro. Stick with the living we are fun!
If anyone is still coming back in 2023, and hears David's message, and had dark thoughts previously, this message warms your heart up probably (and I hope so), knowing that David would care if he learned one of his fans passed away like this. Strength is what we need, more than anything else, and we will survive. And become the lions of this jungle.
Ill always remember the words my best friend told me.. Your life is not only your, its of everyone around you, if you take your own life, you also take a piece of theirs...
I understand that. Yet what if you're sooo traumatized. With 9 yrs of Complex PTSD, desperately seeking help your DR recommend 9 yrs ago U need, yet NOBODY WILL PAY FOR THIS TREATMENT. Eventually one gets to the end of their rope. They cry out....yet their parents just tell them "UR the problem. .... And if you're gonna kill yourself don't do it here...go away elsewhere".... How supportive is that💔❓
He sings out the sight of Satan. In christian religion People that do suicide go streight to hell. Devin find the woman and the devil makes him an offer to follow her to be reunited with her in the fire, if not he will never see her again. The interesting Part is if you can tust the devil?
Guys, you have no idea how you helped me. I first heard this song when I was 17. Scide got a lot resentment in the society. Theres a lot of misleading information. But another perspective, that came from this song, helped me to seek help in the right time. Now I am 33 and after one attempt. I probably would not live by now, if I didnt shift my thinking by this song. Eternaly thankfull for that :)
When I first heard this song from Disturbed I liked it just like any of their songs. But when I finally looked at the music video for the first time years ago, the lyrics finally made sense, and I almost cried when I did, I finally understood because I never knew David Draiman had gone through that and even now the meaning hasn't lost itself. Please don't ever take your lives... it's very precious to us all...
***** Screw suicide,how will we watch the next episode of our favourite anime/shows?And how the hell will we be able to keep to listening to this awesome music when we are dead?!
Lyrics: Oh Devon Won't go to Heaven She's just another lost soul, about to be mine again Leave her We will receive her It is beyond your control Will you ever meet again. Devon One of eleven Who had been rendered unwhole. As a little child, She was taken And then forsaken You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again. Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There's another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her Sever Now and forever You're just another lost soul about to be mine again See her, you'll never free her You must surrender it all In your life to meet again Fire All you desire As she begins to turn cold and run out of time You will shiver Till you deliver You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There's another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her. Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There's another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her Devon Among the livin' Who had been rendered unwhole As a little child She was taken, And then forsaken You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again.
A lot of people feel this subject is Taboo,,,Its really important to know the signs of someone close to ending their life...it’s a very sad sickness I know because I almost ended mine! Between so many variables & a medication that caused suicidal emotions I almost did it....life, my family & the love in my heart pulled me up to reality.....I just couldn’t leave that kind of burden on my family to carry through life! I’m here & I am stronger because of it....Thank You David Draiman & Disturbed for breathing life into this song......Thank You♥️
i will always love this song...its one of the first ones that i heard by Disturbed. and i was told there was something wrong with me for liking this one. then i saw the video and cried. it hits hard every time. when i was younger, i was almost that girl (just in a different way). my mom stopped me. and i cant imagine the pain it wouldve caused her to come home to me on the couch not breathing anymore. on a different note: the makeup they did for that video...the veining on her body...just blows my mind. they did such an amazing job with this whole video. and i wish more bands made meaningful music like they do.
Oh Devon Won't go to Heaven She's just another lost soul, about to be mine again Leave her We will receive her It is beyond your control Will you ever meet again. Devon One of eleven Who had been rendered unwhole. As a little child, She was taken And then forsaken You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again. Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There's another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her Sever Now and forever You're just another lost soul about to be mine again See her, you'll never free her You must surrender it all In your life to meet again Fire All you desire As she begins to turn cold and run out…
Bitterness? I could kill myself because I think the world has turned to shit and that nobody is decent or loving anymore...I think I've answered my own question.
Alright kids... hope you never have to go true this kind of experience, but if you come home or visit friends or relatives and you see this 0:56 try not to panic... you need to leave the main door open (if you're alone, people will be able to come in easily and help you, and the ambulance guys don't need to stand in front of a shut door either) and get the sharpest object you can find, to cut him or her loose (you don't need to do that if the person is swollen up, with a bluish skin, stiff joints, a puddle of liquid under the persons feet and an awful odor... just call the ambulance and police in that situation, but if it happened recently like in the video, there's still a chance that you can save his or her life). If you're with at least a person, make sure one of you is calling the ambulance and the other is doing CPR, but if you're alone, always keep yelling for help and do CPR until the ambulance arrives... worse case, make the call yourself between pauses.
The fact that Damen felt the need to warn viewers about the sensitive content that was in this video, shows that this was a personal matter for him and how much he cares.
One of my best friends killed himself when I was 16 years old. He was always such a happy person I didn't see the signs of him being depressed. This song always reminds me of him.
I've been listening to this song ever since it came out. My dad committed suicide 2 years ago from drinking himself to death. Distured was his favorite band same as mine too. My daughter loves you dad. Even tho she never got to meet you. I love you dad..
This video hits extremely close to home with me. I lost a few close & talented friends of mine to suicide and after I lost my parents, I had my share of thoughts. Today, I helped get a band going, play guitar and even give lessons to kids' today. I thank Disturbed and amongst of a few other of my favorite bands for helping me get through a lot. 🤘
As the lyrics say in the song The Light, Sometimes darkness will show you the light. It's sad though that the darkness sometimes come from the ones close to you.
Too me a while to understand the song. The chorus was the devil talking into his ear, trying to tempt him into killing himself to join his girlfriend. Thats where I was getting confused
In May of 2023, I was admitted to a mental hospital. I had a full-proof plan to take my own life. While I was there, they had these little ipods we could listen to music with. I chose the one with rock music, and I put on Disturbed because I was already a fan of their music. This song came on. I never heard it and I was so hyperfocused on the lyrics that I forgot where I was. I didnt realize it was about David's girlfriend taking her own life until after I came home. You are loved. Every single issue you are currently dealing with is temporary, but suicide isn't. Reach out. You are so loved.
Not a demon. The song, as david explained in an interview, was written from the perspective of satan himself, telling david to kill himself to re-join his girlfriend
David reaching inside himself and converting that intense anger and confusion and sorrow into burning lyrical energy, assuming the voice of the tempter who tortured him in his grief. The man is a true artist.
I certainly agree with you. They care .
That's why music especially this kind is so freaking therapeutic.
i think it’s supposed to be the devil but i like your take
😊😊
@@petesteelesgf read his comment more carefully. He said "assuming the voice of the tempter who tortured him in his grief". The tempter is exactly who you said...
