Em Beihold - Numb Little Bug (Lyrics)

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  • Em Beihold - Numb Little Bug (Lyrics)
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    🎤Lyrics: Em Beihold - Numb Little Bug
    I don’t feel a single thing
    Have the pills done too much
    Haven’t caught up with my friends in weeks And now we’re outta touch
    I’ve been driving in LA
    And the world it feels too big
    Like a floating ball that’s bound to break Snap my psyche like a twig
    And I just wanna see
    If you feel the same as me
    Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
    Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
    Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive cuz u gotta survive
    Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care Like your fresh outta love but it’s been in the air
    Am I past repair
    A little bit tired of tryin’ to care when I don’t A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
    A little bit tired of sinkin’
    There’s water in my boat
    I’m barely breathin’
    Tryna stay afloat
    So I got these
    Quick repairs to cope
    Guess I’m just broken and broke
    The prescriptions on its way
    With a name I can’t pronounce And the dose I gotta take
    Boy I wish that I could count
    Cuz I just wanna see
    If this could make me happy
    Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
    Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
    Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive cuz ya gotta survive
    Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care Like your fresh outta love but it’s been in the air
    Am I past repair
    A little bit tired of tryin’ to care when I don’t A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
    A little bit tired of sinking
    there’s water in my boat
    I’m barely breathin’ Tryna stay afloat
    So I got these
    Quick repairs to cope
    Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
    Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die Like a numb little bug that’s gotta survive
    That’s gotta survive
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  • @TrendingTracksOfficial
    @TrendingTracksOfficial  2 года назад +1674

    Happy Monday everyone! 💖

    • @smithball6444
      @smithball6444 2 года назад +40

      Happy Sunday

    • @Wierd0_Max
      @Wierd0_Max 2 года назад +43

      Happy youday! It is your day to feel free

    • @AlexP88815
      @AlexP88815 2 года назад +20

      Happy youday! I’m not taking a comment I just thought youday was pretty cool, but everyday is yourday to feel special

    • @ilikechickennuggets4983
      @ilikechickennuggets4983 2 года назад +14

      Happy Saturday haha

    • @Im-asleep2-
      @Im-asleep2- 2 года назад +16

      weird it Monday and i saw this lol anyways happy Monday!

  • @hollywoodpills
    @hollywoodpills 2 года назад +6645

    I really hope this artist realises how much of an impact she has made by being able to voice what people with depression struggle to say.

  • @slaysimo494
    @slaysimo494 2 года назад +5990

    Never have I been able to relate to a song so much, minus the pills.

  • @Lbplayz14
    @Lbplayz14 3 месяца назад +143

    " like your bodys in the room but your not really there, like you have empathy inside but you dont really care" i felt that ❤

    • @RoccoScaringello
      @RoccoScaringello Месяц назад +1

      Yeah and getting tired of life like your not really happy but u don’t wana die I can relate

    • @Lbplayz14
      @Lbplayz14 Месяц назад +1

      @@RoccoScaringello like a numb little bug that's gotta survive

    • @johnrobinson6227
      @johnrobinson6227 21 день назад

      same

  • @emmysrec
    @emmysrec Год назад +2048

    This is a message for anyone who needs it.
    For the people who lost someone special to them or a family member:
    Just remember...there watching over you and waiting for you to return home...Why don’t you go outside for a bit so it quiet and maybe have a little conversation with them. Wait for the response, Trust me they are there. Maybe ask for a hug? Or ask for them to show themselves. But it doesn’t always happen just to let you know but don’t be sad. There are still there watching over you.
    For all the people going through depression:
    Hello there! I just wanted to say that I love you! Even though I don’t know you and everyone else in the world...you always have a place in their heart
    It’s always the one tiny spot in the middle. That’s You! Why don’t you go one a walk and maybe just think about happy things. And if you cry...just let it out, Trust me it will feel good. Or go get some food to eat! Just take this little moment to just do what you want. Act like it’s your own world and it’s only yours. Just remember I love you! Stay safe!
    To all those people going through a break up:
    Hello! Break up?...I’m sorry. I hope everything went well and if it didn’t tell me! Reply to me I’ll give you a little message. But I really hope your okay! But just remember...I still love you! Even though I don’t know you! Guess what? I think I know you! I’ve met you before! Let me describe you...you were so beautiful. Your eyes were shining and so was your hair. You were so nice I always wanted to talk to you! Idk what about you but your were just so beautiful!
    I love you! Stay safe!
    To all the people thinking about committing su!cide:
    Hello you amazing person! I’m gonna give you a list of things just to maybe make you stop thinking about this okay? Trust me it’s gonna be ok. It might be long so I hope your not impatient! I was joking...yeah ok maybe that didn’t make you laugh ok let’s move on. Here we go!Ok I just realized how long this might take but whatever because ITS JUST FOR YOU!!!!!
    1. Your dad would loose his little girl/boy
    2. Your mom would look in the mirror and ask her self what she did wrong
    3. Your siblings might stay in their room for a couple days
    4. Your friends would miss you and might stay in their room and cry
    5. NO STARBUCKS!!! MAJOR PROBLEM...ok I gotta stop with the little jokes...maybe
    6. Your pets would wonder where you went
    7.Your friend would miss walking or biking to the park with you.
    8. Wouldn’t you miss your staying in bed and listening to music time?
    9. Your family would miss your so much
    10. I bet you would miss staying in your room and jamming to the loudest music ever and you didn’t care if anyone thought it was to loud.
    11.No more drawing!?
    12. Not finishing your favorite book of all time. (that’s so sad)
    13. Missing out on decorating your house for holidays.
    14. Jamming out in your room. (yas get into itt)
    15. Late night calls with your friends.😍😍
    16. Laying in the rain.
    17. Crawling up the stairs.
    18. Watching movies all night.
    19. Getting fast-food for dinner.
    20. Moving houses.
    21. Concerts😍
    22. Watching your favorite streamer/RUclipsr.
    23. Laughing so hard you almost can’t breathe.
    24. Sleepover with friends and staying up all night.
    25. New updates on your favorite app/game
    26. Playing your favorite sport.
    27. Running to get your charger when your phone is one 1%
    28. Running for dear life on the stairs or hallway after you turn off the lights for the night.
    29. Wondering if the thing on the floor is a bag of clothes or a demon creature at night. (that’s scary💀)
    30. Looking at the stars at night and naming constellations.
    31. Taking random best friend tests.
    32. Swimming in the summer.
    33. Getting the excitement when you get your favorite clothes on.
    34. Looking in the mirror and looking confident.
    35. Singing in the shower. (YASS😍😍)
    36. Looking at old family photos.
    37. ROAD-TRIPS.
    38. Fake sleeping at night when your mom/dad comes in and checks on you.
    39. Trying not to laugh when a kid falls with your friend.
    40. Being happy when your favorite season comes up.
    Thats it! It wasn’t going to be too long but I hope it made you happy.
    I know life is hard but it’s always going to happen. You can’t expect to live a perfect life. In every life time, at least one person is always going to be better than you. You can’t be “the best” and that’s okay! You don’t have to be perfect. No one is perfect. Everyone is different and they all have something special about them.
    I love you just the way you are.

