Hey The best viewing experience is 2k/4k. Especially for the intro. See you again soon ◍◍◍ 00:00 Juliàn - Illusions 02:28 Chau Sara - Luria VIII 04:18 under the maple tree - well find our way home 06:33 Project AER & v i v - Safe Space 09:22 Thaehan - Unfair 11:39 Chau Sara - Smell of Freedom 13:12 Zephyr Deer - Dreamscape 15:55 eugenio izzi & Sweet Medicine - Its like falling into the void 18:17 TABAL - Water Lily 21:08 Zephyr Deer - Sincerity 23:21 sotma - 2 Little 2 Late 25:07 Worldtraveller x tibeauthetraveler - Dresden 27:15 Mondo Loops - Overgrown Piano 29:22 azayaka x Steezy Prime - Wishful Thinking 31:15 Tosama beats - Memories from the past 34:37 amies - Still Here (w cxlt.) 35:53 fnonose x jpp17 - I Miss Me 39:56 Pebelone - stormy nights don't stay 42:25 One million flowers - It powered off without saving 43:53 kainbeats - When the World is Cloaked in Shadows 45:45 Project AER x v i v - Coming To Terms 48:21 Dreama - Sunny Morning 50:38 Zephyr Deer - Falling Star
Sometimes I think sadness isn't a great thing and it will makes me worse. But part of me still think that feeling sad is great because it reminds me that I still feeling something, and one of it is sadness
@BadgGuy Diablo. You should never feel bad for having an emotion. You’re absolutely right: emotions can be what can help you feel alive. However, there is a difference between acknowledging an emotion and refusing to change it. Any emotion, if felt too often, can be harmful. It’s important to be willing to take steps to change or move on when you are ready. And this can be just as simple as telling someone you trust and are comfortable with what you’re going through and why. They don’t need to understand or try to fix it, but just being there to listen can make a world of difference. Like Marge Simpson once said, “Always be yourself. If you want to be sad,honey, be sad. We’ll ride it out with you. And when you get finished feeling sad, we’ll still be there.
I feel you friend, actually listening to music in general makes a person sad, it feels like you're missing someone you don't know, it feels like a piece of your heart is missing, you feel depressed for no reason, it makes you feel you need a warm hug but no one is there for you, it feels like all people have turned their back on you and left, and a lot of similar feelings, I try to minimize myself to listen to these kind of music and replace it with ones that makes me happy, you should do the same whenever you feel like that, it really helps, I wish for you happy days my friend.
No, I meant that more along the lines of it’s OK to feel a negative emotion and that it helps to be able to express it with another person. I can’t say that trying to move from a sad to a happy emotion is easy or practical, but sometimes just expressing it can help. I didn’t mean to say it to mean stifle your emotions: they are ALL valid. But part of life is learning to address them and keep moving forward at your own pace. So, if you do feel negative emotions, don’t feel bad about it. Just let the emotion take his course, and when you feel ready, open yourself up and enjoy the new one that comes afterwards. That’s all. Have a great Thanksgiving, Regardless everyone
Today is my birthday. I've never had a good one. This year was different. I finally moved away from my mom. I finally have a family. My life has meaning. This video brings me to tears because of the joy I have found today. Thank you. 1000x thank you. 🥰
funny how everyone else can get a bunch of likes on their comments cuz they say to have a good day, and you, someone who is finally getting away from some trouble, no one cares. I do. this is bullshit man youtube community needs to step it up man
Hello. I think this young generation has an intolerance of unfairness...you can't stand it, because you feel so strong that unfairness is wrong. Your beautiful souls wanna feel beauty, light and happiness and can't find enough of it in this time. But you got all this power inside to change the world with your sparkling. Remember the power of your inner light and raise your mind, my dear blessed souls. And there will be more light around you. I wish you all the best and i pray for you, my dear FIRST GENERATION OF LIGHT. BE BLESSED DURING ALL THE TIMES.
The painter turns a poem into a painting; the musician sets a picture to music. Love cannot express the idea of music, while music may give an idea of love ♥
Your lofi melodies are like a therapeutic massage for my soul. Each track is a journey from stress to serenity. Thank you for being my musical oasis! 🌊🎵
This is the kind of music for healing, it's the best kind of music, noticing your pain and reflecting on past things but not overwhelming yourself with them, instead accepting that stuff happens and it's okay to be sad, it's okay to cry, cuz you'll get through it. I had a horrible 2022, but I'm finally getting more confident with myself and more productive and motivated, I have high hopes for this new year (I know we're already like a month in but whatever lol)
Yeah, this is kind of a lesson I learned early on so I just never love anyone. I tend to feel pretty light tbh so it's not half bad, I don't even know what I'm missing
truth, espically when they mean the world to you, about less than a year ago i lost a girl i knew who was not just a great love, but a best friend and we considered each other like family, i tried everything i could to make her life better, i miss her to this day
Releasing this on Thanksgiving was an excellent move, my friend. I greatly appreciate this today. The holidays for the past twenty years have always brought me sadness. Now I can float through them more calmly. Thank you.
Today it is September 7th, and its finally cooling down, the first signs of autumn lay evident in the surroundings, air with an essence of cool crispness, the sky clear and inviting. I decided to lay on the ground tonight and gaze up into the stars, stars our ancestors once saw, yet despite the cars and street lamps and even satellites going overhead marking our progress as a people, i feel a sense of oneness with nature and myself, a sense of presence lost upon each of us in our day to day life. As this music plays, for just a moment i feel human, tangible, present, and alive, no longer lost in the minutiae of every day struggles, and for a moment I can exist in a state of being for just a moment. Thank you for music that can set a soul at peace for just a moment in this ever bustling world, and may whoever reads this or listens find peace and a sense of being for just a moment like i have this morning, may you find peace and share kindness with those around you
I have actually been quite sad lately. I have moved across the country. And I just ended a burgeoning relationship when I left. She wanted to come with me, but she would have sacrificed a lot to do so. I want her to be successful...and I had to let her go to do it. Now I sit here, in an apartment, isolated. I left my home...Just in time for the holidays. In a strange place where I don't know a soul. New job, new state, alone. It's been...difficult. If you have some to spare, please send some good vibes. Thanks. *Edit (11Feb2023) I have been much better and have started to realize the benefits of this move. Have a nice day!
Just moved across country too. The sadness creeps in when I walk around and nothing is what I knew or grew up with, but it's that realization that not having the familiarity doesn't seem to matter. It's seems like I've lost connection with where I've been.
Hi there, im Not so Good at stuff like this, but anyway know that its very brave of you to let her go so that she can find her way, The Time now is definetly hard, but you will always find what you seek, if ur lonly at Ur New place, as long as u keep an eye out for oportunities to get to know people and have Ur mind set on that, you will find people that fit. Even tho times are hard, just know that u made the right Choice and that you will be fine. Hope u have a great day.
