NAME : Gyaku Satsu NICKNAMES : Atsu ULTIMATE : Butcher AGE : 18 GENDER + PRONOUNS : Demi-Boy ( they / he ) SEXUALITY : Bisexual HEIGHT : 177 cm / 5’9 .. ( i think. ) ALLERGIES / ILLNESSES / CONDITIONS : Lactose Intolerant , Schizophrenia , amnesia , ptsd ☆ 。 LIKES : - Solitude / Being Alone - Graveyards They like graveyards… even if they’re not quite sure why . He supposes it’s the solitude.. and the thought that everything around him is dead comforts him. Dead things can’t harm them . - Horror, especially things with monsters It reminds them that the ‘monsters’ they’re dealing with are far more harmless… Only Horror Myths and Books though! He loves Horror , but he can’t watch movies because the blood makes them uncomfortable. Stories aren’t visual though, and therefore work just fine ! - Animals , especially Rats and Crows - Thunderstorms and Rain ( if he’s inside lol ) DISLIKES : - Blood They can’t stand it. The smell, the colour, the way it splatters … It makes them incredibly uncomfortable. Thanks to their job they’re not afraid of it anymore… but he still doesn’t like it. - Being around a lot of people Their faces and bodies warp and stretch, leaving nothing but disfigured monsters… it’s not real of course, but Atsu doesn’t know that . They don’t know how others manage talking to people as often as they do , unaware that only they see the monsters .., - The ‘Monsters’ FEARS : - Blood - The Massacre PERSONALITY : Atsu is quiet, yet their presence never goes unnoticed. The air around him feels heavy and tense, although no one can quite place why . His presence alone unsettles people.. Something about the way they look at them like they’re some kind of monsters scares the people he talks to, but They are friendly and optimistic in a calm kind of way, even while doing so. All in all, there’s nothing wrong with his behaviour ; he’s respectful and kind, but all of his emotions feel weak… stiffed and way too mild. Like they don’t behave like they do out of kindness or because they care, and more out of habit. And that goes for every emotion- Anger , Sadness, Anxiety… Actually, Atsu rarely ever gets anxious- Well, only really when something reminds him of the Incident.. When this happens, they get more snappy and jumpy, even the tension in the air around them gets heavier and heavier. FLAWS : On the inside, Atsu is a suspicious- no, paranoid, person . Despite their friendly behaviour towards about anyone , Atsu cannot trust anyone. They can tell a lot about a person and how they’re feeling from just their voice- Since they can’t trust their vision. Trust isn’t something that comes natural to them anymore, and someone would need to prove themselves to him for them to start trusting them even just a little bit .. They can care about someone more than about themselves and still not really trust them. ☆ 。 OK WITH : - Shipping : nope ! He wouldn’t fall in love with anyone any time soon - Mastermind : sure ! - Traitor : yup ! PREFERRED ROLE : No preference GET ALONG WITH : People who respect his boundaries and aren’t overbearing . DON’T GET ALONG WITH : People who forcefully try to insert themselves into his life ; the only people he will actively get angry at and tell off. ATTRACTED TO : - WOULD MAKE THEM KILL : Their Hallucinations REACTION TO A KILLING GAME : “ .. . Oh. “ ; Even more paranoid than usual , will avoid people. ADDITIONAL INFO : - their name translates to ‘massacre’ . Because of this, he doesn’t go by his actual name, only ‘Atsu’, since they don’t want to be reminded of the incident every time someone says his