I'm listening to this song at 2am & it's raining outside. Thinking about my life rn. Hope whoever finds this message will achieve their goals and try to live in the moment happily.
Tbh is it possible to be depressed and love your life at the same time. Like I romanticize life and I love everything about it but everything around me is just toxic and I can't even leave this toxic environment because the toxicity starts from my own home and its not like they don't love me and all. I feel ungrateful sometime but everyone in my family is unintentionally toxic and close minded and whenever I tried to tell them they tell me to shut up. Like its exhausting surrounding yourself with people who don't match your vibe. When I am confident my friend always tell me I am being narcissistic when I am just feeling happy and confident. I feel like I am finally making some progress and something happens and just pulls me back to reality and I am back to square one of being depressed and lonely. People used to praise me for being mature for my age but now they think I am boring. At school I have cheerful personality and All my friends and classmates tell me I have it easy in life whereas at home I am quiet almost like I can't be myself so everyone in my house thinks I am loser. It just feels like I am walking on eggshells where I have to balance out both of my personality or I will be left with none. I am either overestimated or under appreciated. Its like I neither belong here nor there. I know miracles don't exist but I wish if there is next chance or maybe a next life I could be around people who would support me and match my positive level. I hope I can find mom and dad and siblings and friends who care
@@milkaddiction513 it's okay to be what you are but if you're "truly okay". Fearing what's reaching you will make you more fearful about what's about to come.
I love life, but not my existence. I wish I didn’t exist, that I was just an observer of this beautiful world. But thank you very much for your kind words
Don’t mean to rain on your parade but are you young? I was the same way until puberty and school sort of ruined me, but I’ve been trying to get life back together.
07/09/23 Time-5:37am I'm currently trying to study in the morning so I can finally catch up with my work but first I need to wind down. This music helps me to feel mellow and calm. I know that I'm in a pickle but it's temporary and I know I can do this. 8/09/23 Time-5:56am Listening to this song again. I have finished my work at 9:06pm yesterday. Feels good to lift the weight off my shoulders. I'm relaxing myself ,slumping into my wooden chair. 9/09/23 Time-22:44pm I have a test on Monday so I need to study. 11/09/23 Time-5:42am Right, today is the day of my test. I'm now doing my flashcards, revising my weakest areas and doing past papers. Wish me luck!
28/09/23 Time:19:42pm I'm back! Sorry for leaving! I've been busy for the past few weeks so here is the update: -Science test was incredibly hard and I gotten a bad score but don't worry people also had bad grades as well since it was our first test. I'm going to a trip next friday which I'm excited about-I'm going to Flamingo land by the way! Edit: I'm actually not. I thought I was going to Flamingo Land but I wasn't sadly. -I went for a walk with my friend at 26th September-it was fun! -I have more exams next week and more work due so that's just absorbing all my energy. -I'm having extra lessons since I have gotten sick for like a few days so yay! - I'm currently watching cartoons eventhough I'm like a young adult-Summer Camp Island, Fionna and Cake and some other animes as well! -I've been listening to this song daily for like 3 weeks so whoo! -I'm going to be watching Five Nights at Freddy at the cinema next month since it's going to be released in the UK at 25th October! -I'm trying to get back at drawing and animating since I haven't posted a video for like 5-6 months and taking a break. -School is getting a bit stressful but I'll work through it at the end! -I've started to play a recorder after leaving it for 2 months. It's a hobby for me eventhough I don't play it consistently. -Life is going downhill but like I said I'll be able to do it! -I'm eating new things like Chinese sweets called White Rabbits. It's a sweet that has rice paper wrapped on to it it's edible to eat! You put it in your mouth and just suck the flavour. It's best not to chew because the texture is sticky. There are other types of flavours as well. My favourite flavour is milk however I don't really like milk in general. -I'm eating fish and chips today! -I keep waking up at 3am-5am! I was a night owl back then but I trained myself to be an early bird so success! I'm just putting small things as a gratitude. It makes my day more joyful. 29/09/23 Time-4:41am Day 22 of listening to this music. I'll updating here for now on. Currently, I'm in my bedroom studying for next week exams. I'm excited it's Friday today but also tired because yesterday was a lot of stressful. Hope my day will turn out well! 30/09/23 Time-14:27pm Last day of September! Gosh time really flies. Spooky month will begin tomorrow! Unfortunately, I'm in a bad mood today. Had an argument with one of my relatives and I have no energy to study. I'm listening to this while I'm practicing solving quadratic equations and factorising. Yesterday was bit better than Thursday-I was able to eat an ice cream which was caramel flavour. Have a good weekend everyone! 1/10/23 Time:6:48pm It's the spooky month! I'm currently planning to read books during the month since I haven't read for 1-2 months. Well happy reading from me! 2/10/23 Time-19:55pm 2nd day of spooky month! I did table tennis today with my friends during school-it was fun! I also did drawings after months of not drawing-I'm going to take small steps for myself. I'm going to revise for my mock next week-I'm going to help my future self! I also spent 20 minutes reading! I have accomplished many things today! Hope I do more tomorrow! 3/10/23 Time-19:51pm 3rd day of spooky month! I was drawing characters called Wendy and Abagail from Don't Starve Together and I also drew a meme as well which is about a girl saying "It's October 3rd." School was chill however one of my friends keep stealing my stuff as a joke. Eventually, I hit them(gently) from being annoying. I attempted to do a higher maths paper-it was hard! Even my friends from top set struggled! 