I needed a Totem... for reasons #20

Everything is fine. Everything is okay. I just needed a totem, for no reason in particular... Well, there is a reason. A plan. But I'm not saying what it is, not yet, not until next time.
Music:
Theme for a One-Handed Piano Concerto - Sir Cubworth
No.9_Esther’s Waltz - Esther Abrami
In 3 - Godmode