Until 3:18 song and lyrics are sad but calm. It's like speaker has gived up all hope and is accepted her/his fate and is now only saying goodbye for her/his close ones. But from 4:28 forward song, style of singing and song changes.. speaker is angry, full of pain and saddness.. she/he is like screaming for someone: I want to live but I can't get up! I'm too tired of trying anymore. It will never get better I just have to die since I can't live anymore. Just were powerful and sad song that's cleverly made in my opinion ^^;
I've come back to this song after learning about Jonghyun's passong, and this made me cry so hard. It just hurts so much to think Kim Jongwan, Jonghyun and any other person having suicidal thoughts might have been thinking that way, or still is thinking like that right now. Please take care of yourselves, and remember you do matter.
We're all in this together. I too am mourning the loss of Jonghyun today. Take care of yourself, and remember to tell yourself what you tell others when they feel down, as well.
I hope Nell will keep on producing these amazing songs. It would devastate me if they aren't making music anymore. I kinda hate when almost majority of the songs made are about love. Well, it's not wrong but I want a song that I can relate myself to. Other songs make me get bored but not Nell's songs. They're truly talented.
This song hits me so deep! I'm recovering from a very strong depression and a recent Suicide attempt and I feel like a month ago this was me. I wanted my life to end. Now I'm getting better with the help of my friends and family.
This is late too, just wanted to say this u're really brave to make the suicide attempt, and even more brave to decide on staying in this world. I'm really proud of you.
Whenever I hear Nell's songs I just think "...what on heaven has Kim Jongwan went through to write songs like this?" I really want to know the backstory... Although it is well expressed just by the song itself...
My take on this is that someone with no place to rest, found rest in being empty…a dark cave that they know isn't right, but they're too tired to try. That place of rest becomes a haven, and that someone is apologetic to the people who are being hurt by them slipping away. But there's the flip part where the people get angry, saying that people who behave like that are selfish for acting that way and causing people so much pain. At first it was "Don't cry….don't cry…..don't." After "thinking deeper" though, they think, "Why….wait, why are YOU crying!?", because maybe those people are the ones who caused them to be in so much pain. So the person is dumbfounded by those peoples' response to them being in pain, and becomes shallow to the people they once believed in, and consciously recognizes that that's what happened. Now shallow and heartbroken, they're blind to anything but the emptiness and have even given up on heaven, at which point their haven turns into hell. ("It's getting worse and worse as I think deeper". It all goes downhill.) Now they can actually see the emptiness, and it's something so impossible (because how can this happen to people? How can people reach this point?) it's "a burning river". When that someone see's the emptiness for what it is, they realize that the emptiness wasn't emptiness at all. You could say that the river was their pain and they were drowning in it, but until they realized the river (that emptiness) was pain, their body and mind was numb to it. When they got angry, they acknowledged WHY and their numbness wore off. It could only last so long, right? The river catches on fire. They scream to end it all, and then…it's over. They drowned, and people don't cry.
I watched The Day Before before I watched this and now I'm basically sobbing. Everything about it is beautiful. Even how melancholy the whole concept itself is it's still, as said before, beautiful.
“‘Haven’의 주인공은 외부와 자신을 차단시키고 약물에 의존하며 현실을 외면하고 도피하려 한다. 자신을 사랑하는 여인에게 자신을 위해 울지 말라며, 이곳이 천국은 아니지만 자신의 안식처라 말한다.” Q. 곡 설명과 가사를 보면 약물중독과 권총자살에 대한 은유 같은데 창작 동기가 있는지? 종완 : 앨범 자체가 절망이나 좌절감 같은 데에서 벗어나는 과정을 그린 건데, 옳고 그르다를 떠나서 그런 식으로 생각하는(약물에 의존하는) 사람들이 분명 있거든요. 제가 외국에서 생활했을 때도 어린나이지만 그렇게 생각하는 친구들이 분명 있었고. 남들은 누가 봐도 잘못된 건데 그게 또 본인 스스로는 어쩔 수 없이 선택할 수밖에 없는 사람들도 있는 거죠. 사실 마지막에 ‘trigger’라는 단어가 나왔지만 꼭 권총자살이라기 보다는 ‘끝내자, 끝냈으면 좋겠어’라는 표현에 가까워요. ‘Boy-X’와 비슷한 것 같아요. ‘한번쯤은 다른 시선에서 생각해보자.’ 내가 바라보는 그 사람이 아니라, 그 사람의 입장에서 생각하고 싶어서요. by 넬
This is of one of my favorite songs. I thought it wasn't that fascinating at first but after I listened to it maybe 2~3 times, I found myself addicted to this song.