Metal guys usually look aggressive and rebellious. But in reality, they are the ones who care about others, talk about important issues of life through their songs, love fans by often interacting with them personally. That makes metal unique
I'm in no band but i listen to a variety of metal and partly because of that I'm looked at like a monster, doesn't help I'm 6 foot n 300lbs. I am a nice guy but I'm always looked at like I'm about to rip them apart n it couldn't be further from the truth, don't get me wrong tho if a man deserves it I'm not above beating him down but in general i keep to myself n even try to stay out of peoples way. Life itself blows but I'm still clawing n scratching through it.
My cousin committed suicide in 96 because his girlfriend was a bitch and told him to kill himself RIP Tyler kevin owsley we will miss you
@@gregadams1976 I’m so sorry to hear your cousin committed suicide just because some girl told him to kill himself! That was so CRUEL and wrong for her to do that to him!
True that!
ive realized thats because you have to look intimidating to get away with doing that shit. caring is soft
I saw disturbed in concert last year. I was raised Christian, and still am, and I was always told that Disturbed was satanic, and this song promoted suicide. But after I saw them, and saw David warm everyone what this song was about, and they showed the suicide hotline number at the top of the stage, I realized that it was the exact opposite. I had seen this music video before, but they had never included the intro part that shows the suicide hotline number and everything. This song has a VERY different meaning when you know the story behind it, than when you just hear it on the radio. I had always heard that he was telling people to kill themselves in the song. But, the words he says in the chorus are, supposedly, exactly what he heard the devil whisper in his ear when his high school girlfriend committed suicide. It’s supposed to be a warning against suicide, not a call to it. I’m glad I came to realize this.
I wouldn't really see it as a warning against suicide. Rather, it shows the pain the survivors feel and the temptation to follow the deceased...
While this revelation might deter someone from taking their life, it is not necessarily the meaning of this song.
(At least in my opinion)
@@RKBock on my perspective, it's both, it's warning to those that are considering suicide, telling them that their pain will just find another victim, and it also shows, like you said, the aforementioned pain seeking ways to break down the friends and loved ones of the person.
Well, inmy highschool (catholic btw) they warned us about metal bands too, and that's why we wanted to listened more XD, but after we realized the meanings of the songs, you start loving them. since then we appreciate a song for the meaning and not just for what people talk about then.
A religion that's supposed to preach forgiveness, where its devotees spend most of their time demonizing others for not following their aesthetics. What conclusions can be drawn from that, i wonder.
@@juliosurimu6502 love that saying " listen to the meaning before you judge the screaming"
Metal music isn’t scary. Some of these talents are the most gentle, caring people who’ve been there…Every song comes from someone’s heart and real life experiences/traumas. If you really “hear” it, you’d notice, it’s therapeutic.
If you’re reading this…You are not alone.
With everything that’s been going on in my life, this shit helps so much. Just listening to this and reading your comment made me cry. Thank you. You didn’t say or do much but everything helps more than you know. Time heals all wounds guys we are the next generation stay strong we are here together and for each other. We are no different than one another ❤
@@alphacureface5011Thanks (19 here)
I lay attention to they lyrics more than anything,some of the lyrics fucking hu
Metal is cool! But where did you hear metal here?!
I don’t know another artist, that has ever.put a warning for sensitive viewers and a help line number...that’s what I call pure and utter class!!
i wont ring it tho
Mathew, I know your probably joking, but the off chance that you are not, if you are in trouble, or just need to talk, about anything, please do call, I am here too, be well my friend!
@@charliem2507 i anit joking some thing not to joke about iam in and out of it and his music is whats holding me together and many more
i hope you are safe mate to
@@charliem2507 i actuly would love to meet the band i would not ask for a signiture i would shake his and say than you for helping me threw my mental health and my derpersion and all of the above its a very serius thing to lose your self in your own head i have been in and out of hospital all my life and one because of drugs and many other stuff God bless you all hope the covid ends soon so we can get back to life and i may one day go to a disturbed concert here in Australia pl z stay safe and help your loved ones and even strangers
Mathew, I am so sorry to hear of your struggles, I hope you are hanging in, anytime you need to talk, I am obviously not a professional, but I just wanted to tell you how special you are, the odds of your being born exactly the beautiful way you were, is pretty staggering, thanks for sharing your story with me, I am a Canadian woman, different ends of the earth, haha! Anytime you need to talk, I will do my best! I hope you get to see the band, got my fingers crossed for you, take care darlin, all the best to you and yours, charlie
To anyone who’s watching this:
I’m glad you’re still here. This world wouldn’t be the same without you.
Thanks man, you too!!
😁👍
I'm not worried about the world. I literally don't want to b 'disturbed' anymore.
Never knew how bad I feel for the guy till now😕
Hell yeah brother
I lost my brother to suicide. It haunts me still. Please look for the signs and tell them you love them and they are special and they can get through whatever is hurting them. Depression is a horrible thing...ty your music has helped me so much .god bless you...
Sometimes it just isn't enough, friend... Sometimes nothing is enough. I'm sorry for the loss of your brother... Hopefully he's found some peace now. Take care of yourself... And others... Life is too short.
@@quentinsehon2232 ty very much for the kind words .god bless you..
@Kenneth Stephenson I've lost mine this past Monday to suicide. How do you find the strength to keep going?
@@1014armydude I'm so sorry for your pain and loss I learned to live above the pain..It takes time..I also put my faith in the Lord who carries me through the hardest days....You could find a way to honor his memory it will help you find purpose and a way to possibly relieve the pain in a way...im always around if u need to talk. God bless u..
I feel your pain 😔
This song deep asf. He was being tempted to end it all so he could see her, but he learned that it isn’t the right way out. Good stuff.
Heavy Metal guy... encourages people to reach out.
Didn't see that coming. What a legend.
you should check out disturbed's song another way to die... it's about global warming
he's an amazing person
Quite a common stereotype (Not that I am accusing you) for people to think that anyone who makes Metal or listens to it is some sort of Satanist
I've often seen that some of the biggest/toughest looking guys/gals also have a very big, kind heart.
random guy..... fucking Douchebag
I never realized how dark this song actually was until now
Same here
same and now i feel emotional but love this even more now than i ever did
Exactly ...
Same here
Neither did I all times I listen this song
I am a combat veteran. I called the suicide hotline in Israel in early 2015 after a break up/ptsd relapse. It was very helpful to me. It's not therapy but they will help you in an acute crisis.
I now help combat veterans and the mentally ill.
ForeverRepublic god bless you man for serving we need more people like you in this world instead of I’m not going to say what they are but you know what I’m talking about
Thanks for your service. Keep your head held high. You’re stronger then that. Glad things got better.
Can't imagine the kind of PTSD you gave to the Palestinians you were committing genocide against.
