INDUSTRIAL DANCE - I against me - Agonoize - Ciwana Black
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BE AWARE - This is actually the first time that I tried to make a more serious video....so if you don´t like serious videos just skip this one. It took a really long time to edit this vidoe, I talked about it in • Video already.
This is an art video, that I made to a song that inspired me. Because we often look away to much and don´t really see how the people close to us suffer. Take care about those you love. And never let society or the beauty industry tell you what "beauty" is. It´s a lie.
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BEACHTE - Das ist eigentlich das erste Mal , dass ich versucht habe, eine ernsteres Tanzvideo zu machen... wer also keine ernsthaften Videos mag, kann das hier gerne überspringen.
Es hat wirklich ziemlich lange gedauerte, bis ich dieses Video fertig bearbeitet habe... Ich habe es schon in • Video erwähnt :)
Dies ist eine Kunstvideo das ich zu einem Song gemacht habe, der mich sehr inspiriert hat. Denn wir sehen zu oft weg. Und sehen nicht wie die Menschen, die uns nahe sind leiden. Passt auf eure Liebsten auf. Und lasst euch niemals vn der Gesellschaft oder der Schönheitsindustrie sagen, was "Schönheit" ist . Es ist eine Lüge.
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BE AWARE - Esta es realmente la primera vez que traté de hacer un video más grave.... así que si no te gusta vídeos graves omita esta.
Me tomó un tiempo muy largo para editar este vidoe , hablé de ello en • Video ya.:)
Este es un video arte .Debido a que a menudo buscamos lejos para mucho y no te realmente ver cómo las personas cercanas a nosotros sufren . Tenga cuidado acerca de sus seres queridos. Y nunca deje que la sociedad o la industria de la belleza que te dicen lo que " la belleza" es . Está una mentira.
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- Music: "I against me" from "Agonoize"
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- I HAVE NO ASSOCIATION WITH ANY COMPANIES MENTIONED IN THIS VIDEO UNLESS OTHERWISE SPECIFIED
Kissra Shallal there are a couple of reasons. First: Agonoize made me start getting into industrial. I always wanted to dance to one of their songs. Second: the song "I against me" somehow inspired me. Third: I have seen enough people close to me struggeling - also with the issues in this video. Fourth: since I learned how to use photoshop myself...I started to see how fake all the fashion pictures actually are. Five: everybody (including me) gets days were they think: I wished my legs were longer or shorter...I wished my boobs were bigger and my ass smaller....and I wanted to show how stupid those thoughts are. Six: all my videos were happy so far. And I just wanted to try out whether I can do more serious videos as well.
I like the black and white filtered video with the black vs white clothes and your dance is cool and hypnotic.
perfect the way you are
My name Is Bethani. I'm a 67 yr old white woman, now living in my own home. In 2005, i was homeless, so i know what its like, ther ARE some places that are very bad for people, even more so for the LGBTQIA n 2 Sprint people, of which i AM one. I'm in Pittsburgh,Pa. USA. Being on the street is hard for everyone, especially in winter. Its October now n November is coming in a couple days. i'm on a fixed income n i can't help you with your expenses. I've watched as many of your videos as i can. Ciwana, you DO an Excellent job, you have other people trying to copy your every dance step, You Got This Girl !!! I think your make-up n outfits are incredible. It looks like everyone is playing catch up to you. I love the music n the dancing n wish i could do these dances myself. I'm learning how to walk with a prosthetic leg n i'm able to walk a couple city blocks. I pedal a recumbent bike all over my area, I'm not dead yet ! i'll say good-by for now, Keep setting Trends, You got this ! Hugs, Bethani.
I love your ISIS Kung fu Dancing! You are VERY COOL!
🤖Some girls don't realize how pretty they are, exercising is good, it's always good to feel good about yourself too.👽 Your enticing,
I believe this video will help a lot of people struggling with weight, body, and self issues. Thank you for being creative and sharing your feelings.
Kerry Ann thank you very much for your comment!!!
Hi! Your videos were my introduction to Industrial dance. My music list has gotten even more eccentric due to you Ciwana. Please never let anyone make you believe you aren't the correct body shape or need to look a certain way. The grace and rhythm you have when dancing rivets my attention every time I open one of your videos. You are smart, funny, and beyond beautiful. This video is awesome and I'd love to see more like them from you. Take care!