I know I'm a little late, but I remember when I moved across the country a few years ago. It took me some time, but I finally am making friends and relearning how to express myself. It might be hard right now, but It will get better!
@@maryterribilini6520 Kind words are never too late. Thank you. I have been doing much better. I still miss her, but I am not letting my decision turn into regret. I have now realized many positives of my situation. I still have my cat, a nice new apt, a new job with cool co-workers, easy access to sn international airport, much better pay, etc... I hope you yourself have been well!
@Isaiah Lopez I’m really sorry to hear that man. I know it can be tough at times, but I hope this comp helps you realize you aren’t alone. I know sometimes the sad parts of life can overpower the happier ones, but that doesn’t make the happy moments any less meaningful nor that you should stop looking to make new ones. Trust me, I’ve had plenty of moments in my life where I was told nothing but no to what I wanted to do. I felt trapped, scared, and powerless. But through it all, I kept trying. On the days I felt like crap, I kept going. On the weekends I looked at my job’s schedule and grimaced, I kept going. And through it all, I got through. If I can make it, I KNOW you can as well.
@@charliehartman5626your comment truly helps me.. I feel exactly like you describe it, trapped in a life I don’t want anymore. In my case, I’m still in high school and I dream about living my parents’ house to live alone or.. maybe with someone ? Who knows. But I’m sure of one thing : I can’t stay here for too long. I feel so bad, stressed out, pressurized, and not understood. And people who understand me are far away… I want to become a doctor, so I’m determined to work hard for that. But to realize that I have to leave them, I really can’t otherwise. I want to see my family and my friends more, I want them to leave me alone. I want to meet someone and start my life properly. I want to travel. I want to feel loved and most importantly, to be happy. Maybe one day ? Idk if someone will read this but… if that’s the case hope you can relate 💜 byebye~
"The wound is the place where the light enters you - Rumi (In response to your title "Sorry I'm always sad...") Wow! This is like spellbinding fall in love quality stuff! Thank you 🥰
Perfect timing as always. Perfect to listen to as I work this weekend. It's reflective of my moods. I've been feeling sad and nostalgic as we come into the holiday season. I've been missing family.
Why make sadness out to be such a fiend, when the existence of sadness is the very reason we are capable of being happy in the first place? Sadness and Happiness are indeed the two sides of a coin, heads and tails, top and bottom, up and down, black and white, good and bad... Contrast is the essence of our reality, the absolute purest form of existence. That is why the vast majority of us spends their lives within the middle ground, where most of the time we're neither truly happy, nor are we truly sad... We just merely exist. It might seem boring and it might seem bland, but man oh man is it healthy to be at this place. Why bother trying to reach for the top, when every step you take towards the peak, is one that takes you further and further away from rock at the bottom. Why risk creating a distance long enough to cripple you the moment you stumble just once? Just to pursue an infinite dream in this finite life of yours? You'll never reach the top, because the moment you do it'll give birth to yet another peak that has to be reached, but the times your heart beats are limited and so are the breathes you will take. I'm asking sincerely, in what kind of world is healthy to live life that way? Yet here we are, humanity at its very best, declaring the unreachable dream of ever reaching the "final" peak as something every single human should seek. But what does that do to everyone who currently sits at rock bottom? They can barely move, constantly ache in unimaginable pain and somehow someway now they are expected to make it all the way? Can you continue looking in the mirror after telling these poor souls that they struggle to become okay? It is for those of you that I type, it is for those of you that I cry, please rest assured that reaching the middle ground is way beyond fine. What awaits you at the top is a gimmick, a fake... You grow accustomed to anything and even happiness - with time - becomes plain. So don't struggle for the top and instead take aim towards something that is actually feasible. The most balanced place possible, where most of us are, the first thing you'll witness after an eternity of darkness is countless open arms. I hereby reach out to you at the bottom, the sight of light might be something you long have forgotten. But you did not miss in vain, for all the accumulation of pain, by the laws of this world, will endlessly magnify the emotion upon witnessing day. Do not struggle too much, do not exhaust yourself needlessly, take it one step at a time and walk your path peacefully. Embrace yourself for what it is that you are and learn to love yourself for already having it made this far.
reasons to live: 1 : good memories 2 : even if you don’t think so rn, its worth it to be alive. it really is 3 : cartoons 4 : when your fav band comes out w new music 5 : you are worth it don’t let anyone, even yourself tell you otherwise. 6 : god made you for a reason, you have a purpose. 7 : there is always a reason to live you may not know it right now, but there’s always a reason to live. 8 : you are amazing 9 : i don’t even know you and i love you. 10 : i don’t even know you and i care about you. 11 : late night talks 12 : late night facetimes 13 : what about all the things you’ve always wanted to do ? 14 : compliments from strangers 15 : you’ll never be able to listen to your favorite song 16 : listening to really loud music 17 : proving people wrong with your success 18 : that feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 19 : that feeling of walking into a cool building on a hot day 20 : sunrises 21 : sunsets 22 : looking forward to the future 23 : when something you’ve been dreading turns out to be better than you expected 24 : blanket forts 25 : when you’re the only one awake at night and the whole earth is quiet 26 : night time walks / skates 27 : warm blankets from the dryer 28 : the high you get from sneaking out 29 : when you get an A+ on something 30 : going somewhere where no one knows your name or story 31 : going new places 32 : long car rides with friends 33 : yelling to music with your friends in the car 34 : halloween 35 : christmas 36 : the crisp air of autumn 37 : the first week day of summer and you realize you don’t have school 38 : snow cones 39 : baggy sweatshirts 40 : kisses from puppies ^_^ 41 : decorating the xmas tree 42 : new clothes 43 : new shoes 44 : finding a new series you really like and can’t stop watching / reading 45 : finding a new factorie song and you immediately restart it 46 : laughing so hard it hurts 47 : those memories that make you laugh still to this day 48 : the feeling after you get a haircut 49 : cutie animals ! 50 : rollercoasters 51 : warm showers 52 : sitting on rooftops 53 : someone out there is praying to meet someone like you 54 : crossing things off lists 55 : cold water in the morning 56 : getting the sleep you needed 57 : when you make a new friend and realize you actually like this person and wanna keep doing stuff w them 58 : getting butterflies in your tummy 59 : when you finally understand something you didn’t before 60 : garlic bread 61 : having someone play w your hair 62 : late night noises 63 : the stars 64 : fuzzy socks 65 : moving your leg to a cool spot under the blankets 67 : laying in the snow and watching it fall down 68 : when you finish a book and just stare at the wall 69 : when you actually see progress from your workouts 70 : the feeling after washing your hair and its mad soft and fluffy 71 : deep convos 72 : when it rains at school 73 : hotel beds 74 : late nights alone in your room and you do whatever 75 : cool early mornings 76 : summer nights 77 : carnivals 78 : making others laugh 79 : when you catch a ball or do something cool and everyone sees and praises you and they all says stuff like “good job !!” “aye good catch !” etc 80 : concerts 81 : holding hands with someone you like 82 : when someone hugs you and you really needed it 83 : the sleep after a good cry 84 : the warmth of the sun 85 : laughing 86 : the feeling of dancing 87 : candy ( esp halloween candy ! ) 89 : ice cream 88 : when your hair looks exactly how you wanted it to look 89 : first everything 90 : helping others 91 : when you go on a photoshoot and actually have really cutie pics 92 : when you get so obsessed over a pic of you you set it as your pfp everywhere 93 : finding a really funny tiktok and its late at night and you’re laughing so loud and can’t stop 94 : positive changes 95 : when you realize you finally got over that big thing you didn’t think you’d get over 96 : the reassurance that you aren’t alone in this struggle 97 : you are more than you think 98 : getting to say you made it 99 : tomorrow is another day, please be there to see it. 100 : but the final and most important one is : just being able to experience life. because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, anything could happen. if you ever wanna talk about anything please please dm me - my insta is @fairyprincesa888
To anybody who reads this, I want to say: You are incredible! Your presence and engagement mean a lot. Keep shining your light and spreading positivity. Remember, you have the power to make a difference in the world. Keep being awesome!