Fuck the IDF
@@TJ5897 antifa is for fucking cowards
this comment made me very happy, If you ever feel like a very complex and twisted challenge, message me.
to the ANTIFA coward who stained these comments, good job on bringing back communism and unbalance to the world after so many veterans died and still suffer today just to make sure we were free of your propaganda.
I pray that your kind never face me on the streets
This song, among others, literally helped save my life many years ago. Metal is the most expressive genre, hands down, and I dare anyone to try and prove otherwise.
All types of music even metal can soothe a hurt soul that’s why music is one of the best ways to wine down and escape this hell we call life music helps calm and deter those demons who thrive and feed on hate hurt and so much more music makes it all better ❤❤❤❤❤❤ music is and will forever be the best medicine we could ever take.
His voice is f***ing amazing. I love this band and the messages they put in their songs. Never quit Disturbed!
they are the bridge between the bands like metalica led zeplin etc... to now
their lyrics always have deep messages. It seems that the more time passes the more i will understand the feelings between the lines
I really hate that they don’t get as much credit as they deserve (at least in my eyes). Hell, they’ve done music that was also on Dawn of the Dead, Dragonball, Bleach, one of the Sonic games and a lot of other shit. A lot of the time when I tell people Disturbed was behind a lot of the greatest parts of their lives they cannot believe it
It’s their choice if they want to stop.
@@henrique260293 3:08 That’s gotta be the creepiest guitar solo I’ve ever heard in my life. 🎸😬
This is the message that saved my life at the age of 34, I was about to commit suicide and remembered this song and the message and called. I ended up in a mental hospital for a week and it was one of the best decisions that I ever took in my life.
At the end of all the diagnosis that I received and all the possible approaches I was finally diagnosed with ADHD and General anxiety. My life was a cluster of poor decisions, self hatred and ager until the age of 34, after I was diagnosed correctly at the age of 35 (last year) my life is changing for the best, this message gave a me second chance. No more fights, nno more drugs, no more broken bones, no more confusion and fail attempts, now is all about love, my family and friends, My soon to be wife, my school, God, love and all the good things to come. Fuck yeah I put up a good fight against my demons and now I am casting them away.
Good for you.
It's so good to read this! My best wishes
Sir, we are all happy for you
1223santigato well done man! Stay strong!
Happy for you! Never stop fighting..
I lost my brother in law to suicide he hanged him self . This song is very intense. The pain you must be in to take your own life is hard to understand if you haven’t been there yourself. Great song ❤️
I’m sorry to hear that
I'm sorry for your lost😞
@@wako2015 loss
I don't know why he suicide, could have friends right now, but he didin't think on the future on that moment.
I tried to kill myself twice the one time by driving my motorcycle faster then the speed limit and then crashed. The other a knife attempt. But I am grateful to be alive now. I have stuff to live for and am better now.
It's said he wrote this song about a girlfriend he had when they were 18 or 19 that killed herself. It made him attempt to take his life which thankfully failed but also led him to get his life back on track and get better. This song has helped so many but it is also a very personal, sad song for him about a tragedy he had to go through.
If I remember correctly David himself confirmed this was true, not just a made up thing
@@xeronylloyd21 Yeah, I know for sure the part about his girlfriend taking her own life is true. Not 100% sure if him trying to take his as well is true or not though.
Here's a link to the Video where David talks about it: ruclips.net/video/eLDeFPMdKcw/видео.html
He never attempted to take his own life, it was mainly an internal struggle of wanting to but not wanting to. He never actually attempted to take his own life, just thought about it for a while.
I lost my best friend four years ago to suicide, and recently got a suicide attempt screen by another friend. I feel your pain, David. I really do. My condolences.
*scare
I'm so sorry for your loss.
I have loved Disturbed for years and been listening to this song for a long time but never fully understood it, because one cannot feel that pain unless they have been there. Then, nearly 4 months ago I found my brother after he decided to commit suicide and I too feel the pain. I hope you, and anyone else going through similar situations are managing to get by okay.
+Inflamedwithrage5 I'm sorry for your loss. My condolences, friend. I'm getting by okay, I just have random urges to cry because I miss him so much.
Thank you. I get that. I think we have to sometimes and it sure does help. Not a day, not an hour I do not think of him. He is always in my dreams or sometimes nightmares but hopefully it will pass eventually.
When I was 11, maybe 12, my bestfriend committed suicide and it crushed me. My mental state was and still is very unhealthy. I've wanted to commit suicide but I haven't done it since I joined marching band, where I felt safe and worthy. I want you all to know that there is a place for you where you are loved and worthy of being at. Please don't take your own life away. Love you all💗
I hope you can find a way to heal. Please know that you are also loved and the world is better with you in it ♥️💙
I'm so sorry for your loss. :(
Experienced the same loss.. Here to say stay strong. Love you..
Любовь спасет
Gracias amiga
Ya no pensaré en el suicidio 🥺
My girlfriend killed herself a few days ago. Her funeral was today. I've listened to this song before going there. It gave me strength.
Be strong and don't follow her path. This world is incredible, try to enjoy it.
I'm so sorry bro
I’m very sorry , sending my thoughts and prayers to you ❤️
I want No offense towards you (cuz my girlfriend has allso attempted commiting suicide, but thank god she failed) but this kinda sounds fake. I do believe you, but this just sounds kinda weird :/ but I hope all the strenght in the world to you, just don't end up like her 🙏🏻
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Lyrics
Ooh, Devon, won’t go to heaven
She’s just another lost soul
About to be mine again
Leave her, we will receive her
It is beyond your control
Will you ever meet again?
Devon, no longer livin
Who had been rendered unwhole
As a little child
She was taken
And then forsaken
You will remember it all
Let it fill your mind again
Devon lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There’s another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with her!
Sever, now and forever
You’re just another lost soul
About to be mine again
See her? You’ll never free her
You must surrender it all
If you’d like to meet again
Fire, for your desire
As she begins to turn cold
For the final time
You will shiver, till you deliver
You will remember it all
Let it fill your mind again
Devon lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There’s another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with her!
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There’s another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with her!
Devon, no longer living
Who had been rendered unwhole
As a little child
She was taken
And then forsaken
You will remember it all
Let it fill your mind again
Very haunting lyrics indeed.
Шат ап фак
😢❤
I've been listening to disturbed since I was a young child, roughly around the time the Indestructible album came out. Grew up on them, 100% my favorite band of all time, I have never known what he said when he said, "Devon, no longer living" I could never figure it out. A fan made lyric video I saw years ago said the lyric was "one of eleven". "no longer living" makes so much more sense.
Awww never knew that he did that intro thing before... Respect dude
his fiancé committed suicide
gf they were 16
pwners4u and she was pregnant.
RKBock she was pregnant.
Do y'all know why she committed suicide???
" All men have their fires. While some are lost and burned in them, some are forged in them."
I can attest to that.