This song and the video speaks to me so much. I struggle with my self esteem and weight control. I feel worthless and broken. I have chronic pain and health problems that make me feel unworthy and ugly. Your video helps me not feel so alone. Thank you! I send you an interwebs cookie for all your hard work and wonderful dancing. You got me into industrial dance!
+Tyrenwolfboy I makes me really happy that this video helped you a bit. And I hope you will stay with dancing. Its a good way to feel for body and get rid of excess (self-destructive) energy. I hope you will find a way to love yourself.
That song hits me everytime i hear it. Every single line describes my own hatred. I feel this song... oh deutsch... das Lied is wirklich hammerhart. Ich kann nich aufhören dieses Lied zu hören, obwohl ich jedes mal so wütend werde und ich könnt immer ausrasten. Es beschreibt meine Gefühle seit fast 30 Jahren. So selten, dass ich besser von mir denke.
To me, you look beautiful even without the cyber goth attire on! I have had issues where people have bullied me because of my appearance (amongst other things), and considered turning bulimic because it got to me, but now I think to myself: "I don't care what people think, I'm perfectly imperfect!" I do have low self esteem and self confidence because of being bullied, but I'm proud I have curves and a bit of a belly!
Thank you very much for your comment and your story! And I am very happy that you are now proud of your body! What makes a person truly beautiful is a smile. And one can only truly smile if they are happy (with themselves)
Well done Ciwana!
Cheers!!
I understand this; I have to say though that in my own real life experience I was not CONSENSUALLY EXPLOITED by someone to try to shut me up about some true life horrors. But I refused to stay silent and I refused to die. In other words Identity Theft and way too far beyond that. But thank God for certain laws.
This song is about so-called "Self-hatred" and the video perfectly shows it in great way! Good video!
Love You Ciwana, great dancing with the industrial music. They go together perfectly. I workout hard everyday, pseudo bodybuilder (non competition), do it for myself. Listen to industrial the whole time. Perfect mix of beat and aggression for hard training and this particular video of your's inspires me a lot. Thanks Ciwana
New viewer. Damn, that was evocative. Good on all fronts. Seriously meaningful. 10/10.
cevansinz thank you very much!
Absolutely amazing :) in this video you have just captured a really emotional side of yourself and others that feel the same way. This is one of your best pieces of work so far. Please keep making these types of emotional dances and bringing more of this side of yourself out. :} love it
CyberLoxs
also immer wenn ich über ein super Video stolper finde ich Ciwana, Respekt an dich für die super Videos womit du viele Menschen glücklicher machst
Botschge Danke schön für deine Worte!
Good video, anyone struggling with self image, I'd recommend researching ADF, can really help get into a good place (mentally and physically) without much work required. But people should always feel comfortable with however they are, never compare yourself to others, only to yourself yesterday.
Totally awesome Ciwana :) Made my day!
^.^ thank you!!!
My fav. This song is awesome and your video, dance, etc. is great! Cheers
thank you!
Amazing video! Love the editing too! :) sweet moves and an awesome track! Gorgeous too! :)
thank you very much!
Ciwana this is one of my favorite videos you have done, I love your art and dancing in this. You are a beautiful person and I thank you for sharing this.
i follow all your videos haven't enjoyed this one before good work on the effects
Powerful! This is such a profoundly & universal human problem that is addressed perfectly with raw honesty. Inspiring!
thank you very much for your comment!
i have Respect for u Ciwa !! In america ... people r alway emotionally abusing us even around the world but i have respect for all industrial dancers
:) thank you very much!
Your welcome beautiful
Doom God ^___^
the thing is i wish i could get myself to beable to do this kind of thing
Doom God ...it´s just practise. My first dancing and my first videos were crap as well^^
This was bloody fucking genius! And perfect! I loved it! YES CIWANA BLACK!!!!! Yes girl! Talk about it now!
Thank you very much!!!
awesome video, and nice editing too. Good job and good luck with your dance ^^
+StefiTMS :) thank you!
Beauty comes in all shapes and sizes.
I have only just seen this after so many years and have met you . As I have grown older more and more people I know have come out about their mental health problems . It seems to me that half the world is actually suffering , mostly in silence .One can love others for who and what they are but not oneself , all because of societies expectations and demands .
The problem lies in these expectations and the leading cause Money . This is where things need to change especially the demands we put on our children
Brilliant work.
Excellent for a "serious video". Good topic and one that many can identify with.
Thanks for doing that video. Every person is beautiful in their own way. Great dancing!
charles hoover thank you for your comment!!
Awesome. I like the joy and sympathy you put on your videos.. but this shows that you're also smart and sensitive. Keep up the good work :)!
