No he is dead😔😭😭💔💔💔 Eiji did not believe Ash's death for seven years, this is the most sad thing ever 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 and I’m sorry if my English not good because I’m learning💘
In the manga he did died but in the anime the director didn't want it to end like that so that's why it kinda left off there it's basically your own opinion on how it ends but it can't be continued since the management us finished.
@@abeer6486 in the manga Ash is confirmed dead yes,but in the anime,it's not confirmed,take a look at the official chart for banana Fish characters,the ones who are dead have no color,the ones with colors are alive,keep in mind this is the UPDATED version so they didn't mess it up,Ash has colors on his picture,he is not dead,he is alive.
*Would i still have the chance for us to say goodbye?* Its makes me sad and depressed cuz its true that Ash didn't got the chance to say goodbye to Eiji😭💔 and what hurts the most is that Eiji didn't "Sayonara" Ash because he knows that they meet again soon😭😭😭😭💔💔💔.For me Banana Fish is the best anime for me and really i mean REALLY made me cry😭😭😭😭
And they will meet cause ash is still alive😭read the theory it’s just in the manga which is old by now so I ain’t believing it..no they see each other and lived happily ever after 😭
My thing is they didn't have to end it like that bc now eiji doesn't know that ash is dead and the last he heard ash was completely fine so he's just living thinking ash is alive and he's gonna go to Japan one day but he's not and that makes me want to cry more and I can bearly see me keyboard bc of my tears ash did not even get to say goodbye they ended it in the best way to hurt us I mean I've watch a silent voice Clannad anohana but this tops the cake I don't think I can fully heal from this
I said the same thing right after, its a purely sad anime. I really wish I didn't watch it, it broke my heart how it showed a certain truth of a corrupted world
Just make sure to remember no matter how sad this anime made you feel the characters are fake and don't exist. This is the reason i stopped crying whenever i listen to this song lol
i think of banana fish as a series being filmed. if you haven't seen the photos already, google banana fish behind the scenes. you see them all together and alive. i don't wanna believe the deaths we've encounter are real
I think it’s actually better that he’s dead, I feel like this was actually a good thing. He’s faced too much, he’s tired, he never asked to be a gang leader, or a child prostitution. Yes he could have lived, but I think it’s both sad and good that he finally rested, he died on his own accord despite the fact he could have gone to the hospital. I like to think of it as a wounded lynx finally curling up in the corner, content and at peace with the words Eiji left for him, and shutting his eyes to go into a restful slumber. Sorry for the random rant 😅
after countless heart breaks; “In spite of How the world decides to see my life. Would i still have the chance for us to say goodbye, over and over again?” the question is, Was Ash saying ‘sa-yo-u-na-ra’ to Eiji at the hospital, the goodbye after all? Or was he never able to say it to him properly since he died at the end? After all, Eiji didn’t want to say goodbye to Ash... Whatever the answer, I’m sure 100% of banana fish fans cried over and over again.
Letting ya'll know that in the manga he died but in the anime the director didn't like how it ended so that's why it ended like that in the manga, it's basically your own choice if Ash is alive or not, letting all of you know.
