Been listening to this beat for a couple of years, makes me think of so many memories, all the good times. This beat has had me in tears many times including right now. I'm going through a hard time at the moment. Life has hit me with so many set backs in recent months, I'm finding it hard to deal, my brains going crazy. For anyone reading this going through a similar journey, I hope you'll pull through and achieve everything you want from this game called life. Because that's all it is, one big fucking game.
keep your head up my boy ❤ im going through a hard time right now myself. made this beat during a dark and difficult time in my life and had no idea it would impact people the way it did. if you ever need someone to talk to hit me up on Instagram
00:20 I can lie and say that I’m ok, But in my mind it’s not ok, Out on a glide trying to make a boy relocate, Back then didn’t negotiate, Who tf was I to decide his fate, Fuck it man I still see his face, And back then I used to violate, No I’m older and I gotta act my age, When I look up in the mirror I don’t recognise the face, Scars and years of grief and pain, Lost my first 2 children they were still borns, And I still feel the pain, For a second I let go of the reigns, And gave in to the pain, Like where tf is my dad same old same, Where tf is the plug same old days, Out in the rain trying to learn in school but nothing wanna stay up in this brain, Man I wanted to be a lawyer, Or maybe just make enough money to make mumzy proud, Now I’m in hells foyer, That’s the road life for ya, It’s all you got going for ya, Kick down doors like Tom soyer, But mention feelings and suddenly your not man enough for ya, Up in a cell no money for a lawyer, I look in his face and I know that’s what I really wanted for ya, Disappointed in my self, Neglecting my health, Nobody to blame but my self, Set down watching like elf on a shelf, Stop feeling sorry for yourself, Nobody did this, you didn’t wanna be a snitch bitch, Didn’t wanna be that witness, But lord and behold, I have god as my witness, Stuck up in a cell, and not one of my guys came for visits, So when the young gs ask if it’s worth it, I say look at me and tell me is it, Stuck up in a cell with no women, No money coming in so I beg man stop fibbing, The traps dead so is it them or yourself that your kidding, But try and escape and it’s your own boys who’ll set you up for some women, Catch you doing good and they get to killing, Try and escape and fall victim to the system, Like who’s the real villain, Like who’s the real villain, No really tell me I’m not kidding, This life it’s shit and your lucky if your still in it, Life or death is the real difference between winning, Hunted or killing, Gms or civilian, 1:40(chorus) 2:00(come back in) Weekdays I go and see the mother of my victim, It’s weird but I’m trying to make up for boy who I picked on, I remember when I was the boy who got picked on, Dipped the shank in his guts then thought I was a big don, Then I became the bully I guess we all fall victim, The circles tighter than you think once you think on, But in cell you gotta use your fists now you things gone, Getting beat up gives you time to think on, All the stupid things you did on, Those stupid nights when you didn’t think don
@@doubleup8742 see theirs a few things happening right here ,1 your in that life and your still popping and your still getting love, or 2 your not involved showing up for the internet. Either way trust me when your going on 30 still running around in cracked out council flats,constantly looking over your shoulder,no real house,no kids,no stable income, the loves gone cus your not that young guy no more somebody else is. You’ll understand then it’s not worth it if your lucky and don’t get stabbed or shot by getting into beef which will happen even if your just a trapper, then you’ll be alone,broke and washed up. But you know if your about it you’ll learn and if your just an internet gangster running his mouth I feel sorry for you ,either way idc it’s not my life but a little advice stay out of shit you don’t understand.
I just need some I’m tryna think straight I just need a moment in my own space Ask me how I’m doing I say okay Yeah But ain’t that what we all say Some times I think back to the old days And the pointless conversations with the old me Back when my momma used to hold me I wish somebody would have told meee
Money on my mind, but my cocks in a bind Cant trust females cant trust my man, gonna have to start doing the fam Hard on, but I aint hard though, not like that, got my feelings riding hard doe I aint like that but ill suck you up, tell me what you want baby ask me what im doing? sucking you up ask me what im doing? sucking you up ask me what im doing? sucking you up Man just wants a life Man just wants a wife But it aint for me
@@ayoludo8505 I'm that dick man, yeah I got that lick man Loads hella thick man, shoot like John wick man Yeah you a victim, baby you a victim I don't miss them, baby I don't miss them
I ain't ever been as broke as my heart bro, my nan died it left a hole in my heart though, I ain't ever been as cold as my heart bro, one day I'll be as cold in my bars though, I used to sit alone in the dark bruv Im changing my ways but I'm still holding my scars bruv, Haters gonna hate, I hate myself that's calm but You said u bark at feds u dont even roll with your dargs bruv. My cousins got cancer I'm struggling to treasure life, I feel guilty everytime i wish a better life, Caught depression its got me feeling like I'm dead inside, Then I wrote a 16 and suddenly I felt alive Hope your deeping this cuz this is how deep it is, Lockdowns got my mind as trapped as our freedom is, So then they tell u what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, So you know next time I get a chance then I'm seizing it. I'm getting tired of these fake personalities, Everybody's real until they have to face reality, Everything's a joke until they have to face a tragedy, I was stuck in darkness, u were stuck in fantasies. My minds hectic, nothing makes me satisfied, I was at my lowest with a note saying I had a try, I'm breathing but I'm still amazed I haven't died, Heard a few rappers claim they're wolves that's a pack of lies. Be careful who u put first cuz u might just be last to them
There was no choice for me its get shot and go pale Or press on that strap and end up in jail Most my bros lost hope now they facing that sentencing Cause they hoped they would get off on bail Mama screaming son listen stay true to yourself But the streets got me standing on rails Just focus on you bro I’m doing myself But I see myself walking that trail When I was younger fought hard started proving myself All my elders said its the only way to that wealth Fist fights every night I was going through hell Swing that stick around yeah but I aint casting a spell Yeah it was mad different Ran house to house hoping that ill live another day thats mad living I was trynna get away see thats mad wishing But I was urchin all the time see thats mad sinning Praying lord free me from all this hate Hoping one day I’ll die and he’ll open the gates Demons coming at me yeah they setting the bait And I guess I bit it yeah cause now I live in disgrace I’m trynna reach the top Cause round here you giving it your all or backing out and getting got Making money ten toes racking up the stosh Handing out blood clots like my name is Bosh
Everyone around me seem to be vicious Talking about my business Everybody tryna listen, Damn that’s bullshit, had a couple dreams to be hood-rich Reached out to a contact, provide me that good sniff Somethings gotta change in the hood quick Yeah, Need a new range an a gun clique x2 Used to get threats Never used to mean much Seen them on the street Used to keeps their heads down . Hating on another for braking out of his town Making moves, I’m from a good home Mummy tried her best, you couldn’t wear my shoes. I smoke weed everyday just to block out the stress I been sat in my room for months dwelling depressed now I’m tryna break free an give it my best Couple my brothers locked down still they beating their case Remanded til trial family won’t see there face. Tryna keep upto the pace It’s a blatant disgrace. Gave him 4 years, for whipping up the estate Man it was rough-lees, stabbings an shots fired Money we move it, backpack for looting Buried it away, for when problems need shooting Suited an booted, red bottoms be splashed off Heads straight, even tho theres is cash lost Your own family would shoot you with the macarov Me an my woman was close but now she went an backed off Talk shit, get slashed up that how it goes in the country we sat off Never show my face, always gotta be Masked up Tried to keep feelings to a minimum Used to sleep on a couch in my mums front living room Shit was always the same, played by the game. So I made my own lane, I used to be a little shit in school Teachers tell me they used to remember it I had a good woman But I’d rather be friends with benefits cause what’s the benefit of being a friend? Nah man I resented it, mentioning all the good times we used to be blazing Banging in the bed screaming so loud, you be waking the neighbours Everything went good, we’d always do favours Recollecting a few times. All day, role play Banging in the hallway, on your knees Foreplay Street life calculate, hard work elevates Need to get life popping, brother’s had nothing Took em out go shopping, still they stealing out the hand that’s been feeding Trusted a boyo that was deep to believe in Told me some bullshit I couldn’t believe him Found some evidence had to retrieve it Talk behind my back, you ain’t loyal keeping secrets Big up my runners on the road, keep going Had my foot in the door so I had to let my bro in Only one idea on my mind an that’s get the cash in
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Bars Ask me how’s my day tell em I don’t know g Where was you at when I needed a homie I thought you was my slime like a bogie Til you left me too, all these man are phoneys Billing up a zoot, smoke until I’m jovy Spirits in my cup, feeling like I’m lonely I got anger like I’m wick, don’t approach me I been feeling sick, I been feeling lonely I can barely eat, but I push food b Couple drinks man I’m always in the mood b Couple guys say they wanna come and shoot me Tell em just do it, take me out this shit please Life’s moving fast I need to slow down I’m feeling like I’m gonna go down Fuck a white towel I never go down Call from my bro, telling me to come down But I never come down When they come up man they switch round I thought you was my boy, now you starting shit on me, man you played me like a playground Feeling angry like a greyhound But upset like a widow I get up everyday but my minds away, man it never left my pillow Fuck it, I graft Got no patience feeling like I’m tapped Everyday I’m tryna make it out But I’m stuck man I feel like I’m trapped So I put the hurt in a rap Forget it all in the zoot that I wrap Bun the amm, got me feeling all frazzed Pussy act all bad then he dash- dash into the night Couple man, wanna take em to the light I used to smoke every night All the pain in my brain got my chest tight My life’s not right So I graft tryna see a plane flight Fly away from my problems, man I get high Use your head, man, I feel like I lost mine I got a girl she’s my everything For my wife man I’d get her anything But I feel like a prick My life goes bad and I treat her like shit But I never even mean to My heads all fucked, man I’m evil And if I see them fuckers No questioning, man it turns lethal I don’t put my trust in people Last time, man it ended deceitful All this shit than I been through But they left me behind like I’m see through To the ones that are still crew Keep your heads up, man I love you What the fuck do I do? Tryna make it out, still stuck in the banlieue
