Judder - Against all odds he has survived the most brutal lifestyle on the streets of Liverpool

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  • Опубликовано: 25 авг 2022
  • 44 years of active addiction - beaten, battered, tortured and shot in the eye - Terry Johnson tells us how he is still alive after spending a lifetime on drugs and in and out of prison.
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Комментарии • 394

  • @terryjohnson5209
    @terryjohnson5209 Год назад +106

    Thanks for the positive comments, I really appreciate it

    • @mo6278
      @mo6278 Год назад +5

      Thanks Terry im from Dublin not far from Liverpool can relate to your story your a living legend lad but like me great at giving advice but can't take it mad mate

    • @michaelburnett7809
      @michaelburnett7809 Год назад +5

      What a life you’ve led terry im in my latte 40 s still on a script, and I know what you mean , it’s hard sometimes I need something just to go to the shops. I been in very similar places as you, the gear and the clots , but I’m now sick of it all I’m trying recovery, and some days I fng hate it, and sometimes I love it , I need it I think. Thanks for telling your story, and sorry for the loss of your younger brother 🙏

    • @DavidBrown-db2fn
      @DavidBrown-db2fn Год назад +3

      Where you in wymott early 90s. Do you know Ben trehann and lippo

    • @terryjohnson5209
      @terryjohnson5209 Год назад +5

      No that was r kid I know the kids u mention like.

    • @DavidBrown-db2fn
      @DavidBrown-db2fn Год назад +4

      Great story. Great sense of humour. Good luck.

  • @jrs4318
    @jrs4318 Год назад +6

    This was brilliant, he’s took some blows this fella! Tough as old boots. Cheers billy👍🏼

  • @Portable133
    @Portable133 11 месяцев назад +4

    Judda I had to jump back to watch your podcast just to remind me off your story . And ive gotvto say you've came a long way lad . I am watching you with your Billy out and about am rooting for you Terry big respect from scotland Terry thanks Billy . John

  • @anthonyowen2030
    @anthonyowen2030 Год назад +3

    I watched all this 💪 good luck with everything ahead now bro ! Respect to MR.Reed 👊 Great podcast again Billy 🙌!

  • @missmuffet3874
    @missmuffet3874 10 месяцев назад +5

    Oh my goodness!! I am loving these podcasts and videos by Billy. They are so interesting.

  • @leslieblackburn986
    @leslieblackburn986 7 месяцев назад +1

    Great stuff Billy....keep em coming

  • @deanleech1759
    @deanleech1759 Год назад +5

    Best podcast i have watched would love to hear more of his story hes been through a lot

  • @l361985
    @l361985 Год назад +4

    Real down to earth stories these and the 1-1’s you do. No phonies. Keep up the good work

  • @rossyuill5842
    @rossyuill5842 Год назад +7

    Brilliant podcast billy and good luck to terry 👌🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🇬🇧

  • @ThePiesMusic
    @ThePiesMusic Год назад +14

    He is a real Character Billy, love his dark humour about his own misfortune, like bouncing off the window. Classic mate thank you. Long live Judder !!!!

  • @M-ayhem
    @M-ayhem Год назад +2

    Wooft 😢 all the best Terry. Raw, honest and open. Bill amazing again

  • @TERRYKOPITE1
    @TERRYKOPITE1 9 месяцев назад +3

    Absolutely brilliant Billy no one makes it real as you do Good luck Judder great lad

  • @liverpoollad7921
    @liverpoollad7921 Год назад +1

    Funny insightful and utterly heartbreaking this one Billy keep on keeping on brother.

  • @kennysmith5516
    @kennysmith5516 Год назад +6

    Again a fascinating watch billy and a top interview it takes something of a man to hold their hands up , tell the truth and still have our scouse humour while sending a message out to others 👍 best of luck to both of you in the future

  • @stevenclark1973
    @stevenclark1973 2 месяца назад +1

    We love you Judder. You've had me proper laughing since I found the channel. Onwards and upwards. 👍👍👍
    Great video again Billy.

    • @terryjohnson5209
      @terryjohnson5209 2 месяца назад

      Nice 👌 one love you too. I’m not gay if you’re a lad 😅

  • @davidwilson5073
    @davidwilson5073 Год назад +1

    amazing insight thanks billy

  • @demimurphy1225
    @demimurphy1225 Год назад +2

    By far the best one. Well in billy lad

  • @davidwood8506
    @davidwood8506 Год назад +4

    Great podcast Billy 😉 all the best to Terry in the future

  • @leslieblackburn986
    @leslieblackburn986 7 месяцев назад +4

    Some people's trauma is so deep and ingrained that no counsel or support works. I feel for Terry.

