@@artisticshork “Though what you say is true, mine is long ahead of now. Yet, I cannot ignore the underlying thought that reminds me of its advancement each time I venture deeper into the void.”
somehow this sounds so... calming "Yes, your life is broken into million pieces and burning in blue flames, while you're having a mental breakdown and too weak to fix it again. So what? You don't care anymore. Just sit down and relax by the flames, it will go out eventually, take a break." tbh this song, all of it's versions, caught up me off guard in my job burnout, when i've lost my voice on job, that requiers talking, and i'm super stressed about it. Slowed version of this song just gave me a calming gesture to stop my worries and rest, stopping my daily painful attempts to improve more and more. I really can't do anything properly at job right now, so why i should be worried, that i'm a bad person because this happened? Thank you, Random_Pandom. Your music clutched my mental health so much right now.
Aw, no problem. I’m glad my music was able to help in some way. Please take your time, take care of yourself, and take breaks when needed. It’s gonna feel better eventually. ❤️
"The end is near. The release is coming. Yet you still can't wait any longer. It must happen by your hands. "Last words?" God says before you. "Can't reap what you don't sow." Then you see black."
@@ezriahnewcomm there is a game called “silksong” that we, the hollow knight community, have been waiting to release for SO LONG and now it’s gone to the point where we’re just making jokes about it :)
The silence fills your mind. The millennia are getting to your head. You don't feel anymore. You can't *see* anymore. This is what you wanted, isn't it? *Immortality?*
"at this rate i'm waiting for it to happen... nothing matters anymore. my... well our pathetic lives are lived out by us saying they are good but reality nothing goes as planned they called me insane but i'm just waiting for the chapter to end... Please just take me already! I'M NOT INSANE I'M OK TAKE ME JUST TAKE ME ALRADY! IT HURTS!" as you use your own blood to write your hopes on the walls the floors and others, there is no escape from this hell until whatever comes after life cuts you loose...
"shook and shook i did, lying on that patheticly bricky excuse for a bed, hoping the moment would come soon. 3 years. 3 years is how long i've been waiting. waiting for the day. it is but a torture, living. i would've done it myself already, but... i just couldn't bring myself to it. starving let an excruciating pain control me to eat. jumping, i merely couldn't bring myself to it. it was like, everytime i'd finally felt hurt enough to do it, i'd become but a puppet to my survival instincts." thats good huh
Ooo, awesome piece of writing. Hope all is well, take care of yourself alright? Life’s not easy, it’s never going to be. But it *does* get better. Just gotta get through the tough parts first.
@@random_pandom5388 nono wait im doing better now i js know the feeling of like yk wanting to die but not wanting to kys anyway thank uuu love u for that 🩷
This song has been a comfort song for me, for like months now. Anytime I’m stressed out I just listen to this song, even just normally during the day I’ll be listening to this song, thank you for putting this out into the world ^v^
Awwwww no problem! I’m glad you like it, and I’m glad it’s been something to comfort you. Knowing that my song’s able to help people like that warms my heart :3 🫶
"this feeling iv'e never experienced it before..." "WAIT YOU, what is this feeling?" "the feeling of defeat?" "it feels like i'm slowly going insane" "what do you mean these are my final moments?" "i see well... i don't feel well so i'l wait to die here."
Your mind is your personal Paradise but also your personal hell, be careful not to lose yourself in it It's okay to wear a mask but just don't lose yourself in it
After all the struggle you fall defeated and left right back where you were. Picked up to heights only to feel the pain of falling. All attempts made to mend and fix only do more damage. So you wait, after all it's the only option you physichally have. Your mind betrays you can you cannot even trust it anymore. You have reached the end section of your book, but in a cruel trick of fate it is the longest chapter.
"i can't take it..." "you keep me guessing over and over again..." "yet you don't do it..." "always making me guess when ill die..." "making me scared that i will eventually never wake up...and sleep eternally..."
The art reminds me of my hundred of thoudands of thoughts my mind creates when teying to sleep.I see visions of my past and some of present time with some even predicting the future,but almost all of them depict me in pain with eveyone looking st me in disgust.i already know im not mentally stable and never will be but this art reminds me of myself sometimes.
Our thoughts can be pretty tormenting at times. I'm sorry if things have been rough, life's never gonna be easy. But things *do* get better. Life changes, after all. It's gonna be okay in the end. Just take care of yourself, alright?
Thank youuu! \ (•◡•) / And YAYYYY CONGRATULATIONS! So happy for you! (≧▽≦) (Also I completely forgot to start making the art trade for you- I'll try to get it done ASAP! Very sorry ( ﾟヮﾟ) )
I love this by the way I used it to draw I used this to hear even though iam not a RUclipsr I love drawing What i was drawing a character having a nightmare
Me trying to figure out if the dream I had was about the future leading to deja vu that keep happening or if it was a normal dream that is unrelated to me or something that’s extremely mundane happens in the future.
