I still can't believe they didn't win an award for this episode. It was so well done, from the writing, to directing, to the acting.... The whole cast blew me away and Colin Fickes in this scene, it broke my heart. It made me feel for him and understand why he did what he did, things aren't always black and white. This will always be one of the most memorable ep. for me and always just as sad and emotional. Also, I kinda forgave Dan by the end of the series but seeing this again makes me remember why I hated him so much.
heidos7 - Murderer's do not deserve to be forgiven, time makes people forget the pain they caused, but Keith will never get a Second chance, so why should Dan? Because Dan is still alive?
its amazing the amount of emotional depth jimmy's character envoked...he was a side character who wasnt particularily important and that ended up being the point and driving point of his character which was amazing...and bravo to the actor...amazing and raw and beautiful....when he says sorry and he exhales its just heartbreaking....u can just see how done he is...so sad
So much. The way that he starts off trying to sound angry and independent, like, if everybody just at least ignored me, it would be fine. But then he confesses, in tears, to both Keith and really to himself as well I think, that he didn’t want to be ignored, he wanted to be liked. It feels weak to admit that you care what people think about you, especially at that age, but it’s something that everybody does care about at a level much deeper than they might even realize. It’s like Jimmy has been trying to hard, ever since Lucas and Skills and Mouth stopped hanging out with him, to pretend like he doesn’t need anyone. He lost his best friends, so he didn’t want to make new friends, because he didn’t want to make himself vulnerable to people to leaving him behind again. But in the end, we always need friends. It’s all that he wanted, and he’s finally accepting that.
@@geoffbruce8605 he also just admitted it to Dan. Idk, I think what hurt more was when Keith said that "he knows Jimmy and he's a good kid" when talking to Dan and Dan said "well he is now." I don't think he was a bad kid, just a troubled kid who was scared, angry, and upset at everything. I've been there before. I almost made a similarish mistake (wasn't a gun) while at school. Not a day goes by that I don't forget that moment where I almost made a mistake that I couldn't take back.
I feel like what also helps you to sympathize with him is that Keith had known him since he was little and knows that he's not a bad kid just a scared and lost kid trying to figure it all out.
The show fleshes out gun plots involving kids and school. Unlike 7th heaven that made the stance on how violence in media/having bad parents equals future shooter (while a future episode did better), this one shows why things like this happens and doesn't make a shooter a one note villain.
Man the scene where Jimmy said "it hurts" that got me and the disbelief on Keith's face when he sees Dan pointing the gun at him :( such a sad but memorable scene!!
I so wasnt expecting Dan killing Keith. Or Keith getting killed off in general. It was so heartbreaking. Then the way that they added in Jimmys story was amazing, but such a tragedy at the same time. This episode was truely amazing
because he thought keith tried to kill him but it wasn't true not that that's even a good reason to kill someone let alone your own brother who's one of the best people out there...
empathize ? I'm sorry but we all have problems, that does not mean we take a gun and start traumatizing people. Being bullied is bad, I agree, but there are people out there who go through worse, who die of hunger or because of war and would fight every day to stay alive. And the thought of people like this boy thinking they have the right to take the precious life of another human being makes me so angry.
VamosRafa we all have problems but that doesn't mean we should trivialize them. I'm pretty sure there are people in this world that have it worse than the people you just mentioned but does that make their problems any less important? I feel like if Jimmy had the right guidance or people to help him through this hell he wouldn't have done what he did. Thats where the "empathy" comes from. People are so quick to label other people as monster's without considering what got them to that point. This episode did something that most close-minded people with a black and white viewpoint don't do, they considered the perspective of the shooter and showed the human side of him and showed that he's just like us but just went down the wrong path. I'm not excusing school shootings but it pisses me off whenever people dismiss bullying so easily but then get all bent up and surprised when a victim retaliates. And then the dead automatically get deemed as "innocent" just because they died. That makes me mad
VamosRafa You also understand the thought of not being loved nor wanted. Nor thought about. You feel a certain way. You feel unchecked no guidance no nothing. Just sadness and despair. like he said a whole in his heart. But some people just dont deserve too live im sorry. Some people are hateful gorror. They are undignified etc. So i understand where he comee from. People or bullys are the usual reasons for school shootings am i right?
@VamosRafa - Your comment concern's me, many kid's go through what jimmy has gone through, i was one of those kid's and i alway's befriended those who had similar path's. No, i never thought about shooting up a school i was just strong enough to get through it, but not every situation or person is the same either. Jimmy didn't want to actually hurt anybody if you actually watched this episode, he just wanted to reverse what he has been going through onto the people who been making his life a living hell in school, to make them feel what he felt. If you had any understanding on psychology, and what can push someone to go over the edge, you would empathize, but it is because you don't understand in why you lack empathy for jimmy. We are a social species and we need eachother, without support a person can break, hurt themselves and/or hurt other's. Maybe you should think about that the next time you see a kid being bullied, instead of thinking atleast it ain't you, offer them support, you might be surprised how much that will be appreciated and how much it can change another person's life.
This was the first episode of One Tree Hill that I watched & the fact that it made me cry, rethink my behaviour at school... this show will forever stay with me.