name. - Atsu took up their jobs as a kind of fear therapy , but they went a little overboard… and now it’s their Ultimate !! - His injuries are fully healed … but he keeps the bandages on anyway. They’re comforting to him. - Atsu always has a small knife on him , hidden in his boot. Well, and the big butcher knife they carry around. - since the backstory is kinda weirdly written since they don’t remember much and are a bit unstable , here’s a summary : One of Atsu’s classmates , a good friend of theirs actually, went crazy and started a massacre in the classroom after school- Atsu was the only survivor, getting away with two stab wounds in the stomach and a bad head injury. Due to the traumatic experience, Atsu’s mind repressed the memories, and with it everything before the incident. Atsu Afterwards spent a few months in the hospital. - Atsu’s hallucinations of monsters instead of people are a manifestation of their trust issues and paranoia that they got after the incident. The Hallucinations get worse when they’re stressed or are especially uncomfortable with the person, and are less severe when talking to someone they like. - Their coping method is ignoring anything that doesn’t impact their daily life ( like their fear of blood did ) - Atsu is ( mostly ) harmless, but they come off as super creepy and unsettling !! SECRETS : Atsu is convinced he’s the Culprit of the Incident, mostly because he’s the only survivor and also since the police kinda suspected it was him for a while. ( He isn’t . ) CODES : - Normal : WXB6XY3AN - Sleep / More Casual : N1NZJTM76 ☆ 。 BACKSTORY : Blood. So much blood. It’s on the walls and the floor and the desks and on his face and there’s *so m u c h B L O O D* - Ẇ̵̧̢͖̻̜̤͇͠Ḧ̵̢̖͖͓̩͖͔̩̜̞̘̒́Y̵̠̦̗͔̱͈͓͍̼͇̯̼͇͚̣̒͋̌͆͗͂͌̍̽̽͋̏͊̍͘͝͝ ̵͓͍̰̳͚͙͊͐̐̾͗̉̍̈̐͂̕͜͝͠͝͝D̷̨̲͎͇̫͕̙̿́̀͆̇́́͜͝ͅI̶̛̛͎̱͙̎̓͊͆͌̀̌͒͐̀̾̑͘D̶̡̢̨̨͎̺̯̹̞̩̩͉̝̒̎͌͐͊̈́̓̇̀̋̔͝ ̶̢̨̛̛̛̤̤̞͔͓͇̰̩͖̰̠̬̺̹͐̂͐̋̂̌̒̏͐͜Y̵̨̡̙͚̤̥̗̮̠̝̟̻̹̔̊̈́̌͑̓̎́̅̌̉͌̊̕ͅO̷̡̡̨͓̱͉̲̺̦̹̮̙͑͋͠ͅŬ̸̧̦͈̰̤̭͉̺̝͓̣̱̙̤̋̔͊̋̑̓̉͜ ̵͙͖́̑̉̀͠D̶͇̥̤̺͓̗͕͉͖̒Ơ̶͍͙̥̦͖͇̖͙̍̋̋̃͐̓̑̇̈͛̑́ ̷̛̟̘̗̩̰̭̗͈̼̲̘̱͐̿̔̿͒́͜Ị̸̧̞͎̲͆̍̆̈́̋͑̋̒̉̕͝T̶͙͈̥̣̩͙͈͎̩̳̥̰̰̗̏̅̂͗́̃͗̐̍̃͐̓̈́̈́͠͝?̸̪̦̞̜̺̯̣̱̲̣͉̣͐̈̈́̅̔̈́̍͊̽̕͜!̵̡̜̪̱̼̍̐͆̀̋͊̽́̾͑̕͜͝͝͠?̸̢̧͓̳͈͇̪̘̭̥̪͎́̿͐̅̓̈́̀̄̂̀͑̚̚͝͝͠ͅ … The Police find him in the corner of the classroom, passed out from shock and his injuries. A few hours later, he wakes up in the hospital, bandages on his face, hands and torso. They can’t remember why they’re here. Or why they’re in the hospital. Or what happened. Or their name. Or anything, really. They only know that when they see the blood bag in the machine connected to his arm, he jumps and panics because it’s * b l o o d* - A nurse comes in, summoned to their room because their heart monitor was going crazy. Except it wasn’t a nurse. At least, that’s not what Atsu sees . He sees .. long stretched arms, a shadowy figure and two glowing eyes. Naturally, he freaks out some more. Atsu is questioned a few days later, after he accepted the fact that he was alone in a world filled with mostly harmless monsters, but they can’t help much. Actually, it’s more like they’re the ones questioning the police. They learn that someone, they are not sure who, in his class had killed the others. Or maybe they all went after each other. The Police doesn’t know. Atsu doesn’t know either. They don’t really … want to know. Every time they think about the incident, they can’t stop shaking and the world around them warps and they *swear* they can see the ghosts they saw in the yearbook in their room- Atsu learns to ignore the fact that they were talking to monsters and instead focuses on getting better.
