Hi friends, I want to say right away that I use a translator and there may be some incomprehensible phrases in my text. I'm a guy living deep in Russia, to be more precise in Siberia, it just so happened that I don't have acquaintances, friends, people with whom I could spend time and sincerely enjoy it, I don't trust anyone, sometimes even my feelings, why I write about all this, but it's just thoughts before going to bed and I have no one to share them with, I've been falling asleep only under this video for a few months, for some reason For some reason, when I hear ambients from here, I have hope that my loneliness is not so hopeless, thank you for reading here, I will really be very pleased to realise that a person on the other side of the world will read it and maybe understand me, I'm afraid to live every day, but at least before going to bed because of this pleasant music, my anxiety recedes, I love everyone P.S You guys are incredible! So many warm words and support, I come here every time someone responds to my comment and it’s so nice to see you all here, my sadness remained with me, but I began to live much better, thank you to all of you, I would hug each of you, because you really helped me cope with melancholy, I LOVE EACH OF YOU!
Reading this from Pakistan... life is precious. Set ambitious goals, and you will find many friends and even a life partner that will align with your mission/goals.
о, я тоже с Сибири, ахах.. и у нас очень много общего, честн слово. я уже два года сражаюсь со своими мыслями. у меня нет человека рядом, даже родные мама с братом относятся ко мне как к уебку. ну, мне временами кажется, что я таковым и являюсь. но все же, коим-то образом я справляюсь.. желаю тебе того же. если хочешь, мы могли бы даже встретиться, если в одном городе живем, ахах.. посидим где-нибудь да обсудим жизнь. все же, вся эта депрессивная тема когда-нибудь закончится. поскорее бы...
To the person reading this, Good Luck! Don't stress, everything will be fine. No matter what difficulty you are facing right now, you can overcome it! You are strong and brave ❤
Thanks man, needed this, i have lots of work, and the deadline is the day after tomorrow, almost done it, but still a bit stressed out, once again thanks, good luck to you too my guy
may the Lord my God, and your God, bless you and give you strength to get through anything you are going through. And may the Lord guide you, and save you from your sin. In Jesus Name amen. Dont ever forget you are loved. Repent and Turn to the Lord, for the end is Near!
i just cant say how grateful i am. games, music like this, friends... Family. those things help me, and i think they help you too. The next text... is for relieving some of my stress. When i was born, my father left me with my sister and mother, i saw it like something bad, but i were a kid so i didnt care. throght all those years the only one who actually cared for me was my sister, she took care of me, she loved me, she gave me attention. she had her own responsabilities... so she couldnt be there always, and my mom abused me phisically, verbally and psychologically. She said she loved me, i wasnt sure, it was all a manipulation for me to do whatever she wanted, i didnt had freedom. I couldn't think by myself, just like a puppet... it was like that everytime, even my sister got abused, she was gone when she was 17, going to live with our dad, who sent us money everytime... Money that our mother never gave us, she used it for her own benefits not caring about us. when my sister was gone, i was alone then, our father always came to visit us the weekends, but my mother, she filed a false complaint that he was abusing us, we couldnt see him for 4 years. after my sister left... i became aware of what her burden was, my mother always made her to clean and take care of the house, take care of me and to cook, even if she had Highschool. I was really angry with my mom, but i chose to calm down and believe that she was still good, after all she was my mom. My mother finded another man, and i got a new sister, i didnt knew how to feel, it would... The cicle would repeat. but then my mom got sick, she didnt care about her health, she smoked, drinked, eated trash food, and it got worse with a illness. i was sent throught a lot of houses of friends of her, not to my father because she didnt want to... i missed her. After 3 months, my father found me and with the police, they took me, and made me feel home. Then i spent a whole year with my father... i discovered a lot of things i didnt want to. my mother used to abuse him phisically, verbally and blamed him of a lot of things he didnt do. he didnt leave because my sister was there, and when they got the notice i was coming, my mother tried to abort me. My father stopped her. when i was born, my father did the best he could to be there, when i was 3, he left because of the toxicity of my mother and that place. My sister endured a lot, and so my father did, my mother wasnt good as i thinked so, but i was still a kid, i still loved her, trying to forgive. after that year, my mom came over my dad's house and made a trouble, she wanted to take me back, almost hurting my sister, i was scared, confused and sad. then i was forced to face a judicial situation. I didnt know anything, i was super confused and scared, my depression haunted me all that time, back when i was with my mom i used videogames to escape reality. To escape fear and sadness, my mother made me feel worthless and useless, with every fail i had, it made it worst. I made the wrong decision in the judicial situation, i was still young, it was to decide who should take care of me, and i chose to be a week with my mom and i week with my dad. I was confused because when i said that my father got really sad. My wish was made, but not for too long. My mother took advantage and took full custody of me, then she used me more, i falled on a deep hole of darkness, she made it again, she made all of us suffer, then i saw my little sister, who was now 1 year old, and i saw something i wanted to protect, to love. after a lot more of suffering, my mother fell sick again. This time was serious, she got really bad, and my dad took care of me. I was enjoying being with him then, back to being actually okay and safe. Then, i went to the hospital with some family members, i got to call my mom, i got the urge to cry. She said she was sorry for everything, that she would do better, she regretted her mistakes. I was crying when i said "its okay mom, i forgave you long ago." She promised me she would make everything better when she gets out of the hospital, and i smiled, a smile of pure joy and grattitude, i felt it, she was saying the truth, but i felt a int of sadness on her voice. Then the next 3 days i received the notice that. She died. She couldnt keep her promise. I fell on a deep depression then, and cried a lot, but not enough in her funeral. I couldnt keep up, and tried a lot of things to end everything, to return where i came from. And here i am, 2 years after all of that im still alive. With the help of my friends and family i made it, im still depressed, they say, but im trying to not focus on that, this time ill focus on me, i always took attention to everyone, except me, i never thinked by myself or for myself. Its time for a change, im better. Its hard, but i will keep up and stay strong, no matter how many times i fall, i will stand up, and rise once again to shine. No matter what. And i shall fulfill that promise she made to me, with something, she wanted me to be. I still like to go away from reality and come to a world without worries, this playlist helped me. And you did too, if you readed it all, thanks, i mean it. I just wanted to tell y'all. You're amazing, keep up and... live, with all your might, love those ones you care for, cause' they'll be gone one day. And as my father said, "You never know how much you appreciate someone, until they're gone." Im... trying to not feel im victimizing me, i hope i wrote all this in the right place. ...after all im just an ordinary teenager! Thank you for reading, thanks for everything. P.D: Im sorry if something isnt writted right, im a beginner at English and a South American!
Don't worry about it! Your English is great. In fact, you type 10X better than most people I know who were born in the US. I feel sympathy for you and your situation. I don't feel as though I have a right to talk about this because I've lucky never lost someone I love. Sure, I've lost beloved pets, but I don't think they count as much as a person. I am grateful that you are still here with us, and I'm grateful for all the things you've done. You are loved by many, and don't you ever forget that. People like you give me hope for humanity and its future. I hope that you have a wonderful rest of your life and that you live it to its fullest. You only get one life, so use it wisely. Have a blessed day or night wherever you are, and remember, you are deserving of love ❤️.
@@BlckstoneV1 thanks, really, thank you a lot. Im not confident of my ability to speak in english. But i can get better! Thanks for everything you said, it actually helps me now, im on a little trouble but ill surpass it! And other thing that may help. In the end, you'll be in peace, happy. And if you arent now, then its not the end yet, never give up. I mean it, never dare to say that you cant do something, because everything is possible if you believe you can do it. Cheers.♡ P.D: and other thing! They may not just only be pets! They're our friends, our family. May you dont feel like it counts, but it does! I hope they are in a better place right now, never forget those happy little things.
Wow bro, you're actually a warrior! Keep at it and stay strong!!!!! Every single thing that happens with us in life is a lesson for us to get better and stronger.
To the 1% of people who see this comment, I just want to say that you are SPECIAL! I know sometime's life is hard - grief, tragedy, happiness, and joy are all part of life!! I just want you all to know that it will get better! I wish you all stay beautiful, happy, and have a wonderful moment of peace! Love - Meditate with Nature yeaaaah
My buddy of 20 committed suicide last year October. Today is his 21 birthday, and I miss him. The songs make me remember all the good and bad times I had with him. I will never forget you Rohan❤. EDIT: Hello everyone I just want to say thanks for all the love and support. It really helped me to know that their are people that can relate to the pain of losing someone you loved, especially in such a way. So I just wanted everyone to know that I'm still going on as best I can.