It’s nearly been 3 years My girl taught me to not hide But to see fears If she wasn’t here I wouldn’t be here Taught to me see clear Told me she’d never leave my side And I believe her I told her That I’d never Leave her side And I still prove it She’s had 2 operations And trust me I feel clueless Watching her in pain Everyday Like How do you do this She’s got a 3rd surgery Coming up FUCK Man I don’t want her always Feeling like she’s stuck That’s why she’ll always have my love She’ll always my trust And that’s big In this day and age There’s not enough
I just need some time I tryna think straight Cause the things walking in I can’t let escape And if u ever told me that you’d be the last to leave Then you would of probably been my last path to ever take How much I love u I know I can’t explain At the start it was u that was afraid I guess I’m some one that’s to easy to replace Just remind yourself the guy that came back running every day And I don’t ever wanna take you back No more calls no more bait or living in the past Like it’s stated it’s a toxic mess I’ll confess I’m not the best but I didn’t drop us dead Everyday feels like another bitch that I get with for a night then regret that shit I don’t know what else to think or Know how to act Over looking all my thoughts now leave em in the past I use my own tears to keep my gears running The fear of love inside my head it keeps on coming Try to let it by then pass it’s always never ending A smile on my face even thought that I’m pretending Self hatred, trust issues a mental list that I’ve created Not a not normal human being. I’m pain itself I’m always hated When the devil gets too much I take my pills and just get faded Better then playing all his games ending with a grave stone stating Here lies in peace our beloved loved one A caring personality And a mother’s first son Wishes are upon him there’s nothing we could of done Fighting with his mind for years his Finally let them won Remedy’s and melodies hanging on his soul Tried his best everyday to reach all his goals Tried to give his heart away in the hands of hoes I just need a moment in my own space A jealous man is not the type of man wanna embrace But anyone see the pain that I sit in If u do then why not save me from evil within My anger and rage it just all comes out For no reason I just always wanna scream and shout I’m fine for one minute then the next I’m breaking I’ll admit U broke my heart Yeah u took that for the taking My world is crumbling it’s failing at my feet While I’m still tryna fight so I don’t hit my defeat I bottle it up inside so I appear strong While deep inside you know I’ve been too weak for so damn long I sit here crying I’m pathetic I’m a mess I’m scared to show others all the emotions I suppress I don’t know who I am anymore thoughts run too deep Bottled emotions form to nightmares as I try to sleep I spend my nights alone ignore the thoughts and tryna deal But afraid that they will judge me And belittle what I feel I wish I could tell at least one person and maybe they’ll help But who’d really accept me for me for when all is revealed Just think your sixteen in love sleepin on the floor That’s when nearly lost ur life and u don’t even know what for Remember running to ya girls house and. Banging on her door And told your deepest darkest secret no ones heard before You are your own killer crying as u tell her That u don’t want to be here no more And your insecure She tells you Are u sure She can’t connect the dots Cause u smile everyday u shouldn’t have these thoughts You’ll keep it all inside Then let it out at night but if they look deep in your eyes they’ll know ur not alright Listen to the pain in my lyrics and hold them tight A lot of people feel the same Music saved a lot of life’s Bang on
Last year was a mad ting, I can't lie I thanked God, he bought me some time money can't buy I'm just grateful that I'm blessed, I don't ask why I took a L over spilt milk so I can't cry Niggas want beef, there ain’t a steak that I can’t fry You could be sirloin, T-bone, rib-eye Forgot to ask you how you want it done, did I? I make the heat rise up, all you hear is slid eye Niggas keep praying on my downfall Like they don't know the fire keeps burning like a candle Niggas tryna take me off my feet so I've gotta stay strapped More time, got me feelin' like a sandal I still ain't faced one problem I couldn't handle There's times when I coulda got nicked and took the gamble Imagine me, Jazzy, Streetz and YD never got released I can't lie fam, it would've been a shambles Cartier frames with the kettle and the bangle Take a picture, give a fuck about the angle Put my Cuban links 'round my neck and let them dangle The ting's mad heavy and it tangles They're tellin' me I owe a explanation to my fan base Tell 'em that I hustle for the future and my family The way the game's friendly got a nigga moving anti They like the way I rap, it doesn't mean they understand me I'm still runnin' with plan A, I didn't plan a plan B I'm tryna stay as rich and as healthy as I can be Or should I say, I should be I hear them talking wicked on the net, I'm like "They would be" I just leave the internet business to the pussies I hustle 'til I'm cushty Been smoking on Gelato forty-one, this isn't Cookies Been doing this for long, don't compare me to these rookies To get to where I am, you know how fucking long it took me? I do this for the people that didn't want me to make it I had a opportunity to sign, I didn't take it They must have been mistaken when they made their calculations I just told them "Thank you for your time, it's been amazing" If they ever knew what I accumulated daily They probably woulda re-evaluated the figure they tried to pay me Like I don't know my worth, are they crazy? Now I've got my own company and record label like Jay-Z The game's fucked up now, snitches gettin' glorified The other day I told Nines "I'm absolutely mortified" He just shook his head twice and said "It's sad times" Fake niggas act real, there's a blurred line About to drop Skrapz Is Back for the third time Now I'm older and more mature like some fine wine Put your Rollies in the sky 'cause it's my time There's probably due to be a increase in gun crime I could keep goin' but I won't though My album's nearly finished, this is just a little promo And if you post this on your 'gram, use this caption "Skrapz Is Back 3, real niggas back in fashion"
Couldnt catch my feelings I was just a prick ....... Nearly lost it all 4 all my faults na I ain't talking shit Been away for time cus I dont really understand how else poor this drink Had to learn this way There wernt no dad to be a baller with ...... All this time it took to understand but I just needed patients Couldnt catch my breath I swear to god that I just saving Everytime I think about it holes in my heart I cant live without you Girl I got your back but I dont need to say that 10 years by my side girl I dont even know how to start this track If i ever lost you I just think I'd die of heart attack Couldn't breath with out you by my side Girl I'm talking facts Everytime I think about it girl it's got me balling strapped Never had some 1 up in my heart girl that's a special place Later at night I hear ya voice it's kinda haunting me Sometimes it will help me to come rest and I will fall to sleep
I just needed somtime in my own place I just needed sometime in my own Space I just needed somtime So U dont say I get tired of looking back at the old Me And having Conversations all alone All day So when u ask me how I'm doing i say okay, But ain't that what we All say, N now the Sky Falls I just wish somebody told me u Where Gone Even though u was always home, I wanted to pretend that I belonged Put that ain't this passion in this song When your Right your Right, But you where Wrong All these conversations all Along They never was yours to play along, So now i gotta go Cause the lights On, N the sky's gone N they know When we go The Sky falls
Man lifes a little struggle that’s the way it goes, all my life I gotta hustle that’s the way it goes, I don’t wanna trap but gotta pay the bills, I’m just tryna make it out the hood tryna make my mom proud, brains so fucked I blaze on loud, now I’m up high I came from the ground but it ain’t over yet I gotta make it out Make it out of the hood They dk what’s good Cuz if they saw the 18 they’d be shaking all shook If I jump out the ride with the weapon Like Pokemon man I really gotta get em I used to play games now I’m out past 11
I just tell em that am ok, me I got some old scars, won’t go away, cos the ropes I climbed really shown the way, time got wasted, minds got blown away trapping in my old nike trackie now it buss down i got some bangers from the lab that i aint put down trappin in my old nike trackie, take me oh right back to when i had to flip a pack to get some grub down You aint sit a pad and get a rub down you aint pick the pad and get this stuff down so how you gonna judge when i tell you that the judge told me not to stress n that im good now couple homies doing time i hope they good now i been slidng round these streets n know the hood greezy you should take the test
Lately I have to put pen to pad My heads getting darker Any further there ain't no turning back For my baby I need to be the man Depression got a grip But am taking off like Peter pan Dad died of drink mum cancer brother suicide Young lost kid on his own like who was i Been through nuff struggle but determined not to loose his mind To do his best to stay here among the human kind Its hard tho living life with all this cargo daddy's little girl I gotta lead by example But now I got a daughter little princess so I cant go Ever had a smile but you dont want to breath no more Big heart you dont want to it beat no more Standing tall but cant find your feet no more That hungry in ur stomach but you cant seem to eat no more
Maybe it’s time I start to think straight. huh, ain’t that what we all say..? Love is just a fixed rate, time to find a mixed race to fixate and dictate and bang it in a mixtape… I know I’m playing with fire it’s a dangerous game, So now I’m staying silent cuz I’m scared of my rage, turned to what I hate because it helps me escape, lost everyone I loved because I pushed them away.., And now it’s only been 6 days But Now I’m on my 5th date let’s see what her lips say another game of kiss chase People’s hearts mis-place And tell em their a mistake Wake up in the morning thinking will this be my last day? running low on cigarettes their filling up the ashtray, shall I get a fast train or just another bad day?! These dark days or heart ache trust me man they can’t shake!!! People take a look at me and think that I’m a fake guy But take a walk in my shoes and you’ll see that I just hate life Pretend I had a great time, keep jumping On the Same rides, same nights These flames dies Gotta ticket to the mainline?! sitting all alone looking at the sunset. all these freaking Demons screaming are we having fun yet Where am I gunna run next? I’m a lil upset time to find a dumb sket treat her right for numb sex
I'm not living I'm surviving Calm, but pissed off I'm violent Ambulance Sirens, Turn to funeral violins Loudness turns to silence, Flying up, never been a pilot.