    • @Am_._
      @Am_._ Год назад +72

      Needed this today. Thank you.

    • @gavinweeks4763
      @gavinweeks4763 Год назад +55

      Thank you very much, i hope you are doing alright aswell. Take care kind person

    • @Person7503
      @Person7503 Год назад +72

      The list actually made me tear up a bit. Thank you for this.

    • @cali-B.the.G
      @cali-B.the.G Год назад +23

      Yee! 🕺

    • @eternalvaporwave1584
      @eternalvaporwave1584 Год назад +65

      I didn’t lost anyone
      I lost myself

  • @rosejohnson2006
    @rosejohnson2006 2 года назад +5560

    This is absolutely the closest, most accurate, depiction of my life dealing with major depression.. shes right so tired of life but I know I have to survive... my children

  • @Kpop4ever.
    @Kpop4ever. 2 года назад +1233

    The lines, "Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die & like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive, 'cause you gotta survive." Is too true for me.

    • @livvybean2975
      @livvybean2975 Год назад +10

      Same

    • @heilinstarling9436
      @heilinstarling9436 Год назад +44

      The thing that gets me the most is that it's "you gotta survive cause you gotta survive". There is no actual reasons to. At times like that you can't see any actually good reasons on WHY do you have to keep living, but you still don't want to die, so what other options are there?
      That's just so spot on.

    • @lovisbertuleit
      @lovisbertuleit Год назад +6

      Same

    • @khaulahfauzolazim7534
      @khaulahfauzolazim7534 Год назад +6

      That line made me think to my younger self

    • @Bama2ohio
      @Bama2ohio Год назад +6

      @@heilinstarling9436why do we all have the same life? I’m not happy with life, but I’m maintaining.

  • @supersoup4672
    @supersoup4672 Год назад +127

    "like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive, cause ya gotta survive"- gives me chills

  • @ashleybang49
    @ashleybang49 Год назад +846

    “Do you ever get a little bit tired of life? Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die”
    That hit close to home

  • @syntheticseraph6598
    @syntheticseraph6598 2 года назад +1373

    Not on meds, but the chorus kind of speaks about my day to day existence.

  • @keeshamcquay9564
    @keeshamcquay9564 2 года назад +684

    Every. Single. Word. Resonates.
    Hang in there, everyone. Pills help but processing with a therapist, self-work between sessions, and learning about yourself are what make recovery possible. Give yourself some grace 🖤

    • @LaQuesaDeMI
      @LaQuesaDeMI 2 года назад +4

      You as well! Peace and love right back at you!

    • @SwampHagg666
      @SwampHagg666 2 года назад +8

      I just wish it wasnt so hard and expensive and so many hoops i can barely take a shower how am i supposed to make 30 appointments and keep them all...

    • @LordVader1094
      @LordVader1094 2 года назад +2

      I have no pills tho

    • @readingbookswithdaisy8298
      @readingbookswithdaisy8298 2 года назад +3

      Thank you kind stranger

    • @L48198
      @L48198 2 года назад +6

      The pills pretty much just keep me from killing myself. But the numbing of any other emotion is like a pointless limbo. This song is spot on accurate.

  • @chrystalgabel6536
    @chrystalgabel6536 Год назад +73

    Never have I had a song depict so much of what I feel like with depression and anxiety. Seeing people go through the same makes my ❤️ happy.