To the random person scrolling the comments, God bless you, I hope you find peace, love and many a blessing with what ever you find yourself doing. I pray that God looks after and cares for your and that you find God at any period. I love you, my Brother/Sister in Christ, chin up, chest out, keep on ballin
Honestly i havent been doing any better since my dad and grandpa died a year ago, got worse to me bc my gf didnt feel any feelings for me anymore n left me, my mom has been getting more abusive since my dad passed, so i basically have noone left so idk how much longer im gon be here for, ive been trying to get help tho, im thinking about going to a mental hospital or getting counselling, but my mom hasnt got me yet and ignored me, im 15 now but i dont know if im gonna make it to 16
Hi! It's been two years, since I saw this channel. Let's put it this way: I had a difficult experience. I felt like I was completely alone. Without family, friends. I wanted to escape, to find my own world in which I could live without worries. I remember that there were not so many videos, so I put some tracks on repeat. I listened to this music, blamed myself for being idle and daydreaming instead of doing work. 2 years have passed, I abandoned watching this channel, trying to emerge from depression. Now I understand that dreaming isn't bad. Sometimes I even think that we want to live thanks to dreams and goals. I saw you again in RUclips recommendations. I don't know who created the channel, the number of these people, gender or age, but regardless of these signs, it's time to say: thank you for creating a channel with atmospheric music and pictures in the background :) Dreaming is not bad. It calms and develops our creativity. Thanks again. I wish you good luck in all areas of activity! :>
Late night writing. 11:56 Im not sad, depressed, anything of the sorts. I do want something. Everybody does. Im lying in my bed with a cramp in my elbow, phone sitting in my hand. I think, of questions. Common ones, Whats your favorite color, food, What do you want to be when you get older? Where do you want to live? What are your talents? Common, yeah, but for some reason those questions scare me. Maybe its because questions like those are about the future, and i tell myself im not scared of the future, maybe I am. And then we go back to what we want. I realized I wasn't a emotional person, either that or I have the days where i explode with it. But often I dont feel sad, multiple emotions happen across the day. I didn't ever really wanted to be "something" at all, nothing that people had made seemed to fit perfectly. Maybe to make something and shape it or do my own sort of something with its own rules and own becoming. But thats impossible. "What do you want in life?" The question you ask yourself yet never make eye contact with. I think im still trying to answer that. But there isn't just one thing I want my life to be about. I want peace and I want darkness in my mind I want sad feelings and happy ones, excited and even butterflies in the stomach nervous one's too. I want friends i can rant to on a random saturday night who I can support. I want large overgrown northwest forests and raindrops. I want an ambience that lives all around me, like the feeling of driving at night or being on a rooftop looking at the colorful city lights or the burning and crackling of a bonfire on the beach. I want a world where i can say the right things at the right times but also mess up, and thats fine too. I want a world where we stop trying and actually do. Where we use our minds instead of our tanks and use our kindness instead of our race. I want an imperfect world with imperfect people who can love those imperfect people who can love their own self. I want a silence that will spread out and pull back in again, like tides of the sea on a not-so-windy day. But most of all i want everybody to have that. I want everybody to feel sad, and happy and have fun and scream and cry and have that silence, the silence that shows them that life of theirs. That silence is a memory I realized. And its beautiful.
im going through a very hard chapter of my life, and this put a hope in my head. Thank you for this I wish i could give you a hug and so much more. Thank you
You are literally amazing for writing this i find it in myself that this heartwarming yet it still touches me deeper in my inner mindset i love every word written in it
To the person reading this, Good Luck! Don't stress, everything will be fine. No matter what difficulty you are facing right now, you can overcome it! You are strong and brave.
crazy how your mood changes the way you feel when listening to something. this video used to make me feel inspired when i listened, but today i feel the urge to scream and cry
Почти всегда когда я ложусь спать, я включаю музыку подобно этой, и всегда я вспоминаю своё детство. Особенно мне пришлось осознавать своё детство когда я прочитал название первой песни - нет пути назад...... Такое чувство что мне хочется сделать про это книгу, комикс, да даже фильм. И я хочу сообщить что нужно ценить своё время, даже если у вас оно плохое, иначе, вы будете как я, вспоминать своё детство, которое уже не получится вернуть..............
Going to leave this here as a reminder for myself. Whenever this gets a like I will get reminded. Sometimes I wonder why God makes me wait. I know his plan is perfect. I know God has me waiting for a reason. It feels like I've been in isolation for a long period now. I'm about to get back into doing what I love. I know God will always be with me. I give my life to Jesus Christ. I know looking back I'll be able to connect the dots. Understanding it had to happen just as it did. All the heartbreaks, setbacks, and nights worrying about if you're on the right path. It will all be lifted once I get there to anyone out there. God will never abandon you. Sometimes I still think of the past. I know that's only robbing the joy that God has for me. Keep going. Keep being a warrior. Never settle. I feel somewhat at peace. I know God knows in my heart what my Desires are. Trying to force something on my own won't make it happen faster. I tell myself. I don't know where I'm going God, but I trust you. Faith. I know whatever the reason you are here It's for a reason. God makes you wait for a reason. I've been at something I love for 7 years. I expected so much more, which is a bad way to think of it. Over the 7 years, I've grown so much as an individual. The moral of the story is to WIDEN the LENDS. Life is a FILM ROLL, not a SNAPSHOT. I know you will find what you're looking for, only through Christ. 9/02/24
well said, thank you for this well written comment. im here to remind you to stay strong, keep pushing forward even if its too foggy to see the path ahead, god will lead you on that path towards a better understanding. everything will be much clearer i can promise you that, the world is filled with a good amount of negativity at the moment. and not a lot of people are following their path the one thing that matters on this earth is that there’s individuals like us willing to keep pushing that path, no matter what. i was on a strong spiritual awakening journey, making sure im touching all bases and tapping into my potential. all that energy made me reach out to a close long time friend that was in a toxic relationship at the time, to leave that behind. 2 years later i couldn’t be more happy with god giving me the opportunity to take a chance like this. i had gotten out of a toxic long distance situationship that was one sided to the extreme. id give all my energy to this woman i thought would abstain with me but she ended up doing a whole lot behind the scenes in which i already had a strong feeling given from god that my suspicions were correct, so honestly she just kickstarted my spiritual journey and opened up my eyes to what i need to do and who i truly needed to be with and there for. i apologize to the lord for which ive gone on my own path without any guidance and its great to face this head on but i feel this same lingering waiting feeling. hes waiting for me to return his favor and resume to my spiritual awakening. bringing along my companion along for the journey so we can both tap into our inner potential together harmoniously. this realization is so beautiful literally realizing as im writing this. i hope you’re realization to a spiritual awakening goes just as well as mine did and will be continuing to be going. i always had this feeling of greatness just around the corner and surely it was. theres a lot to factor in, but to put it short just do whatever you feel is opening up your spirit. id suggest the guided meditation “gateway tapes” theres a playlist on youtube. just make sure you have all the lights off and are in an environment where you wont be disturbed for the next 30 minutes. id like to hear your thoughts and how it works for you! ✝️ stay strong
The one thing I miss the most in life is a real hug. Sure, friends will give you a quick hug with a pat on the back, but a true embrace is rare to come by. A hug that lasts longer than just a couple of seconds. The longing for human touch can make one feel so absent and disconnected from reality and lower one's sense of self worth. The feeling of being in a relationship for years with someone you loved so much at the time and may even still love and then, after all is gone, trying to figure out how to sleep comfortably without holding onto them. Only to hold a pillow in hopes that it fills the emptiness of the space that you once held onto. God the bed feels so big now. Which side do I even sleep on? Having spent so much time together that everything reminds you of them. The smells, tastes, sounds and experiences. Even a simple routine such as going to the local coffee shop and ordering a certain drink. Trying to order yours while remembering there's. Holding back the tears while taking a sip. Avoiding the memories and trying to repress them. Not knowing how to spend the hours that pass by in the hollow box we call a home or apartment, while trying to fill it with things to distract us. The substances we take to ease the pain and block out the intrusive thoughts. Only to come back and plague us further with the feeling of disappointment and self contempt the next day. Feeding the mental anguish furthermore. The contemplations of self harm, but denying yourself the pleasure of escape in order to avoid the pain and grief that you would place on the ones closest to you. The ones that only care when things are looking the most bleak and worry them when they finally notice. When it's too late and the person you once knew is gone. Do they only worry from guilt? Would they even care? Would they notice? But even still we would rather live in isolation and in pain rather than hurt them even though they may not deserve it. So we live alone. In the end we are the strongest. Living with such self disdain is not an easy feat. So where am I going with this message? Letting you know that you are not alone. Even if only feeling one of the emotions I spoke of. You are a stronger than you know, especially to have made it this far and if I were in front of you I would give you the one thing I miss the most. A hug and strong embrace. A connection that feels unobtainable. You are worth something. You are here for a purpose even if you haven't found it yet.