We live in a world where I think everyone’s in search for beauty My advice is search inside yourself you’ll find what’s truly purely But keep your thoughts distant, people could control them in an instant Lifes much more than living like a misfit Your gifted, but like a car I’m driven but drifted away from the right lane I hope you stand out like black trousers with a white stain One thing I’ve noticed envy speaks when your quite great It might say you rhyme gay what a way to live there life ae ? Emotionally putting you down hoping you quit, hoping you slit If I were them I’d wake up and wake up quick Or 60 years on they’ll look back and think shit In my lifetime all I wanna gain is progress Cause I remember the times where I was feeling hopeless So stressed trying to think of words to Get off my own chest Now I flow on beats with the ability I posses As I start to write the next chapter in this diary I start to admire thee firey flow to This beat Instead of roaming the streets Yeah my emotions go deep And they will for aslong as I breathe And yeah a year ago I did quit music Cause I was from so many people in my city I couldn’t do this Now I look back and use it as the key to My improvement Message of the verse is to be the person who creates a blueprint Now as I look up to the sky in search for a Limit All I see is a bunch of stars who’ve inspired me to go and get it So I’ll go get it watch me prosper I’m tryna write a sick line but I ain’t no doctor Harry Kane I’ve got my mind set on my goals And to go get it I hope Neur ain’t between those poles
Never had a woman I could call my own Never met my other half and I’m still so alone I was growing up and living in a broken home And when I wanna ease the pain then I just roll a cone I wanna stop living my life and just start living the dream Not gonna take me long until I make it big in the scene You tell me why I even bother I don’t know what you mean I’m gonna block out negeativiry and reach for the green You know I’m capping on my tracks and say I’m making that gwop I’m living in a false reality I need it to stop You know I’m gonna clean my mess I’m gonna reach for the mop And I am counting down the days that making musics my job And I’ll be lying bout the girls yeah bro I’m keeping it real I never had a lady never even went for a meal And that shit bothers cause brudda my hearts not made of steel My head is spinning round yeah bro my life is stuck in a wheel Every track I make is different I don’t have my own sound I don’t like having fakes around me but I’m keeping them round You know that music is my saviour it’s the best thing I found I’m in the race to reach the top and imma race like hound I’ve got the power and the faith so I’m just making it clear I’m gonna shout this loud and proud so everybody can hear Don’t let your Deamons know you’re scared cause they just feed from your fear Just know that people are still with you that’s no matter tier Never had a woman I called my own Never met my other half and I’m still so alone I was growing up and living in a broken home And when I wanna ease the pain then I just roll a cone Never had a woman I called my own Never met my other half and I’m still so alone I was growing up and living in a broken home And when I wanna ease the pain then I just roll a cone There’s certain people if they need me I would run a mile There’s certain snakes that think it’s them but they ain’t worth a while They be judging all the tunes I make and cramp my style But I won’t ever let that phase me I still wear a smile People say that this whole rap it ain’t made for me But I be breaking down these theories like if celery We don’t respect how blessed we are but you just wait and see We don’t knows values of these moments till it’s memory There’s many times that i just broke and now I’m riddled scars And many times I felt so down so I just wrote my bars wanna find the perfect lady see the moon and then Mars When it rains look for the rainbows when it’s dark for the stars
Raised in a home where we all Together Don’t know how life could get much better But there’s a change in the weather Now we livin lonely forever Sat in my room alone My eyes lit up w a screen Look into my pupils and see pain Hurt myself in secret feel the shame Go to school, be basic, not loud They pick me out the crowd Put me on the roof, My skin burns Their eyes tattooed I never win I wanna be different but I wanna blend in Start speaking up for how I feel They get their kicks Life’s so shit Got a group of friends But I’m the worst influence We at a sleepover I can’t help but hurt myself Depriving myself of food, fuel Because these kids fucking cruel They get their kicks while I find my feet Making me control what I eat my life went from beneath me Nothing no one could teach me My dad got his dick wet with my moms BFF They depressed. Stressed. They’ve got no time for their 13 year old mess I put my secrets in a cage Padlocked with a blade I’m the weird sad girl But y’all made me this way I just wanna say a big fuck you For everything you put me through I’ll never be like you I’ll never wear your shoe Because I’m better. I am my own bitch I wear my own style You can’t show me how to live I was respectful and still got Hit I wasn’t alone but I sure felt it Life’s a game nd I guess we gotta play it But there’s no winning do I rlly gotta say it
Deep shit stick at it and you will get far also please dont forget our saviour Jesus Christ loves you more than anyone can and is always there waiting for you to come home and meet him. just seek him and you shall find. God bless and good luck on your journey of life.
in the party get dirty looks no one invite me Bad lil gyalie tryna tell me that she like me but you gotta understand im only here for 1 night b hit then she disapear call her hermionie I got a catty called harry buys off me gladly hardest about yano we only smoke cali im blazing in the passy on the way to the motive white merc smoking like a locomotive Just dropped a Q to julian because he said he likes to move it You say you got money on you I just say prove it prove too many man with the chatting pull up slap him if i hear hes ratting no capping Step in to the party see wastemen that means I see profit Big sword tucked under the jacket like its hobbit while u pulling dead gyal im selling to next man tryna get a high score off the fiends like its bopit got eveyone off their lines and im not about to lob it want some LvS Laced up so i think i might cop it 4 missed calls on the line but ive still got to chop it tryna have customer service its like im serving coffee These man try copy these man try replicate Its a cruel world can loose your life if you hesitate 5K on my waist big buckle like a heavy weight shut your face ill get man cracked like a dinner plate She said Dinner date I started laughing should have seen her face I dont do no dinner dates i Just eat at home like a cheapskate But i aint no cheapskate and she know that Im cutting down this green like its gardenscapes Im moving around powder no nestle and if she stay the night get her gone the next day I get waved everyday smoke to take the pain away but the pain seemes to stay think i need to fly away Think i need to get away in the party get dirty looks no one invite me Bad lil gyalie tryna tell me that she like me but you gotta understand im only here for 1 night b hit then she disapear call her hermionie in the party get dirty looks no one invite me Bad lil gyalie tryna tell me that she like me but you gotta understand im only here for 1 night b hit then she disapear call her hermionie feeling the darkness taking over again Dont wanna be alone so i stay close to my friends Doors that open for me all lead to dead ends Got no time for fake love got no time for pretend seeing the same four walls like im stuck in a pen Grew up in a place full of nittys and skengz Destined for failure found it hard to comprehend but soon be cruzing in that benz remeniscing bout the endz Do you feel me my g Got some real boys by my side call it family take a bullet to the head id die happily just to see them succseed to watch them get out this city and just be happy because this place is a lost cause have you ever taken something thats not yours one day billing on the top floor say it once more billing on the top floor look say it once more soon billing on the top floor
I wish somebody could showed me, The evil outside to took ahold of me, Truama walls in my brain from birth I wish it jus let go of me, I knew one day it'd take it's toll on me... My mother always tried to steer me on the right path, We had a right laugh, We'd do impressions to make the times pass, Mum said you got my talent and it might last, Untill your grown.. so follow your dreams my son you got the right heart, She was a spiritual goddess from the start, Taught me how to see inside the art, The family nearly fell apart, Saw my pops judis ways while they were coming in the dark, Spent all his time drinking Stella in the park, Sleeping on benches as if ya life was extra hard, Tryna get all the sympathy by telling stories bout the past, Tell the story bout how I was babies and you held a knife to my throat when I was up in ya arms, It's all gucci you can hurt me and it's calm, But you hurt my mother and that shit forever lasts, Can't remember the last time you gave a soppy text, Telling me you feel guilty cuz you never did ya best, All the promises you never kept, I need to get this off my chest, Im aint tryna be good I'm tryna be the best, I wanna see a stage and the rest, Counting big racks while I lay up my bed, Mummy's never gotta lift a finger no more now I can finally try to rest, She gave me the tools I needed to let go of all the stress, My heads no longer in a mess, So get the messege, You made my family move aggressive, All the years of trauma had moving so obsessive, Still learning how to let it out And I'm learning to stop being so oppressive, Been busting my balls so I can cover all expenses, That's why you see me all intensive, Rappin for the long run im not tryna see this bread quick, I hope you get to read this messege, Change your abusive ways n start being more attentive, Mixing up all the love n all the hatred, Just take a look at what all the confusion and the hate, Take a long hard look at what you created, Stop mixing up all the negative emotions I wanna see you blend, Please don't ever think I wanna mend it, You messed with my soul, Now I'm big enough to defend it, This love ain't free so no Im not gonna lend it, My times precious currency n for my mum I'll always spend it, But for you I'm not gonna spend shit, You'll like a flu I get rid of you with lemsip, I just keep sip Sippin on this cup untill I end it, Till I reach the bottom of that barrel Ima keep grinding even if it ends my life, I don't wanna have any kids unless I can provide that life, Show em how to live, Teach them how to thrive and fight, And not fill em with memories that keep them up at night, No longer having pointless conversations, With my many personalities cuz they've all agree that my mum did right, She filled up our heads with might, Im tryna see her take a vacation, I know she'd love to see some sights, Not stopping till I see bright lights, Cuz as a kid I never got them nikes... Abit rough around the edges but I deep so idc, wrote it in a hour🤷♂️
