I want living to be easier English translation( Second half may not be correct) In the corner of my chest there's a thorn. But I don't know where it is and the pain persists. My daily life seems ordinary, But my anxiety keeps on growing. Am I even scared of changes that I don't know of? Even though I could just think more positively, My trust issues are just way too strong. No matter what I do I always start with negative. There's nothing good that will happen. So I can't ever come to like you, I can't ever fall in love. I really am the worst, I can't ever go and hug you, I can't even have dreams. I know what I'm like. I can't ever hope for something, If I believe I'll just get hurt. So it's better if I just give up. So don't expect anything from me. I just want living to be a little easier. Hearing "you can't do this and that", It's so strict it's hard to breathe. No matter what I do, Are you trying to steal my freedom away? If only if I could be a little bit more honest, then there wouldn't be anything to worry about. Beginning from what day, did things stop being the way they were? I've been deceiving myself. Sorry, I can't come to like you, I don't want to come to love you. I don't have the right to. I'll just disappoint you, I can't even protect you to the end. It'd just become an unhappy break up. I shouldn't wait for tomorrow, Even if I wait no one will come. I can only leave that place . I'll just leave it all behind. If I'm going to live then , being empty handed is better. (Instrumental) So I can't ever come to like you, I can't ever fall in love. I really am the worst, I can't hug you, I can't even have dreams. I know what I'm like. I can't ever hope for something, If I believe I'll just get hurt. So it's better if I just give up. So don't expect anything from me. I just want living to be a little easier. I can't live unless it's a little easier.
I want living to be easier English translation( Second half may not be correct)
In the corner of my chest there's a thorn.
But I don't know where it is and the pain persists.
My daily life seems ordinary, But my anxiety keeps on growing.
Am I even scared of changes that I don't know of?
Even though I could just think more positively,
My trust issues are just way too strong.
No matter what I do I always start with negative.
There's nothing good that will happen.
So I can't ever come to like you,
I can't ever fall in love.
I really am the worst,
I can't ever go and hug you,
I can't even have dreams.
I know what I'm like.
I can't ever hope for something,
If I believe I'll just get hurt.
So it's better if I just give up.
So don't expect anything from me.
I just want living to be a little easier.
Hearing "you can't do this and that",
It's so strict it's hard to breathe.
No matter what I do,
Are you trying to steal my freedom away?
If only if I could be a little bit more honest,
then there wouldn't be anything to worry about.
Beginning from what day,
did things stop being the way they were?
I've been deceiving myself.
Sorry, I can't come to like you,
I don't want to come to love you.
I don't have the right to.
I'll just disappoint you,
I can't even protect you to the end.
It'd just become an unhappy break up.
I shouldn't wait for tomorrow,
Even if I wait no one will come.
I can only leave that place .
I'll just leave it all behind.
If I'm going to live then ,
being empty handed is better.
(Instrumental)
So I can't ever come to like you,
I can't ever fall in love.
I really am the worst,
I can't hug you,
I can't even have dreams.
I know what I'm like.
I can't ever hope for something,
If I believe I'll just get hurt.
So it's better if I just give up.
So don't expect anything from me.
I just want living to be a little easier.
I can't live unless it's a little easier.
Thank you, I just bad at English so I couldn’t translate it