@@tylereverhart9423 I watched OTH as an adult and I never ever thought Dan killed his own brother. Like Kain and Abel. So intense. Especially back at that time it was something whole new.
This was an important episode for all of us to watch. Hats off to the writers of the episode as well to the entire cast for their emotionally riveting performances.
I just finished watching this series and so far it is definitely one of my top television shows ever. I remember watching this episode and from the beginning to the end, I was in tears. Especially during this scene. Good lawd.
+Mary James One Tree Hill was my everything growing up. And Now watching it again grown? I understand it more and realize what a great show it is the best ever
stay strong guys, it's ok to ask for help, I'm 35, struggled since I was 15, started counseling for the first time a few months ago. Dont be afraid, reach out, get help, hang in there. it's ok.
@@brendanprimus3211 Counseling doesn’t help with anything. It’s just the psychologist listening to you and then telling you what you already know you have to do, and you have to pay for that. The best is to work on yourself. If you’re over weight work on your weight. If you’re getting bullied learn to bully back, don’t give a shit what they think. Learn to not be so emotional, cuz the strongest survive in our society, just like in the animal kingdom.
King AR3 dude ive lost ppl to suicide... man if you ever need anything this is my facebook name and please dont hesitate to hit me up mane.... legit like keith says, it gets better
King AR3 what the other person said people are always here for you , if you want to be my friend on facebook my name is Mikala Caringella & I've been where you are , there is always help , Keith's words in this helped me through it & I hope it helped you
Heartbreaking. When Dan picked up that gun, I kept thinking "He's not really gonna DO this!" :( The look on poor Keith's face. He understood what was gonna happen. He loved his brother regardless of their past. Amazing acting. The show deserved some recognition. Kinda went deeper than your typical "teen drama".
I remember watching this episode, and it just.. I couldn't put into words how to made me feel. And now, even after all these years, I feel that same way. This whole episode still gets me like it's the first time all over again. I miss OTH so much.
Ava Kousha I cried yhe most watching auch VISUAL HURT coming from Jimmy. HS is s oo hard. And he put out the most painful re-enactment of that type of pain, I have ever seen.. Keith Dying was sad.. But it was Jimmy's pain that made this.
The ACTING! The despair on Jimmy's face. He didn't really wanna hurt anyone. He was just a lost, hurting kid. Keith knew that. That's why he tries to talk to him. That soul crushing twist, though. When Jimmy dies and Dan picks up that gun, my heart sank. One of the best, most heartbreaking episodes in the entire show.
I think, the most tragedy of this story is, that everyone thought that Jimmy shot Keith... Most of all Lucas. Thanks to all the Kids out there, which were bullied and even didn´t the same thing, no matter how hard and cruel classmates are...
Eden Capwell-Castillo I was hated so much where I wanted to blow my own brains out of my head but if I did die my family would be crying an in pain so thankfully I stayed strong enough to fight back but take my life back now.
This was a very powerful episode. I was bullied in high school and had to be taken out of the school. I went to a private school for one year then my last year I went back to the school I was bullied at and graduated. The depression was the worst but I fought it all the way. You just have to hang in there.
I feel like that's why I felt bad for Lucas. All that time he was lead to believe that his own friend would kill his father figure and uncle when it was actually has father who killed him.
It’s great acting at 2:09 by Keith how you can see and hear in his voice that he’s sensing more urgency in the situation. It’s subtle, and he tries to remain calm, but he realizes that Jimmy is starting to spiral and that he needs to do something soon.
One of the most difficult things to see in this episode is that his mother had no idea what he was going through 😔 depression is a silent killer and remembering that there is somebody always out there that can get people through depression is worth remembering
+Royals You're right. It doesn't "get" better. Never. You have to *MAKE* it better! It's sad to say, but out of all the characters and stories in this show, Jimmy Edwards is the one I can relate to the most. I sometimes watch this episode and this scene in particular whenever I'm in one of my emotionally turbulent/self-loathing/self-pitying states. I'm 21 and I'm only just now starting to have a -satisfying- social life. It's not just school. If you were a shy, lonely, socially incompetent left out loner in high school, you'll be a shy, lonely, socially incompetent left out loner in college and/or you'll be a shy, lonely, socially incompetent left out loner at work. Unless you do something about it. I had to fight like hell to get where I'm at now, and I'm still a f*cking disaster! I'm a kissless virgin, never been to a party(not counting family ones), never had a real girlfriend, and I'm horribly lonely, as I always have been. I was/am often left out(or I feel as if I am-I know a lot of times I leave myself out), and when I want to talk to someone, a lot of the time, I have no idea what to say. I'm so indecisive. Even in my own head, I can't decide what to think or feel or do. It's hell. The hell I put myself through. I want out(I think) but I don't know what else to do.
It does go away. I wish every kid going through something would learn that. As you get older you realize that those things from high school dont matter anymore. I wish everyone could think like that in high school. Man this is so important and this episode hurts so much.
