This song is spot on of how it was with an emotionally abusive ex girlfriend with borderline personality disorder, just a complete nightmare and had to get away after 2 years together, I now feel like a shell of who I used to be
This literally just happened to me in the last month. 2 years and 3 months with a girl I was friends with for 5 years before that. She would always stonewall and block me when I pointed out things she was doing that she accused me of. I felt gaslit, the way everything was always my fault. We wouldn’t be fighting, everything would be fine and she would find a reason to fight. I finally got away, but I still miss her. Not sure why I feel this way.
to me this song perfectly describes what it's like to be in a relationship with a narcissist sociopath. I lived this for an entire year and glad to be out
If you listened to this as a kid and it came out in 2014, you still a kid. Please don't shatter my flawed perception of time. That was only 4 years ago. XD
I was the target of a mentally unstable stalker for over 20 years, threats, harassment, several pets and other animals disappeared or dead, creepy phone calls at all hours of the night( before cell phones).This song fits this guy perfectly. Five years ago he was arrested for public nudity and shortly after was put into the dementia ward of an elder care facility. 23 1/2 years of my life I'll never get back, but he won't get them back, either. I often wonder how the hell I didn't wind up in a "rubber room".
This song is spot on for me as I've been in a relationship for 4+years with someone who shows me no love or emotions and says the most terrible things to me when he is angry.
This Could Be A PSA and a Reality for the words that Follow and for the Reason's that I Have Stated.. "IF" I Was Going to Do This.. I'm Venting on What I Feel and How it is Important that You Know the TRUTH and Taking Action to Prevent the Future Event's That You Will Be Subjected to By Not Doing Your Part.. You Support Our Troops and What They Have Done to Remain a Free Country as Do I.. I Also Have Done My Part and Really Free Let Down by Leaving It Up to the People to Do Their Duty as Civilian's to Hold Our Govt. and So Called Leaders to Do What They are Getting Paid for and to Uphold Their Duties of Office by the Power We Vested In Them.. So Give Me Your Time if not Your Respect and Read This as it is not a Threat as I Am Capable.. I Just Could Take these Action's and at this Time I Choose Not To.. Beside's I Like Snapping Neck's and Massage's and I Have Friend's this Does Not Apply too Because They Figth the Fight I Do.. So You Might Need to Join that Group Before I Do Decide to Join "Them" as You Will Read Why.. Well I've Decided to Use My Knowledge of Chemistry to KILL People.. Seems Nobody Cares.. So I'm Following Suit Here.. You See I've Done All I Can to Raise Your Awareness to Many Thing's and Have Laid Down the FACT;s to You All Beforehand.. So You Know I'm a Very Patient Man with a Loving & Caring Heart that Believe's in Causing No Harm and Saving the Planet and Giving Second Chance's and Being Fair and Helping Other's.. While I'm Dying from Cancer and Being Subjected to having People & The Govt.taking Advantage of Me by Taking everything I Own or Hold Sacred from Me.. Even My Sanity and Peace of Mind.. You See 20+ yrs.ago it all Started with my Add/Adhd that and when I tied Getting My Medication when I found out that was what I Needed in Place of All the Drugs & Alcohol that caused Most My Problem's after being subjected to Medical & Mental Health Professional's Who Used Me as a Lab Rat here where I Live on Whidbey Island.Wa.. The Testing Ground's for the Military & CIA's Psy~Ops I was Making Meth.for the CIA after Self Medicating and Realizing after educating Myself about my need for being Bio~Chemically Balanced to Live what people call a normal life.. I Seen the World for the 1st. Time for what it really is and formed CLUB~METHHHtm. a Non~Profit after I Created MMDMA and Found I was apart of the Govt's Agenda to Use it for Taking People's Soul's and Creating The "Meth~Monster's" that Now Plague's this Nation to it's Core I'm not Down with there Plan to Corrupt and