4/10/23 Time-3:30am 4th day of spooky month! Woke up really early today to do my usual morning routine. Everything is really dark out there and I'm awake. Time-20:08pm Also sadly I couldn't go to my trip actually since I submitted the form late so I couldn't go. Life isn't fair because the teachers was supposed to sort it out but they left it out. I am also having a bloody headache. I'm just really upset today. I have no energy. I need to rest. 5/10/23 Time-5:48am 5th day of spooky month! I'm okay by the way from yesterday. I was really tired since I have work all piled up but I'm going to finish them! 6/10/23 Time-6:54am 6th day of spooky month! I'm a bit tired today since I went to bed really late but today I'm going to have leftover pizza for breakfast! Time-6:54pm-10 hours later. Today wasn't a bad day at all. Eventhough most of my classes was boring since people left for the trip, it was thanks to my friends who made it entertaining. At the last period of the day, there was this strict teacher who would ridiculously put people in isolations for only small things- 5 students was sent to isolation for making animal sounds and one of them was just yawning! 7/10/23 Time:17:05pm 7th day of Spooky Month! Happy weekend! I have my mock next week so I'm currently studying and I'm using new revision techniques as well to apply. Have a good day people! 8/10/23 Time:18:43pm 8th day of Spooky Month! Tomorrow is my mock and I'm worried. I'm going to revise my weak areas since it's a priority for me to do so and I have another mock next friday. I hope I will do well on those mocks. Wish me luck! 9/10/23 Time:19:56pm 9th day of Spooky Month! I did my mock today- it went fine actually! I have this week and next week of school so I can't wait for the holidays! 10/10/23 Time:21:43pm I'm tired. Sorry. I don't have any exciting update but soon tomorrow will be another exciting day. 11/10/23 Time-18:53 Hello everyone. I'm refreshed today. I had a laugh with my friend in computer science because we were flinging pens at each other and wheezing for 5-10 minutes-it was fun! Yesterday was also my lucky day! Briefly, a teacher came after for me when I was doing my 3rd lesson(which was science)to compensate me for Domino's pizza when I should of gone to the reward trip but I wasn't listed somehow. I was able to invite my friend for Friday's pizza lunch. 12/10/23 Time-22:45pm 12th day of Spooky Month! Really busy today! Can't update now! 13/10.23 Time-9:00pm 13th day of Spooky Month! 14/10/23 Time-21:04pm 14th day of Spooky Month! Sorry for not updating yesterday-I was quite tired to type about it. Yesterday, I had my pizza lunch with my friend-we were eating it from the conference room since people might get jealous of eating Domino's pizza. We had pepperoni pizza and we didn't seem to eat it all-we get full easily. There was only people in the room and there was over 100's Haribo's in a box-the teacher lets us have it therefore it went really chaotic. People were taking all the Haribo's including me-I took around over 30 bags of Haribo's. It was quite a nice day. I also drew 4 drawings in my sketchbook! I'm proud of myself. Today was boring-I just scrolled on my phone for 6-7 hours. 15/10/23 Time:22:25pm 15th day of Spooky Month! I have to go to bed early today but I used my phone for two hours. Welp good night. I will update what happened during the morning. 16/10/23 Time-21:20pm 16th day of Spooky Month! Is it me or am I getting bad luck? I don't have the time to tell what happened today and from yesterday. This is disappointing for you people. I can give you short, snappy updates to show you that I'm alive but one day I might be able to tell you what happened once I'm free from school. In the meantime ,see you guys! I can't promise that I can tell you everything. 17/10/23 Time-21:14pm 17th day of Spooky Month! Still doing well! 18/10/23 Time-20:06pm 18th day of Spooky Month! Hi guys. I have enough time to talk about what had happened from the next few days. 15th October -I was binge watching Adventure Time to install nostalgic memories that flows through my head. I can't believe it had ended. -I was planning an animation that might be released around early November. I may not be doing videos right now but soon as the holidays comes ,I will be focused on making an animation. -I exercised for 30-40 minutes at home-I lost 2 pounds in a week! Staying strong on my fitness work. 16th October -I woke up at 3am and everything was so peaceful. I managed to complete my tasks and do my victorious dance at the end. -I gave my friends a lot of Haribo's from last Friday-they were shocked of how many I have took. -School was fun for once! -My friend kindly made me a gift which was a keychain that was embroidered with purple and yellow to represent DLD awareness day and non-binary colours-it made me happy! 17th October -School was okay as usual. -I did some tests-it went okay I think. -I have gotten some chocolate from my friend which was Oreo Bites-I gladly ate them all. -My friend arrived from Cyprus-they had a great time but they have to catch up work that is due for 3 weeks. Okay so I wanted to talk about what happened today so.... after lunch I was queueing with my other classmates that was waiting for the teacher to come who occasionally arrives late after 5 minutes had passed since they were the head of Year 11. I was standing around the ICT corridor when all of the sudden, a girl came out of one of the ICT rooms and like pounced on a girl that was just causally strolling to her lessons. The girl grabbed her hair and like smacked her violently that the other girl didn't have time to react. Eventually, there was a scrap fight and everybody ran to see it. They continued to spank each other and grasping onto their hair until two teachers came to pull them apart. The girl that was being randomly targeted went to my primary school and I felt bad for her. Like, why did the girl attacked my old classmate? I soon heard that the girl was sent to isolation or being excluded from the principal after her aggression on another student. At least, it made my day more interesting. Honestly, the girl have some issues like everyone else-just more openly. Now I need to study sadly but have a nice evening. à demain! h
This gives visiting relatives and nothing goes batsh*t insane for once... I envision just sitting with aunts, uncles and other relatives, having coffee, one of them has a beer, it's mid afternoon, not scorching hot anymore because its raining. There's a kalabaw tied off to the side, and someone had just brought some wine out. Everyone is discussing what they should do as a family vacation and someone says to maybe check out your performance during a parade sometime soon, it's calm, there's no real drama and the grandparents are napping with the grandkids, the cousins are joking about each other's SOs and alike and you're just sipping some drink while you sit near the edge of the roof of the open area, liking the rain.
To everyone reading this, Sometimes, thinking becomes hazardous when all you need to go with flow in life, so just enjoy where you are going, it has a purpose.
