Battling Insecurities, Abandonment Issues, & Jezebel Spirit in Relationships | My Testimony
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- Опубликовано: 7 янв 2022
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Hi loves,
I recorded this video with the intention of sharing a little bit about my experience with insecurities, abandonment issues, the need for validation, and the Jezebel spirit, as well as what God taught me since I began pursuing a relationship with Him. Although I pray before recording every video and ask God to lead and speak through me, I definitely was not intending on sharing certain things that I did, and I truly believe that there are some of you that need to hear every word I spoke in this video. With that being said, I want to encourage those of you that this resonates with that you’re not alone in the struggles you face (or have faced), and if God could free ME, He can free YOU as well!! Let this be the beginning of your healing journey as opposed to something you choose to put on the shelf, because tomorrow is never promised and God wants to walk beside you as you begin your pursuit of restoration TODAY.
All my love,
Dyani 💕
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† SALVATION PRAYER †
Dear God,
I come to you, to confess that I am a sinner. I can't even begin to list all of the things I've done to displease you, and I ask that you forgive me for every sin I've committed, those known and unknown. I believe that your son Jesus Christ died for my sins and rose again, that I may have eternal life. I turn away from my sins and invite you into my heart. I want to trust and follow you as my Lord and Savior. I want to do life by your side.
In Jesus' name, amen.
I’ve been struggling with a particular sin and was on my way to feeding into it, but the Holy Spirit led me to this video ❤️🙏🏽 thank you so much
You may have never met me in person, but God is always been on time speaking through you to me.
Thank you for your YES to God for me to follow through unto Him.
I love you and may God Bless you. Ephesians 3:20 ♥️
As a mother struggling with my daughter.... Thank you for this.
Omgsh the way I was gasping and crying the whole time because our testimony is so so similar thank you so much so much sharing this helps so much it really Does God bless you !! I Love you sister in Christ 🙏🏾💕
God is an amazing father, he uses our experiences to help others to see, their is a way out of every situation through him. Thank you for sharing and God bless you in jesus mighty name Amen. 🕊🛐🎁✝️💯🙏🏽
Bless you sister for being so open, naked, and transparent. This video was a blessing to watch and we plead the blood of Jesus over ALL generational curses, soul ties, strong holds, and bondage. Who the son sets free is free indeed. 🙏
I relate to this so MUCH.
I’ve gone through the same thing you went through.
I was neglected by my dad as a child. Me and my mom was close but would fight as well and she wanted me to hate my dad. The men I date reflected exactly what I was going through internally.
This is an 11-month old video but what you talked about looking for the root cause was also revealed to me last night.
I asked the Holy Spirit to help me last night in knowing myself. What was supposed to be a short reflection became something a very long timeline of my childhood. That part when you said that God just showed you a mirror, that was how I felt while I was doing the timeline, I literally felt like God was showing me myself and telling me to look directly at myself in this mirror but He was also so secure and He told me that it’s okay to look so that when His work is evident in my life all the glory would belong to Him.
Whew 😩😭 This is SO good. I thank You Lord for revelation. He is SO intentional. This comment blessed me. ❤️
Your story is so similar to mine thank you for sharing. I’m a Christian and God is healing me right now also but I love that we can find healing in God and break generational curses.
Teared up during our prayer 🫶🏼 thank you, and I love you
That was one of rhe most genuinely honest and humbling testimonys ive ever heard... I love that you had the courage to share so clearly and openly about what you've learnt & been through, your living proof of his supernatural grace, love and saving power. Your words were cleansing light that shows how much you trust the Father in Jesus... Thanking God for the glory of his wisdom on display with you in Christ Jesus.
2years ago and NOW is the time I needed to hear this❤❤❤
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ thank you for obeying God and making this video it was truly needed
incredibly insightful.. had some realizations of my own. bless you!
Crazy how EVERYTHING you shared 6 months ago is revelation and conviction of what the Lord has revealed to me! I'm a second witness to everything you shared! He is so cool!!!
Wow! That you for sharing and being so vulnerable. So many people will be edified by your honesty. I’m so happy to see your transformation in Christ. I live with roommates who have this spirit. It’s been really hard. I am now not speaking to them and loving them from afar. They would not hear my words when God told me to tell them about concerns. God told me not to speak to them. I still love them and pray they change and your testimony gives me hope that a repentant heart from this spirit is possible.
