I didn't like vlogs at first , I was never ever interested , after watching your 1st vlog ,you became me and my friends favorite and here we are ,I have watched all your vlogs . you make me feel like I am not alone in this phase of emptiness I am facing , but I just believe like if today is bad other days will be good , dark days doesn't lasts longer . Keep going , we love you❤ #lovefromindia🇮🇳
i dont rly feel empty in the morning its more of either im still super sleepy or that i feel super anxious. with that, ive recently started writing morning pages and its helped me a lot to reflect (i guess its the same as when u vlog, it also makes u reflect).
I definitely can relate to the feeling you're talking about Michelle, I think it's one of the reasons why I enjoy watching your videos. It's nice to know that someone else out there feels the way I do sometimes, my family tells me it's because of this or that but honestly I cant tell whether its me or my environment. Sometimes I feel so empty and I start thinking "go with the flow" but when I get that mindset I feel like people think they can take advantage of me and idk I'll probably go on and write an essay but instead I'll just say where I stand now.....I think I need to grow and gain more perspective to truly understand where this numbness comes from. LOL thank you for coming to my Ted Talk. :p
You’re not alone in feeling that. I started getting treatment for bipolar depression (AKA, manic depression) after I saw a psychiatrist. I had gone cause I had a feeling that the symptoms I had might be related to depression, as I have seen other family members deal with it, but not with treatment. It’s only been a month, I’ve been doing well and staying in the gym really helps. In some of the research I’ve read, there is a spectrum of depression: unipolar, or bipolar (which is coupled with mania) and symptoms of depression can vary, like how you said you feel your most sad right when you wake up. Apparently that is attributed to your circadian rhythm and your “downer” feelings can be managed over time by staying on a routine day in and day out. 😊
I'm trying to lose weight haha then bulk after. My abs are coming out now. I'm getting ripped. I just have to lose 10-15lbs more ! Im at 185lbs. Bench 210lbs 5x5, Deadlift: 345lbs 5x5, Squats: stopped it because of injury :( . Try to do 100 pushup challenge, it'll help with your bench I found :)
I’m trying to gain weight too! Lastly I gained 2 kilos I was so satisfied, I’m now 48kg... but I need to gain more~ So I’m happy that you’re doing it too, it makes me even more motivated. You’re a really inspiring and pretty person💕
You are not alone I also feel empty and sad not just in the morning but all day I feel it everyday And I really want to talk to someone about it but no one listens or believes me they just say you have depression just try to focus on positive things -_________________-
I actually feel that morning emptiness as well, even thought I live with my family. I tried starting the three morning pages thing ( you're basically writing all the negative/sad thoughts that are going through your head in the morning) and it actually helped a lot! maybe you should try that and see if it helps you as well
I was so excited when I saw the vlog was uploaded!!! I don't know why but watching your videos made me feel motivate to change myself in a healthier way. But it is also something I feel like I needed to do for myself too, I just started recently but I don't plan on stopping! I started my skin care routine this week and I started going to the gym today! Thank you for the vlog, good luck on your weight gain journey!
Your vlogs become my daily therapy haha, Im Addict watching your videos, that’s why maybe on future I’ll start vlogging like yours hihi. Love you chelli!😍
Hi Michelle, have you thought of getting another pet? I won't pretend to know how you were feeling, but I felt like getting a dog really helped with me feeling lonely ❤️ anyways lots of love ☁️
새해복 많이 받으세요!! I hope you have a fruitful new year!! PS i totally ordered the plant based protein powder i peeped on your story, i desperately wanna gain weight too and needed a good lactose free protein source cuz my old one triggered my acne ㅠㅠ Thanks for sharing that ㅋㅋㅋ
Omg I’ve been wanting to gain weight too! I’m 5’7” and I was 52kgs, I managed to go up to 55, but I had exams and my eating/workout habits went to shit 😭
try checking your vitamin D3 level (which is called vitamin but is actually a pro-hormone) a d3 supplement might help with depression. It's also responsible for sleep, skin, immune system, teeth and bones, muscles and many other things
Oh, I'd have thought that the weight gain was from muscles but it shows a weight fall in that. Did the trainers explain anything to you, Michelle? I'm curious :)
I used to think lifting weights is just to make you look bulkier, which is something I don’t want.. but I really want to reshape my body and to gain weight from the upper part of my body and loose weight from below.
Am i the only one who wants her videos everyday? 😂 Looking forward your videos so bad 😍
im addicted to heeeeer 😂😍💓
Same!!! Daily dose of mesh
I'm addicted to her videos too 😍
I am addicted Honestly !!
It's been more than a week
I know..am late..but then too...I want to see her videos everyday....😍
I didn't like vlogs at first , I was never ever interested , after watching your 1st vlog ,you became me and my friends favorite and here we are ,I have watched all your vlogs . you make me feel like I am not alone in this phase of emptiness I am facing , but I just believe like if today is bad other days will be good , dark days doesn't lasts longer .
Keep going , we love you❤ #lovefromindia🇮🇳
i dont rly feel empty in the morning its more of either im still super sleepy or that i feel super anxious. with that, ive recently started writing morning pages and its helped me a lot to reflect (i guess its the same as when u vlog, it also makes u reflect).