Most my time Is lost so now you'll find me in my own Space Catch me on the road but I don't walk i'm in my own lane Done this shit from young but you can't call me like its OK I Had long a day today better than yesterday learning how cope it's got me feeling like I rest away Smoking all these spliffs and I don't eat so I just shed my weight
Thinking back about the times we used to chill and laugh game of footie then spitting bars till the skies go black if I could I rewind time and get it all back life’s gone weird and it my head it’s all my mad when I’m sleeping my dreams be so different wake up and my body feel so distant I know if you relate you relate and if you don’t you gonna hate gotta respect it tho either way . I’m tryna get paid , I’m tryna get recognition am tryna make em listen , wow what happened to the loyalty why everyone turn you down when you been there from the start like they royalty
I’m a man on a mission Coming for all these rubber bands Yh I’m a man on a mission Till I glisten N I’m winning Like K trap No cap I got paper plans Ain’t nobody gonna tell me different Always sticking to my ways Cah I’ve seen it in a vision A vision of better days Always sticking to my ways Cah I seen it in a vision A vision of better days Listen Remember them days Day dreaming Really wishing Cah I Had a feeling I was gifted Seen it in a vision Blessed Destined For big tings Hopefully Release des tracks Stack des ps N Splash da cash On my Babygirl N my queen Fully on it Not stopping Till Im living drippy Luxury Like Royalty Wiv more p than il ever need Living the dream Living the dream So Kushti Like I should be I think it’s meant to be Like Destiny Trust me Bouta stick on a beat N imma she’ll it wiv no effort Getting silly wiv da flow n Da rhythm On da riddim Testing out da methods On da mix Mixing it Switching it Working out Which one Sounds sick N Which one fits better No pressure Cah I got it in da bag Now I got da bars I feel da flow coming back I’m back N better than ever No cap Yh I’m coming back on a mazza Call me da running man I got paper plans Till I’m Running up dem stacks From all des Escobars Like Narcos Stacking all des rubber bands Faster n faster Faster n Faster Stacking all des rubber bands Money overflowing Overloading Stacking up N Adding up in the bank Gotta make it happen Hit da Trap N Flip da packs Till I get it Patterned N I got hella bread Too much Dough Ps overflowing Out des duffle bags Bouta Kill a beat Release a track N Stack a couple more back More bags Rubber bands No cap Imma keep going N flowing Till I shine N im glowing N I’m Covered in Daims Dripping in ice Looking Frozen Gotta kill it Wid da lyrics Till im I’m blowing up Mad Going mad on the track Till I’m stacking racks No cap
intro 00:20 : you’ll lose a lot of bros tryna get where you wanna be that’s why a ferari had 2 seats and a bus sits plenty the fans see a smile on my face but don’t see the emptiness that’s inside of me yeah this limelight took a smile from me it’s like i’m happy day to day when i’m in the booth all this depression fades away should of saw the look on my brothers face when i opened up to him ‘ i had a dream of leaving the house and never coming back’ that tune there could’ve been my very last track yeah we weren’t rich but my mum and dad did everything they could just to make me happy they put in tears sweat and blood i said to them one day your gonna be proud of me cooking up a storm yeah my thinkings cloudy i promised my mum ill never touch a drug started smoking weed it’s my anti depressants there’s a hole where my heart is i really couldn’t tell u where the other part is that’s the last time i say i love you to a bitch cuz she’s probably texting 3 other guys like that ye this life’s not fair it’s got me in pain like that i’m not good at telling stories so i put it in a rap yeah i’m in my lane like that i got a bag of money in my lefty and a zoot in my right i wanna get so high like peter pan so we never land ig: Lgh1__ sc: lukeeyboi13
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is it fine if i use this beat for my soundcloud non profit use and put in the tittle (Prod. Tanz) ?
Brudda, why does it say free?
@@OfficialJRoy read the description fam
Yo I don’t want to hate or anything but it says free I want to use it but ion got a credit card 💳 on me
whata your email bro?
Been listening to this beat for a couple of years, makes me think of so many memories, all the good times. This beat has had me in tears many times including right now. I'm going through a hard time at the moment. Life has hit me with so many set backs in recent months, I'm finding it hard to deal, my brains going crazy. For anyone reading this going through a similar journey, I hope you'll pull through and achieve everything you want from this game called life. Because that's all it is, one big fucking game.
keep your head up my boy ❤ im going through a hard time right now myself. made this beat during a dark and difficult time in my life and had no idea it would impact people the way it did. if you ever need someone to talk to hit me up on Instagram
BRO HARDEST BEAT IN 2020!!
this beats emotional man 😳💥
Love this it’s got me feeling like I’ve changed so much over the years
Imagine potter on this 🤯
Wordd
🔥🔥🔥
@@painkillahk8898 C va
No. Trapsick would kill this
@@painkillahk8898 he already has
00:20
I can lie and say that I’m ok,
But in my mind it’s not ok,
Out on a glide trying to make a boy relocate,
Back then didn’t negotiate,
Who tf was I to decide his fate,
Fuck it man I still see his face,
And back then I used to violate,
No I’m older and I gotta act my age,
When I look up in the mirror I don’t recognise the face,
Scars and years of grief and pain,
Lost my first 2 children they were still borns,
And I still feel the pain,
For a second I let go of the reigns,
And gave in to the pain,
Like where tf is my dad same old same,
Where tf is the plug same old days,
Out in the rain trying to learn in school but nothing wanna stay up in this brain,
Man I wanted to be a lawyer,
Or maybe just make enough money to make mumzy proud,
Now I’m in hells foyer,
That’s the road life for ya,
It’s all you got going for ya,
Kick down doors like Tom soyer,
But mention feelings and suddenly your not man enough for ya,
Up in a cell no money for a lawyer,
I look in his face and I know that’s what I really wanted for ya,
Disappointed in my self,
Neglecting my health,
Nobody to blame but my self,
Set down watching like elf on a shelf,
Stop feeling sorry for yourself,
Nobody did this,
you didn’t wanna be a snitch bitch,
Didn’t wanna be that witness,
But lord and behold,
I have god as my witness,
Stuck up in a cell,
and not one of my guys came for visits,
So when the young gs ask if it’s worth it,
I say look at me and tell me is it,
Stuck up in a cell with no women,
No money coming in so I beg man stop fibbing,
The traps dead so is it them or yourself that your kidding,
But try and escape and it’s your own boys who’ll set you up for some women,
Catch you doing good and they get to killing,
Try and escape and fall victim to the system,
Like who’s the real villain,
Like who’s the real villain,
No really tell me I’m not kidding,
This life it’s shit and your lucky if your still in it,
Life or death is the real difference between winning,
Hunted or killing,
Gms or civilian,
1:40(chorus)
2:00(come back in)
Weekdays I go and see the mother of my victim,
It’s weird but I’m trying to make up for boy who I picked on,
I remember when I was the boy who got picked on,
Dipped the shank in his guts then thought I was a big don,
Then I became the bully I guess we all fall victim,
The circles tighter than you think once you think on,
But in cell you gotta use your fists now you things gone,
Getting beat up gives you time to think on,
All the stupid things you did on,
Those stupid nights when you didn’t think don
Bro dahs actualy so hard
Felt it too much
Trapping not dead but your line is
@@doubleup8742 see theirs a few things happening right here ,1 your in that life and your still popping and your still getting love, or 2 your not involved showing up for the internet. Either way trust me when your going on 30 still running around in cracked out council flats,constantly looking over your shoulder,no real house,no kids,no stable income, the loves gone cus your not that young guy no more somebody else is. You’ll understand then it’s not worth it if your lucky and don’t get stabbed or shot by getting into beef which will happen even if your just a trapper, then you’ll be alone,broke and washed up. But you know if your about it you’ll learn and if your just an internet gangster running his mouth I feel sorry for you ,either way idc it’s not my life but a little advice stay out of shit you don’t understand.