Dont fear life just because its cruel and injustice Dont run from life just because we've hurt by it once Dont end the life just because you feel like you dont have any purpose in life anymore When nothing ever comes as we planned, thats where it gets interesting. Please hear me, stranger of the internet. You're never alone. Its a strange world we live in, but thats the beauty right? Think of it like a canvas ; you need to have dark over the light. if you have dark over dark, you basically have nothing, and vice versa. Keep moving foward, stranger. You are better than what you think. -sincerely, random user on internet
There's this guy that i like.. He likes me too but we live quite far! We plan on dating by the start of the year. I want to hold his hands and think of this song. I will be so happy. He makes me feel so loved..
Just beware if he's in a foreign country on an oil rig, government contractor or military...calls you his Queen and keeps asking what you ate. Next step if he's flying to you but got high jacked, wallet stolen or passport taken...bank funds are frozen so please my Queen I need $5,000. DELETE AND BLOCK! ❤🎉 If none of the above God bless! 🙏❤️🙏
So update! It in fact did NOT work out, that relationship sadly shown to be a very toxic one.. We never got to meet and instead i got a lot of trauma from it, the person who helped me out tho is now my actual boyfriend! We go out on little dates, hold hands, he was actually my first kiss as well! I couldn't be happier, me and the other person are now on good terms but i wish i didn't get hurt for that long, I'm just glad I'm in a better place emotionally right now and happier as well, that relationship caused me to go to the hospital with severe anxiety and everything else so.. I'm truly glad I don't have to deal with that anymore, I'm still healing! Going to the therapist every once in a while and taking it slow on my own pace, everyday! Take care yall 🫶
It’s currently night time I am listening to this music contemplating how my life has been and what has been going on so far. I have been struggling with doing my grades getting A’s and it has been paying off. But I’ve been struggling with finding out if I can really trust my friends at school because some of them have bad reputations or other problems in life and I really hope that everything could just bounce back a bit. It’s just that I’m so dug into my work and assignments that I’ve been focusing too much on my work and not letting myself open up and take a breath of air.
Im soon to be 18 and I feel like I'm already about give up , i wonder how much longer i can hold out but that aside i am just trying to not think about it and enjoy this little time i have as a "child" i never got to enjoy much of my childhood so that is all I wish for at the moment.
Hey it gets better man, I know I probably don’t know your situation well but here’s the way I look at it, if we keep making the same mistakes as other people, we’re not gonna get anywhere so think about it, don’t look back and be angry, I made that mistake but I realised I shouldn’t make the same mistake again and actually did something, I joined a gym, I started thinking more realistically and less pessimistic, It gets better like it or not, love fae Scotland
hey, it gets rough, but just know that people love you and care about you. And even if they didn't, you still got yourself, and all the things you enjoy, or want to enjoy. Try to find something that sparks joy, if you can.
Why are you about to give up at such a young age? Whatever it is, I assure you things will get worse at a later age. What I also assure you is you'll get through it. Instead of worrying too much about how you're gonna deal with everything right now, just worry about the next step and make sure you follow it. Also make some friends and don't take yourself so seriously. You're a nobody and it's a good thing. Take your time and become what you want to be
I felt that way when I was 17. I'm 25, going to be 26 soon. Getting married next Spring. Going to a good college in a year, dropped out the first time I went. Even now I sometimes feel like I'm fighting through today to see tomorrow. I don't think it gets better. I think you'll find more reasons to fight and you'll not want to give up anymore. The world can be so beautiful, I'm so glad I stuck around to see that. Though I struggle silently often, I look forward to the beauty the world will surprise me with. I'm big on nature and observation. I'm from Oregon, USA. I go to a destination I like and I sit there and observe. I go star watching in the countryside where I can see the Milky Way perfect and once, Jupiter with the naked eye. I love rock/fossil hunting and learning about how they're made. I like learning about how old the layers of dirt are in the rolling hills all over OR. I like thinking about how things used to look millions of years ago where I stand today. The only advice I'd give is to not run away from those feelings by using substances. Feelings are not bad, your brain is telling you something and it won't ever stop telling those things even if you try to ignore it. A lot can be learned from pain and sadness. What are you learning about yourself from this?
Life has been kinda painful... The exam i studied an year for isn't going so well.. I feel like I won't be able to score an A+... All my teachers parents were so sure that I would score an A+... I just disappointed them.. I still have 6 exams left...here to listen to the rain...
I'm happy in this moment. I'm grateful for everything. I'm alive and I can listen to this beautiful music. I love my life and I love myself. I'm currently a student and trying to achieve my goals. There are lots of difficulties and hardships which I've to go through.they do stress me out.but I know I'm going to get over all this coz I'm brave and hardworking. I'll surely crack my exam.😊 I just want to tell myself to always keeping smiling and remember that I'm a brave girl and I can face anything and everything.keep going Maitreyee and I'm proud of you my girl ❤️🥰
I miss my friends i miss my old life...yes im not that very old but these 2 years were tough definitely...im looking forward to the future its just a couple of months now after then it'll be over im looking forward to it
1:44 Am, Wednesday January 17th 2024. I am in my bed. Negative thoughts, stress building up. Final exams, work due, I never took time to just sit back and relax. Thank you.
Maybe I'll be listening to this when I am old and lonely and my parents would probably be dead that would suck cause they are the only ones I have in my life but this is life isn't it.People will come and go but the memories will be with us till the end.
18/10/2023 (Wednesday) 12:58 am God knows how much overwhelmed i am with life rn. So many things going on. With assignments, life issues and so many more, i feel like giving up. I would, but here i am, listening to this is like my coping mechanism. I miss home, i miss my family. This tune for some reason keeps me company. 28 October 2023 (Saturday) 10:25 p.m Just finished a hectic week, finished a whole ass project with assignments also. I hope things will get better for me. For some reason, this is the place where people express themselves. Glad to be here. Much love everyone! 4 November 2023 (Saturday) 1:29 PM Another saturday update, finished some presentations for this week. Still trying to be strong! Another week of presentations will be coming, hoping to do well. Anyways, I'm really happy because i'm currently at my hometown. Feels good to be back. Cheers everyone! 18 November 2023 (Saturday) 12:39 AM Sorry for the late update guys, I've been very busy. One more assignment to go! OMG I'm very excited. But i have some dancing moves that I need to master for our dinner night. A bit awkward but had to do it anyways. Almost holiday season guys. Holding on, staying strong. Cheers!
