The lines, "Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die & like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive, 'cause you gotta survive." Is too true for me.
The thing that gets me the most is that it's "you gotta survive cause you gotta survive". There is no actual reasons to. At times like that you can't see any actually good reasons on WHY do you have to keep living, but you still don't want to die, so what other options are there? That's just so spot on.
Antidepressants are a bitch. Yes, they help with the feeling of depression, but they also mute your feelings of happiness. I'm so glad I am no longer on them.
This is absolutely the closest, most accurate, depiction of my life dealing with major depression.. shes right so tired of life but I know I have to survive... my children
Every. Single. Word. Resonates. Hang in there, everyone. Pills help but processing with a therapist, self-work between sessions, and learning about yourself are what make recovery possible. Give yourself some grace 🖤
This song takes me back, and I'm happy about that because it means that I've gotten better. To anyone struggling with what this song speaks about, keep on strutting because you will find something that makes life feel worth living. I dealt with everything mentioned in the song, even tried 4 different anti-depressants, I know it's tiring and I know it sometimes feels like your life isn't progressing, just waiting for the days to pass, but I'm happy to tell you from experience that it really does get better and when it does, you'll feel genuinely happy that you got past that feeling. Never give up hope, that's what will help you become happy :)
@Selza You can, because you're not alone and you will make a difference in a lot of people's lives when it all gets better. More people appreciate you being here than you think
I am genuinely SOBBING in my car right now. I lost my love for music a few years ago due to severe depression and this song connected to me SO HARD. Thank you for rekindling my love for what music does for us. ❤️
This song plays at my work all the time. Not usually a fan of most of the modern pop they bring in but the message behind this is great and I'm glad it's there to speak those feelings.
With my personal ish going on, I actually got that dudes from aarejects mocking his own smile vibes stuck in my head when it comes to so much. I heard this otw to work once. Although, I don't think I'm that deceiving. I don't think I ever was. For a teeny bit, yeah. Bc I remember me young, dealing w/ ppl. Saying hi to everyone I even crossed & smiling away. Thinking to myself, stuff like I'm so fake, I even fool myself. I really don't actually like this..., & I don't actually like you. & I sure as hell don't like this environment... & Then I'd catch myself switching moods as soon as ppl had their back turns, & ppl still watching like 🤷🏻♀️, caught me. Oh well, u can't possibly think I'm this sweetsy, ignorant, & naive, right?! Meanwhile, somexs I think I have bad anxiety & it's like idk. Maybe all my situations have been fd & I can never escape it. Let me try something different then. .. & idk. Idk if that's really me or most ppl just suck that bad. & It's not that I'm dramatic but if I had to process everything, plz get out of my space. Bc I really have been through the depths of hell. Music is kind of cool to escape to. Till I realize I've spent hrs away doing it & uhhh yeah. Maybe I should mix my worlds together. In that way I just bring ear buds but w/ out the oversharing part trying to throw off my forever changing moods
It's really refreshing to hear a song that finally perfectly depicts my experience with depression. It seems like a lot of the songs I've used to cope talk about wanting to die, but I've never really felt that way. I love this song because of the accuracy
Same here. The first time I got sent to a mental health facility was because my therapist saw I wrote in my journal, 'It's not that I want to die, I just don't want to live" This song is the first song that I really feel I can relate to my experience with depression
well i suffer from burn out and "like your bodys in the room but your not really there" "you got empathy but sorry but you dont really care" makes me think of the fact how i am emotionally numb and worn out and "like your hanging by a thread cause you know you gotta survive cause you gotta survive" makes me think of the fact how i know i have to keep going
This is a message for anyone who needs it. For the people who lost someone special to them or a family member: Just remember...there watching over you and waiting for you to return home...Why don’t you go outside for a bit so it quiet and maybe have a little conversation with them. Wait for the response, Trust me they are there. Maybe ask for a hug? Or ask for them to show themselves. But it doesn’t always happen just to let you know but don’t be sad. There are still there watching over you. For all the people going through depression: Hello there! I just wanted to say that I love you! Even though I don’t know you and everyone else in the world...you always have a place in their heart It’s always the one tiny spot in the middle. That’s You! Why don’t you go one a walk and maybe just think about happy things. And if you cry...just let it out, Trust me it will feel good. Or go get some food to eat! Just take this little moment to just do what you want. Act like it’s your own world and it’s only yours. Just remember I love you! Stay safe! To all those people going through a break up: Hello! Break up?...I’m sorry. I hope everything went well and if it didn’t tell me! Reply to me I’ll give you a little message. But I really hope your okay! But just remember...I still love you! Even though I don’t know you! Guess what? I think I know you! I’ve met you before! Let me describe you...you were so beautiful. Your eyes were shining and so was your hair. You were so nice I always wanted to talk to you! Idk what about you but your were just so beautiful! I love you! Stay safe! To all the people thinking about committing su!cide: Hello you amazing person! I’m gonna give you a list of things just to maybe make you stop thinking about this okay? Trust me it’s gonna be ok. It might be long so I hope your not impatient! I was joking...yeah ok maybe that didn’t make you laugh ok let’s move on. Here we go!Ok I just realized how long this might take but whatever because ITS JUST FOR YOU!!!!! 1. Your dad would loose his little girl/boy 2. Your mom would look in the mirror and ask her self what she did wrong 3. Your siblings might stay in their room for a couple days 4. Your friends would miss you and might stay in their room and cry 5. NO STARBUCKS!!! MAJOR PROBLEM...ok I gotta stop with the little jokes...maybe 6. Your pets would wonder where you went 7.Your friend would miss walking or biking to the park with you. 8. Wouldn’t you miss your staying in bed and listening to music time? 9. Your family would miss your so much 10. I bet you would miss staying in your room and jamming to the loudest music ever and you didn’t care if anyone thought it was to loud. 11.No more drawing!? 12. Not finishing your favorite book of all time. (that’s so sad) 13. Missing out on decorating your house for holidays. 14. Jamming out in your room. (yas get into itt) 15. Late night calls with your friends.😍😍 16. Laying in the rain. 17. Crawling up the stairs. 18. Watching movies all night. 19. Getting fast-food for dinner. 20. Moving houses. 21. Concerts😍 22. Watching your favorite streamer/RUclipsr. 23. Laughing so hard you almost can’t breathe. 24. Sleepover with friends and staying up all night. 25. New updates on your favorite app/game 26. Playing your favorite sport. 27. Running to get your charger when your phone is one 1% 28. Running for dear life on the stairs or hallway after you turn off the lights for the night. 29. Wondering if the thing on the floor is a bag of clothes or a demon creature at night. (that’s scary💀) 30. Looking at the stars at night and naming constellations. 31. Taking random best friend tests. 32. Swimming in the summer. 33. Getting the excitement when you get your favorite clothes on. 34. Looking in the mirror and looking confident. 35. Singing in the shower. (YASS😍😍) 36. Looking at old family photos. 37. ROAD-TRIPS. 38. Fake sleeping at night when your mom/dad comes in and checks on you. 39. Trying not to laugh when a kid falls with your friend. 40. Being happy when your favorite season comes up. Thats it! It wasn’t going to be too long but I hope it made you happy. I know life is hard but it’s always going to happen. You can’t expect to live a perfect life. In every life time, at least one person is always going to be better than you. You can’t be “the best” and that’s okay! You don’t have to be perfect. No one is perfect. Everyone is different and they all have something special about them. I love you just the way you are.