When i get home after a stressful day, the first thing i do is put my headphones on and drown out reality. Its a coping mechanism for me and probably many others. I'm lulled to sleep by the gentle rhythms. Feels like I'm laying on my back in the ocean, the waves splashing all around me. The peach colored sun illuminating the sky with gorgeous shades. In a field where beautiful flowers stand tall and me and my dog are sitting, her putting her paw in my hand. Me with my true love, sitting on the roof of his/her car, talking about our future plans together. Thanks for reading this, it was meant to be like this. You matter so much.
Few ones who gave me personally this vibe: Calm with Horses, Only God Forgives, Drive, The Place beyond the pines, The Neon Demon, Last Night in Soho, Kumiko the Treasure Hunter, Lost River, Blue Valentine, La La Land. ;) and yes, Ryan Gosling is in almost them all. Also, all Wong Kar Wa movies but principally Fallen Angels.
This is an edit sense my comment got alot of likes and is now the top comment on this video I can say this to alot of people life might not be worth living for these reasons for you so then make your own reasons if your younger than like 25 and especially under 18 idk what your worries are you have so much life infront of you don't fuck it up you should just be striving to make enough money to be comfortable enough to raise some kids and give them a good life while bettering yourself and the world so those kids can inherit something good don't let the world get to you to much you got this and I will say this again you have reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, l love you
Its friday night, its raining. I live in a chalet in front of a mountain with forests and a huge lake. I have two dogs, I live with my parents. I feel safe now. Sending love and luck for anyone reading it. Love you from Brazil. Im so so proud of yall.
For anyone out there who don't feel confident enough. Do what you can, with what you have, where you are. Don't let others define the world for you. Get up and grab the opportunities. Have an awesome day 🥰
as a 19 year old (soon 20 year old) these musical pieces hurt and heal at the same time, funny how that works out right? my dreams have escaped my mind i'm crying in my room at late night hours i'm slowly losing myself and my happiness but by simply listening to this i know that one day, it will be okay i won't end myself, there's too much weight on me if i did it, people would follow me and die as well maybe one more time a dream will appear and i'll be happy to see it later.
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! If you're reading, relax, Focus, and imagine the beautiful scenes in your head. And if you're playing games like me, Focus on your game and don't give up :D -Not mine, but pass it around guys
Why do i feel like this whenever it gets dark...its a mix of sadness, lonliness, the feeling of freedom and peace... its definitely bittersweet but i just cant wrap my finger around where this feeling comes from...
Да друг, это чувство есть у меня... Ночь вскрывает то что скрыто днём. Надеюсь счастье победит, но слёзы должны пройти как весенний дождь. Всё будет хорошо...
fear of heights??!! whats dakrophobia? i feel the same way with this mix tho, listened to it with my girlfriend and i was so happy that we we’re literally on an island. i was so happy that… i wanted to take my own life, and call it at that. i wanted to drown in the ocean dying knowing that i was extremely happy with my life and i just have reallly bad social anxiety so i feel like i cant even get a job or do anything with my life, but im thankful i thought of the greif my family would go through because soon im about to propose to my girlfriend and we’re going to eventually get married before her dad passes away from cancer :( . it’ll be okay though, i want him to leave this earth knowing his daughter is happy and safe, that i will do anything to protect his wife too. i just want to be a guardian angel for my family, and sometimes it gets really tough. especially bundling up all my feelings just to not cry ever about anything im upset about. but whenever im listening to music, it just comes out. its like my spirit is so strong, that only a beautiful melody can wring out a couple tears for a couple minutes :)
@taylor2320 Dakrophobia is a fear of crying. Btw you're awesome man and world needs more men like you. And remember, it's okay to cry or to show your feelings and emotions.
It’s been about a week since I started listening to these videos. Ive always come across these soundtracks on meme videos or on some random spot on instagram/tiktok and always noticed how enamored I am with the sensation of being in a different world. One where there is no stress where it’s just me and the only objective isn’t to finish an exam, deal with family occurrences or even think about my far future. But instead the objective would be to reflect. To think about one’s self and to be better. These videos sort of remind me of a more serene version of silent hill. Where you’re teleported into a different town and the only way out is to conquer yourself. Definitely something beautiful. I’ve had trouble feeling this emotion on my own. The feeling of sadness. I remember when my best friend died I had a hard time crying, not only because I was dealing with school and family but because I had no time to cry. I didn’t even have time to sleep. Then a few years later when my aunt passed away. I also didn’t cry. I didn’t cry when my pets died after that too. I noticed feeling sadness is something that brings me calm. Because it’s something so simple and human that I feel like I’ve lost. These videos help me feel that and I’m infinitely grateful. When I listen to these videos I sit back and imagine myself in the picture that is still on the video and reimagine myself as well as my problems. I just want to feel this feeling. I want to have a well deserved cry over my aunt and best friend. Over my pets that passed away. I want to feel human without the need for a landscape video. But for now I will practice and try to feel my emotions properly through these videos sorta like training wheels. I know this comment went all over the place but. I just had to put myself on this comment section because maybe someone else is going through this and I want to let them know that they are not alone.
every time i stumble upon a playlist like this it transports me straight back to 2020, during the lockdown. the energy was just so different back then and it felt exactly like this, at least in my experience. the world felt so still and small, but incredibly infinite at the same time.
I listen to this every night as I fall asleep. It's perfect. Some nights, it helps me cry when I need to, others, it just soothes my thoughts so I can fall back to dreaming easier. It's a beautiful playlist, props to the artists and dreamscape.
I find this type of music to be the best after a workout. After being angry at the world and feeling hate for each rep, completing a set wanting more pain. The sound's of the world seems to fade away. In contrast, my body is lay's stiff, and my thoughts empty. To have that 20 minutes of complete solitude and sanctuary, The calming peace that comes through my speakers brings me something I can't express, but I can be thankful for
numerology is a good start my friend. see the repetitive patterns in numbers and their meanings in life, they will follow. thats how you achieve dreams, with an angel by your-side and loved ones and god leading your path towards a lovely meaningful life
There is something so comforting in people you don't know being in stress because you know you're not alone as much as you urge for them to be happy there is a part of me glad that I won't struggle by myself. God knows how hard some people try. I am greatful for this life, I've made it so far.
I hope you know, you aren't alone. With how you feel and think. There are many, many people who feel the same as you and are thinking the same thoughts. Asking the same questions, and still wondering why. Tonight I lay down, crying myself to sleep over a vicious cycle I find myself in. Numbness, self hatred, believing others don't love you or even like you. Go ahead and shed a tear, you're not alone, we are all here. It will get better, it has to.
this is why i wish to go to space one day. just as a little spend some money just for a month. no responsibility just survival and eating space food. only contact with base, looking at the earth bellow in its beauty.
Some reason just listen to this music and turning it up can cut out all surrounding noises for me and it can help me feel okay and safe ty for making music like this
This is for you that have been struggling with something in your life right now or in the past: Sometimes we can't find a way out for darkness, we search here and there but we still fighting the same demons. I know how it is, we struggle to make a good decision but it all falls apart in front of us like sand. But when I was hopeless and giving myself up He rose inside me, I was broken and totally destroyed inside and outside... and in a desperate time I searched for the last resource I had... I prayed with all my heart I repented for my sins and asked Him to take me out off that "life". Now I know that I wasn't living a life but death instead. Jesus saved me. He gave me a new life... I still struggling with a lot of stuff but now I know I can fight, theres is a way out, there is hope and light for me... I just need to seek Him with all my strength and heart... I pray that you will be okay and I hope you would seek Him. Jesus saves, His is life and truth. ❤Peace❤ (I am sorry for the grammar mistakes, I still learning but hey... I just wish you would be fine. I pray that you would accept Jesus in your lives!)