Everything has it's end and am no exception so as my life comes to an end the end I wish for no one to take my place I would hate for the burden to be lifted off my shoulders and onto another so break this torrent cycle
Was there any way you could have changed this outcome? Your only clear thought as what you previously knew as 'patience' was slowly but surely eating away at your sanity and will. You knew there was nothing to be done, and yet.. Here you were. So much for patience, you supposed. .. No. There had to be a way out. Surely. You had tried to escape a million times before but none of them worked. Maybe you could try again, to see if they perhaps changed? If anything did, you'd be _free_ . Freedom or patience, in the end it didn't matter. "You" were gone.
Thank youuu! :D And yes, I do! I'm currently doing one, but after that one's finished I probably won't do art trades for a while since I'd like to get my current project done as soon as I can.
“F-f-feels like… like every time I die down here… a part-a part goes with. And-and-and every time… I don’t know which one does… I’m just… kinda… sitting here now. Afraid. Wondering when. When? When? “When’s the last time I _have_ to die?”
![Felix "Unfair" | [Stray Kids : SKZ-PLAYER]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/Oswujxm2Ag0/mqdefault.jpg)
"everything has an end...
so why is mine taking so long..?"
It’s true but mine is long ahead but it’s gotten closer the more I adventure into the void
@@artisticshork
“Though what you say is true, mine is long ahead of now.
Yet, I cannot ignore the underlying thought that reminds me of its advancement each time I venture deeper into the void.”
Because you stared into the looking glass for too long
Look up Alice in Wonderland Villain
[do ya want a virtual hug?]
[Y]
@@RyanFrench-x1e [hugs]
[no I want the oxygen i do not need a virtual hug]
Yes
[No touch, please.]
"The pain hasnt caught up yet"
Would be a fire line to just say for second phase.
That's what adrenaline does for someone
Maybe like a second phase where they’re armour breaks and they go from a slow tank to a fast blitz type boss, would be really sick
You mean… MY LIFE?
Where is the trauma response… WHY IS IT NOT HERE YET?
POV: You're watching the universe and time itself come to an end, but your immortality makes your life... endless.
somehow this sounds so... calming
"Yes, your life is broken into million pieces and burning in blue flames, while you're having a mental breakdown and too weak to fix it again. So what? You don't care anymore. Just sit down and relax by the flames, it will go out eventually, take a break."
tbh this song, all of it's versions, caught up me off guard in my job burnout, when i've lost my voice on job, that requiers talking, and i'm super stressed about it. Slowed version of this song just gave me a calming gesture to stop my worries and rest, stopping my daily painful attempts to improve more and more. I really can't do anything properly at job right now, so why i should be worried, that i'm a bad person because this happened?
Thank you, Random_Pandom. Your music clutched my mental health so much right now.
Aw, no problem. I’m glad my music was able to help in some way. Please take your time, take care of yourself, and take breaks when needed. It’s gonna feel better eventually. ❤️
I hope you're doing better now 😊
Yapatron
@@mr.cheesy.dude this isn’t the comment to do that on 😭
If you picked blue by accident then it's funny because in most things souls are blue, also I resonate with this _heavily_
"bro why is my death taking so long you fully lowered my health bar 9 hours ago"
The ping is over 9000.
You’d have to actually slide the leaderboards wide to see it
"The end is near. The release is coming. Yet you still can't wait any longer. It must happen by your hands. "Last words?" God says before you. "Can't reap what you don't sow." Then you see black."
Me, a hollow knight fan,: same bro,same 😭
@@7h3_373rn did I accidentally make a reference?
@@ezriahnewcomm there is a game called “silksong” that we, the hollow knight community, have been waiting to release for SO LONG and now it’s gone to the point where we’re just making jokes about it :)
@@7h3_373rn good to know
"JUST END IT NOW PLEASE... PLease" (starts breaking down in tears)
great song
"looking deep inside.. he knows how much you have gone through"
"just keep smiling he said.."
The silence fills your mind.
The millennia are getting to your head.
You don't feel anymore.
You can't *see* anymore.
This is what you wanted, isn't it? *Immortality?*
"Life is ending.
But you don't care."
Animation, music, arts... Bro... Why? Thats... THATS WONDERFUL! THIS IS ART.
MR WHITE
so thats the secret, release your own slowed version before someone steals and reuploads it to do the same!
Sorta! It was more so just me wanting to give people a slowed version Incase they wanted it, lol.