To all the little bugs, stay strong, you got a thousand reasons to quit, but only need one reason to keep going, don't stop now, we in this together and we need each other, prayers go out to all of you, take care and b safe, love ya!!!!
WOW! What caring words of encouragement that nails precisely what little bugs need to hear as well as the song describes how it feels. Thank you for articulating this. I'm going to share your words with another little bug that I know needs to hear them. Thank you for the prayers and bless you!
I think too many people can relate to this song....the more you listen the more it hits home!!! Totally describes how I've felt for about a decade....but we survive for our loved ones especially our kids ❤
If you have kids you shouldn’t even be talking like this…some of us can’t even have children or failed to have children & have it so much harder/darker then the majority of people that can relate to this song just cause they feel sad & can’t count their blessings.🤦🏻♂️
I’m so glad she made this song because it literally shows exactly how I feel in a 2:48 second song, and I didn’t know how to explain it, but she took the words right out of my mouth
I'm 16 and I can say that I relate to this song most than most people in my life. I'm not happy but not so depressed that I wanna die,I'm just tired and burnt out by my own environment,I'm just hanging on just so I can live that future I've always wanted
I'll be 16 next month, and I completely understand what you mean. I was in a very dangerous place for a few months but am trying to focus more on myself instead of constantly being the therapist friend and doing my best, but I'm exhausted because I don't want people to think I don't care and that I will never help them. Its so tiring but Im scared to be alone if I stop. I'm just living for the sake of living and I don't know what I'm doing with myself but I'm still here and still going for I don't know what reason. Either way this is hard but not at the same time and I feel like I don't understand anything going on.. Edit: sorry for the vent..
I never really knew what I was feeling but this song just put every thing into words for me,, i can genuinely relate to it so much,, thank you for this 💕
This is exactly me. "Do you ever get a little bit tired of life? Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die?" I never could explain it better than this sentence right here.
I used to relate to this song 100% until one day it got to the point I truly believed I was broken and tried to end it. My dad caught me and stopped me, but I've been in therapy since and I quit school on Friday after I had a breakdown in class. I honestly miss the numb days, before I felt so hopeless I wanted to die. This song has helped me get though it before and now I've returned in hopes it'll help me again
I've had major chronic depression since I was 15. My pills saved my life but they numb me so much it's hard to cry, even when I feel like sobbing. It's great hearing someone with a voice talk about it for all of us. We need more mental healthcare! Even if my medication isn't perfect, I wouldn't be here without it
Metapuns - same exact thing for me! Diagnosed at 15 with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Major Depressive Mood Disorder. I've been on so many different meds i can't even count. I found 2 that worked for me, just barely enough to make me functional. If I didn't have them, I wouldn't be able to get out of bed or take care of myself. It's freakin wicked.
I was in the car with my mom and this song came on and I was singing the part were it says “do you every get a little bit tired of life like your not really happy but you don’t want to die” and I had to hold in tears because I relate to that part
I don’t think I have depression, but I do have anxiety and I can totally relate to this. And I don’t take pills but I do take medication for another condition and it always feels like it’s just another reminder of what I’m going through and how I’m broken
That "like youre not really happy but you dont wanna die" and the "like you have empathy inside but you dont really care" hits the spot man though, i dont take pills this captures exactly what im feeling it just feels empty and boring
i just want to share that i listened to this 2 days ago and it was so relatable to me. it’s so hard to put into words how it feels and this song does it for me.
This helps with my depression i didn't tell my parents, my crysh hates me i love him ima bad friend try to be nice but i just cant and this helps so much thank u lord
This song describes me perfectly. Sometimes I just feel like digging my own grave at the very moment, just to get myself away from the world. Some feelings just don't go away. This feeling is one that I couldn't even explain to myself until I heard this song. "Do you ever get a little bit tired of life? Like your not really happy but you don't want to die?" It's exactly what I always feel.
I was in the car driving. I've been so busy that I never realized how sad I've been. So when this song came on and I heard the lyrics I had to pull over and cry for a second.
This is my comfort song. I've been stressed out lately and I listen to this song when I feel like I'm going to cry. I relate to it so much it helps me through hard times❤
Wow every now and then a song comes out that just hits the nail on the head because it boldly says what I'm afraid to say. I have empathy but I don't really care, I wonder if I'll ever find love again, can I even love again, I'm not broke but I don't have enough money to buy happiness. It's hard not to feel depressed. I'm not suicidal but I'm tired of being alive.
It's been 7 years since I started to struggle with depression and anxiety all I do is pretending that I"m perfect I graduated , started working and doing masters but I'm still their like tha song said I'm feeling nothing but I'm gotta survive… .. thanks for the artist for saying everything I couldn't say all this time
This song explains my side effect of adhd pills. Finally a way to express this empty feeling. Im not complaning, but its tiring to not feel alive. Ive been so used to racing thoughts, that once theyre gone you dont feel real. Thats me tho, most people dont have that.
