I feel the same way too right now. Then I realized that my feeling like an imposter or hypocrite is because I had assumed for a long time that I’m perfect and good and great, and when I fail, I disappoint myself because I see myself falling from that position so many times, which explains why I think I’m an imposter and hypocrite. I had to just now learn to tear down that lie to begin with that I’m really in dire need of my Savior, simply because He sees me as a sinner through and through, and I need to see me the way He sees me, and that’s why He gave us Jesus!
Hey Mark! I was literally going to submit a question on your website asking about this topic. Battled this as a child when I was dealing with OCD and it recently came back full force the past couple of years after having a baby. My mouth fell open when I saw this video! Thank you, Lord, for being near to me.
Mine came in following a nervous break down, which heightened my ocd , dpdr, anxiety exc ,exc been a long battle but coming back to Christ and studying helped. The dprp brings on a fear of no god no nothing a very atheistic mind set.
Yes , the existential OCD thoughts then attack me under dpdr and it feels like God doesn't exist and my brain is just a neural network that went haywire and broke down. There is no meaning to anything... But God has saved me previously from this.
Encouraging an attitude of gratitude is a life changer. Your saying that it connects us to God and the good that He is doing teaches why and helps us to cultivate it. Thanks Mark!
Thank you for touching on this topic. This has been a major obstacle in my healing journey and it was nice to have some perspective on this issue. God bless you Mark.
Had this in 2017 from a bad weed trip, for 5 years. Christ Heals! Life looks normal again. Happened to my friend as well. Christ heals. Whoever is dealing with this, endure and pray! It will go away to the point you forget you even had it.
What made it go away? I had it for 3 years after a bad shrooms trip then through prayer and not paying attention to it anymore helped but always lingered slightly but I didn't react to it. However, for last year I fell back into it really bad, probably due to huge stress I've been having or disconnected from God
@@tehdreamer Simply accepting it and knowing what the enemy meant for evil, God meant it for good. I converted that energy to change my life and focus on greater things. You have to shift the focus on thinking about the feeling into something else. Ask God for wisdom. Great things can come out of this trial in your life. Use it to your advantage.
@@Alexis-h5j This feeling is making me feel like life is meaningless and we are just a random neural network in the brain and mine just happen to go unstable and that God doesnt exist. Previously 10 years ago I was praying and it seemed it went away one time in an instant but no prayer is working anymore and feels like God is not real.
You're loved. Never forget that. Seek God. Seek counsellors as well. Plenty of people like Mark can help you in your journey. Change can happen in any moment from now. I believe in you.
thankyou so much mark this is exactly what i needed ive taken pages and pages of notes which i shall be reading first thing everyday day feel really excited about my new journey failed many many times but if keep at it everyday im confident i can get to where i want to be thankyou again God bless you 🙏
Very encouraging to hear about this from a Christian perspective with helpful steps to take in a gently self accepting way thanks so much for this help here Mark! Blessings and peace to you and please pray for me and all of us struggling , myself with anxiety etc… and negative relationship with myself…thanks
@@ProphetGreg94 oh that's so encouraging!!!!! I long to be free! Ppl just think I'm dramatic or silly! It's a lonely " disease ". Feeling like you're losing your mind. It's evil! I'm so sooooo desperate for freedom! I keep begging Jesus!
@@ProphetGreg94 I started taking Klonopin years ago. It helps significantly. I wasn't told how addictive it is though. 😢 I think I've developed a tolerance to it. This has honestly been the darkest most frightening time in my life. Illogical fears. Fear of death! Opening the door to go outside even!??? 😭
Thank you Mark! I always look forward to your videos. Can we talk about being angry but not sinning in it. I’ve always struggled to control my emotions. Thanks!!!
Sometimes I feel like I choose to not connect because I’m not where I’m supposed to be and I I just allow myself to feel then I have just settled in life.
Now I know that it's actually derealization. I was so frustrated. This was happening for over 2 weeks. I'm suffering from religious ocd. One morning I woke up and I wasn't feeling any anxiety I was quite relaxed. I was okay but then one of a sudden I started thinking that maybe it's not ocd and it's real because I don't have any sump of anxiety or rumination what I actually used to do. So I was trying to be afraid and being anxious because I wasn't feeling it and trying to do it even caused me discomfort because I was forcefully trying to be anxious and I felt I was acting. And the fear of not having fear I wasn't even able to feel the first fear. So I was again seeing and trying to figure out and again searched on Google is it ocd or not and so on.
I definitely struggled with this mainly in the past, for me it feels like something is wrong with my vision, sort of like I'm in a sunken place. It's especially unnerving when I'm driving, and I am in a familiar place but yet it feels unfamiliar in many ways. My mind starts racing and I'm overthinking what's happening. Last time it happened I just kept on driving and it eventually subsided after about 20-30 minutes.