Ito ang aking pinapakinggan kapag ako ay inaatake ng takot dahil sa magulang pamilya na hindi kayang ayusin, tuwing nagiging bayolente sila sa isat isa, yung takot nanararamdaman ko at trauma ay pinapahina ang katawan ko, pero may sumusuporta naman saken at yun ang pananalangin sa diyos ng kapayapaan at sakanya din ako kumukuwa ng lakas ng loob na magpatuloy. Itong musika ay labis na nakakatulong sakin upang magbigay kapayapaan sa aking puso't isip.
This sounds like a "not The End, bur rather, a See You Soon" ending song to a particularly interrsting, harsh and beautiful part of one's slice of life movie.
In my little office corner preparing for my weekly audit. Thinking how far I have come, and how far I still have to go. But as what they have said, smell the flowers as we walk along the way.
Dormí escuchando esta canción y soñe con un amor imposible q nunca pude tener siendo felices .. 😢 Ahora duermo todas las noches escuchado esta melodía esperando volver a tener una vez mas ese hermoso sueño
you dont have to have a reason to be happy today, you can chose if today is going to be a good day, you can choose if your going to be happy or not. make every day a good day.
It has the same energy as if you’ve lost the only relic of a person you’ve held dear but you don’t feel sad you feel at peace now that you were able to let that part of your life and you can now be at rest
Life is truly beautiful no matter what situation your in when this is what your listening too, the simplicity of your childhood and the realisation of no matter how big the universe feels and the inevitability of its death, the world and day is your oyster; a blank sheet for you to mould and remould for eternity: because at the end of day, no matter how look at life, a blessing, a curse, maybe there is a god out there, life is definitely something To whoever reads this, have a nice day know that your significant no matter how small you are against everything else -a cool guy with a Co0l name
Volunteered for 2 years to join a uniformed agency just got DQ'd 2 months ago my girl who ive loved with all my heart for 6yrs left me, all of that happened in a Single month its been 2 months now but im slowly getting better Keep fighting my brothers and sisters As they say"there always a Rainbow always after the rain"
• To help you learn from your mistakes • To help you grow better as a person • To share a different point of view • To shed light on problems • To help distinguish what you want to be and what you don't • To find the good in the bad • To find the bad in the good • To help you keep going • To make you feel emotion • To help you find flaws in yourself An enemy doesn't always mean someone who can't be your friend. An enemy is just someone who you don't understand and vice versa.
I'm listening to this song at 2am & it's raining outside.
Thinking about my life rn.
Hope whoever finds this message will achieve their goals and try to live in the moment happily.
You too buddy
The same for you brother.
Thank you brother
UNO reverse plus 4 😊 hope the same for you
Muchas gracias!!
I love my life and I truly wish you are okay with your life right now too. Or you can start loving it from now 🤭
Tbh is it possible to be depressed and love your life at the same time. Like I romanticize life and I love everything about it but everything around me is just toxic and I can't even leave this toxic environment because the toxicity starts from my own home and its not like they don't love me and all. I feel ungrateful sometime but everyone in my family is unintentionally toxic and close minded and whenever I tried to tell them they tell me to shut up. Like its exhausting surrounding yourself with people who don't match your vibe. When I am confident my friend always tell me I am being narcissistic when I am just feeling happy and confident. I feel like I am finally making some progress and something happens and just pulls me back to reality and I am back to square one of being depressed and lonely. People used to praise me for being mature for my age but now they think I am boring. At school I have cheerful personality and All my friends and classmates tell me I have it easy in life whereas at home I am quiet almost like I can't be myself so everyone in my house thinks I am loser. It just feels like I am walking on eggshells where I have to balance out both of my personality or I will be left with none. I am either overestimated or under appreciated. Its like I neither belong here nor there. I know miracles don't exist but I wish if there is next chance or maybe a next life I could be around people who would support me and match my positive level. I hope I can find mom and dad and siblings and friends who care
@@milkaddiction513 it's okay to be what you are but if you're "truly okay". Fearing what's reaching you will make you more fearful about what's about to come.
I love life, but not my existence. I wish I didn’t exist, that I was just an observer of this beautiful world. But thank you very much for your kind words
I hate it so much, I wanna leave please, I live in hell, fkin HELLL
Don’t mean to rain on your parade but are you young? I was the same way until puberty and school sort of ruined me, but I’ve been trying to get life back together.
07/09/23
Time-5:37am
I'm currently trying to study in the morning so I can finally catch up with my work but first I need to wind down. This music helps me to feel mellow and calm. I know that I'm in a pickle but it's temporary and I know I can do this.
8/09/23
Time-5:56am
Listening to this song again. I have finished my work at 9:06pm yesterday. Feels good to lift the weight off my shoulders. I'm relaxing myself ,slumping into my wooden chair.
9/09/23
Time-22:44pm
I have a test on Monday so I need to study.
11/09/23
Time-5:42am
Right, today is the day of my test. I'm now doing my flashcards, revising my weakest areas and doing past papers. Wish me luck!
YOU GOT THIS !!! 💗💗
good luck, so how it goes?
How did your test go?
I need updates 🥺... I also want to see how u were doing these past few days, because I want to think about what I also did during those days.
28/09/23
Time:19:42pm
I'm back! Sorry for leaving! I've been busy for the past few weeks so here is the update:
-Science test was incredibly hard and I gotten a bad score but don't worry people also had bad grades as well since it was our first test.
I'm going to a trip next friday which I'm excited about-I'm going to Flamingo land by the way!