Your trainers are Dan and Alex, they're friends of the youtuber Stephanie Soo!
ex best frd**
Literally about to comment that lol. No wonder they looked so familiar the first time they were in Michelle’s vlogs!!
Is alex and Stephanie still friends??I wanna know
I just noticed that! I was wondering if anyone else would know 😂
I definitely can relate to the feeling you're talking about Michelle, I think it's one of the reasons why I enjoy watching your videos. It's nice to know that someone else out there feels the way I do sometimes, my family tells me it's because of this or that but honestly I cant tell whether its me or my environment. Sometimes I feel so empty and I start thinking "go with the flow" but when I get that mindset I feel like people think they can take advantage of me and idk I'll probably go on and write an essay but instead I'll just say where I stand now.....I think I need to grow and gain more perspective to truly understand where this numbness comes from.
LOL thank you for coming to my Ted Talk. :p
You’re not alone in feeling that.
I started getting treatment for bipolar depression (AKA, manic depression) after I saw a psychiatrist. I had gone cause I had a feeling that the symptoms I had might be related to depression, as I have seen other family members deal with it, but not with treatment.
It’s only been a month, I’ve been doing well and staying in the gym really helps. In some of the research I’ve read, there is a spectrum of depression: unipolar, or bipolar (which is coupled with mania) and symptoms of depression can vary, like how you said you feel your most sad right when you wake up. Apparently that is attributed to your circadian rhythm and your “downer” feelings can be managed over time by staying on a routine day in and day out. 😊
I understand that loneliness feeling too. In the mornings I just feel sad but when I go to class I’m fine again, it’s weird
yea me too :(
You’re so cute I can’t 😭
michelle honestly i alsooo feel the same in the morning .....i get sad for no reason
Your trainers are so attentive and full of love and concern ❤️❤️ you're so blessed :) love you meesh
Oh shit it's Alex! I didn't know she was a personal trainer!
It is a weekend before my exams and im so stressed out, but re watching your vlogs makes me feel calm. love u sososo much
I’m literally in love with you & your personality.
Also your doing great on your weight gain journey 👍🏻👍🏻💓
I'm trying to lose weight haha then bulk after. My abs are coming out now. I'm getting ripped. I just have to lose 10-15lbs more ! Im at 185lbs. Bench 210lbs 5x5, Deadlift: 345lbs 5x5, Squats: stopped it because of injury :( . Try to do 100 pushup challenge, it'll help with your bench I found :)
YAAAAAAAASSS GOOD LUCK
I’m trying to gain weight too! Lastly I gained 2 kilos I was so satisfied, I’m now 48kg... but I need to gain more~ So I’m happy that you’re doing it too, it makes me even more motivated. You’re a really inspiring and pretty person💕
your personality is just perfection! thankyou for sharing with us your journey michelle
You are not alone I also feel empty and sad not just in the morning but all day I feel it everyday And I really want to talk to someone about it but no one listens or believes me they just say you have depression just try to focus on positive things -_________________-
What a cutie lol Happy New Year
omg i love vlogs and ily
Yeyy!! I am always soo happy when you upload☺️ love from the Netherlands💕
Loved the vlog Michelle, I am too trying to gain weight as I am petite, so you’re really an encouragement to me!!! Love yah!! 💋
More what I eat in a day please !!!
Omg I recognize your trainer is Alex from Stephanie Soo’s vids! She’s so cute I love her 😍
yes! i had to pause and think about where it saw her from!
Michelle the hair stylist *blows it directly onto her face* 🥰
I actually feel that morning emptiness as well, even thought I live with my family. I tried starting the three morning pages thing ( you're basically writing all the negative/sad thoughts that are going through your head in the morning) and it actually helped a lot! maybe you should try that and see if it helps you as well
I was so excited when I saw the vlog was uploaded!!! I don't know why but watching your videos made me feel motivate to change myself in a healthier way. But it is also something I feel like I needed to do for myself too, I just started recently but I don't plan on stopping! I started my skin care routine this week and I started going to the gym today! Thank you for the vlog, good luck on your weight gain journey!
I love you and your videos, Michelle! I always look forward to watching them! I hope you know that you are very loved! 💕✌🏽
happy new year!
For the sad mood in the morning, i been experiencing since my late 20, like 3 yr already, myb my body is telling me im getting old 😂
Watching your old vids todayyyy I'm having a Michelle Marathon 💕 I love you
YOUR. SKIN. FLAWLESS.