I love this so much. I relate to every single lyric.....I can't listen without tearing up and crying. This is absolutely beautiful. This is real emotion in music. ♡
I almost wish this was the title song, but then I remember Ocean of Light and the awesomeness that was, and just can't decide... this was a freaking amazing album
All the craze for kpop bands with swags, shits and garbage get majority of attention whilst the band like Nell are underrated. To me Nell is the best band representing korea. Sensitivity and pure Genius.
Thanks for this video!! I loved the moodiness of the song but I didn't know it was this deep until I saw this video and the lyrics at the end. It moved my heart!!! I too have had those same thoughts. I do believe that Satan and evil truly exist in this world and suicide is one of his tools. I wish my daddy had recognized that...
I still don't know why, but everytime I listen to Nell, their songs just remind me of Murakami's books. I just think these songs fit very well with Murakami's stories. I always listen to them while I read, it's really cool
I never understood the song because I'm not very good in english, but when I read your lyrics MV here I started crying so hard. It's so sad :( I feel sory for the people who can write sad songs because the songs are about their feelings and it's actually pretty sad to feel like this. oh god
Can anyone tell me some Nell songs similar to this? It's my favourite (long with Counting Pulses, Act 5 and Green Nocturne). They have so many albums I don't know where to start but i love their sad songs.
I think the repetitiveness of the lyrics is on purpose. He is trying to show a person who is teetering on the brink of ending their life and a mantra they are in effect repeating to try to keep them self together and not go over that edge. The person in the song longs to find a haven from their negative thoughts or the world that causes them and much like someone might repeat a prayer to give them strength this person repeats a plea to keep their darker thoughts at bay as we hear at the end.
뭐 좋은곡이라고 부르냐. 생명에대한 존중,책임도 없는것들이. 힘들고 아픈사람에게 권총자살콜. 자살고고 충동질하는 노래인데. 부르면 다 인가? 새벽3시 넘도록 아파서 잠도 못자다 이 곡이 사람들에게 나쁜영향을 끼치는곡임을 알리기 위해 이 피드에 들어와 누워서 굳이 수고하여 글을 적는다. 아픈나, 참 수고가많다.😢😢 여러분, 아픈사람이 힘든사람이 자살하면 어떻게될까요? 이노래처럼 헤븐에 있을까요? 만일 그랬으면 제가 아픈데 굳이 힘들게 여기에 댓글 달고 있지 않았습니다. 저도 예전에 이곡을 몇번이고 들었던 사람으로써 자살자가 없길 바라며 타살자가 없길 바라며 (아픈거 지켜보던 누군가가 권총 쏴서 죽이기) 글을 남깁니다. 사람 죽는거요? 이런 메시지들이 쌓여서 시행하여죽는겁니다. 오버가 아니라 진실입니다. 정말이예요. 이 노래에 속아 죽음을 시행하고 눈을 떠보면 알게 되겠지. 헤븐에 있는지, 아닌지. 이 노래가 얼마나 악한 노래였는지를.
Thanks for this video!! I loved the moodiness of the song but I didn't know it was this deep until I saw this video and the lyrics at the end. It moved my heart!!! I too have had those same thoughts. I do believe that Satan and evil truly exist in this world and suicide is one of his tools. I wish my daddy had recognized that...
Until 3:18 song and lyrics are sad but calm. It's like speaker has gived up all hope and is accepted her/his fate and is now only saying goodbye for her/his close ones. But from 4:28 forward song, style of singing and song changes.. speaker is angry, full of pain and saddness.. she/he is like screaming for someone: I want to live but I can't get up! I'm too tired of trying anymore. It will never get better I just have to die since I can't live anymore.
