I will NEVER get tired of hearing Mayra talk about Bryancito. I feel like this podcast has been beneficial with how she deals with her grief. In some way this is an outlet to be able to speak freely about her experience and keep his memory alive.
Yes I was thinking like how crazy is it that we sometimes see ourselves in a bad way when in reality mayra looks so good here her hair is giving her makeup looks good 😊
Mayra I was reading this and thought of you. “Promise me not to hide yourself when you're in pain, it's unfair that we laughed together but you cried alone. Friends don't let friends cry alone.” Please don’t keep those feelings inside queen, it’ll eat you up. Talking about it hurts but it also makes you feel relieved it’s not bottling up. I’m praying for your strength through every season. God bless you.
Hats off for keeping it real and not faking it. Some people wait to be in better spirits and then film to hide the truth from viewers or to eliminate the comments but there is something very genuine and relatable. We all have those days and have to show up to work just like you both did. Thank you!
I hope mayra understands how many of us ACTUALLY understand her and she doesn’t feel the need to hold back on these heavy subjects bc grief can come in so many different ways for a lot of us. It actually helps so many of us feel like we’re not alone when we have these thoughts or feelings. I just wish she could realize that she has a whole community behind her that completely understands her and relates to her journey and to not feel like she has to hold back. We always appreciate you being vulnerable but also thank you for making us feel validated to those of us who have gone through similar experiences.
CAN MAYRA HAVE HER OWN POD CAST WHERE SHE TALKS ABOUT GREIF LIKE A GREIF POD CAST THAT WAY SHE CAN STILL MAKE CONTENT CONNECT WITH US AND DOESNT FEEL BAD FOR ALWAYS TALKING ANOUT IT BC MANY OF US FEEL THE SAME WAY !!! LOVE YOU GIRLS SO MUCH
Mayra just looks so tired and overwhelmed. It’s okay to take some time for yourself! I know the guilt is hard but we gotta take care of ourselves mama! You are an amazing mommy!
Mayra don’t forget being a mom within itself is extremely hard we balance so much. Let alone going through grief let yourself feel it, your not ungrateful your a Queen!!!
Mayra don't focus too much on breastfeeding. Time goes by way too fast for you to be stressed and not enjoying life as you should. A fed baby is what matters. Mom of 2 here trust me
Omg this!!❤ I agree mental health is so important and if breastfeeding is causing so much stress it’s not okay. A baby needs love and a happy momma. Enjoy your newborn, fully, fed is best 💯
I don’t ever comment on videos or anything, but I signed on YT on my phone to leave this message. I hope you see this but MAYRA, you are a Queen my love! I truly respect and love your transparency and vulnerability. I love how you ladies keep it REAL. You are doing a great job mama, give yourself some grace, you deserve it. If you need a break, take it. Need a good ugly cry, then cry it out. Listen to your heart & do what’s best for you always. You don’t have to have it all together. You are very blessed but you are still also allowed to be sad some days. You are still grieving and healing and this is a long life journey. I’m so happy you have people in your life like Karina & Bryan because you are so loved, so remember you don’t have to go through none of this alone babygirl! It’s ok to not be ok some days, it’s okay to ask for help. Lean on your support system boo! We see you, I know it must not be easy sharing so much on the pod, I’m sending you love and light!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Love ya!!! KARINA you are a true QUEEEN as well! I wish I had a sister like you! I Love listening! Love, Marlenne❤
Also, Karina if it’s not too invasive I would love to hear your take on being there for a loved one when they’re going through grief the way that Mayra is. Almost like a, what to do/say … what not to say/do for those who struggle with not knowing how to support someone who is grieving (I hope I’m making sense). Also, Karina, I don’t think I’ve ever heard you share your grief with Bryancito’s passing. I would just love to hear your thoughts. I’m deep in grief mama, so for me when someone shared their true feelings it helps me feel less alone in this grief journey.
Grief does not expire! My Nina passed away 4 years ago and it still hurts like day 1. I was so close to her she was my moms best friend. I grew up so close to her. Not having her here seeing my success in life hurts man. My mom gave me her china cabinet I have in my dining room and I feel like I have a piece of her near me. I sometimes stare at it, look at it. Waiting for a sign. I miss her so much. I still cry myself to sleep. I still cry for her. I still talk to her. Pain from grief doesn’t disappear. Mayra, we will get through this. ❤️
Mayra saying she’s having a bad hair day and I’m over here loving how it looks!! 😍 But yes, love the new setup!! It’s like a step up from season 1 set up, with it giving too much.
I feel Mayra always wants to do things Karina is doing and that’s why she’s feels bad about herself but doesn’t give herself credit for being a new mom and a grieving mom as well 😢
Mayraaaaa, the way Noah is super needy of you as his mom, is how much we always need of God! In the midst of your loss and grief, go to God and cling to Him!
Myra, as a mama that struggled with pumping and breastfeeding remember that our babies are small for only so long. Once they are older you don’t want your main memories being of how hard and time consuming pumping was instead of the time you spent with your baby. Babies grow up so fast, cherish every second. It’s okay to let go of the pressure to feed only with breast milk, formula is also a great option. If you are nervous, research a brand that you feel comfortable supplementing with.
1:04:07 My first born daughter passed away 14 years ago when she was just one month old.. She passed July 1st,2009. Just like Mayra said.. you never stop grieving. Even though it's been years since her passing.. it still hurts. Sending hugs and prayers your way Mayra ❤️
Thank you for being so open Mayra. You’ve helped so many talking about your grief. It’s almost been 3 years and I still deal with deep waves of grief. Sending love ❤️
I have a 6 month old and i never breast fed, i chose to do formula. And I’m happy and so is she . She is growing like a weed, for my mental health I didn’t wanna add another stressor to my new life and from all i read and saw on how some moms will stress over it , I decided it wasn’t for me. Fed is best at the end of the day .
Mayra, it gets easier! I promise. I have 3 kids, my baby girl is 1.5 years now and she plays with her toys and gets distracted so you will have more time later ❤
1:15:04 yes Mayra! Birthdays & special dates are super hard when you lost a loved one. My brother passed away in January so new years is so hard because it just reminds me another year has gone by without him. My bday is on 04/23, my moms on 04/28, and his is 05/03 so all that week is horrible. We don’t even look forward to our birthdays. I appreciate you speaking on your grief, thank you thank you for being so opened. Sending you lots of love 💕
Mayra I love this. I feel the same way. My dad passed away going on 3 years in September. Sometimes I just get angry because I haven’t had a signal from him. I think about him everyday and I miss him so much.