This song fits Banana Fish perfectly, the song is heartbreaking and the series too. Help me move on please! I'll continue pretending that Ash is just peacefully sleeping :
I have been laying here bawling with this song on repeat "over and over again" I have never cried this much in my life combined 😭😭😭 I feel so broken but so happy and sad because ash found peace and that letter is so perfectly written
@@kiritokirigaya3850 IKR!! i cried a lot when watching it, but four hrs after finishing, i bawled my eye out. because I knew we never get to see ash at peace with eiji in japan. they didnt get to be together.. THE DIDN"T DESERVE THAT ENDING I STG :(((
"If we can be found, we sure can get lost." The first op is called Found and Lost just thought I'd throw that in there. It hits a little different than lost and found
@@bazwazhere I am.. Its hard to move on, even after years pass I think I still won't be able to stop crying over ash. I never expected an anime to affect me so much
I never thought my depression could reach a point that i would cry whenever i think of banana fish. I love this anime but my heart could never be the same. I definately don't regret watching it tho. 💔
yeah same. I told my (normie) cousin that I couldn't stop crying after watching it and that i'm emotionally scarred. and guess what she said. she said, "why'd you watch it then?" LIKE BRUH! but fr, they deserved a happy ending :((
I'm still not sure what it is about this anime that makes me cry so hard, maybe it's because of the fact I associate with the characters, maybe it's because I just don't wanna say goodbye to this anime, maybe it's because I can't handle the fact that ash really did die, maybe it's because eiji and ash never really got to be together, maybe it's that they never got a proper goodbye, and I know how that feels, losing someone without being able to have any last words. or it's just that this anime was really well written that all of us have been affected, maybe not in the same way, probably none of us are affected by this the same way, but what's important is that we were affected, and that this did invoke emotions in us. I love this show with all my heart 💔
Dear Ash Ash---- I am very worried because I haven't seen you and I don't know if you are okay. You said to me before "We live in diffrent worlds." But I am not sure if that's true. We are from different countries, and our skin and eyes are diffrent color. But so what? We are friends. Isn't that enough? What else do we need? I am very happy I came to America. I madr many friends here. Above all... I met you. Ash. You asked me many times if you scare me. But I never felt scared of you, not even once. Actually I always felt that you where hurt. Much more than me-- that your spirit is wounded. I know you are much smarter than me, and bigger, and stronger --- But even so.. I wanted to protect you. Funny, isn't it? I think i wanted to protect yoy from your future. Because your fate was sweeping you away like a flood. You are not alone, Ash. I am with you. My soul is always with you. Sayonara, America. Sayonara, New York. But I'm not saying "sayonara" to you.... Ash. Because this isn't goodbye, Ash... I know we'll see eachother again someday - Because you are my Best fiend Ash. - Eiji (This is the letter Eiji wrote to Ash in the Manga)
Even if I wanted to convince myself that his alive, we can’t change the fact that he’s dead. All I can say to myself is that he feels no pain now. And Eiji will meet him soon in heaven. Sa-yo-na-ra to them is not goodbye, to them it means “I’ll be with you soon, just wait.” That’s why when ash is badly hurt he didn’t do anything, cuz he know that he’ll meet Eiji again soon, and by that time comes nobody can pull them apart again. This anime want us to realize that this is a cruel world, but in the end we’ll find peace. SA- YO- NA- RA
Banana fish broke me. I don't usually cry. I didn't cry almost at all in a silent voice. So I didn't think I'd cry in Banana fish. I was so wrong.. Every time i see edits and songs from banana fish, i bawl. :(
In spite of how the world decides to see my life Would I still have a chance for us to say good bye Over and over again If I decide to burn instead of fading out I still would like the chance for us to say good bye Over and over again If we can be found, we sure can get lost Through all the madness of falling in love If we're truly lost, I don't want to be found here dying alone The stain of red that colors the pavement Painted with blood of somebody you love Is this the sacrifice for the broken Losing the purest of what's in my heart In spite of how the world decides to see my life Would I still have a chance for us to say good bye Over and over again If I decide to burn instead of fading out I still would like the chance for us to say good bye Over and over again The stain of red that colors the pavement Painted with blood of somebody you love Is this the sacrifice for the broken Losing the purest of what's in my heart Too close but far enough for me to see The vision of my eyes was fooled by no one only me I'll keep my eyes shut pull the trigger Forget to pray before we say good night The stain of red that colors the pavement Painted with blood of somebody you love Is this the sacrifice for the broken Losing the purest of what's in my heart The stain of red that colors the pavement Painted with blood of somebody you love Is this the sacrifice for the broken Losing the purest of what's in my heart
The song: would I have a chance for us to say goodbye Me obviously lying: I'm fine I'm not thaving depression and crying to sleep just because I've listen to this song Also the lyrics hits different when you have finished Banana Fish
I finished weeks ago and I’m still not over it. You’ll never completely be over it, just somewhat come to terms with it but still be in constant denial until you make up your own happy ending but always know it isn’t real because nothing is real so why are you even upset but then you remember Ash deserved better and how Eiji frickin said all that stuff when he was like “This isn’t goodbye. Can’t wait to see you again.” He let himself die so Eiji wouldn’t be caught in the crossfire ever again. The most peaceful yet brutal thing I’ve ever heard.