When you've gotten better but you still listen to the same sad songs to realize and be happy about how far you've come since that time. I hope that this is a feeling that everyone who's currently struggling can feel someday. I believe in you
Seeing these comments Depicts the depressive life that the people lead But just hang in there U matter And someone is always there for u , u just need to reach out to them 💞
This explains how I feel, exactly. I don’t wanna die, I just want everything to ease, no matter how hard it becomes I know I won’t give up, I’ll keep fighting through it all.
People be crying, I'm just so numb inside. I'm listening to this relating but just like feeling empty as always. I used to be really sad, but one day I either just got used to being sad or something changed because now I just feel empty and hopeless all the time. I guess the name "numb little bug" really resonates with me.
I get you completely. It sometimes feels like you'd rather be crying all the time then being a numb little bug, right? But anyway, I hope things get better for you. You're gonna be fine. Stay strong, it's gonna be worth it. 💚
A while ago I had a major identity crisis and it somehow led to depression which led to arguments and then one day my friend sent me this song and I still thank her for sending me that link all the way to this day
I’ve always looked for a song that described how I felt. I am currently listening recovering from depression, and all the songs I have found never completely described me. I am still the only one that understands me. Not even my parents or friends know what I was going through, only me as a human. This song, this song describes me. Thank you.
I feel like this song was written for me and I wouldn't change a word. I t makes you feel like your definitely not alone with "it" you know what they say "misery loves company".. or a shared consciousness. Love the beat. Thanks for sharing your music with the Universe. This is a great hit. My new favorite song.
@@jas.per.25 we all think that nobody understands what we are feeling and why yet it's so relatable to us all and that connection helps you feel like you're a part of something bigger and that's empowering. If you're talking other beings from other planets you might feel better thinking we are alone but we are not alone 🙂👽
@@Krissy444 sure, but i still haven't met anyone who wants to die regardless of depression like me, even if they led the happiest life and had no depression they'd still want nothing more then to be dead
@@jas.per.25 hey I'm Sorry I missed whay what you were trying to say. Can you please explain what you are feeling again so that I may understand you better.
@@Krissy444 you said I'm not alone but I've yet to meet some else who also feels suicidal 24/7 regardless of how depressed they feel, who just genuinely does not want a future, life does not interest them
The line "Like you have empathy inside but you dont really care" is probably the most relatable line i've ever heard. And "When you're not really happy but you dont wanna die" Sums up how i feel on nearly a daily basis
“do you ever feel a little bit tired of life? like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die.” kind of a line i told/tell myself now. i love this song, it fits my mental issues and my life.
I'm a mother, musician and lover of nature and to be numbed to my normal feelings of love and senses, made my depression worse - ironically I suppose, I've just sat through this song in numbness, when a year or two ago I most definitely would have cried or at least got tingles. However! It *does* get better. I think whatever traumas we suffer to this point of self- protection/shut down, I've faith and hope it gets better with self care, counselling and support. If you are like me, and you miss love on the deeper level that you hadn't realised had always been there, know that you're not alone and that you *ARE* loved, you can still love, and you can still be *YOU*. Love to all x
I have depression,my mother is sycic patient, my father is also always worried , we don't have money for my brother to study some time my father gets abusive, I was really sad today and looking through the internet and found this song it helped me so much and made my day ❤😊
Omg this song is so amazing and relatable I can’t even explain how much I’m so grateful to hear that other people feel the same! If you feel like this things will get better! I promise💗💗💗
This song hits so deep. This is how I feel so often. "Do you ever get a little bit tired of life" All the time. "Like your not really happy but you don't wanna die." Me last night. "Like your body's in the room but your not really there." I feel like that every day at school. "Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care." Hits deep on so many levels. This song is AMAZING! Finally, I can listen to something that I relate to.
This is literally my whole life in a song. Awesome. I listen to This whenever I feel exactly like in the song. I will leave this message so when someone likes it, I will remember what i've been through
I really love the message the song and I can really relate to it! The part "like your empathy inside but you don't really care" did hit me.🥲 This is the first time that I felt like someone really knows what I want to say and what I feel.😌 But anyways, hope everyone can really get the real message of the song. God bless.🖤
I love this song so much I can't stop listening to it. The chorus just gets stuck in your head so much I love this song so much that it is always on loop.
As of now, I am going through a lot of trauma because I just moved on to high school and all of my elementary friends went to other schools. I am always anxious about my busy schedule, like bro, give me a simple, plain, ordinary one, I'm always going places, I just want to be with my friends. Also became pessimistic and I have low self-esteem due to the fact I am constantly being hit with words of other people, saying that I am worthless, can't do anything, etc. Lastly, I am now depressed due to all these thing circling around my head. I have this one friend who used to help me cope with this, but now she (by the way, I'm male) is not seeing my messages anymore, and I'm starting to worry a lot. But I'm still hoping. Thank you for this song, I really relate to this.
I feel you. As a 13 year old year 8 (7th grade) it doesn't get easier, it feels like your all alone but you will find that person that makes you feel like you matter, however I'm still trying to find mine
@@HumblepigeonDo you have any tips for me? I went on a canoeing trip and nearly drowned in some random lake. It was pretty serious because I was unconscious, an air ambulance was called and I had severe hypothermia (30 degrees Celsius body temp). At first it didn’t affect me but when I heard 1:13 of the song I had a panic attack, so yeah. I dunno have to deal with it and I also dunno if I’m being overdramatic.
i lost my aunt 8 weeks and this was her favorite song, I wish I knew how she felt so I could be there for her. It feels like I have nobody to love me anymore, when I play this song I cant help to think about her and when I do I break down.
"A little be tired of trying to care when I don't" "Like you have emphaty inside but you don't really care" This is exactly how I'm feeling. I'd really like to really care, but I just don't
I like to listen to this song and sit on my roof, pretty much just to calm myself. It makes me feel safe and happy. I hope the artist realizes how easy she makes it feel to voice feelings 😊💖
You'll never know what this comment was originally about, only the reason I edited it was because I'm pretty fine right now and remembering what mental state I used to be in isn't too good for me right now. You can still like the comments because I won't be reminded without a clear message of my past state and that will simply remind me of this beautiful song. Have a lovely day
I feel kinda similar (there is lots less stuff bad in my life I thunk, I don't experience much mental issues) and I wish I could help but I am rlly awkward and don't know what to say... at least this whole comment section of the song (+the song) lets u know ur not alone
Know I’m praying for you. The national suicide hotline is 988 if you or someone you know needs it. You are strong enough. If you reach out, I am sure someone would be more than happy to help you!