Now that I’m older I look at this scene differently... there’s no way in the world Dan would have gone off freely lol Forensics or autopsy team can clearly and easily determine cause of death of Jimmy to be suicide. Angle of bullet or even burnt skin for putting the gun into his chest and also how the bodies fell. Not to even mention finger prints. Plus how in the world was Dan allowed to enter into the hallway. I didn’t know Mayor’s had special privileges to pass through an active shooter scene lol Oh the joys of growing older
If that is true how come so many people get away with murder. this was a trajedy and people aren't ganna question who killed who so there will be no investigation and Dan is there to stop it if ever ganna be one.
Well the shooter could've offed himself after shooting Keith. Dan could've wiped his prints off, and he could've entered the school when the swat team was busy frisking Lucas.
The forensic team ain't gonna know who died first. They would have ruled it a murder suicide and called it a day. Also Dan used the special privileges to get Keith into the school.
No-one really knew Dan was in there but they would've been able to see his finger prints on the gun if they had analyzed it which idk if they would've even done because only one person witnessed him in the building with Keith. That and people will believe almost anything though especially after a tragedy.
Been watching through this series for the first time… just got to this and just damn. Keith was by far my favorite character and I was so happy his life was finally turning around. 😔 But his last moments were as heroic as heroic gets.
Omg this episode is so good. It affects the storyline so much throughout the show. Like with Keith dying, Dan starting to change because of his mistakes, Peyton and Lucas getting together, Marcus changing for the better ect. Honestly I can't see one flaw with this episode
What he said on the time capsule was what made me concerned about him and I was right to be concerned. Honestly, I think him getting beat up the night before is what really put him over the edge too.
This has stuck with me for so long. It helped me cope when my uncle took his life. And its helped when I was so close to taking my own. I am thankful Mainstream media is at times able to address such real and intense emotions and feelings.
Never watched One Tree Hill was flipping through the channels back in 2006 when this episode came on. This episode is what made me start watching OTH. It's my favorite episode because how well written and acted it is. It's powerful and sad. This scene made me cry when I first watched it and still make me cry every time I rewatch the series. When I finally watched the show from the beginning it made me mad and sad that they killed Keith off I knew what his ending would be but I still rooted for Karen and Keith and wanted them to have a happy ending. It just makes the episode a lot more sadder.
As as person that was dealt with bullying and loneliness in the past, I felt sympathy for Jimmy and had I actually not gotten the help I needed the acceptance that I desperately wanted, I would’ve been in the same position as him, this go for show that you should always be with your people that suffer from loneliness and depression no matter how annoying and clingy they may be
This is such a powerful episode. Poor Jimmy. He didn't really wanna hurt anybody. He was just scared and hurting so badly. And when Dan aimed that gun at Keith my heart stopped. I didn't think he'd really do it. "Surely to God you're not that much of a monster Dan. Please no." Devastating episode. Amazing acting from everyone
Dan Scott was maybe Lucas's father but Keith was his daddy from the beginning until the end. Keith maybe have an alcohol issue but his heart was pure. He was a better father than Dan and his head is just a heart-shattering. Dan only care for lucas when he start to be wonderful at basketball and for hurting karen.
This youtube clip is the reason I started one tree hill. This episode deserves an emmy, academy award etc. It is brilliant and one of the best TV episodes I have ever seen. This scene has brilliant acting by Colin Fickes and Craig Sheffer and the voice-over by Chad is great too. I can't believe Jimmy and Keith are gone. I love this episode and have watched it about six times and I still get scared when Jimmy and Dan pull the trigger. RIP Jimmy Edwards and Keith Scott.
One of the most heart touching episodes in Television history... We see the pain that one goes through. We see that life is precious and that it’s fragile. It can end in only one moment....
“Does this darkness have a name! Is it your name?” Were the simplest yet profound lines I’d ever heard on the TV. It really makes you think! This episode was so intense. So intense!
rewatching this show for the second time and i just saw this episode and it hurt just as much as it did the first time. it still got to me especially because Keith was such a good guy, one of my favorite characters. he didn’t deserve to die at all, with finally being with the love of his life and was even going to adopt Lucas. this episode was by far the most memorable and the cast did such a good job. RIP Jimmy Edwards and Keith Scott you’ll always be in our OTH hearts
Just watching this scene brings up the moment where I first watched this and learned that “it gets better” my dad died in 2003 and searched for the better and almost 17 years later I can say it’s hard live without him but I do see the better. Keith was an amazing character another great tv dad
This is very first time I saw an interpretation of disassociation as a teen. When he said “I’m not here”, it’s painful to watch now because I experienced it so many times years later.
One of the saddest episodes I’ve ever watched. Jimmy’s pain is heartbreaking to watch and it’s even more heartbreaking that situations like these are happening all the time today.
It’s weird to think kids had these problems back then too. When you watch videos from high schools from like 20+ years ago it all looks so fun and everyone talking and joking around without any internet or phone bs.
I loved this episode. it's so powerful. this and 2 other episodes made me bawl so hard and that tells you how good and powerful they were. miss this show
The darkness is called depression and exile. And people not noticing. People loose theyre way, Some find theyre path some dont. Thanks to many reasons.
this is my favorite episode, all the emotion and how real it is. Dan killing Keith though nope. Jimmy was bullied and nobody bring a gun to school NOBODY but I really don't think he planned to hurt anyone except himself. bullying sucks and I know because I've been there.