@@thenotsoemogod5185 the thing that really gets me is that when ash was dying, he sat in eiji's spot at the library. and apparently, eiji didn't get over ash's death until 6 years later. ash was his first and only love :((
@@thenotsoemogod5185 i just watched that video.. and as much as i would love an ending like that, i think the ending now is very realistic. i do like the ending (in a sad way.) but idk. i just know that this show is something that'll make me feel
I just finished banana fish and I watched it because I haven’t been able to cry or feel sadness for a little while now and while this show was very sad, it didn’t make me cry. I accepted reality at a young age and accepted that people die and you have to get over it, but I wish I didn’t do that. Watching this show does me me sad but it still didn’t make me cry. Ash is dead, and they will never go to Japan together, I guess I accepted it right when it happened
In my opinion, I’m pretty sure that Ash is not dead. He was so close to being happy with Eiji at the end but then chose to “die” peacefully by a stab wound? No, Ash can’t die from a stab wound if he didn’t die from all the other bigger and more dangerous wounds he has experienced. Yes he could’ve died from blood lose but I have a feeling he didn’t. In the manga Ash died, but in the Anime the director didn’t like how sad it came out so he decided to leave it like that for you to decide if he’s dead or not. He’s not dead.
The realization that Ash wouldn't have gone dow without a fight hits hard at 2 am. He's a man who knows how to survive, and he would've if he wanted to. Instead, he decided this was the best for him and Eiji, and chose to go peacefully; a death he most likely never saw coming because he always believed he would die in the middle of a war. I just wish he could've at least visited Japan with Eiji.
@@bazwazhere oh hello, well i got better! it still has a piece of me, its one of my favorites anime ever! i still love it, my life is kinda fucked up but about the anime im felling way better, its truly a piece of art❤
When they were reaching out for each others hands in the hospital is how close ash and eiji were to happiness 😭 (saw this in another banana fish video)
Me crying finally crying over banana fish that I’ve finished 1 week ago after realising from the comments that ash died and wasn’t just sleeping in the library I CAAAN’T he just didn’t deserve it I was happy for him when he found his happiness and i said that maybe when the battle with the mafia will end maybe he will move on with eiji to japan and live happily but when I saw that he sent eiji alone to japan I said okay maybe someday he’ll change his mind and go to him or eiji might come back to America but now realising he’s dead is just ... ooof HOW CAN I STOP MY TEARS NOW !!
In spite of how the world decides to see my life Would I still have a chance for us to say goodbye Over and over again If I decide to burn instead of fading out, I still would like the chance for us to say goodbye Over and over again If we can be found, We sure can get lost Through all the madness of falling in love If we're truly lost I don't want to be found Here dying alone The stain of red that colors the pavement Painted with blood of somebody you love Is this the sacrifice for the broken Losing the purest of what's in your heart In spite of how the world decides to see my life Would I still have a chance for us to say goodbye Over and over again If I decide to burn instead of fading out I still would like a chance for us to say goodbye Over and over again…
Fun fact: this was the first anime I watched which resulted in me so far not crying over any other one because compared to this they don’t hurt as much
'The stain of red that colours the pavement Painted with blood of somebody you love Is this the sacrifice of the broken " Makes me think of Shorter I miss Shorter and to think that the Chinese gang still blame him for it and don't know the full truth 😭😭😭
I feel like ash didn't die because if you look at the intro in the show towards the end you can see ash walking home hurt, you could also see him holding his side, and he's wearing the same clothes he was wearing when he got stabbed ( Well im mainly talking about the coat)
Also in end when he gets stabbed its starts snowing, and in the intro like I was saying when hes walking home I suppose? its snowing, so this is just my theory if that even makes sense
when you’re watching banana fish and you hear the line “painted with the blood of somebody you love” and understand the lyrics before finishing the whole thing
Actually understanding the lyrics makes me sadder
we had a bonding moment I cradled you in my arms i love Your name
*RIGHT!!??!?*
same
Same
Every time i hear the singer singing „would i still have the chance for us to say goodbye“ and then im thinking about the end scene from Banana Fish..
When you finish banana fish and understand the lyrics..
I still believe that Ash is alive... no, I know it. He can’t die and he must stay with Eiji and visit Japan...