Break Down all that "We the People" Have Built and Believed In as an American.. But it is and Can Be Broke Down for a New Power Over The People in America for the NWO.. You See Corporate Controlling the Market on Every Level in Our Live's Now.. Money is Nothing to Them but a Drug they use to Own You and Your Power over Them has Disappeared after Using it for their Gain in Govt. in Every Nation Across the Board.. A One World Govt. that They Control is Soon to Be Established.. Look at The "War on Drug's" You have Allowed to Control or End the Drug Problem's & the Crime to has Created.. How Has it Worked..? Simply Put it's Not Working and You Allowed More Taxes to Build an Army that is Being Used for Private & Military Use Upon Ourself's within Our Own Boarders to Give Military Troops Trained Killers a Job So the Price of Drug's Would Grow Higher for the Risk's of Being Killed or Jailed.. Our Leaders & Law Makers to Invest in Private Jail & Prisons to House Patient's as Inmates that now Burden Our Court System and States Revenue's to Pay for the Harm they are Causing along with the Hate it has Created in this Country So The Violence and Crime Rates Would Rise and Allowing the Govt. To Turn Your Kids into Meth~Heads and Heroin Junkies while You Chase the God Almighty Dollar..Breaking Down this Nation While Dividing Families.. Nice JOB You FUCK TARDS Also It's a Violation of OUR RIGHT'S.. Phase 1 of Their Plan Complete ..Allowing Them to Randomly Kill American's and Giving them what they wanted to Over Power American's.. Phase 2 (911) The Patriot Act.. Invasion of Privacy and Creating a False Flag or Enemy as Their Reasoning to Further Break Down the U.S. Constitution and The Power of "WE the People" BUSH Admin. He was @ Camp David with Bin Laden as Our Military was in a "Mock War Situation" a Military Exercise that was used to Confuse Air Traffic Control and Military Personnel of a "REAL Threat" While using Drone's to Pilot said Planes and to Confirm Death's of Said Victims..That are now Working as Agent's that are now Getting Plastic Surgeries to Conceal their True Identities Nothing More Then An Elaborate HOAX and Creating The "FEAR FACTORY" and Paranoia of America being Attacked by a Hostile Terrorist's Group and Making Anyone Who Challenges Any Govt. or Military Action a Insurgent a.k.a Terrorist..I Know I'm on "Homeland's Top 20 Hit List" And for Good Reason as I'm a Threat to There Plan.. Well I Can Say I was Going to Blow Deception Pass Bridge and Seize Whidbey Island and Call it My Right Under Law as I Did Send a "DECLARATION of WAR" to The State Department, The Secretary of State, The Department of Defense, and The POS President Bush.. As Was My Right Under Law & The Geneva Convention Specified Under the Rule's of WAR.. Which NO LONGER EXIST's.. WHY Do You Think it No Longer Exist's ..? The Right to Commit a Treasonous or Terroristic Act is WHY.. The Reason I Was Declaring WAR.. They Had No Right to Enact the "War on Drugs" as it is Just That.. a Treasonous or Terroristic Act.. Which Will Now Hang Me or You For Standing Up For OUR Constitutional Right's.. But Not Them By Writing New Laws Under that We Were Not Given The Right to Protest Under The Law by Passing Potion's within the Small Print of Bill's We Voted On.. That is Covering Their Own Asses..And Any Law Abiding American Will Follow as It Is Now Law.. That Will Eventually BITE Them in Their Law Abiding Asses TOO Once It's Too Late.. They BYPASSED OUR JUSTICE SYSTEM to Make the Policies They are Now Writing their own laws for the Dictatorship that is Coming.. AMERICA RUN BY A DICTATOR.. REALLY IT'S BEING WRITTEN.. OBAMA MIGHT JUST BE THE 1ST. DICTATOR.. He is Still in Office and Under New Legislation He ONLY NEEDS to SIGN A PRESIDENTIAL ORDER AND HE BECOMES OUR LEADER AS AN ISLAMIC DICTATOR.. WAKE UP.. SECOND TERM IN OFFICE.. REALLY HE'S NOT EVEN AN AMERICAN.. JUST ANOTHER ISLAMIC NATIONAL.. HE'S ISIS.. HIM AND THE REV. Al Sharpton are Fuck Buddies working in ALLHA's name.. I Also Followed the Paper Trail to a Genetic Engineering Project that Hitler Started During the War to Create the "MASTER RACE" He Dreamed of Called "X~14" that Our Govt. Discovered 2 yrs. after the