That feeling that I struggle to describe, this song did it. I just felt so numb and tried today. Tried of faking being happy when all I want to do it lay in bed and sleep for hours. Tried of trying to fugue out why I fell so miserable when I get home even though I had a good day. Tried of not wanting to sleep but then not wanting to wake up and get out of bed. It’s getting so exhausting
I can’t believe how accurate this is… I feel like so many people know exactly what I mean, I really hope my depression and anxiety goes away, I think people watching this video can agree with me… I hope everyone reading this comment feels good and happy, if not, please try to feel better, I’m rooting for you! Smile 😄
This is exactly how I feel. Never related to a song so much. I learned from the comments that this might be depression, so that’s fun. But this is just such a great song.
I listen to this song whenever I’m going through anything hard and I’m just breaking down that I need something to lift my spirits. I was just crying and this really helped :)
I love you for making this simple but so meaningful song girl, I know you have some more deep and creative thoughts and feelings that you're hiding from the world. Write it down and put it out there babe, we need more of you and your beautiful mind and soul to raise our frequencies and positivity. I believe in you more than you believe in yourself. Never doubt what your heart tells you and wants to speak on. Much love and no matter what don't ever let yourself forget that you are loved, cherished and appreciated. Go out there and take what's yours and what you need in life!😊
I have severe depression (I am diagnosed) and music is the only thing that has kept me alive i force myself to listen to music everyday and whenever i have panic attacks someone who is there will instantly put music on to calm me down because all my friends and family know that i have panic attacks and what to do when i have them and music calms me down my physiatrist told me that i have a really strong connection with music and that's because my mom because she also does and i always saw her singing so from age of 3 i also started singing and that's why music calms me down and i could never ever relate to a song as much as this one because i have to survive for my mother because she is a single mother and she also has Depression so i have to be there for her because if she was not strong when i was a child i wouldn't have been where i am now
This song really does speak the exact emotions of depression and I recently lost a loved one and I feel like these emotions. I am hanging by a thread and I want to but I know I gotta keep going. Thank you
literally the most absolutely relatable thing i have ever heard in my whole life, “Do you ever get a little bit tired of life Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive 'Cause you gotta survive Like your body's in the room but you're not really there Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air”
Happy Monday everyone! 💖
Happy Sunday
Happy youday! It is your day to feel free
Happy youday! I’m not taking a comment I just thought youday was pretty cool, but everyday is yourday to feel special
Happy Saturday haha
weird it Monday and i saw this lol anyways happy Monday!
I really hope this artist realises how much of an impact she has made by being able to voice what people with depression struggle to say.
Yes! So much so
You are right
Omg ikr
The lyrics touch my heart....^^b
so very true
The lines, "Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die & like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive, 'cause you gotta survive." Is too true for me.
Same
The thing that gets me the most is that it's "you gotta survive cause you gotta survive". There is no actual reasons to. At times like that you can't see any actually good reasons on WHY do you have to keep living, but you still don't want to die, so what other options are there?
That's just so spot on.
Same
That line made me think to my younger self
@@heilinstarling9436why do we all have the same life? I’m not happy with life, but I’m maintaining.
" like your bodys in the room but your not really there, like you have empathy inside but you dont really care" i felt that ❤
Yeah and getting tired of life like your not really happy but u don’t wana die I can relate
@@RoccoScaringello like a numb little bug that's gotta survive
same
Mee too sir
Same
Never have I been able to relate to a song so much, minus the pills.
Me too
Antidepressants are a bitch. Yes, they help with the feeling of depression, but they also mute your feelings of happiness. I'm so glad I am no longer on them.
Same
Yep
Same. And the LA part.
This is absolutely the closest, most accurate, depiction of my life dealing with major depression.. shes right so tired of life but I know I have to survive... my children
I'm so glad I'm not alone in this feeling. I hope you are able to find your moments of peace when they're needed. God bless and much love
same :) i’m on way too much medication and its just…not working :/
Same
Same :/
@@Isabelle24 p
"like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive, cause ya gotta survive"- gives me chills
Same gurl❤
Not on meds, but the chorus kind of speaks about my day to day existence.
Same here as well.
Same
I can relate to this song on an emotional level.
Ya fr same
Same
Every. Single. Word. Resonates.
Hang in there, everyone. Pills help but processing with a therapist, self-work between sessions, and learning about yourself are what make recovery possible. Give yourself some grace 🖤
You as well! Peace and love right back at you!
I just wish it wasnt so hard and expensive and so many hoops i can barely take a shower how am i supposed to make 30 appointments and keep them all...
I have no pills tho
Thank you kind stranger
The pills pretty much just keep me from killing myself. But the numbing of any other emotion is like a pointless limbo. This song is spot on accurate.
‘Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die’
It’s so true ❤
Starting to relate to this xd Not sure if I should be concerned but Idc either way
This song takes me back, and I'm happy about that because it means that I've gotten better. To anyone struggling with what this song speaks about, keep on strutting because you will find something that makes life feel worth living. I dealt with everything mentioned in the song, even tried 4 different anti-depressants, I know it's tiring and I know it sometimes feels like your life isn't progressing, just waiting for the days to pass, but I'm happy to tell you from experience that it really does get better and when it does, you'll feel genuinely happy that you got past that feeling. Never give up hope, that's what will help you become happy :)
Thanks! Your words mean a lot
Same day over and over and over. Sucked into a loop hole. But these kids need me. So I strut...hard
@@annabenjamin7808 You got this! Once you get out of that loop, and you will, it will be worth all of the effort, I promise
@Selza You can, because you're not alone and you will make a difference in a lot of people's lives when it all gets better. More people appreciate you being here than you think
@Selza 🥺 it will help to talk to someone who loves you about these feelings?