The holidays are rough with weight gain because of all the amazing food!!
its so weird seeing dan and alex in every vlog now cuz i was used to seeing them in stephanies vlogs hahah
I love you!! Always look forward to your content. So happy I found you
happy new year！Michelle ❤️ it’s hard to wait ur vlog like taking a long time for watching it!but it’s okay!see u next vlog love ya 😘
Your videos are the highlight of my day! It always encourages me to live healthy and happily :^)! Thank you for sharing ❤️
Your vlogs become my daily therapy haha, Im
Addict watching your videos, that’s why maybe on future I’ll start vlogging like yours hihi. Love you chelli!😍
Your trainers are Alex and Dan!!😍😍
Yay, finally new vlog 🥰💞 and some clips I saw on your Instagram stories 🙈💖 Thank you so much! 😘 & Sending so much love from Philippines 🥰💘💞
I can't believe your already at 191k I found your channel by an accident when you had 11k haha I'm actually so happy for you 😘
Happy new years!!! love your vlogs
I AM SO PROUD OF YOU YES QUEEN GET GOING GET THEM GOALSS
Hello beautiful, you are doing great. I hope new year will be a great year for you. Lot's of love to you Michelle. ❤😘
Hi Michelle, have you thought of getting another pet? I won't pretend to know how you were feeling, but I felt like getting a dog really helped with me feeling lonely ❤️ anyways lots of love ☁️
still not over the fact that she knows Alex and Dan
I love waking up to ur videos
i'm soooo happy that you are meeting your body goals. it motivates to meet my own 🤩
I honestly adore you and your vlogs soooooo much ❤️❤️
What is the hair essence you were using on Your friends hair? Please do a favorite hair products video!
I swear I live for your videos lmao. You're so cute girl! That glass skin tho! I'm loving your 2019 vibessss
your friends hair is really pretty!
The fog on glasses 6:38 I kind of felt funny 😂...you're too pretty...i really wanna see u success 😊
I love kate's voice. Take care kate ❤️
Yayyy! I’m soo excited
Thank u sooo much for uploading :)
Yayyy for weekly vlogs!!
Happy new year meesh!!!!
새해복 많이 받으세요!!
I hope you have a fruitful new year!!
PS i totally ordered the plant based protein powder i peeped on your story, i desperately wanna gain weight too and needed a good lactose free protein source cuz my old one triggered my acne ㅠㅠ
Thanks for sharing that ㅋㅋㅋ
hey Michelle! I’m so early, hope you’re having a great day/night! 💗
I really liked your hair while you talked about GlassesUSA
I love watching your vlogs and you are so inspirational 💜💜
Happy New Year! Sending loveeeeee from Malaysia!!
Happy New Year michelleeeeeee 💕💞 lots of love take care always 😊
love your vlogs michelle 💖💖💖 take care
OMGGGGG IM ALWAYS ANTICIPATING YOUR VLOGS 😭❤️
OMG Michelle! when are you coming to Europe? Which countries are you visiting??? Any meetups planned yet? Love from Spain 😍🇪🇸
Omg I’ve been wanting to gain weight too! I’m 5’7” and I was 52kgs, I managed to go up to 55, but I had exams and my eating/workout habits went to shit 😭
Happy New Year!! 🥳
I love your vlogs!!!!! :) Happy new Year!
you look like naeun of apink!!!!! ilysm!!! 💘💘
Can't wait for you to come to Europe!!
You look happier and thats great!! ☺️
Aye 12:20 Nigerian music in the gym!!! Wizkid to the world!!!
Wow! I love your hair!
Happy New year Michelle 💜
You look so healthy Michelle! Keep up the good work:-)!!
Happy new year❤❤
Happy New Year Michelle!!
try checking your vitamin D3 level (which is called vitamin but is actually a pro-hormone) a d3 supplement might help with depression. It's also responsible for sleep, skin, immune system, teeth and bones, muscles and many other things
In these days , I'm watching Korean series boys over flowers . I thurely enjoying. Love you Michelle.😎😎😎😘😘😘😘😘
Oh, I'd have thought that the weight gain was from muscles but it shows a weight fall in that. Did the trainers explain anything to you, Michelle? I'm curious :)
I am curious too
maybe because she was sick and didn't go for a week, that could be it.
oh my god, finally!! love u so much ♥♥♥
Happy new year 🥳
Yaasss.. Finally.. A VLOGGG.. I've been wondering when your video will be up.. A great start to my day with Meesh's vlog.. 😍
Happy jeww yearrrrrr
i'm watching this while eating my Pocky and a bag of chips beside me * *_i feel guilty_* * lmao 😭 you're looking great! 💖
Omg it’s Alex and Dan !!!
Happy new yeaaaar❣️ 🇲🇽
I see Alex!!
Yay for new video!
I used to think lifting weights is just to make you look bulkier, which is something I don’t want.. but I really want to reshape my body and to gain weight from the upper part of my body and loose weight from below.
you cant lose weight from a certain part of your body, you can train different parts of your body so they get more toned.
볼수록 레드벨벳 예리 닮으셨어요+_+너무 예뻐요,,,,,,,
I didn’t know that they have Forever 21 in Korea. I hope that the clothes there are better than in the USA.
Am I the only one thinking that Michelle just got so pretty like she looks so much like Apink Naeun but prettier I think omg!
OMG that's Alex Stephanie soo's friend..
I couldn't pin point where I saw her now I remember wow😂😂
I missed you so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😢😢.
Could you please share your hair routine ♡♡ ?
Michelle! We are the same exact weight and height. xx
I love you so much!
you are so gorgggggg
I hope my RUclips channel grows to your level❤️
Oooo the are playing African song at the end in the gym 😍😍😍.