War Ended and Continued it's Research that I'm Lead to Believe Created Me.. I with the help of 3 other Media Members I Worked with to Expose after Researching a Article posted by a Goth/ Alternative Living Adult Dating Site I Worked with to Promote Membership's a Free Site..I Also Seen 911 and 3 of 5 members of a Team that were Breaking into One of the Vault's in the basement of One of the Towers 3 hrs. Before the Event even Happened Face to Face since then.. So let's just say.. The Towers Fell For Me.. And I Helped with a Few of My Million Member's in My Club to Make Change's for all to Lead the Way for Others to Follow.. Rightfully So.. We Started.. "The Wall Street Movement" It Almost Worked But It Was Not Meant to Be A PEACEFUL MOVEMENT It WAS and is Why You All Can Kiss Your Asses GOOD~BYE and Everything I've Tried to Do has Failed to WAKE YOU UP.. Your a BUNCH of BLIND SHEEPLE.. YOU FUCKING LOSERS.. So I'm Joining The AGENDA 21 Movement.. YOUR NOT WORTH of SAVING.. Your Useless and Couldn't Even SAVE YOUR SELF'S So I'll See How You Like My FUCKING SKILL'S As THAT IS NOW MY PURPOSE HERE.. .. LOOK AT IT AS A MERCY KILLING.. Because I've Been Deprived of What Anyone of You Women Give So Freely to People Who Are Asshole's and Beat You and Harm Your Children and Abuse The One Thing That Could Save Me.. YES Save Me.. And YOUR SITTING ON IT.. VAGINA MAKE's ME HAPPY and When I'm Happy I Can DO ANYTHING I Put My Mind Too.. And Your KILLING ME without it in My LIFE Here.. REALLY.. Being I Like HUMOR.. Let Me Humor You With This .. The Difference Between a Pussy & A Cunt.. A Pussy is Warm and Inviting and A CUNT OWN'S IT.. Please & Thank You All for Not Doing Your Part and FUCK YOU.. I'm Not Into ANAL.. So Why Do You Keep Fucking Me In My ASS BITCHES.. I Also Like Head.. So Why Don't You Women Call a Meeting and Give Me a Choice of My Liking to TAKE ONE for the HOME~TEAM.. Really as I'm Sure I Scare The Fuck Right Out of You All.. and Who Know's Maybe It will all be Over without even having to do anything but just Lay There and it will all be Over before You Know It.. Like Your Doing Now to Save Your Own Ass.. I've Been To Busy Working to Make The Change's We Can All Live With To Play with The Pussy.. And I'm Good at Hiding BODIES.. Bon Appetite Bitches !
This song is spot on of how it was with an emotionally abusive ex girlfriend with borderline personality disorder, just a complete nightmare and had to get away after 2 years together, I now feel like a shell of who I used to be
I hope you're healing and doing better today.
@@clcee thank you :)
At least you got out of it
This literally just happened to me in the last month. 2 years and 3 months with a girl I was friends with for 5 years before that. She would always stonewall and block me when I pointed out things she was doing that she accused me of. I felt gaslit, the way everything was always my fault. We wouldn’t be fighting, everything would be fine and she would find a reason to fight. I finally got away, but I still miss her. Not sure why I feel this way.
Do you feel better now? :( Hope your healing journey is successful
If you listen to 70% of Seethers music it's almost a guarantee that Shaun Morgan was a victim of some heavy Narcisstic abuse.
such is the fate of the empath
to me this song perfectly describes what it's like to be in a relationship with a narcissist sociopath. I lived this for an entire year and glad to be out
J Mac i've lived it for 6 years, married and had kids with him.
Heather Brannock I hope eventually you can find peace!
Well...I'm sociopathic....extremely dark and fucked up. Well I've been told this by almost everyone I know...wonder why?
Jinny Mac 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏
❤
In love with this song lately
You must also be familiar with some unwanted narcissism lately also.
I LISTENED TO THIS WHEN I WAS A KID AND I COMPLETELY FORGOT UNTIL I CAME ACROSS THIS!!!!!
If you listened to this as a kid and it came out in 2014, you still a kid. Please don't shatter my flawed perception of time. That was only 4 years ago. XD
@@TanktheAlmighty 2014 was ten years ago. Listened to it as a kid, I’m starting my second year of college now.