NAME : Gyaku Satsu
NICKNAMES : Atsu
ULTIMATE : Butcher
AGE : 18
GENDER + PRONOUNS : Demi-Boy ( they / he )
SEXUALITY : Bisexual
HEIGHT : 177 cm / 5’9 .. ( i think. )
ALLERGIES / ILLNESSES / CONDITIONS : Lactose Intolerant , Schizophrenia , amnesia , ptsd
☆ 。
LIKES :
- Solitude / Being Alone
- Graveyards
They like graveyards… even if they’re not quite sure why . He supposes it’s the solitude.. and the thought that everything around him is dead comforts him. Dead things can’t harm them .
- Horror, especially things with monsters
It reminds them that the ‘monsters’ they’re dealing with are far more harmless… Only Horror Myths and Books though! He loves Horror , but he can’t watch movies because the blood makes them uncomfortable. Stories aren’t visual though, and therefore work just fine !
- Animals , especially Rats and Crows
- Thunderstorms and Rain ( if he’s inside lol )
DISLIKES :
- Blood
They can’t stand it. The smell, the colour, the way it splatters … It makes them incredibly uncomfortable. Thanks to their job they’re not afraid of it anymore… but he still doesn’t like it.
- Being around a lot of people
Their faces and bodies warp and stretch, leaving nothing but disfigured monsters… it’s not real of course, but Atsu doesn’t know that . They don’t know how others manage talking to people as often as they do , unaware that only they see the monsters ..,
- The ‘Monsters’
FEARS :
- Blood
- The Massacre
PERSONALITY : Atsu is quiet, yet their presence never goes unnoticed. The air around him feels heavy and tense, although no one can quite place why . His presence alone unsettles people.. Something about the way they look at them like they’re some kind of monsters scares the people he talks to, but They are friendly and optimistic in a calm kind of way, even while doing so.
All in all, there’s nothing wrong with his behaviour ; he’s respectful and kind, but all of his emotions feel weak… stiffed and way too mild. Like they don’t behave like they do out of kindness or because they care, and more out of habit. And that goes for every emotion- Anger , Sadness, Anxiety…
Actually, Atsu rarely ever gets anxious- Well, only really when something reminds him of the Incident.. When this happens, they get more snappy and jumpy, even the tension in the air around them gets heavier and heavier.
FLAWS :
On the inside, Atsu is a suspicious- no, paranoid, person . Despite their friendly behaviour towards about anyone , Atsu cannot trust anyone. They can tell a lot about a person and how they’re feeling from just their voice- Since they can’t trust their vision.
Trust isn’t something that comes natural to them anymore, and someone would need to prove themselves to him for them to start trusting them even just a little bit .. They can care about someone more than about themselves and still not really trust them.
☆ 。
OK WITH :
- Shipping : nope ! He wouldn’t fall in love with anyone any time soon
- Mastermind : sure !
- Traitor : yup !
PREFERRED ROLE : No preference
GET ALONG WITH : People who respect his boundaries and aren’t overbearing .
DON’T GET ALONG WITH : People who forcefully try to insert themselves into his life ; the only people he will actively get angry at and tell off.
ATTRACTED TO : -
WOULD MAKE THEM KILL : Their Hallucinations
REACTION TO A KILLING GAME : “ .. . Oh. “ ; Even more paranoid than usual , will avoid people.
ADDITIONAL INFO :
- their name translates to ‘massacre’ . Because of this, he doesn’t go by his actual name, only ‘Atsu’, since they don’t want to be reminded of the incident every time someone says his name.
- Atsu took up their jobs as a kind of fear therapy , but they went a little overboard… and now it’s their Ultimate !!
- His injuries are fully healed … but he keeps the bandages on anyway. They’re comforting to him.
- Atsu always has a small knife on him , hidden in his boot. Well, and the big butcher knife they carry around.
- since the backstory is kinda weirdly written since they don’t remember much and are a bit unstable , here’s a summary : One of Atsu’s classmates , a good friend of theirs actually, went crazy and started a massacre in the classroom after school- Atsu was the only survivor, getting away with two stab wounds in the stomach and a bad head injury. Due to the traumatic experience, Atsu’s mind repressed the memories, and with it everything before the incident. Atsu Afterwards spent a few months in the hospital.