Real talk
Who said that ? That's very clever and very true
Holy shit dam that's real talk and true
Afuckinmen! I absolutely love this quote
Oh Devon
Won't go to heaven
She's just another lost soul, about to be mine again
Leave her
we will recieve her
It is beyond your control
will you ever meet again
Devin
No longer living
Who had been rendered unwhole
As a little child,
she was taken
and then forsaken
you will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again
Devon lies beyond this portal
take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
release your life
to begin another time with her
End your grief with me
there's another way
release your life
take your place inside the fire with her
Sever
Now and forever
you're just another lost soul about to be mine again
see her, you'll never free her
you must surrender it all
Would you like to meet again
Fire
All you desire
As she begins to turn cold and run out of time
you will shiver
till you deliver
you will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again
Devon lies beyond this portal
take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
release your life
to begin another time with her
End your grief with me
there's another way
release your life
take your place inside the fire with her
[solo]
Give your soul to me
For eternity
release your life
to begin another time with her
End your grief with me
there's another way
release your life
take your place inside the fire with her
Devin
No longer living
Who had been rendered unwhole
As a little child
she was taken,
and then forsaken
you will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again
Thanks, hero.
Yea, so is the Devon with the O alive and the Devin with the I dead? If so, how do we get Devon with the O back from the other side of the portal. Do we need to speak to Master Raiden?
Thanks! 👏👏👏
he lost a child a well :(.......
So Satan is the immortal saying give me your soul and you can be with her in the flames?
I’ve struggled with severe depression for 8 years now and then one day I almost ended my life. That was probably the worst feeling and day ever
I need help
@@kinadafurry7353 ask for help then, from sombody u know. Or call the number
@@kinadafurry7353yes please don’t go what I’ve been dealing with it’s not fun
I feel you man i really am
Keep fighting
Nearly 7 years later, this song is still amazing.
#grosmito On est en 2015 bouffon
+Nadim Il a regardé la date sous la vidéo du coup c'était forcément un fan de longue date en droit d'insulter quelqu'un qui félicitait le groupe.... Ah la jungle d'internet.
+Connor Murphy listen in 2016
+Connor Murphy +
+Connor Murphy ... why would it get bad just because time passed?
You know a song is hardcore when the video comes with a warning from the lead singer.
Jonathan Mcculley Yea this song is actually based off of one of his girlfriend's who comitted suicide
Jonathan Mcculley ikr.
+ Terry Wilson Oh no.....religious people. Look, i've been in some deep shit, i've been a drunken mess, i've had thoughts of suicide. What helped me? My family, friends, i found new hobbies and stuff like that. Depressive music had no effect on me at all, to me it's just music and the feelings coming with it just reflected my own bad situation but it didn't make things worse. And sorry i just can't believe in God.....i'm a science guy :D
Actually depressive music helps me when i'm down. I just cry it out and then i feel better
I've had thousands of conversations like this with Christians and i'm tired of it. Sorry man, i refuse to talk about religion.....i hate it
Songs like this and other bands are the reason I'm still alive thank you David for the incredible work
Amen
Hello, how are you doing today? Nice meeting you here.
Same❤️
same here
My fiance ( the father of my child) committed suicide 6 yrs ago by hanging. How this amazing Man has ANY nerves left at all is beyond my comprehension 😭🙌🙌. Such a horrifically powerful video. Thank you David for spreading this kind of awareness and I wish him all the best and comfort he can find ❤
It's funny how a lot of Metal singers seem so friendly like teddy bears when you hear them talk.
People who listen to this music, and/or sing it are actually very sweet. They just let out their feelings then society sees as 'normal'. Many 'mean' bikers are actually very sweet dispite their image as being bad.
And thats just one example btw.
Abigail Sawyers like Daryl Dixon an angry bike rider with a soft side XD
+Kieron Mullin Yeah XD
+littleripper312 Well, they get all their anger and hate out while singing, so when not, they're the nicest guys ever. I think that's what happens.
Having lost an uncle to suicide two years ago, I have a new level of respect for David Draiman, not just as a musician, but as a person.
I lost my only blood uncle to suicide as well
+MetalSmasherGaming Lost mine 2 months ago, not a nice thing to go through
I feel for y'all. I can't say I know what it is like to lose a family member like that, but I lost my best friend to suicide. It was the worst feeling not being able to see that something was that wrong in his life. I still think 5 years later what could I have done differently.
ahsgolf1313 Yeah, I guess everyone goes through that
+MetalSmasherGaming Exactly my circumstance bro. Uncle committed suicide 2 1/2 years ago. May he rest in peace.
The fact that David genuinely gives a fuck about every single one of our well beings makes him impossible to dislike
Hey! You there, reading the comments!
Thanks for being alive today. Remember that someone loves you.
Ramone Lastname UwU
Thank u. U too
I get what you say but the most important is to love yourself. The rest is just a bonus
Lol thanks for the cliche comment
Thanks. It doesn't help, but I appreciate you trying.
My husband found me hanging January this year. I was dead but he brought me back.
This hits me VERY close. Many of Disturbed's songs do that and I have to thank them for giving voice to this.
Amberlee Davies ok how
Amberlee Davies mind bottling
@@MikeMike-dv7iv tru if you hang there for more than a few minutes permanent brain damage 10 minutes or less and boon dead i sense fake maybe
@@MikeMike-dv7iv I can't speak from experience, but my father attempted to hang himself when he was 16-- he was cut down after a couple minutes, taken to the hospital, and lived. Never knew if he had brain damage, but his mental disorders and addictions that developed soon after that hinted it may.
He died, however, less then 2 years ago after another suicide attempt. Hanging, again, this time in jail. Since he wasn't cut down for two hours, he obviously choked to death.
Takes about 10 minutes to actually die, but you could pass out before that. Actually dying and being resuscitated? Haven't heard of that, but maybe her husband is certified in the medical field. Or it could even be metaphorical. Dunno. Don't want to doubt her story, especially since she's probably gone through a lot. (Though I doubt you meant it offensively)
Have a great day :)
I hope you're fine now.
I swear this song has to be in the top three songs they've ever made. It's so well structured, has a strong message with serious undertones and spurs a lot of imagination.
Señor G *Angry
Kole Dupe actually I think he meant I agree
Stephen Sunday this band has sings with a whole lot of messages just like this
And dont forget that solo !!!!!!
I always listen to this song whenever I'm on the brink of giving up. Thanks Disturbed 🤘❤
❤
Keep going brother. Do not give up
Damn even when he screams "NOOO" at the beginning it sounds good
Luke Fredericks I was thinking about how many “Nooo” they shot before they got one with a good resonate tone. More than one or two, I’ll say.