@@ko196 respect bro let the haters hate
This is the first RUclips comment I've ever left and just wanna say this beat is fucking sick for real!
This needs to be on souncloud !
I just need some I’m tryna think straight
I just need a moment in my own space
Ask me how I’m doing I say okay
Yeah
But ain’t that what we all say
Some times I think back to the old days
And the pointless conversations with the old me
Back when my momma used to hold me
I wish somebody would have told meee
stop commenting and go record it loool. This is the music i want in my playlist
@@YIC_Lzz this is the hook lyrics you clown
@@matthewhouck9395 Oh LOOOOOL
What is the name of this song in the hook?
@@alphajah4343 nf -if u want love is the original song G
RK murdered this
what’s the song name
Fire, can't wait to hear more!
this beat is fire think imma have to write to this
Money on my mind, but my cocks in a bind
Cant trust females cant trust my man, gonna have to start doing the fam
Hard on, but I aint hard though, not like that, got my feelings riding hard doe
I aint like that but ill suck you up, tell me what you want baby
ask me what im doing? sucking you up
ask me what im doing? sucking you up
ask me what im doing? sucking you up
Man just wants a life
Man just wants a wife
But it aint for me
@@cachedreamer ayooo what??
@@ayoludo8505
I'm that dick man, yeah I got that lick man
Loads hella thick man, shoot like John wick man
Yeah you a victim, baby you a victim
I don't miss them, baby I don't miss them
That NF sample tho... 💯🥶
Tanz the coldest🥶🥶🥶🥶🥶
Beat hits different
So much potential in comments uno its mauddd
I’ve been rapping to this beat for a year now it’s 🔥
LISTEN TO MULA THE SAD TRUTH ON THIS BEAT ITS CRAZY
I ain't ever been as broke as my heart bro,
my nan died it left a hole in my heart though,
I ain't ever been as cold as my heart bro,
one day I'll be as cold in my bars though,
I used to sit alone in the dark bruv
Im changing my ways but I'm still holding my scars bruv,
Haters gonna hate, I hate myself that's calm but
You said u bark at feds u dont even roll with your dargs bruv.
My cousins got cancer I'm struggling to treasure life,
I feel guilty everytime i wish a better life,
Caught depression its got me feeling like I'm dead inside,
Then I wrote a 16 and suddenly I felt alive
Hope your deeping this cuz this is how deep it is,
Lockdowns got my mind as trapped as our freedom is,
So then they tell u what doesnt kill you makes you stronger,
So you know next time I get a chance then I'm seizing it.
I'm getting tired of these fake personalities,
Everybody's real until they have to face reality,
Everything's a joke until they have to face a tragedy,
I was stuck in darkness, u were stuck in fantasies.
My minds hectic, nothing makes me satisfied,
I was at my lowest with a note saying I had a try,
I'm breathing but I'm still amazed I haven't died,
Heard a few rappers claim they're wolves that's a pack of lies.
Be careful who u put first cuz u might just be last to them
bro this is hard get @ me on snap shae_x21 we make a track brotherrr
Harrd g
Geniusss💯
Instagram @officialgenius14
You are cold!
BM shelled dis beat 🇦🇱🔥
This beat too certii 🥶
alz str8 drop🔥🔥🔥
There was no choice for me its get shot and go pale
Or press on that strap and end up in jail
Most my bros lost hope now they facing that sentencing
Cause they hoped they would get off on bail
Mama screaming son listen stay true to yourself
But the streets got me standing on rails
Just focus on you bro I’m doing myself
But I see myself walking that trail
When I was younger fought hard started proving myself
All my elders said its the only way to that wealth
Fist fights every night I was going through hell
Swing that stick around yeah but I aint casting a spell
Yeah it was mad different
Ran house to house hoping that ill live another day thats mad living
I was trynna get away see thats mad wishing
But I was urchin all the time see thats mad sinning
Praying lord free me from all this hate
Hoping one day I’ll die and he’ll open the gates
Demons coming at me yeah they setting the bait
And I guess I bit it yeah cause now I live in disgrace
I’m trynna reach the top
Cause round here you giving it your all or backing out and getting got
Making money ten toes racking up the stosh
Handing out blood clots like my name is Bosh
Chill g. You're not on no badness 😂
Cold
Yo you should do more beats with hooks it bangs 🔥
cold bro
mistah kye went crazy on dis one
Still one of my favourite beats ya ever made
Potter and ard adz on this 🔥🔥🔥
amazing tanz!
Freestyle off top of head
even his instrumentals bang
Crazyyy🔥🔥🔥
Aydee killed this 🥶
GOOSEBUMPS!!
Dis the one 🔥🔥
Bang on this man!!! Proper
Everyone around me seem to be vicious
Talking about my business
Everybody tryna listen,
Damn that’s bullshit, had a couple dreams to be hood-rich
Reached out to a contact, provide me that good sniff
Somethings gotta change in the hood quick
Yeah,
Need a new range an a gun clique x2
Used to get threats
Never used to mean much
Seen them on the street
Used to keeps their heads down . Hating on another for braking out of his town
Making moves, I’m from a good home
Mummy tried her best, you couldn’t wear my shoes. I smoke weed everyday just to block out the stress
I been sat in my room for months dwelling depressed now I’m tryna break free an give it my best
Couple my brothers locked down still they beating their case
Remanded til trial family won’t see there face. Tryna keep upto the pace
It’s a blatant disgrace.
Gave him 4 years, for whipping up the estate
Man it was rough-lees, stabbings an shots fired
Money we move it, backpack for looting
Buried it away, for when problems need shooting
Suited an booted, red bottoms be splashed off
Heads straight, even tho theres is cash lost
Your own family would shoot you with the macarov
Me an my woman was close but now she went an backed off
Talk shit, get slashed up that how it goes in the country we sat off
Never show my face, always gotta be Masked up
Tried to keep feelings to a minimum
Used to sleep on a couch in my mums front living room
Shit was always the same, played by the game.
So I made my own lane, I used to be a little shit in school
Teachers tell me they used to remember it
I had a good woman
But I’d rather be friends with benefits cause what’s the benefit of being a friend?
Nah man I resented it, mentioning all the good times we used to be blazing
Banging in the bed screaming so loud, you be waking the neighbours
Everything went good, we’d always do favours
Recollecting a few times. All day, role play
Banging in the hallway, on your knees
Foreplay
Street life calculate, hard work elevates
Need to get life popping, brother’s had nothing
Took em out go shopping, still they stealing out the hand that’s been feeding
Trusted a boyo that was deep to believe in
Told me some bullshit I couldn’t believe him
Found some evidence had to retrieve it
Talk behind my back, you ain’t loyal keeping secrets
Big up my runners on the road, keep going
Had my foot in the door so I had to let my bro in
Only one idea on my mind an that’s get the cash in
could you dm me on insta my insta is cf5_chase and i like your freestyle and i am flicking through beats and you freestyle is hard if you add me we can talk more
Brother that was sick all love
Thank you? I appreciate it🤭 hopefully you can hear the freestyle soon I’m recording this now
cold fam❄️
Nf sample goes crazy
This is crazy bro 💥💥
this beat straight fire
Yoo my bro 👌🏻👌🏻 get at you soon 🔊🎶
Road to a milly
Ye this is cold 🥶
Bars
Ask me how’s my day tell em I don’t know g
Where was you at when I needed a homie
I thought you was my slime like a bogie
Til you left me too, all these man are phoneys
Billing up a zoot, smoke until I’m jovy
Spirits in my cup, feeling like I’m lonely
I got anger like I’m wick, don’t approach me
I been feeling sick, I been feeling lonely
I can barely eat, but I push food b
Couple drinks man I’m always in the mood b
Couple guys say they wanna come and shoot me
Tell em just do it, take me out this shit please
Life’s moving fast I need to slow down
I’m feeling like I’m gonna go down
Fuck a white towel I never go down
Call from my bro, telling me to come down
But I never come down
When they come up man they switch round
I thought you was my boy, now you starting shit on me, man you played me like a playground
Feeling angry like a greyhound
But upset like a widow
I get up everyday but my minds away, man it never left my pillow
Fuck it, I graft
Got no patience feeling like I’m tapped
Everyday I’m tryna make it out But I’m stuck man I feel like I’m trapped
So I put the hurt in a rap
Forget it all in the zoot that I wrap
Bun the amm, got me feeling all frazzed
Pussy act all bad then he dash- dash into the night
Couple man, wanna take em to the light
I used to smoke every night
All the pain in my brain got my chest tight
My life’s not right
So I graft tryna see a plane flight
Fly away from my problems, man I get high
Use your head, man, I feel like I lost mine
I got a girl she’s my everything
For my wife man I’d get her anything
But I feel like a prick
My life goes bad and I treat her like shit
But I never even mean to
My heads all fucked, man I’m evil
And if I see them fuckers
No questioning, man it turns lethal
I don’t put my trust in people
Last time, man it ended deceitful
All this shit than I been through
But they left me behind like I’m see through
To the ones that are still crew
Keep your heads up, man I love you
What the fuck do I do?