We love you Mayra & Karina. Thank you for being vulnerable on the podcast week after week. We feel your pain and happiness too! Every day is a blessing and we are blessed to have you ❤
As soon as I saw Mayra I knew something was wrong her eyes were so sad. Thank you for opening up. God will help you through this season and will help you through your pumping journey. God bless. Ps I love the set without the table 😊
Myra, during one of my therapy sessions, my therapist brought something up to me and it really brought things into perspective for me on why we feel so down closer to birthdays or seasons when we lost loved ones. While we mentally try to prepare for those things our bodies remember that grief also so us as a "being" our physical bodies go through the grieving process as a whole not just our mental. I will definitely be thinking of you and praying for peace during this season, just rest on GOD in this season and know while these things seem so permanent there is a temporary ebb and flow that comes with grief. I've been grieving my mother for 20 years as she passed when I was 12 and I definitely deal with the same feelings. I love you girl! Sending all the virtual hugs!!
Please don’t stop sharing Bryancito & his signs 🙏🏻🙏🏻 , & if you’re not feeling it don’t put smiles on the podcast share your emotions the true subscribers are open to receive it, don’t try to keep it in.
There’s this weird perception that people can move on from grief but you never really do, and having that pressure on you that you should be moving on is so hard. Keep talking about Bryancito Mayra!❤
Aww Mayra, you remind me so much of my postpartum journey. Please, do not be afraid to ask for help. You need a break mama and is ok. Prioritize your mental health trust me if your ok baby Noah will be fine even if that means replacing some bottles with formula. I did it and it was the BEST decision I could’ve had done for my baby and myself. I felt unhappy all the time while pumping process. I knew if I did not stop I would have postpartum depression. I just want to give you a big Hug and tell you “you amazing and your doing such an amazing job!
I hope you get through this Mayra ! Just remember that EVERY feeling you have is COMPLETELY valid ! I am glad you have supportive people beside you ! I have 5 sisters and something that I have learned is that becoming a mom is hard and with everything else in your life I bet it gets overwhelming!
Mayra you have to take care of yourself girl. Remember you need to be healthy for that baby. One thing I can say is when baby naps you nap or eat nothing else. I had my baby at 19 and was very overwhelmed but had to put myself first so I could be a better mom. Big hugs ask for help I hope you let yourself mourn and heal in this difficult process. Remember Briancito is always with you three.
Myra I understand you so much. I’m glad you opened up about your grief. My nicu baby passed away 3 months ago and his birthday is also coming up in August and it’s been so hard 😢 I have my toddler but I miss my baby so much. There are days when I’ll be doing good and other days I can’t even get myself to clean the house because of how down I feel. Sometimes I wish I could get so much closer to god and hearing you talk about your faith helps mine 🤍 sending you a big hug Myra 🤍
Mayra, thanks you for being so vulnerable. I cannot relate to your loss but I will never get tired of hearing your story. This always tugs so hard at my heart and I keep you in my thoughts every time I see a post from you. And queen your hair looks perfectly fine 💕
Hey Mayra, I know it’s overwhelming girl. I have an almost 8month old she’s my 2nd baby and it’s still a lot my life is a constant chaos! Don’t be hard on yourself because we’re all seriously struggling somehow. I was exclusively pumping this time around and for my own mental health I had to stop like almost 3 months in but I was so grateful that I was able to have a stash saved. I think you just have to do what’s best for you. This is temporary girl he’s getting bigger and before you know it he’ll be starting solids! You got this though whatever you decide to do! We’re rooting for you! 🤍🤍🥰🥰
I feel for you Mayra. I have lost many pregnancies and have been a nicu mama twice with 3 babies. My babies fought for their lives and I thankfully was one of the lucky mamas who after weeks In the nicu, although it’s been rough, got to go home with my preemies. People don’t talk about the nicu the way it is. It isn’t a happy place, it’s like a dark hole full of sadness and fear of the unknown. While I was there a month ago with my twins, my rainbow babies, and we mourned with a family who lost their 22 weeker. It was so hard to witness and to not be able to say or do anything to make them feel better all while our babies were still fighting for their lives. I hate that you lost your Bryancito. But I do believe he’s in heaven waiting for the day you all can be together as a family again. 💜
An idea: Can yall have the possibility of having listeners call in to the podcast to discuss these hot takes? because I know people want to chismear with yall lol
I went through the exact thing Mayra is going through. So exhausted, hungry couldn’t plan anything cuz I had to go everywhere with my pumping gear. My baby was in the NICU for 3 weeks and since they had to measure how much he was eating I had to exclusively pump I made it to 5 months and it was peak of Covid summer 2020, my husband said “he will be okay on formula, I see how much it’s affecting you, what if you stop” and as hard as it was I pushed to 6 months and felt so free after. The mom guilt was there but now I have a healthy happy toddler who’s perfectly fine. Do whatever feels good for you it was something I struggled with but after I felt so much more rested and less stressed. Sending love and positive vibes, you’re doing great
I feel you momma I’m going through it it’s been 4 years since I lost my baby I had a miscarriage and I’m still grieving up to this date July 24 2019 is my baby’s birthday Just hope all mommas going through it find peace and heal God is with us always and our 🙏🏼❤️little angels 👼🏼
Yes, Ty Mayra for always showing up regardless of the mixed emotions. I love when you speak about Bryancito and express your feeling/vent! I was more into this episode when you started talking about what you’re currently feeling than anything else so never be afraid to let it out 😢 I know many of us can relate ❤
HEY MYRA ❤I think you are starting to heal from Bryancito and that is the anxiety you are getting. You are feeling distant and confused because now that you have Noah and all your attention is on him and you think you are forgetting Bryancito, not forgetting idk what right word to use but Always remember he will always be in your heart and in Spirit. You are allowed to enjoy the momets you are creating with Noah and don't be sadden by that. You are taking Bryancito in this new chapter in life, he id right next to you. 🎉❤ You got this girl and hope you have better days 🙏 😊 ❤
Celebrate bryancito. A balloon release, write a special message on it and release the balloon. A dinner in his honour. It’s what I do when I miss my baby sooo much. I find a way to just make something special for him and remember him. It helps for me
Mayra!! Karina is right grief doesn’t go away I lost my father in 2012 to suicide I never really knew him my mom came to the U.S and took me away from him they were both so toxic for each other I knew so many bad things about him but now that I’m 25 I’ve learned new things and now know they were both bad for us and for each other I hated him for so long till I started realizing it wasn’t just him. Its now been 11 years and I can not watch a video of a father without crying. Watching the way my husband is with our children puts me in tears multiple times a week I will never get over losing my father I will never get over not remembering his voice, not remembering his hugs, his kisses not remembering the feeling of him telling me he loves me. I will never get over not knowing why he killed himself! Was it guilt? Was it depression? Sadness? Did he miss us? The lord knows how much I’ve prayed to get those answers he knows how much I’ve cried, screamed, begged! And every year as February is going to arrive I feel the sadness take over my brain and my entire body even if I’m not even thinking about it I realize it’s about him when I think oh shit I’ve been extremely sad! I’m generally a very happy silly person but every year when February is about to arrive I feel exactly how you’re saying I’ve had 3 kids I have an amazing husband who has taught me how an amazing father should be and that will never take away my grief so don’t feel unappreciative of Noah because you’re still grieving you can adore your life with Noah in it and still hate it without Bryancito🤍