  • @limoncello2211
    @limoncello2211 Год назад +131

    I'm 16 and I can say that I relate to this song most than most people in my life.
    I'm not happy but not so depressed that I wanna die,I'm just tired and burnt out by my own environment,I'm just hanging on just so I can live that future I've always wanted

    • @Cherub.Covers
      @Cherub.Covers Год назад +13

      i feel that.

    • @sapphicsapphire82
      @sapphicsapphire82 Год назад +8

      I relate

    • @Jonsnowsbigtoe
      @Jonsnowsbigtoe Год назад +7

      This is exactly how I feel and most relatable comment

    • @Itz_Yoyoooo
      @Itz_Yoyoooo Год назад +4

      I'll be 16 next month, and I completely understand what you mean. I was in a very dangerous place for a few months but am trying to focus more on myself instead of constantly being the therapist friend and doing my best, but I'm exhausted because I don't want people to think I don't care and that I will never help them. Its so tiring but Im scared to be alone if I stop. I'm just living for the sake of living and I don't know what I'm doing with myself but I'm still here and still going for I don't know what reason. Either way this is hard but not at the same time and I feel like I don't understand anything going on..
      Edit: sorry for the vent..

    • @bushraghazanfar1581
      @bushraghazanfar1581 7 месяцев назад +1

      ​@@Itz_Yoyoooodid it get better?

  • @lamarbenally5195
    @lamarbenally5195 2 года назад +687

    To all the little bugs, stay strong, you got a thousand reasons to quit, but only need one reason to keep going, don't stop now, we in this together and we need each other, prayers go out to all of you, take care and b safe, love ya!!!!

    • @sociopathic_butterfly009so7
      @sociopathic_butterfly009so7 2 года назад +3

      I LOVE HOW YOU CALLED US NUMB LITTLE BUGS🥺🥲

    • @Soda_Sipper
      @Soda_Sipper Год назад +11

      Ty 😭😭😭

    • @blitxzy
      @blitxzy Год назад +9

      Tell this to me whenever I’m breaking down and are thinking about ending it but eventually finding a good thing in my life and goes on another day,

    • @conniebarker400
      @conniebarker400 Год назад +4

      WOW! What caring words of encouragement that nails precisely what little bugs need to hear as well as the song describes how it feels. Thank you for articulating this. I'm going to share your words with another little bug that I know needs to hear them. Thank you for the prayers and bless you!

    • @lamarbenally5195
      @lamarbenally5195 Год назад +3

      @@conniebarker400 Strength, Courage, and Wisdom...God Bless...

  • @ItsJustonian
    @ItsJustonian 2 года назад +503

    This song takes me back, and I'm happy about that because it means that I've gotten better. To anyone struggling with what this song speaks about, keep on strutting because you will find something that makes life feel worth living. I dealt with everything mentioned in the song, even tried 4 different anti-depressants, I know it's tiring and I know it sometimes feels like your life isn't progressing, just waiting for the days to pass, but I'm happy to tell you from experience that it really does get better and when it does, you'll feel genuinely happy that you got past that feeling. Never give up hope, that's what will help you become happy :)

    • @LaQuesaDeMI
      @LaQuesaDeMI 2 года назад +4

      Thanks! Your words mean a lot

    • @annabenjamin7808
      @annabenjamin7808 2 года назад +7

      Same day over and over and over. Sucked into a loop hole. But these kids need me. So I strut...hard

    • @ItsJustonian
      @ItsJustonian 2 года назад +4

      @@annabenjamin7808 You got this! Once you get out of that loop, and you will, it will be worth all of the effort, I promise

    • @dismanteledchilly
      @dismanteledchilly 2 года назад +2

      Sorry mate, don't think I can.. Not anymore..

    • @ItsJustonian
      @ItsJustonian 2 года назад +3

      @@dismanteledchilly You can, because you're not alone and you will make a difference in a lot of people's lives when it all gets better. More people appreciate you being here than you think

  • @shooby9496
    @shooby9496 Год назад +58

    This song plays at my work all the time. Not usually a fan of most of the modern pop they bring in but the message behind this is great and I'm glad it's there to speak those feelings.

    • @ahhwe-any7434
      @ahhwe-any7434 8 месяцев назад +1

      With my personal ish going on, I actually got that dudes from aarejects mocking his own smile vibes stuck in my head when it comes to so much. I heard this otw to work once. Although, I don't think I'm that deceiving. I don't think I ever was. For a teeny bit, yeah. Bc I remember me young, dealing w/ ppl. Saying hi to everyone I even crossed & smiling away. Thinking to myself, stuff like I'm so fake, I even fool myself. I really don't actually like this..., & I don't actually like you. & I sure as hell don't like this environment... & Then I'd catch myself switching moods as soon as ppl had their back turns, & ppl still watching like 🤷🏻‍♀️, caught me. Oh well, u can't possibly think I'm this sweetsy, ignorant, & naive, right?! Meanwhile, somexs I think I have bad anxiety & it's like idk. Maybe all my situations have been fd & I can never escape it. Let me try something different then. .. & idk. Idk if that's really me or most ppl just suck that bad. & It's not that I'm dramatic but if I had to process everything, plz get out of my space. Bc I really have been through the depths of hell. Music is kind of cool to escape to. Till I realize I've spent hrs away doing it & uhhh yeah. Maybe I should mix my worlds together. In that way I just bring ear buds but w/ out the oversharing part trying to throw off my forever changing moods

  • @AntiDev1234
    @AntiDev1234 Год назад +25

    its scary how this is so relatable, I love every inch of the lyrics in this song...