For you who read this but dont know what to do with this message: Jesus still saves lives today, he can transform your life of emptiness and misery into hope and peace. Today, you can become another witness to the power of God to save lives and transform hearts ♥️ “I was ready to be sought by those who did not ask for me; I was ready to be found by those who did not seek me. I said, “Here I am, here I am,” to a nation that was not called by my name. I reached out my hands all day to a rebellious people, who walk in a way that is not good, following their own devices.” Isaiah 65:1-2
You are so strong. Look how like you fighting now. Dont give up. Dont allow the dark side to control you. I feel it so deeply and want to tell you, you are not alone❤
Jesus loves all of yall so much and i sincerely mean that from the bottom of my heart, it doesnt matter who you are he wants you to seek him like a best friend. He is the only one and true Lord and Saviour❤!
Now, this is nice. I love it. It makes me remember what I was before *IT* happened. Makes me remember when I was just a kid, filled with curiosity, and joy. I miss that time. I miss him.
family and loved ones is what that time is reserved for. make the most of it while you still can, you’ll be glad you did, the death of the internet is soon :)
I have an indescribable feeling, it seems lonely but I like it after a long tiring day. It relaxes me, it's like I'm floating in space - alone, watching everything... thanks for posting this~
"Everything is hostile even your love one. The only trustful person is you. Escape everything. Don't tell your goal and moves to everyone even your parents or love one. Keep all the things with you. Be quiet and work alone. Keep all your pain with you. Time doesn't heal you. It teach you how to live with the pain."
Hey stranger. I have no idea what your Going threw but you can get threw it. Im proud of you. Im proud you made it this far. Even threw whatever life threw at u. Im proud of u ❤
No sé por qué estos sonidos me hacen conectar mucho con las emociones, puedo entristecerme de la nada, o no pensar cosas tan complicadas como todos los días, es un calmante al corazón por un ratito ♡
Don’t blame yourself. Everything happens for a reason. Maybe you or they weren’t the best people to comingle with at that point in time in your life. I know I’ve done that. I ghosted my BEST friend from high school and now, at 35 years old, I have no friends. Now, it turns out her life is a mess (I logged into FB for the first time in a decade and saw her page) and I wonder if it was my fault or if I jumped ship before she dragged me into her troubles. I’ll never know.
Thank you for calming me down for the last 2 years. I have been pent up with tension for the last couple of years and your music is the only escape i have from this cruel , but beatiful reality. Greetings from Serbia. ❤🩹
I never thought I’d miss her this much, or even at all. I’m happy I do. I’ve never missed anyone but losing her, and it all made me want to rest eternally in peace. I’m decaying without her here. I hope to die in my sleep, it’s the only time I ever actually get to see her again. Thank you for all your time, love and energy even in the end when I didn’t deserve it. I’m sorry. What good is it to be alive if the only person who made life worth living is gone forever.
It hurts seeing my mom failing again and again. She never accomplished anything in her life and I can't help her. I don't want to end up being like her. I just have to let her go. I'm sorry
idk it's just that she doesn't have social skills and doesn't have education, everytime she said she wanted to start studying something she failed and she tried like 3 times over the years... Now she wants to sell things on the streets but doesn't have charisma and hardly sells anything. It's pathetic and I feel really sorry for her. I should just let her be i guess... she is too old already@@freeexxxx
@@aprocesss Even if she fails a million times, you have to stand with her. In fact, your life goal should be to support her financially and give her the best years of her life. You have to love her unconditionally, she is your mother... If you leave her, or you will regret all life.
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Hope you enjoy the new video my friends. As always, thank you for being here.
My dear, we're here. Let's hear what's near and clear. So there, no fear just tear that care.
U are the awesome bro keep the good work
thank you for giving us this music
perfect when you want to play some games alone after a hard work day
Thank you for this playlist
Hey man! Thank you for everything. I just realized I never thanked you for your work. You honestly helped a lot.
Hi friends, I want to say right away that I use a translator and there may be some incomprehensible phrases in my text. I'm a guy living deep in Russia, to be more precise in Siberia, it just so happened that I don't have acquaintances, friends, people with whom I could spend time and sincerely enjoy it, I don't trust anyone, sometimes even my feelings, why I write about all this, but it's just thoughts before going to bed and I have no one to share them with, I've been falling asleep only under this video for a few months, for some reason For some reason, when I hear ambients from here, I have hope that my loneliness is not so hopeless, thank you for reading here, I will really be very pleased to realise that a person on the other side of the world will read it and maybe understand me, I'm afraid to live every day, but at least before going to bed because of this pleasant music, my anxiety recedes, I love everyone
P.S You guys are incredible!
So many warm words and support, I come here every time someone responds to my comment and it’s so nice to see you all here, my sadness remained with me, but I began to live much better, thank you to all of you, I would hug each of you, because you really helped me cope with melancholy, I LOVE EACH OF YOU!
Reading this from Pakistan... life is precious. Set ambitious goals, and you will find many friends and even a life partner that will align with your mission/goals.
i hope you find friends, stranger
and most importantly, take care.
Que tengas suerte 🍀 desde argentina 🇦🇷🇦🇷🇦🇷🇦🇷 saludos
Greetings from Australia!
о, я тоже с Сибири, ахах.. и у нас очень много общего, честн слово. я уже два года сражаюсь со своими мыслями. у меня нет человека рядом, даже родные мама с братом относятся ко мне как к уебку. ну, мне временами кажется, что я таковым и являюсь. но все же, коим-то образом я справляюсь.. желаю тебе того же.
если хочешь, мы могли бы даже встретиться, если в одном городе живем, ахах.. посидим где-нибудь да обсудим жизнь. все же, вся эта депрессивная тема когда-нибудь закончится. поскорее бы...
To the person reading this, Good Luck!
Don't stress, everything will be fine.
No matter what difficulty you are facing right now, you can overcome it!
You are strong and brave ❤
Thanks man, needed this, i have lots of work, and the deadline is the day after tomorrow, almost done it, but still a bit stressed out, once again thanks, good luck to you too my guy
Thank u so much
Hopefully the pieces of the puzzle come back together and life can go back to what it once was.
Thank you bro it makes me feel like im not alone , hope you have a great day too , u have no idea how much u helped me 😊
Thank you.
That's make me cry fr (pls never delete this)
same..
i totally understand...
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I’m leaving this comment here, so that in a week or month when someone has liked it, I’ll be reminded to come back here and feel again 🖤
may the Lord my God, and your God, bless you and give you strength to get through anything you are going through. And may the Lord guide you, and save you from your sin. In Jesus Name amen. Dont ever forget you are loved.
Repent and Turn to the Lord, for the end is Near!
Bruh listen to this banger ❤
Hi I hope you are well stranger how's life
Good idea
Feel again, now.
i just cant say how grateful i am.
games, music like this, friends... Family.
those things help me, and i think they help you too.
The next text... is for relieving some of my stress.
When i was born, my father left me with my sister and mother, i saw it like something bad, but i were a kid so i didnt care.
throght all those years the only one who actually cared for me was my sister, she took care of me, she loved me, she gave me attention.
she had her own responsabilities... so she couldnt be there always, and my mom abused me phisically, verbally and psychologically.
She said she loved me, i wasnt sure, it was all a manipulation for me to do whatever she wanted, i didnt had freedom. I couldn't think by myself, just like a puppet...
it was like that everytime, even my sister got abused, she was gone when she was 17, going to live with our dad, who sent us money everytime... Money that our mother never gave us, she used it for her own benefits not caring about us.
when my sister was gone, i was alone then, our father always came to visit us the weekends, but my mother, she filed a false complaint that he was abusing us, we couldnt see him for 4 years.
after my sister left... i became aware of what her burden was, my mother always made her to clean and take care of the house, take care of me and to cook, even if she had Highschool. I was really angry with my mom, but i chose to calm down and believe that she was still good, after all she was my mom.
My mother finded another man, and i got a new sister, i didnt knew how to feel, it would... The cicle would repeat.
but then my mom got sick, she didnt care about her health, she smoked, drinked, eated trash food, and it got worse with a illness.
i was sent throught a lot of houses of friends of her, not to my father because she didnt want to... i missed her. After 3 months, my father found me and with the police, they took me, and made me feel home.
Then i spent a whole year with my father... i discovered a lot of things i didnt want to.
my mother used to abuse him phisically, verbally and blamed him of a lot of things he didnt do.
he didnt leave because my sister was there, and when they got the notice i was coming, my mother tried to abort me. My father stopped her.
when i was born, my father did the best he could to be there, when i was 3, he left because of the toxicity of my mother and that place.