I'M STILL CRYING,,,,
No he is dead😔😭😭💔💔💔
Eiji did not believe Ash's death for seven years, this is the most sad thing ever 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
and I’m sorry if my English not good because I’m learning💘
In the manga he did died but in the anime the director didn't want it to end like that so that's why it kinda left off there it's basically your own opinion on how it ends but it can't be continued since the management us finished.
@@abeer6486 in the manga Ash is confirmed dead yes,but in the anime,it's not confirmed,take a look at the official chart for banana Fish characters,the ones who are dead have no color,the ones with colors are alive,keep in mind this is the UPDATED version so they didn't mess it up,Ash has colors on his picture,he is not dead,he is alive.
watch this video ruclips.net/video/O4K7zu1YRxo/видео.html he is indeed alive
it’s like Ash is singing this song T-T
Exactly! and this is what makes me want to cry even MORE😭😭😭😭💔💔
따봉 yesss :(( i miss him soo much
i cant accept the end 😭😭😭😭😭
CRYING
Stop it please
Sa-yo-na-ra :')
dont... dont make me see that scene again...
STOP
NO PLEASE.
STOPPPPPP
Детка
THEY. ARE. SO. CLOSE. TO. HAPPINESS.
Why u gotta be like this?
I really don't wanna say it... But... They WERE so close to... Happiness **starts crying harder**
*Would i still have the chance for us to say goodbye?*
Its makes me sad and depressed cuz its true that Ash didn't got the chance to say goodbye to Eiji😭💔 and what hurts the most is that Eiji didn't "Sayonara" Ash because he knows that they meet again soon😭😭😭😭💔💔💔.For me Banana Fish is the best anime for me and really i mean REALLY made me cry😭😭😭😭
IT MAKES ME CRY SO MUCH MY FRIENDS HAVE TO CHECK UP ON MY EVERY MINUTE TO SEE IF IM OK- I FINISHED IT AND CANT GET OVER IT 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔
And they will meet cause ash is still alive😭read the theory it’s just in the manga which is old by now so I ain’t believing it..no they see each other and lived happily ever after 😭
My thing is they didn't have to end it like that bc now eiji doesn't know that ash is dead and the last he heard ash was completely fine so he's just living thinking ash is alive and he's gonna go to Japan one day but he's not and that makes me want to cry more and I can bearly see me keyboard bc of my tears ash did not even get to say goodbye they ended it in the best way to hurt us I mean I've watch a silent voice Clannad anohana but this tops the cake I don't think I can fully heal from this
THE STAIN OF RED THAT COLOURS THE PAVEMENT
PAINTED OF BLOOD OF SOMEBOY YOU LOVEEEJQKSJQKUDIQJ
I’m tattooing that on my right shoulder when I get older..
was a really big mistake watching this anime, just sad😭😭😭😭
But it still the best anime ever😭💔💔
Same I really regreat watching it, just broke me more
It broke a piece of my heart, but also somehow put a piece in my heart too.
i feel you
I said the same thing right after, its a purely sad anime. I really wish I didn't watch it, it broke my heart how it showed a certain truth of a corrupted world
"Here dying alone."
Dudeeeeeeeee
WKKEKWLSKA STOP PLEWSE I CANT TAKE IT
Can somebody tell me how to sing this song without crying? 😣
I would really love to know as well 😔
Feel so empty that u can't even cry
don't watch the anime.
*IT'S THE ONLY WAY*
You can’t 🤧💔
Just make sure to remember no matter how sad this anime made you feel the characters are fake and don't exist. This is the reason i stopped crying whenever i listen to this song lol
i think of banana fish as a series being filmed. if you haven't seen the photos already, google banana fish behind the scenes. you see them all together and alive. i don't wanna believe the deaths we've encounter are real
The photos just made me cry more.
That makes me feel a little bit better...
so like a show within a show? that.. that patches it up a bit
ASH IS STILL ALIVE!!! I can feel it!!!!! JUST THINK POSITIVE!!!!.....yup he's alive😅😭😖
He is alive
I think it’s actually better that he’s dead, I feel like this was actually a good thing. He’s faced too much, he’s tired, he never asked to be a gang leader, or a child prostitution. Yes he could have lived, but I think it’s both sad and good that he finally rested, he died on his own accord despite the fact he could have gone to the hospital. I like to think of it as a wounded lynx finally curling up in the corner, content and at peace with the words Eiji left for him, and shutting his eyes to go into a restful slumber.