Oh my god that’s genius
@@Minosprime679 yo have you heard of.....
*JUDGEMENT*
@@AzlanKhan7-E mmm… yes I have became a “PREPARE THYSELF” very long ago
What about a THY END IS NOW!
[you've waited too long]
[your gonna go insane]
[it's not over...]
"at this rate i'm waiting for it to happen... nothing matters anymore. my... well our pathetic lives are lived out by us saying they are good but reality nothing goes as planned they called me insane but i'm just waiting for the chapter to end... Please just take me already! I'M NOT INSANE I'M OK TAKE ME JUST TAKE ME ALRADY! IT HURTS!" as you use your own blood to write your hopes on the walls the floors and others, there is no escape from this hell until whatever comes after life cuts you loose...
Crunchy soft stuffed potato is here to save the day! My special Imaginary"poomps blubble" attack/poompifier will hopefully keep our imagination safe!
"shook and shook i did, lying on that patheticly bricky excuse for a bed, hoping the moment would come soon. 3 years. 3 years is how long i've been waiting. waiting for the day. it is but a torture, living. i would've done it myself already, but... i just couldn't bring myself to it. starving let an excruciating pain control me to eat. jumping, i merely couldn't bring myself to it. it was like, everytime i'd finally felt hurt enough to do it, i'd become but a puppet to my survival instincts."
thats good huh
Ooo, awesome piece of writing. Hope all is well, take care of yourself alright? Life’s not easy, it’s never going to be. But it *does* get better. Just gotta get through the tough parts first.
@@random_pandom5388 nono wait im doing better now i js know the feeling of like yk wanting to die but not wanting to kys anyway thank uuu love u for that 🩷
@@zsdar Aw, glad you’re feeling better. No problem :3
"someday death will come unexpectedly or maybe not..."
"Then why does it take so long?"
*screaming from pain and suffering*
wowie this is an epic song!
This song has been a comfort song for me, for like months now. Anytime I’m stressed out I just listen to this song, even just normally during the day I’ll be listening to this song, thank you for putting this out into the world ^v^
Awwwww no problem! I’m glad you like it, and I’m glad it’s been something to comfort you. Knowing that my song’s able to help people like that warms my heart :3 🫶
Love this, thank you. I listen to this at work. This is the best version in my opinion.
"this feeling iv'e never experienced it before..."
"WAIT YOU, what is this feeling?"
"the feeling of defeat?"
"it feels like i'm slowly going insane"
"what do you mean these are my final moments?"
"i see well... i don't feel well so i'l wait to die here."
sounds as if I were playing an 8 bit game, like celeste :D
Your mind is your personal Paradise but also your personal hell, be careful not to lose yourself in it
It's okay to wear a mask but just don't lose yourself in it
your comment made me think of one of my OCs that matches this exact quote. thank you for making me realize my OC is definitely screwed
@@Fanclub_Leader Really? I made it up based on my experience
@@DanishKnight yup, made me think of that one specific OC. she's very screwed
1.5 , oh my god that hits SO 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝘿!
Tweening is smooth like butter as always✨
everyone says stuff here w "[]"
But know how to use it correctly....
NOWS YOUR CHANCE TO BE A [[BIG SHOT]] BE A [[BIG]] BE A [[BIG]] BE A [[BIG SHOT]]
FINALLY, I HAVE BECOME [[Bankrupt]]! THANK YOU [[Thrift Store]]!!
HELLO FELLOW [[BIG SHOT]]
PLEASE, I HAVE NO MORE [Kromer]
THIS IS SO WELL DONE
After all the struggle you fall defeated and left right back where you were. Picked up to heights only to feel the pain of falling. All attempts made to mend and fix only do more damage. So you wait, after all it's the only option you physichally have. Your mind betrays you can you cannot even trust it anymore. You have reached the end section of your book, but in a cruel trick of fate it is the longest chapter.
Everyone: (makes genuinely deep phrases and quotes)
Me: FFS JUST KILL ME ALREADY, TF ARE YOUR DOING??
ngl i think this version fits the idea way better
"i can't take it..."
"you keep me guessing over and over again..."
"yet you don't do it..."
"always making me guess when ill die..."
"making me scared that i will eventually never wake up...and sleep eternally..."
Love listening to these while I animate
This is the only song that makes me remember the good old times even if bad things happened
The songs beat reminds me of the beggining of "the end is near" animation meme song
OH YOU'RE RIGHTT I guess it does sound kinda smiliar :D
if this song doesnt play at my funeral (and the other versions) I REFUSE TO DIE!
Reference 🔥🗣️🔥🗣️🔥
Very nice way of colouring and outline. The Animation is very smooth.
