its easy to feel alone sad emotional being in pain feeling like your dieing no one understands like folks out living there life no issues makes me sad sometimes angry our diseases are invisible its scary aLL THE TIME. with diseases and autoimmune diseases we really don't no when we can pass out fall down and die with low blood pressure and now heart issues we have no idea what will happen to us at ant given moment. my kids no how to call 911 just incase,, i have been in and out of the hospital past couple years now spent days christmas other holidays in the emergency room . i feel u my friend on instagram i found the chronic illness hashtag alot of us out there.
tanya T yes, anger has come at times in the past, but had to let go of that long ago as it wasn’t helping anyone, but I get it...I’m really going to just focus on trying to “authentically” portray the ups/downs all around a of illness, especially complex/amorphous & stigmatized
tanya T I totally get it & im going to do my best to document the barely able to hold phone & talk moments(that I’ve been skipping for years), it is important for people to see that side of things...
omrider totally I had a channel from 2015 up until last hear and I actively made videos weekly documented the vegan hippie nomad travelling around had around 300 followers I had health problems but they were manageable or dormant at the time being I have high pain tolerance to when I got severely ill and was bed ridden after going carnivore all this started I deleted everything whole channel and curled up in a ball and hid away from life I wish I was well enough to film it all but I was u in ur tent on last leg so to speak for almost a solid year before I was able to get up and walk to the kitchen or do east task in the house pretty damn rough when we see the ugly it’s cool to see others that are going through it to and we believe u Google dysautonomia I’m sick of getting tests run and coming back normal but suffering feeling like I’m dieing misdiagnosed sucks ya
its easy to feel alone sad emotional being in pain feeling like your dieing no one understands like folks out living there life no issues makes me sad sometimes angry our diseases are invisible its scary aLL THE TIME. with diseases and autoimmune diseases we really don't no when we can pass out fall down and die with low blood pressure and now heart issues we have no idea what will happen to us at ant given moment. my kids no how to call 911 just incase,, i have been in and out of the hospital past couple years now spent days christmas other holidays in the emergency room . i feel u my friend on instagram i found the chronic illness hashtag alot of us out there.
tanya T yes, anger has come at times in the past, but had to let go of that long ago as it wasn’t helping anyone, but I get it...I’m really going to just focus on trying to “authentically” portray the ups/downs all around a of illness, especially complex/amorphous & stigmatized
tanya T Just wanted to also thank you for subscribing and commenting! 🤗
iv wanted to document but i am just to weak to even speak to the camera. maybe when i get better i can i hope .
tanya T I totally get it & im going to do my best to document the barely able to hold phone & talk moments(that I’ve been skipping for years), it is important for people to see that side of things...
omrider totally I had a channel from 2015 up until last hear and I actively made videos weekly documented the vegan hippie nomad travelling around had around 300 followers I had health problems but they were manageable or dormant at the time being I have high pain tolerance to when I got severely ill and was bed ridden after going carnivore all this started I deleted everything whole channel and curled up in a ball and hid away from life I wish I was well enough to film it all but I was u in ur tent on last leg so to speak for almost a solid year before I was able to get up and walk to the kitchen or do east task in the house pretty damn rough when we see the ugly it’s cool to see others that are going through it to and we believe u
Google dysautonomia
I’m sick of getting tests run and coming back normal but suffering feeling like I’m dieing misdiagnosed sucks ya