I am genuinely SOBBING in my car right now. I lost my love for music a few years ago due to severe depression and this song connected to me SO HARD. Thank you for rekindling my love for what music does for us. ❤️
Keep singing. ❣
Keep singing on! Life will eventually get better
Me too I lost my love for music and everyone except for me realized it
This song plays at my work all the time. Not usually a fan of most of the modern pop they bring in but the message behind this is great and I'm glad it's there to speak those feelings.
With my personal ish going on, I actually got that dudes from aarejects mocking his own smile vibes stuck in my head when it comes to so much. I heard this otw to work once. Although, I don't think I'm that deceiving. I don't think I ever was. For a teeny bit, yeah. Bc I remember me young, dealing w/ ppl. Saying hi to everyone I even crossed & smiling away. Thinking to myself, stuff like I'm so fake, I even fool myself. I really don't actually like this..., & I don't actually like you. & I sure as hell don't like this environment... & Then I'd catch myself switching moods as soon as ppl had their back turns, & ppl still watching like 🤷🏻♀️, caught me. Oh well, u can't possibly think I'm this sweetsy, ignorant, & naive, right?! Meanwhile, somexs I think I have bad anxiety & it's like idk. Maybe all my situations have been fd & I can never escape it. Let me try something different then. .. & idk. Idk if that's really me or most ppl just suck that bad. & It's not that I'm dramatic but if I had to process everything, plz get out of my space. Bc I really have been through the depths of hell. Music is kind of cool to escape to. Till I realize I've spent hrs away doing it & uhhh yeah. Maybe I should mix my worlds together. In that way I just bring ear buds but w/ out the oversharing part trying to throw off my forever changing moods
It's really refreshing to hear a song that finally perfectly depicts my experience with depression. It seems like a lot of the songs I've used to cope talk about wanting to die, but I've never really felt that way. I love this song because of the accuracy
Same here. The first time I got sent to a mental health facility was because my therapist saw I wrote in my journal, 'It's not that I want to die, I just don't want to live"
This song is the first song that I really feel I can relate to my experience with depression
Same, i dont want to die, but it feels like i have nothing to live for at the same time
well i suffer from burn out and "like your bodys in the room but your not really there" "you got empathy but sorry but you dont really care" makes me think of the fact how i am emotionally numb and worn out and "like your hanging by a thread cause you know you gotta survive cause you gotta survive" makes me think of the fact how i know i have to keep going
Literally just broke down into tears. This is on repeat. Holy. Therapy.
…*The comments are wild.
Literally the past 2 days 🥴
Same
Same....
You broke down in tears? Yea sure-
Same same
0:38 why is this so relatable...
I know College has been so hard
Idk
@Godlovesyou-t3dsame thing(?)
This is a message for anyone who needs it.
For the people who lost someone special to them or a family member:
Just remember...there watching over you and waiting for you to return home...Why don’t you go outside for a bit so it quiet and maybe have a little conversation with them. Wait for the response, Trust me they are there. Maybe ask for a hug? Or ask for them to show themselves. But it doesn’t always happen just to let you know but don’t be sad. There are still there watching over you.
For all the people going through depression:
Hello there! I just wanted to say that I love you! Even though I don’t know you and everyone else in the world...you always have a place in their heart
It’s always the one tiny spot in the middle. That’s You! Why don’t you go one a walk and maybe just think about happy things. And if you cry...just let it out, Trust me it will feel good. Or go get some food to eat! Just take this little moment to just do what you want. Act like it’s your own world and it’s only yours. Just remember I love you! Stay safe!
To all those people going through a break up:
Hello! Break up?...I’m sorry. I hope everything went well and if it didn’t tell me! Reply to me I’ll give you a little message. But I really hope your okay! But just remember...I still love you! Even though I don’t know you! Guess what? I think I know you! I’ve met you before! Let me describe you...you were so beautiful. Your eyes were shining and so was your hair. You were so nice I always wanted to talk to you! Idk what about you but your were just so beautiful!
I love you! Stay safe!
To all the people thinking about committing su!cide:
Hello you amazing person! I’m gonna give you a list of things just to maybe make you stop thinking about this okay? Trust me it’s gonna be ok. It might be long so I hope your not impatient! I was joking...yeah ok maybe that didn’t make you laugh ok let’s move on. Here we go!Ok I just realized how long this might take but whatever because ITS JUST FOR YOU!!!!!
1. Your dad would loose his little girl/boy
2. Your mom would look in the mirror and ask her self what she did wrong
3. Your siblings might stay in their room for a couple days
4. Your friends would miss you and might stay in their room and cry
5. NO STARBUCKS!!! MAJOR PROBLEM...ok I gotta stop with the little jokes...maybe
6. Your pets would wonder where you went
7.Your friend would miss walking or biking to the park with you.
8. Wouldn’t you miss your staying in bed and listening to music time?
9. Your family would miss your so much
10. I bet you would miss staying in your room and jamming to the loudest music ever and you didn’t care if anyone thought it was to loud.
11.No more drawing!?
12. Not finishing your favorite book of all time. (that’s so sad)
13. Missing out on decorating your house for holidays.
14. Jamming out in your room. (yas get into itt)
15. Late night calls with your friends.😍😍
16. Laying in the rain.
17. Crawling up the stairs.
18. Watching movies all night.
19. Getting fast-food for dinner.
20. Moving houses.
21. Concerts😍
22. Watching your favorite streamer/RUclipsr.
23. Laughing so hard you almost can’t breathe.
24. Sleepover with friends and staying up all night.
25. New updates on your favorite app/game
26. Playing your favorite sport.
27. Running to get your charger when your phone is one 1%
28. Running for dear life on the stairs or hallway after you turn off the lights for the night.
29. Wondering if the thing on the floor is a bag of clothes or a demon creature at night. (that’s scary💀)
30. Looking at the stars at night and naming constellations.
31. Taking random best friend tests.
32. Swimming in the summer.
33. Getting the excitement when you get your favorite clothes on.
34. Looking in the mirror and looking confident.
35. Singing in the shower. (YASS😍😍)
36. Looking at old family photos.
37. ROAD-TRIPS.
38. Fake sleeping at night when your mom/dad comes in and checks on you.
39. Trying not to laugh when a kid falls with your friend.
40. Being happy when your favorite season comes up.
Thats it! It wasn’t going to be too long but I hope it made you happy.