You must be new to this band. Yeah, he always fucking nails the screams. Even people that hate the band usually have to admit that.
he could sing twinkle twinkle little star and it would be mesmerizing
@@QTEDUK8R I want to hear that
This message before the song saved my life in early june 2019
Damn, thats around the time I was listening to this too. Hope you're doing well ♥️
hope you are both doing well.
You ever need an ear... look me up on Discord. Hietala217#1208
stay strong bro
Ssme
It's ironic. My best friend of 28 years, since birth, loved this band. Like myself. And he ended his own life at the end of February and another comment here said it best: Suicide doesn't end the pain. It transfers it to the survivors, with interest.
They failed to mention how much GOD DAMN pain the interest accrues.
Jack Of Shades I’m still paying for my brothers my parents still don’t have the love and courage to let it go and I’m stuck with my nephews who look like me and my brother worse part about it there is nothing I can do to alíviate my parents pain
Suicide And Live Are Two different paths Is just Up to you to take the good Path
Someone told me "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem"
I am So Sorry for your loss.
God bless you and I honestly hope you can cope with that man, I'm so sorry for your loss, your friend is in a better place.
years of listening and this is by far the greatest song of theirs imo. Simply a masterpeice. The headaches due to the headbangs are 100% worth it
Absolutely their greatest one
0:39 that hand in the bottom right corner XD
What the actual fuck? xD
lol wow never noticed that.
was that supposed to be his daughter
+YourUncleSteve The plot thickens..... I've watched this video many times and only just noticed the feet are blue / off color before the removal of the chair. I feel like a sadist for pointing out production errors in the recreation of a suicide. It's just, collating our findings... I think this is a murder scene.
+matt kulp his ex girlfriend matt kulp he was young age
To the person who reads this
Your skin isn't paper don't cut it
Your face isn't a mask dont cover it
Your body isn't a book don't judge it
Your life isn't a movie don't end it
Your heart isn't a door,don't lock it
Your beautiful💝
Be you...
Now pls spread this message
wow. i.. you hit me in a good way right there thank you
I took a screenshot just as it showed a picture of David and his girlfriend. I was crying for an hour before I could reply. Thank you for the motivation.
nicely said, except for the mask part now :-/
What if your life is a movie and it ends with you dying
there's a pandemic, cover your face.
I love this song. When the voices in my head start telling me to give up I put on my headphones, and listen to songs like this and steadily turn the volume up. Unfortunately, sometimes I really wish the volume could go higher than 100. Just for clarity I'm referring to metaphorical voices. I don't hear actual voices. I'm just trying to drown out my own thoughts.
I understand you. and im with you brother
My youngest son took his life at 39. I wish I had known more. I miss you, Pat.
Sorry Maggie. Sometimes depression works like that... we keep it to ourselves until its too late. it's no ones fault. RIP Pat.
😥
RIP Pat
I'm sorry Maggie. I hope you're finding peace. I hope there is support groups in the afterlife and I hope Pat is happy and laughing, maybe in a support group with Robin Williams acting up. Don't beat yourself up. The severely depressed are from all walks of life and they cover up their pain very well.
Very sorry to hear that, all the best
@@shanedaniels6447 wrong, there is always signs but sadly most don't or won't see them
For two whole years, I’ve thought about getting back into drinking.
Every time I listen to this song, it gets me thinking about my mothers drinking and how I’ve had to wake up to her yelling at me for no reason at 3:00am.
Leaving me mentally broken down, and nearly cutting her out of my life. Permanently.
Every word she said, completely seared to my brain. I can even remember when she legitimately told me to kill myself at 18. Then again at 19.
I just picture myself just yelling at my mom in anger and throwing the bottle at a wall. The amount of verbal abuse was almost enough to push me to the very brink of Suicide.
children of alcoholics have more trauma than they often realize. taking a counseling class called "family therapy" at my local community college helped me a lot. it was one of the classes in an "addiction studies" program. I didn't take the others, only the family therapy one.
@kevin Thomas ^
Серезно что ли орать в 3 часа
I don't know you, but I'm glad your still here with us. My mom was/is the exact same as yours. At 12 years old, she told me that I'll never be shit, I'll never make shit happen, my existence was nothing. So yes, words can be the final key in someone's coffin.
Keep your head up!! 💯
I've had two friends that have committed suicide, one in middle school and one later in life. I've been through therapy because for a while there I was leaning towards it myself. This really hits hard. I'm glad there's people who have a platform like yours that takes this seriously. Thank you for this song.
i been dealing with it for a while more suicidal ideation than anything. at age 20 i feel as if i have no purpose. you are not alone.
hey man.. how’s it going?
To anyone who see's this.
Please stay we love you.
Ooh Devon
Won't go to Heaven
She's just another lost soul, about to be mine again
Leave her
We will receive her
It is beyond your control
Will you ever meet again.
Devon
One of eleven
Who had been rendered unwhole.
As a little child,
She was taken
And then forsaken
You will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again.
Devon lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with her
Sever
Now and forever
You're just another lost soul about to be mine again
See her, you'll never free her
You must surrender it all
If you'd like to meet again
Fire
All you desire
As she begins to turn cold for the final time
You will shiver
Till you deliver
You will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again
Devon lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with her.
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with her
Devon
One of eleven
Who had been rendered unwhole
As a little child
She was taken,
And then forsaken
You will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again.
I love this song so much. I lost my dad and older sister to suicide, it hurts like fucking hell to lose the ones you love. Music has helped me to keep going in such a big way, resonate with good frequencies (Music) especially.
Melissa Virgo I can relate to how ya feel I found my wife sitting in her car after she had shot herself in tha chest. It's been 4 years since she did that an it feels like yesterday but like you said music helps so much.
Thats terrible! Gosh you must have loved then so much and then have this happen man i feel for you. );
Melissa Virgo Dude, look at weabo's profile pic... What do u expect from someone like that. Most of the people here believe. Luckily I did not experience something as horrible as that. Anyway there were periods in my life when i got to bed without really wanting to ever wake up so I understand about 5 % of your pain. Anyways you should not get deadbrains like this piss you off.
Melissa Virgo I know how you feel bro I feel sorry for you
Melissa Virgo damn man I almost lost my girlfriend and that broke me down I couldn't imagine losing her but I hope you are doing good now
man!, i'm new here i'm here because "sound of silence" and i got curious about disturbed and i came here and ended up loving them!
I think I'm going through the same, cause I just discovered them by sound is silence and now I'm here
One of us, one of us 💀🔥
+Luna Stark yes.
+Wira Aditama animal if you want to believe this is the best band of all time.
+Wira Aditama I am here for the very same reason "sound of silence" is AWESOME
I lost my fiancé and unborn daughter to suicide in 2015. I pray for them both every day and hope that when I die I’m reunited with them in heaven.
That is an amazing guitar solo.
