FTM Transgender// What It’s Like When I’m Depressed
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- Опубликовано: 10 сен 2024
- Here’s a very real video of me when I’m in a state of depression and panic. I was struggling in the moment not knowing how to maintain my emotions so I spoke to the camera. I hope this video allowed some of you to embrace the bad days and know that’s it’s okay to be down at times. Thank you for watching!
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You’re video came up on my recommendations, so I watched, and I say, your feelings are valid. All of them.
thanks for sharing Landon. Your awareness and courage are transformational! you are your own best coach! Your words: "I am stuck." then you naturally made a pivot to "I feel stuck." 2 markedly different things and yes, it passed!
Um I’m sorry that your upset but I wanted to post on here becuase I wanted you to know that Iv followed your transition and you should be so proud and you are a true inspiration for me. I hope you start to feel better thank you for being honest always and you will find someone for you I wish you the best of luck.
Thank you Angel! That comment made me smile real wide. I’m not consistent on here and to have some dedicated people still following is an honor.
@@landonmcnee7863 it’s not a problem man I have my first appointment on the 17th to start testosterone I am truly excited and nerves at the same time. But I want you to know that people can relate I also struggle with anxiety and depression it’s a every day battle I have been diagnosed with ptsd and at first I was a little worried about transitioning with mental health issues but with lots of research I have come to understand that testosterone actually for most people helps with mental health. How has your experience been? I know that you have been struggling a little bit based off this video.
@@angelpotts4799 thanks for sharing. That’s huge news dude!! When it comes down to it, testosterone has made me more comfortable in my body therefore happier...so yes it’s helped with depression. I will add that altering hormones can have an impact on depression (just something to be aware of in regards to side effects) and I know a lot of people don’t talk about it. Nothing to worry about, just something to be aware of! I just make sure to keep up with my shot every week to manage the highs and lows. Another words, I know I struggle with depression as is and testosterone can have an impact on your mood so monitoring your mood is important. Just something to note!
@@landonmcnee7863 yeah see that is why I think I may want to start on gel or patch first I would rather not experience all that up and down emotions between shots. And I completely understand what you are saying I have explained to my partner that we really don’t no how the hormones will effect me because everyone is different. I just no that my whole life Iv been depressed because of the body that I am in. From the time I found out the difference between boys and girls. I may not have none the terms for it yet but I definitely new that something was wrong. I think a part of me has just kept making up excuses to not transition but the more I push it off it’s like the more depressed I get. I just want to live my authentic self angel is my birth name idk how to change it on here but I go by Damon. Btw how did you feel when you stopped having periods I can not wait for that and to grow a beard. So I’m pre everything but I already got a little bit of a beard just from basically shaving.
This video resounded so much with me. Everything you felt I have felt within the few months as well. I have to remember that how I’m feeling is temporary but it’s hard when it’s all you thing about. I too have a hard time articulating how’s feel because I feel so much. Thanks for the video!
Ya know, what works for me, when I’m angry I box. Let those feelings out stop tormenting yourself.
I’m sorry for all your losses. Stay strong.
I havent done anything im just stuck in bed have been for a while now cause im too scared to go qnywhere. I havent accomplished anything
I'm the same I let people walk all over me and I hate it it sux
bro, im going thru the same shit right now. my mom passed and my gf dumped me
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