I know life is hard but it’s always going to happen. You can’t expect to live a perfect life. In every life time, at least one person is always going to be better than you. You can’t be “the best” and that’s okay! You don’t have to be perfect. No one is perfect. Everyone is different and they all have something special about them.
I love you just the way you are.
Needed this today. Thank you.
Thank you very much, i hope you are doing alright aswell. Take care kind person
The list actually made me tear up a bit. Thank you for this.
Yee! 🕺
I didn’t lost anyone
I lost myself
To all the little bugs, stay strong, you got a thousand reasons to quit, but only need one reason to keep going, don't stop now, we in this together and we need each other, prayers go out to all of you, take care and b safe, love ya!!!!
I LOVE HOW YOU CALLED US NUMB LITTLE BUGS🥺🥲
Ty 😭😭😭
Tell this to me whenever I’m breaking down and are thinking about ending it but eventually finding a good thing in my life and goes on another day,
WOW! What caring words of encouragement that nails precisely what little bugs need to hear as well as the song describes how it feels. Thank you for articulating this. I'm going to share your words with another little bug that I know needs to hear them. Thank you for the prayers and bless you!
@@conniebarker400 Strength, Courage, and Wisdom...God Bless...
its scary how this is so relatable, I love every inch of the lyrics in this song...
I think too many people can relate to this song....the more you listen the more it hits home!!! Totally describes how I've felt for about a decade....but we survive for our loved ones especially our kids ❤
Nobody cares about my well being I just refuse to lay down and die we only get one
Lol yeah
If you have kids you shouldn’t even be talking like this…some of us can’t even have children or failed to have children & have it so much harder/darker then the majority of people that can relate to this song just cause they feel sad & can’t count their blessings.🤦🏻♂️
@@AK47z never discount anyones suffering just bec you feel like you have it harder
@@janicecanlas3489 never did if you read all my messages thoroughly…but obviously you did not & are just rambling…
Never have I had a song depict so much of what I feel like with depression and anxiety. Seeing people go through the same makes my ❤️ happy.
“Do you ever get a little bit tired of life? Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die”
That hit close to home
same here man.
Very much so
I feel that exact same way.
That hit my house....
The same 😢
I’m so glad she made this song because it literally shows exactly how I feel in a 2:48 second song, and I didn’t know how to explain it, but she took the words right out of my mouth
This song puts into words how I’ve felt with my anxiety and depression, so thank you Em Beihold for making me feel heard 💓
The only problem with that is I don't how
I'm in fifth grade and I just found this song
Same
Same too but i feel deep
I'm 16 and I can say that I relate to this song most than most people in my life.
I'm not happy but not so depressed that I wanna die,I'm just tired and burnt out by my own environment,I'm just hanging on just so I can live that future I've always wanted
i feel that.
I relate
This is exactly how I feel and most relatable comment
I'll be 16 next month, and I completely understand what you mean. I was in a very dangerous place for a few months but am trying to focus more on myself instead of constantly being the therapist friend and doing my best, but I'm exhausted because I don't want people to think I don't care and that I will never help them. Its so tiring but Im scared to be alone if I stop. I'm just living for the sake of living and I don't know what I'm doing with myself but I'm still here and still going for I don't know what reason. Either way this is hard but not at the same time and I feel like I don't understand anything going on..
Edit: sorry for the vent..
@@Itz_Yoyoooodid it get better?
I never really knew what I was feeling but this song just put every thing into words for me,, i can genuinely relate to it so much,, thank you for this 💕
This is exactly me. "Do you ever get a little bit tired of life? Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die?" I never could explain it better than this sentence right here.
makes me think of burn out
where you become emotionally numb and you feel detached from your normal self
I used to relate to this song 100% until one day it got to the point I truly believed I was broken and tried to end it. My dad caught me and stopped me, but I've been in therapy since and I quit school on Friday after I had a breakdown in class. I honestly miss the numb days, before I felt so hopeless I wanted to die.
This song has helped me get though it before and now I've returned in hopes it'll help me again
Hey. I hope you're doing better.
same
U just need one reason to live.. I hope u find it
I don’t have depression (or at least haven’t been diagnosed) but I relate to this song so much. 0:40-1:12 is probably the part i can feel the most.
I've had major chronic depression since I was 15. My pills saved my life but they numb me so much it's hard to cry, even when I feel like sobbing. It's great hearing someone with a voice talk about it for all of us. We need more mental healthcare! Even if my medication isn't perfect, I wouldn't be here without it
Metapuns - same exact thing for me! Diagnosed at 15 with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Major Depressive Mood Disorder. I've been on so many different meds i can't even count. I found 2 that worked for me, just barely enough to make me functional. If I didn't have them, I wouldn't be able to get out of bed or take care of myself. It's freakin wicked.
I was in the car with my mom and this song came on and I was singing the part were it says “do you every get a little bit tired of life like your not really happy but you don’t want to die” and I had to hold in tears because I relate to that part
Same…..
Omg me too. Literally exactly same
Same
same...
Same
I don’t think I have depression, but I do have anxiety and I can totally relate to this. And I don’t take pills but I do take medication for another condition and it always feels like it’s just another reminder of what I’m going through and how I’m broken
You're not broken
Fr
“You’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die” is relatable for absolutely no reason
Fr
“ a little bit tired of sinking there’s water in my boat I’m barely breathin tryna stay afloat” One of the most relatable lines….
Thx for likes lol 😅😅
Yea ikr
That "like youre not really happy but you dont wanna die" and the "like you have empathy inside but you dont really care" hits the spot man though, i dont take pills this captures exactly what im feeling it just feels empty and boring
i just want to share that i listened to this 2 days ago and it was so relatable to me. it’s so hard to put into words how it feels and this song does it for me.
I haven't been touched by a song like this one in almost 4 years
I appreciate this singer for being relatable
This helps with my depression i didn't tell my parents, my crysh hates me i love him ima bad friend try to be nice but i just cant and this helps so much thank u lord
This song describes me perfectly. Sometimes I just feel like digging my own grave at the very moment, just to get myself away from the world. Some feelings just don't go away. This feeling is one that I couldn't even explain to myself until I heard this song. "Do you ever get a little bit tired of life? Like your not really happy but you don't want to die?" It's exactly what I always feel.