+Christian Grimes Kurt Cobaine would be proud
+PATRiCKFBi MetalHead don't compare him to this trash
Brad Luton Go fuck yourself then, I don't give a shit about your opinion so you have no point to comment you fuckboy.
+PATRiCKFBi MetalHead yo snooker boy take a seat and chill no need to get mad eh mate I mean ya started it anyway but whatevs sneering boy I'll test your fuckin thorns
Brad Luton I already do have horns I'm a fuckin' incubus.
I know this comment may seem out of place or even inappropriate but at least there are bands who's song still has meaning. Disturbed is one of the few artists keeping music real.
Your not out of line tour right disturbed is one of the few bands that still have actually meaning to there song if your like me and actually listen to the.lyrics
System of a down do it as well.
***** Rage against the machine did break up they were also pretty cool if you ask me.
Tool and KoRn keep it real mostly too
Bas Coolen
Rise Against, too. Can't forget them.
I can tell he really cares about suicide. Not just because he has personal experience with it and song an amazing song about it but, put a warning before the video.
hi
Dark Angel david actually gives a shit about stuff like this cos he is a good person
Anya Bailey hey
Prisoner Chris sup
Bobby Harlow Friend.
doesn't matter what you believe or think this song is about, he is saying if you feel like offing yourself get some help which is always there for you, NOT do it, or anything Satanic, so don't believe that.
its his experience , his advice, his help.
Going to my best friends funeral tomorrow all i can think about is this song :( . I didn't believe it when people told me that suicide affects every body around you. Well now i know because im burying someone i just hung out with last week. Suicide is never an option there's always help
keep strong bro
When you first hear the news you just refuse to believe, but then at the funeral the cold hard truth of reality grips you. Now you realize that the person you've had fun times with not long ago is now forever gone...forever...
stay strong its what your friend would want
keep strong I've lost a lot of friends due to suicide I got fed up with it and tried to kill my self but failed
***** i know man, i've had suicide thoughts for a while at a young age. and not because my gf broke up with me or something, because i was fed up with everyone treating me like trash. after years of being trashed you start to feel like trash and actually believe you are. i still feel that way but the suicide thoughts are gone after therapy.
7 YEARS HEARING THIS SONG, AND IT DIDN'T HIT ME EMOTIONALLY TILL I SAW THIS VIDEO...MADE ME CRY.
+Chris Stokes Same here. I didn't even really realize what the lyrics were until now even though I've loved this song for years. This video is intense.
ditto
idem
IKR!
Same here, this video hit me like a truck in the face...
Being Bipolar and have tried to commit suidcide, this song helps me remember that life is worth living.
It is! Thank you! It is so damn Hard, but it worth it to live.
@@Cozad2ll2 you are welcome. I have been fighting these impusles since I was 14. I'm now 58 and still fighting. Please continue your fight. Don't let the demons win.
Yes mama
Proud of you Corrina! The road we walk is not easy and fraught with clear and present danger, and actual peril, but, it is the only option worth pursuing, the rest are all dead ends. To anyone out there, I know it feels like all your pain and suffering will never end, but one day, we will get to lay our heavy burdens down, until then please stay alittle longer among us, you have much to offer, even if you don't necessarily agree. You matter to someone out there, and even if you could prove otherwise, you matter to this planet, this multiverse, something is expressed in you, in a way that isn't expressed in anything else alive!
Ponder that when you feel like you don't matter, and no one would miss you and you think that the world would be better without you.
And lest you think that this is coming from some square who has never been touched with the sorrows of this world, I've had the world's worst severe chronic pain disease for 11 months shy of a quarter of a 100 years, I know what the pit looks like, I've lived in it longer than I had been alive otherwise. Chin up soldier, I know the way is rough, tough, long, arduous, painful, precarious, petrifyingly god awful, and perilous, press on even then, you are stronger than you know, I believe in you...
I’ve been fighting them since 14 too I’m 30 God has kept me here my sister took her life tho but she’s In heaven God already confirmed that one to me
Im reading the comments on this,while headbanging,and its truly heartwarming and reminding me im not only one struggling
Everyone stay strong✊️
Oh Devon
Won't go to Heaven
She's just another lost soul, about to be mine again
Leave her
We will receive her
It is beyond your control
Will you ever meet again.
Devon
One of eleven
Who had been rendered unwhole.
As a little child,
She was taken
And then forsaken
You will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again.
Devon lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with her
Sever
Now and forever
You're just another lost soul about to be mine again
See her, you'll never free her
You must surrender it all
In your life to meet again
Fire
All you desire
As she begins to turn cold and run out of time
You will shiver
Till you deliver
You will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again
Devon lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with her.
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with her
Devon
Among the livin'
Who had been rendered unwhole
As a little child
She was taken,
And then forsaken
You will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again.
LuciferTehCa
t 234
Her name is written ''Devin'' my friend
Also, I don’t know if it’s just me, but I’m pretty sure he doesn’t say one of eleven, he says no longer livin’
LuciferTehCat 234 m
Wow
My college roommate Austin willie killed himself and it breaks my heart not knowing what pain he must of been going through ..R.I.P Austin!
The thing about dying is once you die your no longer in pain.
So I envy the dead because life is one big head ache and we will all die at some point.
Once you die the head ache and pain ends.
So that's a positive for the person that died.
I know this is rough for you but look at it this way your friend is at piece despite going through a lot of misery.
I can relate to misery and their is no use existing in that state.
Not that death is good but living in misery is fare worse than losing your life.
People have to die at some point and it should be up to the person to decide if life is worth living.
To me it's selfish of someone to force someone to go through agony because they don't want to lose them.
That's why if a family member of mine was not going to get any relief even though I would not want them to die I think it should be up to them if they live or die.
Because I would not want someone to go through more pain than is nesicery all for my sake.
Death is sometimes the best option for a person.
Plus as fare as I see we were put in this shit hole world against our will.
As a direct result we should pick how we leave this shit hole world.
A person always has a mask of happiness and one of sadness those of use that deal with mental illness tend to hide what we really feel behind the mask of happiness and a lot times people can't take the pressure and kill themselves
My bestfriends mum commited a few years ago.. No one knows why but she left kids and a husband and I loved her so much and so did my mom, almost as if she was family. every year when the day comes of her death her family comes down and visits us cause they dont like being alone, its sucks man, and its horrible, i hope any of you are reading this have made it this far in life and im proud of you! keep pushing! you are so strong!
was there a suicide note?
Tony Bravo not that I know of,
+Panic! At The Sims4 that sucks, sorry for your loss
Thanks i will tell mu crush i love her now
Tony Bravo I appreciate that, thank you so much
As someone who's life almost ended at 15, this song really hits differently, pulls the heart strings truly. Thank you David for another masterpiece and sharing your story with us ❤️
Dan Donegan is the most underrated guitarist in all of rock/metal
because he's not good. look up tosin abasi, that's a guitar player in metal
Man i believe Disturbed as a band are underrated
+Δημητρης Αλτάνης very too true
agreed
Jason X check out Rise Up by Art of Dying, Dan did some guitar tracks on that song. It's pretty epic.