“Does this darkness have a name?” It does. Its called hatred. Depression. Suicide. And it needs to be stopped. A youtube comment doesn’t have the power to stop it, and it won’t completely stop. But it can be prevented. Though this scene is fictional, there’s kids out there that feel like this. Kids out there who pound their chest and say it hurts. That should never be the case. Ever. The actors in this scene were very VERY good. I’m here watching this years later and still crying. The quotes, the music, the expressions, they make me sad. Don’t be the person who made Jimmy feel that way. Stay safe, stay strong, stay alive.
No matter how many times i watch this episode i still cry when Jimmy hits his chest and says it hurts it always hurts, and the look of betrayal on Keith's face breaks me, he knows what's coming and can't quite believe his brother would pull the trigger 💔
I still can't believe they didn't win an award for this episode. It was so well done, from the writing, to directing, to the acting.... The whole cast blew me away and Colin Fickes in this scene, it broke my heart. It made me feel for him and understand why he did what he did, things aren't always black and white. This will always be one of the most memorable ep. for me and always just as sad and emotional. Also, I kinda forgave Dan by the end of the series but seeing this again makes me remember why I hated him so much.
totally agree this was the most powerful scene in one tree hill period it will always stay with me.
heidos7 - Murderer's do not deserve to be forgiven, time makes people forget the pain they caused, but Keith will never get a Second chance, so why should Dan? Because Dan is still alive?
Some people can forgive, some people can't, it's not the same for everyone.
Replicators Dan died though?
Emma Rowady yeah ironically from being shot saving Nathan from being kidnapped.
The single most powerful scene I've ever seen. It's always stayed with me after all these years.
Fuzzy Dunlop LOL - lots of love. That makes me giggle
+geologist100 Is that an Amazing World of Gumball reference? X3 -or did that show say that after you said it-
Boy shut yo sensitive ass up
Nvm i just cried
Imli me too!
its amazing the amount of emotional depth jimmy's character envoked...he was a side character who wasnt particularily important and that ended up being the point and driving point of his character which was amazing...and bravo to the actor...amazing and raw and beautiful....when he says sorry and he exhales its just heartbreaking....u can just see how done he is...so sad
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I've definitely felt the same thing he's felt.
super saiyan Goodman II. Hope you feel better now bud
It’s insane because you see him in the beginning and he just fades in the background
"I wanted them to leave me alone... I wanted them to like me."
Such a heart-breaking, relatable truth
So much. The way that he starts off trying to sound angry and independent, like, if everybody just at least ignored me, it would be fine. But then he confesses, in tears, to both Keith and really to himself as well I think, that he didn’t want to be ignored, he wanted to be liked.
It feels weak to admit that you care what people think about you, especially at that age, but it’s something that everybody does care about at a level much deeper than they might even realize. It’s like Jimmy has been trying to hard, ever since Lucas and Skills and Mouth stopped hanging out with him, to pretend like he doesn’t need anyone. He lost his best friends, so he didn’t want to make new friends, because he didn’t want to make himself vulnerable to people to leaving him behind again. But in the end, we always need friends. It’s all that he wanted, and he’s finally accepting that.
@@geoffbruce8605 he also just admitted it to Dan. Idk, I think what hurt more was when Keith said that "he knows Jimmy and he's a good kid" when talking to Dan and Dan said "well he is now." I don't think he was a bad kid, just a troubled kid who was scared, angry, and upset at everything. I've been there before. I almost made a similarish mistake (wasn't a gun) while at school. Not a day goes by that I don't forget that moment where I almost made a mistake that I couldn't take back.
Yes
Yeah I had the very same problem too when I faced bullying and torment as well.
8 years later.. and this scene still breaks me down.
+Jay Dee this scene is soooooo sad.
Jay Dee 10 years
Sad the golden era of teen dramas died with this show. Can't remember all the series so sorry, maybe smallville.
Dyteria Swinson smallville any good?
Divay Pratap 11 years
You know a tv show is amazing when the viewer ends up sympathizing for the shooter. This episode changed everything.
Joshua Serrato AMEN.. EXACTLY how I felt.
It helps that Jimmy didn’t kill anyone. If he had, it would have been a lot different
@@Ryan-zt2xw he did kill someone, himself.
I feel like what also helps you to sympathize with him is that Keith had known him since he was little and knows that he's not a bad kid just a scared and lost kid trying to figure it all out.
The show fleshes out gun plots involving kids and school. Unlike 7th heaven that made the stance on how violence in media/having bad parents equals future shooter (while a future episode did better), this one shows why things like this happens and doesn't make a shooter a one note villain.
It's been almost 10 years since this episode and I'm still furious that they killed Keith off. He was such a good guy. Damn Dan.
Dee Joy I know right! He was one of my favorite characters!
I can't believe it either
He's the greatest uncle on television imo
@@Darule514 mh and what aboyth uncle Phil from the fresh prince of Bel Air?
Craig wanted to be killed off to spend time with family
Man the scene where Jimmy said "it hurts" that got me and the disbelief on Keith's face when he sees Dan pointing the gun at him :( such a sad but memorable scene!!
Harjeet Paul yeah it was sad that Keith was murdered his brother is a sick hateful bastard!!!😡.