My condolences.
For real. I remember when this song came out. I was 13. I'm now 23.@@agent_sus3273
I love this band I went to my first concert and it was awesome 💜😘😍🎤😂😎
I love this song
i love this song too
Best song by seether
Listen Sandy you Pos!!!!!
2019 Anyone??
Yeee
2020
2021
2021
November 2021
Seether is Best
I always listen to this song before I go to bed.
🌟⭐⭐⭐⭐
I LOVE IT!
Love the song but would like to know where to find the live wallpaper used for the background
Words are weapons I'D be terrified*
Not of the terrified.
Other than that, nice video.
I have been listening to seether since I was 4
I was the target of a mentally unstable stalker for over 20 years, threats, harassment, several pets and other animals disappeared or dead, creepy phone calls at all hours of the night( before cell phones).This song fits this guy perfectly. Five years ago he was arrested for public nudity and shortly after was put into the dementia ward of an elder care facility. 23 1/2 years of my life I'll never get back, but he won't get them back, either. I often wonder how the hell I didn't wind up in a "rubber room".
They really are vampires, once they have 'bitten' you there is a chance you might become one, afraid of giving love in case ur blindsided
This song is spot on for me as I've been in a relationship for 4+years with someone who shows me no love or emotions and says the most terrible things to me when he is angry.
All I really want is something beautiful to say, to never fade away.... just let me live forever...please?... just once...
No.
Jemand Deutsch?
Ich liebe dieses Lied...
Auch wenn ich grad davon nen Heulanfall hab ;-;
Ja :3
We don't forget
Still an amazing song
Well done. Beautiful!
This song is the soundtrack to my trauma.
22 years , 2 badass boys and my 1st love, TRUE LOVE... um ya... da*n... u can’t choose who u fall for... CRAZYSH!T
This song should be the theme song for therapists.
Love it🤟🏼🥁🎸🤟🏼🤟🏼🤟🏼🤟🏼🤟🏼
This is the perfect conversation in the mind of a Gemini... its like my 2 half having a conversation.
Wow Awesome thanks alot for the upload
All I would like to see is more happiness less demonizing!! How can u be happy throwing sad at every corner!!
Because the music is cool
my life all in a 1 song
Awesome !!!
Nice song.
Father😌
Nah I’m in same boat
I herd it on the raideo and I fell in love
Going to bed... taking this truck to sleep ...goodnight love u
You drive a truck my friend?
My devotion ?
Or is your weakness in our resolve that's bothering you ?
My integrety is what's bothering u ?
In a good way. I have them too, the irony
Weak is right ...nothing is forever baby ...? Or is it ?
Hmmm 🧐
I will not. But the lyrics "their hanging him for treason.. " faki.n it
This Could Be A PSA and a Reality for the words that Follow and for the Reason's that I Have Stated.. "IF" I Was Going to Do This.. I'm Venting on What I Feel and How it is Important that You Know the TRUTH and Taking Action to Prevent the Future Event's That You Will Be Subjected to By Not Doing Your Part.. You Support Our Troops and What They Have Done to Remain a Free Country as Do I.. I Also Have Done My Part and Really Free Let Down by Leaving It Up to the People to Do Their Duty as Civilian's to Hold Our Govt. and So Called Leaders to Do What They are Getting Paid for and to Uphold Their Duties of Office by the Power We Vested In Them.. So Give Me Your Time if not Your Respect and Read This as it is not a Threat as I Am Capable.. I Just Could Take these Action's and at this Time I Choose Not To.. Beside's I Like Snapping Neck's and Massage's and I Have Friend's this Does Not Apply too Because They Figth the Fight I Do.. So You Might Need to Join that Group Before I Do Decide to Join "Them" as You Will Read Why.. Well I've Decided to Use My Knowledge of Chemistry to KILL People.. Seems Nobody Cares.. So I'm Following Suit Here.. You See I've Done All I Can to Raise Your Awareness to Many Thing's and Have