Today was a weird day. Let's just say I went from being okay to... Almost not being able to write this. And for no apparent reason. Just a lot of past trauma. I just feel like this reality is nothing but a limiting world full of things we dislike. One day, I'm gonna be in a world I can finally enjoy in peace.
@@-someonemorek5792exactly. Among all of those bad things there are also things that makes you happy. People, for example. They are rare but they exist. We definitely have to support each other 💜
I don't even know if I'm sad or just hearing this because I like it... maybe both?? since 11th grade, I started saying to myself "I never had depression and would never have it because my life is amazing and I have zero reasons to be sad "but when I started studying psychology At university, I started noticing what the professor was saying were signs of depression or something you should be aware. I noticed this when I started saying "sadness doesn't fit my personality", that was when I started building a version of myself based on a lie I had myself going on for 2 years. But I started noticing all this because of a girl that made me feel different and happy, that was something I had only with my family or friend, but never with my university friends. don't know if I should talk to a professional about this or deal with it myself.
For anyone out there who don't feel confident enough. Do what you can, with what you have, where you are. Don't let others define the world for you. Get up and grab the opportunities. Have an awesome day 🥰
My little princess, I love you with all my hearth, you deserve everything in this world, you deserve to feel happy and loved, and you deserve to rest after all the effort you made, ok? Enjoy the music, my precious baby.
I believe that sadness is beautiful and necessary, it reminds us that we still feel something, and that if we are sad now, it is because we had many good moments before, and to If you're reading this right now, it's okay, it'll pass, just relax, don't care too much about things that make you feel bad, and everything will be fine.
You absolutely have to have dark to have light, if you have dark on dark you might as well have nothing, you gotta have some sadness to know when the good times are coming, I'm waiting on the good times now. -Bob Ross
I think being sad is feeling relieved also when you cry whenever you feel sad or depressed, but sometimes sadness makes you feel worse and can’t be able to do anything
It takes streingh to tell others if you don't feel well. Some have it, others don't. But there is one thing we shouldn't forgett: The ones who don't reach out for help are the ones who need it the most...
In my native language there are two words for the verb "to be" one which is use to talk about location or state of something, and the other one the "self" or what the person or object is in itself. The first one can be use along with the equivalent word for sad or sadness, but it's grammatically incorrect to use the second verb with the previous words. Implying sadness is seeing as transitory mood, or state rather than something that defines a person. Yet you can use the equivalent word for happy with both verbs, for some reason. Estoy triste X (Soy triste) Estoy feliz Soy feliz
i'm just unhappy with everything about myself, i hate my appearence, i hate my personality, i hate being shy, i hate not having confidence. I just wish to be someone else.
I didnt know it was our last time together You just left, without hinting that you would Now Im just here.. all alone still waiting for you.. but you'll never come back Lonely, broken and forgotten Wondering if you still think of me sometimes.. though that changes nothing
When I was a kid (when my body was more little), I thought everyone in the whole world was faking being happy cause all my core family was messed up (they still are, anyways). - Now I'm in my twenty, living alone, and I'm just beginning to understand this thinking was false 🥺 (good for me, I can have therapy, wasn't the case in the past)
Sadness is a weird thing for me because I love being happy, but letting out your sadness is a good feeling. Crying feels good and bad, being sad sometimes is good, but always it's bad
hey there, I'm a girl you never saw, never heard about. In fact, I don't mean a lot to anyone. But I still feel guilty because I don't do enough for others. I am tired of talking and everything in general. I'm probably such a disappointment to my friends. I listen to this lofi because of the music, but even more, because I know the people in here may feel similar things. I feel less alone when I'm here.