My sister endured a lot, and so my father did, my mother wasnt good as i thinked so, but i was still a kid, i still loved her, trying to forgive.
after that year, my mom came over my dad's house and made a trouble, she wanted to take me back, almost hurting my sister, i was scared, confused and sad.
then i was forced to face a judicial situation.
I didnt know anything, i was super confused and scared, my depression haunted me all that time, back when i was with my mom i used videogames to escape reality. To escape fear and sadness, my mother made me feel worthless and useless, with every fail i had, it made it worst.
I made the wrong decision in the judicial situation, i was still young, it was to decide who should take care of me, and i chose to be a week with my mom and i week with my dad.
I was confused because when i said that my father got really sad.
My wish was made, but not for too long. My mother took advantage and took full custody of me, then she used me more, i falled on a deep hole of darkness, she made it again, she made all of us suffer, then i saw my little sister, who was now 1 year old, and i saw something i wanted to protect, to love.
after a lot more of suffering, my mother fell sick again.
This time was serious, she got really bad, and my dad took care of me.
I was enjoying being with him then, back to being actually okay and safe.
Then, i went to the hospital with some family members, i got to call my mom, i got the urge to cry.
She said she was sorry for everything, that she would do better, she regretted her mistakes.
I was crying when i said "its okay mom, i forgave you long ago."
She promised me she would make everything better when she gets out of the hospital, and i smiled, a smile of pure joy and grattitude, i felt it, she was saying the truth, but i felt a int of sadness on her voice.
Then the next 3 days i received the notice that.
She died.
She couldnt keep her promise.
I fell on a deep depression then, and cried a lot, but not enough in her funeral.
I couldnt keep up, and tried a lot of things to end everything, to return where i came from.
And here i am, 2 years after all of that im still alive. With the help of my friends and family i made it, im still depressed, they say, but im trying to not focus on that, this time ill focus on me, i always took attention to everyone, except me, i never thinked by myself or for myself. Its time for a change, im better.
Its hard, but i will keep up and stay strong, no matter how many times i fall, i will stand up, and rise once again to shine. No matter what. And i shall fulfill that promise she made to me, with something, she wanted me to be.
I still like to go away from reality and come to a world without worries, this playlist helped me.
And you did too, if you readed it all, thanks, i mean it. I just wanted to tell y'all. You're amazing, keep up and... live, with all your might, love those ones you care for, cause' they'll be gone one day.
And as my father said, "You never know how much you appreciate someone, until they're gone."
Im... trying to not feel im victimizing me, i hope i wrote all this in the right place.
...after all im just an ordinary teenager!
Thank you for reading, thanks for everything.
P.D: Im sorry if something isnt writted right, im a beginner at English and a South American!
Don't worry about it! Your English is great. In fact, you type 10X better than most people I know who were born in the US. I feel sympathy for you and your situation. I don't feel as though I have a right to talk about this because I've lucky never lost someone I love. Sure, I've lost beloved pets, but I don't think they count as much as a person. I am grateful that you are still here with us, and I'm grateful for all the things you've done. You are loved by many, and don't you ever forget that. People like you give me hope for humanity and its future. I hope that you have a wonderful rest of your life and that you live it to its fullest. You only get one life, so use it wisely. Have a blessed day or night wherever you are, and remember, you are deserving of love ❤️.
@@BlckstoneV1 thanks, really, thank you a lot.
Im not confident of my ability to speak in english.
But i can get better!
Thanks for everything you said, it actually helps me now, im on a little trouble but ill surpass it!
And other thing that may help.
In the end, you'll be in peace, happy. And if you arent now, then its not the end yet, never give up.
I mean it, never dare to say that you cant do something, because everything is possible if you believe you can do it.
Cheers.♡
P.D: and other thing! They may not just only be pets! They're our friends, our family. May you dont feel like it counts, but it does! I hope they are in a better place right now, never forget those happy little things.
Wow bro, you're actually a warrior! Keep at it and stay strong!!!!! Every single thing that happens with us in life is a lesson for us to get better and stronger.
hope youre doing well💗
If you listen to it when you're happy, it's peaceful, if you listen to it when you're sad, it hurts...💙
i awoke peaceful and since peaceful i remain
It hurts me.
@@khann2159 I hope things get better for you
I have never been this calm
This is my only safe place because of my trauma this is home to me❤
To the 1% of people who see this comment, I just want to say that you are SPECIAL! I know sometime's life is hard - grief, tragedy, happiness, and joy are all part of life!! I just want you all to know that it will get better! I wish you all stay beautiful, happy, and have a wonderful moment of peace! Love - Meditate with Nature yeaaaah
You too man.. you too🤙❤️
That's why we choose vault-tec do you know what makes you special 😀👍
👏🏾👏🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🔥🔥🔥
Good saying
My buddy of 20 committed suicide last year October. Today is his 21 birthday, and I miss him. The songs make me remember all the good and bad times I had with him. I will never forget you Rohan❤.
EDIT: Hello everyone I just want to say thanks for all the love and support. It really helped me to know that their are people that can relate to the pain of losing someone you loved, especially in such a way. So I just wanted everyone to know that I'm still going on as best I can.
Sorry for your loss
We are sorry for your loss
Stay still in his honor, friend. You're not alone.
We love Rohan, stay strong my friend.
I hope you had worderful memories with him, I'm sure that he loves you back from the wonderful place I hope him to be
To the random person scrolling the comments, God bless you, I hope you find peace, love and many a blessing with what ever you find yourself doing. I pray that God looks after and cares for your and that you find God at any period. I love you, my Brother/Sister in Christ, chin up, chest out, keep on ballin
God bless you man ❤
How are you man
@@josiahsmith9871bored out of my mind, but I'm alright, how about you bro? How've you been?
Thank you dawg god bless you❤🙏🏾
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This is not dark at all. This is magical
Dark energy man
@@euphoricsadnessx woman
Hello my friend. I’m just giving you a friendly reminder that God loves you and so do I 🙂
Slowly drifting away from reality kinda counts as dark
thats just an ambient music
If more people listen to ambient music, our world would be a better place to live
that is very true.
Amen to that!
Honestly i havent been doing any better since my dad and grandpa died a year ago, got worse to me bc my gf didnt feel any feelings for me anymore n left me, my mom has been getting more abusive since my dad passed, so i basically have noone left so idk how much longer im gon be here for, ive been trying to get help tho, im thinking about going to a mental hospital or getting counselling, but my mom hasnt got me yet and ignored me, im 15 now but i dont know if im gonna make it to 16
rip bro stay safe
@jacobc6186???
Just keep going mate, that's life, eventually everything will be okay, and ull be in peace, with yourself. :)
I'm sorry for your loss, friend.
Don´t give up and keep living even the odds you face everyday (Y) greetings from Colombia
Hi!
It's been two years, since I saw this channel. Let's put it this way: I had a difficult experience. I felt like I was completely alone. Without family, friends. I wanted to escape, to find my own world in which I could live without worries. I remember that there were not so many videos, so I put some tracks on repeat. I listened to this music, blamed myself for being idle and daydreaming instead of doing work. 2 years have passed, I abandoned watching this channel, trying to emerge from depression.
Now I understand that dreaming isn't bad. Sometimes I even think that we want to live thanks to dreams and goals. I saw you again in RUclips recommendations. I don't know who created the channel, the number of these people, gender or age, but regardless of these signs, it's time to say: thank you for creating a channel with atmospheric music and pictures in the background :)
Dreaming is not bad. It calms and develops our creativity. Thanks again. I wish you good luck in all areas of activity! :>
glad to have you back, hope your doing better
Cheers 🍻❤
Hello my friend. I’m just giving you a friendly reminder that God loves you and so do I 🙂
We're here for u man
Who wants study or relax listening to witchy music, I invite to join my channel
Late night writing. 11:56
Im not sad, depressed, anything of the sorts. I do want something. Everybody does.
Im lying in my bed with a cramp in my elbow, phone sitting in my hand. I think, of questions. Common ones, Whats your favorite color, food, What do you want to be when you get older? Where do you want to live? What are your talents? Common, yeah, but for some reason those questions scare me. Maybe its because questions like those are about the future, and i tell myself im not scared of the future, maybe I am.
And then we go back to what we want.
I realized I wasn't a emotional person, either that or I have the days where i explode with it. But often I dont feel sad, multiple emotions happen across the day. I didn't ever really wanted to be "something" at all, nothing that people had made seemed to fit perfectly. Maybe to make something and shape it or do my own sort of something with its own rules and own becoming.
But thats impossible.
"What do you want in life?"
The question you ask yourself yet never make eye contact with.