Hey Mayra. My birthday is Oct 16th. I was pregnant with my baby girl with you and Bryancito at the same time. I was one month ahead of you, 4 weeks exactly. I was broken hearted when bryancito passed, he’s your angel mama. I am praying for you, your boys & family. You are doing amazing. I think you’re such a great mother, truly. I breastfed and pumped my daughter for 11 months. I wanted SO badly to make it to a year…. I couldn’t. I literally was so tired and stressed and it affected my milk supply because I was w wasn’t eating enough either. It is so so hard and draining, I understand exactly. Not many moms understand who haven’t pumped/breastfed. And also to have to take care of your baby and house, and husband. And YOURSELF. I had a c section too, emergency c section and healing from that was HARD. I neglected myself. I was depressed for a long time the littlest things would send me into a spiral, crying and angry…. My mom told me to really give myself grace.. I leaned on her so much throughout this journey. God bless her! My daughter is now 17 months old and I am barely starting to workout and brush my hair, take regular showers etc….. I finally feel more myself. I believe God works miracles and he ALWAYS has a plan for us. Your testimony, your faith, your blessings and pain are all for a Purpose. Don’t forget that ❤ keep your head up and when you need a moment- take it. Breathe. Sing, cry, walk, write, dance, anything to make yourself feel better.. praying for you so much and sending you HUGS. Give yourself grace. Your home does NOT have to be perfect. Soak up your time with resting and bettering your mental. And soak up those newborn days too. They go by in a blink of an eye. I spent lots of time worrying about the wrong stuff when my babygirl was super little, when I was down in postpartum trenches. So many mental breakdowns etc. now I’m like CRAP I should’ve just not have ya know? We should message each other! And I’m here for you when you need someone!
I don’t know what is like to have a sister but the past couple episodes I’m getting this vibe that Mayra is irritated with certain things Karina says in regards to motherhood and having children. Karina likes to point out when Mayra is going through personal things and brings it up as a topic and then likes to follow up with “when he is a toddler it gets so much better” mayra just look like she is ready to snap! I love you both so much and the pod cast.
@@xoxohayaati I know they discuss topics ahead of time, but they also like to go off on a tangent with random things which is fine. I’m here for all of it but in this video in particular around 14:08 Karina says something to the effect of I get baby fever, and then I see how stressed out you are, and it the best birth control ever from this point on in the video Mayra’s face and mood completely changes. You can see how overwhelmed she is with the fact that her sister said that. I wish I could just hug her.
Personally I just think motherhood and life has been different for each of them. Mayra lost a child not too long ago and got pregnant while she was grieving, so having to juggle the two has taken a toll on her. No matter how much she’s enjoying motherhood, she’s obviously struggling with guilt and grief while trying to keep up with her career. She also lives on her own with her hubby and the baby, and Karina lives with her man and some of her family. Having your family around to help you raise a baby lifts a weight off of you because you get to have time to do things for you and you’re ok because your baby is taken care of. In Mayra’s case she doesn’t have that, and being a mom with no help is HARD. And it also makes it harder for you to leave your baby, because you’re all they know. Karina has had time to adjust, and Mayra will eventually get there. However keep in mind no matter how much Karina tries, she’s never going to be able to fully understand all the grief and trauma that Mayra has been through.
Mayra, I feel your postpartum through the screen 😢. I breastfed (and only breastfed) my baby for his first year of life. It was the hardest thing I have ever done as a first time mama, but I did it! He’s 8 years old and thriving and I would do it all over again. It gets better girl, keep going! ❤
THANK You Mayra for trying to keep it together and showing up for us on the podcast regardless of how you're feeling 💛🥲 We Love and Appreciate you and We Understand what you're going through.
Thank you ladies for seeing us as family. The way Myra talks to us so openly is amazing. FAVEEEEE PODCAST!!!!!! You and Murillo twins are my fave twins!!!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ Myra has me bawling, I’m sorry for all you’ve been through, trusting god is the best path to healing. The way Tia Karina is holding it together for her sis🤍🫶🥲
I absolutely love the lighting , the colors really pop out , and like you guys mentioned , you don't look washed out. Beautiful contrast on the screen and easy on the eyes.
I heard that when our loved ones that have passed are not around is a good sign. that means they are resting in peace and bryansito knows your busy being a momma and I’m sure he’s at peace knowing your busy being a mommy. Have you ever seen a movie called” The Shack” ??? For anyone that is grieving this movie is fantastic. I have also had a few miscarriage and I know the pain but this movie has made me see life in a different light. Sending hugs to all the mommies!
Mayra i just lost my dad 1 month ago. And i can relate to your grief 100%. It definitely helps to run when feeling the need to scream or cry. It helps me release some stress and im sure it can help you out too. Hopefully it helps you 😊
Okay no lie Ariana Grande has that homewrecker energy. We’re gonna pray for you queen! Love you both Mayra and Karina, love that you guys keep it real.
I just started following this Podcast a few weeks ago and I knew her energy was off. I’m glad towards the end of the episode she decided to vent a little bit. Love you girls ❤ I’ll def keep watching.
This episode made me think about something’s that came over me through trauma and grief. One is dissociating (I had to google that when my psychologist mentioned it) and I learned that shaking the body or moving the body helps us release the heaviness so I think that you doing jumping jacks really was helping your mind heal without you even knowing it. It also made me think of Judea and Noah’s story, I think she and you can relate so well with how you feel joy in your second born and absolute devastation in your pain and heartache from losing your first born. I have never lost a child, I’ve only experienced death in other relationships and the pain remains 32 years after my dad passed and some days it hits like train and the pain is fresh again. I can’t imagine how amplified that feeling is losing your baby. I will pray you find more peace, that in your quiet moments and even the chaotic ones too that you feel Bryancito is still with you. ❤🙏🏽
We can definitely tell you are in a funk! I know that you want to be the best mom to Noah but remember YOU ARE A GREAT MOM TO HIM! As much as you want to continue pumping every 2 hours it's taking a lot on your mental health. Mamas take a step back and do it every 3 or 4hrs and start to introduce formula so you can get a little break. You are not letting noah down by taking a step back from pumping as often. It is OKAY. You can put the pump down and enjoy the moment more with Noah and hubby without feeling overwhelmed about producing. I pumped when I felt the need and introduced formula so I could get breaks because it is a lot. I hope you remember that you are doing great and stop beating yourself up! You’re going through a different stage in life than everyone else. Enjoy the moment.