So good...
Es ist echt Fazinierend, ich habe das lied bislang in einem bezug zu Borderline gesehn,Aber die Perseptive ist wirklich gut und läst mich grade nachdenken :) Gute Arbeit :)
Danke schön! :)
Great job, I could understand what you were trying to portray.
thank you!
I really like the song! I also enjoy the whole concept of your video. Self image is a hot button topic for a lot of people. Hating how they look because they don't look like a model. Keep it up!
Thank you very much for your comment. Yes, unfortunatelly it becomes more and more a topic...
Strong message. RESPECT
Hauptsach' Steam am Start xD
Finde das Thema "gut", und die Art wie Du es ansprichst.
Zu Agonoize muss man ja nichts sagen, die passen einfach. :D
:D jupp. Ich zock halt auch gerne. Und: danke
Wenn ich mir mein Std-Counter zu 7dtd anschau, ... nunja. Wer zockt nicht gerne. ^^
Und: Bitte.
Respect!! Really an awesome video :).
Rina Ferukeru thank you!
i agree society teaches kids these days their definition of whats beautiful on a side note i love your videos and i love watching you dance you are really good at it, and you are so beautiful 😉💕👍😄 keep making these videos and all the hard work much love from Canada 😉
it's good you brought this up ... best wishes
I like your dancing and the message behind your videos. And the choice of music is also good. Greetings from Germany
thank you!!! :)
Ciwana , ich bin mit einem Übersetzer aus Freundlichkeit und Respekt. Entschuldigt, wenn es irgendwelche Fehler !
Dieses Video ist sehr mächtig für mich , ich bin 47 und während ich versuche zu trainieren, bin ich immer noch mit einem durchschnittlichen Körper . Hier in Los Angeles , haben wir die "fit" , die mich als aus der Form und faul zu sehen und die grob Übergewicht , die mich an, als verrückt betrachten und sollte nur " ließ mich gehen und mit ihm zufrieden "
Was Sie hier gemacht haben ist sowohl motivierend (hey , selbst ein alter Kerl wie mich mag Industrial Dance ) und Befähigung für uns " durchschnittliche Volks " , die ständig mit dieser schmerzhaften und übersehen Vorurteilen umzugehen ! Halten Sie sich die gute Arbeit !
Mit freundlichen Grüßen, ein alter geeky fan! :p
Vielen, vielen Dank für deinen lieben Kommentar!
Das Video hat mich zum weinen gebracht, weil ich genau weiß wie das ist. Ich bin 12 und bei mir sieht es genauso aus. Das Video hat mir irgendwie geholfen....Vielen dank🖤 Du bist echt toll. Danke
excellent bonnie lassie and great music,
Bravo
sometimes I hate myself for not thinking ..
sometimes I hate myself be 100% 🤔
brilliant video !!! great tune too ? well done !!😈😈😈
+Paul Thomson thank you!
This is super creative from other normal dance videos, well done!
Dusted thank you very much!
Ciwana Black If you keep making concept videos insted of standing flapping your arms and legs, you will be more interesting to look at than like 90% of all the videos. ;)
mame. chill. its perfect
Transmedal2 thank you!
I really like how you did this. I can tell you put alot of thought it to it and your physical performance was awesome! Keep it up :)
=) thank you very much!!!
Off cource. I love your videoworks.
Teneregubben =) thank you!
My life in one dance video...
But I still love all of your vids :)
I really hope that the video then has a happy ending for you.
Thank you very much! :)
Du warst vor 8 Jahren eine verdammt hübsche Frau und heute genauso! 😊
Danke schön!
THis isn't just for women, I know guys who are struggling and sad about themselves too!
You look absolutely amazing in this video love you hun
thank you!!!
The way i see it you have 2 choices F.E.A.R - Fear Everything And Run or Fight Everything And Resist.
Walk along and be happy =)
And take life as it is.
Denki Chou or Forget Everything And Remember! There's a song, F.E.A.R. by Ian Brown you should see. :-)
Ciwana , this live video from you, such emotions is very boldly. I wanted to say , don't care about these prejudices! you are such what is, and we love you so what you are**, and everything else - these girls on the cover of this Photoshop. You have a perfect figure in my opinion, Yes, sometimes we hate ourselves , but we also take the self - contradiction and harmony in one and the song is proof Agonoize. I very much liked the video ** you're a very strong girl **
....well thank you very much!!!....and/but: this video isn´t about me. But about things I picked up from my social surrounding + the media. I just "used" myself to picture it. Because this is such a serious topic...I just wasn´t sure how people would react to the video.