Edit: I'm actually not. I thought I was going to Flamingo Land but I wasn't sadly.
-I went for a walk with my friend at 26th September-it was fun!
-I have more exams next week and more work due so that's just absorbing all my energy.
-I'm having extra lessons since I have gotten sick for like a few days so yay!
- I'm currently watching cartoons eventhough I'm like a young adult-Summer Camp Island, Fionna and Cake and some other animes as well!
-I've been listening to this song daily for like 3 weeks so whoo!
-I'm going to be watching Five Nights at Freddy at the cinema next month since it's going to be released in the UK at 25th October!
-I'm trying to get back at drawing and animating since I haven't posted a video for like 5-6 months and taking a break.
-School is getting a bit stressful but I'll work through it at the end!
-I've started to play a recorder after leaving it for 2 months. It's a hobby for me eventhough I don't play it consistently.
-Life is going downhill but like I said I'll be able to do it!
-I'm eating new things like Chinese sweets called White Rabbits. It's a sweet that has rice paper wrapped on to it it's edible to eat! You put it in your mouth and just suck the flavour. It's best not to chew because the texture is sticky. There are other types of flavours as well. My favourite flavour is milk however I don't really like milk in general.
-I'm eating fish and chips today!
-I keep waking up at 3am-5am! I was a night owl back then but I trained myself to be an early bird so success!
I'm just putting small things as a gratitude. It makes my day more joyful.
29/09/23
Time-4:41am
Day 22 of listening to this music. I'll updating here for now on. Currently, I'm in my bedroom studying for next week exams. I'm excited it's Friday today but also tired because yesterday was a lot of stressful. Hope my day will turn out well!
30/09/23
Time-14:27pm
Last day of September! Gosh time really flies. Spooky month will begin tomorrow! Unfortunately, I'm in a bad mood today. Had an argument with one of my relatives and I have no energy to study. I'm listening to this while I'm practicing solving quadratic equations and factorising. Yesterday was bit better than Thursday-I was able to eat an ice cream which was caramel flavour. Have a good weekend everyone!
1/10/23
Time:6:48pm
It's the spooky month! I'm currently planning to read books during the month since I haven't read for 1-2 months. Well happy reading from me!
2/10/23
Time-19:55pm
2nd day of spooky month! I did table tennis today with my friends during school-it was fun! I also did drawings after months of not drawing-I'm going to take small steps for myself. I'm going to revise for my mock next week-I'm going to help my future self! I also spent 20 minutes reading! I have accomplished many things today! Hope I do more tomorrow!
3/10/23
Time-19:51pm
3rd day of spooky month! I was drawing characters called Wendy and Abagail from Don't Starve Together and I also drew a meme as well which is about a girl saying "It's October 3rd." School was chill however one of my friends keep stealing my stuff as a joke. Eventually, I hit them(gently) from being annoying. I attempted to do a higher maths paper-it was hard! Even my friends from top set struggled!
4/10/23
Time-3:30am
4th day of spooky month! Woke up really early today to do my usual morning routine. Everything is really dark out there and I'm awake.
Time-20:08pm
Also sadly I couldn't go to my trip actually since I submitted the form late so I couldn't go. Life isn't fair because the teachers was supposed to sort it out but they left it out. I am also having a bloody headache. I'm just really upset today. I have no energy. I need to rest.
5/10/23
Time-5:48am
5th day of spooky month! I'm okay by the way from yesterday. I was really tired since I have work all piled up but I'm going to finish them!
6/10/23
Time-6:54am
6th day of spooky month! I'm a bit tired today since I went to bed really late but today I'm going to have leftover pizza for breakfast!
Time-6:54pm-10 hours later. Today wasn't a bad day at all. Eventhough most of my classes was boring since people left for the trip, it was thanks to my friends who made it entertaining. At the last period of the day, there was this strict teacher who would ridiculously put people in isolations for only small things- 5 students was sent to isolation for making animal sounds and one of them was just yawning!
7/10/23
Time:17:05pm
7th day of Spooky Month! Happy weekend! I have my mock next week so I'm currently studying and I'm using new revision techniques as well to apply. Have a good day people!
8/10/23
Time:18:43pm
8th day of Spooky Month! Tomorrow is my mock and I'm worried. I'm going to revise my weak areas since it's a priority for me to do so and I have another mock next friday. I hope I will do well on those mocks. Wish me luck!
9/10/23
Time:19:56pm
9th day of Spooky Month! I did my mock today- it went fine actually! I have this week and next week of school so I can't wait for the holidays!
10/10/23
Time:21:43pm
I'm tired. Sorry. I don't have any exciting update but soon tomorrow will be another exciting day.
11/10/23
Time-18:53
Hello everyone. I'm refreshed today. I had a laugh with my friend in computer science because we were flinging pens at each other and wheezing for 5-10 minutes-it was fun! Yesterday was also my lucky day! Briefly, a teacher came after for me when I was doing my 3rd lesson(which was science)to compensate me for Domino's pizza when I should of gone to the reward trip but I wasn't listed somehow. I was able to invite my friend for Friday's pizza lunch.
12/10/23
Time-22:45pm
12th day of Spooky Month! Really busy today! Can't update now!
13/10.23
Time-9:00pm
13th day of Spooky Month!
14/10/23
Time-21:04pm
14th day of Spooky Month! Sorry for not updating yesterday-I was quite tired to type about it. Yesterday, I had my pizza lunch with my friend-we were eating it from the conference room since people might get jealous of eating Domino's pizza. We had pepperoni pizza and we didn't seem to eat it all-we get full easily. There was only people in the room and there was over 100's Haribo's in a box-the teacher lets us have it therefore it went really chaotic. People were taking all the Haribo's including me-I took around over 30 bags of Haribo's. It was quite a nice day. I also drew 4 drawings in my sketchbook! I'm proud of myself. Today was boring-I just scrolled on my phone for 6-7 hours.