    • @bee366
      @bee366 7 месяцев назад +1

      Very true

  • @RubyMarkLindMilly
    @RubyMarkLindMilly 10 месяцев назад +4

    Been watching juddas podcast recently he's a proper character but this is different you get the real person and do you know what what a sound fella 👍

  • @anthonycoakley3673
    @anthonycoakley3673 Год назад +1

    Love your pods Billy, hope he gets better pal

  • @Lynnimod
    @Lynnimod Год назад +2

    Finally got to see this Terry!!! See you soon!

  • @William.Tyndale1381
    @William.Tyndale1381 Год назад +2

    Great vid I love people like this and I wish nothing but the best For the both got f

  • @baileyincledon3767
    @baileyincledon3767 Год назад

    Great podcast again billy congrats 👏

  • @MizzyG37
    @MizzyG37 Год назад +4

    Absolutely loved listening to Terry what a character x

    • @michaelscanlon7458
      @michaelscanlon7458 Год назад +2

      Boss hearing terry for the first time in 25 years tell him getin touch mick scano

  • @cherryhardy5779
    @cherryhardy5779 Год назад +2

    What a life he lived .loved this Billy

  • @Matty1994
    @Matty1994 3 месяца назад +1

    Wishing you both well. good podcast cheers!

  • @jonathanclarke9319
    @jonathanclarke9319 Год назад +1

    You couldn't possibly listen or here a more down to earth fella your the best of thd best bill

  • @a420uk
    @a420uk Год назад +2

    cracking podcast this one Bill

  • @maureenshaw8633
    @maureenshaw8633 Год назад +4

    Raves as a scouser in Liverpool were the best. We would jump in the car travelling to different locations to raves. Best times of my life. Am 54 and dnt do drugs. Been clean since the 90s . Feels so much better 💯

  • @wayne72964
    @wayne72964 Год назад +1

    i really enjoyed that,thanks..

  • @mrtiler1234
    @mrtiler1234 Год назад +1

    Thanks billy and judder

  • @deniswallace-vp9tb
    @deniswallace-vp9tb 8 месяцев назад +2

    Great lads ,the wee man is salt of the earth and comedy gold

  • @DB-kz8wl
    @DB-kz8wl Год назад +3

    Enjoyed this one Bill and you could make a film on this lad all day ,best wishes

  • @l6outinthestix46
    @l6outinthestix46 Год назад +4

    Good to see your still here Terry all the best mate never knew were bills cousin

  • @shaunnewton7469
    @shaunnewton7469 Год назад

    Great video again billy

  • @Happydays1875Manchester
    @Happydays1875Manchester 9 месяцев назад +2

    I watched a couple of videos yesterday of him with billy in Turkey & i loved him he's so likeable 👍

  • @haydnrussell5044
    @haydnrussell5044 Год назад +2

    Best one iv ever seen 🤜🤛💙

  • @benjaminbriscoe9310
    @benjaminbriscoe9310 8 месяцев назад +1

    😂 fifteen knicker 😂😂🎉❤ how funny is this kid? The legend that is Terry Judda Johnson. Some good times have been had with you mate, I haven't had such a laugh before or since in the jug kid, get in touch Jud

  • @mima0151
    @mima0151 Год назад +9

    What an amazing podcast. I was in St Anthony's and Terry was a year above me and Steven was a year below. I also lived in the same road as The Johnsons. I moved away from Kirkby when I was 19, so didn't really know what had happened in the lads lives. It was so very heartbreaking to hear the truth about what has happened to you all. Terry I hope you see this and I send you all my love and prayers for a happier future mate. Deepest sympathy on the loss of your lovely brother Steven, he was a cute kid back in the day. Take care my fellow Changford neighbour. Maria Dillon. X

    • @theallornothingpodcastwith4442
      @theallornothingpodcastwith4442  Год назад +3

      ❤️❤️❤️

    • @terryjohnson5209
      @terryjohnson5209 Год назад +4

      ❤read it girl thanks for the support x

    • @terryjohnson5209
      @terryjohnson5209 Год назад +5

      I've remembered who you are u lived in the other close up the top of the e road
      With ye lovely mother and sister's. I remember what you all went through, I felt it anyway good to hear from people who were there at the beginning. Xx

    • @paulwilliams2663
      @paulwilliams2663 Год назад +3

      @@terryjohnson5209 Terryyyyy 😂. (Terry Mckenna) just a blag name on here keep getting kicked off. Was talking to Gary lad half an hour on the dog, last week. Lookin well lad. Tell ur Billy his channel is the most real.