The jumping jack feeling… I get it Mayra. I completely do. You’re not alone girl. I have done the same thing with a different situation. Pray,pray,pray. The lord catches every single tear. You will never be alone, even at your lowest. Your boys are two different people. You’re allowed to greave him and miss him, while still being so in love and cherish Noah. As a mommy, your heart grows with each baby. There’s enough room for each of them. Never feel bad for the mixed emotions. You can do this momma🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
GIRLS👏🏽👏🏽 Ya both look fucking stunning. Karina you look fucking stunning u know you don’t talk about the surgery much but you have been looking so much more confident and glowing! Mayra mama bad hair day? No you lol so cute and comfy don’t be so hard on yourself! At least you’re getting ready unlike me where 2 years later after having my baby I’m BARELYwanting to get ready lol Love you girls and I always look forward to watching the podcast it gets boring at work and I’m always waiting for it to upload
Wow Mayra, thank you for sharing how you’ve been feeling. I had never heard of the Chosen on Netflix until you mentioned it. I’m def going to watch it . 🙏🏻
Grieving is hard, and the saddest part is that we learn about it the hard way, I feel sooooo bad for the times I didn’t understand when people were going through it, yet now I feel like I’m drowning in my own tears and don’t feel like people understand my pain, I lost my grandma she was like a mother to me and I am devastated, there’s soooo much I wanna tell her but god spoke to me thru a sign and basically said I will definitely talk to her but not now, and that gave me peace. Today when I was at church I thanked god for being sooo good to my family and I, I thanked him for all his blessings but I also told him that I felt sad and hurt, I am mad that life goes on yet I am still here drowning feeling like nothing makes sense anymore, but reading all these comments makes me believe it will get better, I am truly sorry to whoever has lost a loved one, I am sending you a big hug 💔
Being a first time mom is always chaotic and it’s hard to build a routine because everyday is different. My son is now 2 and I still struggle with finding time for myself and household chores. Sometimes I catch myself and think why am I so worried about cleaning this or doing that.. I’m never going to get these moments back with my son and they’re so little for such a short amount of time, that it’s important to soak in every moment and everything else can wait 💙
Mayra its ok if u need a break from the podcast ..im sure us viewers would miss u but ur mental health comes first. Obviously you have a lot on your plate and as a mom of 3, i know how overwhelming it can be. I know it may feel like ur not doing enough but queen you are! Raising a child n being a whole ass wife is a lot as well girl. We're all here for u queen and wish you the best. Much love girly!! Keep ya head up and give yourself credit mama!❤
I love the support for Mayra and agree with it all. But i do think Karina needs her flowers as well. She's very compassionate of her sister. It's sweet and refreshing to see. She fully picks up and carries the pod seeing that Mayra is struggling. Both queens and we love to see it. Mayra is very much in the thick of postpartum AND grief. She's doing amazing.
I know exactly what you mean. 2 years ago I was told that it was very hard for me to get pregnant. I was devastated. Everyone kept telling to be grateful because I already have a daughter. And I would tell them that I am. But my feeling of sadness where still there.
I Can see the sadness from the beginning, it’s just heartbreaking.. but I feel the funk too and I get you. My mom passed away 3 months ago and her birthday is August 16th.. I’m just down and sensitive and everything is triggering.. praying for your healing and for things to feel lighter for you ❤
My son’s anniversary/birthday is in September too. I had my baby girl about year later. So I totally 💯 feel everything you said. It’s so comforting knowing im not alone with these feelings. Sending you hugs Mayra.
7:16 - it’s so crazy you talked about this because i just started a podcast and all this drama and unfortunate situations keep going on in my life, but i force myself to film the episodes because i am determined to post every week. thank you for sharing this fr. ❤️ makes me feel less alone ✨
As HARD as it is don't give up! I just made 13 months breastfeeding & omg when I hit the year mark I was so so sooo proud of myself. I felt like giving up a couple times but I'm glad I didn't. It's such a good feeling. My baby ONLY wants the boob and you feel like you can't do anything. You get upset because you're "stuck" feeding them and then I would get mom guilt and watch him sleep after a feeding and apologize for feeling that way. It's just so many emotions.
Mayra, u should try worshipping, serving at a church or read ur Bible daily. That’s what helps me so much when I struggle with anxiety or depression ❤️
I will NEVER get tired of hearing Mayra talk about Bryancito. I feel like this podcast has been beneficial with how she deals with her grief. In some way this is an outlet to be able to speak freely about her experience and keep his memory alive.
I was just thinking Mayra looks SO pretty with her hair like that when she said she was having a bad hair day. Girl no, It looks SO good 😊
It really does
Yes I was thinking like how crazy is it that we sometimes see ourselves in a bad way when in reality mayra looks so good here her hair is giving her makeup looks good 😊
Right! She looks gorgeous! It sucks when we have a bad day how we feel about ourselves 😭
No seriously I was thinking the same!!!
Yes I was gonna comment how she got her hair like that 😅😍
I don’t know why I always feel Mayra’s energy sooo much. I wish I could jump through the screen and give her the biggest hug! 🫶
Same! I know she’s not feeling the best before she even says it! She has very strong energy as do I! 😭
Same 🥲🙏
This is the only podcast where I have NOT missed an episode. What I love the most is how much fun Mayra and Karina have on here. ❤
Same!! 😁
Same🎉
Same
Literally!!!!
Mayra I was reading this and thought of you.
“Promise me not to hide yourself when you're in pain, it's unfair that we laughed together but you cried alone. Friends don't let friends cry alone.”
Please don’t keep those feelings inside queen, it’ll eat you up. Talking about it hurts but it also makes you feel relieved it’s not bottling up. I’m praying for your strength through every season. God bless you.
Hats off for keeping it real and not faking it. Some people wait to be in better spirits and then film to hide the truth from viewers or to eliminate the comments but there is something very genuine and relatable. We all have those days and have to show up to work just like you both did. Thank you!
I hope mayra understands how many of us ACTUALLY understand her and she doesn’t feel the need to hold back on these heavy subjects bc grief can come in so many different ways for a lot of us. It actually helps so many of us feel like we’re not alone when we have these thoughts or feelings. I just wish she could realize that she has a whole community behind her that completely understands her and relates to her journey and to not feel like she has to hold back. We always appreciate you being vulnerable but also thank you for making us feel validated to those of us who have gone through similar experiences.
CAN MAYRA HAVE HER OWN POD CAST WHERE SHE TALKS ABOUT GREIF LIKE A GREIF POD CAST THAT WAY SHE CAN STILL MAKE CONTENT CONNECT WITH US AND DOESNT FEEL BAD FOR ALWAYS TALKING ANOUT IT BC MANY OF US FEEL THE SAME WAY !!! LOVE YOU GIRLS SO MUCH
Agreed
Agree!!!!