I know it isn't easy, but I hope you'll be out of your dark place soon. Whether you manage to crawl out alone, or someone helps you by lending their hand. Or watching others slowly crawling out of their sadness to give you courage. I cannot say that I am out of it myself, but I can definitely tell you that, thinking of a future, either so bright it blinds you, or a warm one, where you'll be able to realise your dreams, goals, or even just feel happy and comfortable with yourself and your situation, will help you so much. I do hope you'll feel better eventually, because being alive without actually feeling alive is terribly lonely
Does anyone ever think about the reasons that we get out of bed in the morning? Lately it has been pretty hard to be motivated to do anything. It feels as though my life has come to an end but I am still living. I wonder if it is some pressure that society has placed on us that makes us get out of bed. I feel like if we are not productive during our time on earth by working and improving the world in some way then we are shunned because that is generally looked down upon by society. Maybe its not that deep though and we simply get up because this innate fear of living a shitty life by not going to school, not getting a job, and not making money. This seems more reasonable, but then why are there so many homeless/unemployed/uneducated people all over the world. I assume the reason for some not receiving an education is due to lack of money/access, but even if you disregard those people it still feels like there are thousands or even tens of thousands that just do not care. I feel scared to reach that point for some reason, despite those people being okay and living decent lives. Am I meant to live a picture perfect life with a bunch of experiences and happy thoughts? It just seems only certain people live lives like that and they are able to live a truly happy and comfortable life. I feel as though I am unable to live this life due to the circumstances that I have been placed in. My left arm and leg were both taken from me when I was 9 because of a stroke. I am in no way trying to receive pity or be down on myself because I know that there are people who struggle way more than I do. Obviously not having a functional arm or leg limits my choices in what I want to do in life but I never assumed it was that bad (I try to be as optimistic as I can). Recently, after graduating from high school and moving away from my home town I haven't been so sure that there is any opportunity for me. Everything I try or think to do seems like a dead end that I cannot pass due to some factor in my life. It has really taken a toll on me as people around me have started looking down on me because they say I am taking too long to make a decision and that I have to now or it will be too late. I try to love everyone around me the best I can, but when I hear those things I just feel dead or empty inside like I dont even care if I died. My life has gotten to the point where I think that I would be happier if I were dead. I don't share my feelings often with people because I do not like worrying anyone and since I moved I don't really know anyone that I feel comfortable enough talking to. I try to stay positive and tell myself that I like being alone, but sometimes it hurts a lot. Sometimes I cut myself because that pain is more bearable than the horrible pain I feel in my chest. I am filled with regret and have to struggle to hide the scars so that no one that I know sees them. I feel like the pain of someone seeing would be the worst pain of all. I know that people will think im crazy or sick or fucked up for cutting myself but I don't think that anyone has the right to judge me as they have not walked in my shoes. Im really sorry for doing it i just feel like its the only way to take away the pain. I have tried drugs and alcohol but nothing really changes. I was brought up as a christain, but after I had a stroke I really started to doubt everything i knew about religion and afterlife. I truly believe that God does exist however, I do not believe that god loves everybody the same. I know that god "doesn't make mistakes" but then what was the reason for making me. Just to be sad and suffer? Sometimes I sit and think about that for hours because I dont really know what else to do. I also find it pretty fucked up that suicide is considered the "worst sin." I'm pretty sure that in the bible it says suicide is the one sin that you cant be forgiven for because 1. you are taking the body that God gave you (your body is a temple and shit) and 2. because if you're dead then you have no way to repent for what you did. I just don't understand why God would make me this way knowing I would hate my life and make it so that if I take my life I will be eternally condemned to hell where I will burn in a fiery lake. How can you argue that God is merciful? Thank you youtube comment section for letting me type-ramble and on the off chance that someone is reading this I wish you a very wonderful day/night and I would never wish the way im feeling on anyone else. If you are feeling depressed and need someone to talk to do not hesitate to reach out to someone as it could help change your life for the better. Merry Christmas Everyone, -Andrew
Hello Andrew, Honestly I agree with you. Why are sime people born to be doomed, why are others getting doomed while they've done nothing wrong. No answer can be found... I probably cannot imagine what you feel like honestly... because I haven't experienced most of these feelings, but. I do believe, as an Idealist that I am, that everyone is made to do something...to achieve, to find something that makes them happy. You alre struggling right now and I get it, it hurts a lot. But you speaking your thoughts gives me hope. Hope that you'll find the answers on your own on day. I wish you the best luck. I hope things get better, hope that you'll find a reason to get out of the bed. You are worthy of living, worthy of loving and been loved. Hopefully fate we'll let you realise that ❤️ If you want to talk to someone, I'm here -Hellen
sometimes I'm really sorry that I'm always sad. I'm sorry to let my friends and family down. They seem to be trying to support me, to be there .. but I'm constantly sad, positive emotions from me can rarely be seen and I'm sorry that everything is like this.
I hope your situation improves if it doesn't just know that at least I will support you no matter what happens in your life. I don't know you but I love you because you were brave enough to share your thoughts and feelings with everyone here. :sendingvirtualhug: I hope this helped you
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The best viewing experience is 2k/4k. Especially for the intro.
See you again soon
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00:00 Juliàn - Illusions
02:28 Chau Sara - Luria VIII
04:18 under the maple tree - well find our way home
06:33 Project AER & v i v - Safe Space
09:22 Thaehan - Unfair
11:39 Chau Sara - Smell of Freedom
13:12 Zephyr Deer - Dreamscape
15:55 eugenio izzi & Sweet Medicine - Its like falling into the void
18:17 TABAL - Water Lily
21:08 Zephyr Deer - Sincerity
23:21 sotma - 2 Little 2 Late
25:07 Worldtraveller x tibeauthetraveler - Dresden
27:15 Mondo Loops - Overgrown Piano
29:22 azayaka x Steezy Prime - Wishful Thinking
31:15 Tosama beats - Memories from the past
34:37 amies - Still Here (w cxlt.)
35:53 fnonose x jpp17 - I Miss Me
39:56 Pebelone - stormy nights don't stay
42:25 One million flowers - It powered off without saving
43:53 kainbeats - When the World is Cloaked in Shadows
45:45 Project AER x v i v - Coming To Terms
48:21 Dreama - Sunny Morning
50:38 Zephyr Deer - Falling Star
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Thanks for the timestamps ✌️💙
Thanks 🫂❤.
Sometimes I think sadness isn't a great thing and it will makes me worse. But part of me still think that feeling sad is great because it reminds me that I still feeling something, and one of it is sadness
Explain a litle more, you dont feel anything?
@BadgGuy Diablo. You should never feel bad for having an emotion. You’re absolutely right: emotions can be what can help you feel alive. However, there is a difference between acknowledging an emotion and refusing to change it. Any emotion, if felt too often, can be harmful. It’s important to be willing to take steps to change or move on when you are ready.
And this can be just as simple as telling someone you trust and are comfortable with what you’re going through and why. They don’t need to understand or try to fix it, but just being there to listen can make a world of difference. Like Marge Simpson once said, “Always be yourself. If you want to be sad,honey, be sad. We’ll ride it out with you. And when you get finished feeling sad, we’ll still be there.
I feel you friend, actually listening to music in general makes a person sad, it feels like you're missing someone you don't know, it feels like a piece of your heart is missing, you feel depressed for no reason, it makes you feel you need a warm hug but no one is there for you, it feels like all people have turned their back on you and left, and a lot of similar feelings, I try to minimize myself to listen to these kind of music and replace it with ones that makes me happy, you should do the same whenever you feel like that, it really helps, I wish for you happy days my friend.
@@charliehartman5626 i think he meant that he dosent feel any emotions. Or am I wrong?