Sorry for the random rant 😅
Good thing I didn't read this 1 month earlier. I would have spoiled my entire life
@@earthlingchild5235 yeah, i think the same :( :)
@@earthlingchild5235 he would've been happy wish Eiji in japan😔
after countless heart breaks; “In spite of How the world decides to see my life. Would i still have the chance for us to say goodbye, over and over again?”
the question is, Was Ash saying ‘sa-yo-u-na-ra’ to Eiji at the hospital, the goodbye after all? Or was he never able to say it to him properly since he died at the end? After all, Eiji didn’t want to say goodbye to Ash...
Whatever the answer, I’m sure 100% of banana fish fans cried over and over again.
Hell yeah we did over and over again 😂😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Letting ya'll know that in the manga he died but in the anime the director didn't like how it ended so that's why it ended like that in the manga, it's basically your own choice if Ash is alive or not, letting all of you know.
I think we all collectively decided that he's alive and made it to Japan 😌😭😭😭
he literally died in the library💀
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
@@w.opperman6999 no he didnt
No shit Sherlock
This song fits Banana Fish perfectly, the song is heartbreaking and the series too. Help me move on please! I'll continue pretending that Ash is just peacefully sleeping :
I have been laying here bawling with this song on repeat "over and over again" I have never cried this much in my life combined 😭😭😭 I feel so broken but so happy and sad because ash found peace and that letter is so perfectly written
@@kiritokirigaya3850 IKR!! i cried a lot when watching it, but four hrs after finishing, i bawled my eye out. because I knew we never get to see ash at peace with eiji in japan. they didnt get to be together.. THE DIDN"T DESERVE THAT ENDING I STG :(((
"If we can be found, we sure can get lost."
The first op is called Found and Lost just thought I'd throw that in there. It hits a little different than lost and found
Watching Banana Fish will change your life😌
yes. it’ll also teach u how cruel and scary the world could be
And it will. Make you cry like a baby
“The stain of red that colours the pavement, Painted with blood of somebody you love.”
😭 that’s so sad
It broke meee😭😭😭Banana fish broke meee
Banana Fish has left me dead inside with depression
and the fact that i never got it spoiled makes it even better oh my god i loved it so much i finished it two days ago😣😣
Legit right after I watched banana fish, quarantine began. Coincidence? I think NOT.
Yoooo it hurts so much
the pain is real in this one
This anime just broke me more, I can't, theres moments of silence where I just start crying
Im with you, I stayed up all night last night watching this and crying. Im in so much pain
@@AyaAya-pt1ry it's been 3 weeks. Are you still crying? I bet i will be :(
@@bazwazhere I am.. Its hard to move on, even after years pass I think I still won't be able to stop crying over ash. I never expected an anime to affect me so much
@@AyaAya-pt1ry same i found a banana fish 'i'll be good' edit song and i'm bawling again :(
@@bazwazhere THAT SONG MAKES ME CRY TOO
it’s even more sad when you finish banana fish and understand the lyrics
"sayunara"
they were so close to happiness for life ;( But they really had to do us like that
I never thought my depression could reach a point that i would cry whenever i think of banana fish.
I love this anime but my heart could never be the same. I definately don't regret watching it tho.
💔
yeah same. I told my (normie) cousin that I couldn't stop crying after watching it and that i'm emotionally scarred. and guess what she said. she said, "why'd you watch it then?" LIKE BRUH! but fr, they deserved a happy ending :((
READING THE LYRICS MAKE ME WANNA CRY OMG 😭😭😭😭😭
“I still would like a chance for us to say goodbye"
😭😭😭😭
I'm still not sure what it is about this anime that makes me cry so hard, maybe it's because of the fact I associate with the characters, maybe it's because I just don't wanna say goodbye to this anime, maybe it's because I can't handle the fact that ash really did die, maybe it's because eiji and ash never really got to be together, maybe it's that they never got a proper goodbye, and I know how that feels, losing someone without being able to have any last words. or it's just that this anime was really well written that all of us have been affected, maybe not in the same way, probably none of us are affected by this the same way, but what's important is that we were affected, and that this did invoke emotions in us. I love this show with all my heart 💔
Dear Ash
Ash----
I am very worried because I haven't seen you and I don't know if you are okay.