Laid Down the FACT;s to You All Beforehand.. So You Know I'm a Very Patient Man with a Loving & Caring Heart that Believe's in Causing No Harm and Saving the Planet and Giving Second Chance's and Being Fair and Helping Other's.. While I'm Dying from Cancer and Being Subjected to having People & The Govt.taking Advantage of Me by Taking everything I Own or Hold Sacred from Me.. Even My Sanity and Peace of Mind.. You See 20+ yrs.ago it all Started with my Add/Adhd that and when I tied Getting My Medication when I found out that was what I Needed in Place of All the Drugs & Alcohol that caused Most My Problem's after being subjected to Medical & Mental Health Professional's Who Used Me as a Lab Rat here where I Live on Whidbey Island.Wa.. The Testing Ground's for the Military & CIA's Psy~Ops I was Making Meth.for the CIA after Self Medicating and Realizing after educating Myself about my need for being Bio~Chemically Balanced to Live what people call a normal life.. I Seen the World for the 1st. Time for what it really is and formed CLUB~METHHHtm. a Non~Profit after I Created MMDMA and Found I was apart of the Govt's Agenda to Use it for Taking People's Soul's and Creating The "Meth~Monster's" that Now Plague's this Nation to it's Core I'm not Down with there Plan to Corrupt and Break Down all that "We the People" Have Built and Believed In as an American.. But it is and Can Be Broke Down for a New Power Over The People in America for the NWO.. You See Corporate Controlling the Market on Every Level in Our Live's Now.. Money is Nothing to Them but a Drug they use to Own You and Your Power over Them has Disappeared after Using it for their Gain in Govt. in Every Nation Across the Board.. A One World Govt. that They Control is Soon to Be Established.. Look at The "War on Drug's" You have Allowed to Control or End the Drug Problem's & the Crime to has Created.. How Has it Worked..? Simply Put it's Not Working and You Allowed More Taxes to Build an Army that is Being Used for Private & Military Use Upon Ourself's within Our Own Boarders to Give Military Troops Trained Killers a Job So the Price of Drug's Would Grow Higher for the Risk's of Being Killed or Jailed.. Our Leaders & Law Makers to Invest in Private Jail & Prisons to House Patient's as Inmates that now Burden Our Court System and States Revenue's to Pay for the Harm they are Causing along with the Hate it has Created in this Country So The Violence and Crime Rates Would Rise and Allowing the Govt. To Turn Your Kids into Meth~Heads and Heroin Junkies while You Chase the God Almighty Dollar..Breaking Down this Nation While Dividing Families.. Nice JOB You FUCK TARDS Also It's a Violation of OUR RIGHT'S.. Phase 1 of Their Plan Complete ..Allowing Them to Randomly Kill American's and Giving them what they wanted to Over Power American's.. Phase 2 (911) The Patriot Act.. Invasion of Privacy and Creating a False Flag or Enemy as Their Reasoning to Further Break Down the U.S. Constitution and The Power of "WE the People" BUSH Admin. He was @ Camp David with Bin Laden as Our Military was in a "Mock War Situation" a Military Exercise that was used to Confuse Air Traffic Control and Military Personnel of a "REAL Threat" While using Drone's to Pilot said Planes and to Confirm Death's of Said Victims..That are now Working as Agent's that are now Getting Plastic Surgeries to Conceal their True Identities Nothing More Then An Elaborate HOAX and Creating The "FEAR FACTORY" and Paranoia of America being Attacked by a Hostile Terrorist's Group and Making Anyone Who Challenges Any Govt. or Military Action a Insurgent a.k.a Terrorist..I Know I'm on "Homeland's Top 20 Hit List" And for Good Reason as I'm a Threat to There Plan.. Well I Can Say I was Going to Blow Deception Pass Bridge and Seize Whidbey Island and Call it My Right Under Law as I Did Send a "DECLARATION of WAR" to The State Department, The Secretary of State, The Department of