Disturbed: Inside the Fire
Korn: Daddy
Slipknot: Iowa
SOAD: Mind
Filter: Hey Man Nice Shot
Tourniquet by Evanescence as well.
Bfmv : poison
Puddle of Mudd: Blurry
Five Finger Death Punch - Coming down. That video moves me to tears every time.
I lost my very close cousin to suicide many years ago... Disturbed has been may favorite band for as long as I can remember....it is an epidemic, if you need help, call the crisis line. Call anyone. It's been 8 years since I lost him, and believe me, every day people you love just want to help. I know how low the lows can get, I've been on anti depressants for 10 years now... there is help for everyone. I am pretty sure no one will read this comment, but if it saves just one person... it's worth every letter I typed.
I suffer from thoughts of that after I lost there's no words for it but she was more then my soulmate I mean rely more then 2 bodies one soul and when she died in a car wreck it messed me up more then anyone can know and when I have them thoughts I go to a quiet room and just blast disturbed, Linkin park, three days grace and many others to get back level headed for I don't have anyone to talk to and the ones I did basicly why don't you grow a set and move on
I agree, it'll save one lost soul...
Why he commit suicide
Read your story and cannot express how much I relate.. My cousin steven who lived w me his whole life so more like brother got me into disturbed so long ago. He had alot of issues and his mom and dad were abusive and neglected him alot so we took him in and he felt alone still. His mom got him into pills and he overdosed 2 times then died on the third in the room next to me. Shit tore me up and still hurts today. Cant tell you how many times I wanted to take my place inside the fire w him... We live on to share our stories and grow stronger ffrom them and hopefully shine a light on someones dark life.
As true as can be
Dude, I have been suicidal for years, not even a good reason, sometimes my soul just wants to give up.... I just listen to some of your music and I feel like I can take the world on! Love everything you do! Thankyou for everything you do and for just being a genuinely good person. There aren't enough left.
I'll step in for david as he probably won't see your post. Keep going my guy stay strong, I too love his music. Whatever is making you feel this way, find the opposite and concentrate on that bro. Stick with the living we are fun!
Wished that Chester had listened to this...R.I.P.
Monkey D Luffy he may have
You wish chester wouldve heard a song about Satan asking someone to kill themselves?
Monkey D Luffy That wouldnt have stopped him from killing himself
Who is Chester
@@brandonwalkup3780 he was the lead singer for linkin park
David's girlfriend killed herself when he was 16 hence the song.
Hurts my soul
Yo estoy buscando por un poco lfnfkfn la tarde para cambiarme
I'm truly sorry.
127 likes?Wow,i feel kinda bad,but its been a long time i had this much likes on YT,dont take it the wrong way guys.
😥
*reading comments*
*looks up-everyone is covered in blood*
spooked solid
happened after I read this comment XD
Same happened to me
same
Meme Queen that's not funny dammit
Meme Queen that's terrifying
If anyone is still coming back in 2023, and hears David's message, and had dark thoughts previously, this message warms your heart up probably (and I hope so), knowing that David would care if he learned one of his fans passed away like this. Strength is what we need, more than anything else, and we will survive. And become the lions of this jungle.
Ill always remember the words my best friend told me.. Your life is not only your, its of everyone around you, if you take your own life, you also take a piece of theirs...
I understand that. Yet what if you're sooo traumatized. With 9 yrs of Complex PTSD, desperately seeking help your DR recommend 9 yrs ago U need, yet NOBODY WILL PAY FOR THIS TREATMENT.
Eventually one gets to the end of their rope. They cry out....yet their parents just tell them "UR the problem.
.... And if you're gonna kill yourself don't do it here...go away elsewhere"....
How supportive is that💔❓
I don't have anyone around me especially close people
Rip Chester Bennington
Wrong vid m8, still respect your comment tho
@@lordrahl1863 I think he's saying that because chester hung himself
Damn I miss that guy, he helped me get through my teens and early adult life. Rip
If you listen to the music and not the words, you would never think this song would be about suicide.
How? This song just screams suicide to me. "take your place inside the fire with her". That's not about suicide?
I never knew what he said after fire.
It's pretty interesting to find out the meaning in well known songs. Like I was blown away by the meaning in a lot of System of a Down songs,
He sings out the sight of Satan. In christian religion People that do suicide go streight to hell. Devin find the woman and the devil makes him an offer to follow her to be reunited with her in the fire, if not he will never see her again.
The interesting Part is if you can tust the devil?
Now I'm tempted to do a detailed lyrics analysis. Funny, I hated those in highschool, maybe we just had the wrong texts to interpret...
Guys, you have no idea how you helped me. I first heard this song when I was 17. Scide got a lot resentment in the society. Theres a lot of misleading information. But another perspective, that came from this song, helped me to seek help in the right time. Now I am 33 and after one attempt. I probably would not live by now, if I didnt shift my thinking by this song. Eternaly thankfull for that :)
Is good to hear you are good now! ❤
Lost my son to suicide in Nov of 2019 and I fight those demons every day so I understand
I lost a close friend of mine one month ago today, It doesn’t properly pass but you do learn to cope with it
Sorry to hear about your son and hope you told him everyday you loved him. 🙏🏻🕊✝️
I’m so sorry.
Sorry Carolina. Keep holding on. It's no ones fault. Depression is a beast and can claim even the best people. RIP to your son and lots of love.
Don't give up keep fighting it
When I first heard this song from Disturbed I liked it just like any of their songs. But when I finally looked at the music video for the first time years ago, the lyrics finally made sense, and I almost cried when I did, I finally understood because I never knew David Draiman had gone through that and even now the meaning hasn't lost itself. Please don't ever take your lives... it's very precious to us all...
Suicidal thoughts... I get them all the time, but you know what? That's one more reason to keep on living and one more ENEMY to prove wrong, >myself
***** Screw suicide,how will we watch the next episode of our favourite anime/shows?And how the hell will we be able to keep to listening to this awesome music when we are dead?!
***** Suicide is for cowards. Brave people live.
***** I use to...Living with my past, 3 members of my family did it...But now i try to help others, thru my experience..
***** are u alive? Kinda stupid question to ask but please say you didn't do it.
Erkan Şendil Of course I didn't, I'm against it!
Its so insane to me that David acted in this music video himself. The fact alone deserves mad credit
Still my favorite Disturbed song
ReverentGhost my favorite song is the vengueful one .
lo dije bien?
Si, lo dijiste bien.