Harjeet Paul it was a such a shocker.
I could not believe he killed his brother outright.
Dan was under the impression that Keith tried to kill him. The shock on Keith's face seeing the gun in Dan's hands.
I so wasnt expecting Dan killing Keith. Or Keith getting killed off in general. It was so heartbreaking. Then the way that they added in Jimmys story was amazing, but such a tragedy at the same time. This episode was truely amazing
Why did Dan do it? I don't watch the show but I always come across clips like this lol, I'm curious now
because he thought keith tried to kill him but it wasn't true not that that's even a good reason to kill someone let alone your own brother who's one of the best people out there...
Why did Dan kill Keith
appearently you have trouble reading
Zora Blabla lol I just seeing this
The last thing he said to Lucas was that he loved him❤️
That voice crack Jimmy does when he's telling Keith how much it hurts. Just listen to it. Tell me you don't get a little choked up. I did.
That and at Keiths last words.
I think many people can empathize with jimmy, people can be mean and cruel, only thing we can do is learn from it and start treating others better.
empathize ? I'm sorry but we all have problems, that does not mean we take a gun and start traumatizing people. Being bullied is bad, I agree, but there are people out there who go through worse, who die of hunger or because of war and would fight every day to stay alive. And the thought of people like this boy thinking they have the right to take the precious life of another human being makes me so angry.
VamosRafa we all have problems but that doesn't mean we should trivialize them. I'm pretty sure there are people in this world that have it worse than the people you just mentioned but does that make their problems any less important? I feel like if Jimmy had the right guidance or people to help him through this hell he wouldn't have done what he did. Thats where the "empathy" comes from. People are so quick to label other people as monster's without considering what got them to that point. This episode did something that most close-minded people with a black and white viewpoint don't do, they considered the perspective of the shooter and showed the human side of him and showed that he's just like us but just went down the wrong path. I'm not excusing school shootings but it pisses me off whenever people dismiss bullying so easily but then get all bent up and surprised when a victim retaliates. And then the dead automatically get deemed as "innocent" just because they died. That makes me mad
VamosRafa You also understand the thought of not being loved nor wanted. Nor thought about. You feel a certain way. You feel unchecked no guidance no nothing. Just sadness and despair. like he said a whole in his heart. But some people just dont deserve too live im sorry. Some people are hateful gorror. They are undignified etc. So i understand where he comee from. People or bullys are the usual reasons for school shootings am i right?
@VamosRafa - Your comment concern's me, many kid's go through what jimmy has gone through, i was one of those kid's and i alway's befriended those who had similar path's. No, i never thought about shooting up a school i was just strong enough to get through it, but not every situation or person is the same either. Jimmy didn't want to actually hurt anybody if you actually watched this episode, he just wanted to reverse what he has been going through onto the people who been making his life a living hell in school, to make them feel what he felt.
If you had any understanding on psychology, and what can push someone to go over the edge, you would empathize, but it is because you don't understand in why you lack empathy for jimmy. We are a social species and we need eachother, without support a person can break, hurt themselves and/or hurt other's. Maybe you should think about that the next time you see a kid being bullied, instead of thinking atleast it ain't you, offer them support, you might be surprised how much that will be appreciated and how much it can change another person's life.
Everyone has problems but that doesnt mean bringing a gun somewhere especially a school is okay. Rachel was right when she talking to hin
so deep and moving he played that scene so realistically I'll never forget it
This was the first episode of One Tree Hill that I watched & the fact that it made me cry, rethink my behaviour at school... this show will forever stay with me.
This is also the first episode i watched...such a crazy experience to have this be your first episode
@@tylereverhart9423 I watched OTH as an adult and I never ever thought Dan killed his own brother. Like Kain and Abel. So intense. Especially back at that time it was something whole new.
@@christinabunt9886But in this one, Cain (Dan) is the younger brother and Abel (Keith) is the older brother.
"I'm not here... I'm not here..."
it always gets me everytime
WAS THE SADDEST EPISODE EVER. EVERY TIME I WATCHED I CRIED
Anthony Jeudy awwww
@Sujan Kumar Palaparthi 3x16
Hurts like hell
"I wanted them to leave me alone....I wanted them to like me". Those two feelings always conflict with each other and tear you apart inside.
This was an important episode for all of us to watch.
Hats off to the writers of the episode as well to the entire cast for their emotionally riveting performances.
I just finished watching this series and so far it is definitely one of my top television shows ever. I remember watching this episode and from the beginning to the end, I was in tears. Especially during this scene. Good lawd.
+Mary James One Tree Hill was my everything growing up. And Now watching it again grown? I understand it more and realize what a great show it is the best ever
This episode will forever fuck with me
@@thaisennj9781 I feel like that and the episode before. Plus when Lucas finds out the truth about who actually killed Keith from Abby.
"It hurts. It always hurts" 😢 this scene always makes me cry cause I know the pain he is talking about.
Amanda Smith what is it like?
Hizkeal Bishaw Just like there's so much weight on your heart and chest. Like you can't breathe
i know too, i still do
stay strong guys, it's ok to ask for help, I'm 35, struggled since I was 15, started counseling for the first time a few months ago. Dont be afraid, reach out, get help, hang in there. it's ok.