No, I meant that more along the lines of it’s OK to feel a negative emotion and that it helps to be able to express it with another person. I can’t say that trying to move from a sad to a happy emotion is easy or practical, but sometimes just expressing it can help. I didn’t mean to say it to mean stifle your emotions: they are ALL valid. But part of life is learning to address them and keep moving forward at your own pace. So, if you do feel negative emotions, don’t feel bad about it. Just let the emotion take his course, and when you feel ready, open yourself up and enjoy the new one that comes afterwards. That’s all. Have a great Thanksgiving, Regardless everyone
Today is my birthday. I've never had a good one. This year was different. I finally moved away from my mom. I finally have a family. My life has meaning. This video brings me to tears because of the joy I have found today. Thank you. 1000x thank you. 🥰
funny how everyone else can get a bunch of likes on their comments cuz they say to have a good day, and you, someone who is finally getting away from some trouble, no one cares. I do. this is bullshit man youtube community needs to step it up man
@Xazrein YES!!! Such bullshit!
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Glad to hear ya made it man. So glad to hear it..
Glad to hear it, man. Keep it up!
Just stay true to your feelings. I don't want much, I just want the person reading this to be healthy, happy and loved. Have a nice day, my friend.
thank you
that's so nice thanks
Hope you can be happy too
I can only promise being healthy, because that is at least able to be guaranteed 😅
Ty
This is almost everything to me right now. The only way it could be any sweeter is if the person reading this comment is also having an amazing day!
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Got to see my family for the first time in a long time, so I'm doing great. Hope you're well, my friend!
Had a rough day, but this comment made it so much better. Thanks!😊
Thank You 💖
You angel 💜 I love lofi community so much
Sadness sometimes feels necessary in that moment of time - it makes that period of time memorable and a time of growth
It makes you strong.
Hello. I think this young generation has an intolerance of unfairness...you can't stand it, because you feel so strong that unfairness is wrong.
Your beautiful souls wanna feel beauty, light and happiness and can't find enough of it in this time. But you got all this power inside to change the world with your sparkling. Remember the power of your inner light and raise your mind, my dear blessed souls. And there will be more light around you. I wish you all the best and i pray for you, my dear FIRST GENERATION OF LIGHT.
BE BLESSED DURING ALL THE TIMES.
The painter turns a poem into a painting; the musician sets a picture to music. Love cannot express the idea of music, while music may give an idea of love ♥
Strong
Beautiful and exactly what I need at the moment. Somehow you always come out with a new mix that is just how I am feeling. Thanks Dreamy.
I'm glad to see I am part of a community that, although it's always sad, it still keeps spreading kindness. :-)
Your lofi melodies are like a therapeutic massage for my soul. Each track is a journey from stress to serenity. Thank you for being my musical oasis! 🌊🎵
This is the kind of music for healing, it's the best kind of music, noticing your pain and reflecting on past things but not overwhelming yourself with them, instead accepting that stuff happens and it's okay to be sad, it's okay to cry, cuz you'll get through it. I had a horrible 2022, but I'm finally getting more confident with myself and more productive and motivated, I have high hopes for this new year (I know we're already like a month in but whatever lol)
I hope you had a good year :-)
DA BABY
Thanks again Dreamy ❤️🙏
Losing someone you love is like living with a brick in your pocket ... The weigh never goes away , you just get used to carrying it around ...
Yes. You are right friend.
So feel that....when you are lonely, but want to be alone.
So sorry Mimi.
I do understand.
Hope you can cope as best you can and heal more as time goes on.
Sending you hugs........💓
Yeah, this is kind of a lesson I learned early on so I just never love anyone. I tend to feel pretty light tbh so it's not half bad, I don't even know what I'm missing
truth, espically when they mean the world to you, about less than a year ago i lost a girl i knew who was not just a great love, but a best friend and we considered each other like family, i tried everything i could to make her life better, i miss her to this day
Releasing this on Thanksgiving was an excellent move, my friend. I greatly appreciate this today. The holidays for the past twenty years have always brought me sadness. Now I can float through them more calmly. Thank you.
happy thanksgiving >-
@@noemiezimmer9392 you too! I hope everything is going well or at least getting there for you :)
Today it is September 7th, and its finally cooling down, the first signs of autumn lay evident in the surroundings, air with an essence of cool crispness, the sky clear and inviting. I decided to lay on the ground tonight and gaze up into the stars, stars our ancestors once saw, yet despite the cars and street lamps and even satellites going overhead marking our progress as a people, i feel a sense of oneness with nature and myself, a sense of presence lost upon each of us in our day to day life. As this music plays, for just a moment i feel human, tangible, present, and alive, no longer lost in the minutiae of every day struggles, and for a moment I can exist in a state of being for just a moment. Thank you for music that can set a soul at peace for just a moment in this ever bustling world, and may whoever reads this or listens find peace and a sense of being for just a moment like i have this morning, may you find peace and share kindness with those around you
this is exactly what I needed rn.
thank you dreamy for your work!
I have actually been quite sad lately. I have moved across the country. And I just ended a burgeoning relationship when I left. She wanted to come with me, but she would have sacrificed a lot to do so. I want her to be successful...and I had to let her go to do it. Now I sit here, in an apartment, isolated. I left my home...Just in time for the holidays. In a strange place where I don't know a soul. New job, new state, alone. It's been...difficult. If you have some to spare, please send some good vibes. Thanks. *Edit (11Feb2023) I have been much better and have started to realize the benefits of this move. Have a nice day!
Just moved across country too. The sadness creeps in when I walk around and nothing is what I knew or grew up with, but it's that realization that not having the familiarity doesn't seem to matter. It's seems like I've lost connection with where I've been.
Hi there, im Not so Good at stuff like this, but anyway know that its very brave of you to let her go so that she can find her way,
The Time now is definetly hard, but you will always find what you seek, if ur lonly at Ur New place, as long as u keep an eye out for oportunities to get to know people and have Ur mind set on that, you will find people that fit.
Even tho times are hard, just know that u made the right Choice and that you will be fine.
Hope u have a great day.
I know I'm a little late, but I remember when I moved across the country a few years ago. It took me some time, but I finally am making friends and relearning how to express myself. It might be hard right now, but It will get better!
@@maryterribilini6520 Kind words are never too late. Thank you. I have been doing much better. I still miss her, but I am not letting my decision turn into regret. I have now realized many positives of my situation. I still have my cat, a nice new apt, a new job with cool co-workers, easy access to sn international airport, much better pay, etc... I hope you yourself have been well!
All the good vibes to ya brotha
Well my life been nothing but sadness for me but I’m glad others here have experienced something down in their lives.
@Isaiah Lopez I’m really sorry to hear that man. I know it can be tough at times, but I hope this comp helps you realize you aren’t alone. I know sometimes the sad parts of life can overpower the happier ones, but that doesn’t make the happy moments any less meaningful nor that you should stop looking to make new ones.