    • @mima0151
      @mima0151 Год назад +1

      @@terryjohnson5209 you will know my brothers too, Uggie, Bobby and John Dillon, 22 Changford Road.

  • @jmcmedia2023
    @jmcmedia2023 Год назад +2

    Man like Terry what a legend this man is ❤❤❤

  • @nickwilcox5043
    @nickwilcox5043 11 месяцев назад +2

    Boss podcasts this bill respect terry lad ❤

  • @justonsullivan3807
    @justonsullivan3807 Год назад +12

    What a great podcast that was Billy. All the best 2 Terry hope he finds true happiness. R.I.P Steve. 🙏🇺🇲🗽🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿🙏

    • @theallornothingpodcastwith4442
      @theallornothingpodcastwith4442  Год назад +2

      ❤️

    • @jshaw4757
      @jshaw4757 Год назад +1

      Big up yourself juston I see you everywhere on hear,it appears we like the same channels mate..have a good one 👍👍

    • @justonsullivan3807
      @justonsullivan3807 Год назад +1

      @@jshaw4757 u2 brother, hope all is well in your neck of the woods, happy day's. 👊🇺🇲🗽🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿👊

  • @aaronflaherty
    @aaronflaherty Год назад +1

    Yess Terry lad ,I was in Field lane Alt bank with you about 10 years ago glad your well mate ,nice 1 Billy

  • @kevdoran9918
    @kevdoran9918 Год назад +6

    Growing up in Kirkby in the 80s there was a lot of great lads were lost to drugs, great to see you moving on Terry and finding peace.

  • @isabelgellibrandi7496
    @isabelgellibrandi7496 Год назад +2

    Brilliant podcast boys. When yer man said he was from Kirby, all I could think was, "of course you are..."

  • @pauljt3736
    @pauljt3736 Год назад +4

    I really feel that this man has been and is really remorseful but also regrets his wrongdoing, i wish him all the best but more than anything his almost best health 🙏🙏🙏

  • @technomickdocumentalist2495
    @technomickdocumentalist2495 10 месяцев назад +1

    That was very interesting, I dunno how I missed this, I know it’s from ages ago, probably because I mainly watch your shorter videos Bill, but I just noticed Terrys name on this feature length podcast and I thought yes I’ll be watching that like.
    Hope your both well, I dropped you a friend request on Facebook Judder.✌️
    Take care all. 👍💯🇬🇧

  • @LL-uw6sm
    @LL-uw6sm Год назад

    This was a belter lad.

  • @johntoscano5874
    @johntoscano5874 Год назад +1

    Great podcast mate.

  • @martinvegas1327
    @martinvegas1327 11 месяцев назад +3

    Watching this again, i like Judder, hope he gets himself sorted out👍

  • @midnightrider4066
    @midnightrider4066 9 месяцев назад +1

    When they talked about not knowing who u are and feeling vulnerable when you first get off it always reminds me of the bit on train spotting when renton's mum and dad get him off it and he is down the bingo hall with them and everything is moving fast while he is just sat there with head down,that's how it feels for me,IV bn an addict for 25 years and it's always the first bit is the head batter hardest to handle, but then it's the staying off it, normally after 3\4 days my mind tricks me and tells me I'm due a reward.althlo the last few months I feel stronger and cut down and as long as I got a few joints I'm happy again

  • @jamesgreene9265
    @jamesgreene9265 Год назад +2

    Great podcast Bill. And great content as always. I think the life sentence and death Rowe you know your fate. I think with anxiety and depression it’s the fear of the unknown if that makes sense ? I can see your both 2 very intelligent men who speak very well

  • @jaytoppo1670
    @jaytoppo1670 26 дней назад

    lol, as a 52 year old Scouser myself I can remember how crazy it was living in Liverpool back in the 1970's/80's, Kirby lads had a reputation, I lived in Walton and I'll admit I was one of many that feared the Kirby crew, who wouldn't lol... respect to you both. Love your channel Bill ! They were crazy days indeed...