  • @JessicaN555
    @JessicaN555 2 года назад +371

    I am genuinely SOBBING in my car right now. I lost my love for music a few years ago due to severe depression and this song connected to me SO HARD. Thank you for rekindling my love for what music does for us. ❤️

    • @reynaldonael9921
      @reynaldonael9921 2 года назад +3

      Keep singing. ❣

    • @Acedrawz
      @Acedrawz Год назад +2

      Keep singing on! Life will eventually get better

    • @ali_is2cool4u
      @ali_is2cool4u Год назад +4

      Me too I lost my love for music and everyone except for me realized it

  • @TheLadyKatt
    @TheLadyKatt 2 года назад +1592

    Literally just broke down into tears. This is on repeat. Holy. Therapy.
    …*The comments are wild.

  • @silent_cry3435
    @silent_cry3435 Год назад +108

    I used to relate to this song 100% until one day it got to the point I truly believed I was broken and tried to end it. My dad caught me and stopped me, but I've been in therapy since and I quit school on Friday after I had a breakdown in class. I honestly miss the numb days, before I felt so hopeless I wanted to die.
    This song has helped me get though it before and now I've returned in hopes it'll help me again

    • @pravinyavalluri2592
      @pravinyavalluri2592 Год назад +9

      Hey. I hope you're doing better.

    • @bingus728
      @bingus728 Год назад +14

      I'm glad you dad stopped you, god gave us a life in an awful world and the world expects us to live like it's perfect

    • @crystalstatzer528
      @crystalstatzer528 5 месяцев назад

      same

    • @chloegao2946
      @chloegao2946 5 месяцев назад +1

      U just need one reason to live.. I hope u find it

  • @EleanorAlter-bo8ps
    @EleanorAlter-bo8ps 29 дней назад +14

    I’m leaving this comment so when someone replies I can get reminded of this amazing song 🎵

  • @wisdom_mikroteros
    @wisdom_mikroteros 2 года назад +256

    It's really refreshing to hear a song that finally perfectly depicts my experience with depression. It seems like a lot of the songs I've used to cope talk about wanting to die, but I've never really felt that way. I love this song because of the accuracy

    • @kizzie5949
      @kizzie5949 2 года назад +12

      Same here. The first time I got sent to a mental health facility was because my therapist saw I wrote in my journal, 'It's not that I want to die, I just don't want to live"
      This song is the first song that I really feel I can relate to my experience with depression

    • @Gshadin
      @Gshadin Год назад +5

      Same, i dont want to die, but it feels like i have nothing to live for at the same time

    • @xOrionNebula2708
      @xOrionNebula2708 Год назад

      well i suffer from burn out and "like your bodys in the room but your not really there" "you got empathy but sorry but you dont really care" makes me think of the fact how i am emotionally numb and worn out and "like your hanging by a thread cause you know you gotta survive cause you gotta survive" makes me think of the fact how i know i have to keep going

  • @hannahbrezden7904
    @hannahbrezden7904 2 года назад +183

    I think too many people can relate to this song....the more you listen the more it hits home!!! Totally describes how I've felt for about a decade....but we survive for our loved ones especially our kids ❤

    • @badfellow8422
      @badfellow8422 2 года назад +5

      Nobody cares about my well being I just refuse to lay down and die we only get one

    • @minipotatochloezheng
      @minipotatochloezheng 2 года назад +1

      Lol yeah

    • @AK47z
      @AK47z Год назад

      If you have kids you shouldn’t even be talking like this…some of us can’t even have children or failed to have children & have it so much harder/darker then the majority of people that can relate to this song just cause they feel sad & can’t count their blessings.🤦🏻‍♂️

    • @janicecanlas3489
      @janicecanlas3489 Год назад +2

      @@AK47z never discount anyones suffering just bec you feel like you have it harder

    • @AK47z
      @AK47z Год назад

      @@janicecanlas3489 never did if you read all my messages thoroughly…but obviously you did not & are just rambling…

  • @Charlie-nottt
    @Charlie-nottt 4 месяца назад +8

    ‘Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die’
    It’s so true ❤

  • @the.claudia
    @the.claudia Год назад +36

    I don’t think I have depression, but I do have anxiety and I can totally relate to this. And I don’t take pills but I do take medication for another condition and it always feels like it’s just another reminder of what I’m going through and how I’m broken

  • @OliviaPeterson
    @OliviaPeterson 2 года назад +186

    This song puts into words how I’ve felt with my anxiety and depression, so thank you Em Beihold for making me feel heard 💓

    • @ahmetugur9564
      @ahmetugur9564 Год назад +2

      The only problem with that is I don't how
      I'm in fifth grade and I just found this song

    • @aliviahouk7018
      @aliviahouk7018 Год назад

      Same

    • @Deamonfreddy
      @Deamonfreddy 6 месяцев назад

      Same too but i feel deep

  • @GrayEther
    @GrayEther 2 года назад +187

    I never really knew what I was feeling but this song just put every thing into words for me,, i can genuinely relate to it so much,, thank you for this 💕

    • @maya_gotlost
      @maya_gotlost 2 года назад +5

      This is exactly me. "Do you ever get a little bit tired of life? Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die?" I never could explain it better than this sentence right here.

