I don't want him to feel like shit, what's done is done. It took me forever to see the truth but I see it now.. my heart hurts for him but I'm no longer sad. I will always care for him always have love for him but I'm not willing to go back now. I'm through losing my mind over the memories. Everything your saying is true. And your on point about falling in love again though I also went through my own karma because the reasons we had so many disagreements and it never really felt like we were in love. I think neither one of us knew what real love felt like almost 40 years and I'm just realizing what love truly feels like.i deserve better , I wasn't the enemy, I'm sorry for leaving you when you needed me most, it wasn't my intention. You asked me a bunch of questions about my fidelity, I told you the gods honest truth. I believed that some day you would forgive and forget like I had. You didn't, you couldn't.. you knew no other way to be.. all the anger you had towards your father, you directed at me. I stood faithfully by your side when you were down, sent you money anytime you asked for it. You already know why I left.. and the way you believed you were the only one who went through hell.. you didn't even consider to acknowledge my feelings, my emotions. This separation has opened up my heart and my eyes. You were angry at me when you had no cause to be angry. I am human too. I didn't let these things bother me because I knew it was in the past and the time I did in the hospital changed my life. I raised our children on my own and I was a great mother. When I left them with my mom for 6 years, I did it out of love because I was caught up in drugs and I didn't want to quit, I actually wanted to die, for years I destroyed my self, it was my choice because I hurt so much without you by my side. None of those facts seemed to make any difference to you. So why the hell should I care. ? The last 15 years have been riddled with negative shit that you did. At least 2 to 3 times a month you ghosted us. If get mad and tell you to leave. I had every right to ask you to leave every time. If I were the one to do that shit you would of left me long time ago. I think you turn to people for their opinion when they have no right to comment. I get it, because you felt so lost, so defeated.. I didn't want to leave you.. but I had to finally put a end to this misery and constant worrying. On top of the struggles with the kids, I was trying to bring us all together, tried to tell you that gentle parenting is what our son needed. I watched all of you attack each other for years and decided it had to stop, if anyone expected to get better it had to stop.. this house was filled with anger, and it was no longer my home, it was hell... We've been no contact for a minute and though it hurt like hell when I asked you if you planned to keep seeing her when you moved, you told me the truth and said yes.. so why would I stick around to try to save this relationship??? You had so much deception and secrecy, you still do.. now I realize I'll be ok on my own again, hell I've been alone the majority of my life always giving my all to those that I loved but when the chips were down, knowing the consequences you had to do it again.. not realizing this would be the end. I've finally had enough and I'm moving on.. I wish you the best in your new future. Learn to love differently, always be honest, and communicate... Don't dwell on the past. Begin your future with a different outlook. You are worthy I'm sorry I said you weren't. I was very angry when I said those things. I wanted you to feel the hurt like you were making me feel .
I'm truely blessed by this reading because it really speaks about my journey, thank you Lord for letting me hear this amazing reading in Jesus name amen
He's got to have a heart to feel anything close to this
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I don't want him to feel like shit, what's done is done. It took me forever to see the truth but I see it now.. my heart hurts for him but I'm no longer sad. I will always care for him always have love for him but I'm not willing to go back now. I'm through losing my mind over the memories. Everything your saying is true. And your on point about falling in love again though I also went through my own karma because the reasons we had so many disagreements and it never really felt like we were in love. I think neither one of us knew what real love felt like almost 40 years and I'm just realizing what love truly feels like.i deserve better , I wasn't the enemy, I'm sorry for leaving you when you needed me most, it wasn't my intention. You asked me a bunch of questions about my fidelity, I told you the gods honest truth. I believed that some day you would forgive and forget like I had. You didn't, you couldn't.. you knew no other way to be.. all the anger you had towards your father, you directed at me. I stood faithfully by your side when you were down, sent you money anytime you asked for it. You already know why I left.. and the way you believed you were the only one who went through hell.. you didn't even consider to acknowledge my feelings, my emotions. This separation has opened up my heart and my eyes. You were angry at me when you had no cause to be angry. I am human too. I didn't let these things bother me because I knew it was in the past and the time I did in the hospital changed my life. I raised our children on my own and I was a great mother. When I left them with my mom for 6 years, I did it out of love because I was caught up in drugs and I didn't want to quit, I actually wanted to die, for years I destroyed my self, it was my choice because I hurt so much without you by my side. None of those facts seemed to make any difference to you. So why the hell should I care. ? The last 15 years have been riddled with negative shit that you did. At least 2 to 3 times a month you ghosted us. If get mad and tell you to leave. I had every right to ask you to leave every time. If I were the one to do that shit you would of left me long time ago. I think you turn to people for their opinion when they have no right to comment. I get it, because you felt so lost, so defeated.. I didn't want to leave you.. but I had to finally put a end to this misery and constant worrying. On top of the struggles with the kids, I was trying to bring us all together, tried to tell you that gentle parenting is what our son needed. I watched all of you attack each other for years and decided it had to stop, if anyone expected to get better it had to stop.. this house was filled with anger, and it was no longer my home, it was hell... We've been no contact for a minute and though it hurt like hell when I asked you if you planned to keep seeing her when you moved, you told me the truth and said yes.. so why would I stick around to try to save this relationship??? You had so much deception and secrecy, you still do.. now I realize I'll be ok on my own again, hell I've been alone the majority of my life always giving my all to those that I loved but when the chips were down, knowing the consequences you had to do it again.. not realizing this would be the end. I've finally had enough and I'm moving on.. I wish you the best in your new future. Learn to love differently, always be honest, and communicate... Don't dwell on the past. Begin your future with a different outlook. You are worthy I'm sorry I said you weren't. I was very angry when I said those things. I wanted you to feel the hurt like you were making me feel .
Mine is a Leo. But, I don’t think it bothers him
He is a Taurus like me, and you are right
I'm truely blessed by this reading because it really speaks about my journey, thank you Lord for letting me hear this amazing reading in Jesus name amen
Yes it's over lies will returned to the owner ❤
Omg you are spot on with this reading
Thank you for this reading ❤❤❤
I.know all and feel him around me all the time the new person'''
Yes hes scorpio his cheater involve 3rd party😢
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My ex is a 🦀
He's gay..both my ex is why gay men attracted to me I dnt kn why