@@brendanprimus3211
Counseling doesn’t help with anything.
It’s just the psychologist listening to you and then telling you what you already know you have to do, and you have to pay for that.
The best is to work on yourself. If you’re over weight work on your weight. If you’re getting bullied learn to bully back, don’t give a shit what they think. Learn to not be so emotional, cuz the strongest survive in our society, just like in the animal kingdom.
This aired on my 19th birthday, I'm now 36 and it still hurts
I remember when this first aired. Gosh how its stuck with me even 10+ years later.
you know what's crazy...I've been that kid that gets bullied and thought of committing suicide and I feel exactly how he feels...
Yow bruh, you dont know me and i dont know you, but there are always people that love you :D
King AR3 dude ive lost ppl to suicide... man if you ever need anything this is my facebook name and please dont hesitate to hit me up mane.... legit like keith says, it gets better
King AR3 what the other person said people are always here for you , if you want to be my friend on facebook my name is Mikala Caringella & I've been where you are , there is always help , Keith's words in this helped me through it & I hope it helped you
King AR3 bruh shut the fuck up attemtion seeker im pretty sure everybody has
Albert Spinks he's just sharing a thought. Back off.
That moment when he points the gun at keith with the piano rift simply sends chills down my spine.
That look of betrayal Keith gave Dan killed me
Why did Dan kill Keith
DanielJesusObessedFit cause Keith slept with Deb and was with Karen who Dan still loved
David Elliott is there another episode after this one?
Mase is dank ye the show ran for like 7 seasons this is only season 3
This episode is more relevant than ever in 2019
And now 2022 😟😢
Heartbreaking. When Dan picked up that gun, I kept thinking "He's not really gonna DO this!" :( The look on poor Keith's face. He understood what was gonna happen. He loved his brother regardless of their past. Amazing acting. The show deserved some recognition. Kinda went deeper than your typical "teen drama".
With tired eyes, tired minds, tired souls, we slept.
MegaSnippezz my mind and body is tired from drama and stupidity.
@@supersaiyangoodmanii.2295 me too
I remember watching this episode, and it just.. I couldn't put into words how to made me feel. And now, even after all these years, I feel that same way. This whole episode still gets me like it's the first time all over again. I miss OTH so much.
0:07 I never noticed Lucas's reaction to Keith standing in front of them.
Oh, wow, rewatched it after you pointed it out... great acting is in the details!
Watching this scene years after and still crying when Keith dies ! Never forgot it it was the saddest scene ever!
Ava Kousha I cried yhe most watching auch VISUAL HURT coming from Jimmy. HS is s oo hard. And he put out the most painful re-enactment of that type of pain, I have ever seen.. Keith Dying was sad.. But it was Jimmy's pain that made this.
The ACTING! The despair on Jimmy's face. He didn't really wanna hurt anyone. He was just a lost, hurting kid. Keith knew that. That's why he tries to talk to him. That soul crushing twist, though. When Jimmy dies and Dan picks up that gun, my heart sank. One of the best, most heartbreaking episodes in the entire show.
Jimmy's dialogue with Keith is one of the single greatest pieces of acting I've ever seen
I think, the most tragedy of this story is, that everyone thought that Jimmy shot Keith... Most of all Lucas.
Thanks to all the Kids out there, which were bullied and even didn´t the same thing, no matter how hard and cruel classmates are...
Eden Capwell-Castillo I was hated so much where I wanted to blow my own brains out of my head but if I did die my family would be crying an in pain so thankfully I stayed strong enough to fight back but take my life back now.
This was a very powerful episode. I was bullied in high school and had to be taken out of the school. I went to a private school for one year then my last year I went back to the school I was bullied at and graduated. The depression was the worst but I fought it all the way. You just have to hang in there.
I feel like that's why I felt bad for Lucas. All that time he was lead to believe that his own friend would kill his father figure and uncle when it was actually has father who killed him.
Dan shot Keith
Success is the best revenge
"I'm sorry....." "NO!!!!!!!"
The music and literary quotes from Lucas stay with me forever from this show, particularly this episode.
"It hurts! IT! ALWAYS! HURTS!". Fantastic line. True emotion.
“Is it your name..?” Gives me chills every time.
idk why but when the camera shows jimmys mom, kinda emotional too.
Best show to ever exist.
The brilliance of this acting....
This kid did hell of a job playing Jimmy Edwards, it hurts so much, can't help but cry my eyes out every damn time.
Oscar worthy performance by Jimmy!
Maybe it's just me but I think the poem is what makes this scene so powerful
And the twist of Dan!
It’s great acting at 2:09 by Keith how you can see and hear in his voice that he’s sensing more urgency in the situation. It’s subtle, and he tries to remain calm, but he realizes that Jimmy is starting to spiral and that he needs to do something soon.
This is why I'm nice to everyone one. You never know the battle people are going through on the inside
One of the most difficult things to see in this episode is that his mother had no idea what he was going through 😔 depression is a silent killer and remembering that there is somebody always out there that can get people through depression is worth remembering
the moment he was banging on his chest and saying "it hurts"... i lost it :'(
1:45 - 2:00 always makes me cry. I remember how that feels
The empathy in Keith's eyes breaks my heart
The most powerful episode I ever seen in a tv show. Such a powerful scene and actors. Amazing and heart breaking.