  • @debbie2490
    @debbie2490 10 месяцев назад +2

    great podcast judder is a very likeable person i wish hi all the best of luck

  • @ianmclellan4708
    @ianmclellan4708 Год назад +2

    Boss podcast billy ! Wow judder what a man ! There kid was a belter 🙏🙏rip 🙏🙏 Kirkby legend s

  • @craigrigby8330
    @craigrigby8330 Год назад +4

    You'll always find a smile 😊in a honest man's eyes 👍

  • @dazzab81
    @dazzab81 Год назад +1

    Birming-nam notting-nam haha what a character proper enjoyed listening to this 👏 some life judders had eh

  • @lindseyaldred2308
    @lindseyaldred2308 2 месяца назад +2

    He cracks me up love judder x

  • @hm27200
    @hm27200 Год назад +3

    Bill am 39 an from dovecot an av just got wind an old m8 is in rehab (coke) another mate tried to commit suicide (coke) another m8 ad her kids took off her(coke) am lucky I new when to stop but my point is look at each generation from tough areas and you'll see the effects of drugs. I can see in this interview the love u show and the desperation u av to try an get judder to live a little an taste what life as to offer. The kid seems content with a joint an a can but it's no life is it bill? To him thou after all the commotion throughout his life I bet you it feels like heaven. I wish him all the best and i hope he did get to lanzarote. Take care lad

  • @gomezgomez9665
    @gomezgomez9665 Год назад +3

    Oh my days! Thats some life story,write a book!!

  • @Leo-dr4qm
    @Leo-dr4qm 11 месяцев назад +2

    Yes mate..proud of you judder..

  • @leeconway2923
    @leeconway2923 6 месяцев назад

    Have you got any pictures of stephen johnson billy? Brilliant podcast judders a tough tough man

  • @natureisallpowerful
    @natureisallpowerful Год назад

    Good podcast this real people. Got a voice like a diesel generator like. Respect 👍

  • @KristopherONeill1987
    @KristopherONeill1987 9 месяцев назад +2

    Loved it. Absolutely fucking loved it. Being a Belfast boy the Scouse stories remind me of home. I could sit for hours and listen. We’ve that connection. Loved it Bill, you know I’ve been watching for a while, you’ve written me back a few times. Terry keep er lit. Good to see recently you were in Turkey with Bill. He loves Turkey 🦷

  • @l6outinthestix46
    @l6outinthestix46 Год назад +4

    Good man Terry take care mate 🙏

  • @ianglennon9342
    @ianglennon9342 Год назад +2

    Billy never knew judder was your cousin good to see an hear from him we go back me an judder I wish him all the best gb

    • @theallornothingpodcastwith4442
      @theallornothingpodcastwith4442  Год назад

      ❤️

    • @terryjohnson5209
      @terryjohnson5209 Год назад

      Alright Ian lad glad you like the pod cast. Hope your good kid

    • @ianglennon9342
      @ianglennon9342 Год назад +1

      @@terryjohnson5209 hello Terry my mate loved your story sad to hear about Stephen lad I remember them dark days above the chippy lad heavy mate am in recovery now lad been clean almost 8years lad love yer Terry lad gb

    • @terryjohnson5209
      @terryjohnson5209 Год назад +1

      @@ianglennon9342 nice one mate, luv ye like a fat kid loves cake take it easy bro and proud of you keep it up lad)

  • @Rocky-lh4od
    @Rocky-lh4od Год назад +3

    Yeah man Is right billy Judda is one of the lads and is loyal

  • @paulkemp6314
    @paulkemp6314 Год назад +2

    Great stuff mate 🤣

  • @peanut2415
    @peanut2415 Год назад +3

    Hope you find peace tez great podcast that 👏

  • @liamtownson4108
    @liamtownson4108 Год назад +1

    Looking forward to this one he's had a rough paper round Terry laa

  • @carltheblue.2531
    @carltheblue.2531 Год назад +3

    Tuff arl fella, Old skool💪i hope he finds some peace in his life as he deserves it like💙

  • @j4bee768
    @j4bee768 Год назад +3

    I was born in 1980 in Croxteth. The place was in the grips of a heroin epidemic.. It was horrific .. It was a warning to stay off gear .. It was a generation ruined... I feel sorry for anyone struggling at that time . Because heroin was so accessable...

    • @christopher5721
      @christopher5721 Год назад +1

      I remember middle way in the early 80s I was a addict then , I struggled most of my life with addiction and prison, been clean now for 14 years but spent 30 fighting it , and addiction is with me still I just don’t take drugs anymore , I’m still a addict keeps me from getting complacent once you get complacent your in danger of slipping back down the rabbit 🐇 hole

  • @teecee4883
    @teecee4883 9 месяцев назад +1

    The 2pac references on this podcast are boss mate ❤️😎 Through every dark night, there's a bright day after that ❤️

  • @interplanetarymagnet2887
    @interplanetarymagnet2887 Год назад +8

    Totally agree about N/A been off the gear 16 years and did it alone , best of luck to you Terry i hope you find some peace ,great podcast Billy

  • @stevekinsella5642
    @stevekinsella5642 Год назад +3

    Cannot wait…2 survivors who have had their backs and souls against the wall in the darkest of places but have found the heart and strength to fight their way out and survive against all and every odds…

  • @RaphaelDawkinsCombatRadio
    @RaphaelDawkinsCombatRadio Год назад +1

    This really rams home the point how terrible the consequences of consumption a be.