And a huge from a rando from germany
Exceptional, radical and based.
absolute chills oh my god
Somehow the music and animation just fits so well as to how I feel sometimes 😢❤
My Anxiety Theme.
My body. . . it feels warm. . . but also, cold.
This
is really nice
OMG YOUR COVERS ARE ALWAYS SO COOL! I LOVE THIS SMMMM!! 😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰😭😭😭😭😯😯😯💖💖💖YOU HAVE SO MUCH TALENT AND SO LITTLE SUBS!!!
The art reminds me of my hundred of thoudands of thoughts my mind creates when teying to sleep.I see visions of my past and some of present time with some even predicting the future,but almost all of them depict me in pain with eveyone looking st me in disgust.i already know im not mentally stable and never will be but this art reminds me of myself sometimes.
Our thoughts can be pretty tormenting at times. I'm sorry if things have been rough, life's never gonna be easy. But things *do* get better. Life changes, after all. It's gonna be okay in the end. Just take care of yourself, alright?
@random_pandom5388 thank you
hurting someone iis easy
like letting go of a baloon in the sky
but have you ever wondered
how far will that pain stay?
I want a song like this on Spotify!!?? This is so awesome, I can't stop listening to it!111 @@
Aw yayyy! I'm glad you like it so much! :D
I'm sorry it isn't on Spotify though, I'm currently unable to put any of my songs on Spotify :'D
Bro this is amazing
ALSO I FINALLY HIT 10K TODAY!!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳
Thank youuu! \ (•◡•) /
And YAYYYY CONGRATULATIONS! So happy for you! (≧▽≦)
(Also I completely forgot to start making the art trade for you- I'll try to get it done ASAP! Very sorry ( ﾟヮﾟ) )
@@random_pandom5388 ofc AND TYY!!! And it's alr lol, take your time!
This took to long, it’s still a masterpiece
(I’m trynna listen to the original)
Good jobs this IS ART🎉🎉🎉
I love this by the way I used it to draw I used this to hear even though iam not a RUclipsr I love drawing
What i was drawing a character having a nightmare
Sounds nice!
"The pain.. The Pain! Just let me die please... I can't handle the suffering of the ones who loved me.. please end me.. I beg of you.. God!*
credit song for my death but ive lost hope of ever being sane again
“A flame always goes out”
.. why hasn’t mine..?
This is very good
Me trying to figure out if the dream I had was about the future leading to deja vu that keep happening or if it was a normal dream that is unrelated to me or something that’s extremely mundane happens in the future.
Me: DON'T WORRY! I WILL GET YOU OUT OF THERE! (Gets a portal gun and makes a portal) GET IN THE PORTAL! IT WILL GET YOU OUT OF HERE!
Everything has it's end and am no exception so as my life comes to an end the end I wish for no one to take my place I would hate for the burden to be lifted off my shoulders and onto another so break this torrent cycle
The fire is gone.
this is very much delaying my insanity
Was there any way you could have changed this outcome?
Your only clear thought as what you previously knew as 'patience' was slowly but surely eating away at your sanity and will. You knew there was nothing to be done, and yet.. Here you were. So much for patience, you supposed.
.. No. There had to be a way out. Surely. You had tried to escape a million times before but none of them worked. Maybe you could try again, to see if they perhaps changed? If anything did, you'd be _free_ .
Freedom or patience, in the end it didn't matter.
"You" were gone.
Poor paranoid thing :(
Awesome btw
You don't have to answer it but do you do art trades?
Thank youuu! :D
And yes, I do! I'm currently doing one, but after that one's finished I probably won't do art trades for a while since I'd like to get my current project done as soon as I can.
@@random_pandom5388 that’s fine I understand ^v^
@random_pandom5388 how is the purple doing now?
Super underrated
“F-f-feels like… like every time I die down here… a part-a part goes with. And-and-and every time… I don’t know which one does… I’m just… kinda… sitting here now. Afraid. Wondering when. When? When?
“When’s the last time I _have_ to die?”
This is me 25 hours everyday
Still reminds me of my mental oc
Omg this is so cool
let me sleep. please.
Goddamit when will you come out GTA6!!!!
Only time can truly say wether it will end well or bad live for the time you have and be happy
From a potato that couldn’t do what he said
Bruh the crunchy soft stuffed potato did do what he said, or are you talking about a different potato?
He is dead the potato is dead
I need truck-kun 😫
the title was mispelled idk if u did that on purpose or not
OH I didn't notice that, thank you so much! I'll make sure to change it. c:
me after the lobotomy:
im undyne :/
0.65 speed ?
where is the mr beast?
Gone, reduced to atoms.
@@Zubin_TallyHall ohhhh :c
I'm genuinely tweaking my own death rn