    • @xOrionNebula2708
      @xOrionNebula2708 Год назад

      makes me think of burn out

    • @xOrionNebula2708
      @xOrionNebula2708 Год назад +2

      where you become emotionally numb and you feel detached from your normal self

  • @chintusingh2986
    @chintusingh2986 Месяц назад +2

    Best song ever when you think you are alone you realise there are more people like you struggling ❤️

  • @dumpling7674
    @dumpling7674 Год назад +30

    to everyone and anyone who is sad/depressed/suicidal/going through a hard time I am so so sorry but you are enough if some people don't get that its on them life goes on and there are ups that are worth the downs plz don't give up if anyone wants to vent under this be my guest have a good day and don't worry it WILL get better❤

  • @mysticalapril6769
    @mysticalapril6769 2 года назад +192

    I was in the car with my mom and this song came on and I was singing the part were it says “do you every get a little bit tired of life like your not really happy but you don’t want to die” and I had to hold in tears because I relate to that part

  • @Movedchanelssss
    @Movedchanelssss 2 года назад +16

    “You’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die” is relatable for absolutely no reason

  • @twofaced7956
    @twofaced7956 Год назад +15

    I haven't been touched by a song like this one in almost 4 years
    I appreciate this singer for being relatable

  • @chyarnation
    @chyarnation Год назад +10

    People be crying, I'm just so numb inside. I'm listening to this relating but just like feeling empty as always. I used to be really sad, but one day I either just got used to being sad or something changed because now I just feel empty and hopeless all the time. I guess the name "numb little bug" really resonates with me.

    • @Am_._
      @Am_._ Год назад +1

      I get you completely. It sometimes feels like you'd rather be crying all the time then being a numb little bug, right? But anyway, I hope things get better for you. You're gonna be fine. Stay strong, it's gonna be worth it. 💚

    • @SaziinSin
      @SaziinSin Год назад +1

      Thank you, I've been also relating but felt empty and I don't really feel anything when I listen to this song. I always listen to this everyday.

  • @JagsFan6910
    @JagsFan6910 2 года назад +44

    I’m so glad she made this song because it literally shows exactly how I feel in a 2:48 second song, and I didn’t know how to explain it, but she took the words right out of my mouth

  • @metapuns9004
    @metapuns9004 2 года назад +85

    I've had major chronic depression since I was 15. My pills saved my life but they numb me so much it's hard to cry, even when I feel like sobbing. It's great hearing someone with a voice talk about it for all of us. We need more mental healthcare! Even if my medication isn't perfect, I wouldn't be here without it

    • @amandahunter8840
      @amandahunter8840 2 года назад +4

      Metapuns - same exact thing for me! Diagnosed at 15 with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Major Depressive Mood Disorder. I've been on so many different meds i can't even count. I found 2 that worked for me, just barely enough to make me functional. If I didn't have them, I wouldn't be able to get out of bed or take care of myself. It's freakin wicked.

  • @SmelliSoggySocx2780
    @SmelliSoggySocx2780 Год назад +14

    This explains how I feel, exactly. I don’t wanna die, I just want everything to ease, no matter how hard it becomes I know I won’t give up, I’ll keep fighting through it all.

  • @squashedbacon8870
    @squashedbacon8870 10 месяцев назад +13

    I struggle with really bad social anxiety and this song is literally how i feel all the time.

  • @toofar2real
    @toofar2real 2 года назад +73

    Wow every now and then a song comes out that just hits the nail on the head because it boldly says what I'm afraid to say. I have empathy but I don't really care, I wonder if I'll ever find love again, can I even love again, I'm not broke but I don't have enough money to buy happiness. It's hard not to feel depressed. I'm not suicidal but I'm tired of being alive.

    • @drexz1916
      @drexz1916 2 года назад +2

      I'm suicidal badly I'm only 12 and more then depressed

    • @toofar2real
      @toofar2real 2 года назад +1

      @@drexz1916 what takes you out of the depressed state of mind?

    • @drexz1916
      @drexz1916 2 года назад +1

      Music

    • @toofar2real
      @toofar2real 2 года назад +1

      @@drexz1916 play music, make music, listen. Align with your purpose

    • @drexz1916
      @drexz1916 2 года назад +1

      Are those songs are apps

  • @fruitsnacks5776
    @fruitsnacks5776 2 года назад +61

    I heard this on the radio for the frost time and I was like, 'is this the past 2 years of my life..... In song form?"

    • @Potato-uz8vq
      @Potato-uz8vq 2 года назад +2

      This was my exact experience! Ironically, I heard it on the way to my therapist.

  • @EmprizTheLoreQueen
    @EmprizTheLoreQueen Год назад +12

    This is my comfort song. I've been stressed out lately and I listen to this song when I feel like I'm going to cry. I relate to it so much it helps me through hard times❤

  • @hatifrehman5814
    @hatifrehman5814 7 месяцев назад +8

    I have depression,my mother is sycic patient, my father is also always worried , we don't have money for my brother to study some time my father gets abusive, I was really sad today and looking through the internet and found this song it helped me so much and made my day ❤😊

  • @Mandewalkar
    @Mandewalkar 2 года назад +27

    “ a little bit tired of sinking there’s water in my boat I’m barely breathin tryna stay afloat” One of the most relatable lines….