Trust me, I’ve had plenty of moments in my life where I was told nothing but no to what I wanted to do. I felt trapped, scared, and powerless. But through it all, I kept trying. On the days I felt like crap, I kept going. On the weekends I looked at my job’s schedule and grimaced, I kept going. And through it all, I got through. If I can make it, I KNOW you can as well.
@@charliehartman5626your comment truly helps me.. I feel exactly like you describe it, trapped in a life I don’t want anymore.
In my case, I’m still in high school and I dream about living my parents’ house to live alone or.. maybe with someone ? Who knows. But I’m sure of one thing : I can’t stay here for too long. I feel so bad, stressed out, pressurized, and not understood. And people who understand me are far away…
I want to become a doctor, so I’m determined to work hard for that. But to realize that I have to leave them, I really can’t otherwise. I want to see my family and my friends more, I want them to leave me alone. I want to meet someone and start my life properly. I want to travel. I want to feel loved and most importantly, to be happy.
Maybe one day ? Idk if someone will read this but… if that’s the case hope you can relate 💜 byebye~
"The wound is the place where the light enters you - Rumi
(In response to your title "Sorry I'm always sad...")
Wow! This is like spellbinding fall in love quality stuff!
Thank you 🥰
私が今まで聞いてきた中で、最もイラストと曲、タイトルの雰囲気が一致しているプレイリスト。
最高です。投稿者に感謝を。
❤
Perfect timing as always. Perfect to listen to as I work this weekend. It's reflective of my moods. I've been feeling sad and nostalgic as we come into the holiday season. I've been missing family.
When we need you the most, you are always here, thank you ♥
Ill be listening to this before my surgery
Dreamy is still my fave lofi channel :)
노래가 너무 부드럽고 위로가 되어서 좋아요 😊❤
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Why make sadness out to be such a fiend, when the existence of sadness is the very reason we are capable of being happy in the first place? Sadness and Happiness are indeed the two sides of a coin, heads and tails, top and bottom, up and down, black and white, good and bad... Contrast is the essence of our reality, the absolute purest form of existence. That is why the vast majority of us spends their lives within the middle ground, where most of the time we're neither truly happy, nor are we truly sad... We just merely exist. It might seem boring and it might seem bland, but man oh man is it healthy to be at this place. Why bother trying to reach for the top, when every step you take towards the peak, is one that takes you further and further away from rock at the bottom. Why risk creating a distance long enough to cripple you the moment you stumble just once? Just to pursue an infinite dream in this finite life of yours? You'll never reach the top, because the moment you do it'll give birth to yet another peak that has to be reached, but the times your heart beats are limited and so are the breathes you will take. I'm asking sincerely, in what kind of world is healthy to live life that way?
Yet here we are, humanity at its very best, declaring the unreachable dream of ever reaching the "final" peak as something every single human should seek. But what does that do to everyone who currently sits at rock bottom? They can barely move, constantly ache in unimaginable pain and somehow someway now they are expected to make it all the way? Can you continue looking in the mirror after telling these poor souls that they struggle to become okay? It is for those of you that I type, it is for those of you that I cry, please rest assured that reaching the middle ground is way beyond fine. What awaits you at the top is a gimmick, a fake... You grow accustomed to anything and even happiness - with time - becomes plain.
So don't struggle for the top and instead take aim towards something that is actually feasible. The most balanced place possible, where most of us are, the first thing you'll witness after an eternity of darkness is countless open arms. I hereby reach out to you at the bottom, the sight of light might be something you long have forgotten. But you did not miss in vain, for all the accumulation of pain, by the laws of this world, will endlessly magnify the emotion upon witnessing day.
Do not struggle too much, do not exhaust yourself needlessly, take it one step at a time and walk your path peacefully.
Embrace yourself for what it is that you are and learn to love yourself for already having it made this far.
enjoy your channel, there is a blessed feeling about their consideration, hope you can continue to deliver such wonderful music each and every day!
I don’t know how you always pull off such an amazing playlist every time, but please never stop ☺️
dang bro your pfp is my old playstation one from 2016 that's crazy
@@zaloskog haha no way, that’s kinda cool!
reasons to live:
1 : good memories
2 : even if you don’t think so rn, its worth it to be alive. it really is
3 : cartoons
4 : when your fav band comes out w new music
5 : you are worth it don’t let anyone, even yourself tell you otherwise.
6 : god made you for a reason, you have a purpose.
7 : there is always a reason to live you may not know it right now, but there’s always a reason to live.
8 : you are amazing
9 : i don’t even know you and i love you.
10 : i don’t even know you and i care about you.
11 : late night talks
12 : late night facetimes
13 : what about all the things you’ve always wanted to do ?
14 : compliments from strangers
15 : you’ll never be able to listen to your favorite song
16 : listening to really loud music
17 : proving people wrong with your success
18 : that feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
19 : that feeling of walking into a cool building on a hot day
20 : sunrises
21 : sunsets
22 : looking forward to the future
23 : when something you’ve been dreading turns out to be better than you expected
24 : blanket forts
25 : when you’re the only one awake at night and the whole earth is quiet
26 : night time walks / skates
27 : warm blankets from the dryer
28 : the high you get from sneaking out
29 : when you get an A+ on something
30 : going somewhere where no one knows your name or story
31 : going new places
32 : long car rides with friends
33 : yelling to music with your friends in the car
34 : halloween
35 : christmas
36 : the crisp air of autumn
37 : the first week day of summer and you realize you don’t have school
38 : snow cones
39 : baggy sweatshirts
40 : kisses from puppies ^_^
41 : decorating the xmas tree
42 : new clothes
43 : new shoes
44 : finding a new series you really like and can’t stop watching / reading
45 : finding a new factorie song and you immediately restart it
46 : laughing so hard it hurts
47 : those memories that make you laugh still to this day
48 : the feeling after you get a haircut
49 : cutie animals !
50 : rollercoasters
51 : warm showers
52 : sitting on rooftops
53 : someone out there is praying to meet someone like you
54 : crossing things off lists
55 : cold water in the morning
56 : getting the sleep you needed
57 : when you make a new friend and realize you actually like this person and wanna keep doing stuff w them
58 : getting butterflies in your tummy
59 : when you finally understand something you didn’t before
60 : garlic bread
61 : having someone play w your hair
62 : late night noises
63 : the stars
64 : fuzzy socks
65 : moving your leg to a cool spot under the blankets
67 : laying in the snow and watching it fall down
68 : when you finish a book and just stare at the wall
69 : when you actually see progress from your workouts
70 : the feeling after washing your hair and its mad soft and fluffy
71 : deep convos
72 : when it rains at school
73 : hotel beds
74 : late nights alone in your room and you do whatever
75 : cool early mornings
76 : summer nights
77 : carnivals
78 : making others laugh
79 : when you catch a ball or do something cool and everyone sees and praises you and they all says stuff like “good job !!” “aye good catch !” etc
80 : concerts
81 : holding hands with someone you like
82 : when someone hugs you and you really needed it
83 : the sleep after a good cry
84 : the warmth of the sun
85 : laughing
86 : the feeling of dancing
87 : candy ( esp halloween candy ! )
89 : ice cream
88 : when your hair looks exactly how you wanted it to look
89 : first everything
90 : helping others
91 : when you go on a photoshoot and actually have really cutie pics
92 : when you get so obsessed over a pic of you you set it as your pfp everywhere
93 : finding a really funny tiktok and its late at night and you’re laughing so loud and can’t stop
94 : positive changes
95 : when you realize you finally got over that big thing you didn’t think you’d get over
96 : the reassurance that you aren’t alone in this struggle
97 : you are more than you think
98 : getting to say you made it
99 : tomorrow is another day, please be there to see it.