I think im still trying to answer that. But there isn't just one thing I want my life to be about.
I want peace and I want darkness in my mind I want sad feelings and happy ones, excited and even butterflies in the stomach nervous one's too. I want friends i can rant to on a random saturday night who I can support. I want large overgrown northwest forests and raindrops. I want an ambience that lives all around me, like the feeling of driving at night or being on a rooftop looking at the colorful city lights or the burning and crackling of a bonfire on the beach. I want a world where i can say the right things at the right times but also mess up, and thats fine too. I want a world where we stop trying and actually do. Where we use our minds instead of our tanks and use our kindness instead of our race. I want an imperfect world with imperfect people who can love those imperfect people who can love their own self.
I want a silence that will spread out and pull back in again, like tides of the sea on a not-so-windy day. But most of all i want everybody to have that. I want everybody to feel sad, and happy and have fun and scream and cry and have that silence, the silence that shows them that life of theirs. That silence is a memory I realized. And its beautiful.
Find peace, and you will find yourself
This doesn’t have enough likes
Wow!!! This is very beautifully written :O
im going through a very hard chapter of my life, and this put a hope in my head. Thank you for this I wish i could give you a hug and so much more. Thank you
You are literally amazing for writing this i find it in myself that this heartwarming yet it still touches me deeper in my inner mindset i love every word written in it
To the person reading this, Good Luck! Don't stress, everything will be fine. No matter what difficulty you are facing right now, you can overcome it! You are strong and brave.
Sadly i may not overcome this one.
@@sleyking123 you good?
Thank you, but sometimes you have to lose because every win is not sweet
Kinda reminds me of what Misty says to V after losing Jackie...That there is hope even when things are very grim.
crazy how your mood changes the way you feel when listening to something. this video used to make me feel inspired when i listened, but today i feel the urge to scream and cry
Почти всегда когда я ложусь спать, я включаю музыку подобно этой, и всегда я вспоминаю своё детство. Особенно мне пришлось осознавать своё детство когда я прочитал название первой песни - нет пути назад...... Такое чувство что мне хочется сделать про это книгу, комикс, да даже фильм. И я хочу сообщить что нужно ценить своё время, даже если у вас оно плохое, иначе, вы будете как я, вспоминать своё детство, которое уже не получится вернуть..............
Going to leave this here as a reminder for myself. Whenever this gets a like I will get reminded. Sometimes I wonder why God makes me wait. I know his plan is perfect. I know God has me waiting for a reason. It feels like I've been in isolation for a long period now. I'm about to get back into doing what I love. I know God will always be with me. I give my life to Jesus Christ. I know looking back I'll be able to connect the dots. Understanding it had to happen just as it did. All the heartbreaks, setbacks, and nights worrying about if you're on the right path. It will all be lifted once I get there to anyone out there. God will never abandon you.
Sometimes I still think of the past. I know that's only robbing the joy that God has for me. Keep going. Keep being a warrior. Never settle. I feel somewhat at peace. I know God knows in my heart what my Desires are. Trying to force something on my own won't make it happen faster. I tell myself. I don't know where I'm going God, but I trust you. Faith. I know whatever the reason you are here It's for a reason. God makes you wait for a reason. I've been at something I love for 7 years. I expected so much more, which is a bad way to think of it. Over the 7 years, I've grown so much as an individual.
The moral of the story is to WIDEN the LENDS. Life is a FILM ROLL, not a SNAPSHOT. I know you will find what you're looking for, only through Christ. 9/02/24
well said, thank you for this well written comment. im here to remind you to stay strong, keep pushing forward even if its too foggy to see the path ahead, god will lead you on that path towards a better understanding. everything will be much clearer i can promise you that, the world is filled with a good amount of negativity at the moment. and not a lot of people are following their path the one thing that matters on this earth is that there’s individuals like us willing to keep pushing that path, no matter what. i was on a strong spiritual awakening journey, making sure im touching all bases and tapping into my potential. all that energy made me reach out to a close long time friend that was in a toxic relationship at the time, to leave that behind. 2 years later i couldn’t be more happy with god giving me the opportunity to take a chance like this. i had gotten out of a toxic long distance situationship that was one sided to the extreme. id give all my energy to this woman i thought would abstain with me but she ended up doing a whole lot behind the scenes in which i already had a strong feeling given from god that my suspicions were correct, so honestly she just kickstarted my spiritual journey and opened up my eyes to what i need to do and who i truly needed to be with and there for. i apologize to the lord for which ive gone on my own path without any guidance and its great to face this head on but i feel this same lingering waiting feeling. hes waiting for me to return his favor and resume to my spiritual awakening. bringing along my companion along for the journey so we can both tap into our inner potential together harmoniously. this realization is so beautiful literally realizing as im writing this. i hope you’re realization to a spiritual awakening goes just as well as mine did and will be continuing to be going. i always had this feeling of greatness just around the corner and surely it was. theres a lot to factor in, but to put it short just do whatever you feel is opening up your spirit. id suggest the guided meditation “gateway tapes” theres a playlist on youtube. just make sure you have all the lights off and are in an environment where you wont be disturbed for the next 30 minutes. id like to hear your thoughts and how it works for you! ✝️ stay strong
The one thing I miss the most in life is a real hug. Sure, friends will give you a quick hug with a pat on the back, but a true embrace is rare to come by. A hug that lasts longer than just a couple of seconds. The longing for human touch can make one feel so absent and disconnected from reality and lower one's sense of self worth. The feeling of being in a relationship for years with someone you loved so much at the time and may even still love and then, after all is gone, trying to figure out how to sleep comfortably without holding onto them. Only to hold a pillow in hopes that it fills the emptiness of the space that you once held onto. God the bed feels so big now. Which side do I even sleep on? Having spent so much time together that everything reminds you of them. The smells, tastes, sounds and experiences. Even a simple routine such as going to the local coffee shop and ordering a certain drink. Trying to order yours while remembering there's. Holding back the tears while taking a sip. Avoiding the memories and trying to repress them. Not knowing how to spend the hours that pass by in the hollow box we call a home or apartment, while trying to fill it with things to distract us. The substances we take to ease the pain and block out the intrusive thoughts. Only to come back and plague us further with the feeling of disappointment and self contempt the next day. Feeding the mental anguish furthermore. The contemplations of self harm, but denying yourself the pleasure of escape in order to avoid the pain and grief that you would place on the ones closest to you. The ones that only care when things are looking the most bleak and worry them when they finally notice. When it's too late and the person you once knew is gone. Do they only worry from guilt? Would they even care? Would they notice? But even still we would rather live in isolation and in pain rather than hurt them even though they may not deserve it. So we live alone. In the end we are the strongest. Living with such self disdain is not an easy feat. So where am I going with this message? Letting you know that you are not alone. Even if only feeling one of the emotions I spoke of. You are a stronger than you know, especially to have made it this far and if I were in front of you I would give you the one thing I miss the most. A hug and strong embrace. A connection that feels unobtainable. You are worth something. You are here for a purpose even if you haven't found it yet.
Beautiful
Thank you
You don't need hugs or warm hands, you don't know yourself yet, everything comes from within you
When i get home after a stressful day, the first thing i do is put my headphones on and drown out reality. Its a coping mechanism for me and probably many others. I'm lulled to sleep by the gentle rhythms.
Feels like I'm laying on my back in the ocean, the waves splashing all around me. The peach colored sun illuminating the sky with gorgeous shades. In a field where beautiful flowers stand tall and me and my dog are sitting, her putting her paw in my hand. Me with my true love, sitting on the roof of his/her car, talking about our future plans together.
Thanks for reading this, it was meant to be like this. You matter so much.
Sometimes I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me.
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind.
I feel free now.
❤@@TJCarter_426
I need movies that evoke the same blue and melancholic feeling as this playlist does
Few ones who gave me personally this vibe: Calm with Horses, Only God Forgives, Drive, The Place beyond the pines, The Neon Demon, Last Night in Soho, Kumiko the Treasure Hunter, Lost River, Blue Valentine, La La Land. ;) and yes, Ryan Gosling is in almost them all. Also, all Wong Kar Wa movies but principally Fallen Angels.
loveee ryan gosling so this is perfect thank u!@@TotalSwitchRUclips
جميل
If you’re reading this, I hope you find peace, love, and acceptance everywhere you look. Your life has value and you are loved. Always.
noooo. it's not.