You said to me before "We live in diffrent worlds."
But I am not sure if that's true. We are from different countries, and our skin and eyes are diffrent color. But so what? We are friends. Isn't that enough? What else do we need?
I am very happy I came to America. I madr many friends here. Above all... I met you. Ash.
You asked me many times if you scare me.
But I never felt scared of you, not even once. Actually I always felt that you where hurt. Much more than me-- that your spirit is wounded.
I know you are much smarter than me, and bigger, and stronger --- But even so.. I wanted to protect you. Funny, isn't it? I think i wanted to protect yoy from your future. Because your fate was sweeping you away like a flood.
You are not alone, Ash.
I am with you.
My soul is always with you.
Sayonara, America.
Sayonara, New York.
But I'm not saying "sayonara" to you.... Ash.
Because this isn't goodbye, Ash...
I know we'll see eachother again someday -
Because you are my
Best fiend Ash.
- Eiji
(This is the letter Eiji wrote to Ash in the Manga)
I'm crying.
same. i don't usually cry, but this show BROKE me. :((
asdfghjkl i watched BF like a good 3 months ago and i still cry everytime i hear this song
Same- I have tears flowing down my cheeks rn
Same
Me too ):
"It must be a good dream" :')
STOP IM CRYING SO MUCH
and he even sat in eiji's spot. like brooo :((
H I WAIT HE SAT IN EIJIS SPOT. PLEASE IM IN CLASS I CANT CRY
@@zorolovr im bawling
This anime makes me cry every time. Every. Single. Time. This anime is just sadness
Even if I wanted to convince myself that his alive, we can’t change the fact that he’s dead. All I can say to myself is that he feels no pain now. And Eiji will meet him soon in heaven. Sa-yo-na-ra to them is not goodbye, to them it means “I’ll be with you soon, just wait.” That’s why when ash is badly hurt he didn’t do anything, cuz he know that he’ll meet Eiji again soon, and by that time comes nobody can pull them apart again. This anime want us to realize that this is a cruel world, but in the end we’ll find peace.
SA- YO- NA- RA
Banana fish broke me. I don't usually cry. I didn't cry almost at all in a silent voice. So I didn't think I'd cry in Banana fish. I was so wrong.. Every time i see edits and songs from banana fish, i bawl. :(
I think we’re the same person...
@@maddierosales4751 probably
Nah we three are same people..
I too watched silent voice, didnt cry. But BF is different..
@@harshithvdn1449 YES!!
@@bazwazhere did you watch hxh too??
In spite of how the world decides to see my life
Would I still have a chance for us to say good bye
Over and over again
If I decide to burn instead of fading out
I still would like the chance for us to say good bye
Over and over again
If we can be found, we sure can get lost
Through all the madness of falling in love
If we're truly lost, I don't want to be found here dying alone
The stain of red that colors the pavement
Painted with blood of somebody you love
Is this the sacrifice for the broken
Losing the purest of what's in my heart
In spite of how the world decides to see my life
Would I still have a chance for us to say good bye
Over and over again
If I decide to burn instead of fading out
I still would like the chance for us to say good bye
Over and over again
The stain of red that colors the pavement
Painted with blood of somebody you love
Is this the sacrifice for the broken
Losing the purest of what's in my heart
Too close but far enough for me to see
The vision of my eyes was fooled by no one only me
I'll keep my eyes shut pull the trigger
Forget to pray before we say good night
The stain of red that colors the pavement
Painted with blood of somebody you love
Is this the sacrifice for the broken
Losing the purest of what's in my heart
The stain of red that colors the pavement
Painted with blood of somebody you love
Is this the sacrifice for the broken
Losing the purest of what's in my heart
The song: would I have a chance for us to say goodbye
Me obviously lying: I'm fine I'm not thaving depression and crying to sleep just because I've listen to this song
Also the lyrics hits different when you have finished Banana Fish
they were supposed to be together forever
I just finished this anime yesterday, and now when I listen to this song or any song related to Bananna Fish, I shall cry
i just finished watching BF yesterday and I guess Im still not over with this anime😢😢😢😢 mourning
BieberxBangtan Same I finished it today 😭😭😭
I finished weeks ago and I’m still not over it. You’ll never completely be over it, just somewhat come to terms with it but still be in constant denial until you make up your own happy ending but always know it isn’t real because nothing is real so why are you even upset but then you remember Ash deserved better and how Eiji frickin said all that stuff when he was like “This isn’t goodbye. Can’t wait to see you again.” He let himself die so Eiji wouldn’t be caught in the crossfire ever again. The most peaceful yet brutal thing I’ve ever heard.
