Fuck this guts me...she seemed so funny when there was "nothing going on" with them. Little did she know that I knew. I really loved her so so much. But I knew she'd leave like the others, I could feel it coming long before she did. She left once, temporarily last year on my birthday. Came back but she took the second shot to my head by leaving again in February. I now hold the flowers to her name in my heart..my life has been so goddamn lonely since all this started and that's not even when it got bad. Fuck..
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Fuck this guts me...she seemed so funny when there was "nothing going on" with them. Little did she know that I knew. I really loved her so so much. But I knew she'd leave like the others, I could feel it coming long before she did. She left once, temporarily last year on my birthday. Came back but she took the second shot to my head by leaving again in February. I now hold the flowers to her name in my heart..my life has been so goddamn lonely since all this started and that's not even when it got bad. Fuck..
I hope things have gotten better for you now that times passed
@@Lorry1094 nope, just worse. Found another girl, got to healing, she got ovarian cancer and died this year.