  • @nataliemostoller309
    @nataliemostoller309 2 года назад +47

    This song hits harder than lightning on a tree

  • @Evangeline_elf
    @Evangeline_elf Год назад +68

    You'll never know what this comment was originally about, only the reason I edited it was because I'm pretty fine right now and remembering what mental state I used to be in isn't too good for me right now. You can still like the comments because I won't be reminded without a clear message of my past state and that will simply remind me of this beautiful song. Have a lovely day

    • @TheeeAvacado
      @TheeeAvacado Год назад +1

      I feel kinda similar (there is lots less stuff bad in my life I thunk, I don't experience much mental issues) and I wish I could help but I am rlly awkward and don't know what to say... at least this whole comment section of the song (+the song) lets u know ur not alone

    • @emmaperkins8780
      @emmaperkins8780 Год назад +2

      Know I’m praying for you. The national suicide hotline is 988 if you or someone you know needs it. You are strong enough. If you reach out, I am sure someone would be more than happy to help you!

  • @nightshade5606
    @nightshade5606 2 года назад +19

    I like to listen to this song and sit on my roof, pretty much just to calm myself. It makes me feel safe and happy. I hope the artist realizes how easy she makes it feel to voice feelings 😊💖

  • @giantpotatoes1682
    @giantpotatoes1682 2 года назад +33

    I was in the car driving. I've been so busy that I never realized how sad I've been. So when this song came on and I heard the lyrics I had to pull over and cry for a second.

  • @zer0rebel4
    @zer0rebel4 2 года назад +45

    As someone with chronic depression this is literally so accurate

  • @lime455
    @lime455 Год назад +7

    I usually am not big a fan of todays music, but I really like this song for some reason.

  • @onare4572
    @onare4572 4 месяца назад +3

    This song express the exact same feeling i have everyday

  • @hunnahmalaluan2718
    @hunnahmalaluan2718 2 года назад +23

    I really love the message the song and I can really relate to it!
    The part "like your empathy inside but you don't really care"
    did hit me.🥲
    This is the first time that I felt like someone really knows what I want to say and what I feel.😌
    But anyways, hope everyone can really get the real message of the song. God bless.🖤

  • @maydayxxx
    @maydayxxx 2 года назад +11

    A while ago I had a major identity crisis and it somehow led to depression which led to arguments and then one day my friend sent me this song and I still thank her for sending me that link all the way to this day

  • @-hiii
    @-hiii Год назад +7

    Never, ever have I ever been able to relate to a song so much, other than the pills

    • @blueberryplayz8817
      @blueberryplayz8817 Год назад +1

      Someone already same that 😅🤣😂😹😆😅🤣😂😹

  • @nicolegenovese8901
    @nicolegenovese8901 Год назад +2

    I don't think i have ever been able to relate so much to a song before, literally word by word. Love this

  • @Where_in_the_world_am_I
    @Where_in_the_world_am_I 2 года назад +202

    This is my whole life written in a song-
    But not the pills,etc

  • @maya_gotlost
    @maya_gotlost 2 года назад +14

    This song describes me perfectly. Sometimes I just feel like digging my own grave at the very moment, just to get myself away from the world. Some feelings just don't go away. This feeling is one that I couldn't even explain to myself until I heard this song. "Do you ever get a little bit tired of life? Like your not really happy but you don't want to die?" It's exactly what I always feel.

  • @galacticstar9483
    @galacticstar9483 Год назад +23

    I remember when I was in fifth grade, and my life was turning upside down, and over the years, my life was actually tiring. But, finding this song around eighth grade, might be a blessing. Now, I am in high school, and this relates to everything. I hope everyone is blessed, ❤Always be optimistic!

    • @julianakathrynmonge6921
      @julianakathrynmonge6921 Год назад

    • @Evangeline_elf
      @Evangeline_elf Год назад +1

      Oh hi there! I'm in 5th right now (luckily found it in fourth) you got any advice?

    • @kat23142
      @kat23142 9 месяцев назад

      @@Evangeline_elfdon’t die

    • @VoiderDevil
      @VoiderDevil 5 месяцев назад

      ​@@julianakathrynmonge6921 be prepared for grade 7 ite fucking shitty just dont die inside or outside(im in grade 7 i already wanna fucking die i did everything to prove my seld but they still hated FUCK THIS SHITTY LIFE IM ENDING IT HERE)

  • @peytonloia505
    @peytonloia505 Год назад +9

    Omg this song is so amazing and relatable I can’t even explain how much I’m so grateful to hear that other people feel the same! If you feel like this things will get better! I promise💗💗💗

  • @yashaiakov
    @yashaiakov 2 года назад +26

    This is literally my whole life in a song. Awesome. I listen to This whenever I feel exactly like in the song. I will leave this message so when someone likes it, I will remember what i've been through

  • @lauramariehansen8686
    @lauramariehansen8686 Год назад +77

    my ears:- Listening to the music
    my mouth:- Singing along
    my eyes:- Looking at the comments
    my legs:- moving in a perfect rhythm to the music
    my mind:- relate to the song
    yes, I love this song

    • @Ilham_6969
      @Ilham_6969 6 месяцев назад +2

      Bruh , i did the same thing XD

  • @Bloody-Twins
    @Bloody-Twins 29 дней назад +1

    When you've gotten better but you still listen to the same sad songs to realize and be happy about how far you've come since that time. I hope that this is a feeling that everyone who's currently struggling can feel someday. I believe in you

  • @user-lf5zq4xs7t
    @user-lf5zq4xs7t 2 года назад +15

    i just want to share that i listened to this 2 days ago and it was so relatable to me. it’s so hard to put into words how it feels and this song does it for me.