15/10/23
Time:22:25pm
15th day of Spooky Month! I have to go to bed early today but I used my phone for two hours. Welp good night. I will update what happened during the morning.
16/10/23
Time-21:20pm
16th day of Spooky Month! Is it me or am I getting bad luck? I don't have the time to tell what happened today and from yesterday. This is disappointing for you people. I can give you short, snappy updates to show you that I'm alive but one day I might be able to tell you what happened once I'm free from school. In the meantime ,see you guys! I can't promise that I can tell you everything.
17/10/23
Time-21:14pm
17th day of Spooky Month! Still doing well!
18/10/23
Time-20:06pm
18th day of Spooky Month! Hi guys. I have enough time to talk about what had happened from the next few days.
15th October
-I was binge watching Adventure Time to install nostalgic memories that flows through my head. I can't believe it had ended.
-I was planning an animation that might be released around early November. I may not be doing videos right now but soon as the holidays comes ,I will be focused on making an animation.
-I exercised for 30-40 minutes at home-I lost 2 pounds in a week! Staying strong on my fitness work.
16th October
-I woke up at 3am and everything was so peaceful. I managed to complete my tasks and do my victorious dance at the end.
-I gave my friends a lot of Haribo's from last Friday-they were shocked of how many I have took.
-School was fun for once!
-My friend kindly made me a gift which was a keychain that was embroidered with purple and yellow to represent DLD awareness day and non-binary colours-it made me happy!
17th October
-School was okay as usual.
-I did some tests-it went okay I think.
-I have gotten some chocolate from my friend which was Oreo Bites-I gladly ate them all.
-My friend arrived from Cyprus-they had a great time but they have to catch up work that is due for 3 weeks.
Okay so I wanted to talk about what happened today so.... after lunch I was queueing with my other classmates that was waiting for the teacher to come who occasionally arrives late after 5 minutes had passed since they were the head of Year 11. I was standing around the ICT corridor when all of the sudden, a girl came out of one of the ICT rooms and like pounced on a girl that was just causally strolling to her lessons. The girl grabbed her hair and like smacked her violently that the other girl didn't have time to react. Eventually, there was a scrap fight and everybody ran to see it. They continued to spank each other and grasping onto their hair until two teachers came to pull them apart. The girl that was being randomly targeted went to my primary school and I felt bad for her. Like, why did the girl attacked my old classmate? I soon heard that the girl was sent to isolation or being excluded from the principal after her aggression on another student. At least, it made my day more interesting. Honestly, the girl have some issues like everyone else-just more openly. Now I need to study sadly but have a nice evening. à demain!
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A relaxing tune I just got into and my favorite nature sound. Wow, crazy how niche.
No fucking way that we were thinking the same thing!!!! (Minus the rain part :))))
ladyfingers. It has one of the best melodies I've heard. It's just so calming, so relaxing.
This gives visiting relatives and nothing goes batsh*t insane for once...
I envision just sitting with aunts, uncles and other relatives, having coffee, one of them has a beer, it's mid afternoon, not scorching hot anymore because its raining. There's a kalabaw tied off to the side, and someone had just brought some wine out. Everyone is discussing what they should do as a family vacation and someone says to maybe check out your performance during a parade sometime soon, it's calm, there's no real drama and the grandparents are napping with the grandkids, the cousins are joking about each other's SOs and alike and you're just sipping some drink while you sit near the edge of the roof of the open area, liking the rain.
Liking everyone of you so you guys come back and listen to it again.
Thank you for your efforts
i loved that everysongs were combined with rain, its more chill tho
music and rain is one of my most favorite thing in the world ;
To everyone reading this,
Sometimes, thinking becomes hazardous when all you need to go with flow in life, so just enjoy where you are going, it has a purpose.
Muy cierto!
Walking at night time while it rains somewhere beautiful, smoking, smiling, a soda pop and sweet memories of this...
I can just imagine in my head a picture of someone sleeping under a tree watching the rain fall. My life is at it's peakest rn.
I need to play this on my trumpet asap. This is so peaceful
That’s what I did 😂
Dont fear life just because its cruel and injustice
Dont run from life just because we've hurt by it once
Dont end the life just because you feel like you dont have any purpose in life anymore
When nothing ever comes as we planned, thats where it gets interesting. Please hear me, stranger of the internet. You're never alone. Its a strange world we live in, but thats the beauty right? Think of it like a canvas ; you need to have dark over the light. if you have dark over dark, you basically have nothing, and vice versa. Keep moving foward, stranger. You are better than what you think.
-sincerely, random user on internet
Suicide is a long-term solution to a short-term problem.
Beautiful advice from a stranger that has a beautiful heart. ❤
currently sitting in a car listening to this while crying and rethinking my life and all my family issues
Wish you nothing but the best
Same here ❤️
I hear you...😢
There's this guy that i like.. He likes me too but we live quite far! We plan on dating by the start of the year. I want to hold his hands and think of this song. I will be so happy. He makes me feel so loved..
How cute,with you the BEST ,i maybe be a stranger but i wish you happines
Heyyy did it worked out? I wish it did!
Please keep us updated!
Just beware if he's in a foreign country on an oil rig, government contractor or military...calls you his Queen and keeps asking what you ate. Next step if he's flying to you but got high jacked, wallet stolen or passport taken...bank funds are frozen so please my Queen I need $5,000. DELETE AND BLOCK! ❤🎉 If none of the above God bless! 🙏❤️🙏
So update! It in fact did NOT work out, that relationship sadly shown to be a very toxic one.. We never got to meet and instead i got a lot of trauma from it, the person who helped me out tho is now my actual boyfriend! We go out on little dates, hold hands, he was actually my first kiss as well! I couldn't be happier, me and the other person are now on good terms but i wish i didn't get hurt for that long, I'm just glad I'm in a better place emotionally right now and happier as well, that relationship caused me to go to the hospital with severe anxiety and everything else so.. I'm truly glad I don't have to deal with that anymore, I'm still healing! Going to the therapist every once in a while and taking it slow on my own pace, everyday! Take care yall 🫶
It’s currently night time I am listening to this music contemplating how my life has been and what has been going on so far. I have been struggling with doing my grades getting A’s and it has been paying off. But I’ve been struggling with finding out if I can really trust my friends at school because some of them have bad reputations or other problems in life and I really hope that everything could just bounce back a bit. It’s just that I’m so dug into my work and assignments that I’ve been focusing too much on my work and not letting myself open up and take a breath of air.
r u need some friend to talk? i can
You seem very intelligent and insightful for your age. Keep doing what you’re doing and it will be just fine.