This is an edit sense my comment got alot of likes and is now the top comment on this video I can say this to alot of people life might not be worth living for these reasons for you so then make your own reasons if your younger than like 25 and especially under 18 idk what your worries are you have so much life infront of you don't fuck it up you should just be striving to make enough money to be comfortable enough to raise some kids and give them a good life while bettering yourself and the world so those kids can inherit something good don't let the world get to you to much you got this and I will say this again you have reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
78. The power to inspire others.
79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Cuddles
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, l love you
Damn, actually 100 valid reaons, this some good shit!!!!
To make God king again 😊
Thank u so much🥺
101. Waiting for gta 6
You made me cry and smile at the same time, thankyou 🌸🤍
Its friday night, its raining. I live in a chalet in front of a mountain with forests and a huge lake. I have two dogs, I live with my parents. I feel safe now.
Sending love and luck for anyone reading it. Love you from Brazil. Im so so proud of yall.
Thank you! So nice
It’s Friday night! It won’t be long until I do my hair and put my makeup on
Depending on your mood this will always have a different feeling
this music is like a key that unlocks hidden lost emotions that aren't normally felt in our day to day lives
Hello my friend. I’m just giving you a friendly reminder that God loves you and so do I 🙂
@@wesfregerio8522but I don't believe in god
@@theo5414just thank him for his kindness
Well said ❤
This playlist gives me that feeling of holding in a cry in the back of your throat.
For anyone out there who don't feel confident enough. Do what you can, with what you have, where you are. Don't let others define the world for you. Get up and grab the opportunities. Have an awesome day 🥰
this playlist gives me some autumn/Winter vibes in every year
my country doesnt have winter or autumn , Im so sad , thats the only thing I miss in sri lanka
Leaving this comment here, so when someone likes it in a week or month, I'll be reminded to return and feel again. 💬❤
Every challenge is building you up for something amazing 💫
as a 19 year old (soon 20 year old) these musical pieces hurt and heal at the same time, funny how that works out right?
my dreams have escaped my mind
i'm crying in my room at late night hours
i'm slowly losing myself and my happiness
but by simply listening to this i know that one day, it will be okay
i won't end myself, there's too much weight on me
if i did it, people would follow me and die as well
maybe one more time a dream will appear and i'll be happy to see it
later.
Hey 😊pPl what is the address on llama last last minute birthday cake your next trip up for your l😊 lll o
lol no one llo
Things will be better. Remember that you’re loved.
don't give up. stay strong
Love you whoever you are ❤
Ty for having me and my track fever dream with inertia!
Hope everyone enjoys the mix
I agree! I loved it
Hello my friend. I’m just giving you a friendly reminder that God loves you and so do I 🙂
@@wesfregerio8522 God is not real.
@@neon_4444precisely, he lives outside reality terms, to put it simple, another type of existence.
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this.
Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
If you're reading, relax, Focus, and imagine the beautiful scenes in your head.
And if you're playing games like me, Focus on your game and don't give up :D
-Not mine, but pass it around guys
Thanks but.
If i haven't got a mother so disfunctional like her.
I could tell her all my problems, without any judge or bullshit.
thank you stranger ⭐
Still awesome thank you for sharing
This kind of songs make me feel alive
I'm so glad I found dreamscape and Lost Sounds.
Why do i feel like this whenever it gets dark...its a mix of sadness, lonliness, the feeling of freedom and peace... its definitely bittersweet but i just cant wrap my finger around where this feeling comes from...
Да друг, это чувство есть у меня... Ночь вскрывает то что скрыто днём.
Надеюсь счастье победит, но слёзы должны пройти как весенний дождь.
Всё будет хорошо...
thanks bro
As a person with no actual emotions, this thing is healing my soul from all of the pain and allows me to peacefully cry (since Ive dakrophobia)
so this video is half-good, half-bad?
@@Fire_Axus it's just good
fear of heights??!! whats dakrophobia? i feel the same way with this mix tho, listened to it with my girlfriend and i was so happy that we we’re literally on an island. i was so happy that… i wanted to take my own life, and call it at that. i wanted to drown in the ocean dying knowing that i was extremely happy with my life and i just have reallly bad social anxiety so i feel like i cant even get a job or do anything with my life, but im thankful i thought of the greif my family would go through because soon im about to propose to my girlfriend and we’re going to eventually get married before her dad passes away from cancer :( . it’ll be okay though, i want him to leave this earth knowing his daughter is happy and safe, that i will do anything to protect his wife too. i just want to be a guardian angel for my family, and sometimes it gets really tough. especially bundling up all my feelings just to not cry ever about anything im upset about. but whenever im listening to music, it just comes out. its like my spirit is so strong, that only a beautiful melody can wring out a couple tears for a couple minutes :)
@taylor2320 Dakrophobia is a fear of crying. Btw you're awesome man and world needs more men like you. And remember, it's okay to cry or to show your feelings and emotions.
@@JustACamilaMainAcc no
It’s been about a week since I started listening to these videos. Ive always come across these soundtracks on meme videos or on some random spot on instagram/tiktok and always noticed how enamored I am with the sensation of being in a different world. One where there is no stress where it’s just me and the only objective isn’t to finish an exam, deal with family occurrences or even think about my far future. But instead the objective would be to reflect. To think about one’s self and to be better. These videos sort of remind me of a more serene version of silent hill. Where you’re teleported into a different town and the only way out is to conquer yourself. Definitely something beautiful. I’ve had trouble feeling this emotion on my own. The feeling of sadness. I remember when my best friend died I had a hard time crying, not only because I was dealing with school and family but because I had no time to cry. I didn’t even have time to sleep. Then a few years later when my aunt passed away. I also didn’t cry. I didn’t cry when my pets died after that too. I noticed feeling sadness is something that brings me calm. Because it’s something so simple and human that I feel like I’ve lost. These videos help me feel that and I’m infinitely grateful. When I listen to these videos I sit back and imagine myself in the picture that is still on the video and reimagine myself as well as my problems. I just want to feel this feeling. I want to have a well deserved cry over my aunt and best friend. Over my pets that passed away. I want to feel human without the need for a landscape video. But for now I will practice and try to feel my emotions properly through these videos sorta like training wheels. I know this comment went all over the place but. I just had to put myself on this comment section because maybe someone else is going through this and I want to let them know that they are not alone.
every time i stumble upon a playlist like this it transports me straight back to 2020, during the lockdown. the energy was just so different back then and it felt exactly like this, at least in my experience. the world felt so still and small, but incredibly infinite at the same time.
I listen to this every night as I fall asleep. It's perfect. Some nights, it helps me cry when I need to, others, it just soothes my thoughts so I can fall back to dreaming easier. It's a beautiful playlist, props to the artists and dreamscape.
Anyone crying while listening to it?
I cry on purpose listening to dark ambient to pull out all the emotions because I seldom cry and usually hold back tears. It brings me relief.
@@kreinaxz8191 yes 😭
@@kreinaxz8191 hope you doing good Mate
You deserve the best, keep going
it’s very beautiful bro
How beautiful beautiful
This makes me think of how many friends I have and how many times I've failed and I would laugh at it and repeat it every time
Beautiful waking up with these views 🏞🤗🎶🎧 Happy Sunday Tropical House Radio
I find this type of music to be the best after a workout.
After being angry at the world and feeling hate for each rep, completing a set wanting more pain.
The sound's of the world seems to fade away. In contrast, my body is lay's stiff, and my thoughts empty.
To have that 20 minutes of complete solitude and sanctuary,
The calming peace that comes through my speakers brings me something I can't express, but I can be thankful for
These kind of music videos are what are the best for a human's mind as it refreshes it ❤
Hello my friend. I’m just giving you a friendly reminder that God loves you and so do I 🙂
My comfort playlist. ❤
1000th comment on this masterpiece. Sweet dreams.
How ethereal its is to listen to this at 3am. We all with acheive our dreams someday.
numerology is a good start my friend. see the repetitive patterns in numbers and their meanings in life, they will follow. thats how you achieve dreams, with an angel by your-side and loved ones and god leading your path towards a lovely meaningful life
@@taylor2320 thanks, hope you having a great life
Genuinely the best sleep and writing mixes
Always remember when you fail enough there’s only room for success,don’t do it for them do it for you love you bro
if you ever feel down or unmotivated, just remember there IS a community of people out there willing to help you. All you gotta do is reach out
I just wanna say, keep moving solider❤
It feels like the music take all of your pain away
God is With Us Brothers, and he loves us . We still have to believe in his plan for our lives!💪
lol god is fake, and why you call god "he" ?