The work you, our Father did, are now a blessing to us all. Thank you
Just now seeing this video and just started following your channel and I thank you for authentically sharing the truth of God. Your a true sister in Christ. Love you and peace and blessing. ~ Sister In Christ Heaven
Your way of speaking is so soothe! What a way to easily relate a hard topic. A common misconception about the jezebel spirit is that it's uncommon. It's so common especially if you have opened a door to sensuality. Most people?! And we are called to and actually I'd say required to fight it if we are Christians?! Yes.
Your skin and health game look so good so fresh and Dewey ❤😮
God bless you my dear sister. Just recently I came out of a relationship like this and clinging on to Jesus. What a beautiful testimony that God led me to thank you for being brave🤍
As I’m trying to watch this, I swear the devil is working through my mom because she’s being very disruptive because older generations don’t understand rest, they understand healing and addressing or learning about these things as we do. It’s so very frustrating.
I am so shook. I needed to see this video! I thank the lord for leading me here ❤
😭😭😭 I’m married. And now I know that I really need to tap into prayer frfr so God can heal me
Dude I relate to SO many aspects of your story. Thankful God led me to your channel so He can bring me through the same deliverance you have received !!
Sis all I can say is this video and your channel in general is Spirit filled. The revelation and love throughout this video. God has called me to start sharing my journey and I couldn’t bring myself to do so. But today especially after this video I feel like the time is now . God bless you sis 🫶🏼🙏🏼♥️
Wow. This truly, deeply blessed me. Thank you so much. I mean.. my life will change forever now for the best. Thank you for your honesty and I thank God I came across this ❤️
God revealed to me that He brought me back from shaken baby syndrome (via supernatural experience/vision) when my dad fell asleep at my bedroom door drunk (that part my mom mentioned to me after prayer 🙏🏻 about the experience)🙌🏼❣️🙏🏻🙌🏼❣️🙏🏻🙌🏼❣️🙏🏻
♥️🫂.... amen and amen to this message. Never again for me and bless your heart and soul for such a testimony. Thank you Lord for your mercy and forgiveness.
Yes Lord I plead the Blood of Jesus 🙏🙏
This video was so raw and honest. The transparency is exactly what is missing in a lot of our sisters’ lives. Honesty changes things. Vulnerability changes things. Keep being obedient as unto the Lord. He favors you so much, Dyani. 😭❤️
Thank you so much for this encouragement!!! God really spoke through you!! May the Lord continue to shine His face on you!
May God seal this word in me!! And continue to heal, strengthen and grow me in this season!!! I really love how God put it on your heart to mention the tactics of the enemy and how what we went through doesn’t define us, we don’t need to stay there. God defines us!! And will give us a right spirit and perspective to view ourselves and others in the beautiful way He views us!!! This is so gooodddd!! I’m so blessed by this message!! God bless you sis! 💗🙏🏽
This is definitely me i had the jezebel spirit and he did too now I’m being told he is a prodigal so we definitely are in the same situation
Blessed me! Especially the unexpected part of generational curses. God bless you 🤍
You explain things so well Dyani, Blessings!
Thank you for sharing this!!!! I have been battling this for years
You just opened my eyes to a lot, thank you so much
This was beautiful. Thank you for sharing 💙
Oh my Jesus yes 🙌 I have a calling and God knows I try but I can try harder for the lord pray for me as I battle with jezebel
This video spoke to me! Thank you 🥺
Watching this truly convicted yet comforted me with understanding 💕🙏🏾
Thank you for sharing and being obedient it really blessed me. We have a very similar story and God has opened my eyes but this video opened them even further.
Thank you, Diani for opening up💖 and being vulnerable about your testimony 🙌🏼 I can definitely relate 🙏🏻💕
Amen...thank you so much for your sharing and your transparency.. i'm really happy for what God did and is doing in your life sis ! 🙌🏼 ❤️
Praise God thank you Jesus been through the mud múltiples forgive me Lord
Thank you so much for being obedient to God sis❤️❤️ we love you stay blessed
Thank you for sharing such difficult situations and giving us advice I could tell it was a hard conversation you are smart loved and appreciate keep pursing god and walking in his purpose
This is so brave of you to share your personal story. Thank you for that! That has helped me a lot, because I can absolutely relate to some of your traumatic experiences.
Thanks,for the word of hope and reconciliation within you,and Lord,the Father,remain bless,Amen.