Im soon to be 18 and I feel like I'm already about give up , i wonder how much longer i can hold out but that aside i am just trying to not think about it and enjoy this little time i have as a "child" i never got to enjoy much of my childhood so that is all I wish for at the moment.
Hey it gets better man, I know I probably don’t know your situation well but here’s the way I look at it, if we keep making the same mistakes as other people, we’re not gonna get anywhere so think about it, don’t look back and be angry, I made that mistake but I realised I shouldn’t make the same mistake again and actually did something, I joined a gym, I started thinking more realistically and less pessimistic, It gets better like it or not, love fae Scotland
hey, it gets rough, but just know that people love you and care about you. And even if they didn't, you still got yourself, and all the things you enjoy, or want to enjoy. Try to find something that sparks joy, if you can.
I hope you find some peace at the end of your time
Why are you about to give up at such a young age?
Whatever it is, I assure you things will get worse at a later age. What I also assure you is you'll get through it.
Instead of worrying too much about how you're gonna deal with everything right now, just worry about the next step and make sure you follow it. Also make some friends and don't take yourself so seriously. You're a nobody and it's a good thing. Take your time and become what you want to be
I felt that way when I was 17. I'm 25, going to be 26 soon. Getting married next Spring. Going to a good college in a year, dropped out the first time I went.
Even now I sometimes feel like I'm fighting through today to see tomorrow. I don't think it gets better. I think you'll find more reasons to fight and you'll not want to give up anymore.
The world can be so beautiful, I'm so glad I stuck around to see that. Though I struggle silently often, I look forward to the beauty the world will surprise me with. I'm big on nature and observation. I'm from Oregon, USA. I go to a destination I like and I sit there and observe. I go star watching in the countryside where I can see the Milky Way perfect and once, Jupiter with the naked eye. I love rock/fossil hunting and learning about how they're made. I like learning about how old the layers of dirt are in the rolling hills all over OR. I like thinking about how things used to look millions of years ago where I stand today.
The only advice I'd give is to not run away from those feelings by using substances. Feelings are not bad, your brain is telling you something and it won't ever stop telling those things even if you try to ignore it. A lot can be learned from pain and sadness.
What are you learning about yourself from this?
``Hurting Someones Feeling Is Easy As Throwing A Rock In The Ocean , But Do You Know How Deep That Rock Goes?``
I wish I could tell that to the people who hurt me...
But they wouldn't stay to listen
as easy as*
about 8 meters probably
@@JakeMapilisan-gu5wd sometimes, very very deep.
Life has been kinda painful... The exam i studied an year for isn't going so well.. I feel like I won't be able to score an A+... All my teachers parents were so sure that I would score an A+... I just disappointed them.. I still have 6 exams left...here to listen to the rain...
Don't worry bro,let it happen.I also have exams going
Stressing out won't get you anywhere just let it flow.🖤
how did everything turn out?
Hang in there and nothing wrong with a B. Just take care and trust in the Lord. ❤
Did u pass?
Me and my friend talking about our life problems in the park with cigarette and tea. Damn it can't be better.
I'm happy in this moment. I'm grateful for everything. I'm alive and I can listen to this beautiful music. I love my life and I love myself. I'm currently a student and trying to achieve my goals. There are lots of difficulties and hardships which I've to go through.they do stress me out.but I know I'm going to get over all this coz I'm brave and hardworking. I'll surely crack my exam.😊 I just want to tell myself to always keeping smiling and remember that I'm a brave girl and I can face anything and everything.keep going Maitreyee and I'm proud of you my girl ❤️🥰
This melody brings so many lovely memories and it has a romantic feel to it. I could make love forever listening to this song.
Gave me chills, and I immediately got emotional for some reason. Music is strangely powerful sometimes.
I miss my friends i miss my old life...yes im not that very old but these 2 years were tough definitely...im looking forward to the future its just a couple of months now after then it'll be over im looking forward to it
I have an lovely life
i bet you do
I bet you do! ye skallywag.
Yes...Very melancholy tune...NYC in the '60's....Mexico in the 70's...but no regrets..yes, many regrets...😢
I like this one like ralex music 😊😊😊
1:44 Am, Wednesday January 17th 2024.
I am in my bed. Negative thoughts, stress building up. Final exams, work due, I never took time to just sit back and relax. Thank you.
Creó que es excelentes para pensar en lo maravillosa que es la vida y como instante le hacen sentido.
Wish making friends was easier
Hope you're not felling lonely 😊
I love listening to this while i journal, really make me feel relaxed.
Maybe I'll be listening to this when I am old and lonely and my parents would probably be dead that would suck cause they are the only ones I have in my life but this is life isn't it.People will come and go but the memories will be with us till the end.
I will end myself after seeing the flowers bloom once more this spring with this song being the last to bless my ears
man this song helped me power through so many projects
18/10/2023 (Wednesday)
12:58 am
God knows how much overwhelmed i am with life rn. So many things going on. With assignments, life issues and so many more, i feel like giving up. I would, but here i am, listening to this is like my coping mechanism. I miss home, i miss my family. This tune for some reason keeps me company.
28 October 2023 (Saturday)
10:25 p.m
Just finished a hectic week, finished a whole ass project with assignments also. I hope things will get better for me. For some reason, this is the place where people express themselves. Glad to be here. Much love everyone!
