FTM Transgender// What It’s Like When I’m Depressed

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  • Опубликовано: 10 сен 2024
  • Here’s a very real video of me when I’m in a state of depression and panic. I was struggling in the moment not knowing how to maintain my emotions so I spoke to the camera. I hope this video allowed some of you to embrace the bad days and know that’s it’s okay to be down at times. Thank you for watching!
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Комментарии • 18

  • @TheNVS1
    @TheNVS1 4 года назад +5

    You’re video came up on my recommendations, so I watched, and I say, your feelings are valid. All of them.

  • @kmoniquejo
    @kmoniquejo 4 года назад +2

    thanks for sharing Landon. Your awareness and courage are transformational! you are your own best coach! Your words: "I am stuck." then you naturally made a pivot to "I feel stuck." 2 markedly different things and yes, it passed!

  • @angelpotts4799
    @angelpotts4799 3 года назад +2

    Um I’m sorry that your upset but I wanted to post on here becuase I wanted you to know that Iv followed your transition and you should be so proud and you are a true inspiration for me. I hope you start to feel better thank you for being honest always and you will find someone for you I wish you the best of luck.

    • @landonmcnee7863
      @landonmcnee7863  3 года назад +2

      Thank you Angel! That comment made me smile real wide. I’m not consistent on here and to have some dedicated people still following is an honor.

    • @angelpotts4799
      @angelpotts4799 3 года назад +1

      @@landonmcnee7863 it’s not a problem man I have my first appointment on the 17th to start testosterone I am truly excited and nerves at the same time. But I want you to know that people can relate I also struggle with anxiety and depression it’s a every day battle I have been diagnosed with ptsd and at first I was a little worried about transitioning with mental health issues but with lots of research I have come to understand that testosterone actually for most people helps with mental health. How has your experience been? I know that you have been struggling a little bit based off this video.

    • @landonmcnee7863
      @landonmcnee7863  3 года назад +1

      @@angelpotts4799 thanks for sharing. That’s huge news dude!! When it comes down to it, testosterone has made me more comfortable in my body therefore happier...so yes it’s helped with depression. I will add that altering hormones can have an impact on depression (just something to be aware of in regards to side effects) and I know a lot of people don’t talk about it. Nothing to worry about, just something to be aware of! I just make sure to keep up with my shot every week to manage the highs and lows. Another words, I know I struggle with depression as is and testosterone can have an impact on your mood so monitoring your mood is important. Just something to note!

    • @angelpotts4799
      @angelpotts4799 3 года назад

      @@landonmcnee7863 yeah see that is why I think I may want to start on gel or patch first I would rather not experience all that up and down emotions between shots. And I completely understand what you are saying I have explained to my partner that we really don’t no how the hormones will effect me because everyone is different. I just no that my whole life Iv been depressed because of the body that I am in. From the time I found out the difference between boys and girls. I may not have none the terms for it yet but I definitely new that something was wrong. I think a part of me has just kept making up excuses to not transition but the more I push it off it’s like the more depressed I get. I just want to live my authentic self angel is my birth name idk how to change it on here but I go by Damon. Btw how did you feel when you stopped having periods I can not wait for that and to grow a beard. So I’m pre everything but I already got a little bit of a beard just from basically shaving.

  • @musickidd0325
    @musickidd0325 4 года назад +2

    This video resounded so much with me. Everything you felt I have felt within the few months as well. I have to remember that how I’m feeling is temporary but it’s hard when it’s all you thing about. I too have a hard time articulating how’s feel because I feel so much. Thanks for the video!

  • @BlackVelvetBeauty
    @BlackVelvetBeauty 4 года назад +3

    Ya know, what works for me, when I’m angry I box. Let those feelings out stop tormenting yourself.

  • @emilybrittain7809
    @emilybrittain7809 4 года назад +1

    I’m sorry for all your losses. Stay strong.

  • @quasi8180
    @quasi8180 2 года назад

    I havent done anything im just stuck in bed have been for a while now cause im too scared to go qnywhere. I havent accomplished anything

  • @chingling8177
    @chingling8177 2 года назад

    I'm the same I let people walk all over me and I hate it it sux

  • @gamillionestudios4162
    @gamillionestudios4162 3 года назад +1

    bro, im going thru the same shit right now. my mom passed and my gf dumped me

  • @ellhawa
    @ellhawa 4 года назад

    Why you are so Handsome ?! 😍

  • @maryjoyabris8892
    @maryjoyabris8892 4 года назад

    😢

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    @MarioCart-rz6oj 4 года назад

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  • @williamgindl8557
    @williamgindl8557 4 года назад +1

    Invest a little energy in someone other than yourself, because you deserve a break from youself every once in a while, hoping the best for you...