One of the best episodes in this series. Gets me every time.
"It gets better"
The universe' greatest lie.
Royals I guarantee it isn't a lie
+Royals it only gets better if you give it a shot at being better.
+Royals You're right. It doesn't "get" better. Never. You have to *MAKE* it better! It's sad to say, but out of all the characters and stories in this show, Jimmy Edwards is the one I can relate to the most. I sometimes watch this episode and this scene in particular whenever I'm in one of my emotionally turbulent/self-loathing/self-pitying states. I'm 21 and I'm only just now starting to have a -satisfying- social life. It's not just school. If you were a shy, lonely, socially incompetent left out loner in high school, you'll be a shy, lonely, socially incompetent left out loner in college and/or you'll be a shy, lonely, socially incompetent left out loner at work. Unless you do something about it. I had to fight like hell to get where I'm at now, and I'm still a f*cking disaster! I'm a kissless virgin, never been to a party(not counting family ones), never had a real girlfriend, and I'm horribly lonely, as I always have been. I was/am often left out(or I feel as if I am-I know a lot of times I leave myself out), and when I want to talk to someone, a lot of the time, I have no idea what to say. I'm so indecisive. Even in my own head, I can't decide what to think or feel or do. It's hell. The hell I put myself through. I want out(I think) but I don't know what else to do.
How are you doing these days?
true.
It does go away. I wish every kid going through something would learn that. As you get older you realize that those things from high school dont matter anymore. I wish everyone could think like that in high school. Man this is so important and this episode hurts so much.
Now that I’m older I look at this scene differently... there’s no way in the world Dan would have gone off freely lol
Forensics or autopsy team can clearly and easily determine cause of death of Jimmy to be suicide.
Angle of bullet or even burnt skin for putting the gun into his chest and also how the bodies fell. Not to even mention finger prints. Plus how in the world was Dan allowed to enter into the hallway. I didn’t know Mayor’s had special privileges to pass through an active shooter scene lol
Oh the joys of growing older
Getting older and smarter just ruined the scene for us...well, just a little bit because this will always be the best TV scene ever in my opinion
If that is true how come so many people get away with murder. this was a trajedy and people aren't ganna question who killed who so there will be no investigation and Dan is there to stop it if ever ganna be one.
Well the shooter could've offed himself after shooting Keith. Dan could've wiped his prints off, and he could've entered the school when the swat team was busy frisking Lucas.
The forensic team ain't gonna know who died first. They would have ruled it a murder suicide and called it a day. Also Dan used the special privileges to get Keith into the school.
No-one really knew Dan was in there but they would've been able to see his finger prints on the gun if they had analyzed it which idk if they would've even done because only one person witnessed him in the building with Keith. That and people will believe almost anything though especially after a tragedy.
Been watching through this series for the first time… just got to this and just damn. Keith was by far my favorite character and I was so happy his life was finally turning around. 😔 But his last moments were as heroic as heroic gets.
The way Keith walks in front of Lucas the whole way. This scene was gut wrenching.
That was the turning point. The darkest hour.
"it hurts... It always hurts" I felt that because I feel the same way everyday
Omg this episode is so good. It affects the storyline so much throughout the show. Like with Keith dying, Dan starting to change because of his mistakes, Peyton and Lucas getting together, Marcus changing for the better ect. Honestly I can't see one flaw with this episode
Northwestrambler89 omg that sucks
Justin Case :)
I finished this show two years ago and I watch this scene every year, it still makes me cry
"it gets better." -keith
"It won't not after this. I can't take this back. I can't erase this.*'
Thats when I started crying
What he said on the time capsule was what made me concerned about him and I was right to be concerned. Honestly, I think him getting beat up the night before is what really put him over the edge too.
This has stuck with me for so long. It helped me cope when my uncle took his life. And its helped when I was so close to taking my own. I am thankful Mainstream media is at times able to address such real and intense emotions and feelings.
Never watched One Tree Hill was flipping through the channels back in 2006 when this episode came on. This episode is what made me start watching OTH. It's my favorite episode because how well written and acted it is. It's powerful and sad. This scene made me cry when I first watched it and still make me cry every time I rewatch the series. When I finally watched the show from the beginning it made me mad and sad that they killed Keith off I knew what his ending would be but I still rooted for Karen and Keith and wanted them to have a happy ending. It just makes the episode a lot more sadder.
Same here! Just this one episode got me interested in it and i dont even watch these types of shows usually
This episode is that good, that it has it's own Wikipedia page. The world need more shows like One Tree Hill. I grew up with it. And I really miss it.
This is the most emotionally video I've ever seen
BrokenParticles emotional*
As as person that was dealt with bullying and loneliness in the past, I felt sympathy for Jimmy and had I actually not gotten the help I needed the acceptance that I desperately wanted, I would’ve been in the same position as him, this go for show that you should always be with your people that suffer from loneliness and depression no matter how annoying and clingy they may be
I will never forget this 😭
"theres no comfort in the truth, pain is all you'll find"
The way Keith walks in front of Luke to shield him 😭
This is such a powerful episode. Poor Jimmy. He didn't really wanna hurt anybody. He was just scared and hurting so badly. And when Dan aimed that gun at Keith my heart stopped. I didn't think he'd really do it. "Surely to God you're not that much of a monster Dan. Please no." Devastating episode. Amazing acting from everyone
I’ve cried more for a tv show. I balled my fucking eyes out. Keith was the best and nicest character on the whole show.