Agree ! I feel like Mayra is being misunderstood.
Yes!!!
Yessss
Mayra just looks so tired and overwhelmed. It’s okay to take some time for yourself! I know the guilt is hard but we gotta take care of ourselves mama! You are an amazing mommy!
Mayra don’t forget being a mom within itself is extremely hard we balance so much. Let alone going through grief let yourself feel it, your not ungrateful your a Queen!!!
Mayra don't focus too much on breastfeeding. Time goes by way too fast for you to be stressed and not enjoying life as you should. A fed baby is what matters. Mom of 2 here trust me
Omg this!!❤ I agree mental health is so important and if breastfeeding is causing so much stress it’s not okay. A baby needs love and a happy momma. Enjoy your newborn, fully, fed is best 💯
I don’t ever comment on videos or anything, but I signed on YT on my phone to leave this message. I hope you see this but MAYRA, you are a Queen my love! I truly respect and love your transparency and vulnerability. I love how you ladies keep it REAL. You are doing a great job mama, give yourself some grace, you deserve it. If you need a break, take it. Need a good ugly cry, then cry it out. Listen to your heart & do what’s best for you always. You don’t have to have it all together. You are very blessed but you are still also allowed to be sad some days. You are still grieving and healing and this is a long life journey. I’m so happy you have people in your life like Karina & Bryan because you are so loved, so remember you don’t have to go through none of this alone babygirl! It’s ok to not be ok some days, it’s okay to ask for help. Lean on your support system boo! We see you, I know it must not be easy sharing so much on the pod, I’m sending you love and light!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Love ya!!! KARINA you are a true QUEEEN as well! I wish I had a sister like you!
I Love listening!
Love,
Marlenne❤
This 💯
It’s nobody’s business how you grieve, Mayra. Just be the best version of you for you and your boys 🩵 I hope it gets easier for you 🙏🏼
Also, Karina if it’s not too invasive I would love to hear your take on being there for a loved one when they’re going through grief the way that Mayra is. Almost like a, what to do/say … what not to say/do for those who struggle with not knowing how to support someone who is grieving (I hope I’m making sense). Also, Karina, I don’t think I’ve ever heard you share your grief with Bryancito’s passing. I would just love to hear your thoughts. I’m deep in grief mama, so for me when someone shared their true feelings it helps me feel less alone in this grief journey.
I immediately thought Mayra’s hair looked great so when she said she was having a bad hair day I was like UHHH WHAT😭
Grief does not expire! My Nina passed away 4 years ago and it still hurts like day 1. I was so close to her she was my moms best friend. I grew up so close to her. Not having her here seeing my success in life hurts man. My mom gave me her china cabinet I have in my dining room and I feel like I have a piece of her near me. I sometimes stare at it, look at it. Waiting for a sign. I miss her so much. I still cry myself to sleep. I still cry for her. I still talk to her. Pain from grief doesn’t disappear. Mayra, we will get through this. ❤️
Mayra saying she’s having a bad hair day and I’m over here loving how it looks!! 😍 But yes, love the new setup!! It’s like a step up from season 1 set up, with it giving too much.
Does Mayra still talk with a therapist? Idk if she does but maybe that can be her self care too
From the beginning I could tell Myra was not feeling it🥺
I feel Mayra always wants to do things Karina is doing and that’s why she’s feels bad about herself but doesn’t give herself credit for being a new mom and a grieving mom as well 😢
She wants to be better then Karina
@@justrandomnewmoments2711”why does mayra sound so fake” lol ok girl
@@justrandomnewmoments2711 why you so hateful mama?
Mayraaaaa, the way Noah is super needy of you as his mom, is how much we always need of God! In the midst of your loss and grief, go to God and cling to Him!
😂😂😂 omg cringe. Not everyone believes in that sky fairy tale 😅
@@krystaljazz6341 Learn to respect other people's beliefs, even if yours differ. It's not going to kill you 🙂.
@@krystaljazz6341 true. Not everyone believes. And? Lol
@@krystaljazz6341 yeah...but Mayra is a believer so clinging to Him is essential during hard times.
Myra, as a mama that struggled with pumping and breastfeeding remember that our babies are small for only so long. Once they are older you don’t want your main memories being of how hard and time consuming pumping was instead of the time you spent with your baby. Babies grow up so fast, cherish every second. It’s okay to let go of the pressure to feed only with breast milk, formula is also a great option. If you are nervous, research a brand that you feel comfortable supplementing with.
1:04:07 My first born daughter passed away 14 years ago when she was just one month old.. She passed July 1st,2009. Just like Mayra said.. you never stop grieving. Even though it's been years since her passing.. it still hurts. Sending hugs and prayers your way Mayra ❤️
I just want to give Mayra the biggest hug 🫂 and take some of her sadness away she deserves nothing but happiness ❤️
Thank you for being so open Mayra. You’ve helped so many talking about your grief. It’s almost been 3 years and I still deal with deep waves of grief. Sending love ❤️
I have a 6 month old and i never breast fed, i chose to do formula. And I’m happy and so is she . She is growing like a weed, for my mental health I didn’t wanna add another stressor to my new life and from all i read and saw on how some moms will stress over it , I decided it wasn’t for me. Fed is best at the end of the day .
I did the same! Breastfed for a month and got depressed because it was too much. As soon as I did formula I was happy :)
My son never wanted the boob and when I pumped he would spit out my breast mik so I had to give him formula and he's gonna be 2 soon
Mayra, it gets easier! I promise. I have 3 kids, my baby girl is 1.5 years now and she plays with her toys and gets distracted so you will have more time later ❤
Yesss then I miss them being a baby 😢 I’m like damn I should of been laying with them more
1:15:04 yes Mayra! Birthdays & special dates are super hard when you lost a loved one. My brother passed away in January so new years is so hard because it just reminds me another year has gone by without him. My bday is on 04/23, my moms on 04/28, and his is 05/03 so all that week is horrible. We don’t even look forward to our birthdays.
I appreciate you speaking on your grief, thank you thank you for being so opened. Sending you lots of love 💕
MY FAVORITE TIME OF THE WEEK WHEN CHINS AND GIGGLES IS BACK OMG
I feel so bad for Myra. I could feel her anxiety through the camera 😭
Mayra you are so great at describing the feeling of losing someone and how you feel. We love you both and I hope you both are having a great summer
Mayra I love this. I feel the same way. My dad passed away going on 3 years in September. Sometimes I just get angry because I haven’t had a signal from him. I think about him everyday and I miss him so much.
We love you Mayra & Karina. Thank you for being vulnerable on the podcast week after week. We feel your pain and happiness too! Every day is a blessing and we are blessed to have you ❤
No table is a vibee!!