This song, aside from the pills, perfectly reflects me. As someone with bad social anxiety this helps ease me. I'm always thankful this exists
I'm telling you, this song will always be a banger
I was in the car driving. I've been so busy that I never realized how sad I've been. So when this song came on and I heard the lyrics I had to pull over and cry for a second.
I hope you start feeling better and this doesn't stick around
This is my comfort song. I've been stressed out lately and I listen to this song when I feel like I'm going to cry. I relate to it so much it helps me through hard times❤
You're not really happy but yo don't wanna die. is so relatable
Best song ever when you think you are alone you realise there are more people like you struggling ❤️
This song express the exact same feeling i have everyday
Im listening to this on repeat thinking does the artist of the song know how much of a impact this puts on people
Wow every now and then a song comes out that just hits the nail on the head because it boldly says what I'm afraid to say. I have empathy but I don't really care, I wonder if I'll ever find love again, can I even love again, I'm not broke but I don't have enough money to buy happiness. It's hard not to feel depressed. I'm not suicidal but I'm tired of being alive.
I'm suicidal badly I'm only 12 and more then depressed
@@drexz1916 what takes you out of the depressed state of mind?
Music
@@drexz1916 play music, make music, listen. Align with your purpose
Are those songs are apps
It's been 7 years since I started to struggle with depression and anxiety all I do is pretending that I"m perfect I graduated , started working and doing masters but I'm still their like tha song said I'm feeling nothing but I'm gotta survive… .. thanks for the artist for saying everything I couldn't say all this time
This song explains my side effect of adhd pills. Finally a way to express this empty feeling. Im not complaning, but its tiring to not feel alive. Ive been so used to racing thoughts, that once theyre gone you dont feel real. Thats me tho, most people dont have that.
When you've gotten better but you still listen to the same sad songs to realize and be happy about how far you've come since that time. I hope that this is a feeling that everyone who's currently struggling can feel someday. I believe in you
Seeing these comments
Depicts the depressive life that the people lead
But just hang in there
U matter
And someone is always there for u , u just need to reach out to them 💞
This explains how I feel, exactly. I don’t wanna die, I just want everything to ease, no matter how hard it becomes I know I won’t give up, I’ll keep fighting through it all.
I wish I could count the number of times I have listened to this track. Thank you, Em.
I heard this on the radio for the frost time and I was like, 'is this the past 2 years of my life..... In song form?"
This was my exact experience! Ironically, I heard it on the way to my therapist.
Never have I ever related to a song so damn much
People be crying, I'm just so numb inside. I'm listening to this relating but just like feeling empty as always. I used to be really sad, but one day I either just got used to being sad or something changed because now I just feel empty and hopeless all the time. I guess the name "numb little bug" really resonates with me.
I get you completely. It sometimes feels like you'd rather be crying all the time then being a numb little bug, right? But anyway, I hope things get better for you. You're gonna be fine. Stay strong, it's gonna be worth it. 💚
Thank you, I've been also relating but felt empty and I don't really feel anything when I listen to this song. I always listen to this everyday.
A while ago I had a major identity crisis and it somehow led to depression which led to arguments and then one day my friend sent me this song and I still thank her for sending me that link all the way to this day
2 years later and this is still a banger
Yay
Honestly so obsessed with this song rn❤
I struggle with really bad social anxiety and this song is literally how i feel all the time.
I’ve always looked for a song that described how I felt. I am currently listening recovering from depression, and all the songs I have found never completely described me. I am still the only one that understands me. Not even my parents or friends know what I was going through, only me as a human. This song, this song describes me. Thank you.
I feel like this song was written for me and I wouldn't change a word. I t makes you feel like your definitely not alone with "it" you know what they say "misery loves company".. or a shared consciousness. Love the beat. Thanks for sharing your music with the Universe. This is a great hit. My new favorite song.
Same def. This is what I hope they mean when they say "you're not alone"
@@jas.per.25 we all think that nobody understands what we are feeling and why yet it's so relatable to us all and that connection helps you feel like you're a part of something bigger and that's empowering. If you're talking other beings from other planets you might feel better thinking we are alone but we are not alone 🙂👽
@@Krissy444 sure, but i still haven't met anyone who wants to die regardless of depression like me, even if they led the happiest life and had no depression they'd still want nothing more then to be dead
@@jas.per.25 hey I'm Sorry I missed whay what you were trying to say. Can you please explain what you are feeling again so that I may understand you better.
@@Krissy444 you said I'm not alone but I've yet to meet some else who also feels suicidal 24/7 regardless of how depressed they feel, who just genuinely does not want a future, life does not interest them
The line "Like you have empathy inside but you dont really care" is probably the most relatable line i've ever heard. And "When you're not really happy but you dont wanna die" Sums up how i feel on nearly a daily basis
“do you ever feel a little bit tired of life? like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die.” kind of a line i told/tell myself now. i love this song, it fits my mental issues and my life.
As someone with chronic depression this is literally so accurate
I'm not big on this style of music, but this song is honestly beautiful.
I'm a mother, musician and lover of nature and to be numbed to my normal feelings of love and senses, made my depression worse - ironically I suppose, I've just sat through this song in numbness, when a year or two ago I most definitely would have cried or at least got tingles.
However!
It *does* get better. I think whatever traumas we suffer to this point of self- protection/shut down, I've faith and hope it gets better with self care, counselling and support.
If you are like me, and you miss love on the deeper level that you hadn't realised had always been there, know that you're not alone and that you *ARE* loved, you can still love, and you can still be *YOU*.
Love to all x
Yes. Just yes. Every feeling and emotion that I’ve been struggling with encapsulated in this one beautiful song ❤️
This song hits harder than lightning on a tree
This artist has just somed up my life in a few minutes exept that i resisted and now im happy.
I love this song I have listened to it so many times
I have depression,my mother is sycic patient, my father is also always worried , we don't have money for my brother to study some time my father gets abusive, I was really sad today and looking through the internet and found this song it helped me so much and made my day ❤😊
When I was younger I just listen this song for joy, but now I truly understand the song❤
Omg this song is so amazing and relatable I can’t even explain how much I’m so grateful to hear that other people feel the same! If you feel like this things will get better! I promise💗💗💗
i never understood depression till these past few months of being alone, yesterday became my breaking point and this song did things to me.