Tryna make it out, still stuck in the banlieue
Bro this beat is soooo cold
It’s nearly been 3 years
My girl taught me to not hide
But to see fears
If she wasn’t here
I wouldn’t be here
Taught to me see clear
Told me she’d never leave my side
And I believe her
I told her That I’d never
Leave her side
And I still prove it
She’s had 2 operations
And trust me I feel clueless
Watching her in pain
Everyday
Like How do you do this
She’s got a 3rd surgery
Coming up
FUCK
Man I don’t want her always
Feeling like she’s stuck
That’s why she’ll always have my love
She’ll always my trust
And that’s big
In this day and age
There’s not enough
gay
@@deqaviousbonglefronkthefit9316 suck your mum
gay
Rk 1take🔥
By far the best best
Cold 🥶
I just need some time I tryna think straight
Cause the things walking in I can’t let escape
And if u ever told me that you’d be the last to leave
Then you would of probably been my last path to ever take
How much I love u I know I can’t explain
At the start it was u that was afraid
I guess I’m some one that’s to easy to replace
Just remind yourself the guy that came back running every day
And I don’t ever wanna take you back
No more calls no more bait or living in the past
Like it’s stated it’s a toxic mess
I’ll confess I’m not the best but I didn’t drop us dead
Everyday feels like another bitch that I get with for a night then regret that shit
I don’t know what else to think or
Know how to act
Over looking all my thoughts now leave em in the past
I use my own tears to keep my gears running
The fear of love inside my head it keeps on coming
Try to let it by
then pass it’s always never ending
A smile on my face even thought that I’m pretending
Self hatred, trust issues a mental list that I’ve created
Not a not normal human being. I’m pain itself I’m always hated
When the devil gets too much I take my pills and just get faded
Better then playing all his games ending with a grave stone stating
Here lies in peace our beloved loved one
A caring personality
And a mother’s first son
Wishes are upon him there’s nothing we could of done
Fighting with his mind for years his Finally let them won
Remedy’s and melodies hanging on his soul
Tried his best everyday to reach all his goals
Tried to give his heart away in the hands of hoes
I just need a moment in my own space
A jealous man is not the type of man wanna embrace
But anyone see the pain that I sit in
If u do then why not save me from evil within
My anger and rage it just all comes out
For no reason I just always wanna scream and shout
I’m fine for one minute then the next I’m breaking
I’ll admit U broke my heart
Yeah u took that for the taking
My world is crumbling it’s failing at my feet
While I’m still tryna fight so I don’t hit my defeat
I bottle it up inside so I appear strong
While deep inside you know I’ve been too weak for so damn long
I sit here crying I’m pathetic I’m a mess
I’m scared to show others all the emotions I suppress
I don’t know who I am anymore thoughts run too deep
Bottled emotions form to nightmares as I try to sleep
I spend my nights alone ignore the thoughts and tryna deal
But afraid that they will judge me
And belittle what I feel
I wish I could tell at least one person and maybe they’ll help
But who’d really accept me for me for when all is revealed
Just think your sixteen in love sleepin on the floor
That’s when nearly lost ur life and u don’t even know what for
Remember running to ya girls house and. Banging on her door
And told your deepest darkest secret no ones heard before
You are your own killer
crying as u tell her
That u don’t want to be here no more
And your insecure
She tells you
Are u sure
She can’t connect the dots
Cause u smile everyday u shouldn’t have these thoughts
You’ll keep it all inside
Then let it out at night but if they look deep in your eyes they’ll know ur not alright
Listen to the pain in my lyrics and hold them tight
A lot of people feel the same
Music saved a lot of life’s
Bang on
Brother their my bars 🤣🤣🙏
Alz used your beat bro congrats
Last year was a mad ting, I can't lie
I thanked God, he bought me some time money can't buy
I'm just grateful that I'm blessed, I don't ask why
I took a L over spilt milk so I can't cry
Niggas want beef, there ain’t a steak that I can’t fry
You could be sirloin, T-bone, rib-eye
Forgot to ask you how you want it done, did I?
I make the heat rise up, all you hear is slid eye
Niggas keep praying on my downfall
Like they don't know the fire keeps burning like a candle
Niggas tryna take me off my feet so I've gotta stay strapped
More time, got me feelin' like a sandal
I still ain't faced one problem I couldn't handle
There's times when I coulda got nicked and took the gamble
Imagine me, Jazzy, Streetz and YD never got released
I can't lie fam, it would've been a shambles
Cartier frames with the kettle and the bangle
Take a picture, give a fuck about the angle
Put my Cuban links 'round my neck and let them dangle
The ting's mad heavy and it tangles
They're tellin' me I owe a explanation to my fan base
Tell 'em that I hustle for the future and my family
The way the game's friendly got a nigga moving anti
They like the way I rap, it doesn't mean they understand me
I'm still runnin' with plan A, I didn't plan a plan B
I'm tryna stay as rich and as healthy as I can be
Or should I say, I should be
I hear them talking wicked on the net, I'm like "They would be"
I just leave the internet business to the pussies
I hustle 'til I'm cushty
Been smoking on Gelato forty-one, this isn't Cookies
Been doing this for long, don't compare me to these rookies
To get to where I am, you know how fucking long it took me?
I do this for the people that didn't want me to make it
I had a opportunity to sign, I didn't take it
They must have been mistaken when they made their calculations
I just told them "Thank you for your time, it's been amazing"
If they ever knew what I accumulated daily
They probably woulda re-evaluated the figure they tried to pay me
Like I don't know my worth, are they crazy?
Now I've got my own company and record label like Jay-Z
The game's fucked up now, snitches gettin' glorified
The other day I told Nines "I'm absolutely mortified"
He just shook his head twice and said "It's sad times"
Fake niggas act real, there's a blurred line
About to drop Skrapz Is Back for the third time
Now I'm older and more mature like some fine wine
Put your Rollies in the sky 'cause it's my time
There's probably due to be a increase in gun crime
I could keep goin' but I won't though
My album's nearly finished, this is just a little promo
And if you post this on your 'gram, use this caption
"Skrapz Is Back 3, real niggas back in fashion"
you funny geeza these are the lyrics for skrapz' daily duppy
500k my lil homie made it
Couldnt catch my feelings I was just a prick .......
Nearly lost it all 4 all my faults na I ain't talking shit
Been away for time cus I dont really understand how else poor this drink
Had to learn this way
There wernt no dad to be a baller with
......
All this time it took to understand but I just needed patients
Couldnt catch my breath I swear to god that I just saving
Everytime I think about it
holes in my heart I cant live without you
Girl I got your back but I dont need to say that
10 years by my side girl I dont even know how to start this track
If i ever lost you I just think I'd die of heart attack
Couldn't breath with out you by my side
Girl I'm talking facts
Everytime I think about it girl it's got me balling strapped
Never had some 1 up in my heart girl that's a special place
Later at night I hear ya voice it's kinda haunting me
Sometimes it will help me to come rest and I will fall to sleep
Potter will eat this up
This beat is hard
potter payper legend still... beat is catchey its sad makes you want to lay on ya bed deep thinkin i start rappin in ma head
Cold🥶🥶🥶🥶🥶
Even if I tell people I am not ok they fail to show empathy or be of any help! Where is the love?