- Atsu’s hallucinations of monsters instead of people are a manifestation of their trust issues and paranoia that they got after the incident. The Hallucinations get worse when they’re stressed or are especially uncomfortable with the person, and are less severe when talking to someone they like.
- Their coping method is ignoring anything that doesn’t impact their daily life ( like their fear of blood did )
- Atsu is ( mostly ) harmless, but they come off as super creepy and unsettling !!
SECRETS : Atsu is convinced he’s the Culprit of the Incident, mostly because he’s the only survivor and also since the police kinda suspected it was him for a while. ( He isn’t . )
CODES :
- Normal : WXB6XY3AN
- Sleep / More Casual : N1NZJTM76
☆ 。
BACKSTORY :
Blood. So much blood. It’s on the walls and the floor and the desks and on his face and there’s *so m u c h B L O O D* -
Ẇ̵̧̢͖̻̜̤͇͠Ḧ̵̢̖͖͓̩͖͔̩̜̞̘̒́Y̵̠̦̗͔̱͈͓͍̼͇̯̼͇͚̣̒͋̌͆͗͂͌̍̽̽͋̏͊̍͘͝͝ ̵͓͍̰̳͚͙͊͐̐̾͗̉̍̈̐͂̕͜͝͠͝͝D̷̨̲͎͇̫͕̙̿́̀͆̇́́͜͝ͅI̶̛̛͎̱͙̎̓͊͆͌̀̌͒͐̀̾̑͘D̶̡̢̨̨͎̺̯̹̞̩̩͉̝̒̎͌͐͊̈́̓̇̀̋̔͝ ̶̢̨̛̛̛̤̤̞͔͓͇̰̩͖̰̠̬̺̹͐̂͐̋̂̌̒̏͐͜Y̵̨̡̙͚̤̥̗̮̠̝̟̻̹̔̊̈́̌͑̓̎́̅̌̉͌̊̕ͅO̷̡̡̨͓̱͉̲̺̦̹̮̙͑͋͠ͅŬ̸̧̦͈̰̤̭͉̺̝͓̣̱̙̤̋̔͊̋̑̓̉͜ ̵͙͖́̑̉̀͠D̶͇̥̤̺͓̗͕͉͖̒Ơ̶͍͙̥̦͖͇̖͙̍̋̋̃͐̓̑̇̈͛̑́ ̷̛̟̘̗̩̰̭̗͈̼̲̘̱͐̿̔̿͒́͜Ị̸̧̞͎̲͆̍̆̈́̋͑̋̒̉̕͝T̶͙͈̥̣̩͙͈͎̩̳̥̰̰̗̏̅̂͗́̃͗̐̍̃͐̓̈́̈́͠͝?̸̪̦̞̜̺̯̣̱̲̣͉̣͐̈̈́̅̔̈́̍͊̽̕͜!̵̡̜̪̱̼̍̐͆̀̋͊̽́̾͑̕͜͝͝͠?̸̢̧͓̳͈͇̪̘̭̥̪͎́̿͐̅̓̈́̀̄̂̀͑̚̚͝͝͠ͅ
…
The Police find him in the corner of the classroom, passed out from shock and his injuries. A few hours later, he wakes up in the hospital, bandages on his face, hands and torso.
They can’t remember why they’re here. Or why they’re in the hospital. Or what happened. Or their name. Or anything, really.
They only know that when they see the blood bag in the machine connected to his arm, he jumps and panics because it’s * b l o o d* -
A nurse comes in, summoned to their room because their heart monitor was going crazy. Except it wasn’t a nurse. At least, that’s not what Atsu sees . He sees .. long stretched arms, a shadowy figure and two glowing eyes.
Naturally, he freaks out some more.
Atsu is questioned a few days later, after he accepted the fact that he was alone in a world filled with mostly harmless monsters, but they can’t help much. Actually, it’s more like they’re the ones questioning the police.
They learn that someone, they are not sure who, in his class had killed the others. Or maybe they all went after each other. The Police doesn’t know. Atsu doesn’t know either. They don’t really … want to know.
Every time they think about the incident, they can’t stop shaking and the world around them warps and they *swear* they can see the ghosts they saw in the yearbook in their room-
Atsu learns to ignore the fact that they were talking to monsters and instead focuses on getting better.
OMG, THEY'RE SO COOL!! ^^
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