So informative and love that it is biblical! God cares and knows our struggles. Thank you for posting these it is really helping me understand my 9yr old and my husband who I see now both struggle with ocd, depersonalize and anxieties. Any more information on biblically how to move into freedom, scripture that encourages is appreciated, as you know some causes more grief when they have this sort of perspective 🙏🏼
We make destructive decisions about ourselves to ourselves. And love is relational, external which brings healing internally. Loving ourselves cannot be enough; only the love of Christ who brings us to the Father love, can be enough and total.
I have had it for abiut 3 years straight but prior to that it was coming and going! I NO longer stress about it because it helps me to not feel anxious because my emotions are clogged out, i no longer feel negative emotions, I feel immune to fear, anxiety, anger etc. For happy moments, its a matter of just smiling & laughing. I am consodering seeing a psychiatrist though 😅
RODECASTER PRO II VS MACKIE... Hi Mark, Just like you, my RODECaster Pro II was losing connection in the middle of broadcasts. I took the liberty of looking you up after reading your comment on Amazon regarding the Mackie unit. The reason I'm writing is to find out how you ultimately resolved your audio situation since I see your audio sounds great and I understand you did not continue with Mackie. Thanks, hehe.
I always end up with this shame spiral and this anger towards God. Because those around me who are supposed to love me and be supportive are abusive and make me feel worthless. I have such pain and ask God why my life has become consumed by mental illness and why I have no support. I am so mad at how far I fell from having a good career to being unable to work. So much hurt and when I try to get back up, life keeps kicking me down and now this new response of DP/DR makes me feel worse.
The ultimate lie both the enemy and the sinful nature will bring us to if we keep spiraling into despair and hopelessness. Only when we believe, just believe, like a child, that God demonstrated His great mercy and grace and love to us by sending His only Son Jesus to suffer horribly and then die on the cruel, unjust cross, for our sins and brokenness, which is sealed as a promise when God raised Jesus from the grave!
Good news, good news. As someone who is going through the same if not similar circumstances, I present to you Colossians 2 which says that, 'You are complete in Christ'.🎉 You are complete lacking nothing, you are worthy, & you have value. Everything you need has been given to you in Christ. Begin to DECLARE that you are complete in Christ daily.🎉🎉
@@jamaica2010ism God bless you🙏🏼. Thank you for the reminder and encouragement. I will definitely make sure to declare the truth over my life. May the Lord bless us both.
Praise God for binding up all wounds that needs healing! I therefore bind one to desire to feel an healthy emotional connection to God, self and the world around one while binding to hell every lack of desire to feel an healthy emotional connection to God, self and the world around one in my life, the lives of my family, friends, colleagues, neighbours, acquintances, opponents, the children I teach and the body of Christ, binding to hell every unequal yoke and common share with anyone lacking a desire for an healthy emotional connection to God, self and the world around one, in accordance with this word and romans 12:4, ephesians 4:16, colossians 1:17, ephesians 2:18, 1 corinthians 6:17, 1 corinthians 15:46, 2 corinthians 6:14-18 in the name and blood of Jesus Christ, amen and hallelujah!
Hey Mark! No more reading my mind! Your videos always come along at the perfect times it seems. Haha, keep up your amazing work!
I was just having my conversation with God about feeling like an imposter and I saw you had a new video. God is sooooo good❤
I feel the same way too right now. Then I realized that my feeling like an imposter or hypocrite is because I had assumed for a long time that I’m perfect and good and great, and when I fail, I disappoint myself because I see myself falling from that position so many times, which explains why I think I’m an imposter and hypocrite. I had to just now learn to tear down that lie to begin with that I’m really in dire need of my Savior, simply because He sees me as a sinner through and through, and I need to see me the way He sees me, and that’s why He gave us Jesus!
Hey Mark! I was literally going to submit a question on your website asking about this topic. Battled this as a child when I was dealing with OCD and it recently came back full force the past couple of years after having a baby. My mouth fell open when I saw this video! Thank you, Lord, for being near to me.
"You're not faking, your practicing." Wow, that's exactly the perspective I needed.
you have nooo idea how much you've helped me
Thank you, Mark I think out of all the symptoms I’ve ever had. This is probably the most debilitating and biggest battle.
Mine came in following a nervous break down, which heightened my ocd , dpdr, anxiety exc ,exc been a long battle but coming back to Christ and studying helped. The dprp brings on a fear of no god no nothing a very atheistic mind set.
Yes , the existential OCD thoughts then attack me under dpdr and it feels like God doesn't exist and my brain is just a neural network that went haywire and broke down. There is no meaning to anything... But God has saved me previously from this.
Encouraging an attitude of gratitude is a life changer. Your saying that it connects us to God and the good that He is doing teaches why and helps us to cultivate it. Thanks Mark!