This song hits so deep. This is how I feel so often. "Do you ever get a little bit tired of life" All the time. "Like your not really happy but you don't wanna die." Me last night. "Like your body's in the room but your not really there." I feel like that every day at school. "Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care." Hits deep on so many levels. This song is AMAZING! Finally, I can listen to something that I relate to.
This speaks to me. It sums up a lot of the sadness I feel inside.
This is literally my whole life in a song. Awesome. I listen to This whenever I feel exactly like in the song. I will leave this message so when someone likes it, I will remember what i've been through
NGL this song is beautiful because it relates to people falling in and out of depression and each day is like this
I really love the message the song and I can really relate to it!
The part "like your empathy inside but you don't really care"
did hit me.🥲
This is the first time that I felt like someone really knows what I want to say and what I feel.😌
But anyways, hope everyone can really get the real message of the song. God bless.🖤
I love this song so much I can't stop listening to it. The chorus just gets stuck in your head so much I love this song so much that it is always on loop.
As of now, I am going through a lot of trauma because I just moved on to high school and all of my elementary friends went to other schools. I am always anxious about my busy schedule, like bro, give me a simple, plain, ordinary one, I'm always going places, I just want to be with my friends. Also became pessimistic and I have low self-esteem due to the fact I am constantly being hit with words of other people, saying that I am worthless, can't do anything, etc. Lastly, I am now depressed due to all these thing circling around my head. I have this one friend who used to help me cope with this, but now she (by the way, I'm male) is not seeing my messages anymore, and I'm starting to worry a lot. But I'm still hoping. Thank you for this song, I really relate to this.
I feel you. As a 13 year old year 8 (7th grade) it doesn't get easier, it feels like your all alone but you will find that person that makes you feel like you matter, however I'm still trying to find mine
@@Humblepigeon Thanks man, I really needed that. I hope you find the person who will listen to your troubles and care for you.
@@LeftynotLeftist no problem
@@HumblepigeonDo you have any tips for me? I went on a canoeing trip and nearly drowned in some random lake. It was pretty serious because I was unconscious, an air ambulance was called and I had severe hypothermia (30 degrees Celsius body temp). At first it didn’t affect me but when I heard 1:13 of the song I had a panic attack, so yeah. I dunno have to deal with it and I also dunno if I’m being overdramatic.
i lost my aunt 8 weeks and this was her favorite song, I wish I knew how she felt so I could be there for her. It feels like I have nobody to love me anymore, when I play this song I cant help to think about her and when I do I break down.
"A little be tired of trying to care when I don't"
"Like you have emphaty inside but you don't really care"
This is exactly how I'm feeling. I'd really like to really care, but I just don't
I like to listen to this song and sit on my roof, pretty much just to calm myself. It makes me feel safe and happy. I hope the artist realizes how easy she makes it feel to voice feelings 😊💖
You'll never know what this comment was originally about, only the reason I edited it was because I'm pretty fine right now and remembering what mental state I used to be in isn't too good for me right now. You can still like the comments because I won't be reminded without a clear message of my past state and that will simply remind me of this beautiful song. Have a lovely day
I feel kinda similar (there is lots less stuff bad in my life I thunk, I don't experience much mental issues) and I wish I could help but I am rlly awkward and don't know what to say... at least this whole comment section of the song (+the song) lets u know ur not alone
Know I’m praying for you. The national suicide hotline is 988 if you or someone you know needs it. You are strong enough. If you reach out, I am sure someone would be more than happy to help you!
Things I can't express, things I feel. This speaks it all.
That feeling that I struggle to describe, this song did it. I just felt so numb and tried today. Tried of faking being happy when all I want to do it lay in bed and sleep for hours. Tried of trying to fugue out why I fell so miserable when I get home even though I had a good day. Tried of not wanting to sleep but then not wanting to wake up and get out of bed. It’s getting so exhausting
I can’t believe how accurate this is…
I feel like so many people know exactly what I mean, I really hope my depression and anxiety goes away, I think people watching this video can agree with me…
I hope everyone reading this comment feels good and happy, if not, please try to feel better, I’m rooting for you! Smile 😄
It's like a recall from my past. May anybody who is feeling so gets healed up quickly as soon as possible
yea i suffer from burn out and i wish i didint ignore the first signs that something was wrong
This is exactly how I feel. Never related to a song so much. I learned from the comments that this might be depression, so that’s fun. But this is just such a great song.
I usually am not big a fan of todays music, but I really like this song for some reason.
This hits me hard, i struggled with 2 years and still continue on with my depression. And this song really sends a message.
Girl, hang in there. I've been dealing with anxiety for more than half my life. If I can do it you can!
I listen to this song whenever I’m going through anything hard and I’m just breaking down that I need something to lift my spirits. I was just crying and this really helped :)
I love you for making this simple but so meaningful song girl, I know you have some more deep and creative thoughts and feelings that you're hiding from the world. Write it down and put it out there babe, we need more of you and your beautiful mind and soul to raise our frequencies and positivity. I believe in you more than you believe in yourself. Never doubt what your heart tells you and wants to speak on. Much love and no matter what don't ever let yourself forget that you are loved, cherished and appreciated. Go out there and take what's yours and what you need in life!😊
Instantly loved this song. I remember when I had my lows from time to time, but I keep pushing on because I know that it won’t last forever.
I have severe depression (I am diagnosed) and music is the only thing that has kept me alive i force myself to listen to music everyday and whenever i have panic attacks someone who is there will instantly put music on to calm me down because all my friends and family know that i have panic attacks and what to do when i have them and music calms me down my physiatrist told me that i have a really strong connection with music and that's because my mom because she also does and i always saw her singing so from age of 3 i also started singing and that's why music calms me down and i could never ever relate to a song as much as this one because i have to survive for my mother because she is a single mother and she also has
Depression so i have to be there for her because if she was not strong when i was a child i wouldn't have been where i am now
This song really does speak the exact emotions of depression and I recently lost a loved one and I feel like these emotions. I am hanging by a thread and I want to but I know I gotta keep going. Thank you
literally the most absolutely relatable thing i have ever heard in my whole life, “Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Like your body's in the room but you're not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care
Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air”