I Remember watching this in high school and thinking things will get better but
13 years later and I'm saying it does NOT get better .
Um, not true
This is the first episode of One Tree Hill that I saw all the way through on its original air date. and I've been hooked ever since. so Powerful...
"I wanted them to like me" god i felt that, same for "it always hurts" Colin Fickes gave such an amazing performance I'm speechless
I'm rewatching all the episodes and I'm almost to this one. Still decades later ad this scene always gets to me and makes me cry.
I CRIED SO MUCH ON THIS EPISODE ... i still cry every time a watch it
This was nearly two decades ago and still gives me chills
Best teen drama ever.
This and the oc
Dan Scott was maybe Lucas's father but Keith was his daddy from the beginning until the end.
Keith maybe have an alcohol issue but his heart was pure. He was a better father than Dan and his head is just a heart-shattering. Dan only care for lucas when he start to be wonderful at basketball and for hurting karen.
This youtube clip is the reason I started one tree hill. This episode deserves an emmy, academy award etc. It is brilliant and one of the best TV episodes I have ever seen. This scene has brilliant acting by Colin Fickes and Craig Sheffer and the voice-over by Chad is great too. I can't believe Jimmy and Keith are gone. I love this episode and have watched it about six times and I still get scared when Jimmy and Dan pull the trigger. RIP Jimmy Edwards and Keith Scott.
One of the most heart touching episodes in Television history... We see the pain that one goes through. We see that life is precious and that it’s fragile. It can end in only one moment....
When Karen and Lucas hug at the end she feels this relief that all is ok. Little does she know.
NO NOT KEITH! Dan was the evilest character on One Tree Hill.
RIP Keith and Jimmy.
“Does this darkness have a name! Is it your name?” Were the simplest yet profound lines I’d ever heard on the TV. It really makes you think! This episode was so intense. So intense!
rewatching this show for the second time and i just saw this episode and it hurt just as much as it did the first time. it still got to me especially because Keith was such a good guy, one of my favorite characters. he didn’t deserve to die at all, with finally being with the love of his life and was even going to adopt Lucas. this episode was by far the most memorable and the cast did such a good job. RIP Jimmy Edwards and Keith Scott you’ll always be in our OTH hearts
Haley's face at 2:38 is the bit that always makes me cry. Just to think what would go through your head at that moment is unimaginable!
All these years later and I'm stll crying 😭😭😭😭
Forreal so emotional and relatable 😔
Just watching this scene brings up the moment where I first watched this and learned that “it gets better” my dad died in 2003 and searched for the better and almost 17 years later I can say it’s hard live without him but I do see the better. Keith was an amazing character another great tv dad
This is very first time I saw an interpretation of disassociation as a teen. When he said “I’m not here”, it’s painful to watch now because I experienced it so many times years later.
2022 and it hits so much harder than when I watched this in early 2000s..
And the government hasn't learned anything after all these years.
One of the saddest episodes I’ve ever watched. Jimmy’s pain is heartbreaking to watch and it’s even more heartbreaking that situations like these are happening all the time today.
this is by far the saddest episode ever in oth, and Keith's death was the saddest moment by far
It’s weird to think kids had these problems back then too. When you watch videos from high schools from like 20+ years ago it all looks so fun and everyone talking and joking around without any internet or phone bs.
Columbine happened in 99
I loved this episode. it's so powerful. this and 2 other episodes made me bawl so hard and that tells you how good and powerful they were. miss this show
The darkness is called depression and exile. And people not noticing. People loose theyre way, Some find theyre path some dont. Thanks to many reasons.
Kent Helleland lose*there*
@@bertie9653 **their
Going from “I wanted them to leave me alone,” to “I wanted them to like me” tears me up😔 I know that feeling all too well.
This episode made me sob.
this is my favorite episode, all the emotion and how real it is. Dan killing Keith though nope. Jimmy was bullied and nobody bring a gun to school NOBODY but I really don't think he planned to hurt anyone except himself. bullying sucks and I know because I've been there.
“Does this darkness have a name?” It does. Its called hatred. Depression. Suicide. And it needs to be stopped. A youtube comment doesn’t have the power to stop it, and it won’t completely stop. But it can be prevented. Though this scene is fictional, there’s kids out there that feel like this. Kids out there who pound their chest and say it hurts. That should never be the case. Ever. The actors in this scene were very VERY good. I’m here watching this years later and still crying. The quotes, the music, the expressions, they make me sad. Don’t be the person who made Jimmy feel that way. Stay safe, stay strong, stay alive.
No matter how many times i watch this episode i still cry when Jimmy hits his chest and says it hurts it always hurts, and the look of betrayal on Keith's face breaks me, he knows what's coming and can't quite believe his brother would pull the trigger 💔
Keith, the man everyone should aspire to be like