Just were powerful and sad song that's cleverly made in my opinion ^^;
omg did you read my mind ?
Proo Pandaj Gosh this is exactly what I think lol
Don't Cry... Don't Cry... Don't Cry..................Don't (Guitar)
They expressed 'Cry' like scream by guitar. They are genius.
I've come back to this song after learning about Jonghyun's passong, and this made me cry so hard. It just hurts so much to think Kim Jongwan, Jonghyun and any other person having suicidal thoughts might have been thinking that way, or still is thinking like that right now. Please take care of yourselves, and remember you do matter.
We're all in this together. I too am mourning the loss of Jonghyun today. Take care of yourself, and remember to tell yourself what you tell others when they feel down, as well.
진짜 무덤까지 가져갈 인생곡
I hope Nell will keep on producing these amazing songs. It would devastate me if they aren't making music anymore. I kinda hate when almost majority of the songs made are about love. Well, it's not wrong but I want a song that I can relate myself to. Other songs make me get bored but not Nell's songs. They're truly talented.
This song hits me so deep! I'm recovering from a very strong depression and a recent Suicide attempt and I feel like a month ago this was me. I wanted my life to end. Now I'm getting better with the help of my friends and family.
Evilbubbly Maknae I'm really glad you're here!!!
Aww Thank you
The important thing is.., youre still here ... im proud of you .... you made the right decision to stay ... #keep fighting
This is really late but I hope you're doing well, sending much love to you!
This is late too, just wanted to say this u're really brave to make the suicide attempt, and even more brave to decide on staying in this world. I'm really proud of you.
Whenever I hear Nell's songs I just think "...what on heaven has Kim Jongwan went through to write songs like this?" I really want to know the backstory... Although it is well expressed just by the song itself...
same... gosh the lyrics get real deep
Maybe he just sees things differently
yea i love the lyrics full of emotions ^^
Richard Lim
yeah, thank you!! Also, your engrish was great haha
Thanks so much ^^
My take on this is that someone with no place to rest, found rest in being empty…a dark cave that they know isn't right, but they're too tired to try. That place of rest becomes a haven, and that someone is apologetic to the people who are being hurt by them slipping away. But there's the flip part where the people get angry, saying that people who behave like that are selfish for acting that way and causing people so much pain. At first it was "Don't cry….don't cry…..don't." After "thinking deeper" though, they think, "Why….wait, why are YOU crying!?", because maybe those people are the ones who caused them to be in so much pain. So the person is dumbfounded by those peoples' response to them being in pain, and becomes shallow to the people they once believed in, and consciously recognizes that that's what happened. Now shallow and heartbroken, they're blind to anything but the emptiness and have even given up on heaven, at which point their haven turns into hell. ("It's getting worse and worse as I think deeper". It all goes downhill.) Now they can actually see the emptiness, and it's something so impossible (because how can this happen to people? How can people reach this point?) it's "a burning river". When that someone see's the emptiness for what it is, they realize that the emptiness wasn't emptiness at all. You could say that the river was their pain and they were drowning in it, but until they realized the river (that emptiness) was pain, their body and mind was numb to it. When they got angry, they acknowledged WHY and their numbness wore off. It could only last so long, right? The river catches on fire. They scream to end it all, and then…it's over. They drowned, and people don't cry.
I watched The Day Before before I watched this and now I'm basically sobbing. Everything about it is beautiful. Even how melancholy the whole concept itself is it's still, as said before, beautiful.
“‘Haven’의 주인공은 외부와 자신을 차단시키고 약물에 의존하며 현실을 외면하고 도피하려 한다. 자신을 사랑하는 여인에게 자신을 위해 울지 말라며, 이곳이 천국은 아니지만 자신의 안식처라 말한다.”