@vanesaortiz6730 Se escribe "vengeful" pero escribiste las otras palabras bien.
(Did I say it well? lol)
Lyrics: Oh Devon
Won't go to Heaven
She's just another lost soul, about to be mine again
Leave her
We will receive her
It is beyond your control
Will you ever meet again.
Devon
One of eleven
Who had been rendered unwhole.
As a little child,
She was taken
And then forsaken
You will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again.
Devon lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with her
Sever
Now and forever
You're just another lost soul about to be mine again
See her, you'll never free her
You must surrender it all
In your life to meet again
Fire
All you desire
As she begins to turn cold and run out of time
You will shiver
Till you deliver
You will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again
Devon lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with her.
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with her
Devon
Among the livin'
Who had been rendered unwhole
As a little child
She was taken,
And then forsaken
You will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again.
THANK YOU 👍
A lot of people feel this subject is Taboo,,,Its really important to know the signs of someone close to ending their life...it’s a very sad sickness I know because I almost ended mine! Between so many variables & a medication that caused suicidal emotions I almost did it....life, my family & the love in my heart pulled me up to reality.....I just couldn’t leave that kind of burden on my family to carry through life! I’m here & I am stronger because of it....Thank You David Draiman & Disturbed for breathing life into this song......Thank You♥️
that shw ifeel now mate :( :( :( :( :( ::(.......
i will always love this song...its one of the first ones that i heard by Disturbed. and i was told there was something wrong with me for liking this one. then i saw the video and cried. it hits hard every time. when i was younger, i was almost that girl (just in a different way). my mom stopped me. and i cant imagine the pain it wouldve caused her to come home to me on the couch not breathing anymore.
on a different note: the makeup they did for that video...the veining on her body...just blows my mind. they did such an amazing job with this whole video. and i wish more bands made meaningful music like they do.
Oh Devon
Won't go to Heaven
She's just another lost soul, about to be mine again
Leave her
We will receive her
It is beyond your control
Will you ever meet again.
Devon
One of eleven
Who had been rendered unwhole.
As a little child,
She was taken
And then forsaken
You will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again.
Devon lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with her
Sever
Now and forever
You're just another lost soul about to be mine again
See her, you'll never free her
You must surrender it all
In your life to meet again
Fire
All you desire
As she begins to turn cold and run out…
Wow... that hit so deep. Thanks for this. What a story and feeling....
Grief can push you to do this, and don't you ever think otherwise.
Bitterness also......
Bitterness? I could kill myself because I think the world has turned to shit and that nobody is decent or loving anymore...I think I've answered my own question.
The lyrics are what David heard after his girlfriend commit suicide. The lyrics are the devil tempting him to kill himself. That's really metal.
A great fucking Metal. This is the band, respect for him.
The best songs ever written are the one that were made of personal experiences, that is why this song is amazing :)
Mental*
My system is glitching bad. Hold it hold it hate it read it beat it sing it
Tenía 20 cuando la escuché, a mis 33 Aún me impacta Gracias disturbed
Alright kids... hope you never have to go true this kind of experience, but if you come home or visit friends or relatives and you see this 0:56 try not to panic... you need to leave the main door open (if you're alone, people will be able to come in easily and help you, and the ambulance guys don't need to stand in front of a shut door either) and get the sharpest object you can find, to cut him or her loose (you don't need to do that if the person is swollen up, with a bluish skin, stiff joints, a puddle of liquid under the persons feet and an awful odor... just call the ambulance and police in that situation, but if it happened recently like in the video, there's still a chance that you can save his or her life). If you're with at least a person, make sure one of you is calling the ambulance and the other is doing CPR, but if you're alone, always keep yelling for help and do CPR until the ambulance arrives... worse case, make the call yourself between pauses.
OLBICHL if you’re alone, you call 911 first and then start CPR
OLBICHL respect for informing people if they don’t know what to do, respect dude 🤘
Respect thanks for the info
Thank you for the info
Wait how do you know all of this
what if i like cutting myself?:P
Respect for the speach. Great job, great Band
Speech
My ex husband and 2 young boys father killed himself 2 years ago, watching my boys go through not having a father tares me up every single day inside.
This is my cousin may she rest in peace she is never forget and deeply missed
Wow how i envy your strength
@stephen h yea now you are walking ATM men need more red pill im life
The fact that Damen felt the need to warn viewers about the sensitive content that was in this video, shows that this was a personal matter for him and how much he cares.
One of my best friends killed himself when I was 16 years old. He was always such a happy person I didn't see the signs of him being depressed. This song always reminds me of him.
People its happy outside,but in the inside,it feels you are diying slowly
Such a calm and warm voice at the begining...I love how it goes straight to your soull.
I've been listening to this song ever since it came out. My dad committed suicide 2 years ago from drinking himself to death. Distured was his favorite band same as mine too. My daughter loves you dad. Even tho she never got to meet you. I love you dad..
He loves you too
This video hits extremely close to home with me. I lost a few close & talented friends of mine to suicide and after I lost my parents, I had my share of thoughts. Today, I helped get a band going, play guitar and even give lessons to kids' today. I thank Disturbed and amongst of a few other of my favorite bands for helping me get through a lot. 🤘
Now that's what I call an awesome guitar solo.
As the lyrics say in the song The Light, Sometimes darkness will show you the light. It's sad though that the darkness sometimes come from the ones close to you.
Kyle Manocchio seeing him do this solo live is the best thing ever
Too me a while to understand the song.
The chorus was the devil talking into his ear, trying to tempt him into killing himself to join his girlfriend. Thats where I was getting confused
Billie Eilish: My videos are scary.
Disturbed: (Laughs)
Literally. Literally laughs. Cuz they laugh a lot.
I'll see myself out.
Okey kidded hair again too young couloura is not. Scary way
Best comment ever lol
everyone other than teen girls laughs
Right?! This video is really confronting and I'm that person that watch real crime documentaries and stuff...Scary, indeed!
In May of 2023, I was admitted to a mental hospital. I had a full-proof plan to take my own life.
While I was there, they had these little ipods we could listen to music with. I chose the one with rock music, and I put on Disturbed because I was already a fan of their music.
This song came on. I never heard it and I was so hyperfocused on the lyrics that I forgot where I was. I didnt realize it was about David's girlfriend taking her own life until after I came home.
You are loved. Every single issue you are currently dealing with is temporary, but suicide isn't.
Reach out. You are so loved.
You can hear David's pain through every lyric of this song damn this man must have had a major league demon
Not a demon. The song, as david explained in an interview, was written from the perspective of satan himself, telling david to kill himself to re-join his girlfriend
We do make our own demons js
That laugh at the beginning scares the shit out of the devil himself!
the laugh is relresenting Satans joy of suiicide :P
It's SOO FUCKING EPIC. Just the laugh I mean XD