Awwwwe Mayra, I just wanted to give you a big hug during this episode 😔! I am praying for your continued healing. 🙏
Mayra I remember you going to the therapist was helping you so much. I would def say that’s a huge form of self care. I hope you’re still going. 🥺
As soon as I saw Mayra I knew something was wrong her eyes were so sad. Thank you for opening up. God will help you through this season and will help you through your pumping journey. God bless. Ps I love the set without the table 😊
Myra, during one of my therapy sessions, my therapist brought something up to me and it really brought things into perspective for me on why we feel so down closer to birthdays or seasons when we lost loved ones. While we mentally try to prepare for those things our bodies remember that grief also so us as a "being" our physical bodies go through the grieving process as a whole not just our mental. I will definitely be thinking of you and praying for peace during this season, just rest on GOD in this season and know while these things seem so permanent there is a temporary ebb and flow that comes with grief. I've been grieving my mother for 20 years as she passed when I was 12 and I definitely deal with the same feelings. I love you girl! Sending all the virtual hugs!!
Please don’t stop sharing Bryancito & his signs 🙏🏻🙏🏻 , & if you’re not feeling it don’t put smiles on the podcast share your emotions the true subscribers are open to receive it, don’t try to keep it in.
Karina! You are glowing queen! I love watching your progress after surgery! ❤
There’s this weird perception that people can move on from grief but you never really do, and having that pressure on you that you should be moving on is so hard. Keep talking about Bryancito Mayra!❤
The lighting, furniture, EVERYTHING looks so high quality!!! Absolutely love it 💜💜💜
Aww Mayra, you remind me so much of my postpartum journey. Please, do not be afraid to ask for help. You need a break mama and is ok. Prioritize your mental health trust me if your ok baby Noah will be fine even if that means replacing some bottles with formula. I did it and it was the BEST decision I could’ve had done for my baby and myself. I felt unhappy all the time while pumping process. I knew if I did not stop I would have postpartum depression. I just want to give you a big Hug and tell you “you amazing and your doing such an amazing job!
I hope you get through this Mayra ! Just remember that EVERY feeling you have is COMPLETELY valid ! I am glad you have supportive people beside you ! I have 5 sisters and something that I have learned is that becoming a mom is hard and with everything else in your life I bet it gets overwhelming!
Love you girls grief gets you out of no where Mayra is so strong
Mayra you have to take care of yourself girl. Remember you need to be healthy for that baby. One thing I can say is when baby naps you nap or eat nothing else. I had my baby at 19 and was very overwhelmed but had to put myself first so I could be a better mom. Big hugs ask for help
I hope you let yourself mourn and heal in this difficult process. Remember Briancito is always with you three.
Myra I understand you so much. I’m glad you opened up about your grief. My nicu baby passed away 3 months ago and his birthday is also coming up in August and it’s been so hard 😢 I have my toddler but I miss my baby so much. There are days when I’ll be doing good and other days I can’t even get myself to clean the house because of how down I feel. Sometimes I wish I could get so much closer to god and hearing you talk about your faith helps mine 🤍 sending you a big hug Myra 🤍
Mayra, thanks you for being so vulnerable. I cannot relate to your loss but I will never get tired of hearing your story. This always tugs so hard at my heart and I keep you in my thoughts every time I see a post from you. And queen your hair looks perfectly fine 💕
Hey Mayra, I know it’s overwhelming girl. I have an almost 8month old she’s my 2nd baby and it’s still a lot my life is a constant chaos! Don’t be hard on yourself because we’re all seriously struggling somehow.
I was exclusively pumping this time around and for my own mental health I had to stop like almost 3 months in but I was so grateful that I was able to have a stash saved.
I think you just have to do what’s best for you.
This is temporary girl he’s getting bigger and before you know it he’ll be starting solids!
You got this though whatever you decide to do! We’re rooting for you! 🤍🤍🥰🥰
I feel for you Mayra. I have lost many pregnancies and have been a nicu mama twice with 3 babies. My babies fought for their lives and I thankfully was one of the lucky mamas who after weeks In the nicu, although it’s been rough, got to go home with my preemies. People don’t talk about the nicu the way it is. It isn’t a happy place, it’s like a dark hole full of sadness and fear of the unknown. While I was there a month ago with my twins, my rainbow babies, and we mourned with a family who lost their 22 weeker. It was so hard to witness and to not be able to say or do anything to make them feel better all while our babies were still fighting for their lives. I hate that you lost your Bryancito. But I do believe he’s in heaven waiting for the day you all can be together as a family again. 💜
An idea: Can yall have the possibility of having listeners call in to the podcast to discuss these hot takes? because I know people want to chismear with yall lol
karina is my favvvvv , a free spirit fr lol . humble women are the best
Ditto … Karina is a whole vibe ❤
I lost my dad 25 years ago. I still grieve my dad.💔
I went through the exact thing Mayra is going through. So exhausted, hungry couldn’t plan anything cuz I had to go everywhere with my pumping gear. My baby was in the NICU for 3 weeks and since they had to measure how much he was eating I had to exclusively pump I made it to 5 months and it was peak of Covid summer 2020, my husband said “he will be okay on formula, I see how much it’s affecting you, what if you stop” and as hard as it was I pushed to 6 months and felt so free after. The mom guilt was there but now I have a healthy happy toddler who’s perfectly fine. Do whatever feels good for you it was something I struggled with but after I felt so much more rested and less stressed. Sending love and positive vibes, you’re doing great
Take a drink every time Karina says B!!!tch 😂😂💀
I feel you momma I’m going through it it’s been 4 years since I lost my baby I had a miscarriage and I’m still grieving up to this date July 24 2019 is my baby’s birthday
Just hope all mommas going through it find peace and heal God is with us always and our 🙏🏼❤️little angels 👼🏼
Watching your podcasts always makes me feel like it’s the good
Ole days and I’m hanging out with y’all
Miss you guys 🥹
Yes, Ty Mayra for always showing up regardless of the mixed emotions. I love when you speak about Bryancito and express your feeling/vent! I was more into this episode when you started talking about what you’re currently feeling than anything else so never be afraid to let it out 😢 I know many of us can relate ❤
HEY MYRA ❤I think you are starting to heal from Bryancito and that is the anxiety you are getting. You are feeling distant and confused because now that you have Noah and all your attention is on him and you think you are forgetting Bryancito, not forgetting idk what right word to use but Always remember he will always be in your heart and in Spirit. You are allowed to enjoy the momets you are creating with Noah and don't be sadden by that. You are taking Bryancito in this new chapter in life, he id right next to you. 🎉❤ You got this girl and hope you have better days 🙏 😊 ❤
Celebrate bryancito. A balloon release, write a special message on it and release the balloon. A dinner in his honour. It’s what I do when I miss my baby sooo much. I find a way to just make something special for him and remember him. It helps for me
I miss the table lol😢 I had no idea people didn’t like it..I was here for it! And I was here for the bright lighting too
Mayra!! Karina is right grief doesn’t go away I lost my father in 2012 to suicide I never really knew him my mom came to the U.S and took me away from him they were both so toxic for each other I knew so many bad things about him but now that I’m 25 I’ve learned new things and now know they were both bad for us and for each other I hated him for so long till I started realizing it wasn’t just him. Its now been 11 years and I can not watch a video of a father without crying. Watching the way my husband is with our children puts me in tears multiple times a week I will never get over losing my father I will never get over not remembering his voice, not remembering his hugs, his kisses not remembering the feeling of him telling me he loves me. I will never get over not knowing why he killed himself! Was it guilt? Was it depression? Sadness? Did he miss us? The lord knows how much I’ve prayed to get those answers he knows how much I’ve cried, screamed, begged! And every year as February is going to arrive I feel the sadness take over my brain and my entire body even if I’m not even thinking about it I realize it’s about him when I think oh shit I’ve been extremely sad! I’m generally a very happy silly person but every year when February is about to arrive I feel exactly how you’re saying I’ve had 3 kids I have an amazing husband who has taught me how an amazing father should be and that will never take away my grief so don’t feel unappreciative of Noah because you’re still grieving you can adore your life with Noah in it and still hate it without Bryancito🤍
I gave up breast feeding at 3 months, it was TOOOOO much for me it was driving me insane.