  • @starwart5076
    @starwart5076 2 года назад +19

    I'm not big on this style of music, but this song is honestly beautiful.

  • @TheBeinggg
    @TheBeinggg Год назад +5

    The line "Like you have empathy inside but you dont really care" is probably the most relatable line i've ever heard. And "When you're not really happy but you dont wanna die" Sums up how i feel on nearly a daily basis

  • @danielaizatt5642
    @danielaizatt5642 8 месяцев назад +6

    This song hits so deep. This is how I feel so often. "Do you ever get a little bit tired of life" All the time. "Like your not really happy but you don't wanna die." Me last night. "Like your body's in the room but your not really there." I feel like that every day at school. "Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care." Hits deep on so many levels. This song is AMAZING! Finally, I can listen to something that I relate to.

  • @Krissy444
    @Krissy444 2 года назад +53

    I feel like this song was written for me and I wouldn't change a word. I t makes you feel like your definitely not alone with "it" you know what they say "misery loves company".. or a shared consciousness. Love the beat. Thanks for sharing your music with the Universe. This is a great hit. My new favorite song.

    • @jas.per.25
      @jas.per.25 2 года назад +1

      Same def. This is what I hope they mean when they say "you're not alone"

    • @Krissy444
      @Krissy444 2 года назад

      @@jas.per.25 we all think that nobody understands what we are feeling and why yet it's so relatable to us all and that connection helps you feel like you're a part of something bigger and that's empowering. If you're talking other beings from other planets you might feel better thinking we are alone but we are not alone 🙂👽

    • @jas.per.25
      @jas.per.25 2 года назад +1

      @@Krissy444 sure, but i still haven't met anyone who wants to die regardless of depression like me, even if they led the happiest life and had no depression they'd still want nothing more then to be dead

    • @Krissy444
      @Krissy444 2 года назад

      @@jas.per.25 hey I'm Sorry I missed whay what you were trying to say. Can you please explain what you are feeling again so that I may understand you better.

    • @jas.per.25
      @jas.per.25 2 года назад

      @@Krissy444 you said I'm not alone but I've yet to meet some else who also feels suicidal 24/7 regardless of how depressed they feel, who just genuinely does not want a future, life does not interest them

  • @Bluuuuueee
    @Bluuuuueee 2 года назад +18

    I can’t believe how accurate this is…
    I feel like so many people know exactly what I mean, I really hope my depression and anxiety goes away, I think people watching this video can agree with me…
    I hope everyone reading this comment feels good and happy, if not, please try to feel better, I’m rooting for you! Smile 😄

  • @Bebe_Gacha
    @Bebe_Gacha 4 месяца назад +2

    2 years later and this is still a banger

  • @Roonton
    @Roonton Год назад +14

    I never thought I will be so addicted to this music,
    My parents are annoyed because I kept playing this but they do be jamming a lil 😀

  • @4phr0d1t3.
    @4phr0d1t3. 2 года назад +17

    One of the most accurate songs ive heard. Glad im not alone :) we can get through this together i love you ALL🫶❤️❤️❤️

  • @biggboijonns4727
    @biggboijonns4727 2 года назад +6

    dang man i just came here because its catchy and i find all these depressing comments
    dont give up theres always hope

  • @Doctor_Sirus
    @Doctor_Sirus Год назад +4

    This speaks to me. It sums up a lot of the sadness I feel inside.

  • @Bobabunny-qm4pq
    @Bobabunny-qm4pq 4 месяца назад +1

    Im listening to this on repeat thinking does the artist of the song know how much of a impact this puts on people

  • @karsynfann6369
    @karsynfann6369 2 года назад +9

    I wish I could count the number of times I have listened to this track. Thank you, Em.

  • @sarahnabil7035
    @sarahnabil7035 2 года назад +7

    It's been 7 years since I started to struggle with depression and anxiety all I do is pretending that I"m perfect I graduated , started working and doing masters but I'm still their like tha song said I'm feeling nothing but I'm gotta survive… .. thanks for the artist for saying everything I couldn't say all this time

  • @jenniferpowell9883
    @jenniferpowell9883 11 месяцев назад +6

    This song Literally describes me so much

  • @DosxiemalNight
    @DosxiemalNight Год назад +1

    NGL this song is beautiful because it relates to people falling in and out of depression and each day is like this

  • @onyeka2262
    @onyeka2262 2 года назад +9

    Yes. Just yes. Every feeling and emotion that I’ve been struggling with encapsulated in this one beautiful song ❤️

  • @irismartin8414
    @irismartin8414 2 года назад +19

    I love this song I have listened to it so many times

  • @VlogsbyJuliaxoxo
    @VlogsbyJuliaxoxo Месяц назад +7

    To the person reading this: you matter. Whether you think so, or not, you matter. Someone out there cares about you. Including me. You got this.

    • @Wert_the_shirt
      @Wert_the_shirt Месяц назад +1

      Thanks, my life is really messed up right now and this reminded me that someone out of all 8 billion people cares about me.