100 : but the final and most important one is : just being able to experience life. because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, anything could happen.
if you ever wanna talk about anything please please dm me - my insta is @fairyprincesa888
Feels like heaven
BABE WAKE UP NEW DREAMY
Death has surrounded us. Thanks for the release.
✌it's ok to not be ok sometimes
it's okay to be sad, in fact, embrace it, let those emotions out, CRY... you will feel much better than repressing it all
Some truth, right here. Take time to be sad when you need to. Play some tracks and think.
how do I do that when I never get a chance to be alone?
same here bud. im always sad too.. much love and thanks for the constant lofi uploads
this is the best lofi playlist ive ever heard
Nice music mix happy holidays 😍🍓
Wow so music 🎶
To anybody who reads this, I want to say: You are incredible! Your presence and engagement mean a lot. Keep shining your light and spreading positivity. Remember, you have the power to make a difference in the world. Keep being awesome!
Thank you for those words ❤
POV: Murderer reads your comment XD
@@Brazenel HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHA XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD SO EDGY AND QUIRKY AND FUNNY HAHAHAHAHAHAHA XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Thanks as always 🤍
Beautiful lo-fi music
First comment here
Congrats man
Hey i saw a lot shooting stars in the vid, nice touch of details!! :D
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Chill lofi music :)
Very relaxing and soft music ♥ Thank you for making my day better
love u guys. got no friends but i’m happy even tho my dad is constantly struggling
❤
Safe space is my new favourite song :) Thanks, dreamy!
If only words could describe 😢
4k is amazing
Wonderful playlist. I can always rely on your music for late night relaxation :)
Wow...!!! My best friend, It's always great. I wish you every day of your development. Have a happy day!
Today was a weird day. Let's just say I went from being okay to... Almost not being able to write this. And for no apparent reason. Just a lot of past trauma. I just feel like this reality is nothing but a limiting world full of things we dislike.
One day, I'm gonna be in a world I can finally enjoy in peace.
I really wish you peace, friend. Feel hugged by a little internet-stranger
@@Egilplays Thanks, kind soul
@@-someonemorek5792exactly. Among all of those bad things there are also things that makes you happy. People, for example. They are rare but they exist. We definitely have to support each other 💜
I don't even know if I'm sad or just hearing this because I like it... maybe both?? since 11th grade, I started saying to myself "I never had depression and would never have it because my life is amazing and I have zero reasons to be sad "but when I started studying psychology At university, I started noticing what the professor was saying were signs of depression or something you should be aware. I noticed this when I started saying "sadness doesn't fit my personality", that was when I started building a version of myself based on a lie I had myself going on for 2 years. But I started noticing all this because of a girl that made me feel different and happy, that was something I had only with my family or friend, but never with my university friends. don't know if I should talk to a professional about this or deal with it myself.
Professional help is better. Believe me, I learned this the hard way
You just helped me realize that I'm in denial about the fact that I have depression
I know the feeling. Thanx Abba, I don't need to apologize for that anymore.....
For anyone out there who don't feel confident enough. Do what you can, with what you have, where you are. Don't let others define the world for you. Get up and grab the opportunities. Have an awesome day 🥰
I love your lofi mix, they are very relaxing
My little princess, I love you with all my hearth, you deserve everything in this world, you deserve to feel happy and loved, and you deserve to rest after all the effort you made, ok? Enjoy the music, my precious baby.
Love this song 🎧
Amazing playlist
Comforting as always, thank you so much
Thank you for your sadness. All things has its own value. ❤
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I believe that sadness is beautiful and necessary, it reminds us that we still feel something, and that if we are sad now, it is because we had many good moments before, and to If you're reading this right now, it's okay, it'll pass, just relax, don't care too much about things that make you feel bad, and everything will be fine.
Is not to Easy...
i can´t explain this feeling with words...
Thank you for this mix. I love it
🍃I really like your music, and also I always listen to it when I study, it helps me focus a lot 🍃
You absolutely have to have dark to have light, if you have dark on dark you might as well have nothing, you gotta have some sadness to know when the good times are coming, I'm waiting on the good times now.
-Bob Ross
I think being sad is feeling relieved also when you cry whenever you feel sad or depressed, but sometimes sadness makes you feel worse and can’t be able to do anything
Ur_depressed? Just_dont_be_*D* _ *E* _ *P* _ *R* _ *E* _ *S* _ *S* _ *E* _ *D*
Why do you have the best mixes?
Damn the calming of my nerves tingles what nice
Que increible música, amo tus videos
Cool music
"Telling the others that I'm happy and fake a smile is way more easier than say that I'm sad..."
It takes streingh to tell others if you don't feel well. Some have it, others don't.
But there is one thing we shouldn't forgett:
The ones who don't reach out for help are the ones who need it the most...
why is that so true
thank you
The artwork is great . Definitely sets the mood. It's more than that though . It gives me a feeling of deep loneliness. Why I like it I don't know
Just chilling & relaxing 🤗
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can you give super computer a try?
In my native language there are two words for the verb "to be" one which is use to talk about location or state of something, and the other one the "self" or what the person or object is in itself.
The first one can be use along with the equivalent word for sad or sadness, but it's grammatically incorrect to use the second verb with the previous words. Implying sadness is seeing as transitory mood, or state rather than something that defines a person.
Yet you can use the equivalent word for happy with both verbs, for some reason.
Estoy triste
X (Soy triste)
Estoy feliz
Soy feliz
Never apologize for feeling sad.
I can never get this channel to do screen pop out. 🥲 I wanna listen while I do something on my phone and I can't. This is my favorite lofi channel.
i'm just unhappy with everything about myself, i hate my appearence, i hate my personality, i hate being shy, i hate not having confidence. I just wish to be someone else.
Great sad mix.