You’re a gem! I’m so grateful for all the work and videos you do for us. So helpful to me
Thank you for touching on this topic. This has been a major obstacle in my healing journey and it was nice to have some perspective on this issue. God bless you Mark.
Had this in 2017 from a bad weed trip, for 5 years.
Christ Heals! Life looks normal again.
Happened to my friend as well.
Christ heals. Whoever is dealing with this, endure and pray! It will go away to the point you forget you even had it.
What made it go away? I had it for 3 years after a bad shrooms trip then through prayer and not paying attention to it anymore helped but always lingered slightly but I didn't react to it. However, for last year I fell back into it really bad, probably due to huge stress I've been having or disconnected from God
@@tehdreamer Simply accepting it and knowing what the enemy meant for evil, God meant it for good. I converted that energy to change my life and focus on greater things. You have to shift the focus on thinking about the feeling into something else. Ask God for wisdom.
Great things can come out of this trial in your life. Use it to your advantage.
@@Alexis-h5j This feeling is making me feel like life is meaningless and we are just a random neural network in the brain and mine just happen to go unstable and that God doesnt exist. Previously 10 years ago I was praying and it seemed it went away one time in an instant but no prayer is working anymore and feels like God is not real.
@@tehdreamer Seek the Lord. Scream his name. Use this energy to pursue great things in life.
You're loved. Never forget that. Seek God. Seek counsellors as well. Plenty of people like Mark can help you in your journey. Change can happen in any moment from now. I believe in you.
Oh, wow, I can’t wait to hear this!!! I’ve wanted your take on dissociation!
thankyou so much mark this is exactly what i needed ive taken pages and pages of notes which i shall be reading first thing everyday day feel really excited about my new journey failed many many times but if keep at it everyday im confident i can get to where i want to be thankyou again God bless you 🙏
Very encouraging to hear about this from a Christian perspective with helpful steps to take in a gently self accepting way thanks so much for this help here Mark! Blessings and peace to you and please pray for me and all of us struggling , myself with anxiety etc… and negative relationship with myself…thanks
The situation that came up yesterday in terms of my struggles with anger and how I reacted all now makes so much sense. Thank you!!
I've had this since childhood from extreme panic attacks! I'm desperate for freedom! 😢😢
@@Roxann-o9z Keep your faith in God he will help out of it, I'll pray for you ma'am. But remember God loves you and he cares for you.
@@H-le4kf thank you so very much!
I suffered from this for almost two years. God healed me, set me free, and haven’t dealt with it since. There is hope for you. 🙏🏽
@@ProphetGreg94 oh that's so encouraging!!!!! I long to be free! Ppl just think I'm dramatic or silly! It's a lonely " disease ". Feeling like you're losing your mind. It's evil! I'm so sooooo desperate for freedom! I keep begging Jesus!
@@ProphetGreg94 I started taking Klonopin years ago. It helps significantly. I wasn't told how addictive it is though. 😢 I think I've developed a tolerance to it. This has honestly been the darkest most frightening time in my life. Illogical fears. Fear of death! Opening the door to go outside even!??? 😭
Thank you for these videos, truly 🙏🏿 They are a breathe of fresh air ❤️
Ohh dude this came at the perfect time.
Mark Excelent as always. Don't know how you came to read minds but I'm glad you did!
Hi everyone, I came here to remind you that our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ is coming back!
Mark, thank you so much for sharing what you’ve learned on your journey. It has empowered my journey significantly.
Thank you Mark! I always look forward to your videos. Can we talk about being angry but not sinning in it. I’ve always struggled to control my emotions. Thanks!!!
Im a new subscriber. 😊 This is such an interesting and informative video. ❤❤
This is exactly what I needed to hear!!
Sometimes I feel like I choose to not connect because I’m not where I’m supposed to be and I I just allow myself to feel then I have just settled in life.
Keep up the good work, Mark
You have helped me greatly
Now I know that it's actually derealization. I was so frustrated. This was happening for over 2 weeks. I'm suffering from religious ocd. One morning I woke up and I wasn't feeling any anxiety I was quite relaxed. I was okay but then one of a sudden I started thinking that maybe it's not ocd and it's real because I don't have any sump of anxiety or rumination what I actually used to do. So I was trying to be afraid and being anxious because I wasn't feeling it and trying to do it even caused me discomfort because I was forcefully trying to be anxious and I felt I was acting. And the fear of not having fear I wasn't even able to feel the first fear. So I was again seeing and trying to figure out and again searched on Google is it ocd or not and so on.
I definitely struggled with this mainly in the past, for me it feels like something is wrong with my vision, sort of like I'm in a sunken place. It's especially unnerving when I'm driving, and I am in a familiar place but yet it feels unfamiliar in many ways. My mind starts racing and I'm overthinking what's happening. Last time it happened I just kept on driving and it eventually subsided after about 20-30 minutes.