Wow jus wow...🤩🤩
I just needed somtime in my own place
I just needed sometime in my own Space
I just needed somtime
So U dont say
I get tired of looking back at the old Me
And having Conversations all alone All day
So when u ask me how I'm doing i say okay,
But ain't that what we All say,
N now the Sky Falls
I just wish somebody told me u Where Gone
Even though u was always home,
I wanted to pretend that I belonged
Put that ain't this passion in this song
When your Right your Right,
But you where Wrong
All these conversations all Along
They never was yours to play along,
So now i gotta go
Cause the lights On,
N the sky's gone
N they know
When we go
The Sky falls
mmm mm das coldd
Man lifes a little struggle that’s the way it goes, all my life I gotta hustle that’s the way it goes, I don’t wanna trap but gotta pay the bills, I’m just tryna make it out the hood tryna make my mom proud, brains so fucked I blaze on loud, now I’m up high I came from the ground but it ain’t over yet I gotta make it out
Make it out of the hood
They dk what’s good
Cuz if they saw the 18 they’d be shaking all shook
If I jump out the ride with the weapon
Like Pokemon man I really gotta get em
I used to play games now I’m out past 11
'Man lifes a little struggle that’s the way it goes' CAN I USE THAT PLEASE
I got de sickest bars for this beat, I love it, they just roll out 💪🏾✨🔥
I just tell em that am ok, me I got some old scars,
won’t go away,
cos the ropes I climbed really shown the way, time got wasted, minds got blown away
trapping in my old nike trackie now it buss down
i got some bangers from the lab that i aint put down
trappin in my old nike trackie, take me oh right back to when i had to flip a pack to get some grub down
You aint sit a pad and get a rub down
you aint pick the pad and get this stuff down
so how you gonna judge when i tell you that the judge told me not to stress n that im good now
couple homies doing time i hope they good now
i been slidng round these streets n know the hood greezy you should take the test
Memories gone thrown away
Fuck look where I put my self ain’t even got a place to stay
fire g
This is special man 🔥
Lately
I have to put pen to pad
My heads getting darker
Any further there ain't no turning back
For my baby I need to be the man
Depression got a grip
But am taking off like Peter pan
Dad died of drink mum cancer brother suicide
Young lost kid on his own like who was i
Been through nuff struggle but determined not to loose his mind
To do his best to stay here among the human kind
Its hard tho living life with all this cargo
daddy's little girl I gotta lead by example
But now I got a daughter little princess so I cant go
Ever had a smile but you dont want to breath no more
Big heart you dont want to it beat no
more
Standing tall but cant find your feet no more
That hungry in ur stomach but you cant seem to eat no more
That’s hard
Cold g
we need potter nines and tunde on this one
tunde in this ru serious?😂
Harddd Beat
Zeeko next up
Ardd bro 🔥
Maybe it’s time I start to think straight.
huh, ain’t that what we all say..?
Love is just a fixed rate, time to find a mixed race to fixate and dictate and bang it in a mixtape…
I know I’m playing with fire it’s a dangerous game,
So now I’m staying silent cuz I’m scared of my rage,
turned to what I hate because it helps me escape,
lost everyone I loved because I pushed them away..,
And now it’s only been 6 days
But Now I’m on my 5th date let’s see what her lips say another game of kiss chase
People’s hearts mis-place
And tell em their a mistake
Wake up in the morning thinking will this be my last day?
running low on cigarettes their filling up the ashtray,
shall I get a fast train or just another bad day?! These dark days or heart ache trust me man they can’t shake!!!
People take a look at me and think that I’m a fake guy
But take a walk in my shoes and you’ll see that I just hate life
Pretend I had a great time, keep jumping On the Same rides, same nights
These flames dies
Gotta ticket to the mainline?!
sitting all alone looking at the sunset.
all these freaking Demons screaming are we having fun yet
Where am I gunna run next? I’m a lil upset time to find a dumb sket
treat her right for numb sex
I'm not living I'm surviving
Calm, but pissed off I'm violent
Ambulance Sirens, Turn to funeral violins
Loudness turns to silence,
Flying up, never been a pilot.
why u copying @TDJu weird guy
@@cccord8732 let him bro it’s nice af
@@kevin_orrtiz4287 Fairs its nice as fuck but i dont go jumping on beats and taking peoples work
Wooooo BIG HUNNIDk🎉🎉🎉🎉
❄️❄️❄️❄️!
NF Sample 🔥🔥
What’s the sample?
@@Chriseofficial1 Nf if you want love
We live in a world where I think everyone’s in search for beauty
My advice is search inside yourself you’ll find what’s truly purely
But keep your thoughts distant, people could control them in an instant
Lifes much more than living like a misfit
Your gifted, but like a car I’m driven but drifted away from the right lane
I hope you stand out like black trousers with a white stain
One thing I’ve noticed envy speaks when your quite great
It might say you rhyme gay what a way to live there life ae ?
Emotionally putting you down hoping you quit, hoping you slit
If I were them I’d wake up and wake up quick
Or 60 years on they’ll look back and think shit
In my lifetime all I wanna gain is progress
Cause I remember the times where I was feeling hopeless
So stressed trying to think of words to
Get off my own chest
Now I flow on beats with the ability I posses
As I start to write the next chapter in this diary
I start to admire thee firey flow to
This beat
Instead of roaming the streets
Yeah my emotions go deep
And they will for aslong as I breathe
And yeah a year ago I did quit music
Cause I was from so many people in my city I couldn’t do this
Now I look back and use it as the key to
My improvement
Message of the verse is to be the person who creates a blueprint
Now as I look up to the sky in search for a
Limit
All I see is a bunch of stars who’ve inspired me to go and get it
So I’ll go get it watch me prosper
I’m tryna write a sick line but I ain’t no doctor
Harry Kane I’ve got my mind set on my goals
And to go get it I hope Neur ain’t between those poles
Never had a woman I could call my own
Never met my other half and I’m still so alone
I was growing up and living in a broken home
And when I wanna ease the pain then I just roll a cone
I wanna stop living my life and just start living the dream
Not gonna take me long until I make it big in the scene
You tell me why I even bother I don’t know what you mean
I’m gonna block out negeativiry and reach for the green
You know I’m capping on my tracks and say I’m making that gwop
I’m living in a false reality I need it to stop
You know I’m gonna clean my mess I’m gonna reach for the mop
And I am counting down the days that making musics my job
And I’ll be lying bout the girls yeah bro I’m keeping it real
I never had a lady never even went for a meal
And that shit bothers cause brudda my hearts not made of steel
My head is spinning round yeah bro my life is stuck in a wheel
Every track I make is different I don’t have my own sound
I don’t like having fakes around me but I’m keeping them round
You know that music is my saviour it’s the best thing I found
I’m in the race to reach the top and imma race like hound
I’ve got the power and the faith so I’m just making it clear
I’m gonna shout this loud and proud so everybody can hear
Don’t let your Deamons know you’re scared cause they just feed from your fear
Just know that people are still with you that’s no matter tier
Never had a woman I called my own
Never met my other half and I’m still so alone
I was growing up and living in a broken home
And when I wanna ease the pain then I just roll a cone
Never had a woman I called my own
Never met my other half and I’m still so alone
I was growing up and living in a broken home
And when I wanna ease the pain then I just roll a cone
There’s certain people if they need me I would run a mile
There’s certain snakes that think it’s them but they ain’t worth a while
They be judging all the tunes I make and cramp my style
But I won’t ever let that phase me I still wear a smile
People say that this whole rap it ain’t made for me
But I be breaking down these theories like if celery
We don’t respect how blessed we are but you just wait and see
We don’t knows values of these moments till it’s memory
There’s many times that i just broke and now I’m riddled scars
And many times I felt so down so I just wrote my bars
wanna find the perfect lady see the moon and then Mars
When it rains look for the rainbows when it’s dark for the stars
this is too deep for my liking. add some mumble rap lyrics and you'll make it far bro!
Raised in a home
where we all
Together
Don’t know how life could get much better
But
there’s a change in the weather
Now we livin lonely
forever
Sat in my room
alone
My eyes lit up w a screen
Look into my pupils and see pain
Hurt myself in secret
feel the shame
Go to school, be basic, not loud
They pick me out the crowd
Put me on the roof,
My skin burns
Their eyes tattooed
I never win
I wanna be different but I wanna blend in
Start speaking up for how I feel
They get their kicks
Life’s so shit
Got a group of friends
But I’m the worst influence
We at a sleepover I can’t help but
hurt myself
Depriving myself of food, fuel
Because these kids fucking cruel
They get their kicks while I find my feet
Making me control what I eat
my life went from beneath me
Nothing no one could teach me
My dad got his dick wet with my moms BFF
They depressed. Stressed.
They’ve got no time for their 13 year old mess
I put my secrets in a cage
Padlocked with a blade
I’m the weird sad girl
But y’all made me this way
I just wanna say a big fuck you
For everything you put me through
I’ll never be like you
I’ll never wear your shoe
Because I’m better.
I am my own bitch
I wear my own style
You can’t show me how to live
I was respectful and still got
Hit
I wasn’t alone but I sure felt it
Life’s a game nd I guess we gotta play it
But there’s no winning do I rlly gotta say it
Deep shit stick at it and you will get far also please dont forget our saviour Jesus Christ loves you more than anyone can and is always there waiting for you to come home and meet him. just seek him and you shall find. God bless and good luck on your journey of life.