I didnt know it was our last time together
You just left, without hinting that you would
Now Im just here.. all alone still waiting for you.. but you'll never come back
Lonely, broken and forgotten
Wondering if you still think of me sometimes.. though that changes nothing
I also really want to spread music like this to everyone, have a nice day 😍
When I was a kid (when my body was more little), I thought everyone in the whole world was faking being happy cause all my core family was messed up (they still are, anyways).
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Now I'm in my twenty, living alone, and I'm just beginning to understand this thinking was false 🥺 (good for me, I can have therapy, wasn't the case in the past)
Nice
remember. you cant have happiness without sadness
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Sadness is a weird thing for me because I love being happy, but letting out your sadness is a good feeling. Crying feels good and bad, being sad sometimes is good, but always it's bad
💜always
ну,очень ламповое музло
well, very lamp muzlo
what is the song after zephyr deer falling star
i have heard it before. Amazing playlist btw
😌🎧💖
Nice mix !!
hey there, I'm a girl you never saw, never heard about. In fact, I don't mean a lot to anyone. But I still feel guilty because I don't do enough for others. I am tired of talking and everything in general. I'm probably such a disappointment to my friends. I listen to this lofi because of the music, but even more, because I know the people in here may feel similar things. I feel less alone when I'm here.
I know it isn't easy, but I hope you'll be out of your dark place soon. Whether you manage to crawl out alone, or someone helps you by lending their hand. Or watching others slowly crawling out of their sadness to give you courage. I cannot say that I am out of it myself, but I can definitely tell you that, thinking of a future, either so bright it blinds you, or a warm one, where you'll be able to realise your dreams, goals, or even just feel happy and comfortable with yourself and your situation, will help you so much. I do hope you'll feel better eventually, because being alive without actually feeling alive is terribly lonely
Overgrow piano♥
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Does anyone ever think about the reasons that we get out of bed in the morning? Lately it has been pretty hard to be motivated to do anything. It feels as though my life has come to an end but I am still living. I wonder if it is some pressure that society has placed on us that makes us get out of bed. I feel like if we are not productive during our time on earth by working and improving the world in some way then we are shunned because that is generally looked down upon by society. Maybe its not that deep though and we simply get up because this innate fear of living a shitty life by not going to school, not getting a job, and not making money. This seems more reasonable, but then why are there so many homeless/unemployed/uneducated people all over the world. I assume the reason for some not receiving an education is due to lack of money/access, but even if you disregard those people it still feels like there are thousands or even tens of thousands that just do not care. I feel scared to reach that point for some reason, despite those people being okay and living decent lives. Am I meant to live a picture perfect life with a bunch of experiences and happy thoughts? It just seems only certain people live lives like that and they are able to live a truly happy and comfortable life. I feel as though I am unable to live this life due to the circumstances that I have been placed in. My left arm and leg were both taken from me when I was 9 because of a stroke. I am in no way trying to receive pity or be down on myself because I know that there are people who struggle way more than I do. Obviously not having a functional arm or leg limits my choices in what I want to do in life but I never assumed it was that bad (I try to be as optimistic as I can). Recently, after graduating from high school and moving away from my home town I haven't been so sure that there is any opportunity for me. Everything I try or think to do seems like a dead end that I cannot pass due to some factor in my life. It has really taken a toll on me as people around me have started looking down on me because they say I am taking too long to make a decision and that I have to now or it will be too late. I try to love everyone around me the best I can, but when I hear those things I just feel dead or empty inside like I dont even care if I died. My life has gotten to the point where I think that I would be happier if I were dead. I don't share my feelings often with people because I do not like worrying anyone and since I moved I don't really know anyone that I feel comfortable enough talking to. I try to stay positive and tell myself that I like being alone, but sometimes it hurts a lot. Sometimes I cut myself because that pain is more bearable than the horrible pain I feel in my chest. I am filled with regret and have to struggle to hide the scars so that no one that I know sees them. I feel like the pain of someone seeing would be the worst pain of all. I know that people will think im crazy or sick or fucked up for cutting myself but I don't think that anyone has the right to judge me as they have not walked in my shoes. Im really sorry for doing it i just feel like its the only way to take away the pain. I have tried drugs and alcohol but nothing really changes. I was brought up as a christain, but after I had a stroke I really started to doubt everything i knew about religion and afterlife. I truly believe that God does exist however, I do not believe that god loves everybody the same. I know that god "doesn't make mistakes" but then what was the reason for making me. Just to be sad and suffer? Sometimes I sit and think about that for hours because I dont really know what else to do. I also find it pretty fucked up that suicide is considered the "worst sin." I'm pretty sure that in the bible it says suicide is the one sin that you cant be forgiven for because 1. you are taking the body that God gave you (your body is a temple and shit) and 2. because if you're dead then you have no way to repent for what you did. I just don't understand why God would make me this way knowing I would hate my life and make it so that if I take my life I will be eternally condemned to hell where I will burn in a fiery lake. How can you argue that God is merciful?
Thank you youtube comment section for letting me type-ramble and on the off chance that someone is reading this I wish you a very wonderful day/night and I would never wish the way im feeling on anyone else. If you are feeling depressed and need someone to talk to do not hesitate to reach out to someone as it could help change your life for the better.
Merry Christmas Everyone,
-Andrew
✊🤝
Hello Andrew,
Honestly I agree with you. Why are sime people born to be doomed, why are others getting doomed while they've done nothing wrong. No answer can be found...
I probably cannot imagine what you feel like honestly... because I haven't experienced most of these feelings, but. I do believe, as an Idealist that I am, that everyone is made to do something...to achieve, to find something that makes them happy. You alre struggling right now and I get it, it hurts a lot. But you speaking your thoughts gives me hope. Hope that you'll find the answers on your own on day. I wish you the best luck. I hope things get better, hope that you'll find a reason to get out of the bed. You are worthy of living, worthy of loving and been loved. Hopefully fate we'll let you realise that ❤️
If you want to talk to someone, I'm here
-Hellen
today my dad was diagnosed with skin cancer. I've never been so sad I'm my entire life as I am right now
I Hope he's good now
fiquei relaxado com esse o unico q eu consegui ouvir
sometimes I'm really sorry that I'm always sad. I'm sorry to let my friends and family down. They seem to be trying to support me, to be there .. but I'm constantly sad, positive emotions from me can rarely be seen and I'm sorry that everything is like this.
I hope your situation improves if it doesn't just know that at least I will support you no matter what happens in your life. I don't know you but I love you because you were brave enough to share your thoughts and feelings with everyone here. :sendingvirtualhug: I hope this helped you
I miss everyone. I loved them all.
Its ok to be sad sometimes😢😔