Yes, I realized that this is not specifically about you, and common vision. however, this is an interesting experiment on the audience of your video /
It definitly is. Well...it´s not completly "general". I had (to many) friends how suffert from one or the other of these issues. And I just wanted to put that into a video. Put its definitly interesting to see how people react. And maybe it helps some. Or helps some people better take care of their friends.
I like the way you are like the way you dance
sehr gut gemachtes video...
i love u hair :) so long and just lovely :) i think this kind of music is epic and i love how people dress them up so awsome :) 10 thumbps up :)
thank you very much!!! ^-^
Love this video ciwanna makes me realize how fake this world can be.
Great video :) Always enjoy your dancing too. Keep on dancing, from a dancer in Canada
thank you very much! :)
You are beautiful and I love your Video *-*
Loved vid
Awesome video hun, very strong message brought across.
Big Thumbs up
thank you!
oh ohaaaa... ciwana macht ein ernstes video :D
ich schau es trotzdem^^....
agonoize ziemlich hart rüber kommt^^...
mal was anderes von den songs was du immer auflegst *smile*
das video gut... das mit spiegeln geil macht... da passt dann wieder der
song titel irgendwie dazu... "ich gegen mich selbst"
zum thema dünn hungern.... O.o
hmmm.... ne ne nix da... ciwana bleib wie du bist :D
hat man wenigst was zum anfassen :D hahaha....
danke schön für den Kommentar!
Und: ich hab sowieso besseres zu tun als Essen und Nicht-Essen zu meinem Lebensmittelpunkt zu machen.:)
dann bin ich beruhigt XD
ich hab sehr großen respekt vor dir, dass du so ein tanzvideo gemacht hast.... ich kämpfe auch mit den kilos... aber dass ich sie drauf kriege... durch meine gene bin zwar schlank, aber dennoch für meine größe und mein alter zu leicht.. und durch meinen beruf als altenpflegerin kommen nur leider wenige drauf, eher das gegenteil... und kämpfe allgemein sehr lange damit... ich, weiß, es ist kein trost. aber du bist gut so wie du bist.
Vielen Dank für deinen Kommentar. Ja...leider sind die Menschen oft so. Wenn sie klein sind, wollen sie groß sein und anderesherum. Wenn sie dünn sind, ein bisschen mehr drauf haben und andersherum. Dabei ist jeder schön so wie er/sie ist. Und du bist auch ein sehr schöne Frau!
Eine sehr schöne Inzenierung zum Track.
Däumchen hoch Kleene.
=) danke schön.
FUCKING LOVE THISSS!!!LOVE THOSE MOVES! I WILL TRY TO DANCE THIS (WITH MY TIPE.OF MOVES,ALSO A LITTLE BIT INDUSTRIAL,MORE EASY,TO TRY TO "NORMAL PEOPLE" GET INTRODUCE TO THIS WORLD!!!) :)
this is very good.
+Anthony Lopez ^.^ thanx
This video is so fucking great
your very welcome ! keep up the good work !!! 😈😈😈
super video du hast den text gut umgesetzt^^
danke schön! =)
You're beautiful the way you are hun! Love you!!
Gutes Video...respekt!
Danke schön! :)
cool!!!
excellent performance and dance. something i also wanted to know :-)
thank you very much!!
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YOUR AWSOME!!!! i love your videos there just to cool.😂😃
thank you very much!
awesome video well done
thank you! :)
buen dance y un gran ejemplo like 3:)
muchas gracias!!
denada espero subas nuevos videos :)
Great Vid! Fantastic song. Smooth editing. Overall... A- fuckin Plus! Great job! Thanks for posting!
thank you very much for your comment!
🖤
wow! I love this :)
+amberwitchi
genial excelente desenlace me latio
Amazing routine and amazing message behind it! And sorry for the bad pun on my reply on your vid with Zinthya....It was there and my sense of humor went into overdrive...Wait what am I saying I REGRET NOTHING!
^^ well...thank you for this comment! :)
No problem.
Its a struggle. you look amazing though
if your ever in Glasgow Scotland Bonnie lassie ,
Please pop over and teach me how to dance , I think my first dance will be to this tune.
take care
un vídeo muy hermoso para dar conciencia,
una sugerencia puedes hacer un vídeo en contra del mal gobierno o en contra del maltrato anima es una sugerencia =) saludos desde mexico a mi me encanta la electro industrial =)
muchas gracias para tu commentario!
super umgesetzt, tolles video
danke!
thy well be done.
thank you! :)
(Shut up cyber child she did a great video and all you can think of is her house)
^^...well...thank you!