Imagine splinta on this beat he would kill it
Jordan or potter on this 💯💯💯💯
I’m did a little summet on this it’s fire my bro luv for that
in the party get dirty looks no one invite me
Bad lil gyalie tryna tell me that she like me
but you gotta understand im only here for 1 night b
hit then she disapear
call her hermionie
I got a catty called harry
buys off me gladly
hardest about yano we only smoke cali
im blazing in the passy
on the way to the motive
white merc smoking like a locomotive
Just dropped a Q to julian because
he said he likes to move it
You say you got money on you
I just say prove it prove
too many man with the chatting
pull up slap him if i hear hes ratting no capping
Step in to the party see wastemen that means I see profit
Big sword tucked under the jacket like its hobbit
while u pulling dead gyal im selling to next man
tryna get a high score off the fiends like its bopit
got eveyone off their lines and im not about to lob it
want some LvS Laced up so i think i might cop it
4 missed calls on the line but ive still got to chop it
tryna have customer service its like im serving coffee
These man try copy
these man try replicate
Its a cruel world can loose your life if you hesitate
5K on my waist big buckle like a heavy weight
shut your face ill get man cracked like a dinner plate
She said Dinner date I started laughing should have seen her face
I dont do no dinner dates i Just eat at home like a cheapskate
But i aint no cheapskate and she know that
Im cutting down this green like its gardenscapes
Im moving around powder no nestle
and if she stay the night
get her gone the next day
I get waved everyday
smoke to take the pain away
but the pain seemes to stay
think i need to fly away
Think i need to get away
in the party get dirty looks no one invite me
Bad lil gyalie tryna tell me that she like me
but you gotta understand im only here for 1 night b
hit then she disapear
call her hermionie
in the party get dirty looks no one invite me
Bad lil gyalie tryna tell me that she like me
but you gotta understand im only here for 1 night b
hit then she disapear
call her hermionie
feeling the darkness taking over again
Dont wanna be alone so i stay close to my friends
Doors that open for me all lead to dead ends
Got no time for fake love got no time for pretend
seeing the same four walls like im stuck in a pen
Grew up in a place full of nittys and skengz
Destined for failure found it hard to comprehend
but soon be cruzing in that benz remeniscing bout the endz
Do you feel me my g
Got some real boys by my side call it family
take a bullet to the head id die happily
just to see them succseed
to watch them get out this city and just be happy
because this place is a lost cause
have you ever taken something thats not yours
one day billing on the top floor
say it once more billing on the top floor
look
say it once more soon billing on the top floor
this beat is insane, got somet loading...
Wait is this mazza l 20 - billy mcguire ??
great instrumental
W8t 4 da nxt 1
I wish somebody could showed me,
The evil outside to took ahold of me,
Truama walls in my brain from birth I wish it jus let go of me,
I knew one day it'd take it's toll on me...
My mother always tried to steer me on the right path,
We had a right laugh,
We'd do impressions to make the times pass,
Mum said you got my talent and it might last,
Untill your grown..
so follow your dreams my son you got the right heart,
She was a spiritual goddess from the start,
Taught me how to see inside the art,
The family nearly fell apart,
Saw my pops judis ways while they were coming in the dark,
Spent all his time drinking Stella in the park,
Sleeping on benches as if ya life was extra hard,
Tryna get all the sympathy by telling stories bout the past,
Tell the story bout how I was babies and you held a knife to my throat when I was up in ya arms,
It's all gucci you can hurt me and it's calm,
But you hurt my mother and that shit forever lasts,
Can't remember the last time you gave a soppy text,
Telling me you feel guilty cuz you never did ya best,
All the promises you never kept,
I need to get this off my chest,
Im aint tryna be good I'm tryna be the best,
I wanna see a stage and the rest,
Counting big racks while I lay up my bed,
Mummy's never gotta lift a finger no more now I can finally try to rest,
She gave me the tools I needed to let go of all the stress,
My heads no longer in a mess,
So get the messege,
You made my family move aggressive,
All the years of trauma had moving so obsessive,
Still learning how to let it out
And I'm learning to stop being so oppressive,
Been busting my balls so I can cover all expenses,
That's why you see me all intensive,
Rappin for the long run im not tryna see this bread quick,
I hope you get to read this messege,
Change your abusive ways n start being more attentive,
Mixing up all the love n all the hatred,
Just take a look at what all the confusion and the hate,
Take a long hard look at what you created,
Stop mixing up all the negative emotions I wanna see you blend,
Please don't ever think I wanna mend it,
You messed with my soul,
Now I'm big enough to defend it,
This love ain't free so no Im not gonna lend it,
My times precious currency n for my mum I'll always spend it,
But for you I'm not gonna spend shit,
You'll like a flu I get rid of you with lemsip,
I just keep sip Sippin on this cup untill I end it,
Till I reach the bottom of that barrel Ima keep grinding even if it ends my life,
I don't wanna have any kids unless I can provide that life,
Show em how to live,
Teach them how to thrive and fight,
And not fill em with memories that keep them up at night,
No longer having pointless conversations,
With my many personalities cuz they've all agree that my mum did right,
She filled up our heads with might,
Im tryna see her take a vacation,
I know she'd love to see some sights,
Not stopping till I see bright lights,
Cuz as a kid I never got them nikes... Abit rough around the edges but I deep so idc, wrote it in a hour🤷♂️
I need this beat!
Most my time Is lost so now you'll find me in my own Space
Catch me on the road but I don't walk i'm in my own lane
Done this shit from young but you can't call me like its OK
I Had long a day today better than yesterday learning how cope it's got me feeling like I rest away
Smoking all these spliffs and I don't eat so I just shed my weight
Haaard
🔥🔥
Get that paper chase then I bill a paper plane, try puff away the pain no reasons in this game💯
This shit is fucking ridiculous jheeeez Louise 😳😱
Thinking back about the times we used to chill and laugh game of footie then spitting bars till the skies go black if I could I rewind time and get it all back life’s gone weird and it my head it’s all my mad when I’m sleeping my dreams be so different wake up and my body feel so distant I know if you relate you relate and if you don’t you gonna hate gotta respect it tho either way . I’m tryna get paid , I’m tryna get recognition am tryna make em listen , wow what happened to the loyalty why everyone turn you down when you been there from the start like they royalty
I’m a man on a mission
Coming for all these rubber bands
Yh I’m a man on a mission
Till I glisten
N I’m winning
Like K trap
No cap
I got paper plans
Ain’t nobody gonna tell me different
Always sticking to my ways
Cah I’ve seen it in a vision
A vision of better days
Always sticking to my ways
Cah I seen it in a vision
A vision of better days
Listen
Remember them days
Day dreaming
Really wishing
Cah I
Had a feeling
I was gifted
Seen it in a vision
Blessed
Destined
For big tings
Hopefully
Release des tracks
Stack des ps
N
Splash da cash
On my Babygirl
N my queen
Fully on it
Not stopping
Till
Im living drippy
Luxury
Like Royalty
Wiv more p than il ever need
Living the dream
Living the dream
So Kushti
Like I should be
I think it’s meant to be
Like Destiny
Trust me
Bouta stick on a beat
N imma she’ll it wiv no effort
Getting silly wiv da flow n
Da rhythm
On da riddim
Testing out da methods
On da mix
Mixing it
Switching it
Working out
Which one
Sounds sick
N
Which one fits better
No pressure
Cah
I got it in da bag
Now I got da bars
I feel da flow coming back
I’m back
N better than ever
No cap
Yh I’m coming back on a mazza
Call me da running man
I got paper plans
Till I’m
Running up dem stacks
From all des
Escobars
Like Narcos
Stacking all des rubber bands
Faster n faster
Faster n Faster
Stacking all des rubber bands
Money overflowing
Overloading
Stacking up
N
Adding up in the bank
Gotta make it happen
Hit da Trap
N Flip da packs
Till I get it
Patterned
N I got hella bread
Too much Dough
Ps overflowing
Out des duffle bags
Bouta
Kill a beat
Release a track
N
Stack a couple more back
More bags
Rubber bands
No cap
Imma keep going
N flowing
Till I shine
N im glowing
N I’m
Covered in Daims
Dripping in ice
Looking
Frozen
Gotta kill it
Wid da lyrics
Till im
I’m blowing up
Mad
Going mad on the track
Till I’m stacking racks
No cap
Potter and Jordan on this one come on fucksakeeeee
intro
00:20 : you’ll lose a lot of bros tryna get where you wanna be
that’s why a ferari had 2 seats
and a bus sits plenty
the fans see a smile on my face
but don’t see the emptiness that’s inside of me
yeah this limelight took a smile from me
it’s like i’m happy day to day
when i’m in the booth all this depression fades away
should of saw the look on my brothers face when i opened up to him
‘ i had a dream of leaving the house and never coming back’
that tune there could’ve been my very last track
yeah we weren’t rich but my mum and dad did everything they could
just to make me happy they put in tears sweat and blood
i said to them one day your gonna be proud of me
cooking up a storm
yeah my thinkings cloudy
i promised my mum
ill never touch a drug
started smoking weed
it’s my anti depressants
there’s a hole where my heart is
i really couldn’t tell u where the other part is
that’s the last time i say i love you to a bitch
cuz she’s probably texting
3 other guys like that
ye this life’s not fair
it’s got me in pain like that
i’m not good at telling stories
so i put it in a rap yeah i’m in my lane like that
i got a bag of money in my lefty and a zoot in my right
i wanna get so high like peter pan so we never land
ig: Lgh1__
sc: lukeeyboi13
✨Bruhhhh This Beat Is So Lit 💥I've Got Emotions To Go With This 😇 Big Up My Guy💯✨