I finished it last night....im literally dying
6 months. That's all. It's been 6 months you will never be over it sorry dude
I just finished the anime
Never thought it would crush my heart this badly. This song breaks me even more
it's been 3 weeks, how you feeling? :(
@@bazwazhere still crying, but not as much
@@thenotsoemogod5185 the thing that really gets me is that when ash was dying, he sat in eiji's spot at the library. and apparently, eiji didn't get over ash's death until 6 years later. ash was his first and only love :((
@@bazwazhere ik 😭😭😭 but i saw a video explaining that ash is not dead, that he actually is alive so i think about that, and believe he isnt dead
@@thenotsoemogod5185 i just watched that video.. and as much as i would love an ending like that, i think the ending now is very realistic. i do like the ending (in a sad way.) but idk. i just know that this show is something that'll make me feel
I've been crying for 2 days nonstop since I finished banana fish and i regret watching it so bad because I literally want to kms
GUYSS HE JUST SLEEP OK,CUZ OF READING
No he's freakin DEAD😭💔
ASH IS JUST SLEEPING.
my heart 💔
I just finished banana fish and I watched it because I haven’t been able to cry or feel sadness for a little while now and while this show was very sad, it didn’t make me cry. I accepted reality at a young age and accepted that people die and you have to get over it, but I wish I didn’t do that. Watching this show does me me sad but it still didn’t make me cry. Ash is dead, and they will never go to Japan together, I guess I accepted it right when it happened
me too but after the anime I read the final chapter of the the manga then I couldn't hold it when i saw eji suffering after ash's death
Same,i understood the anime and it showed us what the world rlly is, the anime rlly did make me sad but i didn't cry
“Painted with blood of somebody you love” 💔
Actually reading the lyrics has me in tears.. watching this anime has changed my life but at the same time I wish I never watched it..
IM HEARTBROKEN UGHHH “ sa-yo-na-ra” NOOO😭😭😭💔💔
In my opinion, I’m pretty sure that Ash is not dead. He was so close to being happy with Eiji at the end but then chose to “die” peacefully by a stab wound? No, Ash can’t die from a stab wound if he didn’t die from all the other bigger and more dangerous wounds he has experienced. Yes he could’ve died from blood lose but I have a feeling he didn’t. In the manga Ash died, but in the Anime the director didn’t like how sad it came out so he decided to leave it like that for you to decide if he’s dead or not. He’s not dead.
he isn't dead i can't accept that
"Stay by my side. It doesn't have to be forever. Even if its just for now"
"Don't wanna be found... here dying alone."
It fits perfectly for Ash.
The realization that Ash wouldn't have gone dow without a fight hits hard at 2 am. He's a man who knows how to survive, and he would've if he wanted to. Instead, he decided this was the best for him and Eiji, and chose to go peacefully; a death he most likely never saw coming because he always believed he would die in the middle of a war. I just wish he could've at least visited Japan with Eiji.
el anime fue hermoso pero dolio mucho!!!
alguien 2019?
En lo comun yo no lo superare, no creo poder
"Don't wanna be found here dying alone..."
