why god doesnt want me to be famous

wtf is authenticity? being put together is exhausting. heres a sit down video of some ramblings, thoughts on "happy", being "cool", feeling out of place at fancy restaurants, and having imposter syndrome.

[@lizardmarker8674]

really appreciated the lighthearted video editing in this. 🙃did the mirror / childhood room business throw you off balance (in a good, therapeutic way?) it felt like a v compassionate experiment.

[@maus8973]

(That little brother here)
People that grew popular on RUclips often say you should keep on uploading. I got a dislike on my most popular video and after that I didn’t upload for a month or so. That sort of got to me, but then I realized that that shouldn’t happen because focusing on the small negatives of your small channel wouldn’t help. Like I said, the best thing you should do is keep uploading, and the more content you have, the more variety you have in your channel (even if the content is similar). I always remember this quote that goes along the lines of, “Don’t compare your behind-the-scenes with other people’s highlights”. This is what keeps me going even if my sub count is not growing. So yeah, keep on uploading, and focus on all the good things people say about this channel.
Also the only reason why I have more subs is because I started in 2017, but if we started at the same time I’m pretty sure you would get popular faster than me. Keep it up

[@lebasi529]

you guys are both growing at a great pace! keep doing what you're doing