What a beautiful transformation God did in you!
Thank you your videos is a blessing❤🙏
Keep spreading the gospel 🙏🏾❤️
It's my prayer, work and intention that God sets free everyone from their biggest struggles as He did you and me. May God free you (here, reading this) way more and better than He's freed me, in Jesus's name Amen. ❤ I aim to give the gospel of freedom even more...
Well said hard truth for some ❤
Hello I know a lot of us are goinG through some type of pain, stresss or financial bind. Whatever the case may be, I ask GOD to bless us all and to help us understand more abundantly. Use your day to be positive and productive for yourself as well as others.
I thank God that He is using you in this way. God bless you and thank you for being so honest. I am grateful that you are a true vessel I can follow on RUclips who truly yields to the Holy Spirit. Keep on keeping on in Jesus name.
Amen let the Lord use you
Strengthen me Bless me with a god fearing man a Man of God in Jesus name
Only 2 relationships that’s awesome I feel being in a lot of relationships especially for women messes them up
Thank you 💙
Our testimony’s r similar 🥺❤️💜thank u
Thank you 🙏🏽
I’m about to cry😢. This is my experience completely🥴. I’m raising a teenager and experiencing the same thing. The Devil is a liar. Everyday the Holy Spirit helps me fight for my healing so my child can be healed. Curses end with me💪🏽Thanks so much Sis for your obedience to God🥰
Felt every word
Thank you ❤️
Gorgeous woman. Very intelligent as well
Thank you ❤❤
Let go and let God
🙏🏾
Wowo! Can you do a video on why we get deja vu & feel we’ve met people before.
I’m 40 years old and have only been in 3 relationships. My ex-husband, ex-fiancé and my new husband. These are also the only people I have ever been intimate with.
Jesus is your first Love. Which many unbelievers dont understand.
Queen
Your a VIP in Gods eyes
He doesn't say don't have sex outside of marriage. But a virgin not married that has sex is considered defiled.
Your story with your ex is so much like mine. We were ruining each other. 🙏🏾
You cant for nothing with the Truth it comes from God
We're born in a fallen World
If you feel led can you talk about severing soul ties
I have a problem right now.I tried to get rid og Jezabel spirit and she just atacked me.
Do you follow the commandments too?
Are u okay
Never feel ashamed of that addiction! You needed to be that person to learn and get to where you are now. Also, might I add that sex addiction is 100% normalized now.. I mean we have “City Girl” culture, we have feminism.. all these narratives pushing us to have casual sex when in reality, there is nothing casual abt it.
When I told my "non-testimony" testimony on your "My Testimony (Part 2) | Overcoming Lust, Fornication, Masturbation, & Pornography Addiction" video a few days ago, I had no idea you kind of had a similar experience as I did on the part where I mentioned that, in me, "I can see how it could have turned into an addiction," if only I had met interested parties, and then the part about it being a good thing I didn't meet anyone interested in that way, cause, depending on how it might have went, and due to my hormone level at the time, there might have been at least "3,500 Jason Juniors running around."
And so, I'm commenting here, cause I'm just now finishing watching THIS video, and I hope my testimony on THAT video was not a trigger for you, on the part about your addiction, here. With the "feeling he was obligated" to go through with it. For me, it would have been, as you said in this video, "all the time." When I got to that part of this video, where you mentioned that similar (I guess spirit) that I seemed to have had, and never thought of it as a spirit (or never thought of it being attached to me, since I didn't have the chance for it to manifest), I said out loud "wow," and I was nodding my head at how this part of your testimony was similar enough to mine that you and I could actually have a couple of conversations about it, if we knew each other. Because it's like we understand each other, in that department. Cause we had a similar hook. Despite my never having gotten the chance to go through with it.
In the other video, the end of my comment, there, kind of left a cliff hanger. Cause of how it ended. I think what happened is that it transitioned from all of that, at first, into how my comment ended. For the reasons I gave, there. But, I've been praying about it. And I think I pretty much got all of the beginning part under control now. Well, 99.99 percent under control. But now, I have to work on the end of that comment. I hope that comment's end is the end of the line, in my testimony on the topic, cause I don't know if I have the patience to keep going much further on that train. If it's going to keep transitioning from one thing to another. (Those inner battles with one's self). The whole thing is just a big struggle. So, if you could pray for me, Dyani. And, thanks.