Hey Mayra. My birthday is Oct 16th. I was pregnant with my baby girl with you and Bryancito at the same time. I was one month ahead of you, 4 weeks exactly. I was broken hearted when bryancito passed, he’s your angel mama. I am praying for you, your boys & family. You are doing amazing. I think you’re such a great mother, truly. I breastfed and pumped my daughter for 11 months. I wanted SO badly to make it to a year…. I couldn’t. I literally was so tired and stressed and it affected my milk supply because I was w wasn’t eating enough either. It is so so hard and draining, I understand exactly. Not many moms understand who haven’t pumped/breastfed. And also to have to take care of your baby and house, and husband. And YOURSELF. I had a c section too, emergency c section and healing from that was HARD. I neglected myself. I was depressed for a long time the littlest things would send me into a spiral, crying and angry…. My mom told me to really give myself grace.. I leaned on her so much throughout this journey. God bless her! My daughter is now 17 months old and I am barely starting to workout and brush my hair, take regular showers etc….. I finally feel more myself. I believe God works miracles and he ALWAYS has a plan for us. Your testimony, your faith, your blessings and pain are all for a Purpose. Don’t forget that ❤ keep your head up and when you need a moment- take it. Breathe. Sing, cry, walk, write, dance, anything to make yourself feel better.. praying for you so much and sending you HUGS. Give yourself grace. Your home does NOT have to be perfect. Soak up your time with resting and bettering your mental. And soak up those newborn days too. They go by in a blink of an eye. I spent lots of time worrying about the wrong stuff when my babygirl was super little, when I was down in postpartum trenches. So many mental breakdowns etc. now I’m like CRAP I should’ve just not have ya know? We should message each other! And I’m here for you when you need someone!
I don’t know what is like to have a sister but the past couple episodes I’m getting this vibe that Mayra is irritated with certain things Karina says in regards to motherhood and having children. Karina likes to point out when Mayra is going through personal things and brings it up as a topic and then likes to follow up with “when he is a toddler it gets so much better” mayra just look like she is ready to snap! I love you both so much and the pod cast.
don’t y’all think they discuss the topics before hand? come on now
@@xoxohayaati I know they discuss topics ahead of time, but they also like to go off on a tangent with random things which is fine. I’m here for all of it but in this video in particular around 14:08 Karina says something to the effect of I get baby fever, and then I see how stressed out you are, and it the best birth control ever from this point on in the video Mayra’s face and mood completely changes. You can see how overwhelmed she is with the fact that her sister said that. I wish I could just hug her.
Personally I just think motherhood and life has been different for each of them. Mayra lost a child not too long ago and got pregnant while she was grieving, so having to juggle the two has taken a toll on her. No matter how much she’s enjoying motherhood, she’s obviously struggling with guilt and grief while trying to keep up with her career. She also lives on her own with her hubby and the baby, and Karina lives with her man and some of her family. Having your family around to help you raise a baby lifts a weight off of you because you get to have time to do things for you and you’re ok because your baby is taken care of. In Mayra’s case she doesn’t have that, and being a mom with no help is HARD. And it also makes it harder for you to leave your baby, because you’re all they know. Karina has had time to adjust, and Mayra will eventually get there. However keep in mind no matter how much Karina tries, she’s never going to be able to fully understand all the grief and trauma that Mayra has been through.
Mayra, I feel your postpartum through the screen 😢. I breastfed (and only breastfed) my baby for his first year of life. It was the hardest thing I have ever done as a first time mama, but I did it! He’s 8 years old and thriving and I would do it all over again. It gets better girl, keep going! ❤
THANK You Mayra for trying to keep it together and showing up for us on the podcast regardless of how you're feeling 💛🥲 We Love and Appreciate you and We Understand what you're going through.
I love the more cozy vibe ❤ Definitely add some pops of neutral colors with throw blankets and throw pillows.
Thank you ladies for seeing us as family. The way Myra talks to us so openly is amazing. FAVEEEEE PODCAST!!!!!! You and Murillo twins are my fave twins!!!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ Myra has me bawling, I’m sorry for all you’ve been through, trusting god is the best path to healing. The way Tia Karina is holding it together for her sis🤍🫶🥲
i love the set like this it feels more layed back, like just friends chismiando
I absolutely love the lighting , the colors really pop out , and like you guys mentioned , you don't look washed out. Beautiful contrast on the screen and easy on the eyes.
I heard that when our loved ones that have passed are not around is a good sign. that means they are resting in peace and bryansito knows your busy being a momma and I’m sure he’s at peace knowing your busy being a mommy. Have you ever seen a movie called” The Shack” ??? For anyone that is grieving this movie is fantastic. I have also had a few miscarriage and I know the pain but this movie has made me see life in a different light. Sending hugs to all the mommies!
Mayra i just lost my dad 1 month ago. And i can relate to your grief 100%. It definitely helps to run when feeling the need to scream or cry. It helps me release some stress and im sure it can help you out too. Hopefully it helps you 😊
Okay no lie Ariana Grande has that homewrecker energy. We’re gonna pray for you queen! Love you both Mayra and Karina, love that you guys keep it real.