@SonOfIrak God is not fake, brother. I know because he saved me many times!God bless you. He loves you even if you don't believe that!🙏
thank you so much! 💙
Incredible work!
There is something so comforting in people you don't know being in stress because you know you're not alone as much as you urge for them to be happy there is a part of me glad that I won't struggle by myself. God knows how hard some people try. I am greatful for this life, I've made it so far.
4:21 man I've listen to Apathy from Øneheart a ton of times already but the slowed version... Damn i can't even describe how that felt
Hello my friend. I’m just giving you a friendly reminder that God loves you and so do I 🙂
@@wesfregerio8522 me too brother, have a blessed day
bros be killin it
i think One wish and snowfall are the best tracks of this type of music and dark ambient melodies.
This one is everything 22:20 i can't stop listening.
SAMEEE
NUAGES - Distant is pretty much the same melody but much much better
same i need the full version
I hope you know, you aren't alone. With how you feel and think. There are many, many people who feel the same as you and are thinking the same thoughts. Asking the same questions, and still wondering why. Tonight I lay down, crying myself to sleep over a vicious cycle I find myself in. Numbness, self hatred, believing others don't love you or even like you. Go ahead and shed a tear, you're not alone, we are all here. It will get better, it has to.
We are also one
man I'm so tired of myself, and tired of this world. Don't wanna do anything crazy just wanna be alone on a planet. Nothing but me, trees, and birds.
Right there with you just completely nothing no humans no animals just a deep void for me to star into endlessly
this is why i wish to go to space one day. just as a little spend some money just for a month. no responsibility just survival and eating space food. only contact with base, looking at the earth bellow in its beauty.
@@taylor2320 bro I'm legit ready to throw it all away to live on a planet like Yavin IV in Star Wars. Minus the war of course.
Some reason just listen to this music and turning it up can cut out all surrounding noises for me and it can help me feel okay and safe ty for making music like this
Hello my friend. I’m just giving you a friendly reminder that God loves you and so do I 🙂
This is for you that have been struggling with something in your life right now or in the past:
Sometimes we can't find a way out for darkness, we search here and there but we still fighting the same demons. I know how it is, we struggle to make a good decision but it all falls apart in front of us like sand. But when I was hopeless and giving myself up He rose inside me, I was broken and totally destroyed inside and outside... and in a desperate time I searched for the last resource I had... I prayed with all my heart I repented for my sins and asked Him to take me out off that "life". Now I know that I wasn't living a life but death instead. Jesus saved me. He gave me a new life... I still struggling with a lot of stuff but now I know I can fight, theres is a way out, there is hope and light for me... I just need to seek Him with all my strength and heart... I pray that you will be okay and I hope you would seek Him.
Jesus saves, His is life and truth.
❤Peace❤
(I am sorry for the grammar mistakes, I still learning but hey... I just wish you would be fine. I pray that you would accept Jesus in your lives!)
For you who read this but dont know what to do with this message:
Jesus still saves lives today, he can transform your life of emptiness and misery into hope and peace. Today, you can become another witness to the power of God to save lives and transform hearts ♥️
“I was ready to be sought by those who did not ask for me; I was ready to be found by those who did not seek me. I said, “Here I am, here I am,” to a nation that was not called by my name. I reached out my hands all day to a rebellious people, who walk in a way that is not good, following their own devices.”
Isaiah 65:1-2
🙏🏼 ThanQ !!
I'm Proud of You 👏👏👏
Hey man "(a really motivational, inspirational quote/sentence)" so don't give up man.
sthu
darkness has been poisoning my mind for a long time. And I still believe I can handle it. But I'm so tired
You are so strong. Look how like you fighting now. Dont give up. Dont allow the dark side to control you. I feel it so deeply and want to tell you, you are not alone❤
This is not dark, this is calm music, but is good.
Jesus loves all of yall so much and i sincerely mean that from the bottom of my heart, it doesnt matter who you are he wants you to seek him like a best friend. He is the only one and true Lord and Saviour❤!
Thank u so much bro especially Jesus
This really is one of the most balanced playlists that make you feel safe
Now, this is nice.
I love it.
It makes me remember what I was before *IT* happened.
Makes me remember when I was just a kid, filled with curiosity, and joy.
I miss that time.
I miss him.
@Danny Dolan Him.
this hits hard playing in your car far away from society trying to rush to the nearest gas station to not have to piss in the forest
currently 1500 miles from home, in a car at 3am... definitely felt
Pissing in the forest actually would have been better. Just make sure the no safety is near.
yeah but theres no gas station food in the forest @@NatureHeadSupreme
Lol😅
@@EffeminateCowardlyVillainbut the best Piss you can have
Time is slipping away, but what matters most is what we do with the time we have.
family and loved ones is what that time is reserved for. make the most of it while you still can, you’ll be glad you did, the death of the internet is soon :)
I have an indescribable feeling, it seems lonely but I like it after a long tiring day. It relaxes me, it's like I'm floating in space - alone, watching everything... thanks for posting this~
"Everything is hostile even your love one. The only trustful person is you. Escape everything. Don't tell your goal and moves to everyone even your parents or love one. Keep all the things with you. Be quiet and work alone. Keep all your pain with you. Time doesn't heal you. It teach you how to live with the pain."
fax
sometimes what makes you happy makes you sad
Amazing work 🖤
Thank you for making this, even though my life is empty, the infinitesimal sliver of light is nice.
Lord Jesus filled the emptiness within me 4 years ago.
Hey stranger. I have no idea what your Going threw but you can get threw it. Im proud of you. Im proud you made it this far. Even threw whatever life threw at u. Im proud of u ❤
People experience physical and mental pain; writers experience phantom agony.
this makes even reading through research articles about benthic macroinvertebrates seem tolerable - the cozy atmosphere permeates everything now 💙💙
relaxing 🌙
No sé por qué estos sonidos me hacen conectar mucho con las emociones, puedo entristecerme de la nada, o no pensar cosas tan complicadas como todos los días, es un calmante al corazón por un ratito ♡
Justo, yo las pongo para dormir y me ayudan a no sobrepensar en las noches
I've listened to this so much in the past to weeks but I just can't get enough, it like feeds my brain.
Why is it so frustrating when you push people away from you by choice and in the end you are left alone?
Don’t blame yourself. Everything happens for a reason. Maybe you or they weren’t the best people to comingle with at that point in time in your life. I know I’ve done that. I ghosted my BEST friend from high school and now, at 35 years old, I have no friends. Now, it turns out her life is a mess (I logged into FB for the first time in a decade and saw her page) and I wonder if it was my fault or if I jumped ship before she dragged me into her troubles. I’ll never know.
Im so glad that I present in this side of youtube. These music and this channel is really a part of my life
Hello my friend. I’m just giving you a friendly reminder that God loves you and so do I 🙂
@@wesfregerio8522 U too bro
unnholy
I am in love with the music here and I sleep more since dream is better than this harsh world....
This is the type of music happy people listen to so they can feel sad.
As a person who once was always happy, I miss that fake sad feeling.
It would be nice if we all got together and enjoyed something like this in person 😢
aphex twin concert will do
Thank you for calming me down for the last 2 years. I have been pent up with tension for the last couple of years and your music is the only escape i have from this cruel , but beatiful reality. Greetings from Serbia. ❤🩹
Hello my friend. I’m just giving you a friendly reminder that God loves you and so do I 🙂
God, he is the only way out
I never thought I’d miss her this much, or even at all. I’m happy I do. I’ve never missed anyone but losing her, and it all made me want to rest eternally in peace. I’m decaying without her here. I hope to die in my sleep, it’s the only time I ever actually get to see her again. Thank you for all your time, love and energy even in the end when I didn’t deserve it. I’m sorry. What good is it to be alive if the only person who made life worth living is gone forever.
The "sitting in total darkness at 3am avoiding tomorrow" playlist
This track is embedded in my head
It hurts seeing my mom failing again and again. She never accomplished anything in her life and I can't help her. I don't want to end up being like her. I just have to let her go. I'm sorry
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idk it's just that she doesn't have social skills and doesn't have education, everytime she said she wanted to start studying something she failed and she tried like 3 times over the years... Now she wants to sell things on the streets but doesn't have charisma and hardly sells anything. It's pathetic and I feel really sorry for her. I should just let her be i guess... she is too old already@@freeexxxx
@@aprocesss Even if she fails a million times, you have to stand with her. In fact, your life goal should be to support her financially and give her the best years of her life. You have to love her unconditionally, she is your mother... If you leave her, or you will regret all life.
This song really helps me think life through ❤