Thank you for lyrics;i love opening and endings of Banana Fish;from Argentina.1st comment
“here dying alone” i’m leaving 🚪🏃🏻♀️
My heart is not okay with this💔
Kocham to... Zawsze gdy mi smutno słucham tej piosenki i od razu mi lepiej.☺️
Mam tak samo
Ani Nefryt też :c
Ja też
ash never cared if he died. the one time he wanted to live was when he was finally happy. and thats when he died.
people that only watch the anime: "ash is alive, he can't just die like that!😭"
people that read the manga: "I know that but he IS death😭😭😭😭😭😭"
so fucking sad it sounds like ash is singing it
It's been a while since i finished the show but i found this and i got CHIIILLS
After watching " yuri on ice " and " given " BF hits so hard like never cried for sumn for such long time
im sobbing
its been 7 months, how you feeling? It's been a day for me, and i'm crushed :((
@@bazwazhere oh hello, well i got better! it still has a piece of me, its one of my favorites anime ever! i still love it, my life is kinda fucked up but about the anime im felling way better, its truly a piece of art❤
@@soso-op7fs yeah i'm bawling rn :(
@@bazwazhere oh dont fell sad sweetie! things will get better, but the anime itself it is rlly emotional and touches anyone who watches it :')
@@soso-op7fs yeah i cant stop crying they deserved a happy ending
When they were reaching out for each others hands in the hospital is how close ash and eiji were to happiness 😭 (saw this in another banana fish video)
how the fuck do I hear this without crying?
Me crying finally crying over banana fish that I’ve finished 1 week ago after realising from the comments that ash died and wasn’t just sleeping in the library I CAAAN’T he just didn’t deserve it I was happy for him when he found his happiness and i said that maybe when the battle with the mafia will end maybe he will move on with eiji to japan and live happily but when I saw that he sent eiji alone to japan I said okay maybe someday he’ll change his mind and go to him or eiji might come back to America but now realising he’s dead is just ... ooof HOW CAN I STOP MY TEARS NOW !!
Como amo esta canción!! ❤❤😭😭
In spite of how the world decides to see my life
Would I still have a chance for us to say goodbye
Over and over again
If I decide to burn instead of fading out,
I still would like the chance for us to say goodbye
Over and over again
If we can be found,
We sure can get lost
Through all the madness of falling in love
If we're truly lost
I don't want to be found
Here dying alone
The stain of red that colors the pavement
Painted with blood of somebody you love
Is this the sacrifice for the broken
Losing the purest of what's in your heart
In spite of how the world decides to see my life
Would I still have a chance for us to say goodbye
Over and over again
If I decide to burn instead of fading out
I still would like a chance for us to say goodbye
Over and over again…
Just finished the manga, so this is hitting me hard 😢
If only they could've been together and been happy they were so close to being together 😭😭😭 I listen to this everyday because it makes me cry 😭
this actually made me cry ....
Minha gata é youtuber famosa
Me: Trying not to cry...
😭😭😭😭😭😭
Fun fact: this was the first anime I watched which resulted in me so far not crying over any other one because compared to this they don’t hurt as much
'The stain of red that colours the pavement Painted with blood of somebody you love
Is this the sacrifice of the broken "
Makes me think of Shorter I miss Shorter and to think that the Chinese gang still blame him for it and don't know the full truth 😭😭😭
My tears don't let me sing :(
I feel like ash didn't die because if you look at the intro in the show towards the end you can see ash walking home hurt, you could also see him holding his side, and he's wearing the same clothes he was wearing when he got stabbed ( Well im mainly talking about the coat)
Also in end when he gets stabbed its starts snowing, and in the intro like I was saying when hes walking home I suppose? its snowing, so this is just my theory if that even makes sense
i wish this is true
Would i still have the chance for us to say goodbye
Sa-yo-na-ra
looking for songs and this made me sad its been so long banana fish :'>
I blame Lao
I luv this ending so much🥺❤️
broo I understand the outro better because I finished the anime
i'm no joke about to start sobbing....
My heart 💔😭
*Must be a nice dream* 😤😔
I should probably start watching some happy anime’s now...
Losing the purest of what's in your heart ~
/Aslan Jade Callenreese
this song makes me sad every time i hear it
This is so underrated
and once again im crying
Yeah no, I can't listen to this song without crying and feeling my heart break all over again😭😭
I‘m so dead. Banana fish killed me
Just finished Banana Fish and can’t stop crying 😭
This song is still ringing in my ears
when you’re watching banana fish and you hear the line “painted with the blood of somebody you love” and understand the lyrics before finishing the whole thing
This just made me ten times sadder...