4 November 2023 (Saturday)
1:29 PM
Another saturday update, finished some presentations for this week. Still trying to be strong! Another week of presentations will be coming, hoping to do well. Anyways, I'm really happy because i'm currently at my hometown. Feels good to be back. Cheers everyone!
18 November 2023 (Saturday)
12:39 AM
Sorry for the late update guys, I've been very busy. One more assignment to go! OMG I'm very excited. But i have some dancing moves that I need to master for our dinner night. A bit awkward but had to do it anyways. Almost holiday season guys. Holding on, staying strong. Cheers!
Aye brother you ain't the only one feeling that too. It'll get better.
@@oneofakindpepper7670 thanks bro. Much appreciated
Hope everything is going good 😊😊😊
Lagi mengenang” masa huhujanan jeung barudak umur 8 tahun. Waas
You just brighten my day. I’m was low key overthinking and feeling down but know I’m thinking about this amazing life god has gave to us, #GODDID!
I live in a rural area, but now I'm adjusting to city life cause of college. I miss my hometown.
Everything will be good 😊😊😊
Ito ang aking pinapakinggan kapag ako ay inaatake ng takot dahil sa magulang pamilya na hindi kayang ayusin, tuwing nagiging bayolente sila sa isat isa, yung takot nanararamdaman ko at trauma ay pinapahina ang katawan ko, pero may sumusuporta naman saken at yun ang pananalangin sa diyos ng kapayapaan at sakanya din ako kumukuwa ng lakas ng loob na magpatuloy. Itong musika ay labis na nakakatulong sakin upang magbigay kapayapaan sa aking puso't isip.
this is literally everything ive ever wanted in life thank you
this song is so chill so i like it!
hits diff bro
This is the comment section I needed
Song makes me feel in a beach
"We do this for 40 years, and then we die."
-Squidward
This makes me feel warm inside ive never heard a song that os this good
This sounds like a "not The End, bur rather, a See You Soon" ending song to a particularly interrsting, harsh and beautiful part of one's slice of life movie.
01-20-24 This song reminds me of my childhood Life when I sleep and cry in my mother and father's arm❤
Bro, i can dl the Video? Btw it's so relaxing..
this is lovely....
Fits more at a hill on a really windy day
this is my fav song with fav version
Nahhh you gotta listen to this on a Sunday Morning 🌄😩
Robber:Gimme your money
10000 lumen light:nuh uh
thanks your video is beautiful
Most peaceful shit of my life
In my little office corner preparing for my weekly audit. Thinking how far I have come, and how far I still have to go. But as what they have said, smell the flowers as we walk along the way.
i feel like this showed be played at the end of one piece
this is offical my morning song after i wake up
Dormí escuchando esta canción y soñe con un amor imposible q nunca pude tener siendo felices ..
😢
Ahora duermo todas las noches escuchado esta melodía esperando volver a tener una vez mas ese hermoso sueño
everyday anthem
you dont have to have a reason to be happy today, you can chose if today is going to be a good day, you can choose if your going to be happy or not. make every day a good day.
Iam an independent boy iam just 12 years old and my family and i experiencing so much poor and i dont know what iam going to do but iam still brave
2 am and getting ready for bed.
Real. 2:22 here
It has the same energy as if you’ve lost the only relic of a person you’ve held dear but you don’t feel sad you feel at peace now that you were able to let that part of your life and you can now be at rest
Wise words from Skibidi Sigma Pigma
Life is truly beautiful no matter what situation your in when this is what your listening too, the simplicity of your childhood and the realisation of no matter how big the universe feels and the inevitability of its death, the world and day is your oyster; a blank sheet for you to mould and remould for eternity: because at the end of day, no matter how look at life, a blessing, a curse, maybe there is a god out there, life is definitely something
To whoever reads this, have a nice day know that your significant no matter how small you are against everything else
-a cool guy with a Co0l name
Apaixonada por esee som.
i love this song no way
its beatiful what music can do
OMG THIS IS INSANE PERFECT!!!!!
The heavens may be crying, but who said those were tears of sadness?
I love it when i clicked on random videos and find a gem ✨
I have no enemies.
ស៊ិនស៊ីសាមុត Be Like 🎉😢 sad
I MISS YOU I LOVE YOU ဝတီ
💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀
10 hour version please
❤
wow
0:12 trumpet part
loveeeeeeee ittttttttttttt
Bro made my day
Volunteered for 2 years to join a uniformed agency just got DQ'd 2 months ago my girl who ive loved with all my heart for 6yrs left me, all of that happened in a Single month its been 2 months now but im slowly getting better Keep fighting my brothers and sisters
As they say"there always a Rainbow always after the rain"
I sometimes forget that provinces AREN'T a Canada-only thing
Perfect to play fallout
So relaxing
Herb Alpert is the trumpet player!
I just can think about: "E por falar em saudadeee onde anda vocêeeee"
I want to travel the world
Same.
😌💗
why do you need enemies
Enemies are gifts in disguise.
I miss guest :(
To distinguish between good and bad.
• To help you learn from your mistakes
• To help you grow better as a person
• To share a different point of view
• To shed light on problems
• To help distinguish what you want to be and what you don't
• To find the good in the bad
• To find the bad in the good
• To help you keep going
• To make you feel emotion
• To help you find flaws in yourself
An enemy doesn't always mean someone who can't be your friend.
An enemy is just someone who you don't understand and vice versa.
Imagine if people don't fight and everyone agrees peace?
can't you make it for 1 hour please 🥺
💚
my stupid ass if I got my shit together :
🙌
Its a heavy rain for us.
sounds like someting that would happen in the philipines
Man that freaking Yagi is coming to my country too
my... me am 61 alone and still single.. hiazz...
its 0:49 teh 5-11-23 and i have to finish my tesis that due monday and i only have one day to do everything wich i hope i can do
Its really raining