I just started following this
Podcast a few weeks ago and I knew her energy was off. I’m glad towards the end of the episode she decided to vent a little bit. Love you girls ❤ I’ll def keep watching.
I’m living for this table being gone! ❤❤❤❤ thank you queens
This episode made me think about something’s that came over me through trauma and grief. One is dissociating (I had to google that when my psychologist mentioned it) and I learned that shaking the body or moving the body helps us release the heaviness so I think that you doing jumping jacks really was helping your mind heal without you even knowing it. It also made me think of Judea and Noah’s story, I think she and you can relate so well with how you feel joy in your second born and absolute devastation in your pain and heartache from losing your first born. I have never lost a child, I’ve only experienced death in other relationships and the pain remains 32 years after my dad passed and some days it hits like train and the pain is fresh again. I can’t imagine how amplified that feeling is losing your baby. I will pray you find more peace, that in your quiet moments and even the chaotic ones too that you feel Bryancito is still with you. ❤🙏🏽
Omggg i love the new set up!!!! The lights and everything, feels like comfort
We can definitely tell you are in a funk! I know that you want to be the best mom to Noah but remember YOU ARE A GREAT MOM TO HIM!
As much as you want to continue pumping every 2 hours it's taking a lot on your mental health. Mamas take a step back and do it every 3 or 4hrs and start to introduce formula so you can get a little break.
You are not letting noah down by taking a step back from pumping as often. It is OKAY. You can put the pump down and enjoy the moment more with Noah and hubby without feeling overwhelmed about producing.
I pumped when I felt the need and introduced formula so I could get breaks because it is a lot.
I hope you remember that you are doing great and stop beating yourself up! You’re going through a different stage in life than everyone else. Enjoy the moment.
LMFAO when she said she got a zapper in her room i DIED😭😭😭
The jumping jack feeling… I get it Mayra. I completely do. You’re not alone girl. I have done the same thing with a different situation.
Pray,pray,pray. The lord catches every single tear. You will never be alone, even at your lowest.
Your boys are two different people. You’re allowed to greave him and miss him, while still being so in love and cherish Noah. As a mommy, your heart grows with each baby. There’s enough room for each of them. Never feel bad for the mixed emotions. You can do this momma🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
Y’all I am LOVING the new setup! It’s giving very chill cozy vibes! 🩷💜💜🩷💜🩷💜🩷💜🩷💜
GIRLS👏🏽👏🏽
Ya both look fucking stunning. Karina you look fucking stunning u know you don’t talk about the surgery much but you have been looking so much more confident and glowing! Mayra mama bad hair day? No you lol so cute and comfy don’t be so hard on yourself! At least you’re getting ready unlike me where 2 years later after having my baby I’m BARELYwanting to get ready lol
Love you girls and I always look forward to watching the podcast it gets boring at work and I’m always waiting for it to upload
Wow Mayra, thank you for sharing how you’ve been feeling. I had never heard of the Chosen on Netflix until you mentioned it. I’m def going to watch it . 🙏🏻
It's soooo good! ❤
Grieving is hard, and the saddest part is that we learn about it the hard way, I feel sooooo bad for the times I didn’t understand when people were going through it, yet now I feel like I’m drowning in my own tears and don’t feel like people understand my pain, I lost my grandma she was like a mother to me and I am devastated, there’s soooo much I wanna tell her but god spoke to me thru a sign and basically said I will definitely talk to her but not now, and that gave me peace.
Today when I was at church I thanked god for being sooo good to my family and I, I thanked him for all his blessings but I also told him that I felt sad and hurt, I am mad that life goes on yet I am still here drowning feeling like nothing makes sense anymore, but reading all these comments makes me believe it will get better, I am truly sorry to whoever has lost a loved one, I am sending you a big hug 💔
Loveeeeeeeee this setup & lighting issa vibe! Y'all look so pretty.
i normally just listen in but we are here for you guys thank you so much for all that y’all do ! love you girls ❤️🥲
Being a first time mom is always chaotic and it’s hard to build a routine because everyday is different. My son is now 2 and I still struggle with finding time for myself and household chores. Sometimes I catch myself and think why am I so worried about cleaning this or doing that.. I’m never going to get these moments back with my son and they’re so little for such a short amount of time, that it’s important to soak in every moment and everything else can wait 💙
I would’ve never thought Myra was having a bad day! She looks beautiful ❤️😍
Mayra its ok if u need a break from the podcast ..im sure us viewers would miss u but ur mental health comes first. Obviously you have a lot on your plate and as a mom of 3, i know how overwhelming it can be. I know it may feel like ur not doing enough but queen you are! Raising a child n being a whole ass wife is a lot as well girl. We're all here for u queen and wish you the best. Much love girly!! Keep ya head up and give yourself credit mama!❤
omg Mayra you’re a whole vibe today. Love the fit, love the hair! I actually really like your hair like that!
I love the support for Mayra and agree with it all. But i do think Karina needs her flowers as well. She's very compassionate of her sister. It's sweet and refreshing to see. She fully picks up and carries the pod seeing that Mayra is struggling. Both queens and we love to see it. Mayra is very much in the thick of postpartum AND grief. She's doing amazing.
I know exactly what you mean. 2 years ago I was told that it was very hard for me to get pregnant. I was devastated. Everyone kept telling to be grateful because I already have a daughter. And I would tell them that I am. But my feeling of sadness where still there.
I Can see the sadness from the beginning, it’s just heartbreaking.. but I feel the funk too and I get you. My mom passed away 3 months ago and her birthday is August 16th.. I’m just down and sensitive and everything is triggering.. praying for your healing and for things to feel lighter for you ❤
My son’s anniversary/birthday is in September too. I had my baby girl about year later. So I totally 💯 feel everything you said. It’s so comforting knowing im not alone with these feelings. Sending you hugs Mayra.
7:16 - it’s so crazy you talked about this because i just started a podcast and all this drama and unfortunate situations keep going on in my life, but i force myself to film the episodes because i am determined to post every week. thank you for sharing this fr. ❤️ makes me feel less alone ✨
As HARD as it is don't give up! I just made 13 months breastfeeding & omg when I hit the year mark I was so so sooo proud of myself. I felt like giving up a couple times but I'm glad I didn't. It's such a good feeling. My baby ONLY wants the boob and you feel like you can't do anything. You get upset because you're "stuck" feeding them and then I would get mom guilt and watch him sleep after a feeding and apologize for feeling that way. It's just so many emotions.
Mayra, u should try worshipping, serving at a church or read ur Bible daily. That’s what helps me so much when I struggle with anxiety or depression ❤️
I loved the table!! Who said to get rid of it?? 😭 especially for guests or eating it was nice lol
I love the new set up, it’s so cute y’all are my favorite 🥰🩷✨ the lighting is so cute it’s a vibee ✨✨