Yeah I think the same for me too.I hope your doing well recently. ❤
Thank you 🙏 this made me feel a little better about what I've been going through. God bless you 🙏
I will apply these principles for my healing journey.
God bless u brother mark.
So informative and love that it is biblical! God cares and knows our struggles. Thank you for posting these it is really helping me understand my 9yr old and my husband who I see now both struggle with ocd, depersonalize and anxieties. Any more information on biblically how to move into freedom, scripture that encourages is appreciated, as you know some causes more grief when they have this sort of perspective 🙏🏼
Thank you 💙👊✝️🙏🏻
We make destructive decisions about ourselves to ourselves.
And love is relational, external which brings healing internally.
Loving ourselves cannot be enough; only the love of Christ who brings us to the Father love, can be enough and total.
I need safe people
Thank you
Thanks mark! I have this but 24/7 and most of my life but I have hope
I have had it for abiut 3 years straight but prior to that it was coming and going! I NO longer stress about it because it helps me to not feel anxious because my emotions are clogged out, i no longer feel negative emotions, I feel immune to fear, anxiety, anger etc. For happy moments, its a matter of just smiling & laughing. I am consodering seeing a psychiatrist though 😅
I go through this a lot. I have so much I want to say 😅
This can happen with antidepressant withdrawal too!! I had these after going off the meds too fast.
Same with me!!
The practice is the hard part. Let’s be honest. Lol!
Most of us would need a coach to support, encourage, cajole, point to the goal, of health and healing in Christ!
Hi Mark, how do we have a new relationship with resistance??😊 thanks for your teaching. ❤
RODECASTER PRO II VS MACKIE...
Hi Mark,
Just like you, my RODECaster Pro II was losing connection in the middle of broadcasts. I took the liberty of looking you up after reading your comment on Amazon regarding the Mackie unit. The reason I'm writing is to find out how you ultimately resolved your audio situation since I see your audio sounds great and I understand you did not continue with Mackie. Thanks, hehe.
Send me an email: mark@markdejesus.com and I would be more than happy to fill you in.
i experience both on a daily ,, it’s really messed up on multiple levels . i’m checked out most of the time . i also have schizophrenia
Amen ❤❤❤
How do you accept it
Not to bring attention to myself but, this thing your talking about makes me question my minds sanity.😮
Remembre when my Mother passed away. During 10 days. 😮
I always end up with this shame spiral and this anger towards God. Because those around me who are supposed to love me and be supportive are abusive and make me feel worthless. I have such pain and ask God why my life has become consumed by mental illness and why I have no support. I am so mad at how far I fell from having a good career to being unable to work. So much hurt and when I try to get back up, life keeps kicking me down and now this new response of DP/DR makes me feel worse.
I hear you ♥️ and understand you. Experiencing similar season right now. Pls, reach for support outside your toxic social network ♥️
The ultimate lie both the enemy and the sinful nature will bring us to if we keep spiraling into despair and hopelessness.
Only when we believe, just believe, like a child, that God demonstrated His great mercy and grace and love to us by sending His only Son Jesus to suffer horribly and then die on the cruel, unjust cross, for our sins and brokenness, which is sealed as a promise when God raised Jesus from the grave!
@@annamachalska762 thank you God bless. ❤🙏🏼
Good news, good news. As someone who is going through the same if not similar circumstances, I present to you Colossians 2 which says that, 'You are complete in Christ'.🎉 You are complete lacking nothing, you are worthy, & you have value. Everything you need has been given to you in Christ. Begin to DECLARE that you are complete in Christ daily.🎉🎉
@@jamaica2010ism God bless you🙏🏼. Thank you for the reminder and encouragement. I will definitely make sure to declare the truth over my life. May the Lord bless us both.
Praise God for binding up all wounds that needs healing! I therefore bind one to desire to feel an healthy emotional connection to God, self and the world around one while binding to hell every lack of desire to feel an healthy emotional connection to God, self and the world around one in my life, the lives of my family, friends, colleagues, neighbours, acquintances, opponents, the children I teach and the body of Christ, binding to hell every unequal yoke and common share with anyone lacking a desire for an healthy emotional connection to God, self and the world around one, in accordance with this word and romans 12:4, ephesians 4:16, colossians 1:17, ephesians 2:18, 1 corinthians 6:17, 1 corinthians 15:46, 2 corinthians 6:14-18 in the name and blood of Jesus Christ, amen and hallelujah!
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Can’t wait to watch this later tonight!
Waaaaay too many commercials. Its disruptive to the content.
So many ads
@kathy1001. Just one of many, 😊
Mark has been such an encouraging part of my life's journey