  • @lbsalfordreds5323
    @lbsalfordreds5323 Год назад +2

    Smack was a pandemic in the early 90s seen so many get on it in Salford so sad good interview this bill ✌️

  • @gaberaddo7664
    @gaberaddo7664 Год назад +3

    Man's a survivor.

  • @Leo-dr4qm
    @Leo-dr4qm 7 месяцев назад

    When you said take it easy on yourself the walker brothers song was on

  • @iankrawiec4323
    @iankrawiec4323 4 месяца назад

    Hurting people hurt people.very sad , God bless you brother

  • @jlc3004
    @jlc3004 Год назад +1

    Amazing powerful interview billy ,good luck to judder him saying wherever ii am i don't feel like i belong there stood out to me, charasmatic grafter be lucky lad

  • @user-jp8vr4xr3k
    @user-jp8vr4xr3k 7 месяцев назад

    Mate u and judder and ur kid lad Joe are absolute Legends love ur pods and quads lol I'm an ex scouse Boot from Holt Rd Kenny moved away years back sold me accent on flea Bay lol but lots of respect as had a disabled uncle on Holt Rd now with me in ferndown nr bmth but did time for doing the shake n vac lol again lots of love

  • @Johnnewtongardening
    @Johnnewtongardening Год назад +1

    Grew up in birkbeck I remember all these lads, bit older than me and I used to think how cool they all were. Maybe not so much now 😂. Good luck on your journey lad.

  • @rarecockneyguvnor4945
    @rarecockneyguvnor4945 Год назад

    good podcast Billy

  • @quietman3234
    @quietman3234 Год назад +2

    Been in jail a few times with both judders. Glad ur doing good or as good as u can be.

  • @NewTheoryMagazine
    @NewTheoryMagazine Год назад +3

    New subscriber 🍿

  • @stevebarton9532
    @stevebarton9532 Год назад +1

    Great 1 again bill myself on the old gear 35 yrs clean of the b smoke me weed all good vibes now.. take it easy Bill.. judder...YNWA

  • @ianmcgrath4724
    @ianmcgrath4724 Год назад +1

    Love this Terry well in lad all my love Ian Mc

  • @microwavehead1517
    @microwavehead1517 Год назад +1

    Powerful.

  • @mrsoul4231
    @mrsoul4231 Год назад +2

    A cautionary tale if ever there was one.

  • @IKIDDyounotpodcast
    @IKIDDyounotpodcast Год назад +1

    Good one that bill what a life 👍👍

  • @octobass9072
    @octobass9072 Год назад +1

    Just Finished it, That was a great podcast tho

  • @Leo-dr4qm
    @Leo-dr4qm 11 месяцев назад +3

    Crack now sends your head skatty..so glad you put this interview..took words out my mouth what i been talking about..the whole..think door going thru etc how different people worry...tough stock . seriously mean that...all best to you

  • @lennydicko
    @lennydicko Год назад +3

    He’s like the Scouse version of Ozzy Ozbourne 😂 definitely had a story to tell 👍🙌

  • @MrSteven1967
    @MrSteven1967 Год назад +1

    I remember you an ur kid up by the ruffwood pub

  • @nicholasstrutt6580
    @nicholasstrutt6580 Год назад +2

    Go on judder lad❤

  • @Frenchie_muds
    @Frenchie_muds Год назад +1

    “I love your mas gravy” 🤣🤣🤣

  • @michaelgoodwin6072
    @michaelgoodwin6072 Год назад +1

    I was on a hospital ward with him once in Fazakerley hospital mad small world

  • @maureenshaw8633
    @maureenshaw8633 Год назад +3

    Getting off herion is hard its a lifetime experience that's greater in your lifetime. I'm 💯 clean since 1995. Husband hung himself in Walton jail 1995 so I was a young woman. I'd already had left him so felt guilty when he hung himself. But a screw told me he'd been on suicide watch for 28 hours. Seemed fine then done it but he also had no diazapine in toxicology report . I went on to do health care and it was the best times of my life. But my back went and had to stop. But this guys been through the mill and his brothers to. How he's not dead in a bloody miracle. God bless us all 🙏 amen