Defense, and The POS President Bush.. As Was My Right Under Law & The Geneva Convention Specified Under the Rule's of WAR.. Which NO LONGER EXIST's.. WHY Do You Think it No Longer Exist's ..? The Right to Commit a Treasonous or Terroristic Act is WHY.. The Reason I Was Declaring WAR.. They Had No Right to Enact the "War on Drugs" as it is Just That.. a Treasonous or Terroristic Act.. Which Will Now Hang Me or You For Standing Up For OUR Constitutional Right's.. But Not Them By Writing New Laws Under that We Were Not Given The Right to Protest Under The Law by Passing Potion's within the Small Print of Bill's We Voted On.. That is Covering Their Own Asses..And Any Law Abiding American Will Follow as It Is Now Law.. That Will Eventually BITE Them in Their Law Abiding Asses TOO Once It's Too Late.. They BYPASSED OUR JUSTICE SYSTEM to Make the Policies They are Now Writing their own laws for the Dictatorship that is Coming.. AMERICA RUN BY A DICTATOR.. REALLY IT'S BEING WRITTEN.. OBAMA MIGHT JUST BE THE 1ST. DICTATOR.. He is Still in Office and Under New Legislation He ONLY NEEDS to SIGN A PRESIDENTIAL ORDER AND HE BECOMES OUR LEADER AS AN ISLAMIC DICTATOR.. WAKE UP.. SECOND TERM IN OFFICE.. REALLY HE'S NOT EVEN AN AMERICAN.. JUST ANOTHER ISLAMIC NATIONAL.. HE'S ISIS.. HIM AND THE REV. Al Sharpton are Fuck Buddies working in ALLHA's name.. I Also Followed the Paper Trail to a Genetic Engineering Project that Hitler Started During the War to Create the "MASTER RACE" He Dreamed of Called "X~14" that Our Govt. Discovered 2 yrs. after the War Ended and Continued it's Research that I'm Lead to Believe Created Me.. I with the help of 3 other Media Members I Worked with to Expose after Researching a Article posted by a Goth/ Alternative Living Adult Dating Site I Worked with to Promote Membership's a Free Site..I Also Seen 911 and 3 of 5 members of a Team that were Breaking into One of the Vault's in the basement of One of the Towers 3 hrs. Before the Event even Happened Face to Face since then.. So let's just say.. The Towers Fell For Me.. And I Helped with a Few of My Million Member's in My Club to Make Change's for all to Lead the Way for Others to Follow.. Rightfully So.. We Started.. "The Wall Street Movement" It Almost Worked But It Was Not Meant to Be A PEACEFUL MOVEMENT It WAS and is Why You All Can Kiss Your Asses GOOD~BYE and Everything I've Tried to Do has Failed to WAKE YOU UP.. Your a BUNCH of BLIND SHEEPLE.. YOU FUCKING LOSERS.. So I'm Joining The AGENDA 21 Movement.. YOUR NOT WORTH of SAVING.. Your Useless and Couldn't Even SAVE YOUR SELF'S So I'll See How You Like My FUCKING SKILL'S As THAT IS NOW MY PURPOSE HERE.. .. LOOK AT IT AS A MERCY KILLING.. Because I've Been Deprived of What Anyone of You Women Give So Freely to People Who Are Asshole's and Beat You and Harm Your Children and Abuse The One Thing That Could Save Me.. YES Save Me.. And YOUR SITTING ON IT.. VAGINA MAKE's ME HAPPY and When I'm Happy I Can DO ANYTHING I Put My Mind Too.. And Your KILLING ME without it in My LIFE Here.. REALLY.. Being I Like HUMOR.. Let Me Humor You With This .. The Difference Between a Pussy & A Cunt.. A Pussy is Warm and Inviting and A CUNT OWN'S IT.. Please & Thank You All for Not Doing Your Part and FUCK YOU.. I'm Not Into ANAL.. So Why Do You Keep Fucking Me In My ASS BITCHES.. I Also Like Head.. So Why Don't You Women Call a Meeting and Give Me a Choice of My Liking to TAKE ONE for the HOME~TEAM.. Really as I'm Sure I Scare The Fuck Right Out of You All.. and Who Know's Maybe It will all be Over without even having to do anything but just Lay There and it will all be Over before You Know It.. Like Your Doing Now to Save Your Own Ass.. I've Been To Busy Working to Make The Change's We Can All Live With To Play with The Pussy.. And I'm Good at Hiding BODIES.. Bon Appetite Bitches !
Yeah, nobody is reading that shit. Why can't a song just be a song?
Do meth much?
Paragraphing is your friend.