Q. 곡 설명과 가사를 보면 약물중독과 권총자살에 대한 은유 같은데 창작 동기가 있는지?
종완 : 앨범 자체가 절망이나 좌절감 같은 데에서 벗어나는 과정을 그린 건데, 옳고 그르다를 떠나서 그런 식으로 생각하는(약물에 의존하는) 사람들이 분명 있거든요. 제가 외국에서 생활했을 때도 어린나이지만 그렇게 생각하는 친구들이 분명 있었고. 남들은 누가 봐도 잘못된 건데 그게 또 본인 스스로는 어쩔 수 없이 선택할 수밖에 없는 사람들도 있는 거죠. 사실 마지막에 ‘trigger’라는 단어가 나왔지만 꼭 권총자살이라기 보다는 ‘끝내자, 끝냈으면 좋겠어’라는 표현에 가까워요. ‘Boy-X’와 비슷한 것 같아요. ‘한번쯤은 다른 시선에서 생각해보자.’ 내가 바라보는 그 사람이 아니라, 그 사람의 입장에서 생각하고 싶어서요. by 넬
감사합니다😀
진짜 미친노래 ㄷㄷ 와 처음 들었을때 소름돋았던 그 느낌...
명불허전 넬 haven 안식처... 나의 안식처 그래 너야 넬.......
Thank you Nell for these emotions. Thank you all of these songs
This is of one of my favorite songs. I thought it wasn't that fascinating at first but after I listened to it maybe 2~3 times, I found myself addicted to this song.
This song is one example of perfection. It has everything. Thank you so much for this :)
내가 제일 좋아하는 노래
I love this so much. I relate to every single lyric.....I can't listen without tearing up and crying. This is absolutely beautiful. This is real emotion in music. ♡
I almost wish this was the title song, but then I remember Ocean of Light and the awesomeness that was, and just can't decide... this was a freaking amazing album
never cried so hard from inside..
Honestly this has to be my favorite song ever!!!
I've been listening to Nell for a year now, and I love him so much.
for a year? did you know that nell is a group of boys...not a man... so "been listening to them"
I just finished reading Separation Anxiety and now I'm crying over how perfect this song is fml
This song is beautiful, thanks for making the lyric video
🖤 my all time favorite by Nell 🖤
I'm speechless. Respect.
I LOVE THIS SONG! Thank you for posting the lyrics. :)
All the craze for kpop bands with swags, shits and garbage get majority of attention whilst the band like Nell are underrated. To me Nell is the best band representing korea. Sensitivity and pure Genius.
Lets just hope this won't attract all kpop agencies and become a generic type of song. (fingers crossed)
what do you mean underrated.
All members of Nell just choose not to get involved in this "mainstream" business.
Rhys Xujan I only love DB5K and NELL. They are the best for me
nell's pretty well established in korea :---)
waa I love the song!
Nell makes a sad song and comforts you that you are not sad.
그냥 띵곡ㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷ 듣는 내내 소름돋는 곡 ㄷㄷㄷㄷ 솔직히 들어봐야 합니다 여러부운
I really love this video. Thanks for making it! :)
seriously this videos need more views it is such a beautiful song
Thanks for this video!! I loved the moodiness of the song but I didn't know it was this deep until I saw this video and the lyrics at the end. It moved my heart!!! I too have had those same thoughts. I do believe that Satan and evil truly exist in this world and suicide is one of his tools. I wish my daddy had recognized that...
Thank you Nell!
it's been wayyyyy too long since I've listen to this song!
Are you still listening to it 7 years later?
@@EmbeRobin of course... Makes me feel old though ._.
I still don't know why, but everytime I listen to Nell, their songs just remind me of Murakami's books. I just think these songs fit very well with Murakami's stories. I always listen to them while I read, it's really cool
Both are Capricorn too (a bit oot hhehe).
I never understood the song because I'm not very good in english, but when I read your lyrics MV here I started crying so hard. It's so sad :( I feel sory for the people who can write sad songs because the songs are about their feelings and it's actually pretty sad to feel like this. oh god
My god this song is so amazing I cant even
DAING ~ Speechless i listen to this song when im deppresed. BEAUTIUL SONG
woooooooooooooow this is AMAZING
Amazing
인간이만든 음악이라는게 가능한가싶다
I need to find more of these guys... >.
I want that you know nell's song beacuse I wish nell's songs will be listened to world. If you want their song, I will spent their all song to you.