No problem :D it was impossible for you to do a song about hating yourself when you have long hair, chocolate and a dance studio
YOU ARE PERFECT ;)
Respect
thank you!
but at the end i feel so sorry for you:/
i hope you really don't think that way over you.
and if so, i wish you strength and happiness :)
:D thank you very much! Maybe you should watch other of my videos as well :) I am actually a very happy person.
ok i will :) i
i will upload a dancemovie too one of these days :)
Die Message finde ich generell sehr gut, keine Frage.
Jedoch machen das dann, wie hier eben, Mädels, welche eigentlich eine super Figur haben und das wirkt dann, zumindest auf mich, etwas unauthentisch. Natürlich ist die Zufriedenheit mit sich und seinem Körper in erster Linie subjektiv.
Aber sind wir ehrlich, ein wenig Objektivität gehört dennoch dazu, sonst wirkt das ganze ein wenig unrealistisch.
Nichts desto trotz, toll getanzt ;)
I gotta get to know you. you have lovely taste in music
+Anthony Lopez thank you!
don't worry, you're not fat, great moves :)
Awww ciwi i learnt something about you. I could be wrong but i'm pretty dam sure i'm right. I did suspect it though. Will not say in public though. Shit ciwi this is uber personal video. Respect for it !! And you showed your actual weight . i know for guys to understand it is not as easy. (Im not saying all guys are the same) but i know for girls how u look is important and things. I have actually watched girls lives just wither away because of things like this. U know some people turn to drugs and some to self mutilation or self punishment. Woman are 4x more likey to suffer from depression then men are. Ofc i must be one of the men who suffer from depression and a whole lot more (lucky me) so i really understand this sort of thing. There is something maybe i should tell u but up until not u have not been seriuos and i was unsure u would judge me. I thought about making like a helpline website thingy to help those in trouble. I'm not a shrink or qualified but i think i am more than qualified because i have lived through it. And honestly no matter how sick or twisted or depraved anything is, i feel no fear as it is pointless. Whats to dear when u have seen it all ? I dunno maybe these are ramblings of a mad man. And if u or anyone else needs a talk i'm here i'm active and im pretty helpful and good at making people feel better and all that sort :) and trust me nothing u can say can shock me or judge u in a harsh manner as others would. I hope you all have a wonderful day and never give up on life please !!
...well...thank you very much for your comment. And that you care about my wellbeing. But: I made this video to make aware of a problem that exists in many parts of society. =) I am to happy to ever give up life. This is an art video and not myself. As for the weigth...oh well...that´s pretty easy. I pick-up something heavy in the first szene. And afterwards I pushed myself up (that was really hard, because you have to be really carefully to hold yourself in position for some time. Otherwise the scale won´t stop at a certain weight but move constantly^^). No weight was gain or lost for making this video^^
Jason XG
...well. The problem with suicide is that the people have lost hope. They don´t care about life anymore. They don´t feel anything or they feel hopeless. They wouldn´t see a piont in robbing a bank. They need professional help and somebody who takes them into their arms that says to them that they are loved.
Ciwana Black hey it's an excuse to be a serial killer ;)
great video! could i have permission to use some footage for a music video? I'll credit you of course, thanks
Chemical Insanity :) thank you for asking. Yes you can use it - if i get the link afterwards (so that I can watch/listen to it as well) + with my name and link to my original video in it.
of course i will and many thanks, i've sent a few messages to you from some of your videos, will be in touch soon, thanks x
I just saw that. Which of the videos do you actually want to use? :)
I've watched most of them and i like everything i've seen. I'm part of a heavy electronic/industrial band but can't afford to make a video for our music so i ask people if i can use some of theirs and then i put everything together to go with the song. I really appreciate you letting me use the footage. I miss Germany aswell, i used to live there x
Hope you do NOT hate yourself :) !
^^ no - I actually like myself =)
it is extremly confusing, but your way of dancing is beautiful to watch, but a little bit to slow for the music. still you are perfect with the slow and fast industrial. pls keep it up
I'm 48 and remember industrial goth dancing and this is watered down, almost on the verge of a pilates movement class. There is no angst in it ect..... and most of the dancing videos for industrial they all look the same. Looks like they are having a hard time giving directions with all the pointing and aiming.....LOL