    • @VlogsbyJuliaxoxo
      @VlogsbyJuliaxoxo Месяц назад +1

      @@Wert_the_shirt ofc❤️ Ik I’m just a random person but I’m here to talk if you need me :)

    • @morgan-w5q
      @morgan-w5q 20 дней назад +1

      thanks i needed that :)

  • @F.sub.18
    @F.sub.18 6 месяцев назад +2

    This is the first time I have found a song that explains everything in my heart, even though I do not suffer from depression or anything else.

  • @lucytheequestrian
    @lucytheequestrian 2 года назад +17

    I love this song so much I can't stop listening to it. The chorus just gets stuck in your head so much I love this song so much that it is always on loop.

  • @thefrogking_com4194
    @thefrogking_com4194 2 года назад +9

    This is exactly how I feel. Never related to a song so much. I learned from the comments that this might be depression, so that’s fun. But this is just such a great song.

  • @agentassaultfire5578
    @agentassaultfire5578 Год назад +11

    You know it really hits you when you start to tear up

  • @three-moons6036
    @three-moons6036 7 месяцев назад +2

    This song and let me down slowly mean so much to me.

  • @dylanknight3552
    @dylanknight3552 2 года назад +9

    Not on any meds
    but this relates to my whole life
    everyday

  • @elizabethalicide2661
    @elizabethalicide2661 2 года назад +45

    this song is exactly me. INCLUDING the pills.

    • @Top-Code
      @Top-Code 2 года назад +1

      0.0

    • @falconshock3677
      @falconshock3677 2 года назад +3

      Good luck in the future, fam
      I fortunately was able to work past clinical depression, if you keep at it and work on yourself gradually, things will get better guaranteed :)

    • @maybe4003
      @maybe4003 2 года назад +4

      Me too. I even have been dragging myself to drive to work 2x a week…in LA.

    • @coleshadowmender2994
      @coleshadowmender2994 2 года назад +2

      Me to

  • @Anya-ef3sb
    @Anya-ef3sb Год назад +2

    i never understood depression till these past few months of being alone, yesterday became my breaking point and this song did things to me.

  • @OneEpicProtogen
    @OneEpicProtogen Год назад +4

    I never thought I could relate more to a song than this.

  • @matthewshannon2234
    @matthewshannon2234 2 года назад +3

    Girl, hang in there. I've been dealing with anxiety for more than half my life. If I can do it you can!

  • @HawkinaBox
    @HawkinaBox 2 года назад +12

    My literal theme song right now. "Not happy, but you don't want to die."

  • @xotiic1488
    @xotiic1488 Год назад +5

    i lost my aunt 8 weeks and this was her favorite song, I wish I knew how she felt so I could be there for her. It feels like I have nobody to love me anymore, when I play this song I cant help to think about her and when I do I break down.

  • @0nly_Gxngerr
    @0nly_Gxngerr Год назад +9

    I can relate to this whole entire song.
    All I can do is vent nowadays..

    • @That1CoffeeAddict
      @That1CoffeeAddict Год назад +2

      I get that! I recommend to make jokes about it so it doesn't hit others as hard or yourself but don't stop doing serious vents or taking it seriously! Get better soon

  • @eytixx5823
    @eytixx5823 2 года назад +4

    The music is upbeat but it makes me emotional and wanna cry. Lyrics are legit accurate!

  • @Person7503
    @Person7503 Год назад +85

    I'm 14 and relate to this SO much.
    Really says something about our generation doesn't it...
    Edit: Just saw the little war in the comments, but it's seems to have already ended now, so that's good. 👍

    • @skrate38
      @skrate38 Год назад +3

      Bombastic side eye

    • @SindaluOO7
      @SindaluOO7 Год назад +12

      I’m also 14 and I also relate to this, but whenever I try to bring it up everyone just says I’m being dramatic or that I’m not depressed but just a little sad and that I don’t know what depression is just because I’m 14

    • @catsarecute7517
      @catsarecute7517 Год назад +6

      It does, I'm 12 😭

    • @AlzMarioWolfe
      @AlzMarioWolfe Год назад +2

      @@catsarecute7517You have the easiest life right now are you joking

    • @catsarecute7517
      @catsarecute7517 Год назад +1

      @@AlzMarioWolfe what is wrong with you that is the most hurtful thing I've heard I have no friends they just moved or ghosted me so stop you dont know anything I bet your the one joking about having depression just excusing others like that damn narcissist

  • @karenyang3167
    @karenyang3167 7 месяцев назад +2

    i've never been able to connect with a song as much as this one.

  • @hudson9885
    @hudson9885 2 года назад +5

    As someone who takes medication for both anxiety and depression this is the most accurate thing I've ever heard

  • @_AnglesWing_
    @_AnglesWing_ 7 месяцев назад +3

    Every word is just... description of my mental state rn

  • @Rayova23
    @Rayova23 5 месяцев назад +3

    I don't know whether to love or be terrified just how much it feels like i relate to this song.. 😅

  • @kennyllcosmicvectro3012
    @kennyllcosmicvectro3012 9 месяцев назад +3

    Instantly loved this song. I remember when I had my lows from time to time, but I keep pushing on because I know that it won’t last forever.

  • @blitxzy
    @blitxzy Год назад +4

    I listen to this song whenever I’m going through anything hard and I’m just breaking down that I need something to lift my spirits. I was just crying and this really helped :)