2023 still in my fav Playlist ♡
All I can think about is Jonghyun when I listen to this song...it's so painful.
I'm a boice but .. This song is no joke I love it
How can I not cry???
OMG was this song written for me ? Fits so well
갓띵곡
Thank you :D
Congrats over 100k views
자살충동이 강한 사람으로써 약물이나 이런 내용보단 자살을 앞둔 사람의 가사 같아요
keurimjanee, je t'adore. J'ai juste envie de te le dire, je t'adore. Merci. J'adore NELL mais je t'adore aussi. 😄
Tem no Spotify?
Can anyone tell me some Nell songs similar to this? It's my favourite (long with Counting Pulses, Act 5 and Green Nocturne). They have so many albums I don't know where to start but i love their sad songs.
Try 안녕히 계세요, 백색왜성 (Let's Take a Walk version), Go, 12 Seconds, Standing in the Rain, 이명 and 미련에게. Just off the top of my head.
Thank you so much!
Awesooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeeeee
does anyone know any Nell songs that are similar to Haven? please tell me!! thanks you :)
+sandra kaiotic Try 안녕히 계세요 ~
+sandra kaiotic I recommend the 백색왜성(white dwarf star) (Let's Take A Walk ver) and 12 Seconds.
+keurimjanee English title?
"Farewell".
sandra kaiotic Maybe 벙어리, I don't think there's a translation in youtube and he doesn't "scream" at the end but I think it's sort of similar...
I wish I will be on a concert of them some day😢
There are people who discovers this song..
أريد هذه الأغنية مترجمة للعربية من فضلكم
Chris Martin brought me here
Did he sing it ???
he said on his twitter acc he liked nell and posted the lyrics vid for grey zone
this song is dedicated to you bby
..
Hi😊
Sodam Baek brought me here
LiquadDimondFlute Really?
No doubt about 0 dislikes XD
LiquidDimondFlute Really?
Anyone else here from the Kim Taehyung FMV??
Jk Itzshan aye here
Me🙋
i like this song but the lyeic were just the same over and over and over again. need more lyrics. love the background music though
I think the repetitiveness of the lyrics is on purpose. He is trying to show a person who is teetering on the brink of ending their life and a mantra they are in effect repeating to try to keep them self together and not go over that edge. The person in the song longs to find a haven from their negative thoughts or the world that causes them and much like someone might repeat a prayer to give them strength this person repeats a plea to keep their darker thoughts at bay as we hear at the end.
뭐 좋은곡이라고
부르냐.
생명에대한
존중,책임도 없는것들이.
힘들고 아픈사람에게
권총자살콜.
자살고고
충동질하는 노래인데.
부르면 다 인가?
새벽3시 넘도록
아파서
잠도 못자다
이 곡이 사람들에게 나쁜영향을 끼치는곡임을 알리기 위해
이 피드에 들어와
누워서 굳이 수고하여 글을 적는다.
아픈나,
참 수고가많다.😢😢
여러분,
아픈사람이
힘든사람이 자살하면
어떻게될까요?
이노래처럼
헤븐에 있을까요?
만일 그랬으면
제가 아픈데 굳이 힘들게
여기에 댓글 달고 있지 않았습니다.
저도 예전에 이곡을 몇번이고 들었던 사람으로써
자살자가 없길 바라며
타살자가 없길 바라며
(아픈거 지켜보던 누군가가 권총 쏴서
죽이기)
글을 남깁니다.
사람 죽는거요?
이런 메시지들이 쌓여서 시행하여죽는겁니다.
오버가 아니라
진실입니다.
정말이예요.
이 노래에 속아
죽음을 시행하고
눈을 떠보면 알게 되겠지.
헤븐에 있는지,
아닌지.
이 노래가 얼마나 악한 노래였는지를.
Thanks for this video!! I loved the moodiness of the song but I didn't know it was this deep until I saw this video and the lyrics at the end. It moved my heart!!! I too have had those same thoughts. I do believe that Satan and evil truly